Rethinking My Transition 🏳️‍⚧️🤷🏽‍♂️idk

#ftm #black

[@ktimewarpk]

Right. Trust the timing, trust the journey. Just yesterday I was thinking about how often I wish I knew I was trans earlier, in my teen years. But though I know that my transition may have been better physically if i transitioned earlier, it also could've been a lot harder getting through emotionally. And I wouldn't have learned and experienced the things I have that makes me who I am now

[@ProtectedSandwiches]

Yeah, people dehumanize the fuck out of us, and we already black, so you know it's a different and specific, type of "othered," almost less than animal. I agree with the sentiment of trusting God with your script- He gotchu. You been havin them times these days, too, hm? When I be goin through it, I sorta do what you do- try to remind myself of the parts of my past that got me here. There's shit I have and get to live, now, that I would spent nights up with the TV on cause I can't sleep- praying for. I remember the conversations I'd have with myself of knowing I'd get there somehow. I had had no clue how or when, but knew I would. Then I'd let God show me. He does; life does. Hang in there, man, you on your way. Everyone's trying to get home, but not everyone lives at the same place; So don't get caught up or distracted in the race, chase and traffic on the highway- you'll miss your next exit.

[@honchokzeetv1569]

Facts I appreciate this a lot 💫

[@KINGAllanTheGreat]

Most definitely gotta be mentally strong.

[@KarmicID]

Sometimes when i look at the comments of certain trans people's wholesome videos i wanna do bad things to myself And it's not a joke... if you're about to write some transphobic stuff, just stop. stop, i don't know, go outside and catch a butterfly, show it to your friends and all, come back home and play some celeste....i don't know...just stop. don't do it.

[@honchokzeetv1569]

They are not real people just bots with no faces 🤖 🤣

[@KarmicID]

@@honchokzeetv1569 Sometimes it feels like it 🤭

[@wavyboy477]

This better be clickbait 😂

[@shawn_papi]

frrr😂

[@wavyboy477]

Watched the whole vid and still don't know why you rethinking your transition 🤔

[@honchokzeetv1569]

Point of the video I was rethinking about how I transitioned so slow maybe it was meant to be that way for a reason the reason idk but trust the process

[@ar45225]

Hey Kzee, i know exactly how you feel and it truly is so hard but what ive learned is accepting it is the best and living life in the most positive way u can is most peaceful for people with our personal stories. It’s okay to reflect and feel on these things cuz it truly does suck but dont let it consume you bc nothing negative is important enough to consume you!!Do not let other people and society make u feel a certain way about yourself cuz ur a beautiful man!! stay strong and like u say keep pushin :)

[@lovelife2186]

Like I would pray for friends and a gf but it’s tough because soon something and someone will come along and the reward will be great…. I love that you are trans and still love god

[@Luciano9Bezerra]

I'm praying for you...God loves you more than you never imagine !

[@dashawnstallings3169]

Oooh know 😢

[@freewaterforever1797]

*wisdom*. I always need to remind myself of this

[@franny5295]

Honey, always listen to that little voice that says stop or wait. When something doesn't feel right, there's a reason. Your cells are female. Not gender, strictly biology. Female cells are preprogrammed to respond to hormones in certain ways. When female cells are exposed to low estrogen and high testosterone levels, there are serious consequences. Heart disease and osteoporosis being two very serious ones. The prostate being exposed to high estrogen levels causes cancer. I would never go out of my way to hurt anybody, that's just not my jam. People I "hate" I wash my hands of. I'm only offering a perspective that you have a right to know about and I know they probably didn't tell you that. There may be things you can do to mitigate those risks if you at least know.

[@honchokzeetv1569]

I was aware of the side effects that’s possible I had to sign a long form with all that different information I was also informed on how some female to male trans men have been on hormones 30 years & have not had any major health issues because of the simple fact of eating a healthy stress free lifestyle

[@franny5295]

@@honchokzeetv1569 Good luck to you! I hope it all works out for your good 😊

[@honchokzeetv1569]

@@franny5295 Thank You God Is On My Side So It Will 🙌🏽

[@franny5295]

@@honchokzeetv1569 Don't ever forget Who's you are. I'll tell you a secret. We are not what we appear to be. We are spirits wrapped in flesh made in the image of God whom is spirit and kind of like how Messiah is the word of God wrapped in human flesh. This is just a realm we're passing through and there really is no male or female where we are from. You're gonna be ok. Just take care of the vessel that you're traveling in so it'll serve you well on your journey.

[@honchokzeetv1569]

@@franny5295 that’s what I’m about none of this matters to me not even being trans or any of those roles they really don’t mean to much but to get through life socially in society you gotta pick a role 🤷🏽‍♂️

[@offendedcitizen4075]

Audio sucks!

[@honchokzeetv1569]

Thanks for letting me know