realize the ways you're limiting yourself🪷

[@er1ka709]

the comfort zone of discomfort is so real

[@10ktae00]

I just wanna take a couple seconds to genuinely thank you for sharing your art and story. Pleease keep going, you are helping wayy more people than you think!

[@jjstarrprod]

I love that there is this resurgence on KZbin of younger true people, being just raw and authentic with themselves and their audience, like Life of Riza, NatalieXLynn, Leahsfieldnotes, and now you. Also, it doesn't hurt that you guys are all incredible artists. Love that you're feeling in a much better place than the last video, and that you seemed to have unlocked a new level of self-comprehension in your life. The art of letting go of the control can be very scary, but hey, it's like Miles in Spiderverse : You won't know if you're ready. It's a leap of faith.

[@intrstn]

About that friendship part. This is why anime like One Piece is so good. A character like Luffy shows you how to make friends and not give a shit about what people think about you while chasing your dreams.

[@justanormalperson8611]

Bro ur so real!! I love One Piece so much and yes it is relatable :D

[@user-nh1sb3wk3y]

i think im the fucking same... constantly finding a need to control things in life by trying different habits or extreme measures over and over, and often to no avail. i guess being okay with whatever life is now and just living, is the key to peace

[@joyr2099]

It feels very much like breathing free again when you realise there are people who feel the same as you and it is not wrong to feel like it. Sometimes the feeling of liberation i get from thinking that i am limiting myself and i should let myself be more feels not correct maybe because i dont see many ppl experiencing it and does not feel assuring. It feels getting out of the track of discipline but in reality im just beating myself up for no real reason. Accepting and Commiting to neccesary is much more lifelike than to be putting yourself in a uncomfortable place with no real growth instead it even cultivates negative false views. I could not thank you less for sharing perspectives which are neccesary to be living out there.

[@everlastingbloom7057]

Don’t feel alone because I could relate to everything to a T, and i’m sure everyone else can as well. Thank you so much for sharing this.

[@Skyeebooklover]

Girl your yt is growing so quickly yesterday it was 4 k and today 5 k? Also your cinematography has improved vastly❤

[@darknesshorizon3742]

It's very relaxing to see people like you sharing their genuine thoughts on KZbin

[@teasvirtualcafe]

a lot of people are talking about how incredible it is to have creators on youtube that share their true thoughts and feelings and i wholeheartedly agree. one of my biggest goals with my own youtube channel is to share my own experiences to help others feel less alone in their own battles - it can be really reassuring to discover that there are other people out there feeling the same way that you do. thank you so much for sharing all of these thoughts. you're genuinely incredible.

[@dariofkxv6829]

So full of gratitude that I found your channel 💜

[@mcs22zulufe68]

It is kinda scary how much I resonated with this it felt like I was watching a video of myself. Good luck on your new way to a simpler life. I do agree that we cloud our mind too much to see the blue sky. Speaking from experience at least for me it’s hard I tend to fall back on the control freak mentality when I don’t like where I am headed in life. My mentality to achieve my goals made me forget the journey there. It’s easy to get a sense of failure by not being 100% into just one thing for me. Love the video ✌️

[@bvvla]

your content js so authentic and claiming, it emits clarity and I enjoy how realistic you are with your viewers ❤.

[@musicalebp]

thank you for sharing ! from someone trying to go from the other side (uncontrolled -> controlled) I think it’s important to listen to the mind and body, and just be. and totally agree with the community thing! we are all in this life thing together

[@NgaNguyen-vw3ul]

I think this is the most relatable video I ever watched. Thank you for sharing your story and struggles. I also relate with you that we might feel we are intruding someone's space, and we don't want to do that, so we keep our distances from people we want to have conversations and share with. There's always room to improve your social skills and it takes time + effort. Sending you love and encouragement in making a new chapter in your life~! 💖

[@banana7400]

I love how you said “connected with everything and feel so alive” cause thats what being in nature truly feels like. There’s a book called the Kybalion that talks about hermetic philosophy aka the meaning of life and the universe and what’s beyond it. Highly recommend!

[@arthoseok1754]

I feel so heard watching someone on the internet who is voicing my exact ponderings. Thank you for your videos, meiqiii!!⭐ They honestly mean a lot to me. It's like my thoughts manifested in a video I can always come back to

[@Xelafi]

Tysm 4 your perspective on this! I feel like a lot of people(including me sometimes)can kinda relate with the vibe of not wanting to intrude on others lives by talking to them but we also need to realize how many opportunities we miss when we do that. Humanity is like a tree, and all paths converge and connect to each other one way or another; whether we like it or not, we’re all connected as one regardless of our background or branch. Every time we get too nervous and miss an opportunity to do something or to conversate with somebody we want to talk to, a branch in not only our lives, but their lives as well doesn’t die, but fades out and dims like a missing puzzle piece. Regardless of how it turns out, either you live with what you did, or you dream of what you could’ve done. All I know is that if my time comes, I wanna be surrounded by the things I did, not the what ifs I failed to enforce. Thank you again n take care

[@Herbeht]

You've inspired me to start my own content creation journey of sharing my struggles and yabbering on about life

[@CorasLifeVlogs33]

I feel the same way with the intruding thing. I feel you

[@ilNanoDiOmbraChiave]

I really agree on your take about the intruding part, I think everyone should not perceive the focus of oneself as getting detached from people and living completely on your own, we are very social animals and without debating or confronting your opinions with others its hard to obtain growth I would say. When you talk about discipline in the video I really resonate with that and I developed a different mindset on it, see discipline and diligence are very important but you have to implement them in a way that doesn't affect the way you live in a negative way, I mean yes you need to do things you're supposed to do to achieve your goals even if you don't feel like it sometimes but trying to control every part of your life and every exact day is a very dangerous action, it can lead you to disappointment if something you planned doesn't go the way you wanted it, and you will become obsessed with taking control on every single aspect of your life. I think people are brainwashed about discipline especially with this social media stuff where you scroll and see all the edits of these: "yes the alpha male, to be the alpha/sigma you have to wake up at 5am do this do that !!! and bla bla bla", people perceive discipline in a very different way then the elder generation did, some of the most successful people in my town didn't live life like a robot to achieve great things, they were basically....mmh...yes normal humans who worked hard and studied to achieve their goal. My simply suggestion would be, enjoy every aspect of life, the pain of discipline, the calm of the present, and the lesson the past has served you; what works for someone else doesn't mean it will work for you, just enjoy every aspect of your life wherever you are. Discipline is not about control, is about consistency in different manners, flow with it.

[@rzh3518]

Really an incredibly interesting take and thing to share. Thank you for this video and hope you have more good things to takeaway from your experiences

[@toleranting]

I really love your cinematography i really resonate with it a lot

[@saucepuppy2]

There is very nice lighting and atmosphere here and it had a really calming effect for me. I am currently pondering the same exact thoughts as you and this couldn't have came to my feed at a better time. Thank you for posting your thoughts because sometimes people cant express themselves properly, or just need a reminder about these types of topics.

[@khoaviet8473]

Girl has that grind mindset🗿 What you think and do is definitely related to many people, including me who also do self-improvement like that. It makes me believe even more that I am not alone on this path. I'm not the type of person who's easy to sympathize with like when I was a child. I've gone through many things in life that have changed me (can't truly care or trust someone), and it still leaves behind some unknown trauma, even if I'm not aware of it, it seems like it still unconsciously brings about feelings of fear. You are a very mature young person, and I respect that. I'm not an ambitious person, I just want to find joy in life... That's just my thoughts I want to share, although you won't care and just ignore because it meaningless to read lol

[@RaineDrop-nn2nq]

Go with the flow

[@ReimENKAI]

That's good trees have good vibrations it heals you.

[@icecoldzachboy6308]

I didn’t understand what you meant by control freak until you literally explained all my journal entries.

[@beforenanana7754]

Well I guess for me I learned to love myself so I don’t have to deal with too much of this friendship/relationship bs(or at least most of it),loving yourself is the hardest shit ever on this freakin earth but it completely pays off-especially if you do it correctly,hope this helps😅

[@neo.4662]

Im turning 20 in a month and I still dont know how to approach people and make friend, like I think im cooked bro 💀

[@darlingdior]

I haven't made a new friend in 10 years and I am about to graduate school next fall I'm freaking out because I don't know what I'm going to do with my life, I have limited myself all my life. I am hyper independent but still depend on my parents because I suffered from a medical complication. I never do what I want on the inside. That for me would be make friends. I am awful at communication and am super awkward so its really tough for me and I know I limit myself with thinking its not worth communicating with people. When I do though I wish it would go somewhere and its very surface level. It frustrates me so much.

[@scar5605]

Thank you for sharing I related to setting such high expectations to the point it becomes exhausting and controlling.

[@brodarian]

this is something I've been saying for a while now, that we as people are way to harsh on one another and because of that friendships can easily get ripped apart and then people will just keep it that way. At the end of the day i truly believe that most people have good intentions and even if their actions don't reflect it because people can do bad things with good intentions. most situations can be resolved and understood through communication and understanding other perspectives and points of view. personally, I've been on the receiving end of being treated poorly because no one understood things from my perspective and honestly it is just one of the worst feelings ever. I feel like its crucial to give people second chances and even if you are convinced that what they did was wrong, still openly talk to them about the issue and get their point of view. it honestly feels so weird that every time i watch one of your videos it feels like you are reading aloud thoughts and passages in my mind that i have had over the years. another great video

[@jessw.6250]

I know that you’re right about not cutting off friends. Yet, I became that way not on my own. I already have personal problems so I really didn’t care to cuddle ‘friends’. I didn’t have the energy or the will.

[@villasukat3808]

I had to subscribe after watching just a couple of your videos, I just went through a breakup and I am feeling really vulnerable right now but your videos made me feel better and also distracted me from it. Thank you very much. I loved to hear your thoughts :)

[@iseeten]

felt that closing statement, i had a really good week last year for almost no reason. i was doing the same shit as usual but i guess things just finally compounded and hit me at that moment. it's when the lows are super low that it's hard to just go with the flow of life. i start to question what even is the flow right now if everything i'm feeling is negative? shouldn't i be changing things around? i also always find myself trying to grab onto some form of discipline to somehow get something to change, but when i fail to do a complete 180 i just sink deeper because of all the self-induced pressure. it's also gotten harder for me to find the motivation to do things like going to the gym and waking up early since i don't have that "hatred" fueling me anymore lol

[@sumi9323]

Thankyou. 🍀🍥

[@whynot6565]

Always dreamt of having a friend like you. Love your mindset, thanks for sharing💗💗💗

[@xizeny2085]

i recently found ur channel and tbh i love ur videos

[@scxble]

Yooo UBC👀?!! I don't know how/why the algorithm showed me this video but you talked ab so many things i've been feeling lately. It seems to be super common here for some reason so you're not alone ❤

[@r1ght_editz]

Man I hope your channel grows bigger, Good luck 🍀🍀

[@everlastingbloom7057]

Thank you so much for this.

[@whynot6565]

Life is simple and sweet, we add complexities and then complain

[@_skyeline]

so relatable!! I really like the authenticness to this video

[@Tabata164]

I really like the way you express yourself, I have the same feelings. Could you make a video about how to choose your path/career? I'm really confused and don't know what to do with my life. I'm 19 years old.

[@night_xylo]

Ngl, this video makes me think of LET EM PRAY by NF and would probably be your theme song atm XD. But shout out to your improvement and new perspectives. I hope things go well for you

[@awesomeb3002]

Glad to see you doing better🎉

[@arrowmini7122]

I can relate to everything you said. Let's do things that we normally wouldn't do together ^^

[@24tommyst]

Wow, you're already a wise critter and it's all upwards from here! Ya, I'm naturally the same way where I'm a natural loner and individualist and my way of balancing out was always to have a very diverse circle of friends with some introverts, some conservatives, some liberals, and some crazy extroverts. Relationship management is very important and you realize that as you get older. My biggest regrets are losing contact with great friends I used to have and in honesty it happened due to my lack of relationship management and I don't wish that regret on anybody. We evolved from hunter gatherers who lived in extended family groups and were together basically 24/7, besides sleeping time where couples would be together, but everybody would still be close. Now we're all atomized to fuck and it hurts us deep down. We do need to change that aspect of our society and lives.

[@DRMZBeatz]

Wow I relate with you so much

[@present4974]

don’t usually comment but just wanted to say i enjoy the vids ‼️‼️great stuff

[@eustaquiozambrano2974]

Thanks for sharing. Have a good day ❤

[@Nemo901]

Yea bro this makes a lot of sense this happend to me bruh i think were all jus clones 💀 bruh now i jus be walkin up to people i use to feel guilty about going outside and shi and talkin to people or like wat i was doing thinkin i was meant to do sum else.

[@swe4chaewon]

thank you.

[@AbbysalWarrior72756]

I relate to this

[@iamWATCHINGYOUUU]

🌟THIS INDIVIDUALIST SOCIETY is Making PEOPLE HEARTLESS!!!😔😔😔😔🌟

[@Bigboss-y4v]

Girl i can listen to you all day all night just keep talking baby

[@Salmajay-j6k]

HEYY thanks for sharing, i relate with everything you said. You are such a ge,

[@Salmajay-j6k]

HELPP I MEANT GEM

[@נעמיסגל]

You might be me from the future because I am 14 and I act exactly like how you describe your past self

[@gutierrez71]

been there done that

[@Xpeedspiderman]

what a beauty girl you are

[@staynext2y]

How can you limit yourself in a good way?

[@joy_6.9]

❤❤❤

[@countprogrammer8971]

4:20 timestamp for later

[@miamiultras36-j8t]

i was watching your first vlogs and your art is so so so cool 😮😮😮😮😮😮 it would be cool if you made video about it or something :D

[@AthenaMoree]

Your like my bestfriend sometimes 😭❤️

[@talhasarwar24]

❤

[@ivanshulikin]

i just wanna sit and speak with you for hours

[@vissy.]

Another wow

[@TAS-014]

ayo whats that music in the background at the start?

[@samlotusblossommoon]

you really look like a lotus flower !

[@hardhugs]

I'm pervy & can't change my mind ❤

[@Ali3nboy]

blud is literally in a park

[@Bigboss-y4v]

Girl i think we're soulmate's wanna make about 5 babies together?

[@sayalbajrachary4650]

what is this content that you are making called?

[@_its.stephanie.rose_]

I don’t know if you believe in God (I’m a Christian btw) but I feel like the voice saying that you’re limiting yourself was God warning you.

[@rzh3518]

Yea, and also as a christian who recently lost a lot of my faith and even more recently gained back a bunch of my faith i do think that too and that this video doesnt have much i disagree with and is very interesting:)

[@_its.stephanie.rose_]

@@rzh3518 That’s relatable. I kinda walked away (tho I still said I was a Christian but wasn’t living like one should) just last year I went in deep: went to YWAM (Youth with a Mission) but I’m also still growing in my faith.

[@darthsvadar990]

what a different video

[@aadi_is_here]

New Sub here ✨🌷

[@nobuu9]

❤❤💜💜💞💞🕉🕉

[@funtus6503]

I think you went wrong in some points. With due respect I disagree the hyper individualism part.

[@rebeca5270]

God loves you and calls you to repentance. Tomorrow is not a promise, and God does not want you to die in sin and go to hell, but to repent and believe in Jesus Christ for eternal life That is why Jesus Christ (God made Man) died on the cross. You broke the Law, but Christ paid your fine. He suffered in your place, as your Substitute, and rose again after three days, now seated at the right hand of the Father; He is King over all. "For God so loved the world that He gave His one and only Son, that whoever believes in Him shall not perish but have eternal life" (John 3:16). Christ is coming soon.

[@nusratsherian6307]

Ur facial shape quite similar with K-pop newjeans hanni

[@lloydnawiss]

hi, what is the music in the background please

[@meiqiii]

it's my own song i wrote on the piano LMAO (don't want the copyright)

[@qKwixz]

ngl you look like a minecraft youtuber lmao

[@sayalbajrachary4650]

in your free time you should study buddism specially tibetan ones

[@AEGIS-RED-MEGA-VIEWS]

iamgwad

[@OJPro7]

hi u have cute cherry pink lips

[@Ara-yt4jv]

Is this some kind of advanced AI? Your face is kind of unrealistic. If not, I hope you realize that you high-rolled like crazy lmao. Anyways, I had three shots of vodka and a frozen red baron pizza and I know for a fact I was truly happy for like 20 minutes today so yeah I feel like I can relate.

[@T7d534]

Lmao u were deff drunk or high typing this🤣

[@Tabata164]

Hahahahha literally ​@@T7d534

[@Tabata164]

​@@T7d534lmao literally

[@Tabata164]

Hahahaha literally lmao ​@@T7d534

[@Tabata164]

@@T7d534 literally hahha

[@Im-lost-pleaese-help]

I don't wanna seem like I'm weird but we're all thinking it, she's cute asf 💀

[@Bigboss-y4v]

Dude obviously i don't think a ugly person would make a KZbin video because umm they would feel weird and don't call my girlfriend cute dude I'm supposed to be having 5 kids with her