Omar Apollo - Evergreen (Lyrics) | you know you really made me hate myself

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Creative Chaos

Creative Chaos

Күн бұрын

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@Ya_Girl_Bells
@Ya_Girl_Bells Жыл бұрын
Hits harder when you changed everything about yourself that you thought was bad or ugly just for someone who wouldn't want to stay with you anyway
@DaltonRobinson
@DaltonRobinson Жыл бұрын
this part though
@Hanayaaa
@Hanayaaa Жыл бұрын
Yes
@tetiana7247
@tetiana7247 Жыл бұрын
Yes
@Lovejesus-wwjd
@Lovejesus-wwjd Жыл бұрын
Fr I just lost a friend that I thought was my best friend but realized she was a fake FFF- Fuck Fake Friends
@stawberryfroggies
@stawberryfroggies Жыл бұрын
Felt..
@user-yi4qy3lq9x
@user-yi4qy3lq9x 2 жыл бұрын
2:07 the part we’re all waiting for
@666Sadboy
@666Sadboy 2 жыл бұрын
You know it😂😂💀💀
@SooFewGrams
@SooFewGrams 2 жыл бұрын
THANK YOU
@mavi8504
@mavi8504 Жыл бұрын
thanks
@irrrene
@irrrene Жыл бұрын
"You know you really made me hate myself"
@lun_athon
@lun_athon Жыл бұрын
thanks
@simonethomas4815
@simonethomas4815 2 жыл бұрын
This song just hits the spot
@jaydon_lxser4115
@jaydon_lxser4115 Жыл бұрын
🙏❤️
@Abbigail291
@Abbigail291 Жыл бұрын
I know right it makes me understand myself
@fartnugget4220
@fartnugget4220 Жыл бұрын
hell nah
@itz_kat5984
@itz_kat5984 Жыл бұрын
Omar Apollo just hits overall with his songs
@PaisleyJones-ni8pc
@PaisleyJones-ni8pc 2 ай бұрын
Ig
@vanessachavez8781
@vanessachavez8781 Жыл бұрын
I pray for his happiness, that he gets and does better and that I never hear about him ever again
@elexisdiaz2754
@elexisdiaz2754 2 жыл бұрын
God take my pain away
@jamielee9661
@jamielee9661 Жыл бұрын
I'm praying God takes every bit of your pain!! ❤️🙏
@stophacking4696
@stophacking4696 Жыл бұрын
@@jamielee9661 Amen 🙏
@iminuru1881
@iminuru1881 5 ай бұрын
Take my pain away 👹🐶
@elexisdiaz2754
@elexisdiaz2754 5 ай бұрын
@@iminuru1881 im the mixture of a devil and cut puppy that’s literally meee 🥺
@va6252
@va6252 2 ай бұрын
💔💜
@Unknown_IndividuaI
@Unknown_IndividuaI Жыл бұрын
The "really made me hate myself" is true for me..I was severely bullied in middleschool because I wasn't the prettiest..or the skinniest..they made me lose the best part I had in me and that was my dignity for others and love for others..it was my social part of me. It was my confidence. People like to say bullying helps..but all it did for me was ruin me..I nearly overdosed on painmeds because I couldn't stand looking at myself. I didn't wanna be me because I didn't wanna hear anymore bullshit from people about my looks or my weight. I came to middle school, happy, excited, and ready to start my day...but at the end of the day..I hated it there. Ever since middle school I've been diagnosed with ptsd, depression, anxiety, body dismorphia and eating disorders. I cant walk into a school without panicking and crying in the stalls. It's traumatic for me because all I think about when going into school is if people are judging me...and people saying what they think about me is the least I needed. Thank you if you read this far. I would just like it if people stopped and listened to me for once..because nobody was there for me when I needed it.
@jestem_taki_malutki
@jestem_taki_malutki Жыл бұрын
Damn, this is really sad.
@nibbbbbaa8304
@nibbbbbaa8304 Жыл бұрын
Damn,congratulations to passed that pahse,I Hope you are good now ,I was never bullied and I cant feel the pain you felt but when I see a bullying action I always I intervene. I can't support anymore that bullism Is growing every day more and more,I always feel the pain when someone Isnt okey I would help everyone if Isnt alright. I Hope you read this, Im very sad when i listen to this things that happening around the World. (Sorry if my english Isnt the best but i'm from Italy and I am still studying It at school) ❤️
@berrybloom2000
@berrybloom2000 Жыл бұрын
You know people really don't care about how you look, people were just projecting their insecurities onto you... You know my own parents and family bullied me for my appearance, I still haven't forgiven them, so I understand you... You should watch the Netflix show switched, it's about a girl who gets severely bullied and teaches you that you're never really alone, it's your personality that matters. Not your looks. I'm still learning how to fully embrace myself and I'm 22 🤗❤.
@VampyType0
@VampyType0 Жыл бұрын
God, it's so nice to hear I'm not alone in this. I wish you well my friend.
@shellyjospeh512
@shellyjospeh512 10 ай бұрын
Same goes to me😢 until now im 25 and still get bullies from my workplace
@inkykitsun5307
@inkykitsun5307 Жыл бұрын
I really wish I had the motivation to write or do anything anymore. Even I consider myself lazy cause I can't do anything I love anymore. I don't see a future for me at all. I can atleast go and listen to good songs like this to make me feel better but I'm unsure what other songs to listen to anymore. This song is really relatable to me in a strange way, but I'm too lazy to tell why. I'm sorry.
@katerinas9103
@katerinas9103 Жыл бұрын
Its possible that you're not actually lazy, but sad. Sending positive vibes your way my friend, I am glad you're still with us ❤️❤️❤️💖
@orlane.s8213
@orlane.s8213 11 ай бұрын
I don't know who you are but i have love to give. Take care of you, everything gets better one day. You re probably not lazy but sad, you re a human after all. Don t be too hard on yourself. Love you
@esthelamarquez310
@esthelamarquez310 11 ай бұрын
Everything will get better just you wait :)
@swaggyfatima4254
@swaggyfatima4254 Жыл бұрын
"you know you made me hate myself," hit fuxking different.
@Victorian_specter
@Victorian_specter 2 жыл бұрын
she really really made me hate myself
@Occultbag-50
@Occultbag-50 Жыл бұрын
You dropped this 👑
@hanin2908
@hanin2908 Жыл бұрын
To my first volley coach ❤️ 2:07
@Baguette12-3
@Baguette12-3 3 ай бұрын
@abba1324
@abba1324 2 жыл бұрын
Oh yeah! Bring back that smooth 70s r&b. Bill Withers would be proud.
@deana6072
@deana6072 2 жыл бұрын
I am pretty sure childish Gambino brought it back and everyone was following the trend after thank thundercat too.
@redkubbles
@redkubbles Жыл бұрын
this really makes me feel weird knowing he is the reason i actually hate myself. and yes i’m still with him.
@justariel5584
@justariel5584 7 ай бұрын
Girl im in the same boat.
@StrayBlack
@StrayBlack Жыл бұрын
Hate You really made me hate myself, Perceive me as a thing-in-itself No more, no less Help me find my happiness. Where I see my reflection I see no action Just need an act of love, Just to fly like a dove. I reminisce about those days, When I heard one phrease, “What do you think of yourself” I started to hate myself. Am I that bad person? Or just things got worsen, Who am I? When all I hear is Just an ugly goodbye. (I hope you really enjoyed my poem
@bharathym
@bharathym Жыл бұрын
Oh my goodness. This is a masterpiece. This reply is your sign to write more poetry (your choice ofcourse. But I really liked this ❤💕👏🏽
@StrayBlack
@StrayBlack 2 ай бұрын
@@bharathymThanks a lot🩵
@teresarenz1100
@teresarenz1100 2 жыл бұрын
Amazing song
@christinasmith7579
@christinasmith7579 2 жыл бұрын
Searching from tiktok (obviously..) and did NOT expect this... at all... at all... AAAAT AALLLLLLL🥲
@Jade-ps3wl
@Jade-ps3wl 2 жыл бұрын
I love this song good job on it
@epicdhplayr
@epicdhplayr 2 жыл бұрын
he didnt make it..
@nibbbbbaa8304
@nibbbbbaa8304 Жыл бұрын
@@epicdhplayr what u mean
@NiomieSunshine-g8h
@NiomieSunshine-g8h Жыл бұрын
I'm going through a time in my relationship where this explains it clearly
@kelseykoehler307
@kelseykoehler307 2 жыл бұрын
I love this song ❤
@UiltmoTag
@UiltmoTag 9 ай бұрын
2:07 the first line really reminds me of my dad he's a very good father and still isn't
@timeeaanamariazotescu6353
@timeeaanamariazotescu6353 4 ай бұрын
This song hits different when some of these lyrics apply to your mom 😢
@AnnaBanana553
@AnnaBanana553 Жыл бұрын
YOU KNOW YOU REALLY MADE ME HATE MYSELF HAD TO STOP BEFORE I BREAK MYSELF SHOULDA BROEK IT OFF TO DATE MY SELF .... YOU DIDNT DESERVE ME AT ALL! AT ALL! AT ALLLLLL .
@SirCryptic777
@SirCryptic777 Жыл бұрын
Love the Smokey Robinson sample.
@carmengriffin3160
@carmengriffin3160 2 жыл бұрын
They really made me hate myself
@berrybloom2000
@berrybloom2000 Жыл бұрын
Yeah
@berrybloom2000
@berrybloom2000 Жыл бұрын
It sucks 😢. My own family. I hate them.
@anidd0_t699
@anidd0_t699 Жыл бұрын
When monday leaves you broken😪😭🥶
@mackenziecarver6662
@mackenziecarver6662 Жыл бұрын
This song hits the spot bro
@oliviavazquez9147
@oliviavazquez9147 Жыл бұрын
Are u a hunter I know it’s a weird question but just wondering!
@ashwilliams9447
@ashwilliams9447 2 жыл бұрын
Reminds me of a relationship I’m going through but this shit still slaps
@deana6072
@deana6072 2 жыл бұрын
😂
@Mae-ru9co
@Mae-ru9co 2 жыл бұрын
Sameee
@jen_xo
@jen_xo Жыл бұрын
Sameee :((
@-Corrupted_Rose-
@-Corrupted_Rose- Жыл бұрын
Same it happend I changed and got bad
@xosophie777
@xosophie777 2 ай бұрын
this is my comfort song❤
@sarahhewitt3495
@sarahhewitt3495 2 жыл бұрын
Frank ocean bill withers peaches n herb Skokie vibe ❤
@emsmeek
@emsmeek Жыл бұрын
hits hard fr
@AubriRamirez-w9v
@AubriRamirez-w9v Жыл бұрын
I listen to this song when I'm sad idk why...
@randalceniceros8157
@randalceniceros8157 2 жыл бұрын
Smokey Robinson meets Keith Sweat But hit, played it over and over.
@ItzAlwayzAllayna
@ItzAlwayzAllayna 5 ай бұрын
I could scream this to a lot of people. Yk you really made me hate myself had to stop before i break myself...
@jessdelagarza1037
@jessdelagarza1037 Жыл бұрын
This song is quite beautiful and would be much more seriously taken had it not been a tiktok trend audio.
@frenchskuxx
@frenchskuxx Жыл бұрын
I just started getting into this dude, love his music
@zehraaleynagumus6579
@zehraaleynagumus6579 2 жыл бұрын
felt it iwant to hear it again
@ebowamoah-gyampoh975
@ebowamoah-gyampoh975 21 күн бұрын
Beautiful, painful song😢❤
@hunter9544
@hunter9544 2 жыл бұрын
What brought you here? Me: 2:07
@mapitsolesego
@mapitsolesego 2 жыл бұрын
FACTS
@ginamcmillian4442
@ginamcmillian4442 2 жыл бұрын
Best song ever
@RuneAnimations22
@RuneAnimations22 11 ай бұрын
my ex was a jezebel spirit. she continuously asked things of me without putting effort into me or the relationship. It was my twentieth birthday and I remember waking up to a simple “sorry babe I couldn’t get you anything but happy birthday” and I remembered that she went all out for her friends birthday. No gifts for me. No time spent with me. Then Christmas rolled around and her birthday. I did things for her, but she still cheated and left me for another dude. The worst part is that she didn’t tell me anything. I found out from the guy that she cheated on me with. It was an awful experience. I don’t wish it on anyone. After three years of dealing with that behavior, I blocked her and dropped her entirely out of my mind. I met someone new, someone who actually deserves me and wants to spend time with me. I’m partially thankful. If she didn’t do that sorry ass shit, I would have never met my girl. It’s just how it is
@Blake12724
@Blake12724 20 күн бұрын
Listening to this bc of the girl who broke my heart and made me hate myself
@VenusTheCoolPlanet
@VenusTheCoolPlanet Күн бұрын
You deserve so much better than her, I promise. You’ll find a good one some day.
@Blake12724
@Blake12724 Күн бұрын
@VenusTheCoolPlanet maybe
@URFAV_BRUNETTEEEEEEEE
@URFAV_BRUNETTEEEEEEEE 7 ай бұрын
2:07 my fav part😍
@outcast4976
@outcast4976 Жыл бұрын
2:07 sound like Kendrick lamar
@nessa8747
@nessa8747 Жыл бұрын
Right ! I searched up that part of the lyrics thinking to find Kendrick Lamar as the artist
@suumayahharris6112
@suumayahharris6112 Жыл бұрын
POV. When you fell like you need to cry and you hear this:
@Random1580-d9i
@Random1580-d9i Жыл бұрын
RIP Monday left me broken cat..
@h2d127
@h2d127 Жыл бұрын
This bites. Who’s evergreen?
@alanagreer4156
@alanagreer4156 Жыл бұрын
This has became my fav song just cause of 207 part
@_YOULL_FLOAT_TOO_
@_YOULL_FLOAT_TOO_ 9 ай бұрын
2:07 is so fr. A boy I was dating once said he didnt like me anymore bc I wasnt pretty enough that day. I broke up with him and my self-confidence went down ALOT. Good thing after that I got revenge and had a huge glow-up..
@Football_on_top777
@Football_on_top777 6 ай бұрын
This song hits hard when ur related …
@lex551
@lex551 6 ай бұрын
'You know you really made me hate myself' 'Had to stop before i break myself' I mean, the first part I'd say to my mother. Ever since the death of my father when I was a kid she blamed me. I was only 3 so I didn't know what I did but it was no excuse. So then after that we moved countries to start again and away from bad memories. I grew up with non-stop babysitters. She never made an effort into raising me herself. So I saw the nanny as a mother, my only mother. Then when I was old enough and could look after myself (age 6) she stopped paying the nanny to come over. I learnt to cook, clean all the basics. My mother was home less and less when I was around 11 but when she was, I always tried to get along with her but she shut me down. I worked my butt off in primary school and passed year 7 with 98%. But she told me I could've done better. I hated her. But now in year 8 she said she found a boyfriend. I didn't care much but she introduced us after a bit. Her boyfriend was a predator. A freaking creep. He kept eyeing me out each time he came over, but then one day she invited him over and got a work call and was put on night shift so I was left with the boyfriend. That was the day I got r@ped. I. Was. 14. I felt all sorts of dirty. I cried all night cause of it. When my mom finally came back the next day I told her about it but she told me off. She said I was lying. I hated how neglectful she was towards me. I needed a caring mother. So slowly I fell into depression, scars on the wrist, thighs and neck. After a while shxt stated to slip and my mother noticed the scars. She took me to therapy. I took it for 2 years, I stopped last year. The same year my mother told me she got engaged. And it was on my birthday, she got all the attention I wanted. What I deserved on MY birthday. So she and her fiancée moved to America and just left me with my aunt. Without the reassurance I fell into the wrong crowd. I got with guys I didn't really know. They called me names, called me overweight and said I needed to start exercising. But then I met someone, we started speaking and they were perfect. We started dating a bit (online) but then she asked me for nxdes. I wanted to keep him happy so I sent them, again and agin. I started to think he was using me so I eventually left him but he threatened to leak if I did. So we stayed together. Luckily he was so ossessive I was actually able to talk to other guys and met a nice guy, he knew codes, IT yada so he helped me the boyfriend. He backed into boyfriends phone no got rid of the photos. I was extremely happy. New guy and I started to get along, he really was a sweetheart. But only thing was that he was older than me, I wouldn't wan to get him in trouble so we just stayed friends. Or at least that was the plan. This year I would've been old enough to date him but we fell off because of me. Everyone around me just keep messing up. Thanks for actually reading this. I really appreciate you and please keep out of trouble, don't end up like me. Make wise decisions.
@SILLYGOOBER2000-m3q
@SILLYGOOBER2000-m3q Жыл бұрын
Me when a toxic person steals my friend and pushes me away because me and her friend had a relationship (that I didn't even like): 2:07
@dkfigflsr_4
@dkfigflsr_4 Жыл бұрын
Ok this song remeend me of someone l love him and hate in the same time
@littleXSoull
@littleXSoull 7 ай бұрын
2:07 it all started in 5th grade..
@KatarinaBogdanovic-jh9pp
@KatarinaBogdanovic-jh9pp Жыл бұрын
POV: you finally understood song..
@emmaschroader161
@emmaschroader161 2 жыл бұрын
I love this song the part that goes your really made me hate myself should have broken up and date myself didn’t deserve you reminds me of my ex he broke up with me because he friends did not like me
@MaciWiley-ib8yi
@MaciWiley-ib8yi Жыл бұрын
I lost best friend over Mac and cheese we have been best friends since kindergarten we are now in 8th grade
@skylarbeans
@skylarbeans Жыл бұрын
I keep listening to this cause I know my boyfriend ain’t the one for me
@aprilcoughlin7969
@aprilcoughlin7969 2 жыл бұрын
Most relatable dong
@RatsInAHat0FFICAL
@RatsInAHat0FFICAL Жыл бұрын
listening to this because of my toxic boyfriend 😹😹😹😹
@whiteangel9402
@whiteangel9402 Жыл бұрын
u good bro?
@RatsInAHat0FFICAL
@RatsInAHat0FFICAL Жыл бұрын
@@whiteangel9402i’m fine we broke up🥲
@Berdeh-r4m
@Berdeh-r4m Жыл бұрын
I shouldve listened to this after my toxic bf broke up w me lmao
@deana6072
@deana6072 2 жыл бұрын
Rip that tik tok dog helped me find this song
@lukerodman2790
@lukerodman2790 Жыл бұрын
Listened to this song after I broke up with my girlfriend
@danielacecchini
@danielacecchini 10 ай бұрын
💔
@helenasaravia1382
@helenasaravia1382 Жыл бұрын
Here I am ahain 3am
@HandsomePutin
@HandsomePutin Жыл бұрын
Great song, glad nobody can make me hate myself because I had a self-esteem before I started DATING 😂😂😂
@misspriss466
@misspriss466 5 ай бұрын
.. I just love to torture myself with these songs. What do you do when the one you love most is what hurts you most..
@Henry-ox4vi
@Henry-ox4vi Жыл бұрын
2:08
@rosemiemendoza7506
@rosemiemendoza7506 2 жыл бұрын
😍😱
@joedrummond946
@joedrummond946 Жыл бұрын
She don't love me no more ❤‍🩹
@goofyahhuncleproductionsmusic
@goofyahhuncleproductionsmusic Жыл бұрын
This song made me feel better I fr had a knife to my head but I just stopped I was going to kill myself I fight major depression and it hurts
@IsaacBacon-si2pv
@IsaacBacon-si2pv Жыл бұрын
Sure
@L3onaluvsu
@L3onaluvsu Жыл бұрын
2:00
@aadtoo
@aadtoo Жыл бұрын
😔😔😔
@santooskkkk
@santooskkkk Жыл бұрын
AAAAAAAT AAAAALL
@kaykay3458
@kaykay3458 Жыл бұрын
He singing about a dude
@tonymusic8013
@tonymusic8013 Жыл бұрын
Is he gay?
@Orourke-r7v
@Orourke-r7v Жыл бұрын
Yes
@Jumbolub
@Jumbolub 2 ай бұрын
This song so gay
@sweetyrajput006
@sweetyrajput006 Жыл бұрын
2:07
@leenabobeena896
@leenabobeena896 Жыл бұрын
2:00
@JennyLynn-bd8bi
@JennyLynn-bd8bi Жыл бұрын
2:07
@cameron8043
@cameron8043 Жыл бұрын
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