Still Alive 11 - Deteriorating Hospital Visit

Had a rough month. Things are looking bad. Still hanging in there though, and still fighting, for now at least.
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[@powermetalbard]

Man. I am very saddened by these news. Good to see that you are back home in a comfy environment with games and your awesome wife :) I'm rooting for you dude. No Surrender!

[@KOKOStern]

Fuck yeah. Still fighting. It's really fucking hard but I'm fighting. :)

[@Goldmanvision]

Never give up, never surrender!

[@matthew_tres]

This was really sad to watch, really sad. Stay strong, wishing you a quick recovery🙏

[@KOKOStern]

Thanks, yeah it sucks.

[@sagitzilberman]

It seems that you're going in with open eyes, knowing exactly what's going on and doing what you can with what you've got. That's the best a man can do. I gained a lot from watching this video, thank you for posting it.

[@KOKOStern]

Thank you for the kind words! :)

[@shioenix]

This get hit me in the gut i don't know what to say other then spend as much time with your family and friends as you can and say the i love yous before it gone i love your videos man

[@KOKOStern]

Thank you. Will do! :)

[@Babyknite]

Stay alive!!!! Believe!! I wish u nothing but the best! stay positive be happy !!!!

[@Babyknite]

One step at a time. Don't think of it and live happy! Miracles happen when you stay positive!

[@KOKOStern]

Working on it! :)

[@LMadlal]

U CAN DO IT! keep strong. Sending you energy Goku style

[@KOKOStern]

Thanks man! I'm trying. It's a real struggle at this point, but I'm still trying :)

[@untermann322]

Keep going man !, the blood of bhaal gives you power.

[@KOKOStern]

Hehe, I hope I do have some of that in me. We fighting!

[@YuppiePsycho]

Stay strong Koko you got this man. We all believe in you.

[@KOKOStern]

All the support means a lot, helps me keep going, thanks!

[@willthrizzal2647]

I had tonsillitis on Christmas was in the hospital too they gave me antibiotics I haven't been right for a month my eating is finally coming back now I lost 25 lbs from that. It took awhile to start feeling better. You have allot more going on than me. Hang tough bro. Time for an evil playthrough of bg ee. Dorn 2 khan will cheer you up

[@Benomga]

This sucks. My prayers are with you ! 💪🏻💙

[@KOKOStern]

Staying strong! :)

[@fortisblue]

Man you gave me faith in myself when you made a review of my game in concept hunter and this was when I started to consider making games seriously. I want to do the same for you now but I can’t really find any words to do it. Just keep fighting, man. I believe you can make it.

[@danielrusin1944]

It’s hard to see you go through this. You seem like a nice boy

[@KOKOStern]

Hehe thanks.

[@willthrizzal2647]

Your not gonna die brother. Never give up praying for you stay strong.

[@KOKOStern]

Hope so! Thank you!

[@thedavidd]

Man that sucks. Wishing you all the best!

[@KOKOStern]

Yes it does! Thank you!

[@AyalaZilberman]

Thank you for telling us. We miss you. I'm happy you have such a big big love supporting you. I hope the best for you & for us- the family.

[@KOKOStern]

[@jennadethloff1896]

Praying for you my dude

[@KOKOStern]

Thank you!

[@lunis471]

Keep fighting youve for the support of all your family and friends its a rough patch for now but you never know the turn of events. Your in my thoughts and prayers. Thanks for sharing this with us. Bless you Greetings from Scotland UK.

[@KOKOStern]

Thank you so much! Cheers!

[@cindyhorst8316]

It's really hard to gain wait on a vegan diet. Try alot of nuts and avocados or high fat ice cream if possible. I do believe they make some clear boost high calorie drinks that are zero sugar. I'm really sorry things are rough right now. You are both very smart and very wise for such a young age

[@sergioo4667]

Cindy, Hello. I agree. A chocolate weight gainer drink would help too I feel. Bodybuilders like me do it but other people can use it too of course. All the best.

[@heidi1651]

❤️

[@KOKOStern]

[@gwynethgrove772]

Glad you have great family and a good woman with you. Rest, eat well... loving the hair. You got this.

[@claudinedavid1135]

Looking handsome! I hope you’re ok. God bless you!

[@robertotrittico4388]

Thanks for sharing. I hope you will feel better

[@KOKOStern]

Thank you!

[@jlaplaable]

hi KOKOStern I still can't believe that mine baldur gate mentors is so sick, is unbelievable I hope the best for you, and that you will recover soon.

[@KOKOStern]

Wow those words make me smile a lot man, thank you for them. We'll keep fighting!

[@scottd1928]

Don't give up . You can do it , just keep fighting

[@KOKOStern]

Easier said than done but we're doing it anyways :)

[@liadshadmi]

[@recomoto]

I sincerely hope there will be a next time bro

[@KOKOStern]

You and me both man :)

[@Isabelly]

I love Gris! I love the music/art of that game. Do you have a good hospice support?

[@KOKOStern]

You mean Gris for the switch? I know the game thanks. I do not have any hospice support but I might get some palliative services to help out as I'm not capable of taking care of myself fully at this time.

[@Isabelly]

@@KOKOStern yes! That was what I meant ^-^. I really enjoyed that game, and untitled goose game/shovel knight. Palliative care is an excellent decision.

[@KOKOStern]

@@Isabelly Enjoying slay the spire at the moment. I already played shovel knight on PC originally but might revisit. I did just get Blasphemous so might be busy. Thanks for the game recs! :)

[@jlaplaable]

hello kokostern I don't know if you remember me, I comment on yours baldur gate videos ,it's sad to hear you're so sick I hope all the best to you and that you will recover, Regards Johnny.

[@KOKOStern]

Thanks a lot man :)

[@alexanderkrouse5097]

Hey koko I’d like to tell you a story. About 4 years ago i was in a really ruff time. We had just moved to a new house and when packing up the stuff around the computer I found one of the 7 BG disks. I was really excited to be able to play it after we where done moving but when I tried to boot up the computer nothing happened. I was upset that I didn’t get to play BG that day but I didn’t really use the computer that much so it really wasn’t that big of a deal for me so I moved on. Shortly after maybe a week my mom had gotten a phone call from my grandma to tell her my grandpa had died from cancer something he never even told us about. I was devastated as I was really close to my grandpa and for him to just give up like that really Hurt. When my mom and my aunt had gotten together to plan his funeral, my aunt a gotten a call from my uncle who was in jail at the time. When I herd his voice it made me think of BG as he had given it to me before he went to jail. Then when I still couldn’t play I decided to look it up on KZbin and see what I could find. To my surprise there was a BG 2 and I quickly found a Channel with almost a full play through so I figured I’d give it a try. Since I had just moved It felt like I had no friends to go to when my grandpa died but when I was watching your videos it really felt like someone was there for me. Your videos really help me a lot 4 years ago. I genuinely believe that with out your help I wouldn’t be the man I am today so thank you koko for saving me.I just wanted to let you that. Good luck koko never stop fighting

[@KOKOStern]

Well thanks a lot for making me cry! :) Really wonderful to read something like this. Makes it all worth while, and gives me strength to keep on fighting, as I know I can create a lot more content for people to enjoy and I want to so very much. Thank you for telling me this story Alexander. It really means a lot. I wish you nothing but the best moving forward and hope you're doing well.

[@cindyhorst7021]

You hung in there for 8 more months, you did great!!

[@osirisgem]

I wish I could say or do something to help you. It's almost as if we played baldur's gate games together. I simply can't imagine playing 3 so, please do,

[@KOKOStern]

Man there's a bunch of stuff I still want to experience, 3 is one of them. I damn well hope I get a chance to. :)

[@Greg123-g8g]

Just fight