Sleep is Just Death Being Shy

“This wallpaper and I are fighting a duel to the death. Either it goes or I do.” - Allegedly Oscar Wilde’s last words.
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[@scottish5802]

What next, comas are just death building up its confidence

[@carloschavez2178]

comas are big sleep

[@mitcheltillman2461]

Death being cocky

[@Johnnyoity]

This was the comment I needed :D :D :D

[@chrisray4748]

Anesthesia is death getting shit faced and a little more courageous

[@honeylavender4143]

Yes

[@gayraggedyman]

As the greek philosopher Epicurus said: “Why should I fear death? If I am, death is not. If death is, I am not. Why should I fear that which can only exist when I do not?”

[@SquillamDafoe]

For the love of God people, upvote this comment

[@icvfmfk]

Stoic vibes 24/7 😌

[@lia6569]

That's beautiful as fuck mate, thanks

[@Luca48882]

Because you fear the idea of death, the lack of life, the limited time etc. Keep toying with words, it does nothing to change the reality. It's the same shit as "everything will be ok in the end, if it's not ok it's not the end" even though sources are definitely different lmao. Fear of death (no not the dangers, the end destination) is not functional to our ANIMAL existence, but once you say that there is literally nothing you can say next, here's a Wittgenstein for you. There is no "how to human", the only logical move is to create a better enviroment for ourselves, but we chose supremacy as a life goal. And that's because death is functional to our HUMAN existence, since you can ride the dread and push yourself further. That's why the world is shit. Would it be better if we lived as happy hippies? Who knows, we'd have way less progress etc. It's a giant avalanche of non answerable questions and empty talk that does nothing other than free the talkers' minds for a while. If you think you can block the primordial fear through a simple semantic play you're either really naive or desperate.

[@SoumilSahu]

The thing is, we fear not existing, not death. But death causes us to stop existing

[@za_arto]

Depressed guy depresses depressed guys by telling them all of us are depressed, while utilizing FACTS.

[@tictacmaniac7415]

Actually this video was very wholesome and made me smile

[@mqx1269]

depression turtle

[@bknighttheemo8756]

👌💀

[@wizzly6162]

And depression

[@questionmark7856]

True but still entertaining

[@thuh_tincan]

having an existential crisis and a seemingly cured depression at the same time is a weird feeling

[@WAP12527]

This should be common sense to all, the meaning of life is to get big gainz at gym for peak skibidi rizz smigma alpha male

[@concernpatriot]

​@@WAP12527corny

[@nightmareherrick]

Maybe crisis is only the cracking of the outer shell, not the destruction of the true core underneath.

[@mikehawk5578]

@@WAP12527 💀💀💀

[@NamelessMF_]

@@WAP12527 W

[@Cyanadeo]

Referring to life as the “silly bit between birth and death” is kind of terrifying.

[@aquabi1239]

its kind of comforting too yk

[@kevinbaum8668]

"I've fallen in love with you, haven't I?" That hit different.

[@joedavidson7893]

@SwallowingTheRabbitWhole no?

[@nanorbogin896]

@SwallowingTheRabbitWhole bruh

[@Motorwali]

kzbin.info/www/bejne/bZWUZ3amjNVgpc0 This video gave me the chills. The most profound answer I’ve ever gotten to probably the most pondered upon question of meaning in this life

[@emaalmeida6976]

Yeahh.... :'))

[@blakewilson4245]

I read this as he said it. This may be a sign

[@trmbi3398]

kid: mom can you tell me a story mom: ask your father fathers story:

[@FlashBangBANGz]

"I'm fucking 6 years old!"

[@trmbi3398]

@@FlashBangBANGz lol

[@Leena-uh4un]

😭Yoo

[@pindadopje0162]

Greetings lesion 🙌🏼

[@Erick23679]

@Lemy Alebard that sounds wrong

[@Mika-fy4tp]

I’ve been having crippling anxiety and depression about death. This video single-handedly made me go from “nothing is worth it, everything I love will leave, I could die tomorrow” to “nothing matters, I may as well be happy about how good my life is.” Thank you.

[@alexandraoury3666]

I like the idea that if life doesn't have a meaning, it lets you create your own meaning to it. Try your best to be proud of yourself and when the time is come, you'll have no regrets.

[@icedthecube7225]

Life is beautiful. We are beautiful. We are made to love and now I’m going to do exactly that

[@danielloco9458]

You know, when my depression is weighting heavy I find comfort in the idea Camus have of this whole absurd: “Should i k1ll myself or should I have another cup of coffee?”. Nothing really matters, so we might as well have a great time while we’re here.

[@cillianonorato4554]

I had been suffering from the same problem around 2 months ago also, Mika you aren't the only one brother, I have partially recovered by just accepting these thoughts and living with them. It gets better hang in there :)

[@Fredles128]

@Mika-fy4tp i have had that same photo on my school account from the time i was in 2nd grade to the time i graduated high school. Ik this isn’t relevant to the video i just thought that it was cool that’s it.

[@markspano3468]

At 74, death is so shy it awakens me two or three times in the night to pee.

[@themirac5614]

came for neurology, left with existensal crisis

[@PipelinerChallenges]

But if you're ever going to have an existential crisis - and religion isn't accessible for you, this is the most sublime 10 minutes on the internet 😊

[@assuansanchoaguirre2495]

Always had it always will

[@quintharen7921]

Same now I am scared of death again

[@michaelzimmerman4489]

First time?

[@_cyrille]

yes

[@bloodlake4828]

He went from "sleep" to "universe explodes" real quick.

[@greb5142]

"Shit escalated real quick"

[@carolnorton2551]

I wanted to like this comment but it is on 666 and I don't want to change that.

[@bloodlake4828]

@@carolnorton2551 well you are a true man of culture but others didnt think that way. 🙇🏻‍♂️ the 666 is gone 🥴

[@iwanttocomplain]

@@carolnorton2551 I didn't watch a cut of Dune because it was on 666 likes even though it appeared the best version. This guy scares me though.

[@teodoracristina8822]

As expected

[@gabrielsirkis704]

"If sleep is just death being shy, then waking up is just atoms being miraculous" might be one of the most beautiful thing i've ever heard. Thank you ❤

[@allievasquez4856]

This video successfully gave me an existential crisis, a feeling of worthlessness, anxiety and depression. Then, about a minute later, I came out of my crisis, found acceptance, cured my new found anxiety, made me feel better than before, and gave me hope for the future. I now get a strangely calm feeling when I think about how small we are.

[@tazzz745]

lucid dreaming is death in creative mode

[@Bloxenbie]

666 likes now

[@1hunnet823]

rather death it is actually astral projection

[@benwastaken4672]

LMAO gold comment

[@j.773]

I’m too scared to try lucid dream ngl my minds fucked up and I’ll probs trick myself into committing suicide irl or some shit

[@duckgoose1672]

Then, is the black figure in sleep paralysis the admin telling you to stop messing with the system?

[@joe-xk8nl]

"Sleep is just death being shy" Death: ☠ 👉👈

[@td_led6694]

💀 👉👈

[@user-nx7ru2ge8p]

That cute

[@cinephilebuddy464]

💀 👅

[@888stargirl]

OFIFJFJCJCNFNTNGJJ😭

[@Leena-uh4un]

😭

[@EG-ou6fr]

Born too late to explore the world, born too early to explore other worlds, born just on time to get addicted to elf bars.

[@zaloskog]

Real as fuck my dude

[@RavenPilsen]

yeah.. + too scared of death so no addiction for me 🤣🤣

[@thatissofetch.2140]

THIS

[@van4195]

"sleep is a lot like death, isn't it?" "i'm six fucking years old" LMFAO

[@yotimm_9350]

This dude went from how death is like sleep to how the world ends

[@yungyoohoo7803]

Kakashi Hatake Fr tho

[@yotimm_9350]

@Nuno The Dude your right I should shut up i definitely talk to much but none the less fuck off

[@username88094]

Nuno The Dude mans saying weeb when his profile be anime

[@lxrdpain3206]

Chunky Sokolov weebs always call other people weeb it’s kinda a thing

[@lxrdpain3206]

Nuno The Dude normies 😂

[@joecro15]

"Your brain-waves look like this." shows my signature

[@jauxro]

anyone else have that first time signing a document as an adult where you realize you forgot to practice for that at all, your signature is horrible, and maybe you don't even know how to write -

[@AJ-qv1kv]

Are you a doctor

[@timothywells3908]

t s ó l a r i a yeah man the first few weeks in “real life” after high school are a trip

[@mokkaveli]

@@jauxro I used to see a lot of peoples signatures at work and its surprising how many people just write their name in normal lettering

[@dog4473]

i hope doctors are aware that there writing is atrocious

[@ganskemc]

Bro I've been stuck in this way of thinking that everything is pointless because we all die for so long, and seeing this made me realise that everything being pointless is pointless and all that matters is what happens mow

[@empressp6406]

You are not alone

[@Vang2009]

I cherish my life because you gotta enjoy before you go.

[@AI_ART_LIBRARY]

"Don't fear death, when we are, death is not. And when death is, we are not." Epicurus

[@trevorfrancis3034]

Thanks Nacho Supremo

[@online_cat]

Thanks Nacho Supremo

[@davecroes3086]

Epicurus. Nice

[@conor4142]

Gracias, Nacho Supremo.

[@balfourwheatley6644]

So i re-read this 10 times

[@josephschumacher5869]

Me: I'll just have a good night's sleep today Depression Turtle: Hold my Existentialism

[@LordDecapo]

Depression Turtle xD hahahaha

[@kajigaming9583]

that's a tortoise, but true

[@thegrammarcrusader4085]

Tortoise you twit

[@sangamharsolia5069]

Thats what exurb1a's turtle means

[@adamwhite6484]

Thank you man. This video is without a doubt my favourite on all of KZbin. Since you released it I always always take 10mins every new year to watch this video. To remind myself that while the universe is cruel, it is also beautiful and miraculous and I should never ever waste my time here. Thank you so much for making the most beautiful video on this platform. Happy new year mate xx

[@wallie963]

I thought I was the only one who does a yearly rewatch of this video! It's very much evokes a feeling I never knew I can experience.

[@danielson9007]

"and it is just as arbitrary to lose hope as it is to find it." Damn. That line be hitting hard tho. If there is no meaning, to find our own meaning is the most useful thing we can do as bunch of atoms that think they exist.

[@kockichis1275]

If you can't have an existential crisis naturally, store bought is fine

[@sorafowler4497]

I got mine from ebay, does refurbished work?

[@itsublayt2444]

@@sorafowler4497 you can't get a refund.

[@sorafowler4497]

@The Loving Believer I knew I was scammed

[@magicalwizard9539]

😂😂🤣

[@skynet1024]

if you want more of existential crisis, watch kurzgesagt videos. thank me later

[@kraiden3056]

like yea i get its depressing but now i feel really confident about my hair

[@EnenraLost]

Kraiden me too mate, me too

[@uglywrld7068]

Kraiden it is sad af , so I gotta ask some girl cuz time goes fast

[@Zuntss]

i'm 666 liked boo!

[@Verrisin]

whow, are you one of those people who unironically likes motivational posters, and actually gets motivated by them?

[@SkySaito]

@@Verrisin Those people are the strongest

[@kindofanmol]

This video just came up in my feed and I tapped it while I was writing some notes. 5 minutes in and my pen was now resting on the notebook and I was absolutely engrossed in this perpetual beautiful wormhole of existential crisis. Thank you.

[@luvstained]

istg everything in this video, from research to narration, from literature to editing; everything was spot on, classic simply put work of art. i'm glad to find this channel (exists) even in this "nothing matters" world-

[@dizzypear]

Sleep: exists Exurb1a: Ah yes enslaved death

[@wereallpinkinside8452]

😂

[@ishaantrivedi9968]

*stonks*

[@tofidu]

COOOOL MAN

[@vbgvbg1133]

Ha

[@emerald5126]

omg tnx man that was amazing xD

[@takyc7883]

People say life is short but it’s the longest (and only) thing we experience

[@amneenja5720]

@Clint Eastqood but is it nothing to you?

[@kh-oj4uf]

_our_ lives are short when compared to life on earth as a whole

[@raulsamaniego3172]

Hazard Hawk but would you want to be “alive”forever

[@dulceele2967]

Therefore, enjoy it

[@regenxx983]

@Clint Eastqood Then maybe you should stop existing:)

[@wallie963]

It is now a tradition of mine to watch this video every year. The emotions that rush through me in each rewatch is so inexplainable and that is a testament to how truly beautiful this video is. Thank you!

[@fwMMVII]

Sleep is just a free trial of death. Comas are a membership.

[@fizzycola6809]

Death itself is premium membership

[@fwMMVII]

@@fizzycola6809 Yes!

[@Username-1939t9]

@@fizzycola6809 it's a life membership

[@Poloskii]

Death is owning the buisness

[@fizzycola6809]

I was gonna say that but wouldn’t it be a death-time membership?

[@Readraid_]

mom the deppresion turtle is making me sad again

[@NameNotFound-hb5ef]

Yeah, it was damn sad inbetween but I got uplifted by this video in the end.

[@Royal420Way]

I watch this to feel better. Different people I guess.

[@MrNeverSleep]

@@Royal420Way well I can see how some of the points, like the reminder of one's morality, may stick and make one sad even after the slightly uplifting conclusion.

[@Royal420Way]

I wasn't saying it could not be sad just bringing up the diversity between people. You all should watch "You Will Never do Anything Remarkable" it's a real feel-good episode.

[@ozzylepunknown551]

@@NameNotFound-hb5ef '' what is sadness

[@CairoCreations]

This is my favorite video to fall asleep to. Narrator has a comforting voice, and it’s just enough to keep my thoughts from spirals but not happy enough to make me angry. Very calming video.

[@emeraldi4545]

i love all your videos, you’re such a wonderful person. i clicked on this thinking i’ll learn about sleep but i ended up bawling halfway

[@selectparsley969]

In conclusion, sleep is: death with benefits death minus the commitment a Costco sample of death

[@Menaceblue3]

Do you still need to buy a membership?

[@MrFirstMidget]

@@Menaceblue3 no your gifted it at conception and there are no returns.

[@Xavier_the_Boxing_Nerd]

@@Menaceblue3, You already bought the membership with birth.

[@vtechvsmile]

I rather like death if that's the case

[@ewunia3104]

An every night stand

[@Can_Head]

This went from "I fell asleep in a car when I was 6" to "Then the universe will have it's final resting place with only black holes"

[@HarryPorpise]

gorila slap monke

[@nhearse]

Typical day in the life of a space turtle

[@Wildminecraftwolf]

One day even black holes will disappear

[@fulana_de_tal]

So basicaly the story of my life from 6 to maybe 13 years old

[@Ronald-lb5fz]

Xdd

[@philiphanifin83]

Just did my annual watch of this video and it never fails to put me in a state of awe. "If sleep is just death being shy, then waking up is atoms being miraculous" is one of the best lines in existentialism I have ever heard, thank you for your wisdom depressed turtle

[@rmentat]

at around 7 or 8 years old, i thought one night that time cannot stop, cannot go backwards and each second passed was a second lost forever in life, a second closer to the end of everything. it was terrifying. and i started to think it often after turning off the lights each night. i thought i was alone.

[@chantelle8142]

Every second is another second lived! I used to think like this is the worst honestly but the phrase, 'we live everyday, we die once' got rid of my fear. Thinking like this will make you think you have to rush against time. Yes, time doesn't stop but we have more time than you think. So be optimistic!!

[@gregoryjones3103]

Then what is a coma... **Death just building up confidence?**

[@ozzylepunknown551]

Were you dead before you were born

[@yourstrulykymmi2709]

@@ozzylepunknown551 dude....

[@yelezi7950]

@@ozzylepunknown551 that's a good question

[@hamishbarrett7695]

Death saying unless...👉👈😳

[@pintschannel]

I can't believe no one noticed this was stolen

[@bignick2488]

This is depressed gen z vsauce

[@davidbray5982]

Shade Silver zsauce

[@L_mattox]

Vsauce was science, a dash of humor, with a small bit of philosophy as it applied to the science. Exurb1a is equal parts science, humor, and existential philosophy, which I believe is more appropriate and healthy for our times. Exurb1a is a KZbin channel for an age when by next month, they may have invented a cure for cancer and/or general AI with responsible restraints, or by next month the Novel Coronavirus may have infected us all, dooming at least around 4% of the human population to die of heart and/or lung complications. In all reality, it will probably be somewhere in between. In short Vsauce was a channel for the late 2000's and the 2010's, and Exurb1a is a channel for the 2020's and the uncertain future.

[@davidbray5982]

@@L_mattox Amen

[@Nik.No.K]

I was just thinking this reminds me of vsauce

[@donniebooshae3880]

I forgot about vsauce

[@bal0101]

i cant stop coming back to this video, its perfectly writing and said. i love it

[@ckisel]

i clicked on this video thinking it will be about sleep facts, but after i watched it, it gave me an existential crisis

[@zwo4187]

"We're the only species aware of our worlds approaching demise" Shit man now i gotta tell my cat

[@CananaMan]

my cat is watching the video with me

[@roastedcrickets1767]

@@CananaMan My cat is sitting on my feet

[@belalabusultan5911]

what did your cats say to you after you shared the information ? humans couldn't solve our existential issues, so maybe we need another specie's opinion :)

[@zwo4187]

Belal Abu Sultan “meow”

[@CroshBash]

Don’t you dare tell your cat. Let it live happy and peaceful

[@residentorama9058]

Why is this so sad I’m literally just a massive clump of cells

[@ggstatusyt]

Its ok obama, your name has already gone down in history

[@residentorama9058]

Jack the Gestapo we are made up of cells lmao. E.g. ciliated cells, skins cells, red blood cells,

[@residentorama9058]

Jack the Gestapo dude i wasn’t talking about atoms in the first place, even tho cells are made of atoms. Im talking about cells here. I mean if were talking about atoms then your also wrong. Atoms are made up of neutrons and protons, they are made up of quarks and quarks are made of some other shit. Long story short i wasn’t talking about atoms. Im talking about cells.

[@residentorama9058]

Jack the Gestapo atoms are made of neutrons. Cant we say were made up of neutrons, protons and electrons? Or quarks? Or Planck’s?

[@tsvaroginukov7429]

You're also sexually attracted to men, and vegetable crisps. Seek assistance about the latter bit. (Call me ;)

[@xXmilkXx]

bro I'm not sure anyone realizes how deep that was... that was really inspiring and sometimes when I'm in my bed listening to music tryna sleep I think and worry about how I'll die... But I wont anymore... Thank you for this

[@zuckduck4335]

"And i cant go without you" _screen slowly darkens to reveal viewer's face_ Damn it you got me there you beautiful bastard.

[@patrickk2533]

I like how in that moment the subtitle states '

[@AniMerrill]

Oh damn, I missed out on that cuz my monitor isn't reflective lololol

[@z0bi_]

@@AniMerrill Same ...

[@nehakiran525]

jokes on u , i got a unreflective screen

[@ShovelChef]

Patrick K, lol, only the UK subs tho 😂

[@karlmatthewpepito4439]

"Death smiles at us all, but all a man can do is smile back" - Marcus Aurelius

[@josephhubbard9743]

@Jaden Henderson bruh 😂 literally thought that right before really your comment

[@gibbygibby6403]

Jeez :/

[@Wishhuhhh]

What if I said: L A M O

[@pink.lemonade7715]

Damn...

[@CharlesXavier8]

That guy was a bot i met him in a dream.

[@crypictpizza7409]

Your videos always make me tear up even though I haven't fully cried in years I still somehow tear up at hearing someone talk about something I already knew

[@pandasamurai556]

I come back to this video so often, one of my favorite videos on the internet and I honestly have no real reason to come back to it.

[@vranium2431]

"Category: Comedy" I didn't know comedy could get this existential

[@crayboyschwarz1671]

I bet exurb1a is just laughing at us going through an existential crisis after every video. So yeah, for him it is

[@Golem_101]

Counterpoint: 7:51

[@Rajonas007]

It`s called dark humor.

[@naglismalisauskas1779]

so you are the one who reads descriptions. thats rare

[@Rajonas007]

@@naglismalisauskas1779 Če tavo tikras vardas?

[@aksatshah]

This channel is the literal definition of quality over quantity

[@finchwaddledog5026]

I’m getting the impression he stopped at 69 videos for the lols.

[@nasalegoboy]

And plenty of content

[@shaggyrogers1937]

I have seen this same comment so many times

[@unhingedconnoisseur164]

This comment trope isn't tho

[@QueenOTheSea]

May I introduce you to Lemmino?

[@Poizin77]

"nothing matters and that's ok" -someone

[@WAP12527]

Death is inevitable. Nothing exists, Life exists in spite of nothing.

[@hyperspeedz7135]

0:23 had me dead 💀

[@aadarlingxo2670]

*_"People studying atoms are just a bunch of atoms trying to understand themselves"_* *-Michio Kaku*

[@luanunes14]

Interesting

[@user-lg6qg2cf6x]

As above, so below.

[@normjohnson4629]

Your brain named itself.

[@ZestyAlone]

@@normjohnson4629 your brain named itself

[@arandomguyontheinternet2773]

This comment is underrated as heck

[@Saddam-Hussein.]

“Death does not concern us, because as long as we exist, death is not here. And when it does come, we no longer exist.”-Epicurus

[@tigerstariv146]

That is actually a surprisingly good quote

[@Saddam-Hussein.]

@Bellysniffer No, death is not existence once somebody dies they no longer exist that is not to say they disappear without a trace but that person is gone and can never come back

[@maksimdrobysevskij9309]

And when we no longer exist we can’t feel concern

[@keks137]

@@Saddam-Hussein. we don't even 100% know if death is permanent

[@Saddam-Hussein.]

@@keks137 yes we do

[@Farmingdaneo]

Around 2:30, I came up with a very similar saying a while ago. "The end of the world will happen, just at different times for everyone." I think you put it better.

[@minitwins2000]

This video kept popping up and I was always afraid to watch it. But Im glad I did. Thank you

[@mac6na6na26]

When you’re smart but only in finding ways to be depressed

[@unclesam8862]

R E L A T A B L E

[@Rose_Harmonic]

That's when you go back and watch Misery Was

[@benoitaube19]

Being smart makes your car go fast. Being wise makes you know where you're going. Anyone can be naturally smart and nobody is naturally wise.

[@Shaun.Stephens]

Did you not watch the whole thing? It's equal parts depressing and uplifting. That you find it depressing says more about you than the author. Cheer up!

[@ZipsterVii]

Mac6na6na r/im13andthisisdeep

[@searacha5604]

i was studying physics but now i have existential crisis instead

[@agustusfarnworth3379]

Same bro

[@lasamisalagne7377]

Thats how exurb1a works

[@karakedi3726]

Same m8

[@jimkerman5675]

Believe me, if you want to have a somewhat partial life, don't think too much about quatum physics or astrophysics.

[@universalrecovery9311]

figure out how to make another big bang and you've basically become god for a new universe.

[@Elise_up_close_and_personal]

I come back to this video every month and I enjoy it more every time like it puts me to sleep in a good way. It keeps my mind from stressing about random stuff and gets me thinking about this video. I’m showing this to my kids. :b

[@roeitarrab9712]

your videos it make me feel euphoric Every fucking time your voice... the words.. the music choice you take me by the hand with a kind smile into the abyss and I have no choice but to smile back and be fulfilled

[@VOLAIRE]

Ok well thank you for my _quarter life crisis_ 👍🏼

[@crotchet6439]

This is fun, the video fed my anxiety and stress so I can worry about death and more death.

[@svendinsvinderlin4569]

The whole idea was for you to not have a 1/4 life crisis. way to go

[@dajanacoric1241]

Volaire i honestly see you on every video i drop by.

[@PlataEspada]

Why are you in Rickys bear being killed

[@jears]

I don't plan on lifing far past thirty, so it's my mid life crisis

[@jk23487]

“Sleep is just a free trial of death.”

[@Sylviaaaaaaaaa]

Oh man, I have to pay for death, too? Isn't college enough?

[@niels7235]

And it is too good to be true

[@avisar3457]

if sleep is a free trial of death then i would fucking love it lucid dream all the fucking time

[@Itamar_Palgi]

Waiting for the new DLC to come out

[@avisar3457]

@@Itamar_Palgi Noder itamar bdiha tova

[@danielb9926]

What a powerful bit of video. I'm glad to have seen it. Thank you.

[@hurculesarmy9897]

"Did you die?" "Sadly, yes." "BUT I LIVED!"

[@dasappman9321]

Freaking weasel.

[@kelamity6574]

my death was greatly exaggerated

[@NamiseSports]

This makes so much sense now

[@the6ix72]

who is who?

[@nickgray2078]

What happens when you mix depressions with happiness: Exurbia

[@commodoreNZ]

And I think we are all better off for it :')

[@latinopigeon1004]

@@commodoreNZ we have good and bad days, while most things in the universe don't even have days at all.

[@abdullah-ir6pe]

nah

[@lasamisalagne7377]

Yeah

[@lOvEsIcK817]

When you mix happiness and depression you become dull because your not happy but your not sad your neutral

[@jellyknives]

This is so beautiful, honestly this made me appreciate life more.

[@lunaa764]

What helped me cope with my own mortality was realizing that death is the reason why we value life to begin with. If everything lasts forever, eventually life would be like an endless curse that never ends. I feel like many people don't fully understand how long *forever* actually is. It would eventually drive you crazy. The fact that life is temporary is the reason why we have goals and aspirations, and appreciate the things we have.

[@giant3dorangutanmodel89]

“In two years, you become a parent” Laughs nervously in teenager

[@livvieblair9506]

I'll become a dog's parent🐶

[@thomaslove6494]

*laughs nervously as a 31 year old * But for the exact opposite reason 😂

[@alphalil]

69th like😵

[@stevejobs7989]

You're too young to be here, depression turtle is for adults :(

[@giant3dorangutanmodel89]

Steve Jobs F

[@melancholymello6237]

How in the world did he go from sleep to the end of the world

[@mavisdom-animeonpiano]

Mellonking Kingcrazymellon magic

[@I3lueberry]

It's because hes british

[@drpepper3838]

Parkour

[@emilg5649]

Because he's exub1a and he does that. It happens. You get used to it.

[@Guy-Mann]

First time?

[@andreluizschulman7420]

man, you’ll probably not get to read this, but I need to thank you at the pandemic you truly helped me get through a lot, mainly with this video (which I rewatched many times), but with all your content yesterday my grandfather died, and today you made me a little bit happier and more content with all this situation (yes, we talked how his hair was amazing) I just want to thank you, truly

[@shuntaroyamasaki4894]

Thank you, I’ve been thinking about my impending death and the nothing that comes after. The fear of nothingness and no thought. Me losing every aspect of myself terrifies me and this video helped a little in understanding that while it is inevitable I can at least take the time to appreciate what I have now

[@thecouncil8973]

I thought this was about sleep. This is just existential crisis in hyperdrive.

[@McFreakk]

hahahahahhahaha

[@scribeslendy595]

Welcome to the channel, we have crippling existentialism

[@skunko1871]

(69)1 likes... Nice

[@mase8189]

Start meditating!

[@Qwazrex]

“People studying atoms are just a bunch of atoms trying to understand themself’s” -A bunch of atoms

[@tricck8352]

Themselves* tho

[@joris5152]

@@tricck8352 themself's

[@joshua_prime3743]

@@joris5152 theyself

[@xXJ4FARGAMERXx]

@@joris5152 "People studying atoms are just a bunch of atoms trying to understand themself is ____" ? or "...trying to understand themself's ____" ? Both of these don't make sense

[@joris5152]

@@xXJ4FARGAMERXx "People studying atoms are just a bunch of atoms trying to understand themself's". Thats whole sentence's.

[@Anomin1s]

Hubble’s doom “No recourse to the fecundity that once teemed within the boundaries of creation” Exubr1a

[@kenwood908]

This is still my favourite video on youtube till this day

[@grimtheghastly8878]

Me: Finally, some sleep. Exurb1a: *Did somebody order an existential crisis?*

[@astrellas5007]

Did you mean death practice?

[@grimtheghastly8878]

@@astrellas5007 👌

[@korinajordan7819]

I legitimately clicked on this thinking it was going to be about sleep.

[@Radijs]

Same here.

[@Alex-qd9db]

SIKE

[@moriarty8197]

You havent slept immediatly havent you :D

[@voLumez]

HAHA SUCKER, INSTEAD HAVE SOME EXISTENTIALISM

[@someone-vk6gk]

I clicked this to help me sleep

[@ahausch1]

Thanks for this, it's truly beautiful

[@nah2106]

one of the best videos on the site, really good work

[@jas8042]

*shows picture of baby elephant sleeping” “better isn’t it?” me: *smiles a bit* “yeah” “no me either” me: “oh”

[@hamiltonlong5917]

Jasmine Crawford same!😂

[@1.4142]

How about this? *Causes Existential Crisis*

[@backup8914]

I thought no cause i knew how it would end up...

[@temp1970]

I read this when he said it! LMAO

[@user-3dfhdha24]

hahahahahaha

[@erimyagnozkan3135]

"Sir this is a Wendy's drive thru"

[@jahsay2629]

😂😂😂

[@LxrdDaryus]

"I just asked if you wanted mayo on ketchup or not sir. Why are you still talking ? "

[@finniansullivan9166]

😂

[@roughbro]

This is honestly one of the most beautiful videos I’ve ever had the pleasure of watching.

[@FumenuYT]

i just had the most intense reaction to a video i've ever had, started this video like ok this is cool to bawling in front of my desk. wish i could subscribe infinitely. thank you.

[@violetmarie9983]

on your left you will see 4 million people having a crisis.

[@thornarts]

nagito

[@violetmarie9983]

@@thornarts hello I am people

[@thegenderman8582]

I am one of them 4.6 million people, help me.

[@butterqueen767]

And if you look to your right, you’ll see 3.7 thousand people who were enraged at this crisis

[@misdafireinfexus5828]

As someone who already had this crisis, I believe the 'smart yet so utterly broken' , in some way this makes me want to say fuck it and just live

[@oliviajane6373]

Sleep is just death being shy 4,000,000,000,000,000 A.D.

[@RO_9er]

Yes Actually well no shit BUT I Don’t WANT to die

[@oliviajane6373]

@@RO_9er you see, thats where we are different.

[@angelmontoya7526]

RO_9er 3781 but i do, i think it’s part of life thag we’ll probably experience either being reincarnated or re-birthed as the same person or as a different person or just not being here anymore. Or maybe it’s just as we see it out own imagination. Ima go try dmt

[@joeyc1725]

@@angelmontoya7526 i just did dmt. You will love it. Remember think positive get hyped sit hit lay down. Let it guide you. Let it embrace and accept what it has to show.

[@mickaylakozma6032]

Right? What an odd switch.

[@thatoneweirdo1910]

Genuinely love this video. It's not depressing to me. It's morbidly hopeful and delightfully beautiful. If nothing else, we are here now. Let's not worry about tomorrow, or when we will not be. Let us merely be, and enjoy it while we can

[@yawcty6478]

How I comfort myself is by not caring because who cares that I don’t matter, I’m content right? That’s all that matters to me.

[@l_uca__7308]

*video about sleep* Exurb1a: so here's what will happen billions of years in the future

[@heroic9631]

Exactly, I was so confused.

[@1lina9]

i wasn’t ready

[@ragnaros100]

"It's just as arbitrary to lose hope as it is to find it" What an incredibly sobering thought.

[@jamieohjamie]

That's fucking too poignant to be a throwaway line by a youtuber

[@SkullKing11841]

As someone who's lost all hope it was eye opening.

[@jamieohjamie]

@@SkullKing11841 As someone who doesn't practice religion but appreciates the magical nature of human existence, I hope you can find your hope. I find solace the fact that nothing matters, but everything matters, too. You can zoom out from a photo of a beach and just see a brownish strip of land. But that strip of land wouldn't exist without millions of tiny grains of sand. Taking away one grain doesn't make a difference, but take away all of them and there is no longer a beach. But that grain has a whole world and affects all the grains around it. Basically - just be a good person, even if it doesn't matter when you pull back far enough, it matters to those around you.

[@erick4908]

@@jamieohjamie "take away all of them and there is no longer a beach" my brain: don't invoke the paradox... don't invoke the-- me: so how many grains of sand make a beach?

[@theodorosthethotsbane6554]

I wonder what exurb1a does when he is not in the process of making/editing KZbin videos.

[@dylan837]

This video is a masterpiece. I find myself revisiting it whenever I am feeling hopeless and it never fails to make me feel better

[@maximdesmarais]

My god, I shouldn’t watch this video while high, now I’m crying

[@user-su1zh7fx3x]

THIS IS WHAT THEY SHOULD TEACH IN SCHOOL ( ive watched this video a bunch, i love returning to it years later)

[@geiletitten48]

I've watched this at least ten times already. Shivers everytime. I'm not crying, you're crying.

[@RubyRubeMe]

Me: I don't feel depressed today. Exorbia: * uploads * Me: Oh for fuck's sake.

[@ABW941]

Dont watch stuff which depresses you, learn to resist the urge to let yourself be pulled down by foolosophical stuff, go watch cat videos instead, or go outside pet a cat.

[@alexcanplaygames5270]

eyyy.

[@RubyRubeMe]

@@ABW941 nah... watching the depression turtle is better.

[@fabielstruiken6911]

Is it cool to be depressed?

[@Bloomio95]

if you are depressed because of the video you didnt get the message

[@eggdogmanjim1007]

Sleep is not death being shy, it is simply a time machine to breakfast.

[@enlistenmusic1719]

This is exactly what I’ve been saying lmao

[@RagingInsomniac]

It can be a time machine for any eating time when you strugglin barely making it

[@jaredatanacio7375]

Thank you. This neutralized the existential dread given to me by this video.

[@erlanggap5463]

what about naps

[@paperplate09]

Every time I don’t wanna be somewhere I go to get early so I can teleport to the morning

[@HadizaAtta]

There are some channels you stumble upon on KZbin and you know you have literally hit the human jackpot of creativity, the paradise of a human soul, this is one of those channels.. I thank the gods of KZbin for leaving this masterpiece lying around in my algorithm.

[@dhruvkumarakole9192]

The end made me cry. "I can't go further with out you" Beautifully factual