2 Years Post-op Male to Female Sex Reassignment Surgery (SRS)

[@luticia]

I really have so much respect for you for sitting infront of the cam and talking so opently about such private issues.

[@peoplecallmeagoth]

I always love it when a new video of yours pops up in my feed! I really hope getting a solution to the issues you've been experiencing is accessible and that it'll be resolved sometime in the near future!

[@Keinaugehuendin]

Agreed!

[@NewWaveMasquerade]

So sorry to here you’re experiencing all these issues and discomfort. I truly hope you’ll be able to get through it all with little difficulty.

[@1LeiaPrincess]

Great video, your seriousness and honesty is always appreciated. OT: something i really admire about you (yet for some reason i've never mentioned) is your use of the English language. You speak very...correctly and eloquently :) I know you do some preparation and write down stuff before making a video, but that doesn't change what i said. Quite the opposite.

[@debras2845]

Princess Leia i agree with you. i love to hear autumn speak.

[@AutumnAsphodel]

2 Years Post-op Male to Female Sex Reassignment Surgery (SRS)

[@ylmazguney1877]

like for you

[@kaymarie2]

Do what you can, when you can, dear One

[@AutumnAsphodel]

***** Thank you so much! ^_^

[@spiritfinder321]

Maybe you help answer this. After my total hysterectomy, I have never had sex since..2007. Never her aroused, masturbation fails OFTEN, dry, no sexual thoughts, hate sex...etc...HRT never worked! Any idea? Hugs for your pain. May it all work out for you sweetie. Tammyx

[@JadedMuse2]

spiritfinder321 Hello...sorry to hear your problems. I'm not sure which HRT's you've tried but I had a lot of the problems you mentioned while on straight estrogen HRT after my complete hysterectomy twenty years ago (at 26). The Dr I had at the time switched me to Estratest which also has testosterone and fixed the lack of sex drive as well as the dryness...I've never had a problem since and that's been twenty years now. It also helps more with hot flashes and mood swings. If you've not tried it I'd highly recommend it. :)

[@AnthonyMonaghan]

I have no idea how I stumbled across your channel, I think it was from looking at a video about BPD. I am amazed at how you have dealt with your life. We are complex beings, boys, girls and everywhere in between. Some of the things you are talking about, I didn't even know about before watching this and am still a bit in the dark about. I have and have had friends of all genders and all persuasions, gay, straight, lesbian and everything else under the sun, but I have never met anybody who has had, what we called when I was growing up, a sex change (feel free to correct me or update me on appropriate terms). Your SRS sounds incredibly complex, with the ongoing issues you seem to be dealing with. Surgery to become the person you feel you should be...wow that is big. Anyway, what am I saying here...I really enjoy your frankness, your honesty and your positivity. I hope all your issues get sorted. I find it hard enough getting through life some days with BPD, but I have it easy compared to what you face. As a post script, coconut oil is natures gift. Me and my girl friend use it for everything from moisturiser, to massage to cooking and yes it is the best lubricant we have found. I wish you the best of luck, and hope you find happiness, love and peace in your journey.

[@zqxzqxzqx1]

I'm sorry you're still having trouble this far out. I hope things are progressing better at this point, and that you have less discomfort and/or pain.

[@psychoticbenevolence]

You're so brave to share private and personal info about post-op. I know a couple pre-op trangender women and they are very interested in surgery, but I'm not sure the younger of the two is aware of post-op complications. I will lead them over here, as your insight is very valuable

[@EdenSinger]

Thank you so much for being so candid about everything. I've wondered what it's like to have SRS and what a person might expect afterwards, so this has been very enlightening. :) I hope you get to have the third surgery soon and feel very, very comfortable from then on. I only came across your youtube channel and videos yesterday but I love them already and I think you are WONDERFUL. Thank you for allowing us to see a glimpse of your life, I think you are doing such a great job articulating everything. The world is definitely a better place for having you in it.

[@danielware4069]

One thing I will say is that you're detailed in your video and I admire that you're comfortable talking about it. Not a lot of people are. Hope things are going good and god bless.

[@leeannwillmot968]

I have to be honest and say that I first watched your video "meet my alters" out of pure curiosity. But now I am hooked on your transformation. You are open and honest (about everything), which I find very refreshing. I hope all goes well with the third surgery.

[@RaakaOkami]

This is a great video, and I admire how confident you are in informing about your issues in such detail. It is surely interesting for who is transitioning and for people who are just curious (like me). I can also partially empathize (even though obviously I will never fully understand the hard and complex process of transitioning) since I have had gynecological issues for almost three years now. It feels really frustrating when you do everything you can to take care of your body spending energy and money, but it doesn't respond as expected... I had been told that my problems would be solved in a few months, but they turned out to be years (even if I feel better). We must persevere and hopefully we'll see the light at the end of the tunnel. Your strength is an inspiration! Best of luck for your recovery :)

[@rhiannonk3176]

Very helpful and informative. I haven't seen any sites that go into such detail in a plain and straightforward manner. Medical websites avoid details of experiences and don't give enough information, and sites that do talk about experiences try to make it sexual or pornographic.

[@Derpplup]

I wanted srs so bad and then I felt like it was a bad idea because dilation scares me and I really don't wanna lose the ability to orgasm that and surgery scares me too and I'm glad for you and your success and For some one like you who seems to have so many problems in life in glad something in your life has given you joy as some one my self who deals with a drinking parent who verbally abuses me I don't get happy very often but watching you helped me a lot and helped me come out even though my parents don't believe me I know me and who I am and your the one that helped

[@Derpplup]

Oh and forgot to ask do you still read from a "script"I remember you saying something about that awhile ago and either you have gotten better or it seems to me that your reading more off bullet point then a full "script"

[@europianbob]

dont do anythinh your not sure of or uncomfortable with the idea. you dont want to do it for the wrong reasons and regret it later on. and you shouldnt be scared. surgery results vary, not all are horrir stories. just relax, wait, think about it long and hard for a while and i mean a while then see how you feel, please dont get the surgery because thats what everyone's doing. or you think you have to get it done because other people think you have to do it because they think it makes them a woman, not true. you can be a woman, without cutting your private parts. just dont rush into anything. :) 😇

[@Derpplup]

first off I realized I wrote that comment on my birth day and second I have made my mind up and am not getting the lower surgery but hrt hopefully I live in Missouri so have have to go through the dumb gender therapist bs

[@alongezonga]

I had the swelling problem as well , it took me 10 years to get it corrected....but you will have relief

[@isabelpitta276]

Hi, Autumn. I'm curious to know what type of thecnique you got for your SRS. Thanks you for all your great videos.

[@pattydella4]

Sharing your experience in such detail may end up helping a lot of people. Thank you.

[@tortuemauve12]

First, I think you look more and more beautiful as a person (i watched nearly all your videos post-op). The way you speak about your experiences makes you glow marvellously. Then, I do admire your honesty and your approach. I wish you the best for the next steps and I can't wait to get some news from you via youtube. I was searching information for my classes ("gender" and "sexual minorities") and your videos have been more than helpful. Thanks a lot and I do hope everything goes better and better for you.

[@amyfrancl]

You are so brave and courageous! Just by listening to you speak, I can tell how comfortable you are with yourself and admire as well as envy that about you! I agree with others comments about how relaxing your voice is. It's not often you come across someone that can make you feel so completely at peace. You're so very intriguing! I hope you find the answers and comfort you're looking for in relation to the issues you are experiencing in this video! Be Well!

[@LondonTessaAngelit]

Im so sorry your having so many problems, but I am glad you are getting things taken care of. Best of luck and thankyou for the video, vary imformative.

[@MikeS]

Ahh March 4th is my birthday! Thank you for always being so open and honest!

[@HappyCGM]

It's good that you're being positive despite the problems. After all, problems are to be expected after such a major surgery!

[@MyJerseygirl101]

Would you ever do amsr? Ur voice is very relaxing

[@secialone1935]

I love her voice

[@AaronHolly]

This information must be so helpful to others. I listened to an interview with the actor Eddie Redmayne about the movie "Lilly" and found myself searching for vocal tips (that was the subject of his interview). I just wanted to applaud you attitude. 80)

[@rahulgole9993]

Your one of the strongest girl i ever seen Best of luck for your future Hope you find someone who loves you

[@MonicaRodriguez-eu5em]

I think you are by far the most informative woman, not to mention the detail, I have ever seen and listen to. You are both wise and honest. I think all trans planning the SRS should manditoraly, is that a word lol, see your videos. I am not a trans. However, I am trying to educate myself to understand incase one of my children/grandchild have the same trans feelings in the future. You are a beautiful young woman and I wish you all the best. And I absolutely loved listening to you. Peace I wish for you.

[@AnnaScanlonPhD]

I LOVE watching your videos. I have no idea why as none of this relates to me, but you're one of my favorite 'Tubers. I am so sorry you may have to have a third surgery. :-/ That blows, but I am so happy you are happier in yourself! If anyone is interested, I do have a channel, though I'm an author. xx

[@gloriagar1159]

Anna in Wonderland. I to love to watch her videos.m and her voice is so soothing to me.lol

[@natasha.malchevski659]

Sorry to hear about difficulties you experience, Autumn. Just wanted to say hi and that I find you a very interesting and absolutely unique human being. I'd love to talk to you live.

[@meganlang9088]

Thanks for sharing such personal experiences, I think this will really help a lot of people! You are very inspiring.

[@AngelaJonesPoetryStoriesArt]

Hope they will be able to help correct the issues you've noticed having.

[@user-cu2rf8iv6o]

thank you for your advice im transgender I just got done healing.Love your videos and advices

[@pmcgktr]

The day when there's no issues will come over time, stay strong :)

[@hansime55]

Oh god you poor thing. I hope the surgery will fix the problems you are having :). Best of luck!

[@GhostalityRecords]

First of all, I am mesmerized by how beautiful you are. And I am not simply referring to your outer beauty. I am referring to how comforting it is to hear you speak. :) Thank you for sharing your journey. I wish you much success in healing. I am a gay man, but . . . Wow I am impressed! Please stay as beautiful as you are inside and out!

[@sumthingangels]

I still want the surgery no matter what happens. I have heard that lavender helps to prevent scaring so you could try that and see what happens.

[@emiliakh9411]

I love the way you are comfortable talking about your experiences and I wish all the best for you Autumn :) btw coconut oil is also goof for removing make-up, olive oil is good for that too :)

[@oldschoolcuc]

I hope you get these problems solved soon :)

[@lunevermeil1400]

I had eight surgeries before I was 26, complications with each surgery. The idea that I might have complications from SRS scares the crap out of me. Out of all the things in my life that I need to go right, SRS will be the biggest.

[@Gh0stg1rl404]

I just found your channel and your awesome and pretty! Honestly if i hadn't seen this video i would have never know! Im glad you have more self confidence too! But no joke your beautiful!

[@lizzthewilkins]

I really hope everything is going well for you! You mentioned lubricant and I've had a lot of luck with grape seed oil because it's a little thicker than coconut oil, also for scars I've been using Mederma on my breast because I lift a few weeks back and it's done wonders!

[@MothLand]

So much respect for you! I hope everything turns out for the best. :)

[@JonOW98118]

Wow, you are truly an amazing woman. I've discovered your channel & have watched a solid quarter of all the videos in a single sitting. You are beautiful in all senses of the word. I truly hope the final surgery will put it all right. Your too good at everything else you do and have kept the positive attitude, despite the odds. I admire you & want this story to have a hollywood ending. I'm shocked you have not found at least a close match in the relationship department. I realize you want to be perfect first. But even still, you gotta be about 98% there. Don't dismiss all males, there are a few of us out there in touch with our feminine sides that will blow your mind. I don't blame you for being a lesbian, but once you find that special someone (boy or girl) it will be magic. There's nothing else like being held by someone that loves you and being told it will be alright.

[@tltate]

hope you are feeling better now days.

[@missdaisy7576]

Why don't you try raw honey on the granulation! Also if you go for next surgery and and it is healing use raw honey and see if it help! Taw honey have helped with a lot of issues!

[@katiekaos629]

sending lots of love and hope for your healing doll :)

[@gypsyviibinn]

You're so beautiful, don't let any of these comments bring you down. You are NOT anything they say, I promise.

[@nemielf9647]

Hi Autumn! I hope that your next visit to the doctor can put your mind at rest about your issues and that the surgeries help as well to solve the issues. I'm a biological woman, but let me tell you, and I hope this reassures you from a cosmetic point of view, that every vulva is different. They're all weird and wonderful shapes and that is what makes each woman unique. Try not to worry :) Hope you're having a good weekend!

[@Megabean]

Wow, I'm new to your channel, I didn't know at all that you were trans, The strength it must have required is immense, I hope the best for you and the pain and issues that you are experiencing are only temporary.

[@racheld1300]

I had no clue, I watched your dissasociative identity disorder vids cuz my ex suffers it, and you clearly seem female through and through, and you seem like mostly happy too, Im glad to see this, I am also trans in a sense.

[@racheld1300]

Omg, come on poor choice of words I KNOW this dylan, thanks. Im an advocate of people who are part of the LGB.. AND T community so don't get snippy.

[@JbMaun]

I love listening to you speak! (is that weird haha whatever) you really are excellent at explaining things. :)

[@TrashMinky]

You described the erect tissue from a female’s POV. As a guy, I can’t fathom my penis being being inverted and swollen. Is it similar to the feeling when you were extremely aroused and had more blood trapped in the erection? That’s what I can imagine. I understand and comprehend swollen vaginas. I can empathize with the women who suffer from this and makes sex painful/intolerable/impossible. I just am unable to translate the feeling you described as an inverted swollen penis. I completely comprehended your description of not having release/ejaculation (blue balls). It’s similar to the feeling of being hard contact with the testicles. Your videos are highly informative and educational and I appreciate you putting yourself out there and taking a chance of hate-posts/mail. Thank You.

[@superxbomber1]

So for your SRS which technique did you choose for your surgery? Since ive found out that there are different ones.

[@rockergurl242]

Hope everything goes well for you!

[@Geistmeister6]

You have earned the title "her"

[@Geistmeister6]

***** I'd argue feeling like something isn't enough to qualify a status.

[@erikaamicucci6011]

***** YES!! 110% agree

[@averyjackson1162]

You're gross.

[@ofimportance5458]

@Hannah Alison Oh my God here we go, you earn the status when you can successfully fit in without being noticed.

[@teoeoiy3220]

You're so brave. We wondered how it's going now 7 years later? If you do can you link me a link 🙂 You're amazing inspiration ☺️ this is super educational. We aren't Trans but have a whole new knowledge and respect even more for the trans community ☺️🙏🏽⭐

[@AutumnAsphodel]

I'll probably make a 10 year update next year. Thanks for the positive words!

[@teoeoiy3220]

@@AutumnAsphodel awesome 🖤 can't wait 🙏🏽 any time. We found this channel via d.i.d but when we saw these we watched out of curiosity and glad we did ❤️ we had no idea it was so hard to go through and we have just learnt so much thanks to you. We feel like we are more educated now 🙏🏽 for that we thank you, as I don't think a lot of people understand how truly hard it is for trans people. What they go through and the hardships. 🙏🏽 Bless. We hope it's all you wished for and more and is going well now ☺️

[@frankvozak5338]

AUTUMN, YOU LOOK AT LIFE IN A VERY POSITIVE WAY-------WHICH SAYS ALOT VERY SPECIAL ABOUT YOU.YOU LOOK AT THE CIRCUMSTANCES OF LIFE AND THE CONSEQUENCES OF LIFE BUT YOU COMPARE THE CONSEQUENCES TO THE BENEFITS AND YOU CAN REJOICE IN THE BENEFITS AND NOT FOCUS ONTHE NEGATIVES. YOUR OPTIMISM DOES MAKE YOU VERY SPECIAL. I HOPE THAT YOU ARE ABLE TO SOON HAVE THE REMAINING DIFFICULTIES RESOLVED SO THAT YOU WON'T HAVE TO BE DEALING WITH ANY ISSUES

[@JelenaW]

sorry if you mentioned this before, but as a female now, do you prefer dating men or women? how old are you? I really hope that you will fix these problems as soon as possible and finally live normally and pain free.

[@ArcticSlicer]

She claims to have a lesbian orientation.

[@marcosartiles4242]

I need a second surgery i have the similar issues 3 years post up i have the scare tissue and pain

[@Angelofexecution]

Going to a local gynecologist is a good beginning. Are you gonna go see your surgeon soon to talk about the issues you mentionned?

[@Jr-ng8ln]

Wow that is amzing story! Love it x you r Alway stunning x I am Lilly and proud of deaf transgender from Ireland x

[@nor4277]

May I suggest something,my x and I found when we had babies,they would get really bad diaper rash ,we tried all the very expensive stuff for rash,and the stuff Dr.gave us,none work ,a friend suggested a product call bag balm,over night my son rash was gone,not just got better it was gone .try it ,they carry it at target last time I looked ,good luck.if you have any questions,just ask.after we used it everyone we new started ushering it too.

[@inez4556]

You are so strong and brave and beautiful

[@MrTheLionKing1986]

Why havent you talked to your doctor, girl??? You need to set up an appointment and not self-medicate. The granulation tissue needs to be checked every so often and your therapy adjusted, and going back to the first two dilators is not good either. Please talk to a gynecologist or your surgeon! You know we love ya xx

[@racheld1300]

Going to save this video for my GF who will be getting surgery

[@michellefilby]

What you are describing is normal for many women

[@katterinabarnes4171]

Thank you for this video

[@AsdFG5XQW]

did your SRS only used penile skin? the rectum+ penile skin was not an option for you? I read the rectum +penile skin SRS can reduce the amount that you have dilate and supposedly they're all closed up like regular SRS. draw back is cost of course. :p

[@Rukak0]

One of the problem you expose may be related to the bulb of vestibule recreated by the surgeon : en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Bulb_of_vestibule#cite_note-1

[@ladygaga1361]

Keep pushing girl #iunderstand

[@0xbane782]

You are loved by me and so many other people, just know that

[@silvercat18]

Sounds like a painful and unforgiving journey that never ends.

[@barbiebb4458]

Having the same exact issue with the same surgeon and I’m scared it’s been a couple weeks since I got it I just don’t know what to do I can’t dialate

[@nicholaspootlass2544]

im courious does it depend on the person for how long it takes for it to heal or does every1 mtf has to go a few years and a bunch of surgeries ?

[@sermolano8810]

Hi, how are you? How much was it? Like the standard prices for SRS

[@KL92105]

I know this comment is old but from her previous video, the SRS was a little under $20k back in 2013. The removal of adams apple surgery back in 2013 was about $4k

[@JorgeDiaz-mu4sp]

What do you say to people who claim you are NOT a woman because you cannot bear children? And my second question is, if you were born male and maybe entered into a relationship with another male, what happens to that relationship when you have SRS?

[@laynedoe3455]

... what?? Are you a child???? You sound like one. Go use Google cuz your question makes zero sense.

[@KiriMorning]

Is there any way I could contact you privately? I have some questions I'm hoping you may be able to answer

[@boredgay1341]

I'm a FtM but I'm doing research on difrent thinks in LGBTQA+ and phisical disorders or mintel disorders because I'm on summer break so I have alot of time on my hands so I've been doing SO MUCH RESERCH.....I'm weird but j need work to do whale I'm on summer break....AHHHHHH..........

[@perryowens2234]

how much did your srs cost if you don't mind me asking

[@TaiNatsu]

It's Autumn in the video?

[@23093034]

You look gorgeous!

[@philipe7937]

I want to be where you are someday.

[@brunojupiter844]

Excellent☺

[@maddyhozjan5599]

you are absolutely beautiful love! I hope you know that.

[@mopodato3170]

Im 15 years old about to be 16 and a heterosexual but you got me rock hard

[@dethofariel]

I use coconut oil in my hair. I'm sorry you're having these problems.... Aaand you're my girl-crush.

[@Ayatron34]

An hour an a half masturbation sounds way excessive. Me? Two minutes.

[@gertrudelagnese6668]

You need a different surgeon, like Marci Bowers or Toby Meltzer.

[@breemarie2453]

You had your surgery in new hope? Do you live near there? If so your near me! I'd love to chat!

[@carrieandsometimescathiesa4362]

I just spent the last hour watching some of your videos (and been enlightened about some aspects of the MtF SRS for which I thank you) but I do have a comment. Concerning your non-healing wound. It seems that you need to see someone that is a wound specialist rather than a gynecologist. While the granulation tissue is currently residing in your new vagina, it is still going on with something totally gender neutral - skin. Perhaps they could give you some new insight on your non-healing wounds. I wish you the best of luck on your 3rd surgery.

[@laynedoe3455]

"Anyways, this video isn't about how much i love coconut oil " haha love u girl :)

[@atikunique3862]

Do we have dilate all the life?

[@AutumnAsphodel]

Atik Unique Yes.

[@Sunny-zm9wr]

That sounds like a pain in the ass :/

[@AutumnAsphodel]

Stephisbored More like a pain in the vagina. ;D

[@Sunny-zm9wr]

***** lol true XD

[@ofimportance5458]

I can see the Male so hard it hurts

[@AnneDoppeltganger]

OZONE! There is some therapy with ozone, for tissue problems I am not that well documented, but I will and I let you know.

[@dontbeaculpus]

5 inches?

[@NerdNest0]

disturbing...why do you want to cut off everything?

[@garnhamr]

i'm totaly in love with you haha get a big urge to hug you. Don't worry i'm not crazy i just think it might be nice for you to read :) Thanks for the videos sweet, wishing you all the best.

[@nor4277]

If you are not getting results you want from your Dr. After all this time you need a better Dr..I keep reading about a DR . Who pioneered in this field. A Dr. Marcy Bowers.do your home work and find yourself a better Dr. and good luck.

[@aaronsnacks6128]

You sound like you live close to me. Almost a philly accent.

[@stephenrizzoto102]

Why am I freaked out when I see you, you look traumätized, depressed or something... are you ok?

[@paulatreides9810]

Rude!

[@fondrees]

I dont see that

[@Takiki]

i absolutely forgot that you are a "trans" woman, you are a woman for sure