Ren - For Joe (Live Performance Video)

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Ren - For Joe (Live Performance Video)
After Joe died the visits I paid to North Wales were fleeting. By being somewhere new I could be someone new. Brighton didn't just offer me a new chapter, it offered me a new book, and a whole new character.
On Monday I would make the difficult journey home because of music and the fund raising efforts of my incredible following. We managed to raise an incredible £21,000 for the RNLI, an incredible team of volunteers, who risk their lives without pay to aid calls of distress from British shores. The night Joe went missing they were out on the choppy stretch of water between Anglesey and the Mainland, until 5am, looking for Joe, without pay, from the goodness of their hearts. They continued the search efforts for the entire following week until hope dwindled. They owed us nothing, and gave us everything.
Yesterday I decided to pay a visit to Joe's mum and dad. I was asked to play them the new live session I recorded in Calgary. It was probably the most nervous I've been playing someone a video that I'd made. The topic isn't an easy one, especially for parents who have lost an incredible son. I nervously hit play, and the gravity of what I was showing sunk in and I began to cry. In the end we sat in silence, silently sobbing. Joes mum turned to me and smiled and we hugged, and I felt much lighter.
It made me really realise I guess what I've always known. Music is far more than music. It's a channel of communication for the things that are impossible to say. It's a bridge between the living and the dead. It's a way to stay immortal. It's a way to resurrect the dead. It's a universal language. It cuts down barriers of the parts of you which are encapsulated in steel cast iron. It allows frozen rivers to thaw and become un-stagnant. I owe myself, my life, everything I am to music. Music is the closest thing to god I know. I am so grateful to be doing what I do and to tap into this mystic force. My life, my energy, myself, I eternally devote to it.
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[@cheyenne_tweak6278]

Mine was a Joe to. Joey. September 28th this year. He showed me hi Ren about a month or 2 before. He said that he thought I would appreciate and understand it and I did. He drove his car to the place where he went up in flames. He had a golden heart and he kept his friends up. When everyone was down. Now we have to keep each other from falling and god is it hard. There's such a strange feeling with it. We took pictures the day before we were all happy. Everything happened over a girl. I shouldn't have let you leave my house. We will never forget you. I hope your listening I love you man I miss you absurd. Those lyrics run through my body everytime I listen alone. Goodbye Joey we'll see you eventually. Told your mom your welcome at my home in the next life.

[@kazimierapetruskeviciene6981]

😢❤

[@GabrielleBuchanan-dc8mx]

Aroha (love) to you

[@РиммаГизатулина-й6ш]

❤

[@NigelCooper-b3u]

​@@GabrielleBuchanan-dc8mxand to you ❤ to us all

[@abbybrown638]

Its not your fault. I'm so sorry for your loss😢

[@catherinebisset72671]

This is what KZbin is for. Making a star from the ground up. No record company reaping profits from his talent. No radio station manipulation. Just a man with extraordinary talent who has smashed through the chests of an audience with his ability to tell stories through music. Ren - you are already a legend.

[@d_a_hizzle1309]

Now it's KZbin reaping profits from artists' talent. Meet the new boss, same as the old boss...

[@truthpanda1966]

@@d_a_hizzle1309 Life's not fair is it. booo hooo

[@wendyweedwhacker]

Makes me think he would be better off to produce his show on yt as well, rather than netflix. 🤷

[@catherinebisset72671]

@d_a_hizzle1309 yeah but at least they don't tell him what to write or what to wear. He still has 100% creative control and I get the feeling that's what's most important to him. That and reaching people x

[@LucidThought]

@@d_a_hizzle1309 but he can walk away from youtube..... however that then 'begs the question' can all those "watching you.., watching me" continue to 'republish' during their 'rid along' if he doesn't originally upload to KZbin.. I know what the answer 'should' be.. but I bet it isn't. However after saying that.., I'm sat on KZbin, watching the timer, waiting to hear his latest work... so it can't be all that bad.., for him or 'us'.

[@RenMakesMusic]

As always lyrics here for everyone who wants them: Its hard to take off from the ground when your wings are cut Your stomach burns when your drinking from an empty cup You know the entire ocean came from my tear ducts I see the world through Fibonacci sequences and double Dutch I guess there’s some that’s born lucky and there’s some that’s not I tried to cut away my bitterness hatchet job I locked my troubles in a trunk inside a pick up truck Then dumped the whole thing over the same bridge the one you jumped I think about that sometimes , vividly What it felt like to look down and see tranquility One sudden movement in a world of possibility Only one movement to expose our fragility I fucking miss you and I miss myself I miss thinking that were indestructible as hell I miss chilling by the pier cave and kicking back Wirth Callum Hugo saga Justin stevie and the fuckin lads I miss missing that I numbed myself to close the gap I never even call em up the distance is my plaster cast The truth is that the day you jumped my childhood jumped too But I still can’t find the anger all I find is missing you Man I miss you with all my rhymes I picture running 5 minutes quicker im right on time I Picure pulling you back over the edge and then were crying And holding you my brother and telling you that its fine that’s not the way that I worked Coz I was late like a jerk Theres not a day I didn’t find a way to break from the hurt Your body missing so we never got to wave to the herse I hope your listening , I love you man, I miss you absurd Fuck 

 Burn Burn Burn on Burn Burn Burn on Another domino it falls Across the way another’s born How you supposed to raise a child? And give it courage from a storm In a world that is confusing Contradictions pave our floors Some will say ‘we’re only human’
 Others judge us for a flaws Some get born In sheets of satin Some get by in tattered clothes Some will die before they live Thats just how the story goes But for those of us still with us Who reside inside our hearts Tell them proudly how you feel And for those of us who aren’t Freckled angels stand strong Freckled angels live on Freckled angels climb higher Freckled angels still inspire Freckled angels wont forget you Teach me to live my life better Thirteen years and still I miss you Now my wings are missing feather Otherwise id come and join you But for now im here on earth Stuck inside this mortal body But for everything its worth Made me stronger, made me wiser, made me braver, made me true Made me face the world with courage, And thats all because of you Freckled angels laugh the hardest And their hearts they are the largest With their wings they fly the farthest So I know you’re gonna be okay Freckled angels live the longest And their minds they are the strongest Oh their friends they are the fondest So I know you’re going to be okay

[@Dirt2Doorbell]

✊🏻✊🏻✊🏻❤️‍🔥❤️‍🔥❤️‍🔥

[@tracycrook2574]

Absolutely beautiful piece 💕💕

[@girlonthephone9812]

So beautiful and so relatable. What a tribute.

[@darkmoondrops]

Gorgeous song mate. ❤ R.I.P. Joe

[@yvonnefox9670]

LOVE YOU

[@GiveMeBackMyNameNow]

I loved my brother, his name was Dru, he was so tired and lost his battle. I dont feel so alone when i hear you sing, thank you.

[@debbiedebster5806]

You know that joy you feel when the right one looks at you and says "i love you"? Seems i get those same butterflies now with the three little words: "New Ren Music" 😂❤😊

[@Silkytoaster]

I feel the same way - looking for ward to the premier in a few minutes.

[@MegsD79]

Ditto! ❤

[@MurkW00d]

This every time

[@tanya_loves_u]

I just stumbled on him a couple of weeks ago and have been flying through the rabbit hole and I gotta say I just got butterflies myself. Last time I had an artist's music grab me this tightly... I didn't ever recover. Think I'm a lifer now.

[@Silkytoaster]

I think the new music is this Thurs . The new jackets dropped last week .

[@brittanysartain3646]

Is this dude from this planet? How can someone have that much talent

[@jordonstreet935]

No.. Not from this planet. No way❤

[@jonjonvanhoogdalem9485]

Completely agree, its insane. Found Ren 2 days on insta and have been sucked into the Ren rabbit hole since. I keep being more and more amazed by his talent. He's beautiful ❤

[@NigelCooper-b3u]

No he is here now but ,he is a gift ...so support his mission...❤ Is King.

[@MissBrandieP]

And yet so humble. ❤

[@Easyguitar.stuart]

I'll leave this comment here so that every time someone likes it i come back to view this master piece

[@ILTOMBA]

there you go!

[@cd400]

Come on in back

[@thelordismysheperd435]

I come back time after time. ❤

[@erikvikernes716]

Daily reminder 4 this banger

[@positiverhengst3982]

Reminding you of this masterclass❤

[@aRk97427]

Thanks for existing bro ! 🤍

[@PetalCox]

Understand!!!

[@periurban]

Lit by a bottle of light, the backdrop a city of light. Whatever darkness Ren has experienced, whatever pain, his exploration of it floods us with that same light, allowing each and every one of us to see how we hurt. Maybe for some of us it's the first time we've ever seen our true selves, because we have hidden ourselves from ourselves. To explore the hurt alone is to invite it to overwhelm us. But with Ren beside us we are suddenly able to transcend the deficit which previously limited our horizons. I'm nearly seventy, and my horizons are naturally limited, but if I was a young man I'd be getting ready to follow and support Ren for the next few decades, as I'm sure many young people are. I've never seen or heard anyone like Ren Gill. It's not just that he is a genius, he is OUR genius, present in our time and our place, in our minds and hearts today. He's not some dusty figure from the past that we learn about from books. He's here. Now. Ren has already changed lives, and I hope and believe that as he emerges into his butterfly stage he will change the world just enough to make a difference.

[@08shunter]

Very well said, I couldn't express it better myself. I'm a 69 yo and I have never found such a musical genius like Ren before. I will be sitting right next to you friend.

[@ceekayy79]

Beautifully written! I feel so blessed to be able to experience life with Ren and his music in it, along with his message of hope and unity. It's an inspiring thing to experience 🧡🧡🧡

[@REN4eva]

Very well written, I totally agree!

[@rosie_tee]

Love this ❤🌹

[@feldgraufox4927]

I read that in rens voice. Good stuff

[@clara-em7vd]

everyone: there's just no honest and relatable music being released nowadays. Ren: hold my Shakesbeer.

[@StevenRockwood]

You're not a male - He hasn't any interest! ... 👋

[@faucillon]

@clara-em7vd I support this message, and the pun. :D (Not sure what stevenrockwood is trying to say with that comment though)

[@jamescurrie7678]

Don’t touch it, don’t edit it, don’t master it just release it so I can hear it and feel it this way. A beautiful piece. Sending love Ren ❤

[@TheBorderRyker]

I agree. ❤️‍🔥

[@flawlessdigitalphotography4935]

^^^^^^^ this

[@craigevans8912]

Great comment and so true, just pure raw talent… it’s doesn’t need anything added to it, it is it!

[@benbattersby9239]

His music is perfectly imperfect

[@BillyVatcher]

Yes. Although everyone should experience the videos all those live versions deserve to be released on music streaming on their own as is!

[@spawnofstamos2737]

I'm 52 years old. I don't even know how to describe what it's like listening to your music. It's unlike anything I've ever heard. Your music isn't just sound, it's an experience. I've shown people your music, and to be honest, most people don't get it. But, that's the beauty of your talent, not everyone will understand it. But those of us that do are forever grateful to you for creating art instead of noise. Noise dies, art is eternal. Your music is art. Never stop creating, and more importantly, sharing your creation with those of us that are hungry for something other than the audible diarrhea currently on display on the radio. Thank you for sharing your gift with us, I'd love to meet you some day and tell you in person. And I don't even like people lol

[@ChrisNewman-fu8ez]

Ha I'm 49 and hj ren got me into this sound,ii don't just want to call it music as to me it's much more, Glad to see all ages are represented here .....

[@bjoernhoegsdal]

@@ChrisNewman-fu8ez I´m 48. I've been listening to Ren around the clock for days. I don't even know what I like best about him. Spoken word, rap, singersongwriting, Ennio Morricone, rock, pop, punk and whatnot are all mixed together here. Eminem meets Shakespeare, classical guitar meets opera, paired with angry punk and rap. No run-of-the-mill radio edit pop song format is used here, rather consistently broken. One song will probably not convey its spectrum. And that certainly has something to do with personal taste, but what I actually want to say is that I haven't been this enthusiastic about a musician for a long time.

[@DjCorndawg]

40 here, and yeah a lot of peers don't understand the talent in this man. His music is amazing, raw, true, emotional. It makes me feel like I'm not alone in this shitty world. Love all you who enjoy this masterpiece.

[@bronagh1579]

58 here...Ren addict ...help!

[@lilmem07]

You're so right that it's an experience rather than a sound! 😌

[@kevinmauch5622]

Ren...you make my 70 year old heart ache and stronger at the same time. I lost my best friend when I was 12 and the only thing that saved my soul was learning to play music and drowning in sounds. Your music touches the child inside and the adult I have become. Bless your beautiful sensitive soul. Play on my brother. I will listen as long as I have ears.

[@alanpickering9845]

I am 50 very eclectic musical taste this kid is special.

[@judigrumm7190]

I bet sometimes it still feels like yesterday. It does for me. Sometimes I feel them right next to me.

[@kevinmauch5622]

@@judigrumm7190 Indeed. My friend Todd still visits me in my dreams.

[@rachaelk3988]

This is a beautiful response...I wish I were better with words to articulate how it touched my heart. ❤❤

[@markmcginley559]

God bless you sir

[@edwardslife7087]

44 years old who listens to his parents music as well as his own and I thought I’d heard it all….I was wrong. Ren is the best artist I’ve EVER listened to. Truly amazing.

[@PetalCox]

Agree. 55 yrs old in not in my life have heard a more breathtaking melodically perfect vocals or a such a brilliant storyteller n always never want the song ta end

[@torireed5943]

Whenever I feel suicidal I listen to this song! It stops me because i don’t ever want my loved ones to feel this pain 😢 this is my hope song

[@WindyMouse217]

Keep fighting ❤ the darker the night the brighter the dawn

[@matthewsevern1]

Someone said; "if I gave you £1 million today but you can't wake up tomorrow would you take it?" The answer was no, remember everyday you fight off your demons. Is another day richer yourself - your friends and your family become. Keep being a warrior!

[@imdoofey]

Don't give up. I grew up in a shitty family, each day was full of abuse, screams and loneliness. I've thought many times of killing myself cause I couldn't bear the pain, until one day I decided to change my life. Got a job, moved out. Now I found the love of my life and each day is wonderul. Life sometimes is hard, but we can change that as long as we don't give up. When we give up, that's when it actually ends. Never give up on hope. Trust me, life can be wonderful, some of us just got a bad start or lost ourselves at some point. Get up and keep walking ❤❤❤

[@Burlybigfoot]

I know exactly what you're saying, stay strong ❤

[@Burlybigfoot]

​@@WindyMouse217 ❤there's more of us than you think

[@kevinsanders1897]

You won’t hear REN on the Radio but you’ll feel him your damaged heart

[@amandacruse224]

Love this comment

[@kryptonite6991]

Beautiful tribute Ren. Simply beautiful. I’m sure he hears you. I’m not your father, but as a father… I’m damn proud of you. And I’m sure a certain freckled angel is too. Well done.

[@1tauruschild]

@kriptonite69 What a Very Kind Vibe to Send To Ren. I think you are very right in what you said. Nice to read such a positive comment. Thank you for it. CreekSquad Lifer 🤠

[@sharoncarlisle9453]

One of the things that makes your artistry stand out is your ability to make music that is so personal,, but at the same time, so relatable. We are privileged to experience your expression of your love for your friend.

[@dgoodall]

I love the fact that you are doing things 100% your way. No pressure to keep a record company happy. Just you expressing yourself in every way you feel. And we are all 100% here for it.

[@tinymusikcodottv-Musikverse99]

record companys aew easy. you have 5 to 8 songwriters to write your lyrics and music and 5 or so producers and all you have to do is look good a reap the fame and amll portion and the tens of millions you bring in a year.. the hard part are all the concerts and going on all media and you dont have a life anymore!!!

[@MonstrMatt]

Ive been making it a point to listen to independent artists. They are avle to do what they want with no constraints and that appeals to me.

[@Morgansallyshiniqua]

His music is amazing I love how he expresses his feelings I think how his authentic and real lyrics are what make his music so popular , he doesn't do what a record label would want and that's why his music is so good his music is so distinctive ❤

[@marinacarlagiorgi3699]

I'm 64 and never cried hearing a song. Thank you Ren because now I know what is like. You are precious.

[@iancollins65]

How did he not completely lose it during this performance. That was so beautiful. Thank you Ren. RIP Joe. Your spirit lives on through Rens music.

[@mwebb5000]

Thank You for this Ren. I am a 61 year old grandfather with three sons. I have lost friends and family members. Very little makes me emotional, but every time I hear you sing Freckled Angel I tear up. You are the same age as my oldest son. He lost a friend in middle school and I think of the pain he felt. I could continue telling you my experiences but it is getting hard to see my keyboard. I pray that God will give you peace. Opa

[@trekkietrek1774]

I'm 51, like many of us I have been to hell and back within those 51 years, but thankfully, I am still here, and I learned the magic trick Ren spoke of, I learned to relax. Ren, thank you mate for your music and thank you from the bottom of my heart for putting into words the thoughts and feelings so many of us have to live with and overcome. Peace and good health to you, stay strong.

[@santoy1000]

That ‘learn to soften and relax’ quote hit me more than any other as well 👍

[@Uniquely-Unoriginal]

Nice to see another 51-year old here. Ren definitely has a way with words; he is so expressive and open. Glad I found his channel (via Knox Hill).

[@KismetSarken]

53 here & same. I've done my psych hospital time. From 23 off & on until my late 30's. Ren expresses exactly the feelings I have on how I finally got free. 9 years med free now. It's not that depression has no place in me anymore, it just doesn't own me, or control me anymore. Bless you Ren. Your are an amazing soul, and heart. You deserve more than you've been given, for changing people around the world like you have.

[@Burlybigfoot]

I hear you brother, I've been there to ,twice deliberately tried to take my own life, once by massive overdose of heroine and crackcocaine injected, and a hosepipe into my car window ,but for some reason the end of the pipe kept melting shut in the exhaust and I had to keep cutting it and trying again, the mad thing was the end of the exhaust wasn't hot enough to melt it ,but 20 years later and I'm getting stronger all the time, because we've been to hell and now we can only get stronger ❤

[@rdel714]

It's a pendulum eternally swing from the dark to the light and the brighter the light shines the darker the Shadow It cast❤

[@lennieknight4320]

This is why music is power ❤

[@nptfit]

You are the definition of why music was invented. To create. To express. To connect. To laugh. To cry. To just be, YOU This was BEAUTIFUL 👏👏👏

[@Bendejo-lm8wo]

Perfectly put.

[@TryMyMartini]

Yes. Although I don't know if music was invented, or if it was born. Or maybe it has always been here, just waiting to be found. If so, Ren knows where to look.

[@justurboi3806]

Couldn't have been said any better honestly.

[@sgtgrash]

​@@TryMyMartiniInside ;)

[@braca977]

....to belong !

[@vikinginspace4881]

I'm a 40 year old guy, mainly into Rock, Punk, Indie, grunge, Dance (That's EDM to my American amigos lol) and Reggae. I've NEVER "hit the notification bell" in all my years but I've had put the notifications on as I've been on a binge of Ren's music all week and I'm pumped to hear what's next!. You are so talented Ren. If you think you don't like Ren's music after hearing just one song I suggest checking out all of Ren's music because I truely believe he crosses genres and that there is a tune for everyone.

[@jasonremy1627]

Same. Gen X classic rock/90s Alternative guy, but no music touches me like Ren does.

[@k_WESTSIDE_AMERICAN]

Yeah... When did our music become the oldies and classics?

[@larnielife2022]

Aww Ren, Thank you, my baby brother is a freckled angel and he was also called Joe, he passed away in 2007. I will cherish this song! You always get me emotional as you remind me of one of my other brothers and your lyrical ability is breathtaking. Never had an artist have the effect on me that you do, your work is on a level of its own! I watched that video of you thinking you were gunna die and it ached my heart, look at you now lad! Doing everyone proud, especially Joe, moving mountains! 💕🫶💕

[@smoove_]

sorry for your loss, so long as he's in your memory, he's never truely gone

[@larnielife2022]

@@smoove_ thank you, crazy that it's already been 16yrs, still feels like yesterday! His anniversary is on the 6th July, his funeral was the day between my 16th and our other brothers 14th birthday. We always do something nice on that day 🥰💕🫶

[@ukrobboxing]

❤ I think it’s beautiful you have this special song now, sending a hug

[@larnielife2022]

@@ukrobboxing thank you so much! X

[@graceydez6199]

I am not crying. Its just onions that i am not chopping. ❤ This is how music can touch people in way even the artist cannot predict. Sending lots of love your way. ❤

[@grimkiller1234]

Ren....I dont know if this will ever be seen, but thank you. I lost my best friend who i considered a brother. I found him OD'd in my bathroom, i drowned myself with alcoholism, closed off all relationships, and numbed myself to the world. Your music and shared pain has made me face my own pain and truth, it's hard, but your music has been the final inspiration to live a better life. Not for just me, but for the friends and family and Seth...I miss you Seth..I thank you Ren for literally making me face the music

[@WilseaSmith]

Im not gay ,but you are one mother f'in beautiful soul.

[@grimkiller1234]

@@WilseaSmith Oh i appreciate your kind words! You saying that shows the beautiful soul that you are :)

[@DeJay7]

You could say this is For Seth...

[@Wolfsta]

They killed one of my best friends in Atlanta last month. This song is a small island of peace.

[@miri7526]

🕊🖤

[@Wolfsta]

@@miri7526 🙏🙏

[@Ropes33]

freal i can rel8

[@Ann-vi5ns]

Very sorry for your loss. 🙏🙏🦴

[@Robertogilvie-xu4pe]

@@miri7526 perfect.🙏

[@jaymorgan2478]

A THAN YOU FROM SOMEONE YOU HELP EVERY DAY. REN, I have what's called CMT ( Charcoat-Marie-Tooth ) named after the 3 doctors that discovered it. Its sorta like muscular dystrophy, in that it's a sucky ass disorder to which there is NO CURE, so it gets worse every day. My muscles are rotting away while I'm still alive. It has caused major bone curvature in my feet and my hands look like skeleton bone with just skin on them . I sped tons of time watching your videos and especially reactions to my fav, HI REN. Its like getting to see it again and again for the first time. Your life is much harder than mine I'd imagine but your strength seeps into me through your words and the ABSOLUTELY BRILLIANT ART PERFORMANCES you share with us. SO, WE LOVE YOU REN - THE GREATEST STORY TELLER EVER. -- Jay Morgan - Stay Cool my brother

[@sandracole2578]

When he says 'for those who are with us' pauses and says 'and those who aren't' he looks behind him; I felt like he knew Joe was right by him, gave me chills. What a wonderful song and tribute to Joe.

[@sherececocco]

I love Rens piano. It sounds natural like the sounds of rain or breathing.

[@nikiwan4timothy]

As a 72 year old man that has intermittently followed you for several years now, I have admired your music ability and feel and verve but the recent flow of releases from you has also brought inspiration. And, truthfully it is no easy feat to have a wizened old man gather new hopes and new optimisms. I am but one life of millions touched by your efforts. Pains and regrets never go away, we merely learn how to manage them somehow. You brought these pains new life and rather than regret that or wail away at the misery they share at times, i thank you. My friend from so long ago thanks you too. He was my freckled angel and it is glorious to feel him again. Than you, Ren

[@DerekGM6]

I'm 74 and you have said it much better than I could ever do. I agree with every word.

[@nikiwan4timothy]

@@DerekGM6 Thank you. I think as I aged I became a little jaded and the beauty of Ren's music is how he revitalized the emotion and drive again to remember certain people and remember the reason and inspiration for a strong will to purpose.

[@Theartistformallyknownasnog]

My friend Joe commited suicide jumping in front of a train 10 years ago.... this song really hits home. I cant make it half way through without crying. Thank you Ren for sharing this with us.

[@craigevans8912]

❤

[@birtesmolnig8692]

❤

[@graceydez6199]

Jesus this must have been tough to watch for you ❤

[@Theartistformallyknownasnog]

@@graceydez6199 Tough, but cathartic. It's a beautiful song.

[@86billionneurons]

A beautiful tribute to, Joe. He must have been sitting right next to you, with his wings rapped so tightly around you and with a big freckled, proud smile and love so warm the deepest parts of the ocean just started to become warm. ❤❤❤ Thank you, Ren.

[@spomenkachekerevatz4848]

Wow what a picture! Beautiful🫂

[@Ati-MarcusS]

nicest words that week i saw as a comment! my Angel was 3 weeks on vacation i was a bit worried that time. she saved my live one or two times

[@Leszaire]

*WHO'S JOE?*

[@86billionneurons]

@@Leszaire Joe was Ren's best friend, but 13 years ago, Joe decided he couldn't be on planet Earth anymore, so he left this planet 13 years ago and hopefully became a freckled Angel. 👼

[@Leszaire]

@@86billionneurons Oh, damn that's sad.

[@kylepitt3561]

Dear Ren... I'm sorry you couldn't be there 5 minutes sooner for your friend, I hope it helps you to know that you've showed up 5 minutes early for myself and a few thousand fans. Just wanted to say thanks ❤

[@Mysmi]

After listening to Ren, all other music I hear sounds dull and incomplete. Ren is on another level

[@Clover_knows_pets]

Agreed.

[@nathanchohany8169]

What would Ren say to this? You really dont think Ren doesnt have bands and artists he loves and respects? He even goes as far as to say, hey one of my new favourite artists Dirt Miller checl him out(paraphrased). I love Rens art. Though saying he is better then anyone else ever is akin to being an ostriche.

[@coffeejabberwocky]

Respectfully, there are thousands of artists you or I have never even heard of. I love Ren's music, but it's a beautiful, deep ocean of art you can even add to. Not a mythical, impregnable oligarchy, with a strict door policy ❤

[@dgoodall]

He is definitely one of the most compelling and honest artists I’ve ever heard. But definitely check Dirt Miller who he recommended who has a similar brutal honesty and virtuoso musicality.

[@nathanchohany8169]

Dirt and Rem are very dif in their lyrics

[@richardmoore7521]

I lost my best friend to the sea when I was 17, 44 now, and this is the closest to closure I have ever felt. Thank you, bro 🙏

[@theronharmon8912]

God bless you, and thank you for your vulnerability.

[@Tweej]

His words helped me understand the choices in made following 2 friends taking their lives and I moved away and stopped communicating with the rest of my friends... Distance being my plaster cast... So exacting it broke me but helped heal a little bit I hated about myself 😢

[@allthingsandmore4613]

Happy for you man!!!

[@lilmem07]

@Tweej 💗

[@decotronq9054]

❤❤❤

[@domdoesthethings]

Always hauntingly beautiful, Ren. I was on suicide watch on a psych ward, woken every 6 mins of average throughout the night. Went to the gym with a man who stuck a pencil through his eyeball into his brain. Mental health is serious shit, I'm now in the best place I've been possibly ever, I'm happy, confident and self assured. Your music talks to me, in a good way. Thank you man

[@AmaliaFraud]

I'm glad you made it to the other side.

[@Connie1955]

@@AmaliaFraud Me2! God will not waste any of your life events; all will be working for your Good

[@ExplosiveYoda]

"One sudden movement in a world of possibility Only one movement to expose our fragility" this is one of the most powerful lines ever. It's crazy how that one decision changes someone's life forever. Thank you for choosing to stay.

[@gerdhempel2802]

Not a jump, but a rope... but the same feeling... man I miss you!! Thank you Ren for your music 🙏. You are deep haert... stay strong!

[@estiedejager4958]

Ren... I have no words! I am 61 years old and only became aware of your music after stumbling upon Hi Ren on Facebook. Since then I am hooked. Following you, reactions to your music, your story, rooting for you, wishing you good health and healing from the hurt of losing Jo. Beautiful, meaningful music in a world where so much has become meaningless and hollow. Keep doing what you're doing, man!

[@davidparsons9023]

Oh for god sakes. You can't play guitar as good as you do, sing as good as you do, rap as good as you do, put lyrics and stories together as good as you do and then bust out a piano banger like this. Any chance you can save some talent for the rest of us... There's plenty to go around. Legend

[@fredfred2363]

Yeah, you have "musicians" and then there's Ren... 👍🏻

[@thomasjones4893]

I'm Welsh and I can't tell you how cool it was to see you on the news and gush about you to my family watching. Its something amazing you did Ren. That money will do a lot of good. I love your music and its awesome to share a home nation with who I consider one of the greatest artists of all time. You have a beautiful soul and I know more and more people will want to be a part of it. You are by far my favorite parasocial relationship 🫶

[@everest5483]

hey my names joseph, and one of my most popular nicknames everybody calls me is Joe. listening to this made me realize that this is probably exactly how my brother would react if i were to do it, ive been struggling for a long time now, my father passed November 11th 2024, so seeing this song and listening to this masterpeice saved my life, i want to thank you ren, for your amazing music and one, for saving my life.

[@PetalCox]

Keep on keeping on mate. Ya will carry the grief for the rest of your life till ya close ya eyes n open them he will be among the first angels ya see. Thinking of ya n blessings mate xxxxx

[@tawithmmk4800]

You are a Ren in your own right and maybe just don’t know it. You have people around you that rely on you to brighten their day. Don’t ever forget that. Even at your lowest you are someone this world needs. Here’s to better days ahead. ❤

[@Calcite1214]

REN, this is so beautiful. I lost my father at the end of November. This song reminds me how strong I am and that even in grief I will prevail because he is still looking down and directing me to happiness and success. Thank you so much for sharing your talent of speaking about the hard emotions we all feel but don't always know how to express.

[@dmcclelland37]

I feel like I am watching Ren heal in real time and that is so powerful. @Ren Thank you for sharing with us.

[@erict956]

54 years old former soldier who has been there, I've lost far too many friends to their demon's with today being the anniversary of one leaving us far too young. Thank you for this and your other music, as always you give everything to the performance baring your soul for all to see. Thank you Ren, just thank you.

[@1tauruschild]

@ericThank You for your Service Sir.! 🇺🇸🇺🇸🇺🇸🇺🇸🇺🇸🇺🇸🇺🇸🇺🇸956

[@rexrogers1859]

Thank you, Ren. This means alot to me. Love your artistry, my friend.

[@kristiaanpiccioni8829]

One of the most heartfelt and relatable songs I’ve ever heard

[@brianagainey3183]

Ren,when I listen to you the rest of the world goes quiet. It's like a type of meditation I've never known.

[@0Onyx13]

Man, you just want me to cry, don't you? Joe was so lucky to have you as such a dear friend. I'm sure he's looking down at you with a smile.

[@yahdaipznky6595]

I know right 😭❣️ We need to stock up on tissues or make sure we have them close by. 🫂❤

[@laurengraham2070]

The most touching, heart-wrenching tribute to a beloved friend. I'm sure Joe is looking down at you Ren, with a big grin on his face and saying to all the angels 'That is my friend right there'. You have done yourself, Joe and all his family proud 👏. Thank you for sharing this personal and emotional masterpiece ❤ xx

[@Little_Alien_Lost]

That's such a beautiful way of describing it! Absolutely perfect mental picture. ❤️

[@MuzikasVecis]

I am now fucking around with AI music & while at awe of the progress of it - I do not see how AI could ever replace the sheer emotion & raw feels that artists like Ren can produce. Coming back here very frequently and having the same thought every time. Brings goosebumps every time.

[@vantablack-ynwa]

This piece gives me the strength to carry on. Infact it couldn't have come at a better time. I'm tired and sick but I WILL NOT LEAVE those felings with my family ALONE. This is absolutely beautiful and as my tears fall I keep on trying. You are such an incredible artist/ friend/ person/ human / I thank you for helping me through x

[@alisonmarshall7078]

Never ever give up hope. You are loved and you are worth it xx

[@michaelnardmann3208]

Similar Situation over here, we got this. 💪❤️

[@MartinQvistTyron]

I don't know what you are going through, but know this - you are loved Keep fighting

[@chloefarrow3712]

I'm tired and sick too and I feel what you say and what Ren sings, those words 😭 Stay strong for those around you and for those who didn't get to 💗

[@sandrag8656]

Your words touched me deep. 😢 Sending love and hugs to you. 💝

[@tkd4uandme]

I am amazed every time I listen to Ren. His sense of melody is great, I don’t usually like rap, but his style is great. The fact that he can really sing brings him to another level, and the personal nature he brings to his lyrics is second to none.

[@DannelDoo]

For real, I haven't listened to rap since 2002. I listen to ren, who is clearly the illest of our time, all the time.

[@PAnon2024]

I think my thinking is similar to yours, the more 'rap' style songs he does im less inclined to like, but when it is intertwined into track like this , along with other styles , he really shines. I often have the same thought listening to Ren of 'this is more than singing/music - this is multifaceted performance combining song, poetry, theatre and therapy/healing'

[@fuTuRo-Sonic]

I really hope people realise that Ren is not just a fantastic wordsmith but an incredibly gifted musician as well. His guitar, piano playing and voice are all top notch and a testament, no doubt, to the many hours he has spent perfecting them. His journey from now on will be really fascinating to follow as the world is now at his feet and good health finally attainable. Good luck brother Ren and thanks for the incredible music.

[@kristinewojtkiewicz9862]

THE MOST Amazing & versatile artist I’ve had the privilege to listen to! 🙏 Thank You REN!

[@kayleighsmith7087]

My comment is going to be lost amongst the crowd, but I felt the need to comment. I've only just found your music and I'm just blown away. Your story telling, and poetic lyrics discuss topics that are not talked about enough. So many people struggle in silence, not wanting to be a burden to others. Just having that small branch of finding something or someone that resonates so much, can make so much difference. Thank you Ren. Much love.

[@notdonyet4130]

We hear you, WE see you! Agreed 100%

[@wrmorris2]

I and we hear and feel the same

[@utopaline9491]

just found Ren in the last few months myself. I can not remember an artist in my 47 years on this earth that has made me feel so much emotion. there is none other

[@pjsmalena]

You are loved.

[@michealyoung2576]

WE CARE ❤

[@francesdoll4039]

I just got very calm. The skyline, the key board, the bottle of light, and your beautiful self. A special magic. Thanks Ren, can't wait

[@truthpanda1966]

I think it was the marijuana that did it

[@francesdoll4039]

@@truthpanda1966 nah! Don't smoke. That photo just touches the poet. ;)

[@truthpanda1966]

@@francesdoll4039 sounds dirrrrty

[@EyesforSkies]

Ren's artistic expression is beautifully raw and real, cuts straight to the bone. If by some statistical fluke you see this, you're an inspiration man, keep it up forever!

[@blobRBX]

what a fucking masterpiece

[@user-uq3jh8zv6k]

Dear Ren, This is the first time I react to something on youtube. I am old enough to be in the last phase of my life and I feel myself so fortunate that I discovered you and your music. I cannot express in words what it means to feel the emotions you get across and set free at the same time. I feel honored that your music could become a part of my life this way.... Thx man ...

[@ILTOMBA]

Thx!

[@deannelynn]

Just found you Ren so glad i did i feel u

[@Larissa-rose1]

❤❤❤

[@Dompop69]

Ren, if you read some of these Amazing comments from listeners that have been privileged with coming across your Poetry, just know your music is at the level, where I believe it actually makes people's lives better. You are Unreal. Full Respect ❤

[@javieralvarez1072]

How many freckled angels can rap in the head of a pin?

[@brooketomblin7897]

Anyone else just get chills? Am left speechless once again Ren! Lump in my throat, isn't helping.Thank you for this, Ren. Feeling blessed you exist! It's hard to wrap just words around tragic events & this world in general, but you do it beautifully, and seamlessly somehow, each & every time. Are a musical genius of all time! Are on your own frequency, but resonate on so many levels...

[@xeriyaya]

Sooo very well said!!!!

[@lokyady]

I lost my wife last year. Listening to this song in broke down for the first time in 9 months. Discovered you today. I’ve been listening tonthis song on repeat for an hour and crying. I know inhave to get strong and continue with my life, but right now injust want to listen to this and cry

[@nem447]

Its healing in a morbid kinda way aye

[@mi-cha-ela]

i hope your doing okay and heal ❤

[@markhowards420]

Sending hugs . Stick around, the world needs you ❤

[@evelinehenry7028]

Take time to heal...this music is like a therapy ❤

[@Fennias]

Love you Ren. My Joe was my brother. RIP to them both. God bless you.

[@dropbarracuda]

I love how you're keeping his memory alive through your music. By the time this drops, Joe's memory will automatically be sent out to just under 1 MILLION subscribers, who'll then share Joe's memory with others. What you've done is one of the greatest gifts possible: persistence to live on after death and not only that, but in such a way that can heal others and bring people together. Much love and respect to you, Ren, Joe, and all the lads for putting in far more than you've taken out of this world. ❤️

[@fairygurl9269]

Respect 💞

[@2011micha]

Truly beautiful my son was found dead 3 months ago and the second verse got me crying for my own loss. Thank you Ren you truly reach in and touch the deepest of our souls

[@k_WESTSIDE_AMERICAN]

🙏💔

[@Bodie.]

I am sorry for your loss, I cant even Imagine ❤‍🩹

[@2011vantage]

Words can not express. I'm truly sorry for your loss.

[@kirstyvogt4326]

Thankyou Ren for sharing this, my daughter Ivy is 15 and lost two close friends last year to suicide. Ivy has found it difficult to find the words to explain how she feels, when she heard this for the first she could express her pain. Thankyou a million times over. x

[@johnnyeproductions]

They never leave us, we just cannot see them right now. Hold your head high Ivy, they will be watching over you!

[@everlast4719]

Godbless you and your family ❤🧡💛💚💙💜 to you all

[@kirstyvogt4326]

Thankyou for the kind replies, we will remember them all.

[@Lovehappyjoy]

Made me cry again!

[@AwkwardSquirrel13]

Sending love to your Ivy

[@staceyevans3061]

Wow.. just speechless, what an amazing tribute. Thank you for sharing this and turning something so heartbreaking into something beautiful.

[@derekcarpenter6473]

Ren doesn’t just make music, he IS music. Your music makes me feel feelings I forgot I even had.

[@jdjordan4425]

If Ren can't bring you to tears then you need to look within and figure out why you can't feel.... Just stunning.

[@eugene6340]

that hit deep bro

[@Uniquely-Unoriginal]

Beautifully done Ren! Gorgeous singing, lyrics, song/mash-up. ((((((Ren)))))))))) For Joe 💜🖤💜 RIP It's NOT your fault Ren; you are NOT a jerk, you tried your best. Unfortunately, he chose to do it and didn't leave time to be saved by anyone 😢

[@GlennCoggin]

Great comment and totally true. Ren, you’re an angel walking on this earth. Joe will be watching you proudly ❤️🖤❤️

[@amagab2346]

Well said - I think this what I’ve wanted to say to Ren.

[@SteveBrigden]

Just beautiful ❤️

[@TheKristerina]

From someone who was also too late to save a dearest friend, thank you so much for this song. ♥

[@BrainInjuredTortellinni]

This song saved my life! I didn’t lose my friend to suicide. It was a car wreck that took a kids life and left me with a TBI. I lost sight of why I kept fighting everyday, couldn’t see the light and was ready to give up. Thanks Ren, for reminding me that I live on for the kid that wasn’t given the chance.

[@wendyvanwalsem7631]

I feel u stay strong! ❤

[@Gwenmusicchannel112]

Poor thing i am sorry 😢

[@BrainInjuredTortellinni]

This song saved me and Hi Ren cured me. I just had to close my eyes and feel the warmth of the light Ren is shinning!!! He is an angel. He will realize it when he is done teaching us what he’s learned!!!

[@brycewilliams6454]

sending love, positivity, and strength your way.

[@Esca1010]

I cant even imagine the pain you went through. I am glad that you have found your reason to keep fighting. All the love of the world to you

[@sample.text.]

It is a genuine honor to get to witness this. You are a force, Ren. Thank you.

[@NoisieBastrdd]

that is beautiful, man. He really is a force

[@jolewis4382]

He is a movement.

[@Bochen739]

Please don't change, don't let the big record labels turn you into a money-making machine. Evolve, but don't lose yourself. Your music fills the void I had due to the saturation of money-driven music. Thank you.

[@t.kingdom3663]

Of course Ren is a master pianist as well! So much talent.

[@graceydez6199]

He does it all ❤

[@justurboi3806]

as someone that doesn't know how to play a single instrument, it's kinda just insane to watch. Very inspiring too

[@TheWoodydan]

I'm 56 yrs old in the US and enjoy many types of music. This guy is something special. To come up with something that no one has done before and create a whole new genre and sound is amazing.

[@colinosborne1248]

eminem did it

[@joryworthen]

​@@colinosborne1248played on guitar

[@sebastiant.8665]

@@joryworthen plan b dit it

[@baileyboo9788]

Ren is unique, one hell of a talent... I'm 53 living on Anglesey

[@Take1Musicc]

Eminem hasn’t done anything like this he hardly uses singing as a part of his songs that’s not someone else singing for him. Ren is the whole deal he sings and raps and plays his music on multiple instruments altogether.

[@bernadetteb3444]

This hits me so hard rn. My husband was a huge fan and would constantly talk about what an amazing talent Ren is. Unfortunately he recently passed and his name was Joe too.

[@brienbenjamin]

Sorry for your loss

[@bernadetteb3444]

@@brienbenjamin thank you.

[@Kanihide06]

My respect for you will never be culled. As far as I'm concerned you were the one friend who stood next to me at the top of that parking lot and you're the reason why I made it home that night. I just wanted to say thank you.

[@markmcginley559]

Stay strong buddy ❤️

[@raymcmillan5310]

Ren needs to play the piano on more of his songs so beautiful. Definitely on another level.

[@by_the_stone]

Ren is so overwhelmingly creative and productive while being under treatment. And everything he does just fits. This is so damn impressive!

[@MrDandanhesourman]

I cried harder than I usually do when I listen to your songs. I've lost a sister and 3 brothers in my life, one brother from suicide. Your music "gets" all of us out there that are hurting. I thank you for that Ren. I (we) feel understood and better after listening to your music and expression.

[@jak6326]

♥

[@graceydez6199]

❤

[@specialkcarellc]

Honestly, thank you.

[@kathyshea6698]

WOW! WOW! WOW! what a beautiful and masterful tribute! You continue to amaze me with your amazing talents and soulful, powerful words!! Love and Light to you dear Ren!

[@joeherrera6523]

Bruh, the piano solo slapped. I still have goosebumps. Amazing celebration and tribute to your friend, as always thank you!

[@fionataylor4269]

''The day you jumped, my childhood did too'' . Amazing tribute to Joe. My mother jumped too. That day was the day I really became an adult and I learned , slowly to live. Amazing tribute Ren !

[@christelsegbars1630]

Dear beautiful human, I hope life is gives you more kindness now, please accept a virtual hug from a stranger from Holland

[@fionataylor4269]

@@christelsegbars1630 That is very kind and thoughtful of you. Thank you. Take care.

[@alejandropetit6573]

I'm just sorry, I hope you've been able to heal since then. Take care random person

[@fionataylor4269]

@@alejandropetit6573 Thank you , it happened a long time ago and I am okay. Take care !

[@BigMikeReactions]

Thank you for sharing. I know I’m late here but I know the pain. My nephew dealt with bipolar and I just wanted him to get better. But in the end was his end when he felt jumping was better than living. It’s still hard a year later. Love & strength and lean on the ones that you believe in and believe me, they will be there to pick you up when you fall. Thank you for sharing

[@lorimckean540]

Absolutely brilliant Ren.I've had multiple sclerosis for over 28 years and Since 2017 I have been in a wheelchair. For the last 4 years I have found that My passion for music has kind of gone away And hearing you in Hi Ren Just spark something in me and now I can't get enough of listening to your music your message and watching other reactors listen to you as well. Such an inspiration. My point is that even though MS is different from Lyme's disease there are so many similarities I related to with you and I just want to say thank you. You have found a fan for life and I will continue to pass on your message because it's so profound.

[@StergyCreates]

Joe's the freckled angel that always stands behind, beside you Ren. He left you physically but he's standing with you through your amazing evolution to help the lost souls of the world. Once again, thank you Ren and Joe...your experience is helping many and it's an amazing thing to witness. Not to mention the music and lyrics speak to me personally as well. Thanks again.💚💚💚

[@TheSundberg108]

Ren, I wish everyone in the world could hear your Music and see your Videos the way I do. What you are doing is brilliant. I pray you can stay true to yourself so that we can receive many more of your songs. Songs that express truths that that lie unspoken within so many of us. Thank you from the bottom of my heart! ❤️

[@sicpuppy9500]

RENegades ❤

[@thomasgoldschmidt298]

I expressed the same concern months back when I first heard "Hi Ren" and realized that all his songs are masterpieces and that he is an artist about to explode. However, what I saw since is very encouraging. He uses his newfound popularity to lift others and helps to make this world a better place.

[@hangingwednesday]

I lost a lot of people when I was younger, and I could feel that anguish, sadness and grief in this song. Ren, I don't know how almost every fucking song you do manages to hit the feels. Thank you so much for making your music. Thank you.

[@drealyn1486]

This is both heartbreaking and beautiful. I just hope you know how glad we are that you're still here sharing your humour, your pain, your music. You touch us so deeply, so profoundly, because both your highs and lows are put in a way that is so eloquent but still relatable. Your courage and humility are undeniable, so to your talent and skill. Take care of you Ren; this world needs you.

[@Silkytoaster]

Great comment - particularly the last 2 lines .

[@CL4PTRAPS_SQUIRE]

This comment brought a tear to my eye you said it so beautifully

[@stellans.2146]

Beautiful comment.. I could not put it better myself. Ren, I really hope you let it all out so you can move on even stronger than yesterday. Don't dwell to long in pain because it will eat you alive.

[@sinrenfield]

Your piano playing was beautiful Ren. Thanks for hanging out with us all in chat while you shared this song.

[@kimbrown7992]

i just loved the piano as well. He is an amazing artist.

[@UrbnBarz]

I've only recently discovered Ren, but each time I tune in to a Ren track it is something to be savored, an experience to be treasured and a moment in time to be educated from.

[@princess_k1tt3n]

The song made me cry

[@stephenmahlstedt8533]

Ren is one of a kind. A truly unique and exceptionally talented artist. A gift to the world.

[@seangriffiths5316]

Thank you Ren. I lost my brother 25/12/2003. His name was Joe. this hit deep and tbh I have to pause it a few times to get through it. Especially when you sung about sitting with Callum (also the name of my other brother). A song hasn't resonated with me like this for a long time. keep up the great work man. you never know the effect it'll have on people.

[@englishlanguagewithnina5965]

I am really sorry about your loss..that sucks

[@treswim7799]

this gave me goosebumps...i couldn't even begin to imagine how emotional this had to have been for you...hold strong man. and sorry for your loss

[@mr.esmathvideos9222]

Another amazing tribute to your friend. Thank you for your vulnerability and honesty. Thank you for always trying to make a positive impact. Thank you for letting us witness your difficult, crooked path to health, mental wellness, and success. You are a brilliant artist with an earned wisdom beautifully expressed.

[@angelicat89]

Just when I think i've found the best song of Ren I listen another one that shakes my soul like a storm. So grateful to find out your music just in this year when my life feels specialy mad

[@seanchris8290]

Care for you Ren, this is a breath taking song, I believe Joe would be so proud of you, as we all are, stay safe out there mate...