Passing as Female | Male to Female Transgender / Transsexual

[@xtremelauren]

I'm not a transgendered person, but as a woman I really love watching your videos on transitioning. You offer a perspective on womanhood that I would not have otherwise known. To be honest, it's pretty mind blowing to me that these are things that transgendered women have to keep in mind if trying to pass in American society. I really enjoy your videos Autumn! Ps you have an incredible body! :)

[@annasleatherandkinkdom1645]

Autumn dear, I am MTF and have a lot of trouble with my voice. I am embarrassed at my voice. I think I have the posture and the mannerisms but the voice is horrible. The key item I did pick from this video was to be observant. I really need to be more aware of how other females act and behave... I think I am good in some aspects and not so good at others. Thanks for the advice and I will keep working at it.

[@jameschamp1406]

Anna Ireland Youre a fucking male you dont choose what gender you are

[@jameschamp1406]

Anna Ireland Theres no research to it. Youre either male or female. Not that hard

[@annasleatherandkinkdom1645]

James Champ Thank you, Dr...

[@annasleatherandkinkdom1645]

So original... I love you.

[@jameschamp1406]

Anna Ireland Still being condenscending eh? Just like all other transgenders

[@allieaurie4522]

I think that you're amazingly beautiful. As others have said, If you hadn't shared your transgender story, I would never have guessed you made the MTF transition. You're a genuinely beautiful woman! You're a very strong and inspiring person for being so open about your life. No matter how hard it may have been. And may still be. I as a stranger can say I'm proud of you without ever have meeting you.

[@BlueXRoseXEmma]

I understand that a transgender/sexual person desires to be recognized as their desired gender (after all that is what makes them feel comfortable)...But isn't it so fucked up how some people feel obliged to in order to be accepted? People with gender dysphoria should not be scrutinized for their disorder or called out on the street. By the way Autumn I can really tell that you're getting more confident in your videos, I hope your doing well. I'm happy for you :) .

[@LilTeaBag]

Just thought I'd say that women in general have to a lot of extra things and body/mannerism modifications to do in order to be accepted by western society. Shaving body hair, applying make-up, wearing heels, staying or getting slim, look or act a certain way. Im a cisgender female and decide not to comply -at least, not go crazy- to those requirements, however it is not always easy. Just my 2 cents :) Cheers!

[@QuinsTechCorner]

Em Sn You seem on the right tracks. But may I politely remind you that it's not a disorder of any kind.

[@BlueXRoseXEmma]

DohvahQuiin The term disorder isn't a negative thing. Gender dysphoria is a disorder hence people with it feel as if something is wrong and affects their quality of life.

[@sofianorell8767]

I loved this video! I personally isn't transgender or transsexual, but we need more videos out there about this subject. Not just videos from professionals and doctors, but from people who have been through it themselves (like you). And even if you didn't do the best job as a male (read the comment below haha :p) we still understood your point and it was great that you showed the difference. Maybe you can do a more in depth video on how you passed to a female and all that? I'm sorry if you already have a video like that, I'm just too lazy to look through all your videos haha :) Also! You're stunning!! xo

[@Arualiaa]

As a cis woman, I'm surprised to find that I sometimes do both mannerisms. That is, sitting with my legs apart in a lax manner, while still gesticulating like a woman. I don't know, I think it just depends on the person. If they look their gender, they don't have to behave fully like their gender stereotype, just do what comes naturally and they're comfortable with.

[@AutumnAsphodel]

Passing as Female | Male to Female Transgender / Transsexual

[@himaniarora2968]

In this video ur voice is quite different .

[@himaniarora2968]

hv u made some changes in ur voice :)

[@spiritfinder321]

With all respect, if your entire DNA/Chromosomes were checked you would still be male. x

[@spiritfinder321]

***** My post is not meant to hurt anyone. Simple example: Say you committed a crime and left blood at the scene, forensic tests will 100% know if a male or female committed the crime, regardless of a full sex change.

[@spiritfinder321]

***** Yes, I'm not here to hurt Autumn or anyone, I love her. Be well.x

[@JadedMuse2]

You are very right about how male mannerisms are but still it looked soo weird watching a girl pretend to be a guy. :)

[@RadicalAwesomeness]

I think you're fascinating. You should do a video on gender roles and the way people treated you in society before and after the change. Also your opinion on how women who didn't know you're transgender treated you, as oposed to the way women treated you when you were a man, would be great.

[@AutumnAsphodel]

RadicalAwesomeness Excellent suggestions!

[@dec23]

Hey, Hey! I was the original person who requested that video! :P

[@AutumnAsphodel]

Alexandra A :O You did?! I guess it didn't register as I neglected to write it down when you mentioned it. :(

[@dec23]

:( Yup, I said it back in Feb. So technically I'm in the front of the line. ;) "A video about the social differences you have experienced as a male and female, would be cool. I bet you could up w/ a whole list! Such as: Do you find people opening the door for you more now? Are people more willing to help you?"

[@AutumnAsphodel]

Alexandra A Ah-ha! I remember that too. The moment you mentioned "door" I knew that's what it was. However, this was in a private conversation and for some reason I handle comments and private messages differently. Probably why I didn't write it down...strange I do that...

[@AlfaAxel]

You advices are kind, so kind. I for one would never pass and life in general would fall apart, aside from the fact that the place I live is transphobic, and maybe therefore I enjoy when a person like you talk about being woman, how and what. I even get to accept and appreciate male characteristics, though in my view people who present female look so much better :-) I hope this makes some sense, if just a little :-)

[@ByeByeBelly]

Not that my random opinion matters, but I saw your alters video weeks ago and it didn't even cross my mind whatsoever that you could potentially be born male. That's why when I watched some of your videos about reassignment surgery, I didn't realise I'd already watched one of your videos.

[@davisfontanes]

+Jennifer Marie girl

[@oliviamonkey]

Bye Bye Belly, everyOnes opinion 'matters' your too

[@NestlaysChaulkolateChips]

I had to laugh, sorry. When you did the "male" way for the mannerism part, it still seemed "feminine". It just seemed like a girl trying to imitate a man. I congratulate you on this feat. You are in all intents and purposes, female.

[@JadedMuse2]

I totally thought the same thing...even trying the male mannerisms were really feminine!

[@NestlaysChaulkolateChips]

Jaded Muse When I stumbled upon Autumn's videos, I would have never known she was trans, if she hadn't explained it in her vids.

[@JadedMuse2]

brotos I agree! She's beautiful and dainty...I think it's great that she has been soo forthcoming because I think she's doing a great thing for young, confused trans girls trying to find their way. Anyone who even tries to say she's not 100% female is blind as a bat!

[@bebopbountyhead]

brotos "Female" has to do with sex. "Effeminate/woman" have to do with gender. The distinction is important. Strange that so many trans people gloss over it.

[@NestlaysChaulkolateChips]

bebopbountyhead are you stating that transwomen can never actually be female?

[@laurarichelle1984]

You may have been born a guy, but to me, you're as much a woman as me. Which to me, is awesome, because you are comfortable with who you are

[@jameschamp1406]

Laura Richter I may have been born a human but to me Im a cat because it makes me comfortable

[@meankidsclubofficial576]

Laura Richter i love you now 😩❤️

[@GigiDelaRua]

LOVE LOVE this!!! im gonna start transition and this is just gold, thanks hun :)

[@jaxxonbalboa3243]

If you want to PASS stop playing with your hair! STOP being overly animated with gestures while talking. I have watched a lot of trans videos and you all do this. Just relax and stop trying to convince people.......and you'll have an easier time "passing".

[@jaxxonbalboa3243]

***** I'm happy you play with yours.

[@moebius435]

Well done. IMHO you are doing a service to humanity by sharing your thoughts and experiences in these videos. I know you prefer Facebook, but on the chance you read this comment I hope you'll accept a little good will from a stranger.

[@NamelessVkeiShadow]

I've watched many of your videos and I didn't even know you were originally a male! I thought you were actually just a woman with a lower voice. Good job and best of luck for your transition.

[@jibrijibri4548]

She looks very pretty in this video.

[@elliotoffscrubs]

Great timing Autumn (& co). This is on my mind right now. I had a couple of male fails this week and though I planned to hold off until the magical 7 month mark, I am about to start part timing.

[@leotardis6897]

Another great video, Autumn. Nice to see the rest of you as we usually only get to see you from the chest up. Some very good advice here too. I'm not ready to think about trying to pass just yet, but this information will be very useful should I ever decide to go down that path. If only I knew exactly what I wanted and wasn't so confused. 1 minute I'm thinking that I need to transition as soon as possible, the next I'm thinking that maybe it's just my OCD taking over...and then I start obsessing about that.

[@geordielaforge1643]

Thank you Autumn for being the only trans person who lists observation of women as a tip for passing :) it obviously works, as you are one of a handful of trans women who have not jumped out as unnatural to me. I often find the farcical way trans women dress, move and behave offensive as it doesn't represent the true nature of women and femininity. You quite clearly understand what is at the heart of womanhood and respect it :)

[@MrChrisbtacos]

I definitely need to work on my appearance as I tend to naturally have female mannerisms! The thing is.. I feel like I'm more passable when I'm wearing _less_ makeup. Is that weird? I can get away with some eyeliner, mascara, and gloss.. but any more and I feel extra _clocky_ .. which sucks because I love to change my look every now and then. Ahah. Anyways, great video! :)

[@sonia643x]

I just so happened to stumble onto your channel just now and I must say you are such a beautiful woman that I wouldn't have for a second guessed you were a male previously. Both awed and impressed.

[@ArcticSlicer]

7:40 If you have a microphone or a webcam with a decent microphone you can do most of this stuff on your computer utilizing sound recorder which is included in windows. Making use of a spectrogram with pitch detection enabled while speaking and playing back your voice samples can be very useful to know how high your voice is.

[@stephyclaws]

I searched borderline personality disorder and came across your videos!!! I must say I genuinely don't notice anything 'masculine' about you at all!! I was shocked to see this video!! You are gorgeous! ! I was born a female and I don't look any where near as good as you!! I have a friend who is female to male btw, so I find this subject so interesting :) xx

[@jessica-jaynestarlett7232]

Love your vids Autumn. Really helpful thanks.

[@delhawk8726]

I really enjoy how professional you are :) I also enjoy the fact that you're understandable of other people's situations and keep reminding them that they have options...needless to say, you're not shoving it down their throats on how to act feminine :) oh and one more thing, your eye make up and your huge and very butiful eyes are amazing!! ^,^

[@bellameltzer4950]

Hi Autumn! I feel for you. I know some comments are rude or can hit you in the wrong way, but I want to say that you are stunningly beautiful! From what I have seen, you seem like a joy to be around! Love your makeup by the way! Stay strong girl!

[@alyssa-mm6vz]

you're so pretty ,, i'm jealous. when i started watching you ,, i didn't even know you were trans !! you're doing an amazing job !! so proud of you. keep going ,, gorgeous.

[@Hear-and-nessa]

Hey I have found your videos so helpful! I am about to start my process including HRT (for MtF). Thank you for doing what you do!

[@oliviamonkey]

Veronica Greer, I wish you good luck. It's not scary, enjoy the process.

[@kearykrueger9797]

thank you for your pointers they are very helpful

[@CrissyRed]

I absolutely agree Autumn. I do what i possibly can to ensure my appearance is most feminine. I'm 6'2 and post for 10 years. The times i'm referred to in the wrong pronoun is almost zero. It pays off in bundles if one keeps learning, keeps improving. The 2 things I took the most serious was my skin and the arch of my lower back, these things taken care off has made everything else much easier to incorporate, like the tips in your videos. Thank you so much!! xo

[@wxedsanddokx]

This is the transgender life hack video I didn't know I needed! Well done! :)

[@bonniekeating9565]

Facial hair removal is a must. Having your own hair ( no wigs or extentions). Color it properly!! No purple ,blues etc.

[@TropicalDragonfly]

I wish you would be doing a video exclusively about your favorite clothes and accessories and what shops/websites are you usually buying clothing and accessories from. I love most of the clothes and accessories I have seen in your videos.

[@DerilVStubenrod]

Whether I wear jeans and a tshirt, or a dress, I still observe and follow feminine mannerisms - I do not let others define me. I also look up videos on YT to watch and learn the methods that women use. The key point is to be yourself.

[@ChristineMason87]

I really want to pass as I find people like laugh at me I happy with my gender with I could have been born a girl

[@AbbyWatkinsAbby_Cat]

This is quite interesting. I've often found myself observing people when ive been out getting food or just having coffee with a friend. The way I hold a cup has always had a feminine appearance it seems. I liked this but found it funny at the same time. Your videos are very informative and descriptive. Thanks very much and please continue to make them.

[@emmabebs]

I only recently found you through your alters video and I found it so interesting I had no idea you weren't born female I didn't even question it because you look so much like a girl I know ( but obviously isn't you because I live in Australia ) normally I only watch the channels with millions of subscribers because they are so popular they are easy to find but you intrigue me so much and I love your videos you deserve so many subscribers you are amazing xxx btw sorry about my username I'm on my brothers account hahha being agoraphobic I spend about 12 hours a day watching youtube videos cause it feels like I have people to talk to and yours is by far my favorite !

[@jayejaye1543]

I love your videos, Autumn! Thanks for the advice!

[@antoinettetheron7973]

ohhhh sweet autumn - soooo totally an inspiration. insane how you "become" male with ur movements and gestures. but always utterly utterly feminine at all other times. u r the most beautiful creature i have ever seen. i so wish it was me. mwah mwah mwah

[@TylerMoon83]

Very good video, thanks for making it!

[@alicebroule4234]

Hi Autumn, this is a good video. Sorry to say, though, you don't do a very convincing "male" impersonation. Stick to being a girl, it suits you better. :) -alice

[@AutumnAsphodel]

Alice Broule Hahaha! I know!! I'm not good at it at all, and never was for that matter. :P

[@sociallyawkward99]

Wow. You're really pretty. I couldn't even tell that you were previously a male.

[@bortyhladka1139]

Autumn, you're soooo thin! :33 how did you do that? :D Is that any diet or something?

[@davidhuston495]

It is called being in an unhealthy state. Mentally, you are already there. I am sorry that you suffered some sort of childhood trauma.

[@NikkkiAndNikita]

David Huston que?

[@GetWellSoonR.E.M.]

shes just naturally thin. she eats several healthy small meals a day and she doesnt eat junk food. shes said all this in previous videos. i believe maybe one of her Q&A videos.

[@ArcticSlicer]

Before watching this video I didn't even know there was a "masculine" or "feminine" way to hold a cup; For myself I also held it in what you called the "feminine" way you demonstrated at 4:48.

[@MagicalBevanna]

GOSH! I never realised there was so much in being a female. You make us out to be really complex and complicated. I guess we are, as women tend to be less stylised than men. We're very individual in our movements, What I hate to see, is a Transgender male looking like a drag Queen, acting out, loud voices, and an in your face attitude. I prefer the quieter person, whether they pass or not, it's personality that matters

[@Valaroy_Krim]

I don't care what anyone says. You seem like you'd be an awesome friend. You're, in my opinion, essentially a motivational speaker, helping people through struggles you've been through. But, I'd still be happy to be your friend

[@GerriElder]

I actually watched several of your videos before I realized you weren't born female on the outside. I was born female and I think your mannerisms may be more feminine than mine. :)

[@Elijah73]

you are beautiful. inside out. if i didn't read the video title, I wouldn't know you're a transgender at all. you're a natural female to me. I actually lol at the hold the cup part. apparently I hold my cup like you do, pretty feminine. but what I like is that one doesn't need to be over feminine or masculine, one just has to be herself. and you do just that. cheers :}

[@ReinaCallista]

Autumn, you are beautiful, I'm a recent subscriber, but I've watched nearly all your videos. [: you are beautiful. Thank you for being so wonderful!

[@michaeldale1709]

Wow woman I've watched a few of your vids and had no clue! So that means your being who you truly are or I'm dense as hell! Either way. I enjoy your videos keep it up!

[@JustHereToMakeuSmile]

I thought you were a girl at first had no idea you were a male at first good for you glad this makes you happy !

[@patrickwhite8144]

You have amazingly narrow shoulders and thin arms for someone who was born male. I had no idea you were transgender. The only hint is the strength of your chin, but I have met many non-trans women with equally strong chins

[@isabellacondon2854]

I'm a cisgender female and I literally must be not doing it right haha but maybe it's because I'm a lesbian but I still consider myself a femme

[@brittneybelgrove9993]

Cisgender??

[@isabellacondon2854]

I was born female and identify as female so basically not transgender

[@olivia-jtrans5693]

Isabella J. it's weired "femme" is French and simply means 'woman' which you are already . . . what do YOU think you are now ? ?

[@oliviamonkey]

isabella josephine,,,, hi you've hit the 'Jack Pot' being lesbian is best anyway . . .

[@Julis_Arkana]

I just recently discovered your channel. You are so inspiring and its a pleasure to watch your videos. Warm wishes from Berlin, Germany ;) :)

[@ronnie-c9567]

Love your videos alot of good info thanks so much

[@gabbycyber9917]

Hey u published this video on the date of my birthday xx

[@soulfly8768]

your so wonderful...i am female and just learning a lot about life watching your videos

[@LondonTessaAngelit]

Hey does youTube give you any power over the types of commercials that show on your channel? I just saw an add for Ted2 which has jokes against trans in it...

[@elliesvensson7462]

I know this is SUPER off topic, put I love your hair! You've probably already answered this in a video but do you dye it p/ and or wear extensions? I wish mine was that long :-( xx :*

[@marcielynn4886]

It depends upon lots of factors. Age of transition. Amount of body hair. Weight. Voice. Height. Mannerisms. I my self pass and I don't wear makeup. I think lots of makeup is a dead giveaway. Coincidencely, makeup is now found to be detrimental to your health.

[@BeCoolBeBOWIE]

ur so beautiful! i love ur eyebrows and hair! and ur face :P

[@MeganES]

Autumn you are a beautiful woman! Your voice is amazing!

[@picklepizza1999]

Wow, I literally had no idea you were born a male, not that there's anything wrong with that. You're really pretty I'm jealous of you! :)

[@ariellev9185]

You're so pretty! It's hard to think you were ever a male

[@Lesrevesdhiver]

This is all good advice. Your intentions are good. The problem with observing other women is that so many of them look and act like slobs. we are talking cotton tee shirts, boring jeans, flip flops, no makeup, no hairstyle, overweight... With mannerisms, most women are not AS bad as men but seldom is it delicate. I see women like that and I step outside myself and say, "Well, there you have it! That is how women look and act!" Then I step back in and think, "Naw, I will just keep being my own woman."

[@MsDianaTrans]

Do you recommend or do you have feminization hypnosis? You promised in this video to publish them

[@oliviamonkey]

Thank you, btw what are you staring at ? ? it's very confusing . . your eyes keep shifting too much

[@shadowprincess9817]

personally I wouldn't define myself as "trans", i'm more of an androgyn guy, and I really like femininity as a central point in my style I like darker styles like goth/visual kei/punk ecc and I create my style mixing aspects of those depending on how I feel when it comes to aspect I could "pass" as a girl if I wanted to , but despite me liking to look as femine as possible I still identify and act mostly as a boy and I don't really know if I would like to be a female 100% I have moments when I'm much more feminine and moments when i'm much more masculine, mostly depending by my moods of the day I think the best I could possibly being is something like a "shapeshifter" being able to change from a guy to a girl in any moment, but sadly that's not possible I am for the most part happy with what I am...but sometimes I wish I could do more than just this...and even if I have to become a girl I would still act like a man since I don't really feel acting girly part of me ...so what would be the point of doing it in the end?

[@SolaraVoltara]

Show us some makeup tips, like how did you get the look you have on your transition pics video thumbnail? The last gothic looking pic? I like that, want that look, only i'm blonde so...

[@juliewalker9509]

great videos , i am just starting my journey x

[@pinkdiamonds9137]

You look like Morticia Addams lol Also, what foundation do you use? Your skin looks flawless, I too have very pale skin and find it very difficult to find foundation that is pale enough and not yellow-toned.

[@littlebit080780]

This is something cisgender ppl take for granted . A cis female can go out in a pair of baggy sweat pants, and an old tshirt, without her gender even being questioned. I have a funny situation, and IU understand lots of trans women do too. If I dress kinda butchy or tomboyish a lot of times I'm seen more as a woman, but when I go all out fem, some ppl say I look like a guy in drag, it's like the contrast, when I wear masculine clothes it brings out the natural feminity in me, and femines clothes bring out the masculine triats. ANd I have to say and I hope you don't get offended at this, but when you held that cup in a masculine way it REALLY made you look feminine like someone who's female enough she can do something boyish and STILL look like a girl.

[@jerrson9020]

I don't know what kind of spell you have on me lol but for some reason, you calm my anxiety. ANY video..

[@MichaelStephenLordReserei1987]

Hm. Most of what is considered feminine, with regards to mannerisms and such, are what I tend to do. Walking with my legs closer together, and lighter steps is more comfortable for me than more spaced out and heavier. I have to assume that it is due to growing up in a mostly female household. Although I personally lack a sense of gender identity.

[@YukataKaytee]

hehe... I'm actually not very feminine, I'm actually wondering about my mannerism, postures, etc. I'd like to be more delicate. This is most interesting! :)

[@kitdaniel9186]

not sure why im watching this as I am a demi-boy/trans-masculine/non-binary but it is rly interesting :D

[@Jaybird196]

Autumn, did you say you would, or wouldn't, have hypnosis videos, in the future?

[@AutumnAsphodel]

I will and they will be here: kzbin.info

[@Jaybird196]

+Autumn Asphodel Cool! Thanks! 'Enjoyed the video, and the advice it contained, BTW :) .

[@nana-berry]

Awesome makeup :)

[@richardsharpe6016]

I think you a absolutely gorgeous.You have done what I want to do and have just figured out I am a woman. I have been noticing differences in my life lately and didn't know what was happening. I know now and am just coming to terms with it. I don't know how to tel my wife but i'm secretly dressing as a woman and perfecting my make up. I order my clothes from online and pick them up fro the post office. Your video helped me a lot. Now can ya help me come out?

[@elenagil6346]

I don't agree with forcing yourself to act a certain way in public. I would say if you're comfortable with your gender then the way you act will come naturally. Transitioning is all about being yourself.

[@LilTeaBag]

Thats exactly what Automn said. Its wonderful how open and aware her vision is, she is such a great role model of self acceptance and love - even if we can all struggle with that, probably herself too at times. She is simply guiding peeps who wish to have tips on the passing matter, and her video did that brilliantly. Im a cisgender female, and i dont wear make up often, but i would have no problem encouraging a girlfriend that is having a hard time with her self esteem and appearance to wear a little make up and dress up or do her hair sometime, even if its not her normal style. Its all about giving u a boost that may make u feel more confident. Thats why women shave their legs and wear heels for example, and we could argue that its against nature. But its what society considers beautiful, and every person may decide if they go with that or not. I decide not to go with it, but i understand that if other people do it is because it makes them feel good. But as Autumn said, its a matter of choice and what makes u feel comfortable and confident and beautiful.

[@puppyprincess2822]

LilTeaBag Exactly!!! I hate that people hate on her!!! She's well spoken and humble! :3 and beautiful!!

[@Esceefort]

If I had to choose - I would be a bi guy

[@susibug88]

What an interesting video :) ....I'd been watching a couple of your mental health videos then came across this one. I thought why is she doing a transgender/transsexual video?? Omg I never would have guessed you weren't female!!! :)

[@viestardszarins2659]

some things were hopeful for FtMs too. thank you :)

[@philipe7937]

You are a very beautiful woman. I love to dress as a woman but I am doing it secretly from my wife. I love how it makes me feel. I feel so much better as a woman than I ever felt as a man. I have been working on my walk and mannerism and I have shaved many parts of my body gradually so that they are not noticeable. I really want to go further and start hormones and eventually implants and surgeries for a complete transformation but I don’t know if I will ever get there. I have become bolder in my transformation and it is not so difficult and embarrassing for me to buy pumps and other garments anymore. I feel like a woman when I am shopping. I know my wife will eventually find out and I am almost hoping she will but I don’t think she will be accepting of it. She is old fashioned and very religious, I know we will end up separating and divorced. I think if this happens I’m going to move elsewhere and live as a woman and do all the changes to my body that I have been dreaming of doing. I would never go back to being a male. I am so happy being a woman. Thank you!

[@latexanita]

you are gorgeus!

[@tamarag2392]

Where is your necklace from??? love it

[@bjftype8288]

Very wise words .I've tried tucking, it isn't worth the pain. Nice legs, first time we have seen them on video?

[@goodgirlkay]

The eyebrows...

[@phoenixdavida8987]

kay jay yeah. that.

[@RUDY-COLEMAN]

if youre unsure broad sholders and large hands are a dead give away

[@ameliabuns4058]

I wish I could pass and was as cute as you, but surgery is 30,000$ even tho that for sure will make me pass IMO (scared it won't. but I think it will) my body can't be helped fully :( and I get a panick attack after every shower looking at my face in the mirror. when I see myself i feel like a truck just hit me or that i've been stabbed in the face

[@sarahlove950]

I never even knew you used to be a male :O I'd have never even questioned your sex :o you definitely passed in my books! :')

[@MelancholyMegan]

You go girl :)

[@elyse1593]

Love your videos :3

[@Arthurpendragon2]

You are so beautiful.

[@joshuaburch3598]

hi i'v been going by the name touka for my female name but people i live with still call me josh but i wanted to say your video is very helpful for me because i just came out to my new family and i want to be able to pass as the female i should have been i have the mind and spirite of one just not the body i'v been dressing up and using make up but i have troble with my eye brows and i like yours how did you do them please let me know thanks ^_^

[@smokeymoon420]

***** I love you! Thank you for sharing these experiences/information with us!

[@LGUnicorn]

Do you have a video showing you without makeup ?

[@kaelthassunstrider4559]

the funny thing is me a closeted MTF have to constantly trainin myself to act female. I never k re how much of my posture and mannerism in general was female even before I found out there are transgender people