Nonsense Speaker ♡ English Cover【rachie】戯言スピーカー

[@finleylemma4934]

Anyone else reminded of Self-Inflicted Achromatic? Like a lot?

[@LilyBug-iw3cp]

Kinda reminds me of a mix of Hinekure Neji To Ame and Self-Inflicted Achromatic

[@nightsky2165]

My 2 brain cells have just now put two and two together!

[@paperghost281]

Yeah, the calm tone and the depressed lyrics are very similar

[@kanbinadaydream6486]

Yes

[@jmaes7735]

Rose Granger-Weasley King of the Narwhals same producer lol

[@MelMeter]

Y’all did Rachie so dirty. She changed the title of the video.

[@bunni8308]

Melina Diaz what happened??

[@cottonskittles3055]

@@bunni8308 it used to b baloney speaker (a mistranslation, i think), then ppl started makin jokes so ig she changed it at some point hjdbvghdvcgdv

[@hydrottex]

ik

[@hydrottex]

@@cottonskittles3055 It Was Baloney Speaker Cause i Guess They Make That Nonsense Baloney So Yea

[@CosmicCreatorCat]

@@cottonskittles3055 Baloney is a pseudonym for lies.

[@heyhey8722]

I was crying until I thought of a literal speaker made out of sandwich meat

[@prettyboyswagyeehaw3876]

When I see Baloney Speaker, The song turns to comedy.

[@prettyboyswagyeehaw3876]

Baloney Speaker?

[@prettyboyswagyeehaw3876]

@@deviltriggers bolognia papi

[@ryanthechilihost5102]

*I am bread*

[@dovewing]

What

[@egg0wafflebuns340]

A couple years ago I suffered from clinical depression even attempted suicide its kinda scary how accurate this is with real depression the truly hurt people usually are the smiling ones and keep it to them selves they hide behind a false image of them self but in the end it kinda becomes who they are love the song and a great cover keep it up

[@shinesenpai5603]

Egg0Wafflebuns I just try to make people happy, I'm not sad at all. Really.

[@onion4297]

*HOW DID YOU GOT AWAY FROM IT PLS TELL*

[@jamesphillips531]

Nonesense Speaker amen man

[@ExitzOfficial]

Egg0Wafflebuns I agree

[@sunyleighsumrall6312]

Egg0Wafflebuns me too and I agree

[@SnowAngel019]

I really don't like it when songs make my eyes sweat.

[@kameronmartel6591]

I know right... like, I didn't run a marathon!

[@asterix8443]

Honestly like I’m not even working out my eyes

[@zombira]

Yes Nonsense Speaker is my fav song of all time it discribes me and how I feel it the time I live right now I can't take it I just wanna end it but I won't I hope things will get better soon

[@poe4785]

Basically the me the 14 years I lived with my mom. Repeated suicide attempts. I told her how I was feeling only to be abandoned to drown in these feelings. I started to recover on my own and when I worked up the courage to tell her how I felt she acted defensive, saying that she'd done her best. It became a cycle, everything she said was a lie and the counselors never told me what they really thought of the ordeal because the couldn't. The uncertainty and manipulation, the lies, it all built up on me. I started to self harm again. My mom wouldn't let me leave her house even though I begged. Now my counselor wants me to try and communicate to her how I feel better and but I can never forgive her because in her mind she's done nothing wrong. This song and translation is beautiful. I love your voice.

[@hyoriittai5411]

I hope you're ok.

[@mentalhealthme6192]

Hyori Ittai i do too

[@shinydrifloon1501]

;^( **sad meep**

[@tntstrikercrispyfries8941]

and i already want to murder someone

[@slam.p]

@@tntstrikercrispyfries8941 uhh it’s the wrong time for thats s sjjsjs

[@trunadraws]

The emotion in your voice... 10/10 cover.

[@kathleenpadua1508]

More like 11/10

[@Xxclownkat650xX]

Twizzlex TFM More like 12/10! Yeah, I just went there! *gasp*

[@trunadraws]

alright now let's all agree this is like 10000000000/10.

[@threedevilshared]

Truna AQW not enough 0s

[@kathleenpadua1508]

Cleo Kula omy :o

[@jamie4372]

Listening to this song is kinda painful, but I love your voice.

[@emilyc.8307]

I CAN'T BELIEVE I ONLY DISCOVER THAT YOU COVERED THIS SONG NOW THIS IS BEAUTIFUL I'M GOING TO CRY

[@beepboop8992]

._. This is...extremely accurate to a version of depression. I suffered from loneliness which made me depressed and people would always tell me that they'd be there with me, but nope. They were all lies that were killing me. I didn't want their sympathy as they all lied to me, making me want to blame them but inside I blamed myself for not being "interesting". Welp. That's depressing! Let's forget about it! I love your cover Rachie, it's amazing! :3

[@Ramielalaine]

Same. Being lonely feels that youre just a bother, no one always come to talk to me and im bad at communicating so when i try to make friends it always fails. Someone said that they wanted to be my friend cause i dont have one, seems like theyre just pitying me though. And so which is why i became addicted to the internet cause its easier to talk without face to face and i could easily find what i love and a friend.

[@etaperily4947]

damn. around the time you made this comment the same thing was happening to me. the only person that didn’t ignore me was only my friend for pity. it was hard for me to open up because of trust issues, so my “friend” just left me. i actually listened to this song at the time in japanese and i never saw the english versions. i didn’t know why, but that song was always sad to me.

[@hydrottex]

i dont think we can erase that message from our mind

[@misschocoholic2126]

For me one of the main reason I'm depressed due to being easily bored with people. Most of them are too predictable and the things they always talking about are something mundane. I'm not interested. I want to talk about big things like space, psychology, myth, history, etc. I supressed the eccentric part of my self and just be a listener without someone to listen to me. People called me aloof and a snob for that.

[@pastapapy146]

Lyrica Siji I mean same but like mood rn 😅 but my friends are there for me but it just feels wrong, like they don't actually care even if they say they do, I just can't believe it 😅 haha what's wrong with me ;(

[@RalseiSmokinAFatBlunt]

A really sad song. Seriously. It's about how Miku had a verbally abusive mother, but Miku just hides her feelings. What makes this song extremely sad is that there are situations like this in real life.

[@user-kt1no7yx1u]

It could be a mother. It could be a father. It could be a bff. It could be a boyfriend. Or a girlfriend we don't descriminate here.

[@RalseiSmokinAFatBlunt]

@@user-kt1no7yx1u Yes, you’re right ^-^

[@stellbell2087]

I remember when hearing this, that this was so relatable to me and I was scared that I was mentally not stable. Now when I hear this, it doesn't touch me as much, but I still feel some relatable sadness. It's good to know that this heals and that I'm ok

[@emmy3779]

I can relate to this song right now. I've just gotten my progress report, and i got in the bottom 100 of my class ranking. I always call myself 'dumb' and 'retarded' because that's how I see myself. Same as when I call myself 'ugly'. I suppose I do it to make my friends laugh, and they do. I put on a strong face because whenever I'm around them, I forget how much I hate myself. When the school day is over and I go home, I can sense everything wrong with my family that I wish i never would have known. I can see the stress and sadness in my mothers eyes, the anger and hate towards my mother in my fathers eyes, and the insecurity in my brothers eyes. I can relate to all of them. I'm so disappointed in myself and angry with the world. Every day I think about how I could die, and instead of reacting negatively, I don't react. I'm always wanting comfort, but I never accept it. Is there something wrong with me? EDIT: thank you guys so much for your wonderful comments!! ive... recovered a bit, and things are looking up in the future. if you guys can relate to my story, please know its gets better even if things look like they wont improve :3

[@jamesphillips531]

embily ? No dude you don't have anything wrong with you. I can kinda relate. I have not had a girlfriend for the past 4 years and in the past year alone I was rejected 5 times. So yeah I cant say that I am that attractive. I Can't do that stupid geometry that they give us in school. And from what I get about your home situation it sounds like your in an abusive household. If your not sure ask yourself if it seems like your parents are unfair to you or each other and you think "okay if I can just be better then maybe everything will be okay". And if your still not sure ask yourself if there appears to be a cycle of outburst(point of abuse, they get violent or harshly insult/make you feel like you have done something wrong), forgive(the abuser says they are sorry), tension(things build up to abuse again), repeat. And has the cycle been getting shorter on the forgive side. If you said yes to either, then try to get out, if you can bring your brother as well, try talking to a teacher or a friends parent, or even go straight to the police. I have been through an abusive household personally and I know its hard. I advise you to get help immedietly. If you have to pray to god. He helped me. Things may not be the same after you get out, but I promise you will get better.

[@cyfigames2540]

No nothing is wrong with you, I've been in that situation quite often, sadly, but nothing is wrong, sorry for the late comment. Hopefully the last year has been better

[@xxbunsplayroomxx8596]

I can Relate to this like this is the exact Same for me...My big brother never shows anything to whats been happeing in our family rn because hes always playing games and listening to music loud trying to ignore everithing but i can see in his eyes that he is hurt my mother i have no idea what she feels because we barely even talk plus she kinda hates me tbh...and..my..father is so hurt from what my mother did to him and he told me himself one thing that i would never forget..When i hug her i dont feel anything anymore...and they have 20 years of marriege..and my little sister doesnt understand anything...shes too little and inoccent for this ...One time she heard them screaming at eachother while she was outside and she told me..Sissy are the neighbours fighting again..?... Were all so messed up rn tbh...I just wish for everything to change...

[@Here4Kash]

No. It's just how you think. But don't think negative.

[@mentalhealthme6192]

Im so sorry about that. Remember that people out there love you and you may not know/acknowledge it. You are an amazing human being! I may not know you but i know that you are great.

[@LimeAnura]

I shouldn't be able to relate to this as much as I am... I'm relating a lot

[@bejeweledbushes5572]

Y-Guy I relate to everything but the knives because my cuts and scars are on the inside

[@quantumrailgun8284]

I relate to everything in this song

[@skyru33]

Bejeweled Bushes same

[@theeasterbunnyeatsbabiesbe6532]

This song is my theme song and I'm only 12. That's normal, right?

[@mystopience]

@@theeasterbunnyeatsbabiesbe6532 iiin this day and age, yes. im assuming ur thirteen now so.. yay, so am I! i relate to this way too much too.. help

[@falloutguy132]

This is such a sad song for me because it brings back some memories of some wounds.

[@BeachBummer]

I really love this song. Thank you for making an english cover for it. I suffer from social anxiety disorder and twelve year old me really needed a song she could relate to so she could cope with it without talking to anyone first. This song was a small step I needed to take before I started going to therapy. Thank you, Rachie.

[@myachi_art]

Soul of Luck I'll be praying for you.

[@cypruzzkie]

Hey, I'm 12 aswell, and I did suffer from that aswell, but I got over it, don't worry youre thoughts will soon scream joyful words at you.

[@lisandra.jimenez501]

It will be okay really. If you need someone to talk to ill can try to find a way. Dont be afraid to ask.

[@underseaundersky]

Yeah... pretty much same story... outcast, weird, act like its ok around people, cry alone, cut friendships off because you think they don't like you when all you want is a friend, act happy, now you're not even sure who you are because you put on a different mask for every ocassion... it kinda becomes you... you build walls of normalcy and happiness around your real self until even you can't get through. This song pretty much took my feeling and turned into a song.I'm 13 and 7th grade was... rough... hoping it'll get better but I'm still working on it. That feeling of loneliness is hard and you feel like you can't even talk about it because it would make them worry and unhappy. You make everyone but yourself happy, always wearing a mask, pushing people away, knowing that you just can't go on like this forever but you can't see an end... I give you my prayers and good wishes through your journey and I hope that you're feeling a bit better as this was posted a year ago.

[@peridot5158]

I'm 12 and suffer from it too.

[@luna092012ab]

YOU HAD ME AT 2:55your voice through the whole thing was amazing, (how did I never find your covers?!) but that part is my favorite!YOU ARE AWESOME!!

[@Pik3rob]

Probably some of the most emotion filled singing I have ever heard. You did a great job.

[@kuromi621.]

I don't cry easily but after listening to this 10 times on repeat I'm damn near close

[@myachi_art]

Lia So, did you cry?

[@kyle4370]

Me too, this song makes me so sad

[@AmamiyaHaru]

I listened to this around 5-6 years ago when I was in a really rough state of mind, I was really depressed and sad. It honestly shocks me how much this song reflected how I feel about my old state of mind, but it was thanks to these kinds of songs that I can look back at the past. so to anyone who's currently in a similar state of mind as I was back then, keep living, because one day, you'll pull through it all and cherish all the time you spent listening to these kinds of music!

[@turtlesquare7174]

When

[@라벳-c3n]

I'm Korean, so I don't understand what you're saying, but this video is really cool and contains the voice and great music that made my heart feel. I hate myself very much after hearing this song. It was a Korean who passed by. Thank you for reading the long article.

[@TheNoviceAnimator_]

< 3

[@ClownActual]

This hits close to home, but I love how you covered the song. Excellent cover. I seriously don't think it can be covered any better. I don't feel sad but more of... "proud" for a lack of better terms. "Proud" because I've actually found a song that fits another puzzle piece in finding out more about myself. I'm a person who lets my actions define who I am, so when people ask what kind of person I am, I really can't answer them. So I turn to music to answer it for me. In short, Thank you Ranchie.

[@unknownmasked1798]

This actually reminded myself.. I suffered from a depression. I almost attempted to cut my wrist for pain but i don't worry i am now fine i went alot of psychriasts just to cope my depression but now this song is really calming for me

[@DianaRomero-zo4xq]

Glad your fine I'm not but I'm just happy

[@shepbii1005]

i like how rachie sounds like she's crying in the song, gives real emotion to it

[@sullengirl888]

i remember relating to this song so much around three or four years ago, listening to it now i remember how it felt and realize that nothing really changed and now i understand the second half of the song even more

[@cheria6602]

れいちゃんの歌は本当に聴いてて心地いい

[@taihaileizoe]

英語: Rachie's singing is really nice.

[@utspish]

omggggg the feels ;-; this is such an old song, and its one of my favorites ;-; oh the times when I just discovered vocaloid songs...

[@abababaril]

ikr I discovered vocaloids because of this

[@matt2centerback]

+knightlypotato916 - ULTIMATE POTATO same here

[@onion4297]

Paraphilia is great too (By Rin Kagamine) At least in my opinion Those vocaloid song are pretty awesome but not popular I have to say they're better than some of the weebish Vocaloid song Cringy

[@JasbrinaD]

put it on 1.25 speed c:

[@luna092012ab]

+SushiHammer try 0.25 ;w;

[@acethefox]

Original: sad 1.25: *B O P P I N*

[@flwrsofbffnry]

THAT'S A BOP

[@akio_kuro]

What i love the most is that you can literally hear her emotions. It's like she is on the verge of tears..

[@evilted]

I’m only like... Four..years... late... THIS IS SO GOOD OMG!!!

[@Aelthered]

the words hit me and your voice is filled with so many emotions. i couldn't help but cry silently

[@justonebitch1862]

wow okay. i can never cry unless i'm embarrassed or put under pressure, but i was tearing up at this. how that happened i don't know xD you're just great at making covers, keep it up :P

[@shinesenpai5603]

Alfred McCormick True,

[@incelwincel]

Boloney, Nonsense or whatever this is still awesome! This over Ashe, now I'm conflicted what have you done oh gawd.

[@CyndraMystic]

I completely underestimated this song. I mean, I was turned off by the PV, but then when I listened to how you delivered it, my mind went into awe... Truly amazing, I guess, I was wrong, not everything can be delivered through visuals. Some just needs your time to appreciate it.

[@jinglez6973]

I relate to this so much. I used to be really suicidal, (and can still be) I've been depressed for 3 years, and my dad refuses to believe me. We just moved to a new state, I had to fill out a questionnaire (he did it for me) it asked if I felt sad or depressed most days, I said yes, he refused to say yes to the question. He acts like I'm fine. I'm not fine. I'm currently suffering from Anxiety, Major depression, PTSD, and I think a ticking disorder (my body sometimes moves or speaks randomly. No I am not faking this, it's been about a year since its started) I come from an Abusive household, and my dad is a recovering drug addict. My mom still does drugs and is a major hoe, she even ditched me for dope. I used to cut myself, and one day, after a complete mental breakdown, I cut myself in the heat of the moment. I confessed to my parents, they then began blaming me for trying to guilt trip them, and that I was doing it in spite of them. I have done it since, not comfortable sharing when, but haven't told anyone. My dad completely cut me off my meds that I REALLY need (no I'm not addicted they just help with suicidal thoughts/behavior) and has been forcing me to interact with people when I feel like dying.

[@casmen3857]

Im so sorry to hear that I know that Im a complete stranger to you and that we don't know each other but if it helps remember that you are loved probably you think no one does but I do and if you ever need to talk to someone I'll be here.

[@alexander8383]

The fucking emotion you give is everything This is probably the best existing version of this song

[@colleenstokes3666]

I thought my headphones were cutting out at the start

[@underseaundersky]

This resonates with my heart so deeply. Its almost like she went into my my brain and wrote down what she saw.

[@madelinepaige6411]

I never comment, but this song makes my heart-ache with how beautifully its covered. The lyrics themselves connect with me.

[@grim459]

The emotion in your voice is just tragically beautiful T^T Merry Christmas, rachie!

[@Espurr.r]

I just recently got out of my 14 years of depression and suicidal attempt and am on the path of recovery. I remember that I was the jokester that many ppl knew me as, everyone was convinced I was happy and brave. Even when I said I wanted to hang myself, ppl assumed I was joking and we all laughed it off. I once told an adult I’m depressed, smiling and chuckling, hoping she would see past my façade. Yet my friends around me laughed and so did she, saying “How are you depressed? I see you laughing and smiling Everyday! Impossible right?” Yeah, I agree.

[@penguincutieloveajpenguin5659]

This song is absolutely beautiful. Thank you for covering this masterpiece.

[@bazl1813]

YES A GOOD COVER OF THIS SONG! FINALLY! I BOW TO YOU RACHIE-SAMA

[@-pinkvoidisfalling-3198]

omi I was right!I downloaded Nonsence/Baloney Speaker in my phone. It didnt tell who made it. After hearing it for 20 times now I realised it was you. At first today 4 minutes ago I was thinking it was JubyPhonic BUT she never covered Baloney Speaker. then I saw yours, and it is yours.. I finally know who covered it!! xD

[@meckyoof8343]

I absolutely love this song even though it makes me cry... I don't know why I like songs that make me cry so much. Maybe it's because it's full of deep meaning and the lyrics hit you so hard. They way you sing the song really brings out the emotion behind it. When it says,"The smile on my face is just a lie. A lie, a lie that I can't hide." I can really relate to that. It's difficult to force yourself to be happy when deep down you know you're sad. They're trying to ignore their feelings of hurt and sadness.

[@sadboihours7442]

The only accurate translation and the only cover that doesn't have any unnecessary singing in the begging Love it ❤️ 👍

[@c4tl0verr50]

I've been fighting depression for 3 years now and I can strongly relate to this song

[@patrickpatricia8545]

The first time I listened to this song was when I was in 8th grade in Junior High School, which was 2 years ago. At that time, I like, no, I love listening to depressing songs, and Nekobolo's song was my fav 'til now. My first depressing yet relatable fav song was Hinekure Neji To Ame, aka The Uncooperative Screw and The Rain, I love the lyrics and the emotions they put in it. It's dark, it's cold, but somehow I can relate to that. Then, Self Inflicted Achromatic, I love listening to the cover and the lyrics are too deep. Then, Accidentally, I found Nonsense Speakers, and it all thanks to Rachie, the one who made cover for the song. Honestly, I couldn't easily relate to a song, but it's not the same case when the first time I heard this song. I felt like, there's someone who finally understand about my feelings. I suffered from depression back then since I was a kid due to family matters and I grew up broken. I felt like I have nobody. I'm so alone. I just wanna die, that's what I thought. But, then when I started listening to these songs, I felt like I'm not alone, and there's a lot of people who suffered from the same illness as me, some of them are way worse than me. So, I started to change my attitude towards people. I think that I'm doing better now. Btw, thank you for reading my comment. Have a nice day! 💙

[@shascraler]

I've been looking for this cover for YEARS!

[@intjavery]

You put a lot of emotion into this one, it was amazing!

[@yuzuki2394]

nice voice rachie I wish I had a voice like that

[@Banduey]

This song hits way different than it used to when I realize how many mental problems I probably have, added up trauma, added up stress, and possibly depression- It’s so accurate it’s horrifying People always say it’ll get better and gave me false hopes when in the end literally no light comes at the end of the tunnel I could go on and on about how accurate it is and this song and cover and everything

[@Tiramzuu]

Ooh. The emotion on the voice. ; o ; I love it Rachie! ^_^ Happy Holidays!!

[@sials4733]

I’m crying from how much I relate to the lyrics RIP my feeling 2019

[@pameladee5685]

I love this. It sounds like you put all your emotions into this! Like as if you were actually acting out what was happening. Its super amazing and good!

[@scarlettskipper9352]

Thanks mom! I'm on this side of KZbin again!

[@_ToaD]

I know I maybe late, and I maybe just one of those generic comments out there, but this song made me bawl. It made me break down my barriers and think about what will happen in the future. When or even if I will take off the mask or even tell my true feelings. I have only a few friends I can relate with, but they don’t even know the full story of what is going on. But... I will never give up. I don’t know why, I don’t know how, but I know I will never give up. Till I tell the truth.

[@snowstarstudios9779]

I relate so strongly to this cover. The lyrics all fit one of the worst times of my life so far. I won't go into details, but two of the people closest to me are now two of the people I never wanna see again. They ruined our friend group, and I feel like I was caught up in it hard because I had a crush on one of them. Now they're together and just acting like everything is okay while it still hurts me. And they lie about their relationship to us. It makes me feel awful, but I know now in order to be happy, I need to cut them off. Thanks for this beautiful cover, Rachie. ♥️

[@MsDire]

The occasional voice crack within the song portrays a lot of desperation and anger - I love it. Very beautiful!

[@siobhanmageean3442]

I used to listen to this every day on my way to school so now like 2 years later it just brings me back

[@Xxclownkat650xX]

The voice o' mighty holyness.

[@Galaxyxshooter]

rachie's voice is honestly one of the prettiest voices i have ever heard. beautiful cover.

[@alexander8383]

I can feel the emotion your giving Especially at the end

[@huala._.huala_]

Your voice is so great. I love your voice a lot.😍

[@Tasmint]

this song deserves more recognition

[@kurikari1675]

Yay Archie has return to make more awesome vocal pods

[@libbyneedshealing7511]

Honestly rachie, you have the best singing voice I've ever heard in my opinion. This song brought tears to my eyes, from the lyrics, and adding on how much emotion your voice has in your singing. I wish my voice was like yours. 💙 you rachie.

[@jesszumwalt9009]

I've had this song at least the tune of it stuck in my head for so long and I never knew the name of the actual song... THANK YOU

[@user-kt1no7yx1u]

I relate this song to a "best" friend I had. She crushed my hopes, repeatedly broke my trust, and made me feel like shit about myself. I couldn't escape the friendship she did everything to keep me, but luckily I got out.

[@nathbeamon8144]

This is the best cover of Nonsense Speaker I've heard. Why am I just discovering you now omg

[@Oc3anPants]

I don't usually comment on videos any more, but there's so many things that are perfect about this.

[@brandonstarstorm3289]

Wow, You're voice is really pretty, plus you can hear the emotion in your tone.

[@ambersweatpants1898]

Great cover ^^ I mean this since Nonsense Speaker is one of my favorite covers to listen to this one is my 2nd favorite version~

[@MercuryEclipse54]

baechie your singing voice is so good, and this song is really cool too This whole thing is just kinda amazing tbh

[@acaimaio]

Thank you Rachie....I think I'll go cry now......and buy some baloney....I don't know why I just will....

[@Cinnaschticks]

*Bologna

[@Cinnaschticks]

ignore me oml-

[@azmaliestylx5468]

I love how your voice and Lollias voice will go absolutely purrfect together if you both covered this as one XD I played them both at the same time, and it was awesome!

[@DancewithSHINee]

Ah, the emotion 'n'

[@stellkirkie]

THIS SONG YESSS. I love you rachie :) I've been listening to your covers for a few years now! Keep doing what you do ~

[@bw000m]

Great cover! Annnd... I don't know what else to type.

[@imieva248]

another job well done! your voice really match the sad atmosphere the song has to offer!

[@ashkay7950]

This is literally Kokichi... This is sad

[@にゃりいん]

Ohhhhhh my gog I think my feels died. This has always been my favorite Vocaloid song (And the most nostalgic one for me) because it's the first song my ex made me listen to.

[@ariamzzzz]

YO THIS IS SO SAD WHAT DA FUCK

[@lisacurtis6408]

I didn't realize you did a cover of this because I saw it with a different title, I'm so glad that you have!

[@florapura284]

i love voice it is so strong and amazing :3

[@tailsdoll9158]

2:52 Monika Getting Deleted Doki Doki Literature Club ( DDLC ) XD

[@hazelleux.5903]

2:48 for the meme; beautiful cover!

[@R0bloxBaddi3s]

The song kinda reminds me of Sayori from doki doki literature club

[@luna_stars326]

Me too! I'm a huge fan of ddlc :P

[@sharlivee]

I saw a lake of fish If I know what that means... “He sleeps with the fishes” That quote means *He is dead*

[@soup2674]

This is a really nice song. It makes me think of some bad things, But it is really good. I was a bit like this, But that's a different story... Good song, Keep it up!

[@Goofy-pn9te]

I realate so much in real life i pnly smile hiding behind a mask alot of my friends were fake so i rather be alone than have sympathy from my friends I try hinting to them but they just dont get it and to this day im still hiding behind that mask im just a big lie

[@chi-tan5123]

聞いていてとても透き通っていて、なんかこう美しいです!!

[@linyacolada8179]

IM SCREAMING I LOVE IT GREAT JOB RACHIE

[@hyoriittai5411]

I hate listening to your songs bc I know I'll be addicted to it and listen it during class and not pay attencion but LOVE YOUR SONGS TOO MUCH💜🧡💛💚💙💗

[@lostinspacemsp9410]

DAMN, YOU SOUND SO DIFFERENT! HOLEH SHEIT

[@augywaugy4270]

i sense danganronpa fans i smeeeell them

[@yourgallerypiece]

Augy Waugy *Smell them*?

[@universearea3711]

Awww you caught me.

[@drawing_tornado3727]

(You caught me)

[@Rosetta_Finst]

Kokichi, lets cry together?

[@novathechaotic433]

yea i need hugs after watching the Kokichi one plz hug

[@maxinejames5128]

your voice matches the song so welllllll

[@deadchannel6906]

-im so emotional right now this is beautiful-

[@bandit1458]

I know this is an old video but I wanted to comment even if to just make myself feel better. The thing about the fake smile really gets to me growing up I was bullied a lot and I didn't really have "friends" except for one girl (I'm a boy) I considered her my best friend she was in similar position as me so I thought it was nice that we were friends together people were making jokes on how we were dating which sucked but still it seemed worth it to me we would hang out and things like that but when we went to a different school she told to pretty much leave her alone and find new friends. During all this time at home I was just smiling and pretending to be a bubbly happy kid my never noticed and my brother was and still is abusive telling me to die and beating me for small things or just because he was bored. Back at school was more bullying and me still with no friends and my ex best friend doing seriously better which I was glad but also pissed because during my whole time at that school she didn't ONCE talked to me out of her own free will. My other classmates made fun of me fot multiple reasons one of them being I looked like an asian (which also to me seemed like the dumbest reason) and I was at first just being my shy introvert self trying to make friends but I also ended up bringing the fake happyness to school as well for which I was seen as either "retarded" or a big optimist honestly they all bought it and still think Im that cheerfull before leaving I made two I guess in a way real friends one Im still in contact with and the rest of my classmates thought that we were all ok with each other. During all this time I just kept up my happy personality to the point where it was so easy to act like that I was crying over who am I. I didn't and still don't know if this is the real me or just fake persona i created. I kinda freak myself out because now whenever I'm sad or scared my face automaticly smiles. This whole story took place from when I was 6-13 and there were many times where I just wanted to end it and if I didn't come to zhe conclusinlon my parents and some people would miss me I propably would have. But going to the high school that I went to was one of the best choices of my life. My classmates were amazing and none were bullies if anything all the making fun off was as friends. I still kept up my happy persona because there were at the school some of the people I knew. I honestly still don't know whether my persona is me or just a fake. But at the very least this song has made me feel I don't know relieved I guess. I now have friends but I never told them this and I don't think I'm going to. My life still isn't perfect and has a lot of flaws I still feel depressed but it's so much better. At the very least I know I won't give in and won't end it. If someone read this mess of a comment on a video. Thanks...

[@underseaundersky]

This is easily my favorite song. Thank you Rachie.