preparing to make 2020 my b*tch

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Get ~productive~ with me as I take you along on my New Years reset routine! I get some creative inspiration from my favorite movies, clean and organize my apartment, clear out old files on my laptop and my phone, set up my bullet journal and plan for the year ahead, make some New Years resolutions, get ready for New Years Eve, and of course get a lil mushy about the past decade.
✰ TIMECODES ✰
1:31 creative reset (aka netflix and chill lol)
4:22 cleaning my apartment
5:24 digital cleanse
7:48 setting up my bullet journal for 2020
12:24 grwm for new years eve + reflecting on 2019
✰ OUTFITS ✰
IN BED
➭ yellow tshirt: thrifted (similar: bit.ly/2rLpkSe)
CLEANING
➭ white long sleeve: urban outfitters (bit.ly/35hR0Mp)
➭ jeans: reformation (bit.ly/35kH98D)
➭ pearl barrette: urban outfitters (bit.ly/2ZMPm4f)
BULLET JOURNALING
➭ denim jacket: thrifted (similar: bit.ly/2K8jIHJ, bit.ly/2q12SDI)
➭ top: brandy melville (similar: bit.ly/2rNMEig)
➭ safety pin earrings: i designed them! (enroutejewelry.com/collection...)
NEW YEARS EVE
➭ black top: privacy please (in a different color: bit.ly/35cFQbK, similar in black + long sleeve (bit.ly/35gjSEz)
➭ skirt: j.ing (on sale! bit.ly/2N8DrI8)
➭ cowboy boots: zara
➭ pearl barrettes: urban outfitters (bit.ly/2ZMPm4f)
➭ baroque earrings: i designed them! (enroutejewelry.com/collection...)
✰ BULLET JOURNALING SUPPLIES ✰
my bullet journal ➭ amzn.to/33cCWUc
same bullet journal with lighter dots ➭ amzn.to/2WAzfFm
tombow brush pens ➭ amzn.to/2NF0LNK
G2 pens ➭ amzn.to/2WBOFco
white out pen ➭ amzn.to/2PJ2KDE
washi tape ➭ amzn.to/33bKEOt
my favorite external hard drive ➭ amzn.to/2QIFwfz
✰ MAKEUP ✰
milk hydro grip primer (bit.ly/2zPWlNA)
milk sunshine skin tint (bit.ly/2zV7X20)
nars radiant creamy concealer (bit.ly/2PPcayW)
benefit gimme brow gel (bit.ly/2PK9eU9)
benefit precisely my brow pencil (bit.ly/2zU4HDY)
cover fx shimmer veil in moonstone (bit.ly/2PLnhZO)
butter london eyeliner
glossier cloud paint in dusk and storm (bit.ly/2zSbRZl)
milk highlighter in lit (bit.ly/2zUloPO)
crush xo afterglow palette (crushxo.com/collections/face/...)
ohii lip jelly (bit.ly/2QpIXsN)
✰ MUSIC ✰
sparky by weasilboy
partly sunny by joey pecoraro
bed head by joey pecararo
to be happy by joey pecararo
foolish thoughts by the laidbackz
balloons by joaquin karud
singing with no voice by joey pecararo
longing by joaquin karud
rainy sunday from epidemic sound ➭ bit.ly/2VW00n4
bae by jef
special thanks to joey pecoraro for allowing me to use his music!
youtube: / @joeypecoraro
instagram: / joeypecoraro
soundcloud: / joeypecoraro
spotify: spoti.fi/2MqtAOg
F A Q
what’s your name? ashley
what’s your instagram? @best.dressed
how old are you? 21 (born in 1998)
how tall are you? 5'5"
what’s your ethnicity? half british and half burmese
what equipment do you use to film?
➭ main camera: panasonic lumix gh5s (amzn.to/2Nb0W1z)
➭ 12-35mm lens (amzn.to/2JiSrz7)
➭ mic: rode videomic pro+ (amzn.to/2QHfZBU)
➭ vlog camera: canon powershot g7x mark ii (amzn.to/2DfL4cZ)
➭ canon m50 (amzn.to/2Dp1bnk)
➭ editing: final cut pro
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[@sherwin7726]

This title didn't age well

[@ds-dd8hw]

yeah it really didn't

[@LittleJoyBook]

LOL

[@lialopez8402]

@@LittleJoyBook look up “best dressed 2020” for a laugh

[@xovicc9426]

@@lialopez8402 LMAO

[@pixelzebra8440]

Aged like milk

[@kaxidoscope]

"Sometimes it really freaks me out how little of my life I remember" Girl SAME

[@io2255]

kalei watwood literally!! I’m trying to write things down so I remember but wtf

[@CadetPrivateRawr]

The real strength of bullet journaling. Or in my case Hobonichi Techo-ing. >.< At the end of the year I could go through and see every trip I took, the goals I achieved, even the hours I worked and workouts I did. I wish I had started keeping a planner sooner. xD Half of my life is forgotten.

[@odiledhaene131]

same!!! i can take my phone on random moments just to take a picture of the people i'm with, is that weird ??? i don't know, glad you said same so i know i'm not the only one.

[@zuzannaewatylczynska5091]

"I have not had human contact in a week and a half" LITTLE DID SHE KNOW

[@juliaolive1302]

lmaoooo was just going to say that it's been 72 days :')

[@BiMiHi]

4 months here :(

[@jaeyeejung101]

oop it’s July

[@emmaholland1032]

lmao

[@original-fortress-6666]

Lmao😢🤣

[@nolalove7567]

The title of this video is hilarious now. 2020 said we'll see about that.

[@AJ-qz5qb]

Nola Love especially with those flu/cold symptoms

[@ememem2952]

2020 decided it wanted to f*ck with everyone

[@Elina-in8nc]

2020 decided to take revenge on this mean title

[@miaferrari958]

Wasn't that like a global feeling, somehow? Like, I swear I saw this "conquering 2020" energy in plenty of places. Me included, lol.

[@ItsBrianSilva]

2020 Responded, and its PISSED lol

[@softmongreal2522]

ashley: "i'm constantly trying to teach myself that it's okay to take time off..." me: *_but i'm always taking a break i haven't done anything productive_*

[@charlottek.7645]

Try being unproductive on purpose instead of feelibg like you prograstinate. That often boosts ones productivity. :)

[@softmongreal2522]

@@charlottek.7645 reverse psychology, i see. thank you.

[@evelynkerstein1077]

MEE. MEE I THOUGHT THE EXACT SAME THING

[@evelynkerstein1077]

i feel like my anxiety always does this, i turn something someone says ( even if they are saying something that helps them combat a problem, like in this case ) into something bad

[@darina2122]

Lizzy Grant omg meeed

[@ik7190]

"id rather have an existential crisis every year than have a big one when im 45 and hate my husband, my kids and everything my life has come to." THIS made me feel a 1000% better about my existencial crisis that i have at least once a year. Thank you so much for this sentence! Its so true! I sometimes feel like im the only one thats conscious about my feelings and it makes me feel like im crazy.

[@Staceysprobablycrying]

SURPRISE! it could happen anyway regardless! :D

[@ThinkingInProgress]

My therapist says it's important to feel. To your body there are no "right/good" emotions or "wrong/bad" emotions. They are all emotions and physiologically there is a reason they exist. You need every single emotion to survive. So to think that crying or being angry is wrong to feel is the same as saying you shouldn't also feel happy or excited. Your body doesn't have a filter to say "feel these and don't feel these" you either feel all or none. This has helped me realize that you need to be able to experience them all and they are all valid. Another biological fact: you cry because the hormones in your body are so high that you cannot process all of it, so your body purges these extra hormones via tears. This goes for all emotions: happy = happy tears, sad = sad tears, and angry = angry tears. So to hold in tears just makes your emotions last longer and it isn't healthy for your body. P.S. please blast this so that Ashley can see

[@taissilvadoray7266]

Honestly I’d rather have one just ONE at 45.

[@sienuhhh]

@@taissilvadoray7266 nonono, having one at 45 (considering that you were i guess relatively happy everytime before then??) is horrible- because an existential crisis makes you feel like you've reached a non-productive and just horrible state of life and if you have that while you're already settled down- you feel like it's too ?? late?? so existential crisis' help you re-balance yourself. i promise.

[@ellipsis-]

Same

[@kellycaner1615]

This video is so eerily prophetic...the roll of toilet paper in the shot, you being sick & coughing, you taking about how you haven’t seen people in a week & a half, you talking about being in NYC...👀

[@jonahboyle2333]

honestly

[@Thenoobestgirl]

Foreshadowing at its worst

[@maryfranciastudios]

WOAH.

[@Eva-un5km]

😳😳

[@alwayskim4901]

let's not miss the part where she messed up her 2020 (bullet journal) calendar from march-dec 😭😭😭

[@ellamei3118]

who else came back to this video just to laugh at the title edit: hi i'm back five months later and what an absolute dumpster fire of a year lmaoo

[@hannahsutherland9329]

Yep

[@alirosenbusch151]

Hee hee

[@ok-uz9pm]

@Olivia Robinson 2021s not any better tho🤗🤣👍✨

[@theisadiaries]

I wish you didn’t say “I sound so insane!” after expressing your feelings! You don’t have to invalidate your feelings. Even if people don’t see what you’re saying, you feel the way you feel, and you shouldn’t apologize for that.

[@rockyyroadsss]

That's exactly what I was thinking!! And like I think all her feelings are perfectly normal, she doesn't sound insane at all!! And honestly even if she did, that's ok too :)

[@andreaeliasen6546]

Wow.

[@maria_____.]

as well as saying things like "not to sound like a basic bitch" it's ok to be a basic bitch !!! you don't have to defend and justify your interests out of fear that people will make fun of you !! she clearly has a "not like other girls" complex and i wish she'd realise she doesn't need to do that

[@kittenwalks]

@@andreaeliasen6546 yeah she is overly self critical and I don't know if she's tryna be ~quirky~ and relatable or she is just genuinely like that, neither is good. I think she is sort of aware of this since she has mentioned that she's going to try to stop criticizing herself but it gets old really fast. It's not easy on me to hear it either.

[@m3lisha]

But it just be like that sometimes

[@io2255]

ashley was definitely one of my favourite youtubers of 2019.... there’s something so motivating but soothing about her content and personality. She feels like a friend and not someone trying to make money off of you like a lot of youtubers now.

[@yvettetimmer3818]

Yeah I agree, when I see that Ashley has uploaded a video I already know it is going to be a good video

[@lillpill5644]

runchranda xo I agree

[@taskforcehitman1536]

She is trying to make money out of all of us. She's fake sustainable and her amazon and nasty gal ads proved that she doesn't care about any of it. She lied about her immigrant history and constantly deletes comments asking her to address all of what she's done.

[@gabrielaandrade7136]

@@taskforcehitman1536 Omg, I'm curious about her immigrant history, what part she lied?

[@carafox6636]

9:58 'try not to isolate myself' 2020 had different plans huh

[@skylarlily6289]

lmaooo

[@laylaardalan2033]

Hahahaha

[@hanna9308]

“you can go very far in life if you pretend to know what you’re doing.”- john mulaney, an icon that i quote on the daily

[@janes8714]

he was an english major after all. this is our definition of life

[@fernssp2887]

jane s ละ

[@lizzysmith6728]

This is genuinely how I live

[@evamyhrea1234]

“don’t save porn kids, just stream it” see that’s useful advice

[@giaanne4699]

This killed me💀

[@mayo4931]

porn is gross dont watch it

[@HollyReardon]

Eva Myhre wut

[@lillymae8501]

I’m pretty sure I learn more from Ashley than I do from school lmao 😂

[@adel6111]

"My body just... vibe checks me" is such a mood. I'm gonna start using that

[@lauren-ashleyblack8610]

My body does that everytime I excersize and I don't know if I'm suppose to push through or listen to it😂

[@Tima-oz5te]

@@lauren-ashleyblack8610 lmao try to push through it good mental health correlates with physical.. so they say

[@ghxst_dolly]

The fun thing is that at the start of the year all KZbinrs were like: yes this year will be our year. Now we are all afraid to die bc of covid19. Its actually pretty sad

[@nikolineandreassen4698]

But then again it kind of became, because they are the ones that can work from home like they would normally, and we are all watching a lot more youtube because we are isolated and have nothing else to do...

[@ghxst_dolly]

@@nikolineandreassen4698 lmao I'm dieing bc of homework...So I have to much to do i would say

[@nikolinealling7269]

@@ghxst_dolly Yeah I guess im lucky I have some freetime but I mean like when you would hang out with your friends and stuff

[@halle1869]

Kobe Bryant died, we almost had a WWIII, covid 19 happened...

[@ghxst_dolly]

@@halle1869 exactly

[@emilysmith8121]

Oh little did we know...

[@repetitiveaffirmations]

I know right!! lol

[@ninapinglay2548]

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[@savannahwhalley5514]

i love how she's not fake one bit, I feel like I'm sitting just having a convo with her

[@pudding5195]

She speaks surprisingly naturally although she's admitted to scripting her videos before

[@lOlA-hl4pz]

I mean, I'm still not over the blatant joke that was the Amazon sponsorship

[@andreashelton]

Savannah Whalley yeah she even says fuck. Alot of KZbinrs don't swear

[@savannahwhalley5514]

@@andreashelton hahha

[@jacquelinezhang6060]

The world according to Lola same, hard for me to get over that & also kinda bitter that she never addressed it

[@hiimmimiii]

nobody: ... ashley: “hElLo fOlKs” “i’m on my period” “let’s start planning” “kiss somebody” “is this gonna work” “i’m sick” “pLaNtS” “inspiration”

[@aracelileon5540]

"Porn" jajajaja

[@ilovelanadelrey17]

Mimi Rose you forgot “chunky period”

[@bananatree3102]

I relate so much to this tho

[@joanagutierrez7082]

forgot “juxtaposition” 🤣

[@j3891]

@@joanagutierrez7082 someone said it hahaha

[@miriamshams-rainey7597]

well, this sure did age interstingly (hope everyone's being safe and at least trying to maintain some semblance of sanity!!)

[@Mmmm-rb9uf]

Anyone else wish they were like Ashley and be that hard working ? Honestly she’s the most dedicated and hard working KZbind I’ve watched and she’s truly worked for her success

[@qianyue.c]

yeah. ashley's problem is that she overworks herself. meanwhile, my problem is i work too litte. i'm constantly lazy and procrastinating when i know i could be working... i don't know how to motivate myself to work.

[@seeitall8921]

@@qianyue.c i feel the same way especially since quarantine started :(( i cant get much schoolwork done because i stay at home so much. Like if i were in school id have no choice but to do schoolwork but now im just procrastinating :((( (even as im typing this and watching this video lol)

[@got7slyrics127]

i relate. i wish i can get sick bcs of overworking, i am such an underachiever and lazy

[@Ninniii45]

@Sunny Toppo Her videos are almost 20 min long and imagine the work she puts into editing them. She also has a business and she does it all alone. Obviously she will have a manager to manage finances and brand deals but most of her work is done by her

[@yliamsk7]

@@qianyue.c Its because she loves what she does... I think !

[@kelsielizabeth]

i know you definitely said "i'm going to watch some movies" but your darling sickly voice made it sound like "i'm going to watch some boobies" and i cackled because i'm still mentally 13

[@kerliquorize]

omg same

[@rose-gl4io]

Yessssss I heard it toooo

[@fridaythirteen5788]

Samee

[@vvvviiiicccc100]

Kelsi Cruz just as I read this comment ashley said just that

[@kimberlywealthmeonadamagna1065]

Same 😂

[@kellisjustkidding]

us: *lying in bed watching video* ashley: “hO hO hO dIdn’T sEe yA tHeRe!”

[@nomatophobia]

this is a much better comment than the "nobody: ashley:" ones

[@basicasmrnoob8]

@@nomatophobia yes! It definitely makes it more personal 👍

[@kggroom]

😂😂

[@amandeflorida880]

LOL She’s a goober

[@AnkiandIshu]

Happy New Year Ashley 😃

[@geetika6540]

It's ironic how I'm getting this recommended this at the end of 2020

[@rolandharter8708]

watching her just chilling with random roles of toilet paper hits different after the coronavirus outbreak

[@laureljacquelyn]

“Chunky period” is such a vibe

[@KatBurnsKASHKA]

so relatable tbh

[@laureljacquelyn]

annie turco yesss haha

[@emmyk9511]

annie turco WAIT IS THAT CHUNKY BLOOD THAT LEAKS OUT?!

[@erincaffrey7106]

Emmy K yup

[@sleptingshlept1261]

Emmy K When the uterus secretes uterine lining, it may pool in the vagina eventually “coagulating” causing the same clotting effect as when you get a wound and it creates a scab. That same clot is excreted through the vagina which is very much normal and experienced during the first two days of the menstruation.

[@SrBayBii]

no one: ashley: writes the letter a in 3 different ways in one sentence

[@graceignacio306]

Guilty here hahaha

[@rhiannonishere7148]

Me too tho

[@CherylGoer]

😂😂👌🏻

[@kggroom]

Just noticed 🤣

[@Legitmaryx3]

LMFAO, it is 2023 and I am back here for the nostalgia.

[@nhubinh5127]

sameee but 2024

[@starz.365]

Something about Ashley’s personality really makes her feel.. real and not artificial. She talks about actual problems,her life,the way she feels about herself and the world around her. I love it. I’m so glad I found her KZbin channel back in 2018. The way she presents herself is honestly refreshing. With Other KZbinrs everything feels so fake, but with Ashley I feel like she’s my friend or my big sister. I learn so much from her and she makes me laugh a lot. Thank you so much Ashley !!💛

[@rileynicol3293]

No one: Not a single soul: Ashley's screenplay: KEVIN GETS LAID

[@australianctzen]

seeing that literally made me snort

[@Roxiccccc]

Low key want Ashley to make film it. LMAO.

[@nkemani8372]

If anyone would like to watch my 2020 new year video it’s here kzbin.info/www/bejne/qonPe5WAfZmBoqc Please like and subscribe ✨

[@hagarfadali9229]

"I'm just kidding, don't save porn kids, stream it." IM CRYING

[@andreashelton]

hagar fadali me too

[@nkemani8372]

hagar fadali If anyone would like to watch my 2020 new year video it’s here kzbin.info/www/bejne/qonPe5WAfZmBoqc Please like and subscribe ✨

[@artemissharp1227]

She’s right tho

[@TheRealKarinaB]

rewatching before 2021 because we need to give this energy a second shot

[@alexthomas9348]

The plant 🌱 with the seat belt , if that isnt the most adorable thing ever.

[@miracles-777]

"Sometimes it freaks me out how little of my life I remember".... Amen to that. I'll have to write my fav memories down too. Thanks for the idea 😊

[@velosistar237]

Alisa Miettinen I did a 2019 memories page and of my gosh it was so amazing, it was my favorite thing I included in my journal

[@analeasejac4703]

I started doing this this year and it's crazy the things you forget

[@miracles-777]

@@velosistar237 good to hear it was effective 🤗

[@miracles-777]

@@analeasejac4703 right, i feel like ive forgotten so much even from those events that were supper big 😮

[@emmamarie4506]

youtube: there's 5 comments. me: can i see them? youtube: no.

[@romeosantosfan9]

sort by newest

[@sosymisakian5974]

KZbin recomended this to me in december 2020 just to be like "hahaha irony"

[@ikrama2403]

9:40 Ashley’s handwriting is literally a mix of capital and lower case letters hahah

[@studyquill]

this vid really hit hard on everything i'm feeling for 2020 :') the whole crying being almost carthartic thing & wanting to separate my self-love and self-respect from my achievements really put my thoughts and feelings into words. glad to know i'm not the only one!! best of luck with the move :)

[@cutiekookie8521]

studyquill my favorite study channel commenting on my other favorite channel😭

[@freyrofyonder7357]

Hi

[@iskrageroska9828]

OMG LEGENDS SUPPORTING LEGENDS.

[@neney6197]

studyquill ilu omgg hihi

[@claireseelig3347]

can we all just appreciate ashley’s intros tho? like they always set up the video so perfectly! and grab your interest by being fun instead of clickbait-y! the talent really jumped out

[@HollyReardon]

Claire Seelig ikr

[@Bodyconbeauty]

Watching this at the end of 2020: “I remember when I was that young and hopeful”

[@kaz6976]

yeah so about that, covid 19 ww3 threats many natural disasters lots of internet drama im sorry but GIRL OWN THIS YEAR :)

[@genevievemccalla3632]

Kobe Bryant :(((

[@surbhi3354]

Racism and riots :((

[@adriannegreene7567]

OH OH YOU FORGOT, racism......

[@kaz6976]

YALL I DIDNT THINK IT COULD GET WORSE BUT IT DIDDD IF TRUMP GETS ELECTED PLEASE BURY ME

[@liaaa9410]

also wildfires made from baby showers

[@alexandrasachelari735]

“I want to feel generally confident again I feel like my confidence peaked in my senior year of high school and then afterwards I’ve just been having a huge identity crisis” I have never related to a statement that hard in my life

[@Caroline28483]

Same except I peaked in 5th grade and I'm now a disaster of a highschool student

[@TheGanjaGroove]

same. It's been ten years and it still hasn't stopped.

[@chi2om]

exactly same. senior year in high school and a little bit of college I was living my best confident idgaf life. now i can barely talk to someone i don't know without sweating bullets. it's like anxiety finally hit me and i understand what all the loners in high school were talking about lol.

[@thankuslay6766]

Where did she get NYE merch from? Is that Panic! At The Disco's merch?

[@BellerTheYeller]

I think this happens to a lot of us

[@annaliseaudrey963]

“I feel my confidence peaked senior year of highschool and ever since then I’ve been having one big fat identity crisis” Had to pause the vid and stare into space with how close to home that hit.

[@Unklekrackerfan]

Annalise Audrey ME TOO.

[@simonarattu7230]

The blanket, the whole pity party thing.. Man way too many thing hit close to home in this video.. It ended up being more depressing that I thought

[@meh5829]

Damn that was so real, I never said it out loud to myself but it definitely hit me strong

[@imaanaziz9042]

rewatching this on new years day 2022

[@7edleoramsay]

when she was saying i have the worst cold slash flu i was like omg corona then she said she had a sore throat

[@cosmic.raspberri]

"a tendency to isolate myself because i get scared that people won't like me as much as i like them." i didn't come here to get called out lmao no, on a serious note though, you just described me, and i knew that i did this and have recently acknowledged it. but i didn't have a clue on how to put it into words. woah. thank you Ashley

[@MikeyTero]

This hit home. Through most of my mid 20's I had been seasonally laid off, gained weight, and just became drowned in self pity. I made an effort after hitting 300 lbs, got down to 230 and got back into fashion (albeit mens). I have always had my best friend (who is female) which can complicate shit lol. But there was a time where she was the only person in my life (15 months or so.) The last 18 months I reached a pretty safe spot in my union job and gained confidence finding my true style (I'm a late bloomer at 29). I've made new friends and reconnected with a few old ones. Yet I still isolate at times because that lack of self confidence returns. I think this is something most of us feel as we are all watching life pass through our own window and there are times when we feel we are just here to watch other peoples lives happen in front of us while we feel totally alien. Before I go I want to say that while I've heard Ashley state that her channel is 98% female, which makes sense. As a straight male I want to encourage her to branch out. The vlog style content and just genuinely telling people how you feel can absolutely reach all audiences. Sometimes we just want to feel human and Genuine feelings get us there.

[@theflutefreak]

Her tendency to self isolate is sure comin in handy now huh

[@ardexius]

im sure youre having heaps of fun with actual isolation

[@kojoemama605]

@@ardexius its not like we have a choice haha

[@cosmic.raspberri]

@O wow, i didn't realize how many likes i had gotten.

[@irene.5830]

ashley: “most importantly you get an excuse to kiss somebody,” me: *kisses my cat*

[@kaykazoo]

whatever irene Shane Dawson? Hey buddy

[@user_8983]

ME WITH MY DOG

[@annakonecny4796]

Me: Kisses mirror 😪

[@irene.5830]

Savannah Kay you haven’t ever kissed a pet you loved?

[@Littleotter_]

Me: *kisses the air*

[@Onelargefriesplease]

Me looking at the title halfway through lockdown: Ha.

[@rookie06]

I love how okay you are with being Vulnerable on camera it really makes me and I bet many others feel okay about feeling the way you do sometimes and realising that even successful people sometimes don’t have their shit together

[@sophieimm6321]

so we’re just gonna ignore that her planner said “clothing launch”...

[@otters1103]

where?

[@Chickhan314]

sophie imm she has mentioned that she wanted to start her own clothing line

[@salemhallow3252]

!!!!!!!!!

[@rmarr1163]

@@otters1103 8:34 :)

[@roxanamoraga6302]

In April!!! Woot

[@heleng3450]

Ashley: "It was like a chunky period" I felt that.

[@jazmin535]

I'm eating strawberries rn💀🤢

[@anaangelaalcaria1341]

Oh god when she said that there's this icky feeling surfacing inside. It's way too familiar ugh 😩

[@ojycdf]

I’m currently feeling that

[@vanessared765]

My period doesn’t hate me so I can’t relate.

[@jellygoaway1219]

@@vanessared765 just wait, the hate will happen eventually

[@inga9697]

It is sad to see how this title backfired for and at everyone :( stay safe everyone!

[@repetitiveaffirmations]

I know right! Everyone was riding the positive productivity train and now the world is in chaos!

[@mey7357]

okay but writing on that planner is so satisfying to watch plus your handwriting is so cute and the organization is aesthetically pleasing

[@emilee7021]

i love how weird her handwriting is. like why does she write some letters lowercase and some uppercase? i don't know but it's cute and i love it

[@io2255]

emilee lmao I noticed, it rly is cute

[@mamtabhagia1194]

omg i was thinking the same thing!!

[@shannon7957]

I wrote like that in fifth grade and my teacher gave me an F on everything.

[@sofia-ge8lq]

margo roth spiegelman vibes

[@helena2787]

@@sofia-ge8lq Yessss

[@belensanchezmathews747]

“a weighted blanked was the closest thing I had to imitating human contact” WHAT A MOOD

[@basicasmrnoob8]

Yeah but also 💔

[@oozybooze]

she hasn’t upload in so long im rewatching all of her vid one by one and still get excited to watch em like she’s a genius

[@loll2809]

i don’t think you were prepared for were we are now

[@ItsHarrykins]

As a man, I feel like watching these videos makes me feel like I've been invited to the girls sleep over and I'm learning so much and becoming a more well rounded guy

[@theon.1549]

Harrykins As a member of the female community, welcome to the cult. We wear pink on Wednesday’s and sweatpants every other day. Enjoy!

[@ayshapatel6700]

Look Inside My Mind 100% me, except for the fact that I wear sweatpants everyday, and never pink

[@sufia5407]

this is the most wholesome thing ever, and for that you are soooo invited into the club

[@seaangel1430]

Same :D

[@twincherry4958]

💗💗💗

[@annablum7365]

“Is this gonna work for the transition?” *bonk* *scrapeeeee* *bonk*

[@urmom-fj5xk]

you gotta admit; it worked

[@kggroom]

😂👏🏽

[@reginac6096]

I looove what you said about crying, I’ve been told a lot recently by some people around me that I’m such a cry baby and that I shouldn’t cry for *this thing or *that thing and I’m sick of it sometimes is just what you need, you do you!!! ❤️❤️❤️

[@ivonnestephanielaracortes7375]

I love how relatable your life is, you don't portray it to be perfect as many other youtubers do. 10/10 I love your videos, they inspire me to use what i've got, to create.

[@hilakedem9227]

YES. The crying part. Yes. I've never related to something on YT so hard! Crying is such a coping mechanism of mine for so many things weather it's stress, anxiety, anger, frustration, happiness, excitment, even if I had a long day, and it's actually something I love and feel proud of. I highly believe people should find what helps them vent better and such, thank you for that

[@megangeever96]

Ashley: "Oh hey, I didn't see ya there." My brain: "But you have 2020 vision, Ashley????"

[@thriftedpoet3796]

hahah XD

[@eileenisshadow5853]

should have been top comment

[@kookiefly]

SMART

[@naynayallday5176]

Girl it is okay to be depressing and expressing how you feel. We are here for it💕

[@jeaninelanza981]

you are right, I do beat myself up a lot. I think we have to beat ourselves up less and be happy for ourselves while striving for goals at the same time. I'm trying to reach my goals in a healthy manner because I think it will better me, not because I think there is something wrong with me that I need to fix. its all about the process. thank you for coming along this journey with me

[@abbycampos1209]

“anything i absolutely don’t need is going in the trash” *deletes picture of her ex*

[@bestdressed]

lmao i wish... that was a pic of Dev Patel i downloaded for a video 😅

[@thegirlwhocriedcat2062]

@@bestdressed we stan a defensive queen. lol. kidding. love you girl. xoxo

[@mich3llepacheco]

@@bestdressed LMAOOOO, i thought the same!

[@abbycampos1209]

highkey embarrassed ohp😳

[@peppergames3723]

Literally thought the same hahaha

[@alisa1727]

Ashley: "Say it with me folks" Me: "Yes!" Ashley: "Yes she is." Goddammit I got bamboozled

[@semvrin]

m mom

[@pufuletu5549]

*me laughing histeracly at the title after seeing this 9 months after its posted* WE'LL SEE ABOUT THAAT BAHAHAHAHAHAHAAAA

[@tonieja639]

This comment is honestly too relatable lmao

[@charley2836]

watching this and reminiscing on the good old days when we're so hopeful and eager to make 2020 THE YEAR

[@kokopeii]

Who else feels like 2020 is “the year”?

[@rban123]

This is THE YEAR!!!!!! I'm boutta turn 21, I'm gonna get my first SWEN internship, I'm gonna get a 4.0 (again, no brag) this is THE FUCKING YEAR

[@syra1541]

Eh

[@lydiaz5236]

graduating 2020

[@kassieritter8871]

you cant just expect things to change suddenly. you make a change.

[@Cam_7734]

It's gonna be 20 out of 20 :D

[@baodang7332]

"I feel like my confidence peaked senior year of high school, and ever since I've been having one fat identity crisis" Relatable

[@amandeflorida880]

Bao Dang oi high school.. we were so clueless. Teens really do think they’re the shit until adulthood hits!

[@taelocalxo4264]

“i literally have not had human contact in i think like... a week and a half” me in june: ha HA. little did she know

[@junyuanxue3600]

Who's watching this in 2020 in the middle of a pandemic 😭

[@miagalindo4537]

LMAO IT JUST GETS WORSE HAHAHA

[@aruvinirupa230]

"the love for myself has been so conditional" Damn that hit's deep on so many levels bro

[@ines3121]

"I'm scared to do something that is irreversible" SAMEE Well, anyway, I hope you have a nice 2020

[@ILoveBeauty160]

Keep being so motivating and so amazing to watch!

[@elenascrolling]

had a mental breakdown yesterday about exactly the same thoughts you expressed at the end of the video!! Yehyyy! Feels kind of nice to know that you are not the only person who feels like this. Hope you are doing well with your resolutions so far! :) I feel like I have kept myself from reflecting the last months or even years, love how reflected YOU are. So definitely taking you as an example (: Lots of love xx

[@saraheerie]

I am not an emotional person but I do have my “crying just to cry” moments after so many months going without expressing my sadness. So I can relate.

[@miiniimiiniijpeg]

saraheerie Same! It’s exhausting to me

[@saraheerie]

Nina S I know, believe me. It’s not that I find it difficult feel emotions, I just have trouble expressing them. Like I’ll feel sad about something (or angry or happy) on the inside but on the outside I just look unfazed. Imagine how annoying it is to other people who try and surprise me... my boyfriend understands and he knows I’m excited/happy I just can not seem to express that feeling. It’s so weird.

[@zakariyedim633]

Going months without expressing any frustrations,anger and sadness then one day going to the bathroom after a small inconvenience then crying my eyes out while staring at myself

[@katie-xc6hn]

okay this is random but when I was really depressed I made a little bed in my closet out of pillows, blankets, and couch cushions then I found your videos and then you slept in a closet and I felt like I actually had a friend damn that’s sad, but I felt like I had to say something 😂

[@myrthexm000jj4]

It may sound sad but it's good to let it out! I'm proud of you. Also I relate, that's kinda the same way I found ashley

[@lisin4444]

That sounds so comfy oml

[@bltotrs92]

Aww that sounds sad but sweet :-) i hope you find some good friends soon. Be brave and talk to ppl. Jep there will be some a..holes there but also some rare gem nice girls and guys who are worth the effort ( ◜‿◝ )♡

[@nkemani8372]

Kt If anyone would like to watch my 2020 new year video it’s here kzbin.info/www/bejne/qonPe5WAfZmBoqc Please like and subscribe ✨

[@haru5257]

Honestly I really like being in comfy small places too? When I was a small child, I crammed myself in between the sofa and the love seat, and read books there!

[@Atroonks]

"That is an issue for March Ashley to figure out" Lol

[@shayalay2595]

“try not to isolate myself” 😭😭😭

[@vyna9753]

Ashley: I labeled the y axis Also Ashley: *Labels the x axis*

[@aicexella]

I was wondering if anyone caught that.

[@bestdressed]

OH NO fuckity fuck every middle school math teacher i ever had is rolling in their classrooms in suburban maryland

[@lasssss461]

I came to the comments to see if I was the only one who saw that 😂😂

[@xavierworme]

bestdressed Teachers: Y to the SKYYY!! X to the EXITTT

[@meadow392]

X across the middle, Y are you so tall

[@jimenarejon6606]

Is anyone going to talk about how she just covered all her acne? Girl I need that

[@mangospin7897]

Jimena Rejon what did she use?

[@j-24]

I think she has a makeup tutorial somewhere on her channel

[@artmospherica]

i think she used milk make up tinted moisturizer + maybelline fit me concealer??? and for blush she used glossier cloud paint (liquid blush)

[@MsKaneice]

milk sunshine skin tint and nars radiant creamy concealer

[@andreashelton]

Jimena Rejon it's fenty baby

[@vrakk]

i hear ashley talk abt being a workaholic all the time and im the laziest most unmotivated person ik hearing her talk abt self love and taking time off is great for my productivity :D

[@amandaelizabeth21]

girl, I need a good cry like, every other week or more just from emotional buildup and not to cry about anything in particular.

[@janaem7836]

ashley: "and it was a chunky period at that..." me: "i feel that" *likes video*

[@AS-kf1ol]

literally my reaction

[@yami.rodriguez]

123411970 me neither! Sounds horrible though

[@ailec11]

But the real 2019 big question still is ASHLEY DID YOU FINALLY TELL YOUR PARENTS ABOUT YOUR KZbin CHANEL???? we the people want to know

[@glaciergang]

Mey lia omg YES lol

[@cammm_.]

I think about this constantly and I don’t know why

[@astrid4915]

i think about this all the time lmao

[@huh3682]

exactly, this is important

[@nessaann27]

Every vid I always have the passing thought of "I wonder if her parents know yet and watched this vid" lol I just want to know if they know yettt

[@rayeemon]

You go Ashely! YOU GOT THIS!!! WE ARE HERE FO YOU!!

[@adelastefan8450]

You should do more of these kind of videos, they’re weirdly relaxing

[@genevievemccalla3632]

I love watching her clean because she has like ... Actually dirty spaces?? Like some KZbinrs just throw some clothes on the floor for a video, but she actually a mess that's satisfying to watch clear

[@gabymichel3098]

there's something about this year that seems positive,,, we got this

[@annablum7365]

Gaby Michel *high five*

[@mayo4931]

There is something about 2019 that was negative... oh yeah cuz my whole *ucking life changed from family problems 😔😔🥺

[@HollyReardon]

Yas

[@ms.alhajri4068]

God willing 🙏🏼❤

[@cece2098]

How the turn tables

[@dusk4819]

Ashley’s KZbin channel is one of the best things that happened to me in 2019 and it still is in 2020

[@shilpimaurya3944]

Sameee

[@mariaduran158]

Sameee

[@Urkako1234]

D a w n yes

[@desastrecosmico5111]

Yeah, same

[@Fairylandstudios]

For some reason, when I first got hooked on her videos I wouldn't pay close attention to the "background music" but once I did. I started hearing "you're already in that cage, you built it yourself." In every video. I love Ashley' s personality, the videos are amazing.

[@DongDongWu]

Love yourself Ashley! You deserve to be happy. Everyone does. Happiness is not conditional you can gain it anytime. :)

[@SincerelyKendra]

The spritz with “by b*tch I’m not gonna miss you” to 2019 was the realest f*cking thing and it made me smile

[@valerilohrman]

Ashley: “new years is my favorite holiday” Me: wtf me too Ashley: “i’m not the cleanest person” *goes on sudden burst of cleaning inspiration* Me: wtf me too Ashley: “watching movies inspires my creativity” Me: wtf me too Ashley: “i spent christmas and thanksgiving alone” Me: wtf me too Why is this the most specifically relatable video you’ve ever made

[@blackdiamond3112]

Ashley : I'm on my period Me : me too !

[@demetra9554]

Don't worry, Ashley's just your FBI agent

[@jenniferyasmin7571]

It is!

[@Lea_007]

😂😂😂😂❤

[@cheers4life100]

oh my god, i literally never thought about separating trackers for general mood and then anxiety, i just did general mood and thought it didn't work for me but now i want to try tracking my anxiety. this is such a good idea, thank you.

[@inspireme8695]

I actually do that too, cry to cleanse out a build-up of sadness. So I don't think it's crazy at all. It's certainly more healthy than just repressing it all the time. Also, that sleep-anxiety-happiness meter was such a good idea! Thank you for the tip! And thank you so much for your lovely videos which I may or may not have binge-watched these past two months. They've helped me cope with my own anxiety and stress. I love your originality and sincerity and you make me try to be more kind to myself as well. Thank you.

[@jahnaviraman5411]

i never realized how soothing ashley’s voice is. holy shit. ily

[@harleeyork7698]

I really wish we could be friends. I thought I was the only one who thought like this 😂😂 you make me feel so much better bout my Craziness 😂😂 ❤️❤️

[@harleeyork7698]

Lmaooo this meant to be a regular comment

[@cheesysups6888]

I know

[@colleenaitken4232]

nobody: me when the ww3 drafts start: 4:27

[@momin9739]

Omg best comment 😂

[@IzzyParadis]

HAHAHAHAHA

[@mijahjones3663]

OMFG im dead

[@noshia]

I CAME HERETO COMMENT THAT LMFAO

[@jahnaviraman5411]

SAME

[@the_jamiery8078]

Can’t believe it has almost be a year since then. So much happened, yet so little. But honestly, for me 2020 was probably the most important year despite how shitty it was. I finally stopped beating myself up for not being perfect - in school, in social life, about my appearance; I realized who my real friends are and how much I value them and that I can really trust them and they won’t judge me; I stopped having unrealistic expectations for the future and learned how to just go with the flow and enjoy every moment, because you actually can’t plan everything in life, shit will happen and there’s nothing you can do about it. There were ups and downs, but I think I came out of this year a much better and happier person

[@chaosgoose9898]

your videos give me a weird amount of motivation considering my depression/adhd usually makes it rly hard for me to have motivation, so thx for that