Psychologist First Time Reaction to Mansion by NF

Psychology lecturer Dr Nic ANALYZES and REACTS! Subscribe here:
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[@jelezoglo]

Watching your reaction, I kept going “You have no idea how far this rabbit hole goes!” NF’s catalog is a journey, this song is the very beginning. He treats his music as therapy, through out his records you will find several stages of grief. It is truly a powerful thing as he takes us along to witness as he works through his trauma and finds healing. His growth is so evident with every album. They are Mansion, Therapy Session, Perception, The Search, Clouds, and finally his latest album released this year is Hope, where he is basically taking the reigns and finding closure to each of the traumas he shared on previous albums. It is a long journey, but almost magical to witness. Based on your reaction on this song, I think it would be right up your alley!!!

[@nichooper7]

Oh I had no idea about anything you've just mentioned in your comment but it is great to know. It's also great to know that I've accidentally started in the right place! Looking forward to getting into that rabbit hole. Thanks for sending over the comment! Nic

[@TheSyncos]

@@nichooper7 It wasn't an accident, Nic. That's why I shared that video link ;)

[@nichooper7]

@@TheSyncos Thanks so much Mike. When I did the video I was thinking "Do I name the person who told me to watch this or is that a bad idea?" It felt like a bad idea for anonymity you know! I love that you got me to watch one right at the beginning of the journey though - it was like you wanted me to watch his stuff in the best order. Much appreciated.

[@SlippedGear]

NF's song list is quite large, so with no disrespect to any of the suggestions that may follow, I think you can get the majority of the info about NF from a few key songs in this order: Paralyzed Notepad Intro 2 Therapy Session How Could You Leave Us Outro Intro 3 Trauma Nate Let You Down The Search Leave Me Alone Lost Hope Happy Running Mama All of these are on his official KZbin channel NFrealmusic. Most have official captions.

[@nichooper7]

Now that it most helpful for someone who is new to NF like me! Thanks so much for taking the time to send over the advice.

[@dominiclara799]

Understood, just want the nf community grow, im really saying that his struggles now and accomplishments later has been a huge reason to be ok with being vulnerable, I bet if u seen that it would be easier to approach ur patients so with "no disrespect" this is y sympathy and empathy is easier found throughout other people than a Dr. , outcast will gladly give out their life stories or trials and tribulations in life while ur own patients most likely are beyond hesitant in speaking about it, look, u can accept that outcast want to help u out or continue with ur journey taking shortcuts through it but don't be mad cuz ur confused at the so called "end". So "with no disrespect" ur deflection to care to know him shows a strong lack of caring to really want to understand ur patients

[@jelezoglo]

@@dominiclara799 I’m so confused by this comment.

[@dominiclara799]

Yo lezo I understand why I'm sounding confusing so no issue there... I apologize for this just wanted a psychologist to take the full journey and I bet would understand people 150% more combined with his degree he would probably be the best out there, he would have the ability to see life through another person's lense, thats only point im trying to get across, I don't dislike or hate him, but taking shortcuts leaves you at a dead end, just think of every other reactor that did that, they just ended up lost hoping for nf fans to pull them the hole they chose to go down... every fan has always had to explain over and over. We all started from da beginning but we understood instantly his new album.

[@jelezoglo]

@@dominiclara799 gotcha, I understand what you meant now. I believe he said on another comment that he would go on the journey.

[@matclancy2444]

People say they want a music video to this song but they don't realize that his words create the music video in your mind already. I thought there was a video to this song but realize that it was just what was created in my mind just thro his words and crazy how just his words are able to make vivid pictures in my mind. He is just insanely gifted

[@nichooper7]

Yea totally agree. The picture was in my mind from very early in the song. Im not even sure that I mentioned the lack of a music video!

[@TheSyncos]

I'm glad you took a look at this one, Nic. I'm relatively new to NF myself. I'm sure many of his fans will come with suggestions of tracks to check out. The "NF Journey" is a list of songs chronicling his "search for hope". I will say before those people arrive with suggestions: If you want to find out more about the situation with his mom "How could you leave us" is a good place to start. Personally I started my introduction to NF in reverse with the song "Hope" and I actually kinda recommend that. You miss a lot of references in his official video, but those all fill in as you go. I think my favourite thing about your videos is that it feels like a dialog. I find myself wanting to respond as if it's a conversation once you've stopped to discuss something. I sincerely hope that as you grow to understand and craft videos you don't lose that. It's special amongst these channels.

[@TheSyncos]

Oh I forgot to mention: Personifying his emotions is a common thread throughout NF's catalogue. Certainly a theme you'll see pop up often.

[@SuzanneO707]

Stopping to discuss things, spot on.

[@nichooper7]

Thanks loads for the comment, and for putting me on this particular track. I think I'm going to follow the order that someone put in another comment and I'm looking forward to it. Thanks also for being positive about my style - it isn't planned, I just sort of speak and see what happens!

[@Dragonartykay]

I am so glad that more artists are bringing mental health to the forefront. It only helps open a dialogue. Hiding it is always brings issues.

[@nichooper7]

Totally agree!

[@melissatennis6960]

The song "Change" was the song that pulled me in. When I feel like I'm slipping into old habits, it's the song I put on to remind me what my focus is. I can't wait to see him in concert next month.

[@nichooper7]

I'll keep an eye out for that one then Melissa!!! Nic

[@dennisr.4918DennyDesigns]

One day a professor will use NF to create a whole class and it could be in Psychology, or the Arts or even Philosophy. Perhaps not a whole class but this could be some great supplemental material. And NF has a lot of songs that all real. NF personifies his emotions. In this song we met Fear and learned he sleeps with Regret. These two will be back in future songs. Even a good parent unit, can cause a lot of pain thru divorce for example. I know all of my relationships and self worth were really impacted when my Mom left my Dad.

[@nichooper7]

If you think there's a whole class to be taught from this music then lucky me, because I'm only just starting this journey. I'm looking forward to it even more now that you've said this (as I am a psychology teacher who could bring this stuff to my teaching sessions). Sorry to hear about your experiences also, I understand how hard that must have been. Take care now and I hope you'll watch my future NF videos! Nic

[@dennisr.4918DennyDesigns]

@@nichooper7 Thank you Doctor. The NF Journey is very long, it is about 60 songs but it ties together a story from album to album of NF's life. Everything he says is real and it is about his struggle from Mansion to Hope which is still in progress. Someone will drop the full NF Journey list so either just take your time and do them in order, or listen to a few songs but make sure you listen to each album off line to get the gest of the story if you don't want to do a reaction to that many songs. If you do, we will be along for the ride because it is an epic story with real climaxes and crashes. Also, make sure if a song has a official video (not fan made) to watch them because NF plants easter eggs in the videos, bars, and storyline. You will be amazed. One song that is late in the journey but is really about his early life is called Nate. It is a good song to listen to early because it is about NF talking to his younger self. It teaches you more about his early life and so I think it is a good first song. But, after that song keep them in order if you want to catch the storyline.

[@HaraQuinn]

funny you say that.. i'm a therapist with a specialty in complex mental disorders. i teach DBT so mostly those wonderful minds first struggling with BPD, C-PTSD, OCPD (something as a major Nate supporter believes he has over just OCD b/c of his other little things like depression, some mania in his more hyped songs like Grindin' or Real (bc if you think about it.. those were very early in his career and he makes some very grandiose boasts in those tracks that could be partially due to manic thinking, despite being great to us Outcasts). To get to my point.. I use a number of his songs for my clients to help better understand some Psych terminology that could be harder to grasp for just diagnosed patients.. "Splitting" is a very delicate form of practice where you teach people how to personify their diff emotions in order to be able to envision any form of chaos by taking a pause, step back, and just look at whats happening in your mind space. to look at your different emotions and be able to rationalise whether they're real or a flare up of a symptom you might have. It helps people with Phobias or Panic Attacks a lot (General Anxiety Disorder). I use his music very personally client to client b/c I literally know Nate's entire catalogue at this point.. so depending on where a client may be on their own journey, i will sometimes ask them to listen to a track of Nates where he was in the same place or even when he's passed it and raps about accepting it. "Let Me Go" is a wonderful track i use to help people who might need a little more push in self awareness. Intro III i'm a bit hesitant with bc of the end where he basically admits to going back into the cycle of how he deals with Fear.. but the dialogue before the last lines are a beautiful representation of self critique in a way that's not self victimizing yourself. Intro II is both a personal favourite track of his, but also one i often recommend to clients who I can see are about to hit the floor from a high point. When people usually do a drop off, they can cycle back into many bad habits and i think it's a powerful track to help clients to learn that their battle is within themselves.. "the only person i judge is one in the mirror, and lately, he aint doing well, i don't need ya'll in my ear"... its just such an undervalued song, imo, even better than Intro III, bc it's Nate's warning shots to Fear.. "Take out a picture of us and I stare at it Who am I kidding? You probably ain't hearing this Show me an artist you want to compare me with You put us both on a track, Imma bury them" I feel it goes over many peoples heads that the entire track he's only addressing Fear, despite how often he's literally saying it metaphorically whilst looking in so many mirrors (watch the video again with that in mind.. it suddenly becomes like a whole new track aimed directly at Fear, it's peak talent) with all that said. I'd be a great supporter of a NF course to take for Psychology students as some form of alternative therapy analysis class based off Nate as a case study. Heck, I'd love to even teach it. lol #NFRealMusic 🗝 🤍

[@HaraQuinn]

@@nichooper7 his music is a wealth of self realised knowledge of child hood related trauma and its affects even so many years later that it's hard to believe he never had any training in psychology. His vulnerability is his power. You can hear his anger/fear/regrets in his voice, despite being written tracks b/c he's literally experiencing whatever he's addressing at the time of the tracks release. Think of it as his Diary or Notepad (Notepad being a beautiful track i hope is on your list). I believe that's what makes his support base so heavily family related the #NFFamily . He has such an incredible sense of self awareness whilst also confused at what's happening. He'll sometimes be experiencing and describing something he's going through, but lacking the actual vocabulary for it (Paralyzed is a beautiful example of this where his descriptions are so on par with how a real client would describe X (i don't want to spoil)). Mansion, ironically enough, is literally the blueprint to his entire discography. It is a very heavy song.. so heavy that he manages to express every intricacy detailed in Mansion through 3 packed albums.. Mansion, Therapy Session, Perception.. The last two (minus the Clouds Mixtape) The Search, and now Hope become his more helpful therapeutic albums for him due to a situation you'll come to understand when you get to the end of Perception. He ends up taking a longer break (for him) before The Search, and explains exactly what happened and where he had gone. There's absolutely enough material in his 5 Albums to make some sort of Case Study course in the power of Alternative Therapy for sure. 100%.

[@dennisr.4918DennyDesigns]

@@HaraQuinn Thank you for sharing @HaraQuinn As part of my own personal time with my therapist I actually will share a NF song with my therapist to help express how I am feeling or have felt in the past. She was a little concerned with my obsession with NF at first, but over the years I think she understands a lot more of why and how NF helps me work through my issues and much of it she relates to as well.

[@williamalexander7481]

I'm glad that you found this song first. This is my favorite song of his.

[@nichooper7]

It's a great song, some of the lyrics landed in my mind with a heavy blow!

[@TyranusSpam]

The song is 8 years old, by the way. He just dropped his newest album, "Hope" a few months ago. Mansion is one of his first albums he released. There is a lot of good songs in there as well.

[@nichooper7]

Yea I only realised how old this song was after the reaction! There's lots more to explore I've been told. Thanks for commenting!

[@Michelle-cr7lm]

The NF journey is incredible. It’s important to listen to his music in order. The way he evolved and addresses his mental health from the beginning to where his state of mind is now with his newest album is a testament to how he has healed and how forgiveness can help with that healing.

[@nichooper7]

Thanks Michelle for the steer here, that's all great to know! I'm looking forward to getting into it, Nic

[@SuzanneO707]

Appreciate your take on NF. Coming at it fresh. I like your approach. I feel that more we try and bury negatives the bigger they grow, not to say, let them consume you. But push through it if you can. In flashbacks, dreams , just out of the blue things come back to me and I try to see it as a natural and necessary. Finding a safe place , some therapeutic expression , processing it, finding a pathway out and sharing with other humans , who have common experiences is a great thing. I find , like you said. The lines between your mind and whats out there, blurs and can be so overwhelming, I agree that people should talk out things more.

[@nichooper7]

Thanks Suzanne for the insightful comment there! You described a perspective that I see myself. Nic

[@BruceWayneHussein]

Great reaction Dr. Nic. Thank you and hope you do more NF songs.

[@nichooper7]

Ah thanks for taking the time to tell me you enjoyed it! I am going to look at more of NFs stuff - it seems he has a special talent that I want to see more of.

[@traog]

About a month ago I stumbled upon Hi Ren, that led me to NF. I find his take on mental heath very interesting. As I go through his music, that is related to the "journey", there will be parts of a song that changes how I understand the earlier ones.

[@nichooper7]

Yes I think the same thing will happen to me - earlier songs will influence my understanding of later ones. Fingers crossed I can do some justice to the songs in my analyses!

[@invinciblefeelings1439]

He's amazing 🙂 Loved his songs.. His songs have helped me personally to get through some diff. Times... Loved the review and reaction, thank you 😊

[@nichooper7]

From the two songs Ive heard I can understand why he's impacting so many people positively! Thanks for taking the time to send over warm vibes! Nic

[@martynelson3013]

🩸🗝 Welcome to the NF Journey! Look forward to Your next NF reaction. ~NF~ The Man with The "Midas Touch!" 🗝🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🗝

[@nichooper7]

Thanks Marty for the encouragement - I appreciate it. Looking forward to seeing more of his stuff because he obviously has talent, depth and authenticity.

[@MB-qu3wv]

Take a look at "Hope" next.. This is the first song of his new album.. There's a connection to "The mansion"..

[@FishermanMike253]

NFREALMUSIC! His music is amazing and needed by everyone! New sub! Stay blessed!

[@nichooper7]

Yea based on just that song, I'm interested to see his other stuff, as Im sure it will hold therapeutic value for people. Thanks loads for the comment! Nic

[@37Seven37]

It's a mental cauterized wound, you can't forget but you build a scar tissue over that feeling. Healthy or not it's sometimes the only survival mechanism left. One of my favorite hip hop lines is by Brother Ali, "One these day's I'm going to peel these calluses off and really feel life again". I'm curious to watch your reactions too the rest of NF. Enjoyed your commentary on Oliver Anthony.

[@mistique77]

Ren came after Nate and got his inspiration from him...and he's good at it as well ❤

[@elizabethdunford5423]

You are amazing!!! LOVED this reaction and your care to the lyrics! There are so many NF songs you are going to LOVE.. He battles back and forth with fear in Intro III .. NF loves to personify emotions. His songs have helped so many get through things, including my son. ❤ Sub'd for more NF!!

[@nichooper7]

Thanks Elisabeth for being so positive and encouraging. Im really looking forward to watching more of his stuff! Nic

[@rhymeslayer]

This was the first NF song I heard as well about 2 years ago and I have gone on the journey many times since then. NF is special and I look forward to watching you discover that on your own journey. My husband, granddaughter and I are going to see him in concert Saturday night. We are all very excited to see him in person.

[@nichooper7]

Wow how cool that you're going to see him in person. I'm jealous of you! What I've heard of NF so far is so impressive and so I'm looking forward to going on the journey. Thanks for taking the time to comment and I hope you have a great time on Saturday. Nic

[@rhymeslayer]

@@nichooper7 Thank you for the good wishes! I'm sure you will see him in person one day as well.

[@dominiclara799]

Awesome reaction Dr. I would sugest u follow his catalog in order from the next song onward to fully understand the rest of his storyline, he made a book of his life through poetry in a audio type of way... its his life literaly, just so many can relate w/him outcast now call his catalog, the NF journey, only question now, is are you ready for it??? Shoutout to all my outcast out there!!! ❤

[@nichooper7]

I'm ready for it!!!! Looking forward to seeing how his journey unfolds, and I hope to make some videos about my experience. Thanks for sending over the positivity and encouragement! Nic

[@wizard4521]

In the chorus he is talking about he slept in I believe he is talking about he is just going through life but not really being in control or even realizing what he is doing, he talks about it in his song paralyzed if you end up listening to it

[@nichooper7]

Ahh that's interesting, I'll keep an eye on that when I get to paralysed. Thanks for taking the time to comment! Nic

[@Drock1212]

NF lost his mom to an overdose when he was young. Listen to How Could You Leave Us. Deep song.

[@nichooper7]

Oh wow. I didn't know that until this moment, thanks for letting me know. That's a heavy scar to carry around with him. Thanks for commenting. Nic

[@dennisr.4918DennyDesigns]

You are really going to love NF. Your theses about talking about your problems is exactly what NF Real Music is about. You need to do the NF Journey. Loving your commentary.

[@nichooper7]

Thanks so much Dennis for sending over the positivity and encouragement. I'm really looking forward to seeing more of his stuff! Nic

[@matthewdavis418]

please do more NF. he has lots of mentak health songs. lots. check out Therapy Session, let you down, how could you leave us, the search, leave me alone etc etc etc

[@nichooper7]

Thanks Matthew! I plan to do the whole journey to be honest! Just going to take some time! Thanks for commenting! Nic

[@mistique77]

I just found you and I'm so glad I did! I hope that you do a lot more of Nate (NF) he's a great and extremely incredible person and he is still so humble,etc. Lots to talk about and everything! He's a true 100% REAL one! And I normally don't do this, but I subbed to you right away. Ty for your time and effort! I appreciate you! With Love, your newest sub 💕 Peace, Love and Light to you always 💖

[@nichooper7]

Thanks for your kindness here and your advice! Nic

[@mistique77]

@@nichooper7 Awwe, thanks! And you're very welcome hun🥰

[@TyranusSpam]

NF is really good. You'd really enjoy him. He's got a lot of good stuff and I'd love to see you go into more of his music.

[@pajinkaspildinka1071]

Great reaction 👏 More NF please ❤

[@nichooper7]

Thank you! Yes, I'm definitely going to do more!

[@lebaronlx]

Interesting you mentioned “embodying emotions”. He personifies his throughout his catalogue. I’m excited for you if you end up reacting to more of his music….especially Intro 3. It will blow your mind

[@nichooper7]

Well I'll look forward to that! Thanks for taking the time to comment and take care, Nic

[@ExperimentsOfThought]

It will be interesting to see your response to the end part of Hope.

[@nichooper7]

I'll remember this comment when I get to Hope!

[@LadyMystie]

Nate's parents split when he was young. It was his mom's boyfriend who physically abused Nate. He refers to him occasionally as Johnny. #NF

[@nichooper7]

Ah I didn't know that, thanks for letting know!

[@peggysoutherland1183]

Love NF music, thank you!

[@nichooper7]

Thanks for taking the time to comment Peggy! Nic

[@hollyryalsgrubb1273]

My question is how does one go from being in the safe room to the point of being to the point of exploring the option of looking through the peephole? How does one get to themselves to the doorway without first experiencing complete devastation? How can a person even take that initial step forward....

[@nichooper7]

Hey Holly, there's no simple answer there and no magic wand. I think that the job of a therapist would be to support someone to make the exact moves that you've described. Thanks for the comment! Nic

[@goomah35]

NF has OCD you will learn this later in he talks about it. I don’t know how familiar you are with rap but lots of metaphors are used in rap and lots of bars will have double and triple meanings. Rap is poetry and NF does it well but just as his brand says he’s rapping about REAL THINGS he personally struggles with. Burdens which are represented by black balloons, dark clothes, and a fake drawn on smile which he will also explain if you do the journey.

[@nichooper7]

Thanks for letting me know about this - I'll be keeping an eye out for deeper meanings and metaphors!

[@sbizarro1077]

Great breakdown. Much appreciated. Us Outcasts enjoy new reactors to NF. I agree with a commenter, Slippedgear, NF's journey is long but well worth it. As you being a psychologist and time is a rich commodity, may I suggest a shortened list for now? NF is a master of reminiscing and foreshadowing in his tracks. I would be interested in your reaction to these few songs. Therapy Session Intro 3 The Search Leave Me Alone Hope You may miss on some of the references but as far as analyzing the words from your perspective, I think you and the viewers would appreciate it. I'll sub hoping to see more. Cheers and peace. Bizarro

[@nichooper7]

Bizarro! Thanks so much for your comment - it came just at the right time. I say that because I've been trying to figure out a good strategy for exploring NF and I've just decided to start with your suggestions. Thanks for taking the time to help me out here. Nic

[@sbizarro1077]

@@nichooper7 Hey Nic I would add Mansion before Intro 3...only because of context and connection. Don't wanna make the short list longer...but thats NF for ya.

[@sbizarro1077]

​@@nichooper7 c'mon Nic I need a reaction! Peace.

[@nichooper7]

@@sbizarro1077 Lol! I'll get there! I guess this KZbin thing is a hobby for me, and I have to do it in a way that fits in with family life and working life. Ive been struggling for time lately, and we're off on holiday for a couple of weeks now, however, I'm in no rush, I'm happy to plod along with NF even if it takes years!

[@sbizarro1077]

@@nichooper7 My bad. Enjoy your time alone. I feel terrible...lol Just hoping for a a different perspective into nf. I'll let you be. Peace.

[@Iamandymccabe42]

I've watched your videos in the wrong order, so I can't say much, but I do want to say something; Your emphasis, focus, understanding, expression & advocacy are all things we love in NF. We also love watching others listen to the lyrics and appreciate/breakdown/highlight/discuss. No one I can find on YT has done a complete works analysis. Your content is intentional and already a great fit with NF, all I am asking is you just listen/analyze his complete Journey. So. Few. People. Do. The following doesn't even include his 2 latest creations; CLOUDS & HOPE, and as with all of his releases, they're not just albums. NF & Tommy(Cinematographer) make art. Having his lyrics as the video are great to analyze, but the complete picture requires the videos.(plus auto generated CC exists now 🤷‍♂️) kzbin.info/aero/PLc-pzmEB0Ywf78vbfYK84bmB3Vml_3HmW&si=3wJistPQNT6Ivmw1

[@nichooper7]

Hey Andy, thanks loads for the support and encouragement, it does mean a lot to me. I clicked on the link, quick question, are the videos there in the order that I should watch / react to? But they dont include some of his newer stuff (hope and cloud)? You'll see that of my videos my NF ones get the fewest views but he is the artist I am most interested in and so I'd like to do the journey properly.

[@JR-tr1df]

you make me miss my old therapist :-)

[@JR-tr1df]

we had brilliant conversations

[@nichooper7]

Thank you!

[@goomah35]

Ok so I’m reading the comment on what songs you should do and I’m wondering if these people have listened to all his albums in their entirety because EVERY SONG will have a snippet of something that explains his mental and spiritual journey. I also read a comment that was talking about outcasts and although I understood the comment I can understand why it was confusing. We the fans of NF are called OUTCASTS. It isn’t something negative for us because it stands for being different in a good way. NF is a clean artist who doesn’t rap abt the normal rap topics he opens up his soul and his music helps many through tough times. Now back to what songs to do if you are gonna do the journey. Do ALL I HAVE, then off the mansions album you just did the 1st very important song, then do NOTEPAD, WAIT, and Paralyzed the rest on the album are kinda hype songs so move on after those songs if you want they r still good but u can move on to the rest of the albums. From here I wouldn’t skip ANY SONGS do THERAPY SESSIONS album, PERCEPTION album, THE SEARCH album, CLOUDS THE MIX TAPE, then finally HOPE. It’s called the NF JOURNEY for a reason. It’s brilliant and skipping around is literally like watching a 6 movie series and deciding you are gonna fast forward through parts of each movie. Those that say to skip are not listening hard enough. This is a mental and spiritual journey. An EXPERIENCE FOR SURE! I hope you take my words to heart I’m not steering you wrong. Also just sayin if you do this journey the fans will watch! I’m subbing right now in hopes you do it! ❤

[@nichooper7]

Thanks so much for taking the time to give me all of that information, I've cut and paste it into a document and will use it as guidance! Im really looking forward to the journey! Nic

[@elizabethbacon782]

Very intelligent

[@nichooper7]

I agree. His lyrics are very clever! Thanks for commenting! Nic

[@cbs5742]

He has a song Therapy Session

[@nichooper7]

Yes I am going to take a look at that song one day! Thank you for the comment!

[@1zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzful]

Am i the only one that sees the irony of choosing this song to review and having it talk about a messy mansion with writing everywhere. While the doc sits in an all white room where everything appears neat and ordered?.. not the most eloquent writing there, but you get the idea

[@nichooper7]

Thanks for the comment! I think that a lot of people have minds that looks like the Mansion, but on the outside they look perfectly fine. This goes for me. Nic

[@Chris-rh9ej]

I sure wish I could not have a mind sometimes haha

[@nichooper7]

Good luck with that ; )

[@gable354]

🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥

[@averagejoed]

this song came out in 2015

[@nichooper7]

Im a little behind it seems!!!! Looking forward to seeing his other stuff now.

[@carszie]

you should do intro 3- fear and nate get into it LOL

[@nichooper7]

Thanks for suggestions! I'm going to add them to my list! Nic

[@matthewdavis418]

abuser was a stepdad.

[@michellehart2327]

You n3ed to do intro and all I have