Starting Therapy Again

[@heatherbukowski2102]

"I enjoy my time that I spend with you." This conversation/interaction is just so precious and pure. Brings a tear to my eye. One day, when her kids are ready, they're going to be so happy to have these precious moments with their precious mother to look back on as much as they want and need. Sending my love to the universe, Jenny, for wherever you are... though I imagine it's somewhere that glitters.

[@aspenrobinson8797]

Kyle is going tbrough a huge undertaking as well. Cancer affects everyone closely involved especially Kyle. People tend to forget about that. You all say how strong and supportive he is and loving which he is, but he needs support sometimes as well and a moment . He is giving everything he has mentally to his precious wife, he gives to his kids, his home and he works . Just thought I would mention this is all .

[@zifawzi1166]

Indeed❤

[@suomynonaanonymous]

"good morning everyone" oh how I will miss hearing that every week,

[@rhondahelfrich2563]

Miss you Jenny ❣️ Praying for you Kyle!

[@song4mozart]

Rewatching, and it breaks my heart. You are a wonderful mom, Jenny, and Ellis and Winnie are blessed to have you as their mommy.

[@joeygirl_]

The most beautiful skill I learned from therapy with my health battles was to remove the terms from both my thoughts and spoken words that don’t serve or can actually block healing. “Terrified”, “scared”, “can’t” … those words always led to hyper emotion which was so taxing on my body. Crying over and over at every instance because the fear was ramped in my thought processes. I pray you will gain some peace through a good guidance. The words we speak and put out into our atmosphere matter and I can say it’s been life changing.

[@Catherine-ti5by]

That is awesome advice! Thank you for sharing that thought.

[@joeygirl_]

Hang in there!

[@06eyM3]

Yes. Words have POWER.

[@christinedavis5813]

It has joeyGirl It has taken me to my old age to learn that the words we put out matter

[@ninarines588]

So true..thank you for reminding us all❤

[@FaithyandOtis..Massachusetts]

Kyle was so supportive on the phone as always. What a blessing he is.

[@fish_sicktyy9186]

Jenny u are a good role model for anyone going through this.U are the biggest Rockstar We all Love U When u feel well again take a cruise,Disneyland ,When u look back on this u are only become even stronger 💕💪💕💪💕💪💕💪💕💪💕💪💕💪💕

[@olivedog1880]

Jenny, you’re a total rockstar. Never be embarrassed about anything. This journey is HARD. You have every right to cry.

[@phillipevans1152]

Yes, she cries on camera all the time. A Jenny Apple video wouldn’t be complete without a crying episode. So crying for her therapist shouldn’t be shameful.

[@dalhousieDream]

@@phillipevans1152 And we love all her emotions.

[@shirleyavarell2674]

You cannot possibly know how this woman is feeling. We can only imagine. I love that she shares her ups and downs and fears and laughter.♥️♥️♥️🙏🙏🙏

[@jalanewoodman9627]

Cab they sedate you for the scan. I had my lung drained today and it hurt like a b_____h that didn't do a xray after which worries me alittle but if it hurts in the am I am going to try to get fit in for a xray😊

[@MarySmith-gu5nb]

@@dalhousieDream Amen!

[@ljudmilafichtnerkraljic5590]

Sitting here, watching old videos from your lovely wife and I look over and I’m seeing a ladybug 🐞. I never knew her, but she’s even sending signs my way. ❤ such a beautiful soul. Sending good thoughts only. Mila from Tiburon, CA

[@jesusis1459]

It takes a village...my auntie is battling stage 4 lung cancer. She just came home today from the hospital after 7 days fighting a blood infection....my mom and i go once a week to clean her house top to bottom, im a beautician, so i help with her hair and my sis and niece flew in from nashville to help with her meal planning...we spent the day shopping and cooking up all the meals for her, we will do more cooking tomorrow. My aunt and uncle are so overwhelmed with all the help, so thankful and appreciative...tonite we had a nice pizza dinner spending time praying, thanking, and glorifying God all while shedding many tears, but these are the moments we will treasure forever❤ but it truly takes a village with cancer...prayers for you and your family Jenny❤

[@Insidekimsworld]

Kyle’s affirmation made me cry. It’s amazing how supporting he is. You are a warrior! Therapy is such a great tool.

[@lauramenzies9042]

RIP Jenny 2023

[@libbygibson5612]

Kyle gets an A+ in spoiling!❤

[@lindacooper1687]

I love Kyle! He is such a wonderful husband. He is going through so much trying to be strong for you, and the same time watching you suffer. You are lucky to have such a wonderful caring husband. I’m sure he has times he cries, too. You’ll make it through your PET scan with flying colors. Happy Mother’s Day!

[@marynelson6382]

Don’t ever be embarrassed to cry it shows we are human just shows how loving you are win I cry it makes me feel better am praying for you hang in there

[@carriealchorn6718]

My goodness Kyle is the most loving caring husband I have ever seen. All men should be like kyle. Wouldn't that be Wouldn't wonderful. You are One lucky lady.❤❤❤❤

[@162sam]

I think that Flower should have her own KZbin Channel!!!! We love you guys❤

[@joyceverdon4218]

😂

[@audrianafreberg5629]

As a therapist myself, I want to encourage you to never feel bad about crying during therapy. When my clients cry in session, my only thought is that I am so glad that they felt safe enough to share those tears , and it tells me they are allowing themselves to truly feel their emotions, and that is very healthy. Thanks for being open about seeking a therapist. You and Kyle are helping break down the stigma of seeking therapy :-) Continued prayers for your complete healing!

[@carolpainter4305]

So beautifully said, and thank you for allowing your clients to feel that comfortable around you, to allow them to express their feeling's. Wow thats so powerful your work must give you a great deal of satisfaction God bless

[@sherrimorrill8772]

Best thing my therapist ever said to me was “Don’t believe everything I think”. It was really hard at first, but the more I questioned my “goofy” thoughts, the better I became at it. It’s so hard to go the first time. It’s a stranger after all. You have to be brave so much, but you always make it through. You’re a rockstar!

[@ingevonschneider5100]

Isnt it: Dont believe everything you think?

[@CharleysAquaticNook]

@@ingevonschneider5100 You get the point. No need for correction here. Sit down.

[@barbaraozor2208]

Can u be medicated before the scan so it won't be so painful? If yes, make sure you insist! You got this!! Look what you've already gotten thru?!?!😊

[@histerp51]

@sherri Merrill, I actually like it better the way you said it. Gonna memorize it your way.. wink Don’t sweat the small stuff.. everything is small stuff

[@ingevonschneider5100]

@@CharleysAquaticNook Your version is just plain wrong. And that you dont notice, shows that you didnt understand your therapist. I think you need a couple more sessions, because your selfesteem is really low.

[@koz9320]

Prayers incoming. You can be a survivor too ❤

[@CheekyMama58]

Kyle is such a great husband. It must be so challenging to be at work and have all the distractions and feeling you need to communicate and provide support. I'm glad his job seems to accommodate your family's needs. Also glad he goes to therapy too. He has so much on his plate. 😢 It's awesome you are seeking therapy as hopefully it will make it a bit easier for you (even though nothing is easy for you unfortunately) and let you get emotional support from outside your family.

[@coler.s.9735]

I agree. It's understandable what she's going through. I just think so wrapped up in herself that she forgets all that has been placed on that man's shoulders. It's easy to care for those that care for you. Think of him the man that cares for you the most.

[@sherrieh2062]

It is nice for Jenny to have such a supportive husband, taking care of her as much as he can while still having so many other responsibilities to tend to. I know it’s not easy to feel comfortable in new situations but I really don’t understand why Jenny is terrified to do something that is there to help her feel better in the long run. Everyone feels a little nervous doing things that make them feel vulnerable. Terrified seems too dramatic a word for investing in something that will to help her deal better with her emotions. Cancer is terrifying….chemo is terrifying but therapy is something that realistically should bring her peace of mind. I’ve been through therapy many times when I needed emotional support but I always gave it at least a month before deciding to quit. It takes a few times to get to know and work with someone before you can know if they are right for you. I hope she just gives it a few chances before she makes a decision one way or another.

[@jamiebalmelli6]

We can’t act like we know them and their relationship just because we watch videos they post. No one is saying this isn’t hard on her family too, but from what I can see, Jenny is not selfish or dramatic. She is a woman, wife, mom, sister, daughter who is going through stage 4 cancer with her loving family by her side. She’s brave enough to share her story and help others in the process. Unless you live with them and know all the details of their relationships and days, I can confidently say you don’t know what you’re talking about. I don’t even know for sure. What I do know is putting people down while they are going through this by passing judgment is not supportive. If you can’t say anything nice, don’t say anything at all. Please, Jenny has asked us to keep the comments on her videos supportive. Let’s focus on that, not on critiquing them or making assumptions. Jenny and family, you’re amazing and navigating the unthinkable. You all are in my prayers 🙏🏼💜

[@marietucker809]

No

[@cindy9032]

Good for you, Jenny.... I remember when my sister & I both were going through Radiation together (she had breast cancer & I had head & neck cancer in 2001, our mother had died of lung cancer just a year before that)...At one point I told them to stop the radiation they were doing at the time...they brought my sister back ..& I said to her..."I can't do this anymore 😢" she said "I know"... God puts people in our lives to help us go through the hard times.. And then there are other times he lifts us up and carries us when we can no longer carry ourselves...those times were the closest time I ever walked with God...

[@enigma_-_79]

Did you get better without radiation or did you go to radiation again?

[@Dajourney1]

God is faithful and always present when we call on him. I pray you are doing better in Jesus name!

[@Sandra-pm3it]

My husband is battling head and neck stage 4. 😞

[@Dajourney1]

@@Sandra-pm3it healing miracle in Jesus name

[@sheilahill6415]

❤❤❤

[@mariela8040]

By how terrified you said you were feeling today, I thought your appointment was for radiation or chemo 😢. I pray that you learn good techniques to overcome your fears. You can do this!! ❤

[@choochiefreddy]

Oh it's not chemo therapy? I thought that's what she was terrified of😮 Poor lady is terrified. Dont blame her. She's facing the battling of her life!

[@enigma_-_79]

@@choochiefreddy No one is “blaming” anyone for anything. Please don’t be negative towards others, it’s really not helpful.

[@aliceobrien8390]

Jennifer is his own worst enemy wath a shame she can't see thst. It is early in her journey god help her she needs to get strong or it won't be a good outcome😢

[@enigma_-_79]

@Boho Chic So what does “sit down” mean? And I was kind, I was defending the first commenter. Btw, I have many years experience training therapists, counsellors and senior behavioural health professionals, authored books, taught in Universities, worked for the State and ran Regional Behavioural Health Agencies. I am a licensed clinical psychologist with a PhD and a PsyD. I am more than qualified to read comments. I was not the only person who understood the comment to be an uncalled for critique of someone who was trying to help by pointing out that “challenging stinking thinking,” which translates at challenging every thought that holds a person back, such as “very scary,” and “need to be brave.” It’s very scary to run into a building engulfed in flames, to save another person. Walking into a qualified therapists office is not on the same level. That, is exactly what was being said. Being “kind” in no way equates to going along with the status quo so that adults don’t get “upset,” and yes, I’m challenging your idea that I am not “kind.” Thank you.

[@dalhousieDream]

@@choochiefreddy You must be out of the loop; chemo was long time ago. She is in between drug trials now.

[@kathymiskovski7759]

Jenny, the thing that helped me the most feel less claustrophobic was looking down at my feet where the opening is and realizing “I can get out of here whenever I want. I’m not trapped. I’m ok”. Sounds silly, but this gave me a feeling of control.

[@chrismason8398]

When I get scans now they give me a mirror so that I look into it and see out. It makes it so much better. Maybe your team will start this also.

[@virginiatozier9957]

You look a little shell- shocked which is understandable. That's how I act and feel after a migraine. I'm glad you're being wise about your therapist. Winnie is adorable today. She has a lot of toys but she loves them all.

[@Evi8219]

Kyle is one of a kind man...

[@lisatillotson1683]

I have been following you for awhile. I just wanted you to know you and your family are in my prayers. You are such an inspiration. I lost my sister to cancer back in November. I feel like you have helped me deal with this. I love the videos. Keep your head up you have so many people that love and support you. Have a wonderful day

[@cindywilliams4960]

I am also going through a Big c situation. This is what I say to my self when I think I can’t do this. YOU NEVER KNOW HOW STRONG YOU ARE UNTIL BEING STRONG IS THE ONLY CHOICE YOU HAVE ❤

[@barbaratinnell1050]

Jenny, First I have to say thank you for sharing your nap time with Winney (sorry if the spelling is wrong). It brought back so many memories of when my children were little. They would spend hours playing stuffed animals. They both are in their mid to late 30"s. So glad to see that today as I am struggling with my second bout of Covid and I miss my son so much. He lives in Canada so I don't get to see him very often. Also your kids help me to smile. Since I am a mom who will not be a grandmom. Second I am having problems finding a therapist. There is a shortage where I live. I just lost my really good one that I had been going to for several years. It is in my pain contract that I see a therapist but I sure can't find one. So I hope you find one that you like going to. Happy Mothers Day I hope you have a wonderful day and I will pray for your test goes well on Monday.

[@karenvigmostad4013]

Yay to therapy! Such a wise step. You have been given a really rough road to travel. Holding you in the Light.

[@kimcwhite6509]

Don't be scared Jenny, they're there to help you vent, cry and express your fears and help you make them more bearable💞🌻🌺

[@maureenhallengren4232]

One thing I try to do during painful procedures is to send my mind to another place. I tell myself I am transcending the pain and blocking it from mind. Of course, I can't totally block it, but it really helps to lessen the pain.

[@phyllisbowen1445]

Counseling is a good thing, it helps us sort things out, its a positive experience, it's OK to cry with a therapist we are human.

[@JonMotivationalRend]

Miss you Jenn X

[@lilredscout]

Glad your going back to therapy. We need it sometimes. For you I believe this to be wonderful to have someone outside.

[@bobbie9984]

I am claustrophobic too. How I got thru my trips to the tube: I relived the first minutes of seeing my daughter for the first time in China for our adopted. Also, the second adoption from China for daughter 2. They fill me so full of warm smiley feelings it helped. You can do this kiddo.

[@rosalitamarie8836]

Jenny I loved the way you processed and took a little time to decide how it went and if this therapist was for you. Winnie and the collection of nap buddies was precious. How sweet that she wants to wake up and have a banana and not cookies or candy.

[@SusanTerpos]

Jenny you sweet strong lady. Don’t know what to say. So very sad to hear the news. The strength you and Kyle show is tremendous. I don’t think I have that but, I’m here. An extremely sad and painful childhood. Growing up in my world was so freakin scary and so much of not knowing !!! Crawled into my skin, found my own faith, my strength, and courage to survive. Don’t know where courage came from. I survived. A bumpy road but this year is 71 trips around the sun for me. I’m so proud to know another survivor. Every thing you explained about a “time line” now took courage. I reached into my soul for help and with out going to church I felt my God with me. My guardian Angels close to me. You are not alone ,that I know for sure. Blessings to you and you beautiful family. This is long,, hope you read it. If not I will have you in my heart and prayers. You are blessed and things will Bo ok, what they need to be. Love you ❤

[@GraceAn3]

It was so thoughtful of Ellis to get the Kitty Kitty book for Winnie. Plus, that jelly fish pen was really cool. Flower seemed to enjoy checking everything out.

[@Siameezkattwo]

I love Kyle's positive attitude and how he is just a ROCK for you. Keeping you in my prayers ✝♥

[@IramR-00]

Winnie is full of cuteness. My little girls now 8 and she was just as cute at that age. ❤

[@karenclement4518]

Jenny I have been following you for a while now. I feel like we're traveling the same road I admire you so much. When I feel sorry for myself I look at your videos and I get courage to press on. You'll never know how many other cancer patients you are helping God bless you and your family

[@aneesashariff2838]

Hi Jenny, I'm a clinical psychologist and I just wanted to say that I always appreciate feedback from my clients if something isn't working for them. This allows me to either adjust the approach I use or refer them onto someone else who might be a better fit, and often gives me some closure as well about why they opted not to carry on. Of course it's your choice if you want to offer that feedback or simply move on, but just thought I'd share from a psychologist's perspective. Many therapists also offer a free initial 15 minute consultation call where you can ask them about their style and tell them the approach that makes you feel comfortable- this might help with narrowing down more quickly who feels like a good fit. It sounds like you are looking for a more directive approach, where they start off with an initial assessment in the first session. I hope you find the right therapist soon! Lots of positive thoughts and prayers going out to you and your family!

[@Bintkeziah]

Excellent comment IMHO. Also, Jenny, it may be worth looking at the details/paperwork etc from the past therapist that you really gelled with. This may give you some information regarding his methodologies/training/speciality. This may enable you to narrow down potential therapists (by searching/filtering for similar experiences). 💜. Just like any other interpersonal relationship it will almost always feel strange at first but knowledge is power and I believe it would assist your search for the right fit for you. * I'm someone who's had lifelong anxiety and approaches such as CBT are proven to be a good fit in providing the tools to help combat this & reduce the catastrophising (no matter what, my own anxiety is rooted in worrying about my lived ones). Hope this helps. X

[@debbiejansen1178]

To use the words "assessment" takes it

[@debbiejansen1178]

To use the words, " initial assessment," makes it sound not therapeutic at all.. I understand what Jen isa saying. She was doing more of the work and the therapist was doing much of anything. Lots of therapists out there who are not very therapeutic.

[@pattyglass47]

Therapy day is my favorite day of the week. Hard as crap. I cry often. It oh so good. I hope you find a really great fit!!!

[@cookieoprondek8934]

God be with you Jenny, You can do this, You Are Able!!!🙏

[@joycevannatta]

Prayers coming your way. Ellis and Winnie are adorable.

[@michaelajoseph6856]

You also cry in front of + 40000 strangers but still you can feel the love and support. I hope you found a good therapist. The things you have to go through are terrifing and you can’t do anything else but be strong. No choice there. You and your family are in my prayers. 💖🙏

[@darlenefoster3379]

You make an excellent point. I rather cry behind closed doors to a professional verses on camera to thousands of strangers.

[@traciebryant162]

Everyone is different. She's always been comfortable in front of a camera. I am not and am the opposite.

[@allisonharper5619]

I’m 50 now but waaaay back in grade 6 I had a teacher who nicknamed me “The Can do Girl”. I’m pretty sure my confidence was dirt low, and every task I approached I went in thinking.. I can’t. (hence the nickname) He worked with me for the entire year… finally signing my year book when I graduated with the phrase… LOOK! The Can Do Girl… DID!! I’m a loyal follower and there’s no doubt Jenny that this is a traumatizing experience for you… but you CAN do this! And we’ll all be here to remind you of that, even on your lowest days! 🐞🐞

[@annedarcy3725]

Glad you done your therapy jenny, i had cancer myself 15 years ago and lately i started to loose all my theet from the treatment i lost a lot of bone density, some people say hey your dreadful but people who no me say your beautiful with or without theet, so i certainly no what its like to feel comfortable with therapy it has to be very right xx

[@angelawilliams4239]

Good morning Jenny. It’s 1.39am Friday 12th May here in Australia. Couldn’t sleep, so checked in on your channel. Glad I came across your story.

[@wendyaustin498]

Your baby girl is so precious and has such a sweet soul 🩷

[@LP-hs6yz]

Jenny, you have really been through it. You like structure for a therapist. Consider a Cognitive Behavioral Therapist (CBT). Take the prescribed pain meds you have an hour before the procedure. Your kids are adorable. So is your husband. We love you.

[@dalhousieDream]

I agree about this, the most common type of therapy. It works.

[@IAm24KAritz]

6:21 You are ABLE ♥️ love love love that synchronicity ♥️🙏✝️ I also loved the going to lunch “independence” comment ♥️

[@susangardner8305]

Oh my I just watched your video of saying good bye to your fur baby . My fur baby therapy dog who was the child we could never have just passed away yesterday 11 of May 2023 . Now I have found your channel and I am glad I did so I can now support you . I believe our fur babies had a part in this . Praying for you

[@JillyBean1968]

Love Kyle! Everyone needs a Kyle in their life! ❤😊

[@Angela-zp2gy]

Therapy is awesome step to feeling better. Proud of you! Pain is inevitable but suffering is optional. You can do this! All positive thoughts always!!

[@debbiejansen1178]

I agree, it's hard to find a good therapist. Smart to look for someone else

[@jojojo00]

Kyle is such a wonderful husband, you are lucky to have him. Happy mother's day & weekend Jenny!!

[@tinkerboooo5995]

When Kyle was home for his lunch he reminded me so much of your son. They seem to have the same humor. Stay strong.

[@dawnmahar219]

When I had my heart surgery talking to someone was so helpful. Just knowing the anxiety and sadness is normal expected and ok to feel was such a help. Jenny you are amazing and the unknown is so unsettling. 😊

[@ellyne3863]

You should love and look forward to your therapy sessions and feel 100% comfortable. If you don’t, don’t hesitate to switch. Also I find I’m able to connect better with female therapists since I’m a female but everyone is different. Good luck finding the perfect one for you! ❤

[@JenDoe1]

I was going to mention females but you beat me to it! ❤ So I support what you say 100%! I’ve done much better with them and I think Jenny may feel more comfortable. She’ll know. ❤

[@ellyne3863]

@@JenDoe1definitely!!! 👍🏻

[@barbarascarpa26]

I'm following you many prayers for you God Bless.🙏

[@karensteffes1707]

Happy you went to therapy! You are so much stronger than you know. Remember you are doing the best you can under extremely difficult circumstances! Take care

[@lolohotdog1884]

Jenny, I wish you would go to this therapist at least 2more times. I remember going to one and I didn’t think I liked him and I gave it a couple more sessions and it turned out he was awesome and he helped me so much.

[@susanfleming496]

I hope you find the right therapist, Jenny. Having a professional to talk to can be so helpful. Sometimes it's hard to talk about our deepest worries and fears with people we are close to. Thinking of you and your family every day and sending prayers and big hugs to all of you. 🩷🩷🦋🦋

[@dr.patriciahorton8394]

The best thing about therapy is that you cannot shock the person, cause them pain that a family member may respond to any and every fear or thought you have. I’m so glad you went. Prayers for peace and joy as your treatment continues.

[@traciebryant162]

❤

[@marthainsalaco9266]

Jenny I’m so glad that you have found a therapist to work out all of the emotions that you are having 👍 Your children are absolutely adorable 🥰 Praying that your heart and mind will feel calm and that this cancer journey will end soon for you🙏🙏🙏Big hugs to you

[@shellyjking]

I admire the patience you have with your children. You make sure they know they are the most important thing happening at that moment. Even with all you have going on in your life, you continue to be an amazing mom.

[@brigit2470]

Winnie is so sweet. By the time she gets all her stuffies nap time will be over, lol.

[@pamelawilliams2846]

I always love having a meal alone after therapy. It gives me time to process. Good for you! I’ve been in therapy for many years.

[@mrs.tinklebinkle8574]

You are strong and can make it through the PET scan, Just take it step by step and close your eyes if you need too and just know you have wonderful support,

[@kathystevens8163]

Think positive thoughts, versus letting fear/dread, take over.. it takes time and practice... but focus... You can do it... Breath through it, slow deep breaths, inhale, exhale..... over and over... You got this...

[@LoriWolfeRealtor]

I’m happy you went to therapy Jenny. Keep going. You can do it! It can really help to have someone that isn’t family to talk with about your feelings. Positive thoughts and prayers going up for you Jenny, Kyle and the Kiddos ❤

[@prettyblimp]

Hope you find a lovely therapist soon. I had one but she left to have her baby. I'm so glad you are doing well! hugs sent from Australia. x

[@indigomoon777]

Jenny, I am witnessing your journey! Hope therapy is everything you want and need it to be!

[@anitaward2120]

We all know iyou can do it! You are doing it. With humour and grace. And we are all, as always, sending prayers and positive vibes your way

[@sandrawicks7164]

You can do this Jenny we are behind you ❤

[@darrellgraff-vh6vo]

Happiest Mothers Day sweet girl. We’re all pulling so hard for you to have some peace of heart and mind ♥️♥️♥️

[@pattiryan9249]

Happy Mother’s Day to you , also. In 2019, my husband was diagnosed with stage three lung cancer. Since then, went through chemo, radiation, and immunotherapy.He is cancer free👍You will get through this 👍🙋‍♀️😍

[@tmglvr]

You got this! You CAN do this! You have someone on the southern shores of Lake Superior praying for right at this moment!

[@BeMoreAwareGodWatches]

Kyle is the literally the absolute BEST husband. What a blessing he is.

[@Threeleggedcrow-usa]

I give you my total 100% respect Jenny. I know from personal experience how hard it is to be vulnerable. It’s hard for me to open up because I’m afraid of the “judgement” ….but it was all in my head. Once I started trusting in someone else it actually helped me more than I would have believed. Godspeed to you Jenny. Doing these videos show me how strong you are. Big time respect and compassion for YOU.

[@WendyBaskett]

Oh Jenny. What a wonderful person you are. Truly brave and inspirational. I will continue to follow your journey ❤

[@annamariaroy9322]

You two are the cutest couple, like, ever. Glad you restarted up therapy, so brave you are! I know you will find the therapist meant for you soon! You must impress yourself every day, cuz you certainly impress all of us on the daily! Also, what an adorable nap buddy/daughter and other buddies/stuffies! Lol... Naps are so healthy! Also, your gratitude for your son's teacher is incredibly kind... Sounds like a great school community too. You are raising such amazing, polite and appreciative kiddos. Proud of who you are and standing up for what you believe in. May God continue to bless you and your family! you are not alone, ever! ;p

[@mandygingerich6701]

Jenny, you have so much to be thankful for. The cancer in Your body isn't Your cancer, if it were, you wouldn't be fighting to get rid of it.

[@wintre111]

So glad your therapy went okay. I hope the next therapist will be a good fit for you. You look good, but tired. I hope you have a wonderful Mother’s Day!

[@francesrivard9045]

Kyle you are the best. I don't know what the kid's with do without you.

[@deliah49]

What a Wonderful Man You have! You are so Lucky!!!

[@lizzynunez4906]

Therapy is always good, no matter what struggles we are going through. Getting other person's perspective on things can be comforting. You can do this Jenny!🌈💐💕

[@danasmith6043]

Bless you Jenny hold on.🙏🙏🙏

[@KellyLoague]

Coming from someone who was able to beat, Pancreatic Cancer, I sure do know your fears!!! I would love to share my story with this community and to just uplift you. Their is so much I would have to share just to let you know, you keep fighting and being the most POSITIVE you can be!! ❤ I don’t blame you for wanting to change to another, therapist. I got the vibe right off this wasn’t the one. I love you and your beautiful family. God bless!! ❤❤❤

[@annfran1128]

That’s encouraging to hear! I have a cousin who is currently battling stage 2 or 3 pancreatic cancer. Bless you!

[@cathydomaracki6551]

You are a beautiful strong woman. Love you and Kyle.❤

[@gracebecreations]

Proud of you... I have been in therapy for 15 years with the same therapist ... my life has changed because of it and im blessed!! therapy is such an honoring thing to do for yourself ... self healing is so important .... this will help for you to be able to work through all the fear and have a place to outlet it. the only thing I dont agree with is virtual therapy.. I dont know. I just feel going to a place where you can call your healing space is so important .. too many distractions when you do you therapy virtual .. if you can go into the office and sit with someone it has such an impact. I pray it goes good for you ...

[@connirusie3600]

What a wonderful way to frame the idea of therapy- a way to honor yourself. ❤

[@SeeingHimNow]

Jenny, I’ve only followed your story since last Friday, and I am in awe of you! Love your family, especially Flower! That dog cracks me up! As for the therapist, the only reason you probably cried was pure exhaustion and not anything with him. Keep going! You’ll find a great therapist that will make you cry and understand your feelings 😊❤

[@christinamorris1594]

Hi Jenny. I’ve gone to many therapists before and most have been good…my reasons aren’t the same as yours, but vulnerability is what it is, no matter why you go. I’m very thankful for therapy. I don’t know what I’d do or how I’d cope without it. It’s ’me’ time where I can deal with whatever’s going on in my head and my life, without judgment or other voices chiming in from the peanut gallery. My current therapist I’ve had since 2016, and she has helped me sooo much, I can’t begin tell you. I am so thankful for her. Plus, I’ve learned a lot about utilizing better coping skills and self talk to help me through tough situations, which I face a lot (which is why I need therapy😊). I pray that you will feel safe and able to really see some positive changes and skills through this experience. You are a brave warrior!

[@marciajones2993]

Last time they gave you an anaesthetic. If that’s the best option for you. Take it Jenny. No medals for suffering. Lots of love and light. 🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸

[@marciajones2993]

@@jillr759I thought Jenny had an anaesthetic, I’d go for the sedation if it helps. 💙❤️

[@b.r.i.d.g.e.t]

You're so strong, got this Jenny! Kyle is an amazing husband and father. He's so supportive. ❤

[@yellowmoon9308]

You are brave!!! You got this! Prayers and love sent your way!

[@pamstrawder1612]

Jenny, you can do all things through Christ who strengthens you!! Praying for you daily. 🙏

[@gaylefw5072]

I'm so proud of you Jenny. You got though a session, thought through it and are are possibly finding someone else. You are doing you you need to and are standing strong. Have a wonderful Mother's day ❤. Enjoy your day to my favorite family of four ❤❤❤❤

[@auntysandy3032]

Facing the unknown is terrifying. Acknowledging those unspoken thoughts is a War and you are in a battle. Therapy brings all of that stuff into the forefront and you are literally fighting for your physical life so speaking out loud those fears is so poweful and fearless. We all hide from our fears and confronting them is BRAVE so fight on strong girl as you have an army behind you 💜