my life is an absolute mess...

As you can see from the title, my life is an absolute mess...
And without really trying to make it sound any better, it really is an absolute mess right now.
Over the time I have seen a lot of people experience anxiety attacks and seen their depression symptoms and the negative thoughts they had when they feel lonely and depressed.
Whether it is panic attacks that I'm going through, or a depression, or anxiety, or just negative thoughts. Sometimes you feel like you need a psychiatrist because you feel anxious, you're feeling depressed and you cannot fix your own psychological problems. Feeling weak and feeling unproductive and not motivated is a common problem.
I know how most people out there know me as a strong person but I just wanted to show you guys that I can have a bad day too.
My name is Reşat Ören and on my channel I post videos about various languages, mainly English, German, Spanish and Turkish.
If you're a polyglot or are just interested in one of those languages and want to learn and acquire them, make sure to stay here and subscribe!
I also post videos about myself and my life. It actually depends on my mood.
No matter what I post though, there's definitely something for everybody out there.
I hope you guys enjoy!
You can watch this video with subtitles in a lot of languages!
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[@ResatOren]

I can’t believe all the comments under this video and all the mails and dm’s that I got from people encouraging me and motivating me. You guys are something else. I am so happy to have such an amazing community and I just wanna let y’all know that I feel so connected to each and every single one of you. And I just wish that positivity finds all of us and that no matter what happens at the end of the day we find a way to smile! 🙏🏻❤️

[@gavkimburnhams3744]

This pandemic has affected us all more than we know, and more than we care to say. We all try to stay positive and hope for normalcy but deep down, we are all struggling! Be strong. Be brave. Keep reaching out and know that there are people who need to hear that THEY are not alone. You have the platform. Use it.

[@gavkimburnhams3744]

P.S. Your baby is adorable! 😁

[@Puppylover00]

Reşat, we will always support you. You are having a very difficult time these days, just be happy, don't think negative ❤️❤️

[@samanthakee1524]

Big hugs hun

[@ceylanisik9841]

♥️♥️♥️

[@Puppylover00]

hayatta herkes bir şeyler yaşıyor anksiyete, panik atak ve daha fazlası asıl mesele bunları yenip hayata tutunabilmek video cidden çok iyi olmuş seni çok seviyorum reşat her zaman desteklemeye de varım

[@ResatOren]

🙏🏻❤️

[@raquelortiz327]

The pandemic hits us all in one way or the other. Needless to say you are not alone. It's ok to say "today, I don't think I can get out of bed or I just don't want to do it". You have made us all a part of your extended family and next time you have one of those days, pick yourself up and do one thing you love..

[@CamilaCamihort]

We are here to support you! I understand the feeling but slowly everything will be better again. You got this! 💪🏻

[@ResatOren]

🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻

[@FeaRNiqht]

Biz bir aileyiz, bunu unutma Resh. Kim nederse desin yanındayız, herkesin kötü zamanları olur ama yolumuza devam etmeliyiz, böyle düşünmen bizi üzdü. Saf duygularından bahsettiğin ve samimi olduğun için teşekkürler. Burada yapılacak tek şey ileriye bakmak geçmiş, geçmişte kaldı. Her daim seni destekleyen bir ailen olduğunu unutma, biz hep buradayız.

[@kidi5555]

keske benim de yanimda fearniqht olsa

[@supersayenred]

Thanks for sharing Reş! You're just human like everyone. Is normal to have moments like that especially when you're responsible for your own life. Corona affected just about everyone mentally, even if they didn't have it, and in your case you seem to also have some long covid. Take it chill, let yourself heal, maybe try out some self-care that isn't necessarily going to the gym? Spa day? Hamam?

[@cerenkartal1903]

Reşatım, beni tanımasan bile seninle aynı şeyleri yaşıyoruz. Kendini yalnız hissetme, burda güzel bir ailen var. Seni seviyoruz 🤍

[@melisa413]

You arent alone, even we are not phsically next to you we love and support you from bottom of our hearts ♡ thank you for sharing all sides of yourself 💜

[@moviesmoovies427]

you will always stand up man, the journey is still on the way and you know it never ends.

[@nildahulyaderici282]

Shit is a good thing, it gives strength and minerals to the soil. 🤩

[@TheTeruch]

Thank you for being vulnerable and open about such deep, intimate things, Resh. It takes courage to open up like that. I feel you and feel for you. Actually, I wanna give you a hug 🤗 The pandemic has taken away many structures in our lives we can no longer hold onto. It has made human connection much harder to reach and the sense and meaning of it all much harder to navigate. I, too, feel like that quite often, so I can commiserate. And I, too, have experienced depression and witnessed panic attacks in my loved ones, so I understand how hard it can get. But I still believe that even these "negative" things are part of our inner compass trying to redirect us to the right path, to our personal growth and to happiness. Not the superficial one of social media and make-believe you were talking about. But the deeply satisfactory inner one. Knowing that it's all in our head is key. Asking for help can be a challenge, but you just did in a way. Therapy can be of great help, too, to unravel childhood trauma and the learned patterns of our minds that are standing in the way. You seem like a very warm, loving, enthusiastic person and I really hope that you can heal and turn the darkness into light ✨✨✨

[@Undesignedd]

I appreciate your honesty. Most of the people on social media just trying to seem very productive, successful, happy etc. I really appreciate that.

[@akoysiayvantot5183]

I want you to know that you’re doing great on craft you’ve been working for. Thank you for teaching and sharing with us your ideas on this platform. In the Philippines mental health doesn’t highlight more that it made me feel sad for my fellowmen who also going through mental health issues. I also felt these past few days what you’ve been feeling lately. Thank you for this content it absolutely made me feel that all of my emotions are valid and I’m not alone experiencing this kind of thing.

[@user-gl5xv2fn8y]

Thank you a lot for raising awareness for such things like mental health. Your example of being absolutely honest with your audience is worth a great respect, hope soon the majority of bloggers/inluencers/youtubers will accept the neccesity of showing all parts of life. You're very charismatic and interesting person so I wish you to find the way out from this situation and feel better;) Greetings from Belarus

[@giulianaperez353]

I just wanna give you a big hug! You are amazing and I’m not only watching your videos to learn something new but to also become a better person. You have such a wonderful gift, inner light and carisma. Keep up with life and hard work. Todos estamos pasando por momentos difíciles. Hace unos meses me diagnosticaron con la big C pero sabes que… la Vida es demasiado hermosa para no vivirla. Me encantó tu mascota. 🥰 blessings 🙏🏻 by the way… you look great! Si otra gente no puede ver más allá de lo físico, no merecen ni tu tiempo ni tu compañía ;)

[@fred5608]

Videoyu izlerken çok şaşırdım çünkü ben de panik atağım ve tam da yine kafayı yerken bu video karşıma çıktı. Oysaki daha 2 gün önce videonu izlerken “ne güzel keşke Reşat gibi rahat olabilsem” diyordum

[@lilanaz2191]

Thank you for this video and the other one about panic attacks 🙂 I think to talk about it that way takes a lot of humility 👍🏾🌸🌸🌸

[@meetthepleasure]

i am so proud of you whenever you feel yourself depressed and in low mood you can share this to people, i think this is an ability which people must be have. congrats bud.

[@thegraininthespace3732]

When you talked about how you feel about yourself, it was like hearing my thoughts my feelings from another voice. ı have been there and I'm not actually out of that part/zone totally but I am getting better little by little. And it really helps to know that there are people out there that feels the same/very similar as I feel. It helps, the feeling that not being alone. thank you for sharing your feeling and thoughts, and making this video. I know it's not easy but sharing is really connects people and make you feel less alone, again thank you :)

[@aneesa4734]

Thanks for talking up about it. You're not alone. Keep going and stay strong

[@minan1587]

Depression, anxiety, stress, and comparison can take away the joy of the moment and even stop you from moving forward. Anyone can experience it, it's the if you're gonna let it keep you down or knocked down, that's the question. We all have issues and things we don't like to show, but it's best to tell ourselves to breathe and let it go, take it one step at a time. The thing I have an issue with is trying to control every situation, but I'm learning there are things I can't control. And it definitely is a lot in the mind and when it happens to where we wake up feeling hopeless out of nowhere, we gotta remind ourselves to think postive thoughts and remind ourselves how far we've come. I often 🙏 too and it brings such peace and comfort.

[@zulftreerain8991]

Here we felt closer to you, I can totally understand what you feel about nose or throat problems, same with me, pandemic is harming all of us, we love to hear what's in you heart, mind and soul, Resh ☺️pls don't be sad or broken, you will heal soon anyhow 😅good talks with good people is a cure, sunlight is a nice remedy too. You should know that your videos are making my days, no matter how far you are man, be safe 🤗

[@enlerlistesi982]

Nowadays I feel myself the same.When I watched this video I suddenly thought that God Damn,I feel like you.In addition Reşat,I literally believe that you would be gorgeous as usual as soon as possible.

[@hollybeeme]

I know you made this video a while ago but I just saw it. I hear you, i feel you, I live with what you describe. You are not alone! I’m enjoying your videos about learning Turkish. You teach very well, it makes sense to me when you describe it. Hope you’re feeling better at this point. ❤

[@dilcirumis5540]

I love your videos. You're very good at this.Congratulations 😍😍😍👏🏻👏🏻👏🏻

[@meinh956]

I've recently heard of Toxic Positivity. It's part of SM culture of always looking good and put together. But I try to avoid people and SM pages that are overly and constantly positive, because it just isn't realistic. I appreciate your honesty and everyone can relate. I think you are doing a lot of very brave and independent things in your life and those are hard things. I do think you will look back on this time and appreciate the work and tough times you went through. And to do all of it during Covid times is even harder. This too shall pass. You will heal, you will get back in the gym and feel better when you're there. Slowly the world is healing and things WILL go back to a new type of normal. But for now it's okay to have off days and it's totally valid to complain about it.

[@rabiahassan8638]

Hi Resh I really enjoy watching your videos. Appreciate that you opened up about yourself. Sending you best of wishes and wishing you good physical and mental health. 💫😇💫

[@jakem.982]

I suffer from panic attacks as well. It can be difficult because my usual coping mechanisms, exercise and meditation, can be difficult to do at times. I can hear my heartbeat when I meditate and my heart rate goes up whenever I exercise. If you get panic attacks, you know how scary hearing your heartbeat can be. CBD helped me a lot and I’m starting to feel better again. Thank you for sharing this. You’re not alone and we got this bro! 💪🏽

[@workara8257]

it's so wonderful to hear complete honesty, knowing you face every facet of your mind and body and what you feel and choose to share it. it's nice to hear honesty on this platform where lots others do either blabber on without any thought, logic or truth or mechanically say things that are fashionable to say that in fact are very much hypocritical.

[@itsjustseyma]

Sometimes I get so depressed that I think I'm starting to lose my sanity, my favorite feature in myself was my endless life energy and being positive. I don't know why but I feel like I'm losing it and it makes me very sad. Just like you said, I ask myself does anyone know how it makes me feel . I'm 21 years old and I think life is hard, really hard. And it's all in my head. Sometimes I recover, but something I never expected makes me that hopeless and unhappy Şeyma again. I hope I can fix this one day and I hope things work out for you too. I'm going through a difficult situation right now and it's like punishment for a future reward. I hope so, I'll keep hoping. Let's not lose hope because we are very strong people.

[@inescosta1773]

Hope you’re feeling better 🙏🏾. I guess most of us go through something similar at one point or another in our lives. Just take it one day at a time. For me it helps doing something for others. Helping in shelters and things like that. Makes me feel good and helps me get outside my mind. Take care, you’ll get through it. Just breathe

[@pamelaleon5709]

Gracias por ser tan honesto y real Ręs con la manera en la que te sientes, el ser humano implica muchos altos y bajos en la forma en la que nos sentimos y por ninguna razón deberías considerar que exageras la forma en la que te sientes, es totalmente válida y cómo tu nos mencionas, no siempre seremos la mejor versión de nosotros, hay que aprender a aceptar y saber que todo irá mejor independientemente de cómo nos sentimos, te mando saludos desde México 🇲🇽

[@Rana.E]

We will always support you, Resh ❤️

[@ResatOren]

[@snowdrop853]

I'm so depressed for a long time. Because I have social anxiety because of that I'm alone and I feel uncomfortable at school. Also nobody understands me.I just wanna get rid of it but i don't know how to do it because i couldn't even tell my parents. I hate thinking that i won't achieve my dreams because of social anxiety.

[@julieayan7992]

Resh you are so awesome for sharing your feelings and being vulnerable… You should be proud of yourself because you probably helped a lot of people that are going through what you are going through but probably not able to talk about it… My daughter used to have anxiety and panic attacks and would hurt herself… until she went to a Dialectical behavioral therapist. She is a totally different person and she even helps her friends with what she learned.. I don’t know if they have this kind of therapist In Turkiye but it is sooo effective. Take good care of yourself, eat healthy and take mini vacations… it seems like you work way too much… Keep us updated.. I love to watch and learn more Turkish than I know from your videos…You are amazing at what you do!

[@tuanamurat1582]

keep goin on boy, love u fr n im thankful for u sharin ur experiences n ur emotions tho. stay safe man

[@omerkursunlu1623]

You are not the only one Reş, I have been dealing with obsession, anxiety and depression ever since the pandemic, I am still suffering from those illnesses but I am trying to stay positive as much as I can because no good comes out of overthinking the things that upset you but I feel like I have got serious flaws these days such as: Staying up till the morning, Overeating, shyness and list goes on... Although I feel like everything is falling down on me I still got hope about future and it makes me get through those difficult days. I believe that we will remember those shitty days with a smile on our face. I hope everything gets better for you, me and the others. All the best.

[@briananderson2451]

You are definitely not alone and thank you very much for sharing.. You know we see people on youtube or anywhere especially people who are in the public eye or famous and you just assume that they must be very happy and life must be wonderful. I watch your travel videos and of course the others and I assume, wow, he has a great life . We all have issues to deal with and of course the pandemic hit us all hard ... I am sorry you had to deal with and are still dealing with covid . I have not seen any of my friends in europe or turkey for 3 years now due to the pandemic , and that of course has me very sad some days but like you say life must go on . I have to say thank you to you for helping me with my Turkish and thank you for putting a human side now to your videos. I don't know about anyone else but most of what you talked about I have experienced in my life and I am still experiencing some times . Honestly I love your videos, they make me smile and make me happy and thanks for that Resh. Just know many people think you are amazing and still do and sharing makes us love you even more . Sorry I cant write that in Turkish without a translator ... LOL ... maybe one day ... Take care handsome

[@ramalpanakhli1939]

I am absolutely the same as you, stay strong bad day will have a short life, many love from Azerbaijan❤❤

[@ardentheraven1414]

l am so sorry for the things that you have been going through, but at the same time l feel relief cus there is a person somewhere out there who feels same as me.

[@feedthecatplease]

I have followed your channel for a few months now, and you are a very strong, very well-adjusted young man (pardon the phrasing--I'm probably old enough to be your mom. Definitely feel a bit maternal, especially when you said you'd been ill.). You have done everyone such a tremendous service delivering your story here, and that's both for your audience AND yourself. This vulnerability was so important---people need to know that going through a health crisis can absolutely have an effect on the mind (emotions). And it's OK---you're young, so it feels all the more stronger. You've made some amazing changes that would be challenging in the best health: moving out, getting a dog (he is adorable!), and managing your new health landscape are all really positive things, yet difficult and stressful, too, just in different ways. I'll close by saying that it's not so much that bad feelings "go away", but that we learn to recognize them and be OK with ourselves if we're not running at full capacity. We learn that there are times that being sad or tired is perfectly fine because it's an indicator of the rest we need---and also that we are fully human. Thank you so much for all you do, keep up your excellent work, and above all, take good care of yourself.

[@joannearley]

Sending hugs your way Resh! It's rare for a person to be able to use their blogs and talents to make others, across the globe, feel like we are a part of your family. Thank you for sharing and exposing yourself to all of us. I agree that C-19 can affect people so differently, in symptoms and in its duration; and in its after effects. You're in my heart and prayers. I'd like to send you a card, bit don't have a "post office box" for you. You're right you don't know me; however, I kinda think of you as a younger brother. I love your charismatic way in how you share languages. You're one of the only people out there, who enunciates Turkish, so I can understand pronunciation. I think I speak for everyone, we want to see you succeed and become very successful. You have gifts and talents and people need you to use them. You are helping others! We all have our stuff, thoughts, and demons. If you're ever sitting by yourself, and think your a piece of shit; you are absolutely NOT!!! You're a beautiful, honest, and sensitive person. You have a huge ❤ and an amazing character. The last thing I want to say is happiness is dependent on your happenings; and true joy comes from "real" relationships- It's all about the heart, because the heart matters. Yes, I'm a Christian. I'm praying for you! And on those hard days, you are never alone, because the Spirit of God is with you. If He is for you, who can be against you.... In Love, JoAnn🤗

[@taijennex6829]

I listened to what you said in the video and lightly have noticed I was feeling the same way everything you were talking about I have been also feeling also I noticed we have things in common which I nice for me cos I was wondering if there is anyone that I could relate to in the world but yes there is I know that now You being one of those people I actually am happy I found it his Chanel and it is because I am interested in language and culture and I love history I’m currently trying to learn Turkish and I think you are amazing for sharing you’re feelings and gals you did cos I was feeling very alone and I have no one around me to relate to all my friends are online and I don’t share too much about myself to many people but good to know there are ppl out there who feel same way as I do there are ppl out there that I can relate to thanks for sharing this cos this helped me in a way 💜

[@cynthiapereiradesousa5685]

Hi, Reş! You're not the only one, that's for sure!!! But you have the courage and nobility of feelings to talk and expose yourself and show that you're a human being like all of us...

[@emanhhussein]

You are the only one who can help urself , push urself hard sometimes to get out if a bad mood or a bad day , believe in urself, love and take care of urself, doing more of what u like , go to the gym 4 half an hour cardio doesn't have to be weight or resistance, go 4 a walk , call a friend 4 a cup of tea , organize ur sleeping schedule, u can do it , u got that , u own it to urself, vitamins like d , b 12 , zinc , c are essential , nice short walks every day if u can .. just don't stay at home for long , good luck with everything... btw we all feel the same most of the time, just fight back is the key or take it easy sometimes 😉

[@dunyazad]

Man I can relate to this video on a spiritual level ... All the challenges come from inside not from other ppl. And this week I was upset when one of my coworkers was like why u always look down and dull ? Cheer up and give some good vibe !! It's because I HAVE ANXIETY ! wished i could scream it in her face. I don't have the energey to hide my sadness anymore. And some ppl just won't leave you alone. I wish i could make a video like this too. So ppl would know how i really feel and stop expecting me to act like i am fine. I am cheering for you Reşat 💪 and for all of us

[@sabade]

Bugün sabah uyandığımda çok enerjik gibiydim ama şuan kendimi o kadar berbat hissediyorum ki. Yatakta öylece duruyorum hatta... Panik atak zor bir hastalık bunu da biliyorum çünkü annem ve başka tanıdığım kişiler de panik atak ve seni çok iyi anlayabiliyorum abi... Dinlerken cidden üzüldüm ve düşündüğüm şey ise şu oldu. Benim nazarım çok değiyor sanırım. Tamam şuan bunu düşünmem saçma ama mesela ben neye güzel desem ona zarar geliyor. Bu kanalı tanıyınca da çok mutlu oldum, gördüğüm herkese anlattım, önerdim fakat üzerine bu video gelince garip hissettim. Hatta kanalı yeni keşfettiğimde dahi içimden geçmişti bari kötü şeyler olmasın diye. Tamam çok kendimin üzerine alındım ama öyle gibi de... Her neyse... Ve sonlara doğru söylediğin bir söz vardı 'Bana zarar verebilecek tek kişi benim.' bu söze çok katılıyorum... Umarım hayatın hep istediğin şekilde gider ve emin ol buradaki (kanalı takip eden kişiler) hepimiz seni çok seviyoruz!❤️ Kendine çok iyi bak.

[@kubradurmus1]

Believe everything's going to be okay brother, don't worry. And a strongly recommend watching the Haluk Tatar *Fake It Till You Make It* video.Take care,love you 🖤😃

[@sakinarajpoot7577]

I feel the same as you are go8ng through right now i pray for you to ALLAH HELPS YOU TO BE STRONG AND GET OUT OF THIS BAD SITUATION KEEP FIGHTING WITH YOUR NEG. THOUGTHS

[@penelopes.9696]

I would love to see more videos like this. I'm sure other people will aswell. I loved it ❤

[@learnturkish1]

Bu Mayıs'ta ben de korona geçirdim ve ondan sonra ne spor yapabiliyorum ne de 5 dakikadan fazla yürüyebiliyorum. Halbuki önceden evde ekipmanlarımla sık sık spor yapan uzun mesafe yürüyen biriydim. Şimdiyse çok çabuk yoruluyorum ve bu çok moralimi bozuyor. Benzer şeyleri yaşıyoruz. Çevremde de korona geçirdikten sonra böyle olan birçok insan var. Düşüncelerini bizle paylaştığın için teşekkürler umarım iyi olabiliriz..

[@muratklnc7272]

Çok samimi bir insansın yaşadığın olumsuzlukları , yorulmaları , problemleri bu kadar samimi bir şekilde anlatman çok hoşuma gitti dürüst olmak gerekirse bende senin ruh halindeyiken senin kanalı yeniden keşfetmiştim tam olarak olmasada seninle ayni düşüncelerdeydim ama böyle seni izleyince ingilizce dillere olan ilgim düşüncem sanki format atılmış gibi resetlendi buna katkın çok fazla kendimden örnek verecek olursak belki sende bir resete bir formata bir ilhama ihtiyaç duyuyorsun dediğin söz gerçekten çok güzel günün sonunda gülmeyi başarbiliyorsun bunu aşman bunu yenmen bir resh ile tekrar burada olma dileğiyle.. Değerlisin RESSHHH.

[@keremsenofficiel2404]

I love you just for this...(of course there is so many reasons)love you 🌹

[@CharlieYorkshirePudd]

Chin up Resh, do more of the things that REALLY make you happy. 😘

[@erminiasharpsteen6908]

Hi Resh, I'm one of your follower on KZbin, hope you'll feel better soon, I have experienced a lot of what you're going through including tonsillitis, I'm from Italy where my family leaves but I leave in Miami FL, being away from your family is hard not to mention these times with this virus, believe me we all go through hard times it will pass you'll see, we are all next to you, looking at the comments you have a lot of friends that care! Lots of love !!!

[@Djetta00]

I have yet to meet a person that doesn’t think their life is a mess so rest assured you are not alone. Your positivity will get you through keep on doing your thing one day at a time. Much love from Boston MA

[@stefybardales7669]

Tu perrito es hermoso te robo protagonismo 😂😂. Pero todos tenemos días así. Y claro que entiendo lo de tus ataques de pánico yo tengo ansiedad y he tenido que vivir así durante ya varios años y hay días en los que se siente así uno triste de la nada. Pero hay que seguir adelante lo más importante es no creer los pensamiento negativos de tu mente. Estas en una bonita etapa viviendo solo compartiendo con tu perrito teniendo trabajo lo de tu operación es pasajero y mira ahora podes respirar mejor y en 3 meses vas a estar mucho má y volverás a tu rutina paciencia paciencia . Así que no le Pongas mucha mente a eso y agradece por todo lo bueno que te ha pasado. Y gracias por hacer videos en english practico. Saludos desde Honduras.

[@asliideniz]

ne hissettiğimi senin sayende anladım.kelimeye dökemediğim şeyleri tam olarak anlatmışsın. bu konuşma yalnız olmadığımı hissettirdi.teşekkür ederim iyi ki varsın.

[@berkaylopoglu2232]

I feel you. I'm struggling with panic attack and anxiety for 3 years. I had a terrible childhood, and i have big traumas. My dad is sick, he has kidney and heart failure, i am feeding him, i am cleaning him. And i am literally broke. This month i survived with only 100 Liras. For 2 weeks, i only ate potato and bread. But im fighting. I've fought in my entire life. Still fighting. I can not give up. Someday i will be better. I am going to find peace. We have to be strong. I mean this world is actually cruel. Nobody is going to help you with anything. Stop seeking for help, stop manipulating yourself. There is only one person can help you and that person is you. Help yourself. Get up and fight.

[@dilberencu6667]

We are here support you ,we are with you Everyone faces these feelings from time to time, Don't feel alone, we are with you🙏🌼

[@eugeneswift6058]

You are not alone, man. I understand you so well. Just a day ago I tought about starting my own chanel and I really wanted to talk on the topic similar to yours. And also this is a good concept to share your story. I would like to share mine. My story in a nutshell: I have been a frelance translator and English/Turkish online tutor (Selam, abi) fo 6 month already. I toght I could become self-sufficient and succsesful really fast. But damn that was an illusion. Now I am concentrating only on teaching Turkish and I working on my own online course. But currently I am nearly broke, I am startin to lose patience and belief in me. Sometimes I can just waste a couple of days procrastinating and then go overthinking about it. I am kind of really good in my stuff and I know what I am doing but time is so fast and money is not limitless... Anyway as soon as I will establish a soure of income I hope I will be okay. I like your chanel and personality. Keep it up. It would be fantastic to meet you in person. I hope you will go through this melancholic kind of period and return as a new stronger self. Valla geçmiş olsun. Best wishes.

[@gozdeunal3278]

Hepimiz b*ktan günler yaşıyoruz dostum, söylediğin gibi.Umarim en kısa zamanda kendini en iyi hissettiğin anlar sarar ruhunu ve bedenini! Seni çok seviyoruz!❤👑

[@BozeTurk]

Abi we apriciate you just the way you are bro everybody have some kind of self problem but at the and it will be good you will be great abi just work your way true it i know your followers will stand behind you all the way bro i apriciate your videoS you have helpt me alot im a turk living end born in the netherlands my father never learned me turkish so i have yo learn it my self i watch your videos to leurn turkish end i find your videos verry helpfull thank you verry mutch i still have lot to learn befor i can emigrate to turkey but im working on it to make it happen god bless you so mutch

[@sweetunboxing9280]

Today I was feeling exactly like you 😣 I can understand how it feels

[@nuraymammedly6927]

Tabiki yalniz degilsin bunu yasayan bir suru insan var ve bence sen sandigindan cok daha guclu bi insansin bu videoyu kaydedebildigine gore oylesin sadece kendini bunlarin gececegine inandir o kadar gerisi kendiliginden gelecektir zaten seviliyorsunuzzzzzz

[@lianilgesfantasyautorin]

Danke für deine Offenheit. Ich hoffe, dir geht es bald wieder besser. Kenne dieses Gefühl nur zu gut. Aber es wird besser, wenn man sich selbst erlaubt, auch mal durchzuhängen. Man muss eben nur irgendwann wieder hochkommen. Drücke dir die Daumen. Liebe Grüße aus Deutschland.

[@ascensionvaldes1412]

I find you almost perfect: handsome, intelligent and you are inspiring people❤️❤️❤️

[@schadenfreude348]

I'm feeling like shit these days. You have translated my feelings. Thanks Reşh🍻

[@zeze6223]

Ne zamandüzelicez ya güzel günler çabucak gelsin

[@joannearley]

Just wanted to encourage you and let you know your fan base love you!!💞

[@dallywire4811]

My phone's language is Spanish therefore the video's title was in Spanish when I first saw it and for a second my heart almost exploded out of excitement thinking that resh uploaded a video in Spanish. Anyway. Take care❤

[@nurorhan1714]

Gecmis olsun

[@xyzx384]

Evet panik atağım yok ama senin yaşadığın birçok şeyi bende yaşadım ve bu gerçekten çok kötü hissettiriyor benim bunları konuşabilecek bir arkadaşım kalmadı çevremde artık umursamıyorum sen çok şanslısın çünkü biz her zaman buradayız elimizden geldiğince sorunlarına yardımcı olmaya çalışırız seni her zaman dinleriz seni seviyoruz rash :)

[@happygirls442]

Arkadaşın olmayabilir ama sen çok güçlüsün bunu unutma. Online sarılma gönderdim sana güzel insan. İyi kal :)

[@xyzx384]

@@happygirls442 çok teşekkür ederim benden de sana online kocaman sarılma 💖

[@mltm562]

Life is all about ups and downs. The important thing is how you choose to navigate through those down times. I see you, I feel you. Every single person on the planet has those feelings. Even the biggest and richest. Just put yourself first always and never stop taking care of your mental health. We love you and we're here for you ❣

[@solmazniftaliyeva4558]

You are not alone. Many people are feeling in this way. I think it’s cause of our expectation. We are thinking everything will be change to the good side, however this pandemic is making everything worse continuously.

[@m...110]

Konustuklarinin hepsini ayni sekilde hissetmem🤐 2022de daha guzel baslangic yapmamiz dilegi ile

[@theturkishheart]

You're not alone. It takes strength to be this honest. I know it's easy to say "it'll be alright" but it really will. It might take some work to actively combat those negative thoughts but you can do it. (yes you, reading this) Don't give up!.

[@fatihkanat4630]

I’ve been feeling in the same exact way recently. that’s the thoughts, situation that I experience right now. I’ don’t know, I’m sad, but there is not a specific reason to be sad. I don’t know man. time goes by and sometimes people like us who think (when you see this comment think about it a little bit you’ll understand) can lose their power. maybe because we’ve lived something before and it still affects us even when we don’t realise it affects. even when we think we’ve already got over them, but yeah, I’m gonna add a quote from a movie I really like, “the brokens are more evolved”, (who thinks? whoever thinks feels) maybe the burden that we carry on our shoulders sometimes make us feel itself, we’ve experienced somethings, we have problems, and we have a burden, we have to admit that, and admit all changes of feelings in our life, we have to greet these feelings as we greet other good feelings and we have to wait the thought of them to pass through within ourselves. It’s circle man, you forget you remember even when you don’t remember, it’s in our mind somewhere.

[@simgeyldz8077]

Aslında kendini karşında bizler varmışız gibi anlatman da bir terapi gibi gelmiştir. Şu an daha iyi hissettiğini düşünüyorum. Yine de bazen bu şekilde hissedip düşünmemiz normal çünkü her şey sürekli aynı kalamaz. Ayrıca kendi kendine aslında abarttığını akşam gülebileceğini söylemen bile içinde o konuları aşmaya çalıştığını gösterir. :) ki bu da güzel bir şey İyiki varsın 😇

[@lucietopitschova7736]

Hi Reş, you can be sure you're not the only one to have such feelings. Everyone has a bad time sometimes, feels low, unmotivated or stucked. 🤷 It's normal to go through challenges like that. Nobody Is always happy. These moments should make us stronger and move us to higher level. Just appreciate that. 🤗 Everything will be Ok. I wish you all the best, good health and vitality. Çok iyi bir iş yapıyorsun, tebrik ederim valla. 🎉👏 Daha parlak ve güzel günler seni bekliyor, ondan hiç şüphem yok. Iyi ki varsın! 😊

[@zeynepce4553]

Dediklerinde kendimi buldum bende şu aralar boşluktayım mutsuzum düzenim yok üretkenliğim yok kendimi değiştirmeye çalışıyorum bir yerden başlayabilmek önemli olan ve istikrarlı olmaya kendini teşvik etmek. Gerisi zaten kendiliğinden geliyor sen kendini mutlu olmaya başladığını gördükçe

[@seheryardm5684]

Videoda bahsettiğin ‘bunları tek yaşayan ben miyim’ hissimi aldı bu video and thank u for it

[@ascensionvaldes1412]

but we have to take it easy and slow down, perfectionism is out of the question🤗

[@lacrimosa164]

Fall in love. Or just love something, someone. That's is the only way your brain will provide you with all the energy, motivation that you need.However, keep in mind that you matter more than others or other stuff. Life is itself quite dynamic, just keep going, you will find your own path again sooner or later. We are the same regardless of fame, race, gender, age, etc.

[@nurakkaya555]

Çok güzel açıklamışsın içinde bulunduğun hissiyatı, durumu. Çoğu zaman bunu yaşıyorum bende hiçbir şey yolunda gitmiyor ve ilerde de hep böyle olacakmış gibi sanki hep berbat geçecekmiş gibi hissediyorum kaygılanıyorum. Bazen de senin dediğin gibi acaba abartıyor muyum ki diye düşünüyorum. Aynaya bakasım , arkadaşlarımla konuşasım yada dışarı çıkasım gelmiyor bu durumda.Dediğin gibi etrafta herhangi biri bize söyledikleri ile zarar veremez ama kendi kafamızda , düşüncelerimizde bitiyor iş ancak düşüncelerimizle biz zarar verebiliyoruz kendimize. Yalnız değilsin bu konuda hiç öyle hissetme 😇

[@ascensionvaldes1412]

I love your cute dog!!!❤️❤️🐶🐶

[@nahidnuri]

Böylesine dürüst oldugun için takdiri hak ediyorsun Allah seni korusun

[@marizajosof593]

We don't know what everyone is going through reality. We thought if person Perry or have money he has everything. I hope you man good health.

[@lela2602]

You are just amazing joung man 🙏🐕👍🙋‍♀️♥️

[@jelenaalison1417]

i’m learning turkish so i really like turning on the turkish subtitles and trying to read some words while listening to you speak!

[@justinastoltz1962]

Such a cute dog! 🐕😍💕

[@salonika50]

You are very brave for sharing your inner straggles. May be seeing a therapist might help. Try to stay positive, think of all your accomplishments when you feel low, and take a walk along the Bosporus, Say hello to Bosporus for me! Thanks..

[@sabaj2859]

I know a lot of people, a lot of people know me but just a small amount of people in my life I would consider them friends. 👍🏻 same

[@sarakerouani4648]

it's ok don't worry

[@suhailshafi]

Dear Resat, I have been watching your videos for the past several months and I am extremely impressed by your language skills. I think you are an incredibly talented and intelligent man and I wish you well. I am sorry you are having some mental health issues but I encourage you to see a Psychologist or a Psychiatrist if things become serious. I wish you well and I hope you continue to succeed in your career and make more videos.

[@nigaralv]

Hamımızın müxtəlif problemləri var,problemləri müqayisə etməyəcəm təbiiki, hamınınki özünə görə çətindi. Amma ki,əsas olan onları başa düşmək,həll eləmək,nəticə çıxarmaq və onların qazanmasına imkan vermemekdi,sən qalib gəlməlisən :')❤️ Və mən əminəm, səndə bu problemlərini həll edəcək güc və beyin var ♥️ Ümid edirəm, İnşAllah bütün problemlərini həll edərsənn,Allah şəfa versin 🥰 Videolarını çox sevirəm,Azərbaycandan sevgilər!♥️

[@guzelsooso1157]

Stay happy and healthy, don't worry 😊💓

[@RinaKanakhina]

I can relate to that weird (aka shitty) post-covid feeling. I hope it'll all get well and you'll feel on the top of the world☀️ It's not a crime to have a couple of depressive days though, you're absolutely right about that

[@zeze6223]

Bu sıralar yaşayan sadece bedenim kendimi gerçekten bok gibi hissediyorum büyük bi çöküşteyim umarım en kısa sürede kendimi toparlarım ama bu sancılı olacak her gün daha da içime kapanıyorum soyutlanıyorum yaşadığımı hissettiğim günler gelsinnnn

[@onurmaran3]

Well I was feeling this way for a while ago and then I realize something that these feelings will not leave you alone until you say back off my biggest advice is stop thinking issues in your life I know it’s not easy just try it I’m trying to focus on something positive if you have any kind hobby or things you like to do just focus on them instead of complaining about things that consume your time and energy

[@bbernayilmazz]

Yalnız değilsin, özellikle pandemide ve sonrasında, hayatı altüst olan bir sürü insan var. Ben de onlardan biriyim aslında. Bu süreç çok zordu, ne kadar yoo öyle değildi desek bile, hem fiziksel hem ruhsal olarak bizi zorladı ve bazı kötü sonuçlar getirdi. Ve bunların altından kalkmak kolay olmayabilir, bu gayet normal. Zor biliyorum ama yine de kendimiz için, kendi hayatımız için, o hayata tutunmalıyız, bir hayatımız var. Umarım ben, sen, bizim gibiler, daha iyi oluruz, bu günler de geçer, her gün kötü olamayız ki. İnşallah zamanla iyi olacağız, güzel günler gelecek :)

[@defnerona6073]

relatable and accurate