Rainbow Baby, Pregnancy Anxiety After Loss/Stillbirth

Hey ya’ll! I have been MIA! But I am BACK and with the greatest news ever!!!
FYI this video was recorded MAY 1, 2021! So, I have tons of catching you guys up to do :-)
Some of your private messages to me on IG have really inspired me to get back on KZbin and keep you all updated. I love you guysssss!!! 💜

[@nonyaschabusiness412]

Congratulations! I saw she's 13 weeks old now and I'm so glad your rainbow baby is earthside ❤ I just had my rainbow baby 2 days ago, it's such a relieving and wonderful feeling when they debut. Looking forward to seeing more recent updates 🥰

[@shaygiomari442]

This video hits so hard, I’m so sorry for your loss. Just had my son still born 2 months ago and as much as I want to try again I’m scared out of my mind! This gives me so much encouragement to be stronger 💕 so happy to see you delivered your precious baby safely this time and wish so much for a similar outcome soon 🥰

[@itsmylifegranny3437]

Congratulations ! I hope you are doing well . I'm a grandma to a rainbow grand baby . He came to me after my daughter and hubby tried after 3 moms from the loss. He is a thriving 7 month old now. Naturally, like you I had anxiety while she was pregnant . Many people don't think grandparents are effected. I just wanted to share this in case someone in my situation reads my comment. I definitely understand how you felt indirectly about going to the same place. You had the same fear my daughter had when at the hospital . Congratulations and its great you shared this to help others.

[@Wildmiracles]

We lost our 2 month old infant in June. I ended up getting pregnant unexpectedly 3 weeks before her passing and didn’t find out til 2 weeks after she left us so i completely understand.. I’m currently 16 weeks pregnant with our rainbow baby. Congratulations and I pray your family is still growing and thriving ❤

[@Wildmiracles]

Update- I ended up needing to go to the hospital for a hemorrhaging late term miscarriage at 18 weeks.. I will never know my son. I was so scared and now I’d do anything to know he was still secure in my womb. I love you my sweet Judah.

[@lenaiyahtyranea2305]

@@Wildmiracles I am so sorry for your loss. For your son and daughter. I lost my daughter at 18 weeks as well. I went into preterm labor😔.

[@TheDaniMilan]

Such a beautiful story I can’t wait until your beautiful baby is born!!!! My baby passed at three weeks old. But I have faith I’ll be pregnant again with the man of my dreams. Pray for me y’all 🙏🏽 I am sooo happy for you!

[@ataviaskai]

I am terribly sorry for your loss! 🥺 I just prayed that all of your desires come into fruition!! Keep your faith mama 💜 My baby was born in June! She’s 5 months now. I have to post an update soon 🥰 thank you so much!

[@TheDaniMilan]

@@ataviaskai thank you so much beautiful

[@ataviaskai]

@@TheDaniMilan of course! 🥰 did you share your loss experience on your channel at all?

[@alexandraz.9488]

Thank you for sharing your experience. I just lost my full term daughter a month ago. I am in a scary place mentally. Does it get better with time? I can't imagine doing this a long time. My mind just plays and replays and I'm desperate to hold a living infant in my arms.

[@ataviaskai]

I am terribly sorry for your loss. It can be a very dark, isolating place. Please trust me when I say eventually, you will be able to breathe again and it won’t be such a crippling feeling one day. You never forget or stop grieving. You just find ways to keep going and live through the pain! You can do this mama! 💜 I’m sending you so much love & light. You’re not alone!

[@kerrylewisRN]

Yes it does get better. My brother & his wife took 3 yrs for their rainbow baby. Their first was perfect & no medical reason could they find for their loss. God bless you & keep you.

[@lc1590]

So glad to know you have your rainbow baby now! I watched your other video about your first and my heart really goes out to you, you are definitely one strong Mama for sure though. You have a beautiful heart and will reap the many blessings Our Father has to give and bless you with. You deserve all the best... stay strong, keep your hope and positive attitude along your journey, your doing great!!

[@jordic.3621]

I see the joy in your face here ! I’m soooo happy for your family. My second birth was an induction and it was so beautiful and healing for me. My first birth was absolutely traumatic. Congratulations again !!

[@ataviaskai]

Thank you so much! I'm so happy you had that experience with your second birth. Unfortunately, mine was traumatic as well. I am still soooooo very grateful. My baby means absolutely everything to me and I'd do it all over again! 💜

[@flowerchild_7530]

Thank you for this video I recently lost our daughter in September and it’s been really hard for me. But this gave me hope that we will have our rainbow baby some day ❤️

[@ataviaskai]

You're welcome! I am so hopeful for you and your family! 💜 sprinkling baby dust!!!!

[@BellaDamaTiana]

🌈 I’m so happy for you and your husband! ❤️ I love how you advocated for yourself. You are so strong!

[@ataviaskai]

Thank you so much! 💜😭

[@vina8651]

Yayyy thank you for sharing ! I can’t wait to have my rainbow baby ❤️. I experienced a stillbirth earlier this year. 40 weeks and 3 days. Both of us were healthy. My angel baby boy.

[@ataviaskai]

Of course!! I can’t wait for you!!! 🥰 I’m so happy to be on this side of motherhood 💜

[@ataviaskai]

I thought I said this in my initial reply but I’m terribly sorry for your loss, Vina! 💔 if you ever want to share more, I’m here💜

[@vina8651]

@@ataviaskai thank you I would love to share my story with you ❤️.

[@ataviaskai]

@@vina8651 here? If you prefer more privacy , you can DM me Instagram?

[@vina8651]

@@ataviaskai hey 👋🏽 I’m not in social media anymore. I can share on this platform just don’t know how that would be done outside of posting under your post when I’m ready.

[@BriaBarrows]

Look at God pretty mama 😘😘😘😘🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾 don’t make me cry. I’m so happy you for you. God is good

[@ataviaskai]

💜💜💜💜yes!!! Thank you so much 😘😘

[@cerysgriffiths8516]

Congratulations hunny❤️

[@ExoticWinter26]

Omg congrats! I’m pregnant with my rainbow baby as well! So exciting!!! 💖💖💖 Best of luck to you hun ✨

[@ExoticWinter26]

@@BriaBarrows Thank you! ❤️

[@ataviaskai]

I am so happy for you, sis! 💜 please keep me updated! Wishing you and baby all the blessings!!

[@mykariisajohnson2483]

Congratulations I’m so happy for you !!!!!! ❤️❤️❤️❤️👏🏽

[@ataviaskai]

Thank you!! 😇😊🥰

[@mykariisajohnson2483]

@@ataviaskai 🥰🥰🥰

[@lifewithlacy7190]

Congratulations. I am so happy for you. With my last pregnancy I also felt like you when my MFM Dr informed me that we would induce at 37 weeks. I was told to check into the hospital on Monday morning. That Sunday I announced to my husband that I didn’t think I was going to go in on Monday. That she would come when she was ready. He thought I had lost my mind. My water broke Sunday night at 7:45 and I delivered her at 12:11 am. Funny how God and these babies work. Good luck and I will be praying for a safe and speedy delivery ♥️🙏🏻♥️

[@ataviaskai]

That is so awesome! I love how things worked out for your family! That had to be an amazing feeling for you! Congratulations. & thank you! Baby girl is already 13 weeks old :) Just now getting around to posting this video!

[@lifewithlacy7190]

@@ataviaskai Awwww congratulations. I know you are getting all of those sweet baby cuddles and kisses. I wish you nothing but the best on your mom journey. Cherish each moment because they grow up in the blink of an eye. Can’t wait to see videos of you and your precious rainbow baby 🌈

[@ataviaskai]

@@lifewithlacy7190 I honestly can’t get enough of her! Everyday I feel so grateful! I can’t believe she’s growing so fast lol I can’t wait to share her with you guys! 💜💜💜💜💜

[@BrownDoll28]

I'm so happy for you! Congratulations! Babies are such a blessing 😇

[@ataviaskai]

Thank you so much!! Yes they are! I honestly didn't think it was possible to feel all of the joy my daughter brings me! 💜

[@dawnroberts8316]

Wow. Congratulations!!!! So happy for you and your family Your loss vedio helped me cope through my roughest days. As a matter of fact it is helping me cope. Just so happy for you. Can't wait to have my rainbow also.

[@ataviaskai]

Thank you 💜 I am so glad that you felt seen from me sharing my story. If you ever want to chat, reach out to me on IG! I am hopeful for the debut of your rainbow baby soon :) sending lots of love!

[@ADot1330]

I just saw your other video and as I was watching I was praying that God blessed you all with another baby. I said, let me check to see if she’s posted another video and sure enough this is here! And I see in the comments that the baby is here now. PRAISE GOD!!!!! Glory to His name! I thank you for sharing your testimony and showing us how faithful God is! I’m reminded of God’s goodness because of you-through the good in the bad He is present and keeps His promises. Whew! Soooo very happy for you and your family!

[@ataviaskai]

💜💜💜💜💜

[@ataviaskai]

Thank you so much! 🥰 So glad God has been here for us everything step of the way!

[@mirduhh13]

I was just watching your videos! My baby girl is 6 weeks old today 💗🥰 congratulations mamas ❤️

[@ataviaskai]

Thank you!! & Congratulations to you!! My girl is already 13 weeks now! lol I've just now had the time and space to edit and upload this! 💜

[@itsmylifegranny3437]

How are you and the baby? I didn't find any more content .

[@ataviaskai]

Hi! We are doing well! Thanks so much for asking... I was contemplating on updating, but haven't been sure about it. I guess I should :)

[@itsmylifegranny3437]

@@ataviaskai You should . I am a grandma of a rainbow baby. I held my first in my arms and I couldn't believe he was stillborn, but God sent his brother whose much stronger , fat , greedy and makes my day each and every day. 😘

[@BriaBarrows]

Side note? Where did you get your background? Amazon?

[@ataviaskai]

Yes! I did find everything on Amazon.

[@irinaaacabral9751]

How long did it take you to get pregnant after your loss

[@ataviaskai]

conceived four months later and found out before my missed cycle the fifth month.. It was a longggg hard pregnancy!

[@shreebhumi]

How long you waited before conceiving second pregnancy?

[@ataviaskai]

We technically conceived again when I was 4/5 months postpartum! Wasn’t the plan… just happened that way.

[@shreebhumi]

@@ataviaskai lots of ❤️ and blessings to ur child. 1 question: any complications due to back to back pregnancy? I m in similar situation.

[@ataviaskai]

@@shreebhumi thank you! And same to you mama! No, we didn’t have any complications at all. Just allowed fear to steer us this time and it resulted in a non medically necessary c-section. I was induced at 37 weeks like we planned but wasn’t progressing as fast as they would’ve liked for me to and had all types interventions which led to another traumatic birth. Hope all is well with you. Do your research and advocate for yourself! You can do this. 💜

[@mykariisajohnson2483]

Told you god got you!!!! ❤️

[@sheltonceleste]

I'm so happy for you 🤗🤗🤗. Wishing you many blessings and happiness 💖😗💖😊😊💞

[@hidetolove]

YES IM SO HAPPY TO SEE THIS!!!! SENDING SO MUCH LOVE TO YOU!!!! OMG

[@hidetolove]

Totally crying tears of joy for you omggggg

[@MariaJose-zv4dq]

Hi atavia, I also lost my baby at 41 weeks. Can you do an updated video on how was your birth, we're you induced earlier?

[@ataviaskai]

Hi Maria! I am terribly sorry to learn of your loss🥺 so sorry you’re also experiencing this horrible pain. I have actually shared my birthing story on my channel. I hope it brings you some comfort. You are not alone, mama. If you ever want talk, I’m here! I’m also on IG where you can message me privately. Sending love 💜

[@lawyer12381]

I love you, you're so strong and beautiful 😍❤️

[@ataviaskai]

I love your beautiful self too, sis! You made my day! 💜

[@Ebbi3]

How soon after you got pregnant again?

[@ataviaskai]

I was pregnant 4/5 months after our loss. I was terrified. They usually recommend waiting 1-2 years to allow your body time to heal. I was actually cleared to “start trying” though. We had no idea it would be that soon!

[@Sheislizettemukasa]

Congratulations 👏🎆👏👏!!! I am so happy for you🙂.

[@ataviaskai]

Thank you so much!! 💜

[@lauramcdougal3952]

Congratulations.

[@kiwib8646]

🌈❤️

[@ataviaskai]

💜💛💗💚

[@tizetize2341]

Congratulations

[@ataviaskai]

Thanks love! 💜

[@faytheloops]

So happy for you atavia!! 💓

[@ataviaskai]

Thank you so much! 💜

[@Hitdog105]

Congratulations 🎊🎉

[@ataviaskai]

Thank you 😀 ☺️

[@lindseylindberg6287]

Congratulations 🎉!!!!!

[@ataviaskai]

Thank you 🥰💜

[@lawyer12381]

We miss youuuu sis.

[@ataviaskai]

Aw, I needed this!! 💜💜💜Promise you’ll watch my update whenever I post again! I had another baby this year in January 🤭

[@lawyer12381]

@@ataviaskai You've no idea how happy I am for you sis👏❤️. I'm praising the Lord on your behalf. Yohhhh congratulations 🎊 my love you deserve this my beautiful sis!!!!!.

[@naturalmunchkin]

Congratulations

[@ataviaskai]

Thank you! 😊

[@amyrerenese9981]

❤️❤️❤️ love you!

[@ataviaskai]

I love you!! 💜

[@tesha22]

🎉🎈🎊🎊🎊

[@ataviaskai]

💜💜💜💜

[@hilarisiitula3178]

Have you seen a therapist?? How did you cope with grief…?

[@ataviaskai]

@@hilarisiitula3178 therapy helps a ton! 🫶🏽 I was seeing my therapist weekly at one point!

[@hilarisiitula3178]

@@ataviaskai I have soo many questions for you because you went through the same thing I did.. After loosing your baby…did you have to go to a doctor for some check ups before trying to convince… Did you have to sleep in the same room on the same bed..did you not at some point feel like it was kind of bad luck or something…

[@aleesharenea8565]

Congratulations💜 Do you mind sharing how far along you are?

[@ataviaskai]

Thank you!! ☺️I’m so behind with editing & posting this. I was 31 weeks in this video! Baby girl is now 13 weeks old 🤭🥰

[@damonsworld281]

Congratulations you will be fine, God has you...