i lost myself

[@FatTonyTheSkipper]

"Don't let boredom or loneliness send you back to your old life" is so true When we decide to make a 180 switch in our lives for the better, there is a GAP inbetween our old life and the life we want. We have to remain in this gap for some time, through discomfort, through change, most importantly through growth. It can be easy to go back to your old ways here because people will try drag you back. But you got to stay grounded and connected to the bigger picture. It'll all pay off. (Reminding myself here) Thanks for the video as usual Phil

[@joelbrooks4266]

Amen...

[@lifeofnickkk]

yes!

[@beblessed5442]

AMEN

[@chocobluuu]

Praying all is well. This video inspired me. Haven’t watched yours in a min. Or anyone tbh… but I feel like juicing period is way better especially since my skin is so sensitive and I can’t find out what’s breaking it out. But peace & blessings the Lofi music is needed

[@ReflectionswithRae]

Perfectly said 🙏🏾

[@charlesd479]

We cannot become what we were born to be by staying who we are.....Great quote.

[@africa828]

Definitely hit me like a blow thanks for sharing❤

[@38Nakshatra83]

I quit smoking marijuana yesterday after years of being a constant consumer! The shit was flat out holding up my life! Felt like I was going deeper down the rabbit hole of not feeling fulfilled and using the weed as a crutch to be ok with not being ok. Well.. yesterday I decided enough was enough. I am tired of watching my life go by!! Tired of showing up half ass for my kids, always in survival mode, over productive, essentially attempting to escape the pain I’ve endured for many years. My heart has turned cold. I feel emotionless most of the time towards everything except for my kids and other immediate family members. The time has come for a change. A new way of living , breathing, existing!! I wish everyone on this feed major victory in your transformation. We only have one life to live, but if we live it right, then one time is enough. I wanna encourage everyone to remain optimistic and excited about your life regardless of what your current circumstances look like! You’ve got this!💪🏽

[@martijn7593]

Better start smoking again

[@svndysnhlwd]

You've got this!! I can certainly resonate. Been trying to break away from the regular use of cannabis for the last couple of months now. God delivered me from it mid last year, however, I found myself sliding again toward the end of last year. Trying to truly ask myself why I feel the need to consume and what in my life is it even "replacing". I don't quite have the answer, yet I know that revelation is right on the other side of prayer and trusting God. God already gave you power over your flesh. He's already delivered you from the thing you're trying to walk away from. Stand firm in your God-given power and authority and declare the enemy's scheme a complete and utter FAIL. You've already won! Phil, loved this ep. so much. Powerful message and your transparency is always appreciated!

[@davidrectorkingofsoul]

Y would you stop smoking weed is a gift from God.

[@jawaangibbs_]

@@davidrectorkingofsoulweed doesn’t help everyone as much as you think it does

[@tinaxbea]

❤❤❤❤, You got this, and congrats !!! And you're about to feel amazing as you take one day at a time..1 day will turn into 30 into 60 into 90.and so on.❤❤❤.

[@Naimonaye]

aww we missed you, so glad to see that you’re doing okay 🤍

[@justinakili7880]

I missed bro soo much man

[@Korby7919]

Facts

[@noblestrength]

I love how you edit your videos. You’re a film maker and storyteller. Did you go to film school. You have an eye for perspective. Keep sharing content. It’s edifying, calming and most of all glorifies God.

[@darell884]

Been a month and more since you posted,was worried about your well-being Phil,you wasn’t in my daily or weekly routine anymore,we all go through things but your videos have changed me for the better,and opened my mind and eyes up,you and i will,and everyone will get through our toughest moments,god bless.

[@HappyLocations]

facts i had started watching his old vids

[@marilynguerra6555]

🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅

[@Goals9]

He post every month to be honest

[@Eatplantslove]

The grief that comes with growth and unlearning things that were programmed into our minds and bodies for 20, 30 or 40 years is seriously the most challenging and rewarding experience. Understanding the duality of it being ok to miss the old but also have the strength to move forward has been the biggest realization. I am sure many of us are experiencing similar situations and as always, Phil, continue to be a vessel for God. Motivating and encouraging your supporters through your transparency.

[@Mareno33]

Sorry but shut up, from 25 and up everything is a choice, for example you know that weekly clubbing is not the smartest choice but your friend pulling you. Start learning to think for yourself and stop caring what other think about you. Wuzzies 😂

[@wellwemovingonup7075]

Phil every year you crash after the holidays. Yes the holidays are a very hurtful time of the year. For us who have lost parents. That's why there has to be full preparation, before the holidays get here. An organized plan to stay ahead of the grief and pain.

[@newlife8066]

That’s a very interesting observation and so true. And what’s so powerful about what your saying is that the enemy attacks aren’t new! We have to be more aware of patterns and cycles.

[@KO-D00M]

Good insight from both of you! Reminds me of 1 Cor. 10:13 and 2 Cor. 2:11 - we aren’t ignorant to the attacks used against us. But Proverbs 21:5 is how we find success against such attacks. We got this!

[@sanaalee2255]

Yeah my grandad even still does this since his parents

[@poeticflowerz]

this comment really brought tears to my eyes. i dont know what the grief of losing a parent is like and i thank God every day for that. but for some reason i can empathize so much with those who do, and ive always had this ache in my heart when it comes to thinking about how that must be forever affecting Phil. i pray often that God blesses him with a wife who will give him a beautiful family, in-law parents to call his own, so he can know what true family feels like once more

[@newlife8066]

@@poeticflowerz yea, I lost my father in 9th grade, he was only 30! But what’s interesting about this every holiday thanksgiving, Christmas, and new year I struggle with deep depression! And what’s crazy is looking at Phil’s eyes. When looking at him I saw myself that’s exactly how I feel. I strongly believe maybe he should try therapy. That’s what I’m doing to process and alleviate the pain. But it happens every holiday. Leading me back to bad habits patters, and vicious cycles.

[@keeloskywalker]

We fall sometimes my G but with Gods grace we’re able to stand again to right our wrongs he knows your heart brodie live free 👊🏽🌐

[@Pardonherthoughts]

Give yourself some grace. We all fall, you’re back and that’s what’s important. ❤ Stay encouraged.

[@OliSabi]

"God's grace"... the one thing we cannot earn, the one thing we cannot do without... just freely available if you accept it. We have a powerful God.

[@nyotator75]

God is always with you even in that storm, keep faith for when he is silent that’s when his doing his greatest work on you. God be with you🙏🏾

[@saraissza]

Amen!!

[@HJ-xs4bx]

I needed this, so thank you! 🙏🏾

[@marilynguerra6555]

​@@HJ-xs4bx😶‍🌫️😶‍🌫️😶‍🌫️😶‍🌫️🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅

[@teopoline1103]

Love this❤️ God bless you.

[@TheKingdom4Truth]

Needed this reminder! 🤍

[@AprilNicole]

“Don’t let boredom or loneliness send you back to your old life” felt!! This videography made me emotional, Thank you for sharing.

[@leegarciac]

i love how it feels like i’m watching a indie film. the cinematic is so raw and real and the music was so relaxing ❤

[@ladyshay4323]

30 day fast....thats inspiring. You were definitely being prayed for.

[@naturallyiz1467]

Omg I'm screaming 😭 I was praying you were okay ♥️ welcome back 🫱🏽‍🫲🏾

[@301-T-2]

Why are you screaming

[@kingst0nj]

My dawg. Small shit to a giant! You gave me a sense of righteousness, I haven’t seen you posting and fell right back into temptation. This video made me realize I can’t rely on someone else to keep me on the straight path. 🙏🏾

[@kingst0nj]

Finally made it a week. No cooked food 🤣 shit was hard denamfucka

[@GlendaJPhotography]

“Complacency” That’s a whole message right there!

[@samantha_nicole1484]

boredom and loneliness definitely sent me back to hold habits recently, man this video was just in time. I thank God for conviction 🙏🏻

[@constance171]

We all fall short at times in our lives, but it’s imperative that we forgive ourselves, get back up, and get back on track. The beauty in it all is that you recognize it and you’re doing something about it. One thing about the Universe is that nothing ever stays the same, and as long as we’re still on this earth we can make positive changes. “THE MOST HIGH” loves you immensely, and so do we. Keep rising King!!🤴🏾

[@tonika7543]

It’s always important to take care of yourself and your mental health. Glad to see that you’re doing well.

[@therelaxationspot5261]

Had me worried man, glad your okay🙏🏾

[@deongooden37]

We need you family never give up you changing lives out here 💯

[@zatonnaluvvsu_]

“When you truly denying your flesh your emotions start to be at an all time high” I needed to hear this I’m currently in that phase

[@2flyj424]

you're the reason why i get through tough times... as a community we're here to support you! keep going phil bless up.

[@НаталиИзмаилова-ф2х]

My Dad passed away 4 months ago. It was not easy. But I pray to God to remove depression.🙏

[@ashka2000]

Never give up man

[@Ladykeel85]

I know sometimes I have to step away and self isolate. People don’t always know what a person is going through and everyone situation is different. It’s never personal. Just watching your video I can feel all the different emotions you’re going through. I hope things are getting better for you day by day and that you know you’re not alone even when it may feel like it. Only you know what you gotta do my Boi & I Pray you overcome these battles you are faced with. So good to see you though!!! Take care & keep your head up! 🫂🙏🏾🫶🏾

[@tiaramiller3936]

I feel like we so much alike especially when we need to get our mental right. I just want you to know and i can tell just from reading your comments you have built such a strong genuine following. Don’t ever feel alone, i want to say you don’t have to isolate and cut the world off but its EXACLY what i do and i feel its so necessary at times. I can honestly say we all need excitement, love and socialization. I am now working on including new activities, career choices , opening up and not getting stuck in comfort.

[@prayer1014]

I came across your videos not long ago and you have helped to encourage me. I thank you for that. There’s two quotes that I always keep with me. “Don’t worry about ANYTHING…instead, pray about EVERYTHING.” And “A comfort zone is a beautiful place to be in but, nothing ever grows there”. God bless!

[@keontewatson6296]

Right on time big dog. Your testimony is like school for some of us. I am 34 years old learning things from you. I know I am not the only one who got excited when the notification popped up saying that you posted. Keep striving, you never know how many people's hearts and minds you touch, young and old. 1 love

[@_grlnxtdoor]

Filmmaker in the making 💯A true storyteller at your core.

[@NiaaVods]

Phil Cofer We Love Youu✝️❤️

[@kenyadoll]

I’ve learned that living pure can be very boing at times but it sure keeps you out of trouble. This is just a season - take as many breaks as you need- we need that more than often to take care of ourselves. Peace and blessings!

[@avybez1]

I woke up to a pleasant surprise. I’m so glad you’re back. I was so worried about you, so I’ve been praying for you everyday that you’ve been gone. I encourage you to not be so hard on yourself. You are not your mistakes. In the words of Donnie McClurkin “We fall down, but we get up. For a Saint is just a sinner who fell down, and got up”. God bless 🙏🏽

[@ognicole7274]

happy to see you back, we were worried Phil

[@EternallyFavored]

You are such an inspiration to so many people for so many reasons glad to see you back Phil ❤

[@jk3on]

It’s always perfect timing I’m going through the same phase right now need this brother 🙏🏾🤝🏾

[@JameciaT]

One of my fav content creators.. helped me on my journey of getting closer to God & eating healthy so happy your back 🤍🤍

[@scytheistheg1944]

The fact i just randomly found you, god got me and i have cried so much watching your video's and it really changes me and inspires me to not only do better, but thrive in feeling of having nothing

[@НаталиИзмаилова-ф2х]

I’m in Ukraine now and yesterday got attacked by an angry crowd . I was inside my car - it was scary. But with the grace of God i was unharmed🙏 then they started to bully me on social media - so I deactivated all my accounts. I pray God please protect me👍❤️

[@CharmingLynette]

Thank you for showing up💛 I personally, mentally & spiritually needed this Phil😢

[@hellothere8347]

You not alone. I feel the same it’s like everyday I’m fighting against myself daily. It’s been overwhelming but God got it just got to stay intentional about pouring into my relationship with him. Thank you Phil

[@rick5548]

Fr 😪

[@CarmenLita.B]

Thank you Phil for sharing something so intimate, raw, and vulnerable. I needed to see this, I lost myself the moment I stopped being intentional about the importance of fasting and quieting everything around me. I needed this more than I can express. Thank you. I pray that God continues to direct you and ordain your footsteps.

[@jennyv0a]

First, I want to say thank you for posting this video and being vulnerable and sharing your thoughts Second, your editing is always top tier the angles, background music/ instrumentals and the voiceovers Third, we’re like your internet fam and we all love and support you (whether you post daily, weekly or monthly) Keeping evolving and elevating 🤍🤍🤍

[@officalbigreese678]

Don’t let boredom bring you back to your old life I needed that

[@thekingjamesversion]

Rooting for you, Brother. Thank you for your transparency.

[@doseofnikki]

this is actually such beautiful videography. Not many words were said and I absolutely felt the power of the video. This is amazing, so excited to see your journey

[@philcofer55]

appreciate you 🙏🏽

[@BrooklynMadeMarcel]

I feel you man, some days just hit us differently than others. But I’m glad you posted and still here. Glad you made it back. 🤞🏾

[@cheybanggz]

Glad you are back and took the time you needed. God Bless ❤

[@Rocky00k]

Right when I needed it the most. Glad your back ❤

[@cousin.scooter]

No worries bro, glad to see you back… happens to the best of us

[@journeywithDani]

God is working in and through you, Phil! Been praying for you! We lifting you up! 🙏🏾🏁

[@jesuispoetry169]

We missed you so much! The quality of this video is top tier! The art of cinematic story telling 👌🏾

[@fernalicious6662]

Your upload was worth the wait ❤ we missed you!!! I pray God continue to give you strength 🙏🏽. You got this ❤❤

[@toviaj6127]

I literally love how you edit your videos. It always feels like a documentary

[@hellothere8347]

Phil we missed you! I love the way this video is edited it feels like I’m watching a movie. You only getting better very creative🩷 take your time

[@ShanerraBrooks]

Yesss!! He don’t play with the cinematic style content. I have to take notes 📝 ❤

[@cookie7241]

This was legit like a docu ! Love the look and feel of it . Glad to see you’re back and to see you’ve been working on yourself as always !!

[@Dominiquew27]

Whew thank you JESUS he is back, you had me so worried.

[@BITT_101]

I appreciate your willingness to be open and honest about the space you were in and what you were dealing with. The one thing I have learned walking in Christ Jesus is that it is not easy. It's not easy because you will always have the enemy at your door. Surrendering the flesh is a daily thing, because if we don't, it will cause us to want to go back to the way we use to live. We can only live according to Christ by his Spirit. With the Holy Spirit, we will be able to have clarity and power to overcome all works of the enemy. One of the most important thing to have is a church home. With people praying for you and helping stay on the right path has helped me a lot when I had found myself in your place. Also seeking God and being honest and vulnerable with him. Letting Him know where you are at and asking Him for help. Your walk in Christ is great! keep it up, God has a great reward for you at the end of it all. There are many angels up there rooting for you. You have a goal and a vision.

[@deanzade]

aw phillll 🥺 I knew something was off!! you were in my prayers from the moment I noticed! love you & I’m glad to see you back. may God continue to bless & strengthen you! keep crucifying your flesh & growing in Christ.. you got this!! 🤎

[@sonnyjr.]

Been waiting man welcome home.

[@Itsmariy.a]

Proud of you, the video is like a movie. So inspiring.

[@MTDNPHILLY]

The level of emotional growth and expression you show is unmatched in today’s men! You’re one of a kind! You’re working on yourself, someone is doing the work also, waiting on you!

[@LucrativeLessonsWithLandy]

everything is going to be okay my brother. Keep The Faith In Yahusha Ha’ Mashiach. we all go through it. we in this together.

[@kentv8859]

I started watching your channel mid last year during a difficult time for me and I can say that you very much have inspired me ever since. I know KZbin is basically looking in on someone else’s life,in which we should limit but I am grateful to have come across you.🙏🏾✨ you’re a blessing

[@Itallmakessense556]

You’ll be ok Phil stop thinking so much have fun get back to being you life is what you make it

[@muhammad1604]

“we cannot become who we were born to be while still remaining what we are” that’s a intelligent statement

[@shanieceyoung632]

First let me say, I missed you Phil… but I am grateful you took this necessary time for yourself to really get in Gods face. I know he’s going to continue to do amazing things in your life just because of your obedience alone. Love you and praying for you always. ❤️ (ps: this was sooo powerful! 😭)

[@berean716]

It is the torn inside short for me at 13:51 or there about, it a reminder that we are all people and sometimes there are some parts of us that are not perfect, but we are still striving to be 1% better each day whilst being aware of our pre-existing limitations or flaws. Love your content Phil, always so raw

[@FinancialFr3edom]

Phil im here my brother.. Whats understood dont have to be explained.. Devil come hard after those who truly believe in the death, burial and resurrection of Jesus. #Keep pushin brody

[@FL.Brian10]

Yessir glad you’re back my brother Phil! Been keepin ya in my prayers, the world needs more kingdom youth leaders like yourself! ✝️

[@lifeofquai333]

Phil, you were truly missed. I pray that you are in a much better space and always remember that God’s grace is sufficient. Sending you much love.

[@zaidior20]

Love you Phil 🙏🏽 So glad you're okay .. You're not alone, we are here with you.

[@NeoMiller22]

We missed you man! But you back like you never left 💯

[@Boom-4-t8v]

Respect & thank you for sharing your journey, as you continue to heal and become stronger. In this life, know one is exempt from life's challenges; but it matters how where going thru them. Grief comes in waves, just never ignore grief when it hits. Grief counseling helped me more than I would have expected. God bless you now & forever 🤗❤

[@rakystalewis9431]

As soon as I seen your name pop up I immediately said "Phiill hey friend where you beeeeeenn" I dragged it out just like that too😂😂 Welcome back man, continuous prayers for you and your walk. It's personal and it also takes time...one foot in front of the other, and just keep striving man🙏🏾 It's love❤️

[@arif.2667]

THANK YOU SO MUCH BROTHER FOR YOUR TRANSPARENCY, HONESTY AND SHARING THIS WITH US. 🙏🏻 WE ALL GO THROUGH THIS SAME THING. AND PPL NEED DIRECTION FOR THE PATH TO GET OURSELVES RIGHT! GOD BLESS YOU AND KEEP YOU. 😘🙏🏻💪🏻

[@rockspurple1997]

Thanks for posting. You are a very Humble young man

[@kariross6377]

The content you post helps so many of us ..I never met you in person but the impact you have on me is a beautiful thing.. im learning to lean on God more ..and getting more aligned with his plan for my life. I cant lie i first discovered your page a year or so ago and clicked on it because i thought you were handsome lol..but i stayed because you are a true child of God and the love you have for him is more beautiful than anything. Youve been through so much but the way you trust God and get up everyday to praise him and do better each day is something we can all learn from. Im glad i found you and will continue to support you on your journey. I know God has his hahds on you and he is using you every day to teach us that even though life gets hard nothing is to hard for the God we serve. We love you Phil and we all support you. God bless you brother ❤

[@RheaMellow]

Man we really missed you. We’re all so proud of you and rooting for you. May the Lord continue to strengthen you against every lie of the enemy and every plot he has to draw you away from him. You’re truly salt and light. Glad you’re back. 🙏🏽❤️

[@289cabbagekid7]

gods got you phil.... keep pushing. you are an inspiration to all.

[@JustRose143]

Sending hugs and support to those that need it 🥰

[@vsnaidan.2315]

man you inspire me. i’m only 16 and i feel like i live a more solitude lifestyle trying to learn about god and what he says about me. people my age just want to have fun and do what’s good for them and you remind me that i don’t need to live for the world.👍🏻🫶much love brotha

[@Burneeka]

So happy to see you back, healthy, and great!!! Juice Phil is back. We need YOU!!! Let’s GO!!!

[@saraissza]

Welcome back Phil! ❤

[@CierraHatley]

I hope you feel better. I’ve been down lately myself. We have to deny our flesh and rebuke the devil of temptation and seasonal depression!

[@memesanchez]

Everything about this video is just so beautiful ❤ I hope you know you are loved by so many of us and we are praying for you 🙏🏽 Thank you for everything you put out for us.

[@jermainerobinsonjr.5873]

We’ve missed you. Thank you for your transparency. When I first moved back to FL (June 23’) after awhile, I started slipping back into old habits too. Just now finding my footing to come out. You’re not alone. So glad you’re back!

[@joshadewoye8012]

This is real art. God bless you

[@aleyahogiste84]

I’ve been praying and interceding on your behalf and I know you’re going to make it through. The journey you’re on and trials you’re go through now is all for a reason and is definitely making you a better man than you were yesterday. You got this and I’m going to keep praying for you and over you 🙏🏾

[@createdbyaliyah]

Phil, this was beautiful to watch. May God continue to bless you and strengthen your walk. Glad to see you are back❤

[@morethanhumbledkeia]

You’re one of the only people I’ve subscribed to and feel an emotional connection too. Meaning every video you’ve uploaded is so powerful because of how genuine and vulnerable you are. However, this vlog made me cry because I knew when it first came on that you were missing your parents… Your so inspiring, obedient and disciplined, I can always come to your channel to get something positively motivating from you… Please never stop uploading, because your reaching people who need your infectious energy 🙌🏾🫶🏾💪🏾🤞🏾👍🏾

[@tonysmith8035]

Phil! Thank you so much for this video and your vulnerability! I can relate so much to this struggle of falling back into old habits and being complacent. This video really spoke to my spirit.

[@raayynicole]

"sometimes we're not used to saying no to ourselves and it''s never something you can be in the middle about. Middle makes you stagnant. It's always a choice." This was so timely, thank you for your vulnerability. Keep the faith Phil.

[@ShemetraM662]

It's not a race, it's a journey...❤ you and glad to see that you're okay 🙏🏾

[@adrianpenningtonjr3571]

Crazy!!!been telling myself NO!!! for the past week OUTLOUD!!! I been making progress ❤ but still got a ways to go. I’m glad you back. Much needed

[@EmmanuelAkinyemii]

Good to hear from you bro ❤.... Happy New Year 🎉✨🫂

[@gqg741]

Welcome Back!! But you never left. The journey can be an emotional roller coaster. Up and downs. We must continue to find purpose without compromising our faith. Your spirit is stronger than the human experience. You got this. WE GOT THIS. ☮️ ❤& Blessings. 🌟

[@IhsanDreamWorld]

Ayyeee Team Cofer didn’t miss in the comments! We def missed ya! May God continue to bless you and take good care of you. 🖤💫

[@M.A.Wahome]

We missed you soooo much 😢, glad to have you back🙂