lontalius - sleep thru ur alarms (Slowed + Reverb)

Thoughts that go like bullets through you
The time you told me that you wish you were dead
But so broken on when you can't stop choosing
To sleep through your alarms,
Man you're losing your head
The thoughts that go like bullets through you
The time you told me that you wish you were dead
(Can't stop)
But so broken on when you can't stop choosing
To sleep through your alarms,
man, you're losing your head
(Can't stop)

[@l3monbun886]

this song reminds me of better, simpler times. i miss them.

[@shroomsforbreakfast]

me too..

[@Covzn]

why

[@تاعنناللبفزتلبتنفا]

Agree

[@anthonyserna9272]

I miss them too its hard remmebering the good old days and wishing you were young and happy again

[@ioanamanolache492]

Hmm yea they where nice

[@annaya8935]

This hits different at 11:00pm when you feel lonely

[@shroomsforbreakfast]

Are you okay?

[@Alysssuhhh]

Fr tho quarantine really made me realize I have no friends :)

[@annaya8935]

@@Alysssuhhh same

[@chance301]

yes

[@BenDover-vs2oq]

Currently 11:26

[@trvyuky]

We're all just teen who were once kids with light in our eyes and hope in our hearts..

[@swift_legacyy]

And that hope then later on fades away...

[@taerokan]

and now were suicidal, scarred, traumatized teens that want nothing more than to be loved and accepted

[@trvyuky]

@@taerokan big fax ✌ you good g?

[@juliaarellano3820]

@@taerokan couldn't have said it better myself,always acting like we are fine and happy all the time

[@Neilasa]

❤

[@asta8913]

I’m in my bed crying my ass out

[@shroomsforbreakfast]

Are you okay?

[@asta8913]

anna I mean yes and no

[@shroomsforbreakfast]

Levi Ackerman || just know that everything gets better :)

[@mqruvs]

Let it all out, it’s gonna be okay soon Love you so so much

[@asta8913]

Donut • 7 years ago I mean yea I honestly have been I feel better but idk sometimes it’s hits me again

[@paracosmaniac9616]

I don't feel like I am even existing anymore, cause all day I just imagine what I want to be real

[@shroomsforbreakfast]

I feel this..

[@AbsoASMR]

Explain to me what words come in mind, I go through all these questions in my head too, I’m gonna make a video on it so please say anything freely or anonymously to me

[@fartlord88]

Maybe we were ment for a different world.

[@lucki9814]

why did i read that as "i dont feel like eating more cereal, its not even real"

[@arrianna5532]

Same.... It's like and imaginary world we create for ourselves just to stay happy because the real world is to much for us and doesn't give us anything good

[@whereiskeevo]

I'm waiting for school to start and waking up early with barely light in the sky and riding in the very back of the bus just feeling the bumpy bus letting me drift away in my sleepy consciousness and drift into my own world... ♥️

[@goofybabyturtle8246]

Yo, how is life now

[@amber.brinkman]

never expected that school whould ruin my whole soul

[@2amdreams397]

Thisss

[@chloedelilah860]

yeah :|

[@cosmicxstar]

same :(

[@infinitespinalsurgeryglitch]

^^^^^^^^

[@LechReacts]

4 years later how was school 🙏

[@mattie5736]

We all are just bunch of depressed kids trying to keep each other alive..

[@rahaftabour5179]

Truest words I have ever heard:(

[@maithoo]

I hate my life at this point

[@rafikono7007]

kids hhhhh

[@mattie5736]

@@maithoo me too

[@mattie5736]

@@rafikono7007 try google. "Teen depression" :)

[@prester4375]

I dont even know. Im not depressed or anything. I have a good life. But it just feels like theres an empty hole in my chest. Its been there since i was little. Im so confised. Please help i dont like feeling like this.

[@dromeda2651]

patrick

[@prester4375]

@@dromeda2651 bro bro

[@shroomsforbreakfast]

Maybe you can try talking to someone about it. A therapist, a parent, a friend, etc. someone you trust and someone who you feel comfortable with.

[@lunaevans3562]

i’ve had anxiety and depression basically since i was born. i wish i could tell you i knew how to make it go away

[@josuelopez2197]

luna evans Mary Jane helps

[@0nyxxequinox]

Everything feels so forced. From forcing myself to burst out laughing, to smiling. To moving and lifting my head. Opening my eyes. I'm someone that people either hate or I'm viewed as another option to people. It's not something I'm not used to. In fact, it doesn't bother me anymore. It doesn't hurt. I've become numb. And everything is too much to bare. The thoughts are staring to flood in my head again. *Those,* thoughts. I'm losing myself. I'm not clingy as I used to be. I once was someone who attached to someone, but I don't anymore. I've become distant. It'd only take me a few days to getting over losing all of my friends. My anxiety would hit me like a bus, but. In the end. I'd just feel even more numb. I'm so unmotivated. I've lost my strength. I can't do this anymore.

[@razeranger2393]

Stay strong g ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

[@nbj6284]

Is everything okay now?

[@moonie_moonl9386]

Are you ok?

[@filipmk6069]

you are not alone… Keep your head and I pray for better days.

[@hl1622]

This song hits different when ur sad. Damn.

[@shroomsforbreakfast]

Are you okay?

[@mqruvs]

Hope you’re okay, love you lots

[@TAMIM.167]

@@mqruvs i.m

[@g0thd0llies99]

I'm basically an overthinker, lonely, stays up thinking about my future, and love to imagine my fav anime character hugging me tightly 🙂

[@lmher]

Awh :(

[@susanaespinosa2703]

Yeah.:(

[@twstdtransstr]

same.

[@イタチ-h7w]

same

[@beyondchivalry]

Same with me but instead of anime I think about Clem from the walking dead game.. That game gave me really bad depression. Well I guess I was already depressed but the game made it worse. But I love the game for how real it is.

[@art_and_owlhouse_luver]

no one understands me and how much pain I’m in right now and it hurts that I know no one can relate

[@shroomsforbreakfast]

Are you okay?

[@frenchyduckk]

Everything will get better, i promise, im always here to talk, i was lucky enough to survive 3 ODs, now i was dumb back then, and i dont want you making the same mistake as i did because its scars you

[@shroomsforbreakfast]

FrenchyIsADuck || I’m so glad you survived.

[@frenchyduckk]

anna ❤️

[@kys.sophiia990]

it gets worse before it gets better, but you will get there. i love you.

[@azz1245]

this song reminds me of times when i didnt have to worry. when my mother was still alive, when i wasnt always worrying about my appearance, when i had friends, when i was happy, when i took care of myself, when i was social, when i didnt worry about what others think of me, when i didnt overthink everything. no, im not depressed. no, im not diagnosed with any mental illnessed, but, theres just something missing.

[@taefuxtion1296]

I hope ur feeling better now :)

[@RakkFrm600]

Same but when my dad was alive I miss him so much like just losing someone so important to you can hurt and it’s just like you wanna be with them

[@fiounicmiku]

School and my social life stress me so much, I always feel like I'm not good enough This type of music is so calming, I wish there were more music like this

[@unknown-rt2yd]

i feel you

[@filipmk6069]

feel ya homie u not alone remember..

[@XxfrakinGamer]

How are you doing these days

[@fiounicmiku]

@@XxfrakinGamer omgg it's so kind to ask tyy, unfortunately I'm not doing any better, but I'm trying to ask for help so that's an improvement!! And you how are you??

[@valentinaaa3764]

@@fiounicmikuI hope you can find peace💕

[@Bledd4yuu]

When I was at my lowest 2 years ago, I’d listen to this song almost everyday. I cry almost every night, mostly to this song, this song reminds me so much back then. I’m glad I’m still here to this day.

[@Bakugoboomboomboom]

Does anyone just wanna grab that special someone, run away to a far away place. No other people. No technology. Just you and them. Fall in love. Be each other’s person. And finally grow old. And be able to live you’re happy life.

[@snowinthewinter]

i relate to that but i don't have anyone to do that with :/

[@mannysmith7297]

Everyday, but she’s not in my life yet. Only when the time comes.

[@beth954]

Thats my dream life

[@strangerthings2506]

Yes but something like that could never happen to me. It's only a fantasy

[@kyleighbooze1415]

yes if that special person didn’t leave me

[@rosevirgo101]

This song feels like how depression simulates a never ending cycle of everyday being the same, no meaning, just numbness and hurt.

[@papayobwoc]

this song reminds me of when i had attempted to take my own life and overdosed. i cant listen to it without crying and remembering all the bad shit but at the same time it makes me want to do it again. its sad, this song is so beautiful but i cant enjoy it like everyone else.

[@vvi4r717]

please dm my insta so we can talk 5adhoe

[@stizzy5740]

You are loved❤️

[@papayobwoc]

@@vvi4r717 alright-

[@scottlevardsen8619]

Keep pressing on man, I’m proud of you

[@takusarv14]

i’m so happy you’re still here

[@mdcrlings]

I discovered this song two hours ago and I literally can't stop listening to it, I honestly wish I would've discovered this masterpiece earlier because it truly just makes feel some special way. I'm not depressed, I have a decent life but I just feel idk like empty? For the past five months I noticed that I would listen to songs like these and just ball my eyes out and after I'd feel sm better lmfao

[@liiveleaked]

*Patrick do not be vibing😔✋*

[@thirteen_tides]

😞

[@haylee219]

@@addy8263 neither was horseradish 😔

[@kyleighbooze1415]

thank you i needed this laugh..

[@swagapino56]

hey bro, this is great, i absolutely love your videos. i was wondering if you can make a slow mo version of sleepwalk by santo and johnny some time? thanks dude.

[@solitude6179]

Thank you 😊 And yea I got you 😁👍

[@aldorodriguez3283]

Anyone who wants to talk, im here for you. I promise.

[@ava071]

I love him. He’s my best friend so I know he’ll never love me back, even if I wanted him to. I try to distract myself from him by trying to develop feelings for other people but I always end up doing back to him. I just love him man. So much. :(

[@liamnick023]

Ava Alexander tell him!

[@aldorodriguez3283]

@@ava071 Well, you only live once. Pain is temporary, but regret is forever. It's your choice. Just hope for the best and tell him you like him. I hope this helps you.And if you ever feel down or sad just come back.

[@starcollecting]

Ava Alexander I can relate 🥺✨

[@clover8893]

I just wanna do it so bad. I feel like I’m doing everything for nothing. I’m so tired. I was starting to get better and now I’m relapsing. I’m only a teenager. Why do I have to go through this? I’ve been dealing with this since I was in fifth grade. I’ve hid it. I was desperate for help. I would ask my friends for help and now I don’t because they don’t care unless it’s about them. I’m three weeks clean from self harm and I want to do it again so bad. I hide all my feelings from my parents. Idk what to do.

[@senjukawarag1]

Patrick after he found out mayonnaise isn't an instrument:

[@zena-0781]

currently covering my arms in bandaids so no one sees what I tried to do last night

[@shroomsforbreakfast]

You’re not alone

[@sarahem32]

you’ll get through this

[@frenchyduckk]

You can get through this, your not alone, everything will get better in the end ❤️

[@danika5284]

hi love, you're so strong. you'll get through this.

[@user-xp6so9gs5i]

i’m sorry.

[@natalia-tn7qm]

lyrics

[@supersourella]

i can relate to most of these comments, and i love every single one of you. keep going, keep pushing. live in the moment. stop worrying about what’s going to happen next or what you’re letting go of when you leave something. it sucks. i would know that. being afraid sucks, being upset sucks, being numb sucks, feeling like you’re alone when you have so many people around you, it sucks, okay? i know. but it’ll all turn out okay. i promise from the bottom of my heart.

[@lilmexievxz523]

the most depressed people are the quietest,we always care for the ones that will fall into it and we always protect someone but we can’t save ourselves

[@mynamefrank6567]

this has a hopeful undertone to it

[@twilin3297]

Anytime I listen to this..I look at my past..How I was ignore..bullied by students and teachers.. now I realize that im still being bullied but I've got online friends...And a girlfriend from texas...Bro im about to cry tysm for editing this song man...

[@natalia-tn7qm]

i have a girlfriend in texas too :) just know that everything gets better

[@mqruvs]

Hi angel! you can do this, everything will be better soon Love you so much please take care of yourself!

[@twilin3297]

Donut • 7 years ago everything got worse though she broke up with be and I’ve been getting in more drama. It sucks being 13.

[@mqruvs]

Snowy Hamilton I am so sorry :( I’m here to talk! hope everything gets better soon

[@LegacyRy]

Have you ever had one of those moments when youre walking out in public with no idea where you are and you make eyecontact with a girl who has no idea who you are and no idea of the sins youve commited so you just feel free and at peace not wanting the moment to end?

[@destineygonzalez905]

this song makes me think of scenarios that me n my ex weren’t able to make actual real memories of .

[@irlnoja]

This is my third time listening to this on repeat while crying, thank you for this version Update: this is my 7th time Update: thank you so much for your kind words 🥺🥺💞

[@j_abuhussein]

i hope youre doing good, im a little late but i hope youre doing better now, im here for you i love you

[@irlnoja]

@@j_abuhussein wow you are such a sweetheart thank you 🥺

[@j_abuhussein]

@@irlnoja of course🥺🖤

[@dannielle3540]

killjoy.mp4 • i hope you’re okay :(

[@mqruvs]

Let it all out angel, I’m here for you! It’s gonna be okay, love you so so much

[@caesarvalorvmsheevpalpatin8755]

I'm not sad, the hope for a better tomorrow is what keeps me going... it's all that keeps me going.

[@lyndagonzalez2377]

Wish this version was on Spotify 😔

[@LunaForeverr]

i miss my old life. nothings been the same since 2019 and it always feels like somethings missing.

[@grugtheideaman758]

I feel the exact same way!

[@eviiraesblog]

I wish I had friends.. we could have went out at night and danced under the rain like idiots... we could have been there for each other... that comforting feeling. I wish we could not care about anything and just be us. Why why didn’t you believe me when I said I wish I was dead.. why didn’t you comfort me... was I not enough? I tried to be what you wanted... I lost connection with myself... you drifted away... why did you... why didn’t you embrace me when my brother died? Was it me... I’m sorry. I wish I wasn’t me

[@natalia-tn7qm]

hey, dont overthink..overthinking is making it worse. you are not alone

[@eviiraesblog]

wxste._ofspxce thank you soo much...seriously. Thank you, it means a lot, it’s just had to stay in touch with reality when I feel so numb =/

[@mqruvs]

Hi angel! Please don’t overthink a lot, it’s not good Everything will be better soon i promise I love you so so so much

[@miracle5536]

Hey, Ik this was 9 months ago bud I just wanna check up on you. Are you okay? Are you taking care of yourself? Are you eating, showering and drinking water? Ik you went thru all of that and I’m sorry. Pls don’t overthink a lot Bcs it fucks your head up and you’re just hurting yourself. If you need friends, I’m always here, my insta is x._miracle._x if you ever wanna talk. You shouldn’t blame things on yourself, people come and go and I learn that the hard way, maybe you did too but that’s okay. If someone wants to leave your life then let them, there’s no point of letting them stay. If they didn’t comfort you, helped you etc then you deserve better and you do. Im always here, I’ll try and understand what you’re going thru and I’ll try to help even if I can’t

[@samahmed9227]

Are you okay,now?

[@sellie4405]

I don't want to feel sad anymore but i dont know how🥴 Deppresion is taking me over and i nobody is there to save me

[@mqruvs]

Hi love! Everything’s gonna get better soon, you’re an amazing person and I love you so much angel

[@willgoydych4403]

Hey bro all I can say is please please please get help if you feel depressed! Go to a psych or counsellor its okay to go i do!

[@sellie4405]

@@willgoydych4403 thanks for the concern, i have to say things are going good now and im finally getting over it, thanks to all my friends that supported and helped me

[@miracle5536]

Ik this was 9 months ago but how are you? Did you eat and drink water? Took a shower? I’m glad you’re alive, pls don’t give up. Ik depression can be an ass but I’ll promise you’ll get thru it, keep trying I believe in you. You don’t need anyone to save you from depression, you can only help yourself but someone will always be there to give you a hand. If you need someone to talk too then you can always ask me for my socials

[@mxtxkill]

bro,are u okay?…

[@watermelonjuul3429]

I actually can't explain it, this song was summer, and it still hasn't left. crying till 6am, go on a walk, go to sleep till 5pm, go on socials, then the same routine all over again

[@user-dq9bi6sw7x]

This song is so calming and comforting, I absolutely love it!!

[@jashandeepsingh2239]

Lol yeah it is quite a nice song

[@mia-pw2iv]

this song reminds of the good times when he was here.

[@luhvdx1821]

Am glad I found this if I didn’t then I wouldn’t have stoped crying tysm

[@AbsoASMR]

If anyone wants to talk, I’m happy to listen :D

[@idk4799]

Yes please I really need someone to talk to maybe like a therapist

[@AbsoASMR]

シIamasimpforgon I know I’m no therapist but I will always try to help 😊

[@perukamil5772]

Thank you

[@londonsharp8366]

​@@AbsoASMR can I talk to you if you don't mind

[@AbsoASMR]

@@londonsharp8366 fire away!

[@kanaldk1214]

I wanna listen to this song during this moment In my room It’s winter The blinds are open The sky is clear showing a bright full moon 2am

[@sabitaii]

this song is just a reminder of the better times

[@thewayofuganda]

Proud of everyone for making it this far don't give up

[@Atlasworld2005]

... Man. I'm remembering bits of my childhood when listening to this. ... It's funny, isn't it? We want to grow up so quickly when we're kids, then when we're adults, we wonder where the time went. ... To the people who were forced to grow up too fast, or just overall had a bad childhood, I'm sorry. ...

[@Hsvire]

A couple of months ago I was convincing myself that my life isn’t that bad and I’m just overreacting but now I feel so empty and lost with no one to turn to.

[@shootingstar7208]

You know you have it bad when you feel empty and that emptiness starts to ache with pain...

[@joemama-lh8wq]

This song reminds me on my dog that i used to have holidays with, give it treats, lay down on the couch with,sleep with, a dog that made me not sad, a dog I loved to death, that ran away a few years ago.... I miss you so much Russell I hope your doing good up there 😔🕊😭

[@sanepjin9213]

*”I’ll love you forever”*

[@Vonnie.r111]

and it was a lie

[@LechReacts]

There is only 1 love that never fails us and that is God and his son Jesus christ 🙏

[@chatnoir8597]

This song reminds me of the good old times, times where i actually felt happiness, now i cant even go a day without wishing i was gone. Maybe i dont want to be gone, maybe i just wanna be happy. ever since covid started life switched 360 and i hate that, so much i really do.

[@jaz5952]

hi if ur reading this comment just know I love you, you may not feel loved but I love you so much and I know life may be hard rn but u got this and I believe in u if u ever need to talk I’m here for u

[@blank_nebula8440]

edit: I am 19 now, as of 2025. It gets better, trust me:)

[@badgurlparty]

Im proud of you

[@anthonyvillalobos5]

I'm so proud of you

[@arabella5903]

so proud of youuu

[@averagebro413]

How are you now?

[@LechReacts]

4 years hopefully you're still here with us 🙏

[@s4sh4_.]

I just wanna sink,into dark cold water,looking up to the sky. The moon being my only light,the most peaceful thing. That's all I want to fill my void

[@julies6918]

it’s so comforting knowing you’re not the only once who feels this way. though it would be nice if i knew those people

[@anoymouszombie3692]

V I B E S

[@MrWarShadow]

Yo why Patrick in his feels

[@solitude6179]

lmfaooo XDD

[@MrWarShadow]

Like who hurt we finna fight

[@Kyuubi_AFK]

I can’t see my forehead...

[@kostasdim4101]

This hits diff when your friends go out and have so much fun without even caring about your existence

[@Leo-vy9oz]

it’s like crazy. i like this girl and she has no idea i even exist. and i already tried sending her a dm but she won’t answer so there is honestly no point. she’s on my mind all day and i just feel so lost without her. i haven’t told anyone so i’m trusting whoever sees this is having a good day/night.

[@alealva3480]

My sister told me that I will make her a favor if I die...know I’m listening to this

[@heathercruz8802]

hey listen if u need to talk to someone please tell me && I'll give u my information so u can talk to me

[@s4sh4_.]

my family tells me that...and I can't wait till I decide to do it, they'll find happiness finally

[@mia-tk6bc]

alone girl please talk to someone

[@faithhnevaehh]

I know I don’t know you but just know I love you ✨❤️❤️stay strong please never give up life’s to precious and I know there’s so much shit going on and it may be bad now but just know it’s only bad for right now . You have a purpose.

[@shahd7619]

To whoever is reading this: I know it gets hard but I swear things get better. Sadness is an emotion, and so is happiness! happiness can’t go forever. It eventually come back and things start to get better. If no one had told u yet, I definitely care about you wether I know u or not and u deserve to be in this world. This world and the people in it need you!❤️ head up :)

[@jjs3773]

me: *feels like crying* headphones: *battery low* me: *cries*

[@squidwardsplug7062]

MY AIRPODS JUST DIED SJSKKS

[@Pizza_Man-fr9ns]

This song brings out the best of me

[@Nobody-co5vo]

I never thought id end up here but since im alone i guess its where i belong now, I dont know what im doing with myself, where im going anymore, why im here slowly dying, in general i dont even know why i havent taken my own life, im just a fuck up and a failure man i cant go a day without getting high off whatever prescriptions i have but all i know is that theyre all i have left for myself to feel nothing to get rid of that null void i have. Alone is something id never thought id expirence having nobody that cares for you anymore, not having a single person who i used to talk to check on me anymore or even being spoken too, i dont even know why i wrote this i guess just to get this off my chest and mabye feel a little at ease. if anyone even reads this thanks for listening.

[@phrog9618]

Maybe I discovered this song a little too late, but it's sure one of my favorites now :)

[@Roselineeeeee]

My sibling once told me that people only noitce you when you are screaming in pain and I think of this a lot

[@harjotkang2778]

If youre feeling depressed or an empty hole in you, you're not alone, everyone goes through it and everyone overcomes it. You might be thinking how does everyone overcome it or why arent people giving the right solutions, its because its a path and feeling that only you know and only you can solve. We all are individual people who go through this feeling but have different ways to get out, and that's just the world testing you're strength.

[@allyporter1300]

this song just makes me feel comfortable with the fact im so sad

[@ynngmustache]

to everyone here in the comments having a hard time, just know someone out there loves you with all their heart and is willing to do anything for you . I’m proud of all of you for making it this far . I love all of you ❤️

[@Stewie-jd3rk]

I don’t know why but this song makes me feel rage, anger and sadness all at the same time

[@kokom0]

I love being mentally unstable. Its when you have friends yet still have depressive episodes about being lonely and suffering since you've suffered with depression since you were 6 - 7. Its hating your horrible family life but then something good happening and suddenly you love it. Its randomly getting sad because a song just sounds sad in your very strange head. I honestly sometimes don't know wtf is going on with my head and emotions and life but i know i don't like it.

[@ZINNERR]

Bittersweet memories.

[@KAYLA-xi9ie]

hits diff when u think abt ur past life, and realize you were somewhat that really happy kid , but now your just sad as ever yk .

[@Anna-rm1qs]

i want my old life back :/

[@awgeloina9801]

Same I’m so tired

[@beatrixhart9367]

Lost a friendship of 10 years bc i got bad ptsd and anxiety disorders, I've never needed her like this and now shes dusted her hands of me

[@sharahera8299]

Hey, just because it was long doesn't mean it was true. You can do iy it urself. I promise. I'm here if u wanna talk :)

[@beatrixhart9367]

@@sharahera8299 thank you,just sucks knowing things out if my will are reasons to drop me :/

[@whereiskeevo]

I wish i knew the tuning and the notes to the guitar in this song so I can play it.

[@LuisGonzalez-xj8ri]

It’s a capo on the 3rd fret and idk the notes I’m sorry but I play it in standard tuning A major, G major, B minor

[@solitude6179]

tabs.ultimate-guitar.com/tab/lontalius/sleep-thru-ur-alarms-chords-2119751 Does this help? (I don't play guitar so sorry if it doesn't)

[@dyldubs944]

We’re all here most likely because ya know we’re sad.. but I want everyone to know that I’m feeling the same way. And that your not alone. If I can get through this no matter how long this lasts. You can too. So for me. For all of us. Keep going ;)

[@imightjustgo4491]

Hope they never find this one

[@axolotl.almighty6207]

I want to hug every person in this comment section. you shouldn't have to feel this way. I hope you all get better

[@AbsoASMR]

I’m just laying on my bed

[@Ch4r1e]

There's a feeling inside of me, one of emptiness, but distress and sadness, when you lose a peice to a huge puzzle and can't find it, something that was once beautiful became so empty and incomplete I try too hard to look for it, day by day losing more peices of that puzzle, I begin to cry because some part of myself is gone and I'll never get it back, the more I loose parts of the puzzle the more empty I get, then I begin to think what if I was gone, what if I disapear, would anyone notice if I was gone would anyone care if I was dead, the thoughts get stronger each day until it becomes urges but someone here is stopping me

[@grugtheideaman758]

Stop! I LOVE YOU!

[@dicloniusi]

I love it 🥺💕

[@notsydney44]

to everyone who is going through stuff, just know that it will get better in the end. it has to. it always does. just keep going. i promise you it’ll be better. it will. that’s what keeping me going- the thought that i know it will get better. it can’t not. i promise. i promise i promise i promise

[@itzkeilani3797]

Tbh I’m not even depressed no more I’m numb now can’t feel nothing no more can cry can’t smile and laugh just wish I could go back to the old good times

[@miracle5536]

7 months ago, Idc. Its okay to feel numb, it’s okay if you can’t smile or laugh. I hope you get better tho, it’s you always need someone to talk too then I’ll always be here for you, just ask for my socials. You don’t deserve to just sit there and be numb. You need to feel free and you need be happy and laugh. I hope you get thru whatever you’re going thru

[@ariyanna2175]

god this song reminds me of a time i thought i was utterly depressed, but little did i know that it only got worse

[@birbiewurbie4199]

a hot bath hurts.. My wrists burn i could turn the water down but i kinda like it..

[@ep1c754]

Nostalgia is shit guys, only time you should be looking into the past is to see how far you become

[@aliyah.4949]

so am i the only one who cries without any reason? like today is literally my bday and i'm crying for zero reason. i think these are tears of joy but like at the same time idrk

[@mannysmith7297]

Happy birthday dude! :) Yes that’s happening to me right now. Better out than in though.

[@aliyah.4949]

@@mannysmith7297 ahh thank u sm!! it's good to know i'm not the only one going through this

[@mangoeverse2930]

Happy belated birthday!!! :)

[@LechReacts]

Happy birthday 4 years later hopefully you have been well :)

[@Milohz]

This music bro, i aint even really sad when i listen to it i just geel really happy and it reminds me of “You are my sunshine” and “i loved you for a thousand years” song bro, those two Songs give me so much nostalgia my mom would sing it to me (im 13) when i was younger bro i just get nostalgia bro i love this song man. Its looped i think which makes it even better

[@iamgaz1805]

Laying in bed crying for the first time in years

[@uxz.x4667]

"Don't get sad by what you see, it's true life has its miseries. But one thing has always worked for me Worry ends when faith begins" "And you may suffer from those who you wished to not see them suffer"

[@olgabegus9336]

it’s funny cause no one in these comments know each other yet we somehow find a way to relate

[@vinny6375]

I miss my old house. My old friends. My home. It was so beautiful and it was all taken in a blink of an eye.

[@zoharmalone318]

i am so depressed and out of hope

[@rea8254]

i feel the same way but please don't give up. Talk to me on snap @rea4207 or instagram @x._reagan_.x I don't even know you but ik that I love you and i'm sad that you're depressed. Im here anytime you wanna talk even if you just need to rant.

[@razeranger2393]

Stay up bro ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

[@kamirenmeek8398]

@@rea8254 can i talk to ? I feel the same if you don’t care?

[@rea8254]

@@kamirenmeek8398 ofc! i'm sorry you feel that way:(

[@kamirenmeek8398]

@@rea8254 I added you on snap

[@lolafoster58]

I needed this, thank you

[@literalrat3172]

Honestly I think I'm starting to forget what is real and what's not, my thoughts are just so complicated I dont even understand them,

[@livishot-nv3jz]

this song is becoming more relatable as the days pass

[@l.mclovin9782]

I'm literally about to turn 18 and I still don't know what to do with my life or how to even start being an adult... I still feel like a depressed 13 year old who can't get out of bed

[@supremered04]

This song reminds me of her... and me... and our relationship that didn’t end well on both sides.... I would stop her from cutting herself, and she would still do it, I finally snapped and did it myself, but In the end, it didn’t even matter. We broke apart, and I just wished I would’ve understand her sooner than later.. I wish I could’ve made her smile more... these scars just remind me of regret, and lack of knowing how bad it was, I wish I knew better back then.

[@choccymiruku3508]

最高の赤SUPRΞMΞRΣD that sounds horrible, im so sorry... if you ever need someone to talk to, im here. i love you so much, stay strong for me, okay?