One Month as a 'YouTuber'... || A Rambly Update

WOW-EE this video is long, lol. I guess when I go on a tangent, NOTHING CAN STOP ME cape blows in the wind
No but truly, thank you all for being here and for coming along on this 'journey'.
Insta: / rachel_maksy
|| Timecodes ||
1:30 I actually start talking about KZbin
2:50 Doubting myself/overthinking
5:17 KZbin is hard...
6:20 Comparing myself to other people/creators
7:00 Financial stuff
7:45 Patreon
10:15 Explaining ads on KZbin
12:20 You guys are amazing
14:15 Getting myself up in the morning
15:16 Sponsored videos
16:24 Sappy stuff
18:42 bloopz

[@rachelmaksy]

THANK YOU ALL for coming on this journey. Aside from my fears and concerns, I am SO HAPPY to have you all here. *throwing all the virtual hugs at you, full force* (also at 4:59 the text got messed up and it's supposed to say "with some videos here and there that get a higher number", Premiere likes to be a weenie sometimes)

[@abernathyomalley9493]

Never doubt that you're amazing! I love your channel, and always look forward to your videos. *hugs* You're absolutely the bee's knees!

[@AmazingJellyfish]

If you run out of things to do.... watching you go through said emails and your amazing personality as you rule them out. I could watch that probably 5-10 minute of that a month.

[@pearl9925]

It's good of you to share the realities of trying to live off of KZbin, and you really are a fantastic creator and no matter what happens to your channel you should really know that you do a great job. Your editing is top notch, and I love your content and personality. You go girl!

[@Qinglin888]

Premiere: nEw TeXt LaYeR j/k love you!

[@rebeccahsinger600]

Would you ever consider having a few "Let's Plays"? Maybe even your hubby can play alongside you. Then you can both have fun playing the games you may have wanted to play anyway or explore different games you wouldn't have played otherwise. I think it might be fun. Ooh and perhaps with some games that you really like, you could create some cosplays of your favorite characters, like Aloy from "Horizon Zero Dawn." Of course you don't have too, I absolutely love your content and I hope that more people find your channel because it's fantastic!! Another thought, what if you have a contest where people can design some merch for you and the winner's art or design can have a limited time release of merchandise that you would get all or most of the commission? And then maybe the artist or designer can get a shout out from you? I don't know I think it would be fun to consider. Sorry for the long comment, but I hope that it can help. You deserve all the best things in life. **Edit: what if for Patreon some of the rewards can be scanned pictures from your sketchbook or your finished pieces**

[@jugua]

A new idea is "vintage cooking"! You try out a receipe from a decade, and then go back in time! I would totally watch that! Also, your "reacting to vintage hacks" did really well, maybe do other "reacting to" videos? 🙂 Just keep up with the good work!

[@kimberlyWestfall1]

Yes yes yes to your ideas! I know most, if not all of us, would love to see this!

[@evelynpinkley5511]

This would be awesome!!

[@HeraldHealer]

Oh my gosh yes

[@blueblueberry4973]

I think vintage cooking is a great idea!

[@whossoul]

I agree! There are SO many awful "fashion history" videos out there that go through the decades and have wildly inaccurate outfits/facts. I would love to see her reactions to those!

[@aubrayofsun]

I’d appreciate watching a ‘thrift with me’ episode or two, thrifting is my jam and I love seeing what you obtain or maybe a cosplay thrifting experience. ❤️❤️

[@rachelmaksy]

I definitely plan to do a Thrift With Me video! ❤️❤️❤️

[@shantay11]

@@rachelmaksy Yay!!! I am so excite!!

[@1989Bgirl]

Aubray Belnap yes!

[@k1tkat-kate]

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[@katiekelly7822]

Aubray Belnap this would be an awesome series!!? Like seeing how she finds her goodies at savers etc! ❤️❤️

[@UrieLeviathan]

Am I childish if I wish that someday you'll upload an episode of Frodo's adventures with those adorable subtitles? 'cause this definitely cheers me up when I feel down. I don't know why, but pets and creativity is my go to. Obviously not a 40-minutes episode, but just a one or two minutes of this would kill me with happiness. I support every video you upload, sometimes I'm not into the subject, but I love to listen to you either way. You're a cool person Rachel. Keep it up

[@FrannyLuvsAll]

Dead Bird Same!!!!

[@penguinstories5890]

Frodo videos - yes please!!

[@olgachronics3273]

Same here, when it's something I'm not as into, I just keep it in the background to keep me company as I'm doing stuff like laundry etc:)

[@maxi1968]

I would even watch a 40 minute episode of him being the cutest :3

[@littleyellowbird9556]

Ohhh yes!!! That would be awesome! I'm the same way. I love animal's and when I'm down it cheers me up ir at least helps me a bit and watching those Frodo champions along with Rachel's personality are just the best.

[@orangesmarmalade5148]

Here is some video ideas I'd like to see! Showing historical areas around you, costume creating( how you actually make the costume), convention going, when you start renovating your home, declutter, watching you learn something you've always wanted to learn. Just a few to think about!

[@orangesmarmalade5148]

Oh and behind the scenes videos, like how you set up for videos, filming, editing. I'd love to see the actual process that youtubers go through to get a video to viewers.

[@rachelmaksy]

Thank you so much for the suggestions!!! ❤️❤️❤️

[@orangesmarmalade5148]

@@rachelmaksy I'm excited to see you branch out and how you grow!

[@louan1234]

@@rachelmaksy yes! And how you decorate your home vintage style 😊

[@1989Bgirl]

Oranges Marmalade yes!

[@emmafromnarrowboatzerograv9863]

Yey, Patreon is overdue! Some ideas! House tour, renovation plans, vintage capsule wardrobes (for every decade!), spend the day with me (vintage fairs, shopping, visiting historic places), story time (anything crazy that ever happened to you!), vintage patterns, sewing, crafty cosplay techniques and how-tos. And more Frodo. :)

[@antonijapupacic5837]

love the vintage capsule wardrobe idea! hope she does that 🤞

[@mylena3086]

I'm totally in for a crafty cosplay techniques and how-tos

[@leadupont8588]

Oh my ! A video on building a vintage capsule wardrobe would be soooo great ! ''How to go full vintage 24/7 with only 10 items'' !

[@starryeyedwish8005]

I wouldn't mind sponsored videos at all from you. You work so hard and it absolutely shows. Don't ever feel bad for expecting the money that you rightfully earned. ❤

[@psycicflower]

I think sponsorship is a good way to go, especially with the money for sponsor against views ratio. Everyone does it and I'd trust you to be honest/clear about any you get. Honestly I'm playing June's Journey right now cause of you and planning to buy your 'Satine dress' for a wedding after seeing it on you. I'm an over thinker too and I'm thinking a lot on my job at the moment as well, safety of current or taking a risk, so don't be apologising for worrying about something everyone does.

[@alynakarczmar5797]

Which dress? :)

[@Lamaspucke]

The June's Journey video was also absolutely fine because it was her regular, wonderful content that just had an ad at the end

[@psycicflower]

@@alynakarczmar5797 This beautfiful dress she wore to one of the NYX Face Awards Parties. It also happens to be on sale www.voodoovixen.co.uk/lisa-cape-dress.html

[@Lamaspucke]

@@psycicflower I actually bought this in blue just the other day and didn't realise Rachel had it too :D It's sooo nice, the blue one reminds me of the Beauxbatons uniforms

[@M.ODonnell]

I really loved your transparency about all of this, Rachel. I had no idea just how little money KZbin pays for the ads run on videos. Not that I assumed it was a whole lot, but $30 for a video with 30,000 views is crazy. Thanks for your honesty - it makes me appreciate even more the effort you put into your videos. And for the record, if you decide to do Patreon, I think many of us will support you in that. :)

[@LoganW1815]

That's the first time I ever heard anyone say how little the ads pay.

[@olgachronics3273]

I think the ad rates are different from channel to channel - so bigger channels get more per thousand views than a smaller one. As your audience grows so do the rates you get paid for with AdSense.

[@tarakizer3]

Video Ideas for you :)! -Half face/hair in one decade, half in another -Pick a decade out of a hat for each part if your look (eyes, lips, hair, outfit, etc) -A series cosplaying what Disney princesses would have looked like in their actual decade -Using modern products to create a vintage look -Using vintage products to create a modern look -Draw My *Vintage* Life -Stereotypical vs Realistic versions of each decade -Vintage Home Decor - What to look for when shopping for vintage-looking jewelry at modern stores -"I lived like someone from the [insert decade] for a day" -"I tried the beauty routine/diet/workout of [insert famous vintage girl] for a day" -Follow a vintage beauty video -Read from and comment on a vintage etiquette guide -Follow a vintage craft tutorial -Watch a new high fashion runway show and point out vintage inspirations -Cook a vintage recipe -Try learning vintage dance styles (involve a friend as a partner? Take a lesson from a professional and vlog?) -Vintage trends you'd like to see make a comeback (could be fashion, culture, anything) -Vintage trends you hope NEVER come back

[@Martina_E]

tarakizer3 yes to all

[@alejandran4978]

I suggest doing more look books related to a series! Like for example, another Harry Potter lookbook or something along those lines Those videos usually pull in new people and satisfy the older viewers

[@ThePuglover98]

Yes!!!

[@eckat5]

I would love to see a Hogwarts house look book!!

[@happySmileycat]

The Harry Potter lookbook was the first video of Rachel's I saw when it showed up in my recommended :)

[@cydneylayne8084]

Lemony Snicket Series of Unfornate Events seem right up her alley.

[@livelongandprospermary8796]

I like the idea of outfits inspired by characters because I am not committed/talented enough to actually cosplay

[@qkranarchist3015]

Congratulations to Rachel who 4 years later did launch her Patreon while still making sure content is viewable for us who can't give that monetary support.

[@SnowAndLightning]

Personally, I’d L O V E to support a Patreon if you made one, even if the exclusive content was just exclusive updates to cosplays/video behind the scenes/how you edit! Just random stuff! I try to watch your videos as soon as they come out, and interact with your posts because I love your content. Never feel ashamed or anything about doing sponsored videos or posts. They exist to help you! And we know that you’ll only share things you like. We’re here to support you bb!!!

[@TheClosetHistorian]

I too naturally tend to catastrophize and panic to be honest. I read this Mary Oliver quote today and it really helped me feel I was spending my energy more wisely than I sometimes fear. “The most regretful people on earth are those who felt the call to creative work, who felt their own creative power restive and uprising, and gave to it neither power nor time.” ― Mary Oliver

[@shonajane17]

I have loved everything you've been doing since you went full-time, Rachel. We're all spoiled.

[@maureenfitzgerald1895]

Ditto! We are all spoiled - you're amazing.

[@BoazsCrown222]

You’re on the right track. STOP DOUBTING YOURSELF! Trust YOUR instinct. You have your base audience (myself, included) because of your video style. TRUST THAT. Just keep working. KEEP CREATING. I love your outfit vids and your red bird box (or whatever product) reviews! If that helps. We all love Frodo!!! We would love to see a vid A Day In His Life. DON’T GIVE UP! And STOP WORRYING WHAT PEOPLE THINK OF YOU (I know easier said than done). But people respect people who believe in themselves, regardless what others think of them, you know? Be true to yourself and the money will follow( not my quote) but I believe it can be true, if you have the resources. We love you- keep going!🙌🏼✨💖

[@unelm0ija]

I think you really should try makeing some challenge type videos (makeup/outfit or other) that could be timed or you could limit things/colors/supplies that you could use. I love your sense of humor and relate to your personality a lot and I think that some lighter less planned videos would really work at showing off your personality and humor super well. You are so sweet. Love from Finland from a long time subscriber! ❤️

[@becca4465]

I love this video! Personally, I'd rather have youtubers be honest and talk about their life than to put on a mask and pretend everything is going as planned. Complaining is human, and you shouldn't feel bad about getting your feelings out! Keep up the great work :)

[@alexsmadcreations]

1. I would try to hop on some trends, but put your own twist on them 2. I notice that videos that imply any sort of challenge do well. Not just straight up videos with the word “challenge” in the title, but also something like Safiya’s “I tried plastic jeans” where the viewer gets curious how it’s gonna look like since styling of those must be challenging. I’ve seen Kennie and a few other youtubers do stuff like “black girl tries Korean makeup”, again - people click since the are curious of the outcome (and Korean makeup is a trend in a way) Does it all make sense? I hope so lol. I don’t say you have to copycat them, but incorporating that challenging element into your own videos to get people click on your videos might be a new idea. 3. This is purely what my egotistical ass wants - I love inspiring shit like decluttering and “getting your shit together” kind of stuff Also I wouldn’t mind sponsorships as long as they don’t affect the quality of the content

[@NatJediMASTER]

Alexandra Nikulina omg she could try weird vintage clothing items like a bullet bra!

[@ArielleShainaArt]

When I quit my restaurant job for my art business, I stopped setting my alarm in the morning. Big mistake! When I stayed in bed one day until 1pm, I decided it was time to set the alarm again lol. Now I get up at 7 or 8 and am much more productive. You got this, girl!!

[@BabyWyllow]

I’ve seen it a lot of people in other comment sections asking for morning and night routine‘s. If you did a vintage themed morning and night routine, it might help to draw in people. 💝 Plus this is a great time of the year for those types of videos!

[@raraavis7782]

Oh hon, I think you got January blues! To me it sounds, like things are going reasonably well, honestly. You’re growing slowly but steadily, you have devoted fans, many of which seem to be willing to support you...and yes...there’s absolutely nothing wrong with sponsorship. I mean, sometimes one even discovers interesting products that way. And I agree, don’t limit yourself to clothes and makeup. Try house related stuff and taking us places or vintage cooking...and just see how it goes. Also: merchandise! I‘m fairly sure, people would by both Frodo and vintage related items from you! Or why not vintage themed dog stuff 😁 You could also set up a small shop where you sell finds from your thrift hauls. And if you feel really overwhelmed, consider investing in someone else sitting down with you and helping you develop a business plan and to choose what to tackle first and how to best handle sponsors and all that. I think you’re just overwhelmed by all the choices you suddenly have to make. Which is normal, but also dangerous, if it makes you want to hide under a blanket instead of eager to jump on the opportunities. If you’re that kind of person, you may just need outside help to get started. Nothing wrong with that...I‘m a freelance office worker, and I have quite a few clients, who are really good at what they’re doing...but would get themselves in trouble within 3 month if I wouldn’t come in weekly to keep their paperwork on track. It’s life. Focus on your strengths, get help with your weaknesses 👍

[@XtraCrisspy]

Love your hauls. Would love love love to watch you go shopping at a Goodwill/resale shop. Showing how you look for vintage finds....giving tips & tricks. Then you could do a 2nd video trying things on.

[@jacey261]

Agreed, I'd watch it even if she doesn't buy anything! Cuz I know she can't spend a ton on clothes just to make a video. But it'd be cool to see her picking things out.

[@lamoinette23]

Hauls can get expensive.. People without steady incomes shouldn't have to spend a lot of money to get views.. how about making a vintage look challenge for less than $30.

[@BrennaFrederick]

It's so wonderful re-watching this 1.5 years later and being proud of how much you've accomplished since this first month of full-time youtubing! I have loved your channel since early on and watching you shift and develop your content to suit yourself better and reach more people has been a wonderful trip.

[@megansaumure802]

I am wierdly proud to have been there with you (airquotes 😂) since way before the face awards 😱 some have discovered you before but I'm still real proud of you ❤️

[@aSavvyWriter]

I totally didn’t see this as complaining - I saw this as honesty! You’re being honest with us about the state of things, about your hopes and fears, what KZbin is like, which is super cool. I hope your journey keeps growing at a rate you’re comfortable with and that it leads you to stability and less anxiety!

[@alyssabissada8171]

You could do some Frodo content for Patrons maybe? I mean I love you and your content, but MAN do I love Frodo lol

[@michelemesi1658]

This is actually such a great idea. I'd kill for some behind the scenes Frodo or a day in the life lmao

[@HeraldHealer]

Oh yes

[@veganvintagegeek935]

@@michelemesi1658 I can totally picture either a live action film about Frodo or a black and white Frodo the black dog cartoon.

[@michelemesi1658]

@@veganvintagegeek935 I'm crying just thinking about it with Rachel's edits and Frodo's little captions omg it would be hilarious!!!!

[@IrishMist640]

Perhaps think about different revenue streams, not just rely on ads. Some suggestions are: ebooks (cosplay how tos or character focused how tos); merchandise - online store (maybe partner with a hair accessory company, makeup, clothing, and sell or link from your online store. BTW Love my Frodo tee); sponsorships; yes, Patreon. I would totally support you. BTW comparison kills. Don’t do it. You’re a unique snowflake. 😉 Keep brainstorming. No fear. You’ve got this!

[@tvdsje]

And affiliate links for for example her make up!

[@tvdsje]

@J .S Yeah I think that is one of the possibilities

[@KeeVee77]

ngl, i've never donated to a patreon before but if you opened one, i 100%% will. your videos are phenomenal and your work is best when we can tell youre 100% into it too! We want you to survive too!! and it sucks that vintage and the kind of content you make is kinda niche but its also a niche (along with cosplay) that people are really passionate about and love consuming. it sucks the way youtube operates a lot of the time (as a numbers game) but damn I'm glad its a platform on which we get to see you!!

[@KeeVee77]

also!! it's only been a month. everything takes some time, tons of us are here to keep watching

[@Farfarawaylady]

You live in an area so rich with history and beauty. A few video ideas that would be cool and wouldn't cost too much besides gas/travel fair would be vintage shopping in particular cities/areas. You literally do not need to buy anything, but you can show off areas where vintage shopping can be done. Vintage shopping in Boston or Salem would be cool and I think bring in some interest. It could even be a series if there is multiple shops to visit. And you can try on and build outfits and you don't need to purchase. I guess the only thing would be you need to check with the owner if it's okay to film. Maybe some wandering around those areas videos. I really like the one you did in Salem. Visit some historical sites and give them some cinema flair with your creative filmmaker eye. You are doing great so far!❤️

[@Miradori]

A video with Avengers themed vintage looks?

[@rachelmaksy]

Omfg that'd be so fun lol

[@shonajane17]

Yessssss, female captain America, vintage Black Widow, I am behind this!

[@shantay11]

yaaaaaaaaaassssss

[@catherinesteph]

A Peggy Carter cosplay would be awesome!

[@pennywisethedancingclown2702]

Miradori you’re a genius! Right before Endgame would be perfect.

[@tvdsje]

Looking at your views it looks like people want to understand vintage more: informational videos, clothing tips and hair things and tutorial. You wouldn't even need to buy new stuff! This is also selfishly what I would really like to see 😇 and a closet tour!

[@ashflee02]

I love these videos where you just share your thoughts. It’s like listening to a friend work through things. I love your thrift hauls (would you be able to write those expenses off on your taxes since this is now your job? 😜). Keep at it! How many people take such a big risk to do something they love?! That by itself is something to be so proud of! Risks are scary and quitting your steady, reliable job is huge! You’re awesome for taking the leap! Hugs!!

[@missbubble002]

I actually so so so needed the "don't compare yourself to others" talk today, you have no idea... I don't think anyone thought one second you were complaining, we all have to think of money at some point and on the contrary, it's refreshing to see so much transparency !! I'm seeing loads of amazing ideas in the comments like thrift shopping or cosplay behind the scenes, I'm sure you'll do fine, trust the process !!

[@Brandyrose111]

0:48 Rachel: “quite a long video with not much to look at” Me: *flashes back to her video with not much talking and a lot to look at* “buildings, buildings and uh more buildings” - - To explain, I was with a friend and we were watching Rachel’s videos but then one of her aesthetic vlogs came up and my friend couldn’t look because she was helping me hem my dress. So I was describing to her what was on screen. 😂👌🏻

[@meguibo]

I'd like to see the renos/changes you do with the house now that it's yours, blogging before during and after each project?

[@kand8389]

I hear ya, as an unknown artist and small Etsy shop, I always feel as though the effort and reward are no where near equal. My first esty sale I earned $2, for hours of work. I don't want to over-charge, but I can't do it for free..its a tough balance. You are not complaining, you are just stating facts and the reality that you are now experiencing. You need to talk it out, just try to be patient and do what makes you happy and what feels right...it will all fall into place. Don't sweat it Rachel, you got this.

[@whossoul]

Etsy is so tough! I tried it for a while and stopped. Once you calculate the cost of materials and the labor you put it, it's hard to price things to sell while still breaking even materials wise. Covering material costs AND paying yourself minimum wage for your time? Making a profit? That's a laugh! I gave up after realizing that, if I paid myself minimum wage for my labor, I was loosing money. I actually made more money finding a local boutique and selling my things out of their store.

[@elisehodge2520]

Hey, post your shop name

[@kand8389]

@@@elisehodge2520 I'm not here for self-promotion, I'm here to support Rachel Maksy. But thank you for asking. :D

[@BethRockNRoll]

Getting to know you through these videos feels really special to me

[@Klebestreifchen]

Collabing with other vintage youtubers could be really fun I think!

[@thimbletiina2765]

Yes, you could get many new subscribers via a collaboration video!

[@buttonsphoenix102307]

Oh like swap decades that'll y'all prefer.!

[@94sweetmochi]

Im literally binge watching and rewatching her videos...constantly

[@carolinasassenach8535]

I hope that many more people will find you and see the same Rachel we all fell in love with! Do you happen to have historical places around you or maybe even spooky haunting historical places nearby you could "take" us to? That would be fun imo. Love ya bunches and I'm not going anywhere! ❤❤❤

[@TwoFourJoy]

You aren’t complaining and none of us think you are. Your fears and anxieties are totally natural after taking such a leap! You’re doing brilliantly! Your videos are calming, creative, aesthetic and I found you because I was searching for an authentic vintage KZbinr. I’ve been hooked ever since! I love hair tutorials, look books, craft content, historic content, everything! You have inspired me to really curate my wardrobe to incorporate my vintage clothing so it’s a daily addition. Thank you! And keep going. (Try not to overthink too much, you’re totally worthy of your success AND get paid to do it!) xxx

[@lisaloudon4696]

I don't remember the first video I watched of yours, or why since I'm not a vintage person, but your personality and the fun you have in your videos keeps me watching. I really hope this works out for you. And please do consider patreon seriously. It's a great way for people to support you in a bigger way. Until then, I'm off to watch some of your older videos I haven't seen before.

[@LisaFreemontStreet]

Rachel, I will always think you set the new standard and made KZbin enjoyable for me again. I will never be to your level but I’m good with that because I feel inspired because of you and that’s the most amazing gift you’ve given me! I have one little video with half a million views....the rest don’t even touch it...and oh how I waited for that boost I thought would come. But so much holds me back and I’ve made my peace with that...and you are so much of the reason that I keep plugging along. Thank you thank you thank you

[@Sarah_Grant]

So many good ideas here in the comments section for you!! I would like to add: Period "cocktail" party...where you set the room up for a certain time period, dress in that period, and tell us what would be served. Any time period would do. Walk the dog time....just a walk with Frodo with lovely sites around you and beautiful scenery. Hell Cat Horror movie....make a small movie that includes Hell Cat in some creative way. What I eat in a day/cook for dinner...make a meal dressed as a housewife from a certain decade. Can also do SciFi/Fantasy/Action/etc versions of this. I love you and I want to support you in any way I can. Hang in there. Plus a HUGE "AWWWWW (HUGS)" for all the sappy emotional.stuff at the end there. 😍

[@replicxnt00]

I would love to see you making vlogs; you don’t have to try and make them super elaborate. I personally love seeing people doing everyday stuff, I would love seeing you planning your outfits, remodeling your house, taking a walk with Frodo, thrifting, etc. I LOVE YOUR PERSONALITY RACHEL!! And I would love to see more of it.

[@uglybunny8728]

Aawww Rachel don't cry :( you're going to make me cry 😭 Just remember that whatever you choose to do, we'll support you 😊Love you lots girly! YOU GOT THIS!❤😄

[@colleenwnek3404]

I'm watching this two years later and discovering that your plans from back then came to fruition is so great! And watching your confidence level grow these past two years is inspiring. It's amazing to think of how this Rachel would react to where you are today!

[@VickyBermudez]

FINALLYYYY... someone who understands, or at least shares the true struggles of YouTubing!!! I feel like I have a lot of the same👏🏻 exact👏🏻 issues👏🏻 as you, except on a MUCH smaller scale lmao 😂I can especially identify on the trying new things while keeping current subs happy. For some reason my channel became the Pet DIYs channel, when it's never been just about that (I'm also into beauty, fashion, diys, etc.), and I feel like anything I do outside of that is received like MEH ... Ppl care more about my dogs 😂... Sigh. You are doing amazing Rachel and we believeeeee in you!!! I watch all your vids! You got this ;) PS, your lookbooks are my fave :)

[@emilybyars-williams8556]

As someone who recently discovered & subscribed to your channel, you and Rachel are two of the most positive and genuine vintage youtubers out there. Love you both! 😘

[@VickyBermudez]

@@emilybyars-williams8556 That is too sweet of you!! 😭 Thank you lovely 💕💖💕💖💕

[@antonijapupacic5837]

i discovered you through this comment actually and really like your content! you got yourself a new sub :) guys check out her channel!!

[@VickyBermudez]

Dawww, thank you beautiful 💕

[@teriw7427]

I've been watching KZbin for years and I've had so many people tell me I should start a channel, but I've always said I wouldn't know where to begin. This honesty from you is super appreciated. I'm so glad you're being candid about what this career is really like.

[@thegreylionessreads2230]

All the support. I’m all “yay 124 subscribers!”, I can’t imagine have thousands! Love your channel and content!

[@MissNatashaMarie]

Expressing your thoughts, concerns, and feelings is not complaining. Sometimes talking it all out is just what you gotta do. I enjoyed your rambly video and hearing about your plans. Thank you for the quality content you create for us!❤️

[@amoss1383]

You mentioned it in a video or it was a comment on a video...idk, but you should try doing a few vintage cooking or baking tutorials.

[@whodapole]

In full housewife glam!

[@BlindBabeBeth]

This is so relatable - overthinking, catastrophising, dwelling on the negatives instead of focusing or remembering the positives, being impatient. I feel you, just not about KZbin.

[@sarascott12345]

Just discovered your channel recently and I’ve been loving your videos :)

[@HeraldHealer]

Me too, a friend mentioned the channel a month ago and now I'm hooked.

[@Beth8554]

Same! I have no idea how it took me so very long to find her channel.

[@Notlost-lj9qt]

I started watching you through your vintage tutorials, but I love watching all your content. It is your personality and humor, your sweet Frodo outtakes, and the interesting content you come up with. I try to remember to watch each ad that shows up on your videos.

[@minasophie8407]

I'm very glad I found your channel again since I've last seen it over a year ago. I enjoy your content very much and I hope you can find the financial stability you need. I wouldn't mind a patreon or sponsored videos - we all know that it's necessary to stay afloat. So go for it! I believe in you.

[@findingkelli]

Thank you for being vulnerable with all of us. That takes real courage. Please know this... we are behind you all the way! You’re freaking fantastic! We, your fans, love you! I’m really excited to hear that your considering a Patreon!!!! Now I can help support my favorite KZbinr!

[@julsknapp]

I'm trying to help. I think I just binged your whole channel. I think I'd like to see you out there actual finding your items. "Thrift with me" to see how you spot the magic pieces. :)

[@caylielenae3774]

Rachel, thank you so much for your authenticity and vulnerability on this channel. It must be a scary and exciting experience. Support you 100% on all your content and know that it will keep on being remarkable. This KZbin fam believes in you! Would love to see costume and history related stuff, thrifting, etc. You make the best videos!

[@KateNyx]

Rachel, it is so nice to hear that you have the same struggles and anxious thoughts I have as a smaller creator. Your transparency means the world to me (I think I commented that exact sentence before when you talked about your income from KZbin). I have a Patreon for my podcasts, videos, and music. I hope you get one as well; I’d be happy to support you. I also hope we can collaborate on a video someday when I get closer to your pay grade, ha!

[@22mendonca]

Awww, bless you honey!! The first day that I clicked on one of your videos I was hooked doll. This update on your new journey with KZbin was very honest & heartfelt. We all love you soooooo much & I speak for the thousands that watch you when I say …...You are here to stay girlfriend!!! Just hang in there bubs, don't doubt yourself & go with your gut instinct always! You are a smashing, beautiful, funny, vintage loving entertaining doll & one of the best KZbinrs out there. Mwah! Xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

[@julieprousttanguy]

Dear Rachel, Thanks for being such a lovely, honest and inspiring person. I truly love all your videos (especially the lookbooks - the Sherlock Homes one was sooooo beautiful), because all of your productions are soothing and aesthetically enchanting... and because, well ! It feels like listening to a distant friend. Keep being true to yourself ! Sending you all the warm hugs and deep respect from France. PS: it's my first time EVER leaving a comment on a youtube video - i'm far too shy to comment. See the magic you've got ? ;-)

[@lucya3359]

You are doing so well! I'm a chronic over thinker too, sometimes it's nice to write down something you have accomplished each week and something you want to accomplish in the future. Then just close the book and get on with life. When your feeling like your treading water open up the book and watch your journey and how much you have accomplished that you didn't even think about before

[@screaminmeani]

do you like period piece movies? you could historically critique "vintage" movie sets, clothes, makeup? especially american ones that sometimes seem way less authentic than bbc productions. or vintage crime videos? not sure your level of morbid but i really like you and id watch the heck out of vintage crime takes from you.

[@amandareynolds3108]

Great idea! I’d love to see videos like this!!!

[@songbird377]

screaminmeani yes I love that idea!

[@Leh_Mohn]

Great idea! I would love that!

[@HeraldHealer]

That would be awesome

[@HMSOxon]

Your videos are so brilliant, whatever they’re about - I’m completely new to this channel but I adore it all. Your vintage looks and techniques have inspired me to start dressing vintage (or at least vintage-inspired), and your videos have honestly been a huge comfort to someone stuck at home with two kids under four during Coronatide™️. It’s great to see the progression of the channel, too, which is why I’ve commented for the first time on this particular video, and I hope you go from strength to strength. Thank you so much for everything you do. ❤️

[@autumnbranscome1741]

PUPPIES!!!! and I love that dress! And I am creepy and love updates.

[@dicesof8]

me too!

[@WithLoveKristina]

All your struggles and fears and hopes are valid and it's ok to voice them! I appreciate this update SO much. As someone who hopes to grow and make something, even if it's not a ton, from my channel, it's so nice to know... I'm not alone. And just all of your insight and things that no KZbinr ever talks about views wise and money wise. These are fab videos. Also when you talked about getting up at 9am I had a good laugh. Ohhhhh man. Kids make ya get up early, I never realized it until you mentioned that! I get up at 6:30am most days because... my kids are not sleepers. Dang it. ;) I'm so glad you get to live your dreams, truly! I love watching your journey and I'm so so happy that you're getting to try this.

[@WithLoveKristina]

Also yes: working from home with two doggos is much like making videos with kids. LOL.

[@rachelmaksy]

❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

[@vintagecameragirl]

What would be cool if you did vintage giveaways, either just for patron members or you tube. So you pick something up from a thrift or a haul or even something you crafted. Be nice to have that connection with us and you, but also brings in more people and gets you some massive hits. X xxxxxx

[@sierraestrellita]

Amy Vintage that’s such a cute idea!!

[@tashastubbs-davies3628]

I didn't think it sounded like complaining, it's brain storming. You're doing grand lovely, and I really enjoy your content. Keep pushing, be your full creative self, we believe in you. HUGS! x

[@kanamichelle7404]

I totally get the whole Patreon thing, because it is your job and income. One thing I have noticed with other channels, is that they start out doing Patreon, but also still having some free content, But before too long they stop doing free content at all, which is also understandable. BUT, if I have 10 fav channels, that started out free, and suddenly are not available anymore due to obligations to their paying subscribers, I would have to decide how many channels I can afford to support, not being a wealthy person. I am not currently supporting anyone on Patreon, although I WAS supporting one. So, I would have to choose one or two to support, since I will be on a fixed income soon, or just hope my favs still supply occasional free stuff. I will certainly consider being a Patreon of yours, because I adore you.

[@laneolive9304]

I admire you so much Rachel I think you are doing this for every person who has been unhappy with their job and too scared to follow a dream. You’re very inspirational to me and I hope you stay positive and keep going with this💛

[@shonajane17]

Also, sorry if you've discussed this before, but do you have plans for a Patreon? Edit: I was obviously commenting while watching, sorry about that! I think it's a great decision for you to start one xx

[@AmazingJellyfish]

I do the commenting right away on something and then find myself editing the comment later. 😊

[@alexandracirulis5007]

When you talk about being an artist and paintings that you worked really hard on not selling, i feel that. I see my own paintings go unsold, as well as other professional artists in my gallery who are well established, and paintings have hung for over a year. As long as you are loving what you are doing, drawing inspiration from you world, and putting it out for others to appreciate, financially things will fall into place. One painting may not sell, but others will. There is no way to guess which person walks into a gallery and likes something. I think your form of art is beautiful and the reason people watch your video is because your vision is creative and beautiful. Never stop creating, it will pay off!

[@jameyfisher423]

Tell people to share your videos!!! I’ve shared your videos with many friends and now they watch you!!!!!! SHARE VIDEOS

[@maia_gaia]

Thank you for being so open with us 💜 you're like a breath of fresh air on KZbin, and I hope that you can keep your spark because your content always makes me smile.

[@valerioliva9872]

I love your look books, strange to me that you don’t think they do as well 🤔

[@rachelmaksy]

I'm generally talking about views when I say "well". I love making them and you guys seem to love them which is why I love making them regardless of views! ❤️

[@kathrinrodriguez6133]

I llooovvvee your videos! I just subscribed, as far as chipping away at the numbers.... Some of the best statues in the world begun as a block of marble that was chipped away at until a beautiful work of art was formed and now we all pay to go to museums just to get a glance at the statue of the thinker, or David. Just keep chipping away and the viewers will come. Besides I tell everyone I know here in California, so that should help you out 😸 Love the vintage and just got a savers locally! !YAY!!!!!!

[@pay1370]

DOGGIES!!!!

[@theladynerd1441]

Bless you for making this video. I think, so often, KZbinrs and social media personalities just focus on the positive (which is great on the one hand, but weirdly discouraging on the other hand) and makes those of us who are trying to figure out how to grow, be successful, build our own businesses feel weirdly discouraged. This video....this is encouraging. I know it may not feel like it (because boy do I understand worries and financial pit falls of being a blogger!), but it's oddly encouraging to hear someone much farther along in the journey having the same fears and doubts. It makes me feel like I'm not alone, that my thoughts are not unreasonable. That means a TON. So thank you for posting this! Ramble away!

[@jessm3306]

Hun, it has been 1 month. Breath! Give yourself 6 months. If your growth is not outstanding then look for another job. Breath!

[@JadeStrawberry]

You're being honest with us and that's good for us all. Doggos are being themselves, too.

[@lucyamclarenauthor]

Try not to be so hard on yourself - as you say, it’s only been 4 weeks, you’re still getting into your stride! I personally love your videos, be they vintage or cosplay or vlog or thrift, as I think your style is lovely and your makeup skills are brilliant. Also, don’t beat yourself up for sleeping in. Enjoy it! Some people can get up at 7 or 8am (weirdos) but it sounds like you’re not a morning person, and that’s okay ☺️ You’re awesome Rachel - keep doing what you’re doing 💜

[@poolsofsky]

I love DIYs and decorating videos. I'm not sure how you'd feel about that idea but with your style and creativity I think that'd be a great avenue for you to expand into. Or even as you do home improvements to your newly purchased home. I'd definitely watch.

[@carolinebouwhuiswhite]

Im so glad you were able to make it past this season of uncertainty and grow at your own pace into where you are today! I love your videos and I’m so grateful you are able to still be doing KZbin full time 5 years later

[@toribittner8626]

I first found your channel about 9 months ago when I first wanted to wear vintage style clothing. You have an amazing sense of humor and the music and editing of your videos makes me smile so broadly. It's always good to sit down and watch one of your videos

[@heatherlippert6073]

I love your channel. It’s one of my “go to”s if I can’t figure something out for vintage hair, makeup, or how to put together an outfit. I so glad you decided to go full time.

[@kristenstubbert]

So happy you continued on, watching from the beginning and am 2 years worth of you in, excited to watch the rest and catch up!

[@Kelsey-ti7pj]

I'm so glad I found your channel and whole-heartedly support it! This is one of my new all-time favourite channels to watch and get creative juices flowing, especially when I'm putting off writing projects or drawing work. Congratulations on making YT your full-time gig, and I'm so excited to keep on seeing what content you make now that you have the freedom and ability to carve your own career pathways. :) Thanks for the videos Rachel!

[@veganvintagegeek935]

I am so proud of you Rachel. And never, ever, ever feel ashamed for being honest. 😊 And I know what you mean about seeing other vintage youtuber(s) and how well they are doing. I noticed that popular channels that I follow. These women also have things on the side that help them money wise. Some ladies have opened Etsy shops, and sell clothing, jewlery, and crochet PDFs. You are crafty with creating cosplay outfits. And I can totally see you creating a PDF for some of your cosplay ideas. Its another idea to create an income for yourself. And just like youtube its not going to take off quickly, I do see it growing over time. And since you know we viewers simply adore Frodo you can also create something based around Frodo too. Be it a calender, t-shirts, Frodo toys (kind of what Nala cat has merch wise), tote bags, and mugs. Its just some ideas, to getting the creative juices flowing.💚

[@strangeamanda7470]

I love your look books, they have helped me with decisions in my own styling and it’s good to do things you enjoy as well as other subjects that pay. Your fears/stresses are what everyone would go through starting a new business or relying on their “hobby” to make money and give a standard of living from.

[@kayladenson1526]

I remember finding your videos when you were pin up companion and binge watching all of the ones you had at the time. I love it that you are so relatable! You make people laugh and feel like they are just hanging out with a old friend and that makes me want to watch your videos every time. It’s been awesome watching you from pin up companion to now.. I can’t wait to see you grow no matter where it goes (I hope you never stop making videos! I look forward to them so much) you’re amazing and thank you for sharing this with everyone.

[@juno7374]

Honestly I'm so so happy to see you being so open about such a topic. I myself am a freelance artist and after a year I haven't been able to make it a living, but every day I'm reminding myself that I can do it. And I totally can relate to you. It is sometimes just so hard, I am myself afraid of what will happen in the future, but all I can say is you can do it! I love your content and it always makes me smile and laugh, keep it up

[@stephaniebozunovic480]

I just have to say that you are an amazing KZbinr. I have recently just joined your youtubership?? KZbin ness?? Ha I just think that you are a pretty amazing woman. And a refreshing take on the KZbin nation genre. Your filmmaking/ editing skills are awesome! And your passion may not pay the bills but it fulfills you a way a 9-5 job never could, and even your newest subscribers can see that you exude such confidence on your skills. I am a bit older than you, so I can honestly say that seeing a younger person put the emphasis on money that you should/ should hope to for those that have serious goals for you later adult life is so refreshing. Just know that you have a new subscriber for ‘life’ and I hope that you succeed beyond your/ your&Nicks wildest dreams!! If you shoot for the(vintage/cosplay) moon, you will still land among the stars!! Keep doing what makes you happy and I can’t wait to see you grow as a person and a KZbinr!!!

Your honesty in your struggles are super helpful for ME, as someone who is working really hard to make a KZbin channel around her passions. This helps me know that I’m not alone and that you struggle TOOOO! Thank you for sharing with us. It’s very, very helpful.

[@CatCapris]

I've been working back through your videos and you've inspired me with my wardrobe. You have so much love for all of what you do and it so clearly shows. ❤️ I hope you are able to continue doing this for a long long time sustainably.

[@mhschiller714]

I've been self employed for 8 months and for at least the first 3-5 months were so overwhelming, stressful and nerve wracking... but one day, you find your groove. You find your stride and you will know that you are were you need to be. It is okay to be scared, especially when you have always had steady pay and enter into the world or feast or famine. Just know that we adore your content and all that you are doing. Just be patient with yourself and knowing that you are amazing. 💖

[@meagansmith269]

I relate so hard to all of the things you’re feeling ❤️ Life as a freelance worker is scary and daunting. You’re not alone! We love what you’re doing and we’re here for all of your new content, no matter what the subject matter is. You got this!

[@dudlipop3506]

Don't cry Rachel!!! we love you so much girl!❤❤❤❤❤❤

[@DevynCrimson]

Rachel, you are such a great role model! Love you! you can do anything & everything!