Sometimes the HIV journey gets rough…

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Bianca

Bianca

8 ай бұрын

I forgot to mention, world events added heavily to the way I was feeling mentally so I decided to delete my IG app.
My handle is @ayobinksss
Not sure how long i’ll be away but, I’ve posted a lot about my journey there too so give it a follow or share it with a friend in need 🩷
xo,
B
#positive #status #youtubeshorts #hiv #hivjourney #selflove #healingjourney #manifestation

Пікірлер: 91
@TSUNAMI-MAMI
@TSUNAMI-MAMI 8 ай бұрын
Congrats on undetectable. Full support here. I coulda been in your situation so i have full empathy. My grandmother actually lived with AIDS for a few decades and passed away in the 2000s. I’m so glad science has came so far, so truly celebrating your undetectable viral load! It’s amazing girl stay on your health and you’ll have a long, happy life ❤ CONGRATS ON SOBRIETY!!!!
@Bianca.Ordonez_
@Bianca.Ordonez_ 8 ай бұрын
Wow that's amazing! Thank you for sharing 🩷🩷 so empowering!!
@trishisback838
@trishisback838 8 ай бұрын
God, you made me cry 😢 I’m speechless and don’t know what to say. Though I don’t have this illness. It could’ve easily been me in your situation right now. So I’m thankful that you share such personal matter with us. You have opened my eyes and I’m forever grateful for that. Congrats on your undetectable status and I hope that we continue to be of support in every way possible.
@Bianca.Ordonez_
@Bianca.Ordonez_ 8 ай бұрын
Trish, I don't what to say except that you and everyone else that views my videos and are touched by them help my tremendously on my path. I am so thankful that you have held space for me to be me and that empathize and love me for all of who I am. Thank you for being here. 🥹🩷🩷
@rebeccahawkins4289
@rebeccahawkins4289 8 ай бұрын
‘what’s makes me feel good is being of service to others ‘ ….EVOLVED Queen!
@Bianca.Ordonez_
@Bianca.Ordonez_ 8 ай бұрын
I love you here, my goodness! 🩷🩷🪄🪄
@PeppermintPattie-selflove
@PeppermintPattie-selflove 3 ай бұрын
Bravery at its finest, there's a reason God helped humans come up with medications, so we can have people like you, Bianca, to uplift people to feel positive when they are feeling down about their situation. You are truly blessed ome and have a beautiful spul despite your adversities. I appreciate your bravery and candidness
@Bianca.Ordonez_
@Bianca.Ordonez_ 3 ай бұрын
Love u so much! God bless you!! 🩷
@hilarioushaun313gifted2
@hilarioushaun313gifted2 5 ай бұрын
Love you for being strong and never giving up🙏🏾🌹✝️💐
@Bianca.Ordonez_
@Bianca.Ordonez_ 5 ай бұрын
🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷
@natasha8928
@natasha8928 8 ай бұрын
Bianca. Thanks so much for sharing your story. You are really brave 🤎
@SS-cn3zw
@SS-cn3zw 7 ай бұрын
Myyyyy Goodnessss, You are TRULY an Angel on Earth ✨✨✨ Love You much💟❤️
@Bianca.Ordonez_
@Bianca.Ordonez_ 7 ай бұрын
Appreciate you soo much 🩷😘😘
@marilyngomez6968
@marilyngomez6968 7 ай бұрын
Very good!Glad, you're ok! Keep up the good work keep spreading Love and Positivinies!!
@Bianca.Ordonez_
@Bianca.Ordonez_ 7 ай бұрын
Thank you! 🩷🫶🏽
@RulesToTheGame
@RulesToTheGame 8 ай бұрын
I love this woman...Im so glad she's HAPPY....
@Bianca.Ordonez_
@Bianca.Ordonez_ 8 ай бұрын
This means so much to me 🥹🩷🥹 thank you for being here 🪄🪄🩷🩷
@Sovonnie
@Sovonnie 8 ай бұрын
Yasssss congratulations on all the achievements!
@regaylawoods8691
@regaylawoods8691 7 ай бұрын
God bless you and you're so beautiful and strong. I don't know why your video came up on my time line but I'm glad it did. New subscriber here and keep shining bright like a diamond
@Bianca.Ordonez_
@Bianca.Ordonez_ 6 ай бұрын
Thank you so much! I appreciate you being here!!! 🩷
@paulinerauwe0085
@paulinerauwe0085 8 ай бұрын
I like you. What's done is done. Regret keeps you from moving on.
@circuitmasters5258
@circuitmasters5258 7 ай бұрын
Fam so sorry for you, I’m chilling on the s** for reasons of this right here 😞 y’all be careful 😎
@Bianca.Ordonez_
@Bianca.Ordonez_ 6 ай бұрын
You should alway do what is best for you 💞💞
@cr500811
@cr500811 7 ай бұрын
Wow I remember you from King Jesus you even prayed for me once. Never would’ve imagined you were going through all that.
@Bianca.Ordonez_
@Bianca.Ordonez_ 7 ай бұрын
Hello (: happy to see you are here and well. I was diagnosed in 2019 so long after I prayed for you and ling after I left King Jesus Ministries 🩷
@monicabanks6648
@monicabanks6648 7 ай бұрын
The thing is you can really heal anything❤❤❤❤❤💯💯💯💯💯💯
@Bianca.Ordonez_
@Bianca.Ordonez_ 7 ай бұрын
And everything! The mind is a powerful tool!
@josephineforte5518
@josephineforte5518 8 ай бұрын
Bianca you are beautiful lady God blessings and healing ❤😊🙏
@Bianca.Ordonez_
@Bianca.Ordonez_ 8 ай бұрын
Thank you my love!!
@luckap79
@luckap79 8 ай бұрын
wishing you the best from the westcoast
@Bianca.Ordonez_
@Bianca.Ordonez_ 8 ай бұрын
Thank you thank youu🥰
@rasheednorton5723
@rasheednorton5723 8 ай бұрын
u got this hun
@LynnTanner-hb7sh
@LynnTanner-hb7sh 8 ай бұрын
I pray the best for you,youre a very beautiful Woman and I respect and admire your strength and bluntness.
@Bianca.Ordonez_
@Bianca.Ordonez_ 8 ай бұрын
Thank you for your words. They mean so much to me. Thank you for being here beautiful 🩷 i will continue to be me 🪄💅🏽
@Denzelswife-rb7qz
@Denzelswife-rb7qz 8 ай бұрын
seek god he is a healer...man will mess you up !!!
@diobrando1488
@diobrando1488 8 ай бұрын
Damn you a strong one...no disrespect but it seems like dude purposely gave you his *condition* to dim your light...keep your head high gangsta.
@carolinavillada7805
@carolinavillada7805 8 ай бұрын
❤ Blessings
@strongwoman2668
@strongwoman2668 8 ай бұрын
I wish you well🙏🙏
@Bianca.Ordonez_
@Bianca.Ordonez_ 8 ай бұрын
Thank you so much 🩷
@strongwoman2668
@strongwoman2668 8 ай бұрын
@@Bianca.Ordonez_ 😊🙏🙏
@rasheednorton5723
@rasheednorton5723 8 ай бұрын
wat do u use ur skin glowing an shit ur like like an Angel thats how u undetectable now ur an angel😍
@KDrizzle94
@KDrizzle94 2 ай бұрын
❤ u fine God bless you
@stepcollazo8134
@stepcollazo8134 Ай бұрын
I wonder what skincare she uses ..wow beautiful
@hilarioushaun313gifted2
@hilarioushaun313gifted2 5 ай бұрын
God is so awesome, congratulations for being sober, I wish yoi was single
@Bianca.Ordonez_
@Bianca.Ordonez_ 5 ай бұрын
I'll let my man know, lets see what he says
@jennagoddin2757
@jennagoddin2757 8 ай бұрын
🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏 for strength
@Bianca.Ordonez_
@Bianca.Ordonez_ 8 ай бұрын
Ty for your love 🫂
@starfire810
@starfire810 8 ай бұрын
I can tell ❤
@AMPFIELDVISION
@AMPFIELDVISION 7 ай бұрын
Let me ask you, so is it 1,000% certain that with you being undetectable that your partner can go inside you without catching HIV?
@Bianca.Ordonez_
@Bianca.Ordonez_ 7 ай бұрын
1,000,000% 😜
@janejohnson3031
@janejohnson3031 7 ай бұрын
​@@AMPFIELDVISIONu disgusting i hope she block ur ssa
@user-xk4lq3ll8l
@user-xk4lq3ll8l 6 ай бұрын
​@@janejohnson3031Just another SIMP trying to Hit!!! Lmao 🤣😂🤣!!! Even with the Package 📦, this is a Perfect example of a person that will NEVER have an issue finding someone. Lmao 🤣😂🤣!!!
@IntegrityMeansAll
@IntegrityMeansAll 2 ай бұрын
@@user-xk4lq3ll8la simp?🥴u mean a disg.filthy dude? U make up these weird internet clown words that don’t even fit
@asiacollege12
@asiacollege12 8 ай бұрын
You don’t look sick at all. Some even have wide eyes with the sickness. Everyone’s body is different. Stay beautiful…
@Bianca.Ordonez_
@Bianca.Ordonez_ 8 ай бұрын
Why would I look sick? I know this was meant as a compliment however it demonstrates ignorance so ill educate you. As long as a person takes the antiviral medication- they will look and BE healthy and beautiful. When I was not on medication I looked and was physically sick. Now that I am undectable I look and feel better than ever before. Hopefully this helps you bc HIV does not "look" like anything on anyone.
@asiacollege12
@asiacollege12 8 ай бұрын
@@Bianca.Ordonez_ Thank you. I only said that because I was once told I “look like hiv” yet you just said yourself nothing has a look.
@Bianca.Ordonez_
@Bianca.Ordonez_ 8 ай бұрын
@@asiacollege12 no one should ever say that to anyone. Im sorry you were told that yet now you just uncovered that you internalized it and are projecting it without noticing. It's time to heal ❣️
@asiacollege12
@asiacollege12 8 ай бұрын
@@Bianca.Ordonez_ Thx
@Mistygrey17
@Mistygrey17 8 ай бұрын
What an ignorant comment
@beautifulsailor9439
@beautifulsailor9439 5 ай бұрын
Look up Apostle Kathryn Krick
@MwapaliJay-yf5du
@MwapaliJay-yf5du 5 ай бұрын
@beautifulsailor Any help from Kathryn
@dorae6250
@dorae6250 4 ай бұрын
Stay away from her, many have become demonically oppressed because of her and she asked for money for deliverance… no thanks
@beautifulsailor9439
@beautifulsailor9439 5 ай бұрын
Apostle Kathryn Krick
@mercutiomurphy2743
@mercutiomurphy2743 8 ай бұрын
I hope the best for you, but you aren't gonna get it, cuz thats just the way the world is.
@Bianca.Ordonez_
@Bianca.Ordonez_ 8 ай бұрын
What do you think i'm not going to get?
@mercutiomurphy2743
@mercutiomurphy2743 8 ай бұрын
a world without judgement @@Bianca.Ordonez_
@rasheednorton5723
@rasheednorton5723 8 ай бұрын
wat do u use ur skin glowing an shit ur like like an Angel thats how u undetectable now ur an angel😍
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