"I want to eat delicious foods. *Cries* " She speak as my heart.
@HotDaddySlender2 ай бұрын
speaks*
@MoirsW2 ай бұрын
She litelarry speaks for us, dude
@linbifan2 ай бұрын
@@MoirsWLITELarry
@kangsterhrАй бұрын
@@linbifan Yes, litelarry.
@raynee_1Ай бұрын
@@MoirsWliterally*
@jazzylee6840 Жыл бұрын
I love how she named all her dreams, I hope all her hardwork resulted in something she really cares for
@unorthodoxpickle7014 Жыл бұрын
yeah, she has become a streamer now.
@GODZILLABOY2012 Жыл бұрын
@@unorthodoxpickle7014 not the character development I was expecting honestly.
@bolson42 Жыл бұрын
@@GODZILLABOY2012 Wait why? She literally talks about her streaming in the video?
@FootballEditsNow Жыл бұрын
your pfp lol
@ichigo3257 Жыл бұрын
@@unorthodoxpickle7014 name of her channel please
@Linyifeng.Ай бұрын
The fact that she just wants to eat sweets and meat just goes to show how little things can make people happy but you can’t even have that.
@than9025Ай бұрын
I thought it goes go show how desire is the root cause of despair, you can’t get sad you don’t have specific foods if you are content with the food you have which keeps you alive and healthy
@qhoadstep731429 күн бұрын
bro pulled buddhism
@lp7zi8xk5h29 күн бұрын
4週間前なのに950もいいねついてんの草
@isaksama440429 күн бұрын
I want to eat right now but i dont have a food but i am still happy.......from Algeria
@hallucy221526 күн бұрын
sure weaboo she also wants a huge house, simp weab
@user-do8dj5wp4d3 ай бұрын
めちゃくちゃ人間らしくていい。 世の中賢いヤツらばっかりじゃなくていい。
@fortissfortiss80012 ай бұрын
But only people with highest iQ rule and lower iQ ppl suffer
@donchimetАй бұрын
True
@enternix3942Ай бұрын
fax
@nickjunior9862Ай бұрын
The world has to be full of smart people. If it doesn't then wars will always continue
@Jidion56Ай бұрын
@@donchimetwhy is this on my page
@maulaahmad2542 Жыл бұрын
The moment when she asked why she got scolded hit me so hard. Asking yourself where did you messed up is the worst reality check imo. Whether you realized where you did messed up or not, it'll still make you cry because broken dream will never be fixed easily.
@ollivainionpaa684 Жыл бұрын
If she had dreams of her own she could thrive but they aren't. Getting scolded is usually result of perverted assumptions. Combining both you can pretty much say that she doesn't understand what it means to 'steal'. I would say she was never let to be a child with other children to learn coping as toddler.
@RealNotallGaming Жыл бұрын
shes a child ! she have all the life ahead
@bornanime3255 Жыл бұрын
@@RealNotallGaming Nah not anymore. The post is 5 years old now. Most likely case? Probably not doing too good. Takes more than 3 years to pick up the pieces where she's at, plus pandemic hitting probably put her career aspirations on hold for 2 more. Sad to say, but at 23 her life is sadly most likely in shambles rn. However, I'm gonna put my money where my mouth is an do a bit of digging to see where she at fr
@bornanime3255 Жыл бұрын
Well, crap nevermind I was completely wrong. Girl did a whole turnaround for her life. She's now a fairly popular idol with a 2019 net worth estimate of over 100K USD. He, well what do ya know? I guess some dreams do come true. She's able to eat aaaaaall the meat and chicken nuggets she wants!!!!
@adamwashington273 Жыл бұрын
God bless her and everyone else
@law1piece Жыл бұрын
I felt so bad when she started crying like a child who has their childhood taken away from them which is true. You can tell from the start how hard it was for her to talk about her not taking school seriously
@andersoncunha7079 Жыл бұрын
society pretty much failed her... when you arrive at middle school without being able to read your own language... well... adults around you have failed miserably. then society allows you to work from a very young age, being exploited without getting even the basic tools to survive in said society...
@ChaseMcCain81 Жыл бұрын
Same
@ramranchcowboy8857 Жыл бұрын
me too, too bad I was forced to make decisions alone in early as 10y/o and end up choosing the wrong one. My parents keep hitting me ( they're too young when they had us so they're still adjusting how to become a better parents) but i cannot wait for that time to happen so I decided to leave and live on my own, everything were fine people gave me a job because they felt sympathy on a young homeless but when I reached 18 everything became worst it's hard to find job plus covid happened.
Akari Ishizuka, who belonged to the idol group NMB48 based in Namba, Osaka at that time, said, "Because I don't have enough money, I can't buy matcha cookie." in her own distribution of the live distribution application SHOWROOM, probably because she has a fierce emotional personality. It became a hot topic because she cried. Therefore, a plan was made to solicit matcha cookie gifts from fans at a CD shop in Osaka City, and many cookies arrived. After that, in September 2021, she graduated from the group while being missed by members and fans. She is currently making her money by broadcasting a video game playing on youtube under the name Ishizuka akari. (At one point, the daily super chat amount of the entire youtube reached the 9th place in the world.)
@spacendxinfinity9081 Жыл бұрын
woah
@69kageketsueki68 Жыл бұрын
Well im proud gor her
@daleryanaldover6545 Жыл бұрын
damn, what a ride. good thing she made it
@user-ro1cc8tz6d Жыл бұрын
well she's eating a lot of nuggies now
@CineMagic1934 Жыл бұрын
I'm so happy for her......I could relate to her a lot being 18 myself :)
@andrewc.29524 жыл бұрын
Poor kid. This is called "word salad". It's what happens when someone is having a breakdown from things like high stress combined with exhaustion. I sincerely hope she is okay now. I hope she's moved past her dark time.
@DiamondsRexpensive3 жыл бұрын
This is it
@gummybearsoftcandy18252 жыл бұрын
I will remember it
@froggacuda1605 Жыл бұрын
It's not word salad. She's staring at a live chat stream and reacting to various comments that we can't see. That 7000 people watched this live means that she was pretty popular
@lostsoul1039 Жыл бұрын
Here she is support her guys kzbin.info/door/lsf_9w7-aC0hYyGCoCSv0Q
@user-yz1hb5qs6p Жыл бұрын
She have youtube channel now.
@T-db9rvАй бұрын
誰かこの娘を幸せにしてやってくれ。
@Seiji_GarciaАй бұрын
俺が幸せにします
@user-94jsvshytАй бұрын
@@Seiji_Garcia任せたぞ 君らに幸あれ
@user-ju6th1pr7rАй бұрын
@@Seiji_Garcia任せたぞ!
@Milky12321Ай бұрын
この人いまチャンネル登録者六万人のゲーム実況者でとても幸せそうですよ!
@Seiji_GarciaАй бұрын
ぐへへ
@bravo2g3 ай бұрын
外国の人たち結構真剣に見てて草
@spaghettiking65318 күн бұрын
冗談なのかこれ?笑わないな…
@MEGiDRiDE14 күн бұрын
真剣に見るもんだろ
@user-ob6ts6wg1d9 күн бұрын
インターネットミームとして消費できるものじゃない。彼女は生きることに真剣に向き合っている。
@anshumansahu10876 жыл бұрын
She symbolizes the harsh reality of life we live in today where everyone is literally trying to win a never ending race. People are trying to reach the very top by crushing others on their way and the society has also become way more judgemental and unforgiving. The human life is way more precious and it is simply not the way how it is meant to be lived.
@markvalencia86683 жыл бұрын
If we have less human more humans life as there be way more resources
@chikasu10 Жыл бұрын
Sometimes, I wonder. Why does the world express the rich but leaves the poor on the never ending dirt of ruin. Sometimes, I wonder. If there’s a Jesus Christ that let me go to heaven for all the sins I did? Sometimes, I wonder. If there’s a Satan that embraces me as a friend, where there’s no punishment for all the bad things I did. Sometimes I wonder. If there’s a Buddha, that never accepts the world of the greed and pain that we crave. All I know is that we live on the transgressions of the out past ancestors, and, well, human greed is the root of all good and evil.
@frog6054 Жыл бұрын
That's why I'm identified as frog. Yeah, we love to eat bugs but who care
@qwertbeeeqwertlee5912 Жыл бұрын
I love to bugs, especially the flying ones
@anshumansahu1087 Жыл бұрын
@@frog6054 Actually you are better than us humans. Atleast you maintain a balance in nature. We are absolutely destroying earth at the same time.
@chrOwOmeАй бұрын
”涙を流せるって幸せだと思うな僕”素敵すぎる。幸せになってほしい。
@user-ti1yy6dy7u5 ай бұрын
素直な子だわ。いろいろ経験して真っ直ぐ成長して欲しい。
@jelly-qo5tc14 күн бұрын
今は水商売してるらしいっす
@user-ky3wt3wd4m12 күн бұрын
@@jelly-qo5tcソースくれ
@udaystreamer18082 ай бұрын
She doesn't want food,it's love she is craving for.Just few words of Caring and Affection
@Jidion56Ай бұрын
Who is she
@scottscerealbowlАй бұрын
@@Jidion56she is now an idol, this is her when she was around 19yrs old
@maidouniuАй бұрын
@@Jidion56did you read the title? Not trying to be rude, but a genuine question.
@rRekkoАй бұрын
Japanese society in a nutshell sadly, way too cold and distant. Most of them can live like that, yes, so could i myself, but there are lots of people who need affection. Lots of kids needs their parents giving them hugs and kisses, they need some skinship with friends, even more so women. One of the huge downsides of their society, despite how perfect they are on so many other aspects.
@user-br6ff4zf9c18 күн бұрын
This girl left her hometown to pursue her idol career and lived a poorer life than most idols.So there were no parents nearby to hug him. But her fans sent her many matcha cookies after watching this live video. I believe that is an act of love by the fans.
@lunarebony6122 Жыл бұрын
this was 6 years ago... im so happy to see that shes found a happiness and stability all these years later, the difference is huge! well done for getting where you are now man
@ava3902 Жыл бұрын
How'd u know bro????
@unorthodoxpickle7014 Жыл бұрын
@@ava3902 she has become a streamer
@ava3902 Жыл бұрын
@@unorthodoxpickle7014 ooh whats her channel name??
I really respect how she can be so honest like this when being seen by thousands of people instead of trying to act as an "idol" and stifling that negative feelings.
@RanpoE. Жыл бұрын
Yeah and she made me realize its okay to be selfish in these times. You can deny ur feelings but its there
@my_computer_show Жыл бұрын
to be fair most idols dont really have a choice because theyd probably get in trouble for it. i believe at this time she was an ex idol
@maegalroammis6020 Жыл бұрын
she wouldn't want to have foreigners buddies in her existence.
@diyambarcil2310 Жыл бұрын
i don't understand the problem of that girl. working at school under poressure like a student in korea , or becoming a living product? japan only offers terrible choices
@czpanama Жыл бұрын
I know where she's coming from.... I want to eat Macha Cookies as well.🍪
@kitcat2449 Жыл бұрын
I feel so bad for her, but at the same time when she started going "wtf am I complaining about this is silly" I had to laugh. Very relatable, especially with anxiety when you overthink everything :D +I'm glad she stood up for herself at the end. Crying is a great stress relief, sometimes it just happens.
@Vandalgia Жыл бұрын
I don't know man. I think she was being honest when she cried and I think she broke down due to the pressure and her own expectation of how life should be for her yet that's not the case for her. It's kinda heartbreaking that she's that young and she already burdened herself with that kind of expectation. I think she was seeing her peer's quality of life, that's why she had that kind of expectation. I mean, I hear she's all better now but for me, I believe everyone should be able to enjoy life regardless of how much money you have. And seeing her broke down because of something that petty is... sad. I don't mean to belittle the girl's dream. I think it's just really suck that she had to arrive at that point really early due to the machination of current socio-politic and economic climate of Japan and the rest of world for that matter, because I think everyone can relate with her.
@AdGarden7438 Жыл бұрын
I looked for her name and found out she was in AKB48 between 2012-2021. She is 24 now according to google, so she was in AKB when this video was uploaded. She said "I'm 18 now" in the video, video uploaded in 2016, it's the exact year when she was 18. I thought she was poor before AKB, but seems like she was poor EVEN with AKB. Or did I miss something?
@AdGarden7438 Жыл бұрын
@@Vandalgia She got in AKB48 between 2012-2021 according to my googling. She was in the group while this video was uploaded in 2016. She said she is 18 in the video, now 24 according to google, so exact same year.
@Vandalgia Жыл бұрын
@@AdGarden7438 I thought she was in NMB?
@kitcat2449 Жыл бұрын
@@Vandalgia good points
@nozome-jin6 ай бұрын
日本語で聞くとアホ丸出しなのに英語の字幕だけだと悲愴な人生を送ってきた若者みたいになるのおもろい
@user-ll7px4rz2j3 ай бұрын
このコメントひどすぎて笑っちゃった 海外ニキたちがこのコメント翻訳しないことを願う
@ruby8718Ай бұрын
@@user-ll7px4rz2jtoo late
@jerrychoong91813 күн бұрын
Translation It sounds stupid when you listen in Japanese but somehow the subtitle made up a pathetic teenager's life, interesting This comment is so harsh lmao. I hope foreign niki won't translate it. 翻譯 用日語聽的話就是個白痴在秀下限可是英語字母把她翻得好像她的人生很可悲,笑死 這個留言太殘忍了吧我笑了。 希望海外niki不會把這個留言翻譯出來
“There are people who think adults are always right. We should rethink that.” As an adult for many years now, I can assure you we’re wrong far more often than we’re right. The thing adults have over children and young people is experience and that matters, sometimes.
@sadunijayakody Жыл бұрын
yeah.most of the adults try to control kids saying that adults are always right
@bolson42 Жыл бұрын
@@sadunijayakody Yeah, it’s good for parents to let their children understand that they’re not always right. But regardless you should still respect what they say. Many parents just say “i’m always right” which messes a lot of things up for children. Or some parents will say that they’re not always right but that’ll lead to their child disrespecting them and other adults easily. Basically we just need people to understand that you shouldn’t take everything at face value and look past what people are saying. Sure, an adult may be “wrong” but there’s probably a reason why they are.
@alunsinus_prime Жыл бұрын
@@bolson42 this!
@hellowill Жыл бұрын
When I was a kid I thought adults were right. Now that I'm an adult I realised that was total BS. This world is full of people barely knowing what they're doing.
@Maya_hee Жыл бұрын
Yeah I disagree, as an adult, the amount of bs I realized I have been through by other adults in the name of "experience" is appalling. Y'all have no idea what you're doing.
@user-xr8be4fq6wАй бұрын
なんで今おすすめに乗ったんだ、ありがとう
@user-ss5kj5bd5mАй бұрын
それな
@Zzz.....nemusugiАй бұрын
それな
@user-ed7fs8ug6mАй бұрын
一緒
@HarutakaSakai-pc6tbАй бұрын
まじでそれな
@user-hq2qt3hi9y15 күн бұрын
ほんまそれな
@chrisschnalzer5143Ай бұрын
This is such a human video, it's kind of comforting in a way. I'm glad it seems she's doing a lot better.
@eki66623 жыл бұрын
I’m Japanese and I stumbled upon this video and I was already at the brink of tears because I felt so bad for her. Then I read the name of the idol realising that It’s the same as my little sisters and that just tipped me over the edge like I started full on crying
@dooshmasta Жыл бұрын
Wait this is your sister?
@rizsahar8133 Жыл бұрын
@@dooshmasta no, the name of this idol is the same as his sister name.
@dooshmasta Жыл бұрын
@@rizsahar8133 her full name? First name only?
@dooshmasta Жыл бұрын
@@rizsahar8133 is he sure that’s not his little sister?
@user-bx4rg6yl5s Жыл бұрын
@@dooshmasta definitely her first name only which is “akari”, like any other places people tend to have similar names especially in Japan.
@r_saccount779 ай бұрын
she's so real, crying over her problems but also showing gratitude for her existence and mentioning all her dreams, she knows she'll get out of her problems and I love that for her. I hope she achieved everything
@reed5823Ай бұрын
Gen Z...
@LexizztyАй бұрын
@@reed5823bruh tf u mean
@emilyrumshas218626 күн бұрын
yeah😢
@imagimations-xp25 күн бұрын
@@reed5823 ok millenial
@rosenthorns111623 күн бұрын
I agree with you, it truly hurts to be broke. I hope she is blessed now ( it’s 7 years ago)
@gierer7976 ай бұрын
i admire her for being so open and honest about her struggles, especially about not being able to read
Akari-chan seems to be doing better now for you guys wondering, she has a decent youtube channel that you guys should subscribe to and live streams video games very often! She is now 22 and her birthday is in 10 days! (July 11th) The idol industry is still very flawed and perhaps Akari-chan is still putting up a front and masking her problems but the most we can do is to support the idols that we love and slowly change and revolutionize the stupid rules and contracts the idol industry enforces on their girls. As far as I know, there are still many girls in AKB and NMB who are still severely underpaid and treated badly, just because this video is almost 4 years old doesn't mean the problem has gone away. Please keep doing your part, and as more people come to realize the severity of the industry I hope the conditions of many of these less popular idols will improve
@Umyu_Ch.3 жыл бұрын
Link pls
@fallishere123 жыл бұрын
@@Umyu_Ch. kzbin.info/door/lsf_9w7-aC0hYyGCoCSv0Q
@fluoroantimonicacid4844 Жыл бұрын
@@Umyu_Ch. She has a KZbin channel named ishizuka akari, pls check it out!! 😁👍
@Umyu_Ch. Жыл бұрын
@@fluoroantimonicacid4844 thanks 💓
@Jack_Krauzers Жыл бұрын
do these idols get paid for being a J idol? just wondering
@gyrthez24611 ай бұрын
For anyone that doesn't know (I looked into this out of curiosity), she mentioned here how she wanted to enjoy matcha cookies too, so as a result of seeing this, many of her supporters sent her many boxes of expensive matcha cookies for her to eat. It wasn't that she just wanted to eat them, she was going through a really hard time when this was recorded. She kept going regardless of having difficulties and all of her hard work paid off in the end and she graduated September 17th 2021 after her goal of being a senbatsu member was achieved after 9 years of working to try to be selected. Senbatsu for those wondering means "selected", where the most famous 16~ members are picked to be a part of a single (which has additional perks like appearing on the music video, tv appearances and promotional materials). It took 9 years of her working and multiple very popular members graduating within the same year to have a fighting chance to reach her goal. Graduation means basically leaving the group. Nowadays I believe she is no longer an idol as she graduated from NMB48 (third sister group of AKB48 but based in Osaka), she's now recognized as a marathon gaming streamer. She streams games on a daily basis pretty much on her youtube channel called Ishizuka Akari GAMES. She seems to be way better off these days.
@miscellaneousmedia375311 ай бұрын
that's dope! appreciate the summary and background info
@cutietron363011 ай бұрын
Thanks , kind person
@Mannixxpa11 ай бұрын
I’m so happy to hear that she’s doing better now!!
@gyrthez24611 ай бұрын
@@Eleison777-nx4kj I think you're a little too privileged to be able to realise why people appreciate content creators. So let me try to break it down for you more simply. There are people that cannot go outside to do "regular work" due to a myriad of modern problems. Take myself and my friend for example. I have a severe disability, I cannot handle going outside by myself. He has a severe immune condition that is considered a terminal illness, currently managing to live past his life expectancy but at any time if he were to catch something as "minor" as the flu he would die. What exactly do you think we do..? We can't lay in bed and sleep all day but at the same time we can't live what in your world is "normal" due to disability. There are millions of people around the world that live like this and you've probably never taken those people and their struggles into consideration before because this comment tells me exactly that. Maybe it's because everyone in your life is happy and healthy and "living normally". The result? Many of us look to try to earn money from working at home through whatever means necessary to make ends meet rather than leeching off of our governments for free paychecks. Why is it you're attacking people that play video games as a living as a way to provide a free to access form of entertainment and you don't attack people that sing songs for a living, people that make TV shows or movies for a living or people that perform on a stage for a living? If anything the latter two are the worst in comparison to singing and making gaming content because the audience are forced to pay to see it most times. There is nothing wrong with these things. They aren't stealing money, in fact most of their money comes from brand deals.. So to answer your question, your careless and judgmental approach to assume something is wrong with this is exactly what's wrong with people of your age. You don't think or research before you speak or form an opinion and instead opt to listen to somebody that seems reputable who has already formed an opinion that appeals to you and regurgitate that opinion when you see anything you disagree with, like you did here, because there was absolutely no need for you to take issue with it yet you actively chose to attack it and turn it into an issue regardless. If you should have a problem with anything, it should be with the people of your age that are more than able to work just like you are yet insist they need benefits from the government so they can sit at home and do nothing to contribute to society all day. Whereas these people that you're criticising, regardless of their situation, they are still at least trying to create something to contribute to society in their own way through entertainment. Please think or even just ask questions before you straight out assume something is wrong next time. People have reasons, but even working as a pornstar contributes more to society than people that have nothing wrong with them claiming benefits to sit at home and do nothing.
@MeretriciousLynn11 ай бұрын
@@gyrthez246no one gonna read all that bible you babble
sometimes I have my videos on auto play because I like to hear noise in the background while I do something but when I heard her voice breaking, regardless of not knowing what she was saying, I genuinely dropped everything to watch and sympathize for her.. I know this was probably a long time ago but I still feel bad for her..
@yunsaki1118 Жыл бұрын
the things she said are unintentionally funny but still lowkey sad and relatable.
@bambambing3909 Жыл бұрын
Its crazy how I couldnt stop laughing even though I understand the situation...
@temporaryonesix Жыл бұрын
It's really hard to take someone seriously when they're crying about not eating matcha cookies.
@kaze1440 Жыл бұрын
@@temporaryonesix .... exactly my thoughts
@naveenarora6467 Жыл бұрын
@@temporaryonesix but at least she is not crying on purpose. coz while depressed people get sad for the silliest things mostly there might be bigger problems in life but we cry for the silliest things or its just me
@temporaryonesix Жыл бұрын
@@naveenarora6467 nothing wrong with crying. Even intentional crying can provide cathartic benefits. However, if the tears, intentional or otherwise, are due to “matcha cookies” it will always be somewhat hilarious.
I've never literally laughed and cried at the same time and meant those two thing genuinely before. I completely empathize with how she wants to eat good food while also having the realization that she gets to have ice cream everyday. It's so human and so beautiful. I wish her the best ❤
@idontcare7340 Жыл бұрын
I hope she's doing okay. She's still young and all. I didn't have things figured out at 18 either and I thought I was a failure. But I hope she still keep her fighting spirit to be successful.
@MrLoko435 Жыл бұрын
She doing fine now, thankfully.
@Daemon1995_ Жыл бұрын
This video is. 6 years ago lmao
@idontcare7340 Жыл бұрын
@@Daemon1995_ yeah i just realized that. Found a clip on Instagram so i thought it was recent. But im super happy for her
@tragedy_sensei Жыл бұрын
Her KZbin channel name is ishizuka akari.. guess she’s doing good
@amandaamanda554 Жыл бұрын
Exactly it’s never too late I’m really old (24 ) and I juste begin my bachelors i happy I’ve never give up
@ryozaki96 Жыл бұрын
When she laughed it wasn't because she's feeling silly but it was relief because she spoke out her feelings.. the first step into fulfilling our dreams is to face our problems and feelings.
@nikkicherry6559 Жыл бұрын
Capitalism
@barritoothy Жыл бұрын
when youre in pain you feel good afterwards as relief, thats how the human mind works. If youre happy youre going to get a kind of anxiety or smth negative as a response to overwelming happiness
@leoplays8118 Жыл бұрын
inflation 😢
@maegalroammis6020 Жыл бұрын
she wouldn't care about what other things of her.
@cinnawonn Жыл бұрын
no i think it's just because they find it funny , it's like "lol why am i laughing" . i do that sometimes, like i'll break down crying then at some point i laugh randomly
@user-mo6ws9jd7k4 ай бұрын
I really love this video, it gives me strength to achieve my goals I hope the girl has achieved them too
@flugelderfreiheit_2 ай бұрын
I really want to be like him who releases all his feelings and emotions.😢
@halaali5249 Жыл бұрын
She crying like a child and says I don’t know why I’m crying and trying to laugh and convince herself she’s happy….. I couldn't hold my tears. I'm literally crying so hard now, I hope she's really fine and overcome the problems she's going through and be happy in her life.
@gino123fr23 Жыл бұрын
You go well with your picture
@halaali5249 Жыл бұрын
@@gino123fr23 OFC kaneki is the best
@rithroeurn1719 Жыл бұрын
Wtf. Just 1 days got 72 likes🤬😡😡😡😡😡😡😡😡😡😡😡😡
@extra_cheesy Жыл бұрын
Snowflake
@thomas5585 Жыл бұрын
Yeah, she's a multimillionaire streamer.
@nightingale3.0 Жыл бұрын
Summary: 0:00 She says that was not a bright student and she can't read books which is EMBARRASSING. She advises her young school viewers not to stop studying 2:53 She cries thinking of how she is not popular, has no money and cannot afford delicious meals. She also wishes to get a part time job. 6:17 She realizes how funny and "offensive" crying about having no money is and stops crying and laughs. She deems herself offensive for acting like this and later cries again 7:39 She thanks for the stream where about 7000 people joined and talks with viewers
@danibuki727 Жыл бұрын
Summary: 0:00 Capitalism
@BATMAN10N Жыл бұрын
Aye thanks
@christianamodio3269 Жыл бұрын
@@danibuki727 more like bad desisions, capitalism don't have any relation with this.
@fae1283 Жыл бұрын
@@christianamodio3269 Yea more like bad decisions done by the immature mind I relate to this vid so much
@imb4928 Жыл бұрын
@@danibuki727 stop making capitalism out as the enemy. why do you think America is the greatest country?
@shayna082 ай бұрын
she is so cute 😢🥺
@user-um8ex4qh1mАй бұрын
今取り敢えず元気にしてくれてたらそれで良い
@eggyolk.no1 Жыл бұрын
I just looked her up. Apparently she has a brand called the ‘green tea cookie fandom’ or something like that. I’m so happy for her that 6 years ago she was crying about them and now she has a whole brand named after them. Bro really went from 1 side of the fence to the other! I guess this is why we just have to keep going. Congrats Akari Ishizuka :)
@manuelp7472 Жыл бұрын
@@Babycake. l post
@adamjames1237 Жыл бұрын
@@Babycake. hm? im confused
@megumuu- Жыл бұрын
@@Babycake. bro dont even know what based means💀
@Doge_Spartan Жыл бұрын
@@Babycake. how do you know if ishizuka akari is a woman ? Did you just assume ishizuka akari's gender ?
@Doge_Spartan Жыл бұрын
@@Babycake. so how can you complain about patriarchy if you are assuming anyone's gender ? You need you check your privileges
@joshiifruit5554 Жыл бұрын
Transitioning to the adult phase is the most difficult part of life. It's where we face all kinds of responsibilities and for most of us, it could get extremely draining. This stage is also where a lot of people change for the worse or the better. I just hope we all get through this. Good luck to all of us.
@daninazzz Жыл бұрын
Completely true, I'm really going through a lot right now, life hits so hard when you think it can't hit any harder. But as you said I hope we all get through this. I now I'm gonna change, soon a turning point will come. And I hope is for the good and not the bad, same for you and good luck to you as well mate
@princesskatie4467 Жыл бұрын
I’m almost 18 and I honestly just plan to kill myself. It’s not worth it going through life anymore when it’s nothing at the end of the road.
@joshiifruit5554 Жыл бұрын
@@daninazzz Thanks mate. I believe in you too! Even though I might be a stranger because this is virtual, I hope you keep pushing against these obstacles to achieve your goals and aspirations! Wish you the best.
@ilovemycat677 Жыл бұрын
The sad thing is that there's no such thing as adult life
@raiden_187 Жыл бұрын
Finished high school about a couple months ago and I fr in that stage
@user-kb3zm5gxАй бұрын
久しぶりに観たら外国人の方がコメ欄で日本の貧困問題について熱く語ってて草
@lekool92923 жыл бұрын
She's 22 years old now. I wonder how shes doing in her life... I hope her dream came true about living in a big house and eating delicious food. I once felt that kind of experience, wanting to have something that's not reachable. I'm okay with eating vegetable dishes everyday since it's cheaper and affordable, but I wanna eat something delicious too, you know.
@rekaadang3 жыл бұрын
She is doing youtube gaming videos now. Pretty good, I quess?
@jakejake89852 жыл бұрын
What’s her KZbin gaming channel called?
@nandoaru2 жыл бұрын
kzbin.info/door/lsf_9w7-aC0hYyGCoCSv0Q
@deidara82432 жыл бұрын
She dead
@user-qi9iz1bw5h Жыл бұрын
@@laptopstudy3279 As a girl, this is the best way to make money. I just think that making money would be easier for being a girl than a boy. Boys struggling a month to earn the same amount of money that girls spent only one night to earn. 😂😂
@tokumei6666 Жыл бұрын
Its amazing she still shouts her dreams while crying, she simply isnt giving up
@hiroipip Жыл бұрын
this is the kind of person that will probably suceed one day, because she knows what she need and she will do her best to achieve what she want. The rest criteria is just whether she would use her brain to think
@0mega_shirayuki Жыл бұрын
I wasn't relating that much to the video until she did that. Sometimes when I do that, I get the impression that people would look at me like I'm crazy, having such confidence while being broken, and I feel like what I'm saying sounds fake and a very obvious coping mechanism; but when I saw HER do that, I felt like rooting for her so badly. Of course you'll get that house, a pool and a bath with bubbles! Those aren't fake words, that's not copium, those are one's dreams pushing through all the sadness.
Im still growing up, and i feel her pain "i wanna eat delicious food" felt it, hunger, felt it, i hate being poor, i hate being a money burden for my parents, i want what they have too
@Mikoori.A2 ай бұрын
She cheered us up in a different way 😂 huge support to her
"What am I doing crying about this, I don't wanna be the idiot waiting to be rescued" damn, she DOES need to state that to let people know she is snapping out of it, but all the stuff about being jealous of others ability to spend money, regrets, even her crying, it's not a bad thing. You gotta vent this stuff, no matter how silly it is, to SOMEBODY!
@NostalJuegos Жыл бұрын
In japanese culture, people who ask for help are considerated weak and useless, that's why they barely talk to anyone about their problems. That's a really toxic mentality, but this is the way they are....
@madhawaneranjan7350 Жыл бұрын
23 years old unemployed, Virgin , introvert me watching this in tears, I feel you girl..I feel you. Hope you are doing well now
@shizukun7455 Жыл бұрын
don't give up. I was 28 when I got my first girlfriend and now wife. jumped from one job to another, now on my 5th year to my current work which is very average pay wise but it's a chill work.
@Bedroom_Musician Жыл бұрын
Meet me ill make you unvirgin 🤣
@cry9438 Жыл бұрын
@@shizukun7455 sending both of you virtual hug
@justanormalguy2566 Жыл бұрын
Hang in there
@aadiliqbalkhan8216 Жыл бұрын
just go to a hooker g
@SOFIA-dd8oh29 күн бұрын
幸せになって欲しいハグしてあげたい🫂
@heartsune22 күн бұрын
i wanna give her a hug :(
@soulscyther666 Жыл бұрын
When she cried and said the things she wanted, it was both funny and sad at the same time. Because underneath those petty and simple wishes, lies the problem in the society that judges our worth. We can definitely relate to her hardships in varying degree, some were luckier, some had it worse. We are all like a child thrown in a harsh reality of living in a corporate adult world.
@laladeviluke8833 Жыл бұрын
Its not funny sweetie. Imagine you really has no money to buy a things you like and just watch. Its sad 😔
@okal2468 Жыл бұрын
@@laladeviluke8833 I don’t think you grasped the comment they’re trying to say all these simple things we would see as a temporary treat/ or a perishable meal back then as a child being out of reach when we are older so to speak and may or may not be in this situation, she wanted something in someone else’s eyes that could be viewed somewhat useless that’s the somewhat feeling that emits from the video. Surface level she may seem like she just wants a cookie, which can be viewed as silly and that’s ok but for real she’s hurting and that’s all she can ask for
@dazai8879 Жыл бұрын
@@laladeviluke8833 humor is subjective, tbh, i thought it was funny because i found that part it kind of like looking at myself idk
@dazai8879 Жыл бұрын
@@laladeviluke8833 but u did feel bad at the same time, especially at the part where ppl were talking shit cuz she was crying
@eyesauron Жыл бұрын
@@laladeviluke8833 thing? what thing, something you really need or some video game or jewelry etc
@user-ti4lc8wc4n Жыл бұрын
純粋な子なんやな、頑張って欲しいな
@zigzaglychee73248 ай бұрын
Poor sweetheart. I'm glad that she's apparently doing better now though.
Recently turned 21 and never had a job or went to college, just been existing for three years doing nothing and I’m not even upset about it, just empty
This reminds me that I also had a moment where I was at the worst point of my life in 22. I had failed my exams to go get my diploma at 17 because I didn't know what I want to do when I am an adult, went to another technical school to attempt my second chance at business studies and failed again when I reached 20. After being in the army for 2 years, I tried again to apply for a diploma studies and got rejected. The message that they sent got me really disappointed in myself. "We wish you all the best in your future endeavor". I still remember it. It sounded very insincere, sarcastic and all. Then I met a 30 plus old guy who partnered with me to do some business. When we went out cycling one night, he once asked me, "Are you at the lowest point of your life?". I said no. But deep inside, I refused to believe that I was. I am too young to be feeling so miserable. At one point in my teenage days, a girl even commented that I have no sense of fashion, that they felt I am pathetic. I still remember it to this very day. I always envy the kids who get to eat steamed buns in the morning, and black pepper chicken sandwiches, and drink chocolate milk. They get to buy branded shoes to school and show it to one another. I don't get to experience all that. I felt pathethic. My friends were all going for their degrees and I am holding a toilet paper certificate. Although I have lost contact with the guy, he have taught me how to operate business and changed my perspective in life. I know that he now have museum somewhere here and is doing well. I got a job which I like at 23, got promoted, and now at 28, I have left that job to try and operate my own business. Life sucks, but my own personal goal is to not see myself being as miserable as I was in my early adulthood years. If you have read this till the end, I really appreciate your time because I felt abit of the emotion I had like the last time.
@muhdraziq7698 Жыл бұрын
that's amazing story man wish u luck in watever u do now my brudda :)
@RetardEd001 Жыл бұрын
Wish you all the best boss.
@farismansor6641 Жыл бұрын
Stay strong bro
@Yuki_Senpai. Жыл бұрын
Your story will motivate some young teenagers like the girl in this video. It's really meaningful.
@jeremydiaz9642 Жыл бұрын
Thank you for sharing this, and I genuinely wish you all the best.
@stayinquisitive Жыл бұрын
It’s reading comments like those you find in this section that my faith in mankind is restored. The amount of support shown by so many people in front of a person letting out her feelings and being utterly vulnerable is truly amazing. You guys rock. And you girl in the video rock too. You’re not alone
@dannylo58759 ай бұрын
Why is the channel named Dick butt for once.
@sen-chi-yoo49784 ай бұрын
急におすすめに上がってきた日本人
@ms.tinabiscuit6 ай бұрын
Shes so real for that
@TO-pb5ql Жыл бұрын
自分の感情の根拠を見つけ出そうとしてるのがすごく賢い子だなと思った
@yoitsnahaai10964 жыл бұрын
Looking at her talking, scratching, fidgeting. Clear signs of anxiety.
@chad286 Жыл бұрын
sometime i act like that too tho dont know why🙂
@yoitsnahaai1096 Жыл бұрын
@@chad286 signs of being anxious. It is not necessary to have a serious anxiety to be anxious. We are all human so we can feel anxious too. But this girl here, she’s in a serious case of anxiety.
@nickolazcarters Жыл бұрын
@@yoitsnahaai1096 lmao
@yoitsnahaai1096 Жыл бұрын
@@nickolazcarters lmfao
@nickolazcarters Жыл бұрын
@@yoitsnahaai1096 stop making up shlt
@mYucca22 күн бұрын
感情出せるっていいな。
@alabasterindigo Жыл бұрын
Didn’t take school seriously until college and it struck me just how much easier it is to schedule my own work and get stuff done in advance, and just how much time I wasted in highschool taking the easy road for only average grades. I still feel like this girl sometimes where my inaction in the past is just so overwhelming. I have cry it out otherwise I can’t move forward. Anyway, I hope she’s doing better now. Adult life is hard fr, I’m thankful she shared her story I relate to it a l o t and I love her attitude when she was laughing, love to see that kinda growth ✨
@dylanpreciado4110 Жыл бұрын
How ironic. I used to regret being the smart student at high school, and wished I had had more fun instead of studying. Well, there is a reason why I say "I used to", anyway.
@beatdrop4384 Жыл бұрын
You don't live in Japan. Taking school seriously from junior high school here is necessary.
@stremstrem3632 Жыл бұрын
@@beatdrop4384 doesn't change the fact he can still relate lol
@alabasterindigo Жыл бұрын
@@dylanpreciado4110 For me personally the irony lies in all the kids I knew who applied themselves well in high school couldn't care less about their university grades or if they're failing courses. I can't fathom it, I need straight A's as much as I need air. Gives me conniptions.
@alabasterindigo Жыл бұрын
@@stremstrem3632 Thanks. I have a few friends from Osaka and in Tokyo and they understand my feelings well haha. Our situations are quite different, I didn't have any counseling in highschool (no one did really), meanwhile my Japanese friends teachers and parents were very proactive in guiding them. It's kinda funny though, they say I study harder than them which makes me feel really good knowing the kind of stuff they're studying.
@mangofloat754 Жыл бұрын
She's just so relatable. People are judgmental, we are judgmental.
@agent-33 Жыл бұрын
Wtf is judgemental even mean?
@apples7101 Жыл бұрын
@@agent-33 google is your friend :)
@agent-33 Жыл бұрын
@@apples7101 I don't mean by definition. I mean by what it means. When a speaker said "people are judgemental", doesn't it seem ironic that the speaker is also judging the "people" in general?
@goofyahhdingleberry7032 Жыл бұрын
@@agent-33 W 👍🏼👍🏼👍🏼👌🏼 had the same thoughts
@callingallcovens2759 Жыл бұрын
They said we are judgmental. It’s an observation about a human tendency...stop being so pedantic
@funkyboy929922 күн бұрын
こんな純粋な子実在するんや
@gimmeabreakplease3634 Жыл бұрын
It sucks because everyone can totally relate to her. Whatever the problem in our life is right now, we all have our own never-ending hell to battle against on our own.
@wgongle Жыл бұрын
Damn right
@MeidoInHebun7 ай бұрын
She was an 18 year old behaving and complaining like an 8 year old, I get that some people grow up sheltered but sheesh. She's also in one of the countries with the highest quality of life and she's complaining because she can't afford overpriced coffee jfc.
@bobuuusudarsan7 ай бұрын
:)
@lolli2ksan7 ай бұрын
@@MeidoInHebun thats not the thing. shes not directly complaining that she wants food. everyone breakdowns sometime like this and its okay, because you dont turn an adult once you turn 18. shes crying because at that time she was unpopular and barely had any money. even if you wouldnt cry at this, shes allowed to cry.
I love how later on in life her fans gift her mochi and chocolate and stuff 😭♥️
@mlijah273022 күн бұрын
"...but I'm happy that I can cry." I remember that I never cried at all until only a few months ago. No matter how sad, hurt, or lonely. Finally, I just cracked and cried every day, for at least a few weeks. I can cry now when I'm truly weak, and that helps a lot.
She’s so oddly relatable. The crying and then being like why the hell am I crying made me see myself in her. She’s so real for this lmao. I had to giggle at her cuteness at times. Hoping for the best when it comes to her future :(
@mikhailkhlyzov6205 Жыл бұрын
This video is from 2016. Her "future" is our present.
@anunknownperson4018 Жыл бұрын
@@mikhailkhlyzov6205 yea i am 18 yo in college and it is not stressful but the laziness makes me miserable… it is “my” job to study and make everything on time, i understand but we are 18 yo shouldn’t they be less harsh?