panucci's pizza - aesthetic? (more like ass-pathetic)

hey guys, so i've been scrolling through comments and talking with some people and i wanted to address the elephant in the room.
what matt/lou did was inexcusable. i absolutely do not condone their behavior. i understand that some people are able to enjoy the art while not supporting the artist and that's been my general philosophy with keeping this video up. but i never want it to seem like i'm okay with their actions.
if i see anyone in the comments defending them, i will remove the comment immediately. if you think in keeping this video up, i am supporting matt/lou, let me know. i will delete this video if keeping it up causes more harm than good. please reach out to me and share your thoughts and feelings.

[@foreverviking6941]

Is this about losing someone to something, and wanting to get rid of every part of yourself they’ve touched? ouch.

[@diegospanties4637]

Forever Viking I think it’s about someone hating themselves while there partner loves everything about them.

[@dorkusmaximus5765]

Forever Viking From my perceptive it’s a song about someone losing someone they love. Losing someone who loved everything about them when they couldn’t love themselves. It actually hits home pretty close. I used to listen to this song in my bed at night and just try not to cry. Really powerful stuff.

[@gave722]

Damn thats ironic

[@gave722]

I comment a lot.

[@uselesslemon9858]

Dorkus Maximus heh, I have used to have somebody like that til they replaced me and said shame on me for not being friends with them anymore... people are so funny.. hehe.

[@clarissaortiz6083]

when the lyrics "arms, legs, gut, face all of the things you love that i hate... arms, legs, gut, face all of the things you will never see again" really gets to me because the story behind the song basically is that someone committed suicide and all of the things that people loved from him that he hated are gone and you can never get the chance to see them again. and this song was recommended by a person that is in a state of mind where i'm afraid that they can try and hurt themselves and whenever i listen to this song it reminds me of them...

[@kirill4688]

Be there for them, even if you're not that great friends. Let them know that even I care about them without knowing their name.

[@-hikikomori-7191]

Isn't this about a person, who this song is about, being sick though. Because of he lines "When you heard of the news, you weren't even scared"

[@clarissaortiz6083]

-H I K I K O M O R I - many ppl can have their opinions on the song. What it’s about or how they see the emotion in the song for me that’s how I see the song for you it can be different but it mostly talks about themselves or another person saying that they hated everything about themselves and how the ppl that loved them the most can’t see that person anymore because they’re gone. For that line I’m my opinion it means that they found out they were gone but didn’t have any emotion or reaction towards it.

[@clarissaortiz6083]

In*

[@leotrasheater9624]

I thought the song about someone being really insecure and just wore hoodies and sweat pants

[@faggymcfegit6509]

from bandcamp: dead band never coming back, music got deleted by the other band member, so reuploaded some of it. this is sad

[@lucyswansong730]

What do ya mean?

[@joeravanelli3820]

@@lucyswansong730 one of the band members deleted the music after they stopped making music

[@babybird8727]

Yikes

[@chahlie.]

@Alexander Supertramp seriously? tf did he do? and which one

[@cookiestudios7442]

David Guyette that’s really sad :( I’ve started listening to this song two summers ago and never knew this,,

[@noelaniyokota3681]

A couple months ago I had a best friend that I would talk to for hours a day everyday for months. We would listen to this song and whenever we got mad or whenever one of us were yelling, one of us would randomly scream “ARMS LEGS GUT-“ because it was fucking jokes to us how the singer just randomly screams. Now we aren’t friends anymore and there isn’t a day that goes by that I don’t think of everything we been through and now that I listen to this song, I no longer laugh when the singer screams the part that he sings because now all I hear is emotion and pain in the lyrics and I cry whenever I listen to it. I listen to this song almost everyday and it went from just an inside joke between me and my friend to a song that keeps me crying at night because now I can see the message and pain in this song of losing someone you love and wanting to get rid of every single piece of you that they touched.

[@ariellabennett3781]

please try to talk to them. please

[@bruuse4131]

@@ariellabennett3781 Sometimes... Things arent meant to be, and it forms who we are. I can't say that this isn't an approach to take, but not everyone is able to just "talk it out". I'm kinda in it, and well.. It isn't something that can be easily fixed... But this is basically an interpretation that I relate to greatly.

[@alfiechild2237]

F man im sorry :p

[@ishiishi7351]

Noelani Yokota why did you break up with her

[@joetheenby9237]

This made me cry

[@jesssterling5642]

i kinda broke one of my strings trying to tune into the sound for this song OOF

[@noimnotrelatedtogeorgelope3028]

Jess Sterling so did i lol

[@zackargyle7967]

Kapo

[@user-gu9cb2ql4r]

Omg same. Just this week I restrung my whole guitar and tuned to the open c# tuning they do since it’s a lower tuning and wouldn’t put a lot of tension on my strings, and I broke a string just tuning to that lol I have bad luck

[@joshs5135]

So go for open D (dadfae) and put a capo on the first (or that’s what I do at least)

[@Aaron-ln3ht]

LMAO

[@mroberts8663]

If you’re reading this, you have great music taste and I want to be your friend

[@deervsheadlights9940]

Lil Clout aw shit thank you so much

[@x.xtrusted3179]

Legggooo

[@cooliobeans8924]

You too☺️

[@amandaheinje3242]

fr i need new friends 😂

[@amandaheinje3242]

Lil Clout umm yes. 👏🏼❤️

[@cloverow1787]

A pizza is circle but it comes in a square box

[@deervsheadlights9940]

Niimbus woah what kind of pizzas are you eating- mine have always been cube shaped

[@manofscrlh]

And its sliced in triangles

[@tonyghale6708]

Deep

[@Dukieman24]

It's a prism you fucks

[@Dukieman24]

Just kidding love you all :)

[@pollymalfoy]

All the emotion in this. wow. you don't really hear or feel that kind of intensity in most music. But this song really did capture so many of my own.. i really love it

[@carverspeedracer]

Winona Sylvia it's beautiful isn't it?💙

[@miaaguilar1443]

You should listen to Joji - Will He then cause you'll feel it all and become addicted to it also. Trust me dude

[@maebry0]

I agree. I listen to this hours on end, whenever i'm stressed, sad, lonely, or just need to chill. Its my favorite song.

[@oshurus9137]

in "most" music, you really dont listen to music or you either lack to understand other music

[@philcrown4964]

This is different, it’s more raw if you could say that.

[@Lailanmusic]

pizzas are circles but are delivered in square boxes and are cut into triangles.

[@izzy-ce3re]

much needed thank you

[@davegrowl965]

No, you're crying

[@jessegrant3349]

No u

[@naisue9403]

yes

[@FrogBonez00]

indeed

[@mallorystaples9332]

ur right i am

[@vitorcosta2183]

Yes, I am

[@bozak5130]

God I hate myself now, because now that I know what Lou/Matt has done I can't listen to some amazing music in good conscience

[@youjustgotvectored3989]

Talan is a dude you just have to separate the song from the artist, and this video isn’t the actual one so you’re not supporting Matt but can listen

[@glitter1314]

what happened??

[@bradenrocha9067]

Glitter just look it up on reddit it’s all over there

[@jaysolsi]

@@bradenrocha9067 um I don't have reddit but I'm very confused is it really bad??

[@bradenrocha9067]

‽_Crxzy Dréxms_‽ just google “Lou from jank” and it’ll pop up

[@genavivie]

Dear mom, You left me for your boyfriend who was an abuser, and a drug addict when I was eight years old, it's been seven years. Why was I such a chore to you? If I wasnt enough for you, will I be good enough for anyone? I put so much trust in you, but when things got hard I was the person who was punished. hate you and I love you. I miss you but I wish to never see you again, you made that possible when you decided that youd rather be with the person who supplies you with heroin instead of your own kid. Im sorry I wasnt enough. Love, G.

[@kailynalsobrook3092]

hey um sorry this is weird but i love you and i know i dont know you but you're good enough families are complicated and sometimes they dont realize the special people they have you're definitely special and good enough you are not a chore and you deserve the world and to be happy.

[@saotometal9835]

why in youtube

[@margaritadephillip8403]

I love you. im going through the same thing.

[@no-ys4gm]

Listen you were enough you were more than enough just know that she left you to only ruin her life. And you were never the reason behind. I hope you find someone you loves you dearly and isn't bad like her. You're beautiful stay strong

[@mevrouwnoar9115]

@@kailynalsobrook3092 I LOVE YOU❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤IM A STRANGER AND I LOVE YOU. YOU WILL MAKE IT. I LOVE YOU. I LOVE YOU❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤

[@ivanclank9614]

This was me and my wife’s song We listened to it all the time I found her dead in our bed last night She took her life after a long battle of addiction and body dysmorpia The lyrics have a much different meaning to me now Forever ever Casey I will never forget you

[@toddkuznitz3629]

Ivan Clank oh no! I’m so sorry to hear that

[@joyybugg]

Shit that has to be so painful ;-; u got me crying, sending lots of love and strength 🖤

[@kokichiouma9406]

Oh no, i hope your okay :( I’m sorry for your lost

[@jesssterling5642]

lots of love!!!!!!!! hope she rest well in heaverne!!!! !!!!!! itll be okayUYYy!!! hugs forebre!

[@Alexis-pk2tn]

This comment hurt my heart so bad. I’m so sorry

[@seabirdflutter]

reminds me of falling. falling far, falling away, a hundred different words that you will never get to say.

[@vayleworld]

Is that a song

[@seabirdflutter]

@@vayleworld no it's an emo comment i would never know to anyone i love

[@moothecow8599]

Im honestly supposed to be dead by now, i was planning on committing suicide. Then again, i just have to wait a little longer and be here for my friends, help them in things they're going through. - sincerely your therapy friend

[@Yuri-yg1gr]

Please tell your friends how you feel. If you're the therapy friend then they love you, and they'll be there for you. I swear. It might be scary but I know, I KNOW they'll listen. You'll be okay. Stay alive.

[@lvely4126]

Hey... It's been a while. How are you now? Have you talked to your friends? You always try to be there for them and I think your friends value you for being so amazing. They care about you. Please talk to them about this, you will be okay.

[@shy9636]

Hope your doing okay! I hope you told someone! I hope you realised your worth. I hope you still alive and well or getting better! :)

[@MiloThatsTheName]

hey! if you're still here i'm proud of you and if you have reached out to someone or planning to just know they will fully support you no matter what and i might just be a random person on the internet but remember i care about you -a therapy friend

[@heartfunk2429]

Fellow therapy friend here. I'm here for you.

[@x_todomochi1350]

people in the comments, just know i hate myself too and i can’t seem to love myself, you aren’t alone.

[@ordavis]

i feel nothing

[@immxrtalized9117]

@@ordavis what if I kill everyone you're anywhere near close to. Any and everyone you care about. If you don't feel anything then, then you can say that you feel nothing. Don't say you feel nothing when you don't truly know what it is like.

[@elnegromatapacos162]

@@immxrtalized9117 Dude, chill the fuck out.

[@immxrtalized9117]

@@gutenwot4558 nah, I am very productive in my line of work. I'm not edgy I'm realistic.

[@snow-ld8yx]

@@immxrtalized9117 realistically edgy

[@beelzemobabbity]

I’m glad this video exists, because now I can like the song without supporting a bad person.

[@Cat-hw9ie]

this is a cover by scruffpuppie actually so -

[@beelzemobabbity]

CaT The egg fucker really? I didn’t even notice lol.

[@yourmother__]

@@Cat-hw9ie nope. This is Lou’s version.

[@lionlie8260]

I love him so much. And I will never see him again.

[@gawlo1223]

Why?

[@e.l.b2640]

@@gawlo1223 read the room- 😬

[@ifaizuu3541]

@@gawlo1223 it might br because the person she/he loved moved on or is d34d

[@CasualPearls]

*vibing to a beautiful song I just found* *reads the comments and sees all the horrible things this guy has done* ..... Well shit

[@peachgummybearz5419]

Paige Renaud what did he do?

[@firebrand4074]

Alexander Estrella oh

[@jacobhall1350]

Well. Least I know before I got to emotionally attached to the song...

[@lavenderush188]

Me rn-

[@melodyix]

What he do?

[@samarter7863]

I know nothing about the history behind this song and have glanced at comments. A lot of people are writing their interpretations of it so here's mine To me it sounds like someone growing up and moving on after child abuse, specifically sexual assult. Removing the fat from their cheeks so you can't pinch them? An older person to a very small child. The song sounds like someone writing about their recovery and coming to terms that the person can't get them anymore, maybe they were arrested. Maybe they died. But that's just how it sounds to me

[@gave722]

How ironic.....

[@samarter7863]

FBI you've stricken me with fear, what do you mean?

[@samarter7863]

AnimatiönJüniper oh shit really? ... well there goes my love for this song... fuck man

[@airbornemelody6156]

ThatFandomBoi yeah :’(( that’s what’s been said at least. One of the past band members confirmed it I think :/ but hey, try not to let a shitty thing the artist did ruin your love for the song. It’s kinda hard for me to do that too, but an artists work and the artist themselves are two different things, meaning you can love the song without loving the actions of the artist themselves :)

[@dollvity8952]

ooooof...seeing how you thought it was then the singer of the song sexually assaulting a minor-

[@sydney695]

"All of the things you love but i hate."

[@6_O.N.I_6]

Oof who else likes listeing to this at 3 am

[@diegospanties4637]

doing crazy stuff in crazy tacoma 6:00 am

[@bezkitu4978]

2 m , and is 3 am

[@FrogBonez00]

O.N.I Me.

[@whateverforevermusic]

3:04 but yea

[@lucyswansong730]

Yep

[@boyfriend6821]

I am currently dating someone I don't want to date. It started a few years ago, with me being shipped with this dude. At that time he was one year above me. Me, him and two others had this little nice friend group. It was obvious he liked me. At that point, I had noticed, but I didn't want to hurt him with not liking him so I played the clueless idiot card. He started off subtle, with pick up lines, compliments, that kinda stuff. Then one day he slipped a piece of paper into my bag at school. When I came home, I opened my bag to find, wow! How surprising! A proposal card. "Do you want to date me?" There was a few questions; "yes, no, maybe." I filled out maybe, and made another box. "I'm not ready to date yet." I didn't want to ruin our friendship by saying no. I gave it back to him, and nothing really happened. A few months went by, we got some new people in our friend group, and somehow we began dating. I have no clear memory why, we just began. The only thing I know is that I stated that I wasn't ready, but gave in. It then started going downhill. He started hugging me from the back at school and kissing me on the cheek. I know it may seem like nothing, but I am still very new to dating people, and I get easily uncomfortable. I really hate when people give me hugs from the back, and I have stated that multiple times. Then one day I was driving home from school on my bike, and I came across some of my friends. They were talking about me and my "partner". They said stuff like; "we ship you guys so much!" and, "you are such a cute couple." I don't want to disapoint them, or hurt anyone. I really don't. But I don't want to damage my mental health from pretending to love someone romantically. And this may seem stupid and dumb to some people but I have started hating myself over why I just can't fucking love this guy. I really want to but I just can't. It's so annoying, and I just want to cuddle up in a ball on the floor and cry for hours on end. He has began doing this thing, where he makes me feel bad over not replying to a text message right at the moment, or he just spams me until I reply. I don't know if he means to make me feel like shit, but he sure does state in every single text message he is depressed. I'm starting to get really fucking mad at him, and I feel like a time bomb, just waiting to explode. When it'll happen I don't know. Most likely never. But I don't know if he really wants to hurt me, or he just does it for attention, or maybe he is really depressed and sad, and I'm just the bad person here. I should really start getting my shit together. Update: One year since I made this comment, and thought it needed an update. The first thing I have to say, is that we broke up. One of our friends got him to come over to me, and he told me he had “moved on.” I said I had too, and we haven’t talked about it since. Even though I didn’t like him, it still felt like a slap to the face when he then started crying about how single he was, like he did before we got together. It really feels like he forgot all about us dating, and just pretends I don’t exist. Everyday he also talks about how he’s depressed and cries every night, like the rest of my friends do. I can feel that them always being sad and making depressing jokes is starting to effect my mental health too, and I really don’t know what to do. I’ve tried to tell them multiple times that I don’t like them talking about that kind of stuff, but it’s like they just forget over time. And even though they do have a right to talk about mental health and bad habits and all that shit, I just don’t want it to be brung up everyday. To all of those people saying to cut him off, I can’t. We go to the same school, have the same friends, and I just simply couldn’t do that to someone. And despite all of what he’s done, he’s still my friend. I love him for who he is and all the memories we have together, but I wonder if I would be better off with the friends I have now. I feel like I sound so mean when I say this, but I miss when we weren’t joking about killing ourselves. I really don’t want to keep going sometimes, and I don’t know if I’m better than I was when I wrote this comment originally. I’m not sure if this a happy update. Bittersweet maybe? Hah. Thank you all for reaching out to me though. You’re all wonderful people, and make my day a lot better by just saying you’ve all had similar experiences. Thank you, really.

[@zebracakes1141]

I was in almost the exact situation I couldn't love the person because I didn't even know what it was like to love someone other then family I got out of that situation because he broke it while in the relationship off I couldn't leave cause he said he would kill himself if I did and I wouldn't even want to consider pushing someone to that limit so I stayed it only gets worse trust me you have get out because you'll only regret the time you wasted in that relationship you'll won't disappoint anyone if they truly care about you and he's manipulating you into thinking your the bad person in this situation .

[@internetstorage]

this is crazy... ive been in this situation almost exactly

[@kelp781]

you should Break up with him if you aren’t happy in the relationship and your friends should respect your decision

[@AmandaCoelho-hi3re]

I've been in this kind of relationship before and the best thing you can do is to break up with him. No matter what, your happiness is more important. I know it's hard but you have to stay strong. You are an amazing person that deserves to be happy, never forget that.

[@alpaca9994]

niether of you are in the wrong here breakups happen in life thats just something you have to accept it would be a different story if you were married but youre not so just breakup no one is going to be in only 1 reletionship there hole lives you will probably have at least 3 serious ones break up whith him if you want or dont its up to you youre making it a bigger deal then it avtualy is

[@Cryptidtheo]

This song feels like explaining why I have to transition to my parents

[@starkid2849]

oh darn yeah. it's so hard telling your parents these things. I'm personally, really ashamed, even though i shouldn't be. stay strong, trans friends.

[@Cryptidtheo]

starkid don’t be ashamed hun, you aren’t defined by what your parents think of you, and i hope you’re able to love yourself someday

[@starkid2849]

@@Cryptidtheo Hey, I actually ended up telling them this week. I've started transitioning :D

[@Cryptidtheo]

starkid i’m so proud of you!! i knew you could do it and i can’t wait to see you grow uwu

[@Sunny-lu9un]

Eustice Clavicle I do not like you

[@jessicaallen3139]

Who likes listening to this and just cries

[@veryhungrypumpkin1038]

Ever since hearing this song I have wanted a guitar just so I could do a cover on it

[@jop2735]

“I use to hate the sand” am I the only one that thought of Anakin Skywalker?

[@LoyalLuna]

Joseph Puentes NOT AT ALL ME TOO

[@x.xtrusted3179]

True star wars fans always doo lol

[@aliali-bun]

OH THANK GOD, ME TOO JWJWJSJJSBSBSBBS

[@nickbennett254]

Omg me too dude

[@marz7613]

This song hits different when you're in the middle of a mental breakdown

[@olli6429]

Shit man.. You provoked enough emotion to make me cry.. I don't cry often at all..

[@Yuri-yg1gr]

i'm in a similar situation. will we ever heal?

[@user-xu6gr4gl2z]

i'm hoping you guys did :(@@Yuri-yg1gr

[@bjark2943]

“i took my skin for granted” ouch

[@fyodorsrat4870]

TW: SELF H4RM: im seeing alot of people telling their interpritations of this song. heres mine; to me this song is about self harm, its about hating your body, wanting to be thin and pretty and as the scars grow and grow your body blurs and you cant ever see it again. as someone who struggles with self harm and troubling body image, this song has very much become a comfort for me. its such a shame what the artist did...

[@alexnash6679]

i know the meaning if the song is about losing someone, but i’ve always viewed this song as an eating disorder song. when i listen to it i just feel like i can relate because it’s exactly what i feel with my eating disorder

[@Yuri-yg1gr]

Me too. I have an ed and lost a lot of people so this song means a lot to me.

[@sadboiwithaguitar2362]

I was playing all these underrated songs on my guitar on Omegle so that people could actually appreciate them. One guy told me that I sounded like the guy in this song and told me to listen to this. I wanna meet that guy again and thank him for this blessing. I would have never come across this song in this life if he hadn't told me about it. So bro if you are out there, plz reply...

[@animelovers303p6]

Why do I see this as a dysmorphia effect

[@spencerkaufman3257]

I remember walking down the street with my best friend, listening to this song. I remember just coming back to it after the shooting at my school. I guess it reminds me about how we dont value life until its gone.

[@mellowglowsquid6878]

You live in United States? Just a question

[@shinxlover4231]

I was looking through my playlist and found this on my Eating disorder playlist…I knew this wasn’t intended to be about an ED but it felt like it to me. I am now almost fully recovered from my eating disorder and just want to remind anyone reading this not to give up because sometimes things have to get worse before they get better.

[@chronoxus2216]

Can you send me that Playlist I'm curious about what would be on an Ed Playlist lol (I don't have an Ed I'm just curious)

[@shinxlover4231]

@@chronoxus2216 kzbin.info/aero/PLK30p6xYTioc3dcZpfXHMPsgvQeEQZ2hc

[@name-ni3jc]

congratulations:)

[@larkaltaccount2654]

Y’know that game hangman we all used to play as a kid? Yeah, well it taught us something important, something that some forgot, saying the wrong thing can kill someone. Please don’t be mean to people, you don’t know what goes on in their private life, maybe they like the way they look, or the music they listen to. Just don’t be mean. The world has enough problems without people dying by their own hands because of others

[@Urmom-ge9eh]

Thank you.

[@tinastaggs5040]

i always fell suicidal and think suicidal thoughts cause people are *always* treating me like shit, but im to scared to die/take my own life... 🙃

[@ifaizuu3541]

@@tinastaggs5040 - hey , im here if you need to to talk :). i'd love to be friends and theres alot of people out there who still loves you and it would pain them to see you commit such a terrible thing, and i know this sounds very cliche, but imagine all the things you haven't did yet stay alive 4 me and you are loved , drink enough water and food. ( Ps. i love you

[@candybird_cake1489]

i need to put this in my deep post compilation my deep post CRINGE compilation bro r u 14 or something this is going in r/im14andthisisdeep

[@Zmargo702]

Its ok guys we can still like the music.

[@JamesBritemusic]

what happened with them?

[@koalifix6501]

@@JamesBritemusic sexual assault to a minor I think

[@disappointmentjuice8676]

@@JamesBritemusic matt / lou (guy singing) sexually assaulted a 15 year old

[@Katie-xl7rs]

arms , legs , gut , face

[@t.4822]

I was kinda like "eh" until it got to the intense part. now im in love-

[@livlaughsss1217]

At the end, I can imagine someone clawing at their skin and scooping out their insides until there’s just a forlorn skeleton left

[@feytrickster4915]

Me: **vibing to this great music** Me: **looks in the comments and sees what this dude did** "Well fuck." Still gonna vibe to this ngl

[@scottstone4762]

idk what he did

[@goobergilmore]

@quit sexual misconduct, you can find it on google

[@gay-dm2mw]

i kind of cried while listening to this, the start is basically all the things i want

[@btcxwxy]

Roll call! ED kids? Dysphoria kids? Body dysmorphia kids? SH kids? SA kids? Ab-sed kids? Bullied kids? Religious trauma kids? Depressed kids? Anxiety kids? Did I miss anyone?

[@renaaa.s]

im this whole list wtf

[@crow-beast]

Why am I literailly 9 / 10 of these- WTF-

[@brookebeaudette4371]

Here ( I relate to 7 of them-)

[@mercurytheplanet3326]

Hey to everyone here im here if you wanna vent ever

[@Littlemissgloom]

I’m here (I relate to five of these)

[@partydogge]

Its crazy how someone who loved and cared about you so much just leaves you and gets bored of you and just abandoneds you when you need them

[@Itstimetodrinkwater123]

What happend !?!

[@luciariveiro8355]

I used to hate the sand Now all I want is to be buried in it I used to hate holding your hand But I took my skin for granted I love the ocean Only cause you were there When you heard of the news You weren't even scared I wanna scoop out my cheeks So you can't pinch them anymore I want to add to my legs And be as tall as the morgue I want the fat in my arms to melt off my bones And my stomach to fall out right onto the floor board Arms, legs, gut, face All of the things you love but I hate Arms, legs, gut, face All of the things you will never see again (4x)

[@Tyler-hs9gw]

lol bro its literally a lyric video

[@keziahhilson7616]

Tyler right lmfao

[@uwuremedy]

Having the lyrics written out like this is way easier to sing along with

[@wheresjal9043]

Omg thanks you helped me a lot cause i cant read smh

[@_racoon_3940]

@@Tyler-hs9gw personally i like them written down because it's easier for me to sing, everyone is different :]

[@snoutts]

seen a lot of interpretations and none of them match mine, so i cant just be lazy and like the comment. makes me think self harm, or something similar. they know they are loved. but they still don't want to be here. they want to lose their cheeks. stomach. etc. they want their body to be gone so they can finally leave. they want to get rid of themselves, little by little, til they're finally gone. they know they're loved. they cant help it. they love those around them. but they still want to be gone. they are aware of how much everyone cares, and they care too. but they still hate everything about themselves. 'all of the things you love that i hate.' 'all of the things you will never see again.'

[@mr.loseer]

Same

[@Hello.Kitty_Fan]

hehe not to be that kid but thats been my exact state of mind for a few years now 0-0 eeh

[@memoriegirlchild8350]

I nearly cried at this comment becouse I relate so much like my dad loves me and I know but we both have a difficult time showing it to each other but the rest of our family is there and they live me but sometimes I dont think they do but they prove it and I feel like I'm being a brat and selfish about the fact that I wish to leave this life and leave them..

[@kondorr2831]

Stop spying on me

[@snoutts]

@@memoriegirlchild8350 aw dude. im so sorry man, that's really really tough to go through and im sorry you're feeling this way. i know im no licensed therapist or anything but you're always welcome to talk to me about it, that's something i went through (and kind of why i made the comment)

[@mio-ri2be]

ive been thinking about life as a whole for a while now. what’s the point of living if you’re just gonna be forgotten in a matter of years? honestly i’ve lost the will to live and the only thing that’s stopping me right now is because i don’t have a plan and all of my other ones have gone to shit. i’m tired of being pushed aside and i know i’m not perfect but please stop telling me what’s wrong with me its not helping me and i cant stand it. i hate everyone i hate everyone i hate everyone i hate my dad i hate my mom i hate my friends i hate the world i hate myself i just want to die i wish i wasnt fucking born i just want to choke and die and be forgotten i just want it to be over i cant think anymore i try to help people but all my previous attempts had failed and i honestly have no talent and i have no hope for my future. what happens after high school? i can’t make money off of my shit art so i guess i’ll just die then. honestly what even is the point i don’t even know who i am so why am i even alive? i just want to bleed out and die i fucking hate people if i could i’d run into a road and get run over humans are disgusting what’s wrong with us we ruined something perfect im ashamed to be a part of whatever this is i just want to feel safe and i want to tell someone all of my problems without a worry in my head and ive been holding back venting for such a long time because i dont like dumping things on people i want to be held and loved and kissed i want to feel good i want to feel happy hey dad, i don’t know how to show affection to you because all you do is yell at me and you never compliment me and all you do is tell me what to do and then ask me what’s wrong when i stay in my room all day. hey mom, i want to love you but i don’t know how and i’m starting to question if you really even love me or i’m just here for you to laugh at. hey jen, i miss you. please come back, i miss you so fucking much and i loved you so much and i wish i could see you again because i want to see your happy smile. you were probably one of the people i’ve known the longest and you just left and i can’t believe you for that. it’s all my fault that you’re gone if i hadn’t existed you’d be happy with mom. i just want to play minecraft with you again, please. i know you’re not technically my mom but i fucking loved you so much please come back. i miss you. i want to hug and cry in your arms. i can’t express how upset i am ITS ALL MY FAULT. ITS ALL MY FUCKING FAULT IF I HADNT EXISTED EVERYONE WOULD BE SO FUCKING HAPPY WITHOUT ME. ITS MY FAULT FOR EXISTING I JUST WANT TO FUCKING DIE I WISH I WAS DEAD I WISH I WASNT BORN PLEASE SOMEONE JUST KILL ME I CANT FUCKING THINK ANYMORE AND I JUST WANT TO FEEL HAPPY AGAIN.

[@GENDERLESSmaryjane]

I'm sorry for how you feel :( life is fucked up period and unfair but sometimes you have to push through. There's always gonna be moments where you love it and then moments where sadness is just staring you in the face and you can't look away but please stay alive and I hope you.

[@thatgamingguy3202]

Listen to me hun, I have no idea how you're doing now, but please be well, these people don't give you value, you're the only person who can give yourself meaning, you don't need to love them, you only need to love yourself not matter what even if seem impossible you have to struggle to find that little child inside of you and to hug it, hold it and never let go, hole your doing better stranger

[@erwinshope8912]

Knowing the backstory of the song makes me so sad everyone now and again I go back to this. I didn’t get to see my best friend for awhile, and I thought she tried to ya know. And I was right and now and again I get so happy that she’s alive. I saw her today and she was so happy, not this fake kind of happy this actual happy. This radiant girl with lots of love in her heart, but she doesn’t know how to show it to people unless they’re close to her. And she’s showing it to me. And I feel so lucky I’m one of the people who get to see and hear her laugh as loud as she can, and hear her sing her favorite songs without fear of judgement. Her being okay with herself too, I saw her for the first time in a dress, and we both tried on dresses while we laughed at how bad the dress was fitted on us. We can talk about deep things without fear of judgment and we can joke in front of each other without getting scared of if the other person will laugh or not. She’s such a wonderful person.

[@oakspringwind8190]

My girlfriend jumped off Mackinac island bridge and died 4 and half months ago. I have never had this song make me think about someone so much. I didn’t remember it all until Valentine’s Day. So thinking she was still alive, I’ve written letter upon letter of romantic poetry to her without remembering that she was dead.

[@ohmyh8rt81]

I’ve never found a song describe such a confusing emotion that I’ve felt for years so perfectly,,,,this hurts at how beautiful it is and how much me and probably many others can relate to it,,,,a masterpiece

[@Green_scholar27]

To me this song reminds me of how I felt loosing the person I loved. They didn’t die, we just stopped talking. It felt so alien. We went from saying goodnight even if we hadn’t talked and joking everyday, to nothing. We went from the best friendship I’d ever had to nothing. I don’t even think it’s fair to blame myself, I held my feelings in. But I must’ve made it awkward, I must have pushed away in an attempt to loose my feelings. I genuinely loved her, she was everything I could never be, and she saw such good in me. No one had ever treated me like I was completely normal but also insanely precious at the same time. It’s bittersweet honestly. Thanks for posting this song.

[@creamcheezies]

i hate it i hate it i hate looking down and seeing women body parts i hate looking feminine i hate being chubby i hate having acne i hate being sleep deprived i hate all of this i hate me i hate everybody i hate everything why cant i just be seen as a man i know who they pretend i am. but im not your happy little girl. i never was. im a child. im too young to deal with this. why why why i hate failing all of my classes i hate thinking about killing myself every second of the day i hate cutting myself every time my emotions get out of control i cant do this i cant stand it anymore im so close to ending it

[@_crisiscache_993]

⚠Tw⚠️ I thought this was about an ed and self harm Cause if it was I would hella relate to Cause no one sees my tiny arms or legs or gut Or the cuts on them so....

[@MiloThatsTheName]

hey! if you're still here let me say i'm proud!! and if you are trying to reach out to a person or something thats even better:D just remember you're worthy and you never know when you get the next delicious ice cream ;D -a therapy friend

[@iheartcal1519]

anyone else thinking about that one saiouma edit rn 😿

[@CryptPixel]

This seems like a song about a guy who is insecure with his body, particularly being overweight. He hates the sand because where would you often go where sand is at? Likely a beach, especially when he mentions the line "I love the ocean" where people expose most of their bodies yet he isn't comfortable exposing himself, but only loves the ocean because he was comfortable enough with his partner being there with him. To scoop out his cheeks, he doesn't desire for his partner to 'pinch' his chubby cheeks because again his partner was into his chubby features while he was insecure about it, which this seems to be adding on more upon his insecurity on the beach, being as to why he wishes for the fat in his arms to melt off and his gut onto the floor. His arms, legs, gut and face that are all chubby, his partner loved these features but he has always hated them, though to then imply his partner will never see them again is that he's probably not with his partner anymore, being why he also hates himself for being overweight and just wishes to lose it all so he can feel better about himself.

[@m-419]

this is my interpretation too. Mostly because I relate to it.

[@firebrand4074]

This song always struck me as someone who hated themselves and was going to commit suicide and were telling the person they loved they would never see the things that they loved because the narrator hated them

[@MaxAx500]

i’m sorry if i scared you

[@phoenix-lc6zv]

hi! i hope your doing better :) go drink some water and get a snack please!

[@tinastaggs5040]

Everytime i listen to this it reminds me of the "Never see again" meme, they always remind me of things that can really happen and have happened to people, (TRIGGER WARNING AHEAD!) such as: Suicide, murder, abuse, etc... once i watched some danganronpa versions of the meme and cried most of the night i watched it...If you wanna get your sadness out then watch it. :(: You Decide!

[@sucktoes3001]

This song is so triggering idk why I just can’t stop playing it

[@pan5928]

I found it finally and now I'm crying. This is frickin' amazing

[@j.washington8961]

This reminds me a lot of my eating disorder :^(

[@tryingtovibe2875]

Jo Eats dirt same here.. I hope you found recovery, as eds are a massive hellhole. But yea, this song captures the hatred we feel towards our bodies and just wanting to rip off the fat... why am I still typing, you get it.

[@grandpa_peaches_2802]

I love her so much

[@imjustasconfusedasyou]

!!!TW!!! (just to be safe) suicide and cutting mentioned; overall sad and mentally ill stuff mentioned this feels like the things i hate about myslef whether that be because of dysmorphia or body hatred, cutting or just confessing to your parents. or what i imagine my suicide letter will say. just confessing how fucked up i actually was without them knowing. or just letting it out in general. or how your parents tell you how much they loved your old body (if you transitioned) or just love your body even when you hate it.

[@jjjellyfizh]

this song makes me think alot about my dysphoria. i hate my body. it doesn’t reflect how i feel about my gender. i even came out to my family. guess what? they still misgender and deadname me. but,, it also makes me think about my past two relationships, one of them being mentally abusive and the other one hurting me so bad. to put it in words, one of my exes used me. literally. and after that, they just blocked me everywhere and stopped talking to me. they acted like they didn’t know me. and damn, oh hell yea it left a scar. a big scar. my other one,, she was so sweet... but sometimes we couldn’t talk to eachother. then,, after months of dating,, nothing. plain nothing. total black. i have no news of her anymore. i don’t know if she’s okay, i don’t even know if she’s alive. we only messaged eachother after she went living in another state,, i also was her brother’s friend. after i didn’t have any news of her anymore, i asked her brother.. he didn’t even read the message. i don’t know anymore. is she alive?

[@jasmin6176]

this hurts. real bad rn. i cant comprehend it. its been a month. i miss everything about him and he only wants to use me again. it shouldnt be like this but thats just how my feelings seem to work.

[@SnailJuice07]

the person who wrote this was a god awful son of a bitch but This song is just how I feel right now. like I always say, "Love the Art, Despise the artist" also if you see this, keep on going and live life to the max. You're amazing and I know you can do this. stay strong

[@channelmoved6918]

Could I ask what they did? Just out of curiosity

[@SnailJuice07]

@@channelmoved6918 Sexually assaulted a minor and abused his band mates.

[@yourmother__]

@@channelmoved6918 sexually assaulted a 15 year old when they were 21.

[@inko-inko1839]

this beautiful song + shipp saiouma from danganronpa v3 = '' I-I'M NOT S-CRYING! Y-YOU'RE CRYING !! ''

[@yoylejuice]

ikr

[@krossmare3793]

Ahhhhj I love saiouma

[@tinastaggs5040]

you're not wrong about that last part lol...

[@sorrydear3651]

Can never decide to cry over my ed, self harm, hatred for my body, or my s/o wanting me to love myself listening to this

[@laylaraney4338]

I feel nostalgic. I want everything back.

[@belladict]

Dear mom, When I was like 6 you brought so many men home and told me to just look away. You would get drunk and cry about how I was a mistake and you hated me. You never wanted children, sometimes I wish you would’ve aborted me. I love my brother and I want to love you but everything you’ve done still hurts me and I know you never wanted me but I still tried to earn your love and it didn’t work. You want me to love you now but you’ve done so much. I wish my brother could see what you’ve done and come live with me and dad I don’t wanna loose him like I lost my sister. I don’t want to have to text him to keep our bond going. I wish you didn’t fake being a perfect mom. I wish you WERE a perfect mom who knew how to take care of a kid, instead of giving them years and years of trauma. I love you and I know you love me too even if I would hear you say you hated me everytime you drank. I’m sorry I wasn’t good enough.

[@ryleeuphoff6518]

Arms. legs. gut. face - that line means more when you truly understand it, I just listen to this on repeat now and it makes me feel so lost but so comfortated

[@stephology2917]

So emotional and such pure talent

[@deervsheadlights9940]

agreed

[@Alexis-pk2tn]

This song conjures up a deep sad pain inside of my chest

[@saradrawsstuff]

It’s a shame that the singer is such a bad person

[@Henlomi]

yup

[@GENDERLESSmaryjane]

I wouldn't say they are a bad person but they have done bad things. But I don't speak for them so whatever.

[@3kaj624]

idk dude I feel like sexual harassment against a minor is sorta irredeemable. like doing something that fucked up means that something is wrong so deeply rooted in your head

[@GENDERLESSmaryjane]

@@3kaj624 yeah they are trying to get help. I am in no way am saying they are better or that you NEED to forgive them but I don't see them as a bad person in general life. But again. I don't speak for Lou :)

[@sneaky_bean]

hate the artist, not the song

[@doodl3undead]

i used to listen to this when my mental health was as its lowest point a couple of years ago,now i found it again and im all better and i don’t relate to these lyrics anymore,so yes,it gets better,even if you have to try hard for it,but it’s worth it :)

[@scaravv1876]

WOOHOO🥳🎉 good job brother 🙏

[@st4rgvtssm]

Hello, my name is Arson, I'm just a regular old middle schooler struggling with schoolwork and wanting to live. This song is great but everytime I listen to it I think how my crush is oblivious to the fact that I like him and what makes it worse is that it's so obvious that almost all my friends have noticed, not to mention that I have 2 crushes. An oblivious gay boy and a goth girl. I can't even bring myself to tell him because he's not only gay but asexual and I can't tell the girl because I don't even know her sexuality and I've only been friends with her for a few weeks. But, I have an even worse reason, everytime I confess to a crush I either get laughed at, the person thinks I'm joking, or they ignore me and go get with a different person. Welcome to my life, I hope you're having a better life than me :)

[@Xxmi_kaxX]

bro hang in there, love is and will always be complicated and will probably hurt like hell i am not going to lie. but do as u feel, do what ur guts tell u to do but most importantly know that whatever happens, itll all be alright after a matter of time. so hang in there, u got this man

[@night_bartown]

This song will sometimes give me some bad memories when my partner wasn't doing so well back when I meant them..they put the "arms legs guts face" on there story and every time I see this song I will always feel like crying. They are doing ok now cause I'm there for them. But this song will haunt me forever.

[@waltz4life]

I really hate losing friends. Not just through death, but being cut off socially. It happened once before. While my close friend of 10 years was going through something difficult, we confessed mutual feelings for each other. But thanks to miscommunication, I misinterpreted things and she thought I wasn't listening to her. I did one last kind gesture I thought of as a way to apologize, and afterward she told me never to speak to her again...

[@infinitesimal1781]

i dont know what this song is about, but ngl i associate it with my own medical problems. couple of years ago, we had a very bad scare with my kidneys and, even though it made me cry, this song brought a lot of comfort, so i listened to this on repeat.

[@icarus2661]

This is a vent‼️ Personally this song feels like not wanting anyone to look at or touch my body. Being afraid of everyone else. Just wanting to rip off my skin whenever someone touches me. But I just have to sit through it because my feelings and opinions don't matter to adults and peers.

[@this_user_is_nonhumann]

"Arms , legs , human face, all of the things you love and I hate" -jack the otherkin

[@caitlinlong5419]

I feel like screaming in an empty studio when I listen to this

[@ratboygirl]

almost 3 years later and i'm still crying to this song but now it means something else than what it did before :/

[@wddby4606]

Dear B, I'm so fucking sorry, I smashed your heart. I know how much you loved me but I was to scared to tell you that I wanted to be a man. I realised who I was and I started chasing him. I couldn't mask it and I made mistakes. I tried my best, I thank you for sticking around as my friend.

[@meatymaggot]

I'm sure they'll forgive you.

[@abaigealhibbard4251]

My best friend showed me this song. She passed away a few days ago, and It feels different listening to this now.

[@tyrantttt]

i always come back to this. always, always, always. it recently came to light that my best friend is not great, and looking back, didn’t not treat me well. i’ve done bad things, and i regret them whole heartedly. but i feel so taken advantage of by this individual. it’s falling apart and i hate everything about it. he brought me to this music. it’s so bitter sweet. thank you for the good times, but i can’t stand to hurt myself anymore for you.

[@catamitee]

i don't know why i can't stop thinking about it. we were friends for so long, it felt like. 2018, 2019, and 2020. we were so close. it was obvious he liked me. and i felt awful that i didn't like him back. but i kind of did? doesn't matter now. he confessed to me and i guess i let him down easy. discord was a horrible place for us to be. never let me have a venting channel again, i swear to god. both of us got really bad. only us, really. talking about cutting ourselves or offing ourselves. my body issues were really bad then. they haven't gotten much better. i would say i was ugly, and he'd tell me i wasn't. nobody's ever done that since. so eventually, he left. which is understandable. we stopped talking, since he wasn't on discord and i wasn't on instagram and he didn't hang out with us at lunch anymore. we had art together, but we just... didn't talk. i don't know. eventually day he gets back on discord, says he's doing better, and tells us he's got a boyfriend. shit, it hurt. i don't know why, i didn't want to date him. i was just being selfish, i guess. whatever. i follow the guy, and go about my business. january 2021, trapped at my abusive father's house for the holidays. i get an instragam message telling me to kill myself from his boyfriend. i am confused. i message him to let him know, i want to make sure this guy isn't trading him like that. a day later, no response. i check his profile, and it looks like he's blocked me. i feel sick. i message my friends, get one of them to tell him about it. we are well and truly no longer friends now. i am convinced that he told him to say that or something. the guy also called me a manipulator and many other dirty names that- truth be told- i couldn't help but agree with. july or august this year, i can't remember. i've sunk my teeth into the local music scene. i have a crush on this other person who goes to gigs, we're friends. they and him used to be friends. i tell them about what happened, they're on my side. anyway, i'm still friends with his sister, who is going to this gig as well because she likes metal. she says that he's going to be there aswell. i mentally prepare. i apologize. we talk a little. he leaves early. october 2021. im watching my crush's instagram story, there's a picture of one of those whiteboard apps where they tagged him and said something along the lines of 'boyfriend day' or whatever. i feel sick. maybe it's a joke, right? a few days later, one of their friends posts something about wanting a boyfriend, and they comment 'can't relate'. i can't tell whether i'm upset that they have a boyfriend, or that he's in a relationship, or the fact that it's both of them, together. i feel ill whenever i think about it. i started cutting again. i don't know what to do.

[@mothingtin6055]

The power of his voice is just so... Wow i cant find the words, im speech-less

[@AJ-mt6vr]

Sadly, listening to this song makes me think about my ex-boyfriend and all of the abuse he put me through, and then the sadness that I felt all throughout the relationship

[@coralcastineira1693]

this song makes me feel so bad but so good at the same time

[@FrynGuillotine999]

TW: ED The way i interpret this song is the person singing (not the actual singer but the pov of the lyrics) has a eating disorder and their s/o finds out and they now feel guilty and think tht the person thinks their ugly n all the other lies that a eating disorder tells you and they fall back into that horrible state and the lyrics about removing skin ("arms, legs, gut, face everything you love that i hate" "i wanna scoop out my cheeks so you can pinch them anymore") are about their body dysmorphia and they eventually end up dieing from starvation and the lines "used to hate holding your hand but i took my skin for granted" are about them regretting everything and missing being able to hold them n stuff THIS IS DEFINITELY NOT WHAT THIS SONG IS ABOUT THIS IS JUST ME PROJECTING ONTO A SONG I LIKE

[@user-vj8qu5ej5y]

this song makes me emotional???? what

[@sarah-zp1se]

thanks for uploading this! i'm sure matt and brock would appreciate if u linked to panucci's pizza's spotify/bandcamp :~)

[@deervsheadlights9940]

ah no problem! i checked out their official bandcamp a while ago though and all of their songs were deleted- (there was this massive controversy thing and a lot of the members don't want to be associated with the band anymore??) at least i think that's the case. i haven't completely looked into the whole situation.

[@sarah-zp1se]

yeah, it was a thing between matt and brock regarding allegations against matt, they've both said some stuff about it that you can find and read online. :/ it's all still on spotify though, and brock reuploaded some of the songs on bandcamp after matt deleted!!xx (also matt is trans, idk what name/pronouns they use so rlly sorry if i got it wrong)

[@deervsheadlights9940]

ahhh okay, thanks for the info! i'll make sure to update accordingly! (ah jeez i didn't know that either- sorry too if i messed up haha)

[@rottingyuh]

I’m in tears rn this song is so sad I can feel all of his pain

[@mementomori.3974]

Wtf I'm crying now. This song is so strong and beautiful

[@macminator3000]

press 5 for anorexic "Heads, Shoulders, Knees and Toes"

[@lovelychaeyoung4361]

I dont know why, but im very emotional about this song

[@jshuanj.j9644]

I noticed an interesting detail and it is that the melody that he plays with the guitar at the beginning changes every second perfectly

[@keiramiller3940]

this song got me in such a bad place. i feel like it described to me the perfect feeling of being numb, resenting people and just wanting everything to be over. to me it describes the feeling of never being good enough and hating a person for them making you feel that way.