Paris Paloma - my mind (now) [Official Video]

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Video Credits:
Director and Editor: Matthew Grass
DOP and Colourist: Matt Butler
1st Assistant Camera: Lawrence Hughes
Producer: Yoni Ben-Haim
Hair and Makeup: Maarit Niemela
BTS: Alice Backham
Special thanks to Shift 4 London
Lyrics:
What did I do wrong
Will you tell me
What I did wrong
What did I
What did I do wrong
Will you tell me
What I did wrong
What did I
Was it a first offence?
How long had you been harbouring that venom
You could have used your words then
You wanted them to hurt and so I let ‘em
Never would I beseech you
As some sadistic vengeance exercise
To endure what you put me through
I don’t think you would pull out on the other side
I know you had a temper but I
Guess I thought I was immune
Felt is as you severed my mind
Tore it all of the way through
And I was strawberry picking
You were gathering ammunition to use
And the shrapnel digs in
My mind has not been silent since you
What did I do wrong
Will you tell me
What I did wrong
What did I
What did I do wrong
Will you tell me
What I did wrong
What did I
#parispaloma #newmusic
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[@Tashorange]

“I was strawberry picking, you were gathering ammunition to use” far outtt

[@moore_art332]

“What did I do wrong?will you tell me what I wrong?” Guuurl this hits soooooo hard 😢 and what’s sad ull never get an answer that justifies the pain….the violence…the loneliness…the madness.

[@user-db6nz1hn7c]

Beautiful!!! Woke up at 5:15am in Australia to see the premiere and am not disappointed! But then again Paris’ voice is captivating the pain, love and suffering of generations of women. Poetry in song❤️

[@tonidu6809]

Somehow you manage to encapsulate the pain so perfectly every single time. Thank you for another beautiful song and video, Paris.

[@theherits]

www.youtube.com/@theherits lyrics on my youtube channel

[@nafeesaazeemi8]

This song is like a hug, mulled wine, a confession of all the burdens i carried bcs of him but didnt have anyone to talk about it i love you sis

[@beanieful204]

THE SCREAM GAVE ME CHILLS

[@squirrel683]

Omg the lyrics ,the screaming, the imagery it's perfect 💔

[@Xsiondu]

My God the way the song's lyrics Express terrified confusion at the hands of an abuser. The makeup shows the true face of violence and the horrible aftermath. Paris Paloma and the team that made the video strike a cord in me that induces anxiety and breathless. Had to take a break from watching this AND Listening. I am actually physically affected by the message and imagery. It's amazing work. I will listen to this in full but damn it's so ... Present.

[@makeupacadia]

Same, I cry every single fucking time I listen to this song and the comments are making it worse lol

[@Spo0ozer]

I was just deeply betrayed by a very close friend. This song opened that wound wide and helped me feel it. Thank you

[@mas.2630]

I saw her performing this song yesterday by chance and had goosebumps. I started crying and felt so deeply touched. Her vocals were not human like. I hope to see her perform some day soon. Greetings from Berlin😉

[@AspienPadda]

My mind (now) LYRICS [Intro] What did I do wrong? Will you tell me? What I did wrong? What did I- What did I do wrong? Will you tell me? What I did wrong? What did I- [Verse] (What did I do wrong? Will you tell me? What I did wrong? What did I-) Was it a first offence? (What did I do wrong? Will you tell me? What I did wrong? What did I-) How long had you been harbouring that venom? (What did I do wrong? Will you tell me? What I did wrong? What did I-) You could have used your words then (What did I do wrong? Will you tell me? What I did wrong? What did I-) You wanted them to hurt, and so I let 'em (What did I do wrong? Will you tell me? What I did wrong? What did I-) Never would I beseech you (What did I do wrong? Will you tell me? What I did wrong? What did I-) As some sadistic vengeance exercise (What did I do wrong? Will you tell me? What I did wrong? What did I-) To endure what you put me through (What did I do wrong? Will you tell mе? What I did wrong? What did I-) I don't think you would pull out on the other side [Chorus] *gasps* I know you had a tеmper, but I guess I thought I was immune Felt is as you severed my mind tore it all of the way through And I was strawberry picking. You were gathering ammunition to use And the shrapnel digs in. My mind has not been silent since you- [Instrumental Interlude] [Outro] My mind has not been silent since you- What did I do wrong? Will you tell me? What I did wrong? What did I- What did I do wrong? Will you tell me? What I did wrong? What did I-

[@helena_chocobros]

Thank you so much 💞 🤗

[@dallasflynn5200]

Thank you for the lyrics. I am elderly and even with hearing aid headphones on I was missing a lot of the words. Bless you for the lyrics. ❤❤❤

[@robynwilliams460]

Thanks for the lyrics ❤

[@formozaformoza4033]

Thanks

[@megn487j]

This song is a work of art. I am actually in love! 😭 I think many women can relate to this song, especially "what did I do wrong?" A while ago I left an emotionally abusive/sexually manipulative relationship. I can still sometimes hear as he screamed that he was going to throw dog sh*t in my face when I didn't rush with a poop bag fast enough, as I was busy helping his mum (He also wasn't doing anything at the time) but I still thought to myself "yeah, I should have been faster, i'll do better" Better was never good enough. If you start to doubt your own sanity and genuinely ask yourself "what did I do wrong?" and then find ways to actually start blaming yourself for nothing. Please, please please find a way, any way to leave. You'll grow so much in a short time. You will also learn to not doubt who you are as a person and finally feel free again. ❤

[@VeReePW]

This song is fantastic, and Paloma's scream is the voice of many women stuck in toxic relationships❤

[@megn487j]

@@VeReePW Agreed! She sure is a voice for many. 😍

[@VeReePW]

@@megn487j 💯

[@ellybargmusic]

An absolute work of art!!!!! Watching you heal and name what you've experienced is truly inspiring and I hope that you realise your courage is genuinely helping others to heal more than you may ever know. Your ability to package your lyrics, music and visuals into strong artistic concepts with powerful messages is astounding. You're obviously a super talented musician but I genuinely believe you're going to make such a positive impact on the world from the activism standpoint too. Thank you for the music, Paris ♥

[@hana-wolf]

I love the darkness, striking imagery, the screaming, the song and the production on it - I'm obsessed with what you put out into the world! thank you x

[@shanxious]

Don’t mind me, just listening to this song for the 100th time

[@sarahlewisphoenix4951]

Absolutely beautiful, and the video makes me think of all the women unalived by partners they loved and trusted.

[@humanindividualist]

For me music and dance are the essence of life. And the way you bring your art into this world.. You and your music are pure magic and I have no higher praise than this. All the love and strength!

[@PiskeyFaeri]

Paris continues to give words to my experiences and feelings with DV. Amazing.

[@coreybingham8299]

She’s like the little sister of Florence and the Machine and I’m loving every second of it. Just keep making songs, Paris. I’ll buy them all.

[@ghostcreeper7626]

I was struggling with finding the inspiration to get up and work on my book opened youtube and this was the first thing to pop up on my feed. Safe to say Im inspired again.

[@lailazerintasnim1981]

You realise you are super talented and super classy when you know people will instantly click on KZbin suggestions when they see your name.Always amazing, no second thought about it 😊

[@marcemrich3573]

My favorite song of yours to date. All your lyrics are exemplary , but this stands out musically Especially the horns at the end. Fantastic.

[@danielleculler1495]

The Queen. Never. MISSES. 🌹

[@arielle222]

Her vocals are so amazing, she just blows me away

[@Jade-nz8sm]

Thank you so much for this song, I needed it. You have saved me more times than you know. I truly thank you.

[@kwardart]

The emotions of each of your songs in astounding, another beautiful song.

[@klymothe]

those screams were so satisfying

[@doodleyournoodles675]

The music video is so beautiful, like a painting. The song is so heart breaking and familiar. The feelings expressed in the song are very relatable and personal to me. Thank you for you're beautiful and amazing music, once again.

[@MattGreerMusic]

I would pay a very hefty sack of sheckles to hear this turned into a duet with Andy Hull of Manchester Orchestra. I absolutely love it already but I can hear his voice in my mind's ear and it gives me chills.

[@tarynlahr1005]

the visuals are everything, i love this so much omg

[@oumaymabenzekri5666]

Paris Paloma never fails to give my life some meaning in my exile

[@avalonjameson3882]

Every. Single. Song. is transcendent. Thank you for this gift.

[@calendulate]

Paris is really a gem everything she makes is incredible. lyrical genius

[@alexandrakocurova6163]

You do not deserve to be so underrated your music is amazing 😍

[@nubedealgodon311]

THIS IS SO COOL. It is even better than what I had imagined this song was going to be. You are truly an artist.

[@justclaire1]

New on repeat song ❤❤❤

[@maddie.bolland.7]

Thank you for another incredible, vivid, poignant work of art, Paris 💜 You capture pain and resilience so beautifully every time! Every song you release is a masterpiece.

[@user-jp6ro2fw5t]

Absolutely brilliant video....very powerful! Good luck with this, Paris!!

[@davidwaintraub8834]

Paris is an angel human

[@Ashleyydoescovers]

This was soooo good definitely will be on repeat for the next three months!!!

[@jetskilover]

and she did it again!

[@baileyp4158]

This is my new favourite song ❤️

[@TheLittleFleck]

that was BEAUTIFUL!!!! i'm so happy i stumbled upon this!!!

[@dallasflynn5200]

#ParisPaloma you are a powerful messenger for the world. This video is breathtaking. Raw. You are a true artiste. ❤❤❤

[@TheMarastari]

That was the shortest 3 minutes of my life. So amazing!!

[@seemeenroja3939]

She's so underrated

[@leonkettner]

Can’t wait 😆❤

[@Ayah.Papaya]

ik im so excited

[@helena_chocobros]

😢 🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍 Thank you so much for this music, Paloma!! 🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍 Love from Brazil 🇧🇷 🤗

[@lacrimis_solis]

Can’t wait ❤

[@amandamcdaid8132]

I haven’t heard a single song by her I didn’t like. She’s amazing!!!

[@miriamlorenzo5000]

My roman empire is this song

[@glenlasy5883]

This is art

[@user-kg8bw5fc1e]

I know this is about a love but this is how I feel about my mom

[@j.o.e.e.v.a.n.s]

Love love love this !!!!

[@mentallyillgenz3508]

I AM LITERALLY OBESSED!!!

[@blackholes8757]

All the symbolism!! The black dress, as opposed to the white ones she's seen wearing in kther music videos, reminds me of a fallen angel, which is supported by her asking what did i do wrong. The scratches and dirt also being signs of some sort of fall or fight. Then showing her in a red dress, clean looking. I think this might symbolize how she sees herself or wants to see herself. Not as an angel or a devil, but just as human, hence the red dress and not a black or white one. Then we see her in the black dress being pulled forwards and clips of her in the red dress looking down almost from an angle that suggests she's doing the pulling. This could symbolize her trying to bury the part of her that is seen as bad, or like the devil, or it could be her trying to pull herself into a better future, a version of the future where she gets to be that woman in the red dress. Anyways, as an ex-Mormon, im a sucker for religious symbolism, especially as it pertains to feminism and the patriarchy because who was the first man to be disappointed in us, if not God?

[@camilvslana]

another masterpiece as always

[@kernowal]

I feel so spoilt! This is amazing so much music from my favourite artists so far this year, the voice, the melody, the lyrics its all just ahhhhhhhh

[@justagirly9258]

Hits hard. I can relate well. Wish it was longer

[@aadhyakalgotra]

Waiting for it ❤

[@Mariana-jj7ci]

Beautiful as always!!! It's honestly amazing how you can mesmerize us with every new project! Please always keep filling the world with this work that you do with such passion and talent

[@TWartzz]

You successfully made my cry

[@JessieSandoval-dr2xx]

Wow another song that hits hard! 💕❤️💕❤️

[@Fighterswriters]

Beautiful! Absolutely beautiful!!!💓

[@sugarandbeets]

The scenery and everything about this music video fits magically with the song. the anger and screaming I feel ittttt!

[@belenmp__]

😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍

[@GaiaPapaya]

I love the lyrics. Even though it hurts to see the place that I've been at with... you

[@andreatarnawiecki]

OMG!! That's beautiful!!

[@user-ns5th5op7c]

This song is brilliant. The layers are amazing. I haven’t heard anything this unique in years. Amazing. The video, everything. She is truly brilliant.

[@lilyoh5780]

oh my goddddd, fuck, this is powerful!!

[@FullxMoonxMelody]

What a chilling visual!! 😢

[@belenmp__]

this is art, you always make me feel so much :))))

[@sparkseter]

This song is so relatable!! Paris is so talented!

[@user-xf3fu7rs7n]

Breathtaking song and imagery! Can't understand why she doesn't have a gazillion subscribers!

[@szmilena]

QUEEN

[@astrid_strigil]

thanks paris ❤

[@uselessSam]

man this iss true art!

[@cookiekattt]

Your voice is absolutely gorgeous

[@adventure_pippin3801]

❤️‍🔥everything I hoped it would be and more ❤️‍🔥

[@RainbowBurka]

THANK YOU SO MUCH!

[@solpardel3765]

I love your music so much! You are such a talented artist! I stayed up until midnight last night to listen to this song

[@vivianlong7279]

This song, just like every song you come out with, is truly a work of art! The way you can capture raw emotion and pain in your lyrics and videos is incredible. This song especially hits so close to home and I just want to thank you for sharing it with us❤

[@keirascroggins1511]

Your song is on radio 1 right now

[@ololusername]

YESSSSSSSSSS

[@AMVYV]

I love it

[@amyvanniekerk]

Anything this woman makes is honestly heavenly to the ears

[@simonedanielsson2902]

You are simply such a gift to art and to the world and to my life. Thank you.

[@KaraCroft]

NEW PARIS STUFF YESSSS, loveeeee!!!!!

[@Anihalas]

Wow great song and what an awesome video!

[@christinarasa2160]

I love this so much

[@valentina5603]

Your songs feel so short, I just never want them to end❤‍🩹

[@wave8426]

This song and all the scene in the video was just amazing, both the music and video are awesome.

[@joywalker6901]

Such stunning visuals, it's like i can hear and feel every word and movement in my bones

[@AnneKnighton]

Absolutely beautiful. There is so much pain in this song. Makes me want to cry 😭

[@janetandamocha7874]

This is incredible!

[@yesthisisme]

Beautiful and dramatic imagery! I l love it! And the song stays with you 💋

[@maybraxton3507]

Amazing. As always 💗

[@lila133]

THOSE BEGINNING HARMONIES!!! wow

[@Chloemmathilde]

I don't know where this is filmed, but this is SO twilight coded, that and the instrumentals. Anyway, beautiful song !!

[@kmn_im_oli]

this is wonderful! you are a brilliant and your communicative force!! OML!! your level of expression and honesty through your work is art in its purest form, i have been a fan since i saw your short jingle/song about eating potato smiles and red wine