Dad Tells Baby Daughter's Birth Story and Death From Chorioamnionitis

[@CassieJ4]

What a truly beautiful baby girl. I am deeply sorry for your loss. ❤ Fly High in Heaven Breklyn. I hope it brings your mommy and daddy some peace knowing that they will get to hold you again and hug you again and snuggle with you again and play with you again, eternally in Heaven one day. ❤

[@southernbellebornnbred7811]

Since I started watching everyone's stories, I've finally come to terms with having lost my twins, in 1991. Believe me, sometimes You don't know or realize how much grief is dammed up inside you. Thank you for this channel.

[@Naomi0o_o0]

🧡💙💜💛

[@lenaelena1595]

😢😢😢😢😢

[@donnabennett2546]

I also lost twin sons at 18 weeks they are in our hearts always. xx

[@DefiantAngel87]

I'm so sorry

[@margaretdonato7888]

For sure. 45 years ago my firstborn died shortly after birth. This year I had a gravestone designed for her. Carried that grief for all those years. Now when I go to the baby section of the cemetery and see her name on that pink stone my heart is finally soothed.

[@PifsGifts]

There should be something like this for adoption loss. After going through the pregnancy with the birth mom, watching him be born and spending 3 days caring and loving him. Moments before we were to leave the hospital the birth mom changed her mind and that was it. No goodbyes, no final snuggles, no wake/funeral and everyone just expects you to move on. "It wasn't your baby". "You can just adopt again". Every May I start getting upset and I can't talk about it to anyone cuz no one else understands. Even though he's still alive and it's been 18 years a piece of my heart will always be missing. He will always be mourned.

[@TheSitygurl]

My deepest condolences to you all.. I lost my first child, Kevin to SIDS at 29 days. The day before he would have been a month old. The pain/grief was unimaginable.. I was only 16 at the time. Still a child processing that was horrible.. I can't count how many times I wanted to take my own life after.. especially in the months right after.. I can admit that time does heal, it took 12 years for me to be able to talk about him without crying.. Now I try to celebrate his life.. every year my daughters and I have a mini birthday party for him.. He would have turned 33 this year and his memory is very much alive.. May Breklyn live on through you all forever.. ❤

[@catherineflanagan2180]

I lost 3 babies and you never forget them I lost one girl at 13months then another girl at 2 months and then I lost my precious son at a day old and then my body shut down and I couldn't have any more children it's so hard not having my children here I know your loss

[@jaynewallace7891]

My mom had a stillborn baby girl in the early 60s. Her experience was not positive. She knew that there was something wrong when the baby was born but the doctor lied to her and said she was fine. Mom never saw the doctor again. All she saw of the baby was her tiny feet at the bottom of the blanket. The nurses had my dad look at the baby because she was absolutely perfect. Her name was Mary Elizabeth. She is buried in the cemetery in my home town. My mom always gets a little sad every year in July.

[@margaretdonato7888]

For we moms who lost their babies those birthdays hurt for the try of our lives. Until we meet again ❤❤

[@desert_moon]

In 1990 with my 3rd baby, I was very sick after delivery...high fever, chills etc. It was determined the next day that I had chorioamnionitis and endometritis, from group b strep. (I later found in my record that they had tested me for gbs during pregnancy, it was a new thing at that time, and I was positive, but it got overlooked so I was not treated during labor with antibiotics. At 34wks I had also gone in because I suspected my water was leaking or broke but they tested me and told me it had not.) They treated me with 2 IV antibiotics for a week, and treated my daughter with 2 IV antibiotics for 2wks. I've never felt so sick in my life. I'm so very sorry for your loss. ❤

[@Monbijou-w8w]

😢

[@kateg6029]

The change of law involving Breckland family is awesome, such a positive change for a devastating situation. Sending much love to this family xx

[@juliebird723]

I had chorio with my daughter’s birth. I won’t ever forget the minute that they told me they needed to get her out. She was fortunately okay and she will be six in a couple of weeks. I am heartbroken for these parents. I can’t imagine.

[@DarleneHarris-s6h]

Such a beautiful chunky baby. I’m sooo very sorry for you loss! I can’t imagine going through something so sad! God bless you and your sweet baby is in Gods hands!! 🙏💖💕

[@kriquetteshepherd1217]

She's beautiful. She's sitting on the Lord's lap getting a story read to her. God bless your family.

[@Mellydactyl]

The gratitude this father expresses is awe-inspiring. In what was probably the worst experience a parent could ever go through, he was grateful for the time they did have and the love he still clearly has for his daughter. I hope he continues to feel that gratitude and love and that he's surrounded by love. Please thank him for sharing Breklyn's story and filling it with so much hope for others. 💜

[@margaretdonato7888]

❤

[@Miss-moo]

I’ve lost 9 babies, 2 were full term but I have 2 healthy boys out of all the heartache. Thank you for your video. To those who have lost a baby your not alone and my thoughts are with you.❤

[@jeanettebird2739]

So sorry for all your heartache but so happy you have 2 rainbow babies ❤

[@emmajames1084]

Oh sweetheart, I'm so sorry for your losses. My heart breaks for you, but so thankful for your blessings 💜

[@awwwshit1293]

You have strength like no other! The kind of strength & hope that others who are going through such heartache can lean on. You can truly be a light in a dark place for other parents!! My prayers are with you and the parents of this video 💕

[@chrisshowering7357]

Oh my god my heart goes out to you, I hope God gives you strength to carry you through your life. I'd like to think your babies are holding hands in heaven, may they rest in eternal peace.

[@twiliagarcia6802]

So sorry to hear of your lose but, thankful for your blessings. I had five healthy babies but know the feeling of lose because my three year old son died in a house fire 23yrs ago. May God bless with his comforter!

[@pettytoni1955]

So sorry for your loss. In 1978, I lost the mucus plug. My son was a week late. The water hadn't broken yet, but they admitted me immediately to prevent infection. They broke my water about an hour later and my healthy boy was born the next day. So grateful they admitted me.

[@sueloo8305]

Oh my goodness!! That is EXACTLY what my daughter died from 26 years ago. This is the first time I have ever heard of another precious soul passing from the same thing. It was a medical cover-up in my daughter's case, it resulted from a surgery I had to have 12 days before she was born. May the Lord Bless you and keep you 🙏🙏🙏🙏💕💕💕💕

[@StillAPartofUs]

We are so sorry for you loss so long ago.

[@sueloo8305]

@@StillAPartofUs 💕💕💕💗💗💗💖 Thank you so very much

[@COEXIST-ny4db]

I'm so so extremely sorry for your loss. Great BIG hugs to you. I pray for you and your family. I can't even BEGIN to imagine your pain. Its a club I pray NO ONE EVER has to join or be a part of. All the love in the world😢

[@mariajurado1100]

Eu não teria coragem nem de ficar em pé, quanto mais posar pra fotos com bebê morto,mas tem pessoas fortes demais!!

[@StillAPartofUs]

Você tem que pensar que essas serão as únicas fotos que eles terão com o filho

[@lovelittlekay]

This truly breaks my heart. She is such a beautiful baby girl ❤ I too had chorioamnionitis and placental abruption. I was induced and in labor for 73 hours, water broke for 32 of those. Rushed in for a emergency C-section. I had no idea what was going on because it happend soo fast. My daughter was on antibiotics and in the NICU for 7 days. She had low oxygen, low blood sugar and jaundice. She is now almost 6 years old and although tests have come back negative, we believe she has some sort of hearing problem but nobody wants to listen. I never really understood the true dangers of everything until I took the time to look into it myself about a year after birth when dealing with post-partum depression. My doctors never explained anything. I was shocked! Thank you for speaking out about this and sharing your story. Baby Breklyn will forever stay in my heart ❤

[@StillAPartofUs]

Thank you for sharing, and we are so happy to hear that your outcome was a happy one. We hope That you are able to find a doctor that will help you in your journey.

[@Justamy1973]

She’s a beautiful chunky baby…so very sorry for your loss…she’s got her Angel wings now, watching over you!

[@kimberlycampbell8355]

I lost my precious daughter in 1991 at 13 days old. This is a pain that is so undescribable, and I still morn her. As time goes by I have learned to cope with her loss, but I'll never be able to get over it.

[@margaretdonato7888]

❤❤

[@vegascece]

Many of what they went through are the same memories my family experienced with the loss of my granddaughter who was almost 6 months old. She had never had a chance to come home but was almost ready to leave when an unexpected respiratory illness came upon her. My daughter and SIL also bathed and dressed her, held her for about 2 hours, and walked the hall that was lined with all the nurses and doctors (similar to an honor walk) to the morgue. They also lost one of their twins 7 year's earlier who was stillborn. That experience was different as he was taken to the morgue and she didn't have a chance to see him or spend time with him as she was still in recovery from a C-section. At least her husband, my other daughter, and I did spend time with him, photographed him, and loved on him but it was rushed by the nurse and was less than 10 minutes. Both babies are buried next to each other which is comforting.

[@brennoxwallace2203]

What an absolutely beautiful baby she was. I can tell how proud dad is and also looking and moms pics, the pride was shining thru. I’m so sorry 😢

[@lauran.9427]

That hospital should HAVE NEVER SENT THEM HOME THE FIRST TIME.... I'm so sorry to you all for your loss...

[@bernicehenson5210]

I totally Agree. Breklyn was such a Beautiful little baby girl. My Deepest Condolences to you both. RIP Sweet Angel ❤ Breklyn.

[@i-am-frenchie2480]

My baby died because they sent us home 2 times and made us wait 8 hrs in er. He was 3 weeks ok when he went brain dead. He died just after his 3rd birthday

[@bernicehenson5210]

@@i-am-frenchie2480 I am so very sorry to hear of your loss of your Precious little one. 🙏💙🙏

[@DefiantAngel87]

​@@i-am-frenchie2480I'm so sorry

[@missywilliams5518]

😢 many prayers

[@koalasez1200]

What a beautiful baby. I feel that Breklyn knew you and Corchele were there and that family was coming as fast as they could to be with her, and she stayed. She felt so much love from all of you.....her spirit absorbed all of the love from you and when it was time, she was in the arms of the angels. I love how she is part of the family in some way [her name on a restaurant reservation]....she will always be with you. I am so very sorry...thank you for sharing your story Mark. ❤

[@Karina-ef1fy]

Как же важно дать семье попрощаться и прожить эти дни так, как они хотят. Ваша малышка - настоящий ангел

[@carolineallen4367]

I cannot fathom the depth of your pain! Prayers for all of you. Two of my brothers had to bury their children at a young age. It changed them,their wives ,and other children. Left us all in such grief. I don’t have the words to tell you how sorry I am. My whole life I have been taught that little ones return to the Lord immediately. As my Brothers said, their biggest comfort in their sorrow was that they will all be together again. I do believe that. Bless you all.❤

[@tyreebruce]

This channel is such a help not only for people going through the worst pain I can even begin to imagine but for those of us trying to come to grips with such horrible hurt of this kind. The stories bravely memorialize these precious lives. They are each so very beautiful and sweet and special.

[@nicolebrown5921]

Hi my name is Nicole Brown. I am very sorry for the loss of your daughter Breklynn. You, your wife and your family are always in my prayers forever. There's nothing more terrible than the loss of your child. RIP sweet Breklynn.💗💖🙏

[@MAGAIMMUNEMOMMA6374]

To all the moms and dads that have lost a child... My heart breaks for each and everyone of you. I was told I could never have kids at the age of 14. At 30, I had a son. Thankfully, he has graduated high school and will be 20 in June. I could not fathom losing my child. I would never say I know how you feel, because I don't. But from a mom to you, my heart will always break for you. God bless you and I pray you find peace. Much love.

[@firedawgysgirl5216]

I lost my oldest son years ago. The best healing for me was talking about him and saying his name, including him as my son and including him as a member of our family. My heart goes out to you. I Love the build a bear idea. I’d love to do that but it’s been over 40 yrs since I lost my son so…….any who who, RIP sweet Breklyn and Blessings to this family.

[@sapphire5654]

Its never too late to do what your heart is telling you to do. If you want to build a bear in your son's honor, then you absolutely should. God bless you. 🙏🏻❤️🙏🏻

[@lindajackson1360]

She was beautiful.. Thank you and your family for sharing your daughter with me and the world

[@VALKYRIE12020]

They held her in the air and said.... That is one cold human. Every career is not for every person. I am so sorry how your both of your daughters,wife and you were treated at such a sensitive time. May God bless your family. I love how you include your older daughter. You seem to be a great Daddy. Remember any one can father a child but it takes a real man to be called Daddy.... and to be a Daddy does not require a blood bond only a love bond.

[@lisachiappetti6092]

There is a way to be nicer than that as a doctor, but you also gotta be realistic. You can't say anything that's gonna give hope if there really isn't any. As harsh as that sounds, it's the truth. It's almost better to be cold than not. It almost hurts less. Think about it. If a doctor told you, "Well she might make it," and she ends up not making it, the heartbreak would almost be insurmountable. However, if you told them, "yeah, she's gonna die," the heartbreak would still be insurmountable, obviously, but at least you'd know what to expect.

[@50girlgirl]

@@lisachiappetti6092 No. I was a nurse for over 20 years. You never just blurt information out like that. ESPECIALLY when it is a newborn baby. There are many ways to tell people that- and what that doctor did is absolutely NOT one of them. Yes, they shouldn’t give hope- but you do NOT crush someone like that. It’s called EMPATHY.

[@mahoser64]

BRECKLYN'S LIFE & STORY IS AMAZING!!! PLEASE OH GOD BLESS BRECKLYN'S FAMILY WITH TRUE JOY & HAPPINESS WITH HER MOST CHERISHED LIFE FOR NOW & ETERNITY!!! WE ARE LOOKING FORWARD TO SEEING BRECKLYN & HER DEVOTED FAMILY IN HEAVEN ONE DAY!!!😇🙏💘

[@StillAPartofUs]

Thank you so much.

[@mahoser64]

😇💘🙏

[@nightly-storm]

This had me in tears & literally broke my heart a beautiful little girl gone to soon....may God bless you with the power of faith 🙏⭐

[@StillAPartofUs]

Thank you so much for the kind words.

[@nightly-storm]

@@StillAPartofUs never think it's another year without her but another year closer to her as use live your life 🙏

[@robertavickers4178]

I'm so happy you were able to make loving memories with Breklyn. She is so beautiful. Your family is in my heart and prayers.

[@sandymay784]

Such a beautiful baby girl, and what you all did in honor of her was pure love for your little Angel. I’m so sorry she passed away.

[@mamaeva7328]

😢😢😢😢😢

[@noradepaola9971]

Such a difference! When my firstborn son was born in 1969, he was born much too early, and he was whisked out of the delivery room, before I even had a chance to see him. When I got put into my room, the pediatrician came in and explained that he was really tiny, but that they were doing everything they could to keep him alive. I never got to go see him, and the nurses seemed to leave me very much alone. I wasn’t able to sleep at all, and at one point in the middle of the night, I heard footsteps in the hallway that I immediately recognized as my husband’s, so I knew why he was there. The next morning, my OB came in to check on me, and I asked what happens next? He said, “well, he was born alive, so you will have to bury him”. I told my husband to contact the funeral home in our town, and I asked my Mom to find something t bury him in. She found a teeny tiny little white christening suit with a bonnet that she stitched up so that it would fit his head, she told me that she used a baseball as a sizing tool. We got to the funeral home the morning after I was discharged, and I walked up to the casket, which was the first and only time I got to see my Son. My husband and my brother Trento led my to a couch, but I pulled away from them, because this was my only chance to see him. I was very young at the time, and did not have the gumption to ask to see him or hold him at the hospital or the funeral home. The funeral guy put his casket in the passenger seat, with my husband an i in the backseat. When we got to the cemetery, my Dad carried the casket to the top of the hill, where my baby would be laid to rest. Pictures never occurred to any of us. Nowadays it is so different, which I think is healthy, to let the parents and family have time with their child, I wish I would have.

[@denisejeffery3602]

My heart breaks for you , to be a Mum and not be allowed to hold your first born child is just so damn sad. It's so sad that back then they had such different ways of dealing with things and I like you are happy to see that things have changed so that Mums can hold thier wee baby because that's all we want is to hold our baby. I've lost two little nephews and I was able to see them I watched one wee angel being bathed and dressed and cuddled down to rest forever. Ii was born in 59 so 8 can imagine what it was like back then as My mum shared some stories of all of us with me over the yrs and she had it so so hard. It was like the baby wasn't hers unless he or she needed feeding. Oh thank goodness times have changed for the better. Take care Nora. ❤

[@MylifeMyway7283]

I wish they would of a least let me hold my Son, so I never seen him, but I will, when the time is right

[@amandakildow5070]

My mother was treated the same way by her OB and nurses. Only a little more different because my brother was a stillborn. He was buried as Baby Boy Loomis.

[@boomrss1961]

I’m so sorry for your big loss . 😢🙏

[@chenrylames5970]

❤❤❤❤❤ I cried when I heard this sad story you lost your baby spicy when you're both was so excited to have this precious baby come into your life you're wonderful daughter was a beautiful angel and I'm very sorry for your loss and God bless you God be with you grab a shine upon you I'd be praying for both of you and you and your family and I will always Well I'm Desiracles God always do miracles If you believe in the Lord I will pray for tonight for you My name is Rick I live in Runa Park California❤❤

[@Amanda2336]

Precious Breklyn 💕 You both parented her so lovingly we can see in the photos. What a beautiful child and a beautiful family!

[@lindawalters4098]

So sad,you & your wife are amazing people,your beautiful baby lost when the situation could have been avoided.I have listened to your wife’s account of the birth.Thank you so much for what you both did to change hospital procedure,done with such grace💖

[@StillAPartofUs]

Thank you and we agree with what you said about them using such grace to enact new and better hospital procedures.

[@rhondacreason9871]

@@StillAPartofUs I'm so sorry this makes me so 😭 I lost my first son when I was 6 months pregnant keeping you all in my prayers can I ask how new is this video I just started following you today

[@marciatrapuzzano8742]

I’m so very sorry for your loss of Breklyn. Thank you for telling us your story of your beautiful daughter. May God Bless her and you both.

[@blessyourliberalheart642]

What a beautiful little girl! She is the angel looking over your family now! The world needs angels and the reason these little ones leave so soon is because they are too special for this world. RIP Brecklyn! Take care of your family!!!

[@DarleneHarris-s6h]

It hurts me so much to see these heartbreaking 💔 videos. I can’t hardly watch cuz it’s sooo painful and crying 😭 as I watch! God bless💖💕🙏

[@doranoora2657]

I've lost my almost 4month old babygirl, due to an rare congenital heart disorder. In june 2013. I truly understand your pain. As only parents who lost a child can do. We find comfort to know that they are in a Safe place now. No sorrow and no pain anymore. Sleep In Peace angelbabies.

[@zaraprebble5152]

I lost my first daughter to a heart disorder too in September 2006, hardest time of my life, the pain never eases, I just got used to it over time. I’m so sorry to you and anyone else who have gone through this. Your amazing people. Sending loads of love to everyone ❤

[@kathyfreeman9596]

❤❤❤

[@southernbellebornnbred7811]

Little Breklyn is beautiful. I'm so sorry. In all these videos, there's a common theme, grief and happiness, both. Grief having lost a precious soul, and happiness,having had that precious soul here for just a moment. Life is definitely to be celebrated, no matter how short that life is.

[@annyoung6560]

My heart breaks for them and all families that lose a baby. I can’t imagine the pain they go through. My grand daughter was close to death when she was born and the heartbreak awful. Praying for all families that lose a child.

[@raquellambropoulos279]

I know everyone is extremely positive and have amazing faith on here . Im someone who went through this as well and to be honest im broken. I have not healed. I lost 3 babies from early miscarriage and I had 1 stillborn. I was blessed with 3 live children. All difficult pregnancies and births. I guess I just was not cut out to have babies easily. But ever so grateful that I eventually did have 3 children and experience motherhood and now im even a grandma. Im grateful that you all had those precious 10 hours with your little girl. And you are still faithful and not bitter as i am. My stillborn was a son a perfect blonde boy who i named Noah. He would be a man now 18. The only explanation I received was it was from a problem with his cord. The hospital was amazing and I am so thankful that I had the support. But unfortunately it didn't heal my pain. I still try to find my way. As to why I am here listening to your experience. I know that i should be grateful for the children i did go on to have. Many dont understand that and think i should have just accepted my loss and move on. You say everyone goes through it different and no truer words. Thanku for sharing your story. It really helps others .

[@StillAPartofUs]

Thank you Raquel for sharing your pain and sadness. The pain and heartache is always there with each parent of loss. We are so sorry for your sorrow. We hope that sharing all these stories with the world that we are able to help the parents verbalize their love, their pain, their brokenness. And through this they are able to also show their love for their children. We hope that those who are listening and watching are able to also see a little bit of that pain and that love. We hope that you are able to see both the pain and the love you have had and have for your Noah.

[@ASmith-jn7kf]

Raquel, bitterness is normal and natural. The live children don't replace anything so anyone making you feel like you should be grateful is being ridiculous. If you are bitter against God, so was Job after he lost his children, his wealth and his health. We don't know what God is doing, His purposes or His intentions with the hurtful things we experience so it is easy to become bitter. People "move on" from things for different reasons, denial, just wanting to be happy and ignoring anything too painful. Some people can't move on and get addicted to things that let them forget. Some people have a relationship with God that allows Him to give them His peace but most of us that have gone through difficult times often wonder why and are angry. If you raised your kids and lived your life, I'd say you are doing pretty alright.

[@leannemayor5755]

Some how this came up on my KZbin feed. Firstly I’m so sorry for your loss . How beautiful your baby was and is . Birth is always a double edged sword for some. I was blessed to have a son after being told I’d never have children. The elation you feel giving birth mixed with fear and anticipation. I’m glad you honour your dear baby Much love and kindness from Sydney 10/2021

[@StillAPartofUs]

Thank you so much. We hope that these stories are able to reach people who need them, and we hope that if you needed this, that they helped you.

[@maciebatten9740]

I'm so glad that you got to spend some time with your beautiful daughter I know it's the years it's gone by the pain is still real God bless you and may one day you be blessed with another beautiful daughter

[@StillAPartofUs]

Thank you so much.

[@chrisshowering7357]

My condolences to you both on the sad loss of your precious baby daughter. May she rest in peace and may you both find strength in God.

[@suzannaj3834]

One of the most beautiful babies I have ever seen…💕 9 #s! I love chubby babies. She looks so healthy this is heartbreaking 💔 yet beautiful story. You will save babies Breklyn such a legacy to be forever remembered. Breklyn ~party of 3, your table is ready… 👼💐✝️ RIP baby girl 💫🕊

[@dianeostertag244]

RIP to this beautuful angel. Condolances to the parents. 🙏 🙏 🌹 🌹

[@StillAPartofUs]

Thank you.

[@flotodlana1318]

I lost both my daughters too and your story breaks my heart ❤ 💔 May you find peace. Flo

[@StillAPartofUs]

Thank you, and we hope you are able to find peace, too.

[@marthabrothers6005]

Sorry for your losses, God has your special angels...

[@corkycobon1481]

I am so sorry for your loss. May God bless and keep Breklyn and may His grace continue to shine on your family.

[@brandymackin6924]

What a perfectly beautiful baby...my heart's and prayers r with you and ur loved ones. Thank you for sharing ur story and thank you to the KZbinrs for having this channel...as I had to go through my own loss of my baby back in the year 2000 when it was like a taboo that no one wanted to talk about so it was a harder healing process.

[@kimberlybennett4354]

Love seeing her chunky face. She is beautiful. Thank you for sharing your story. May GOD continue to be with you and your family

[@gayle1055]

I am so very sorry for the loss of your precious baby girl. She was so beautiful. You now have your personal angel watching over your family. Continue to heal for how ever long it takes❤️❤️❤️

[@StillAPartofUs]

Thank you so much.

[@rhondacreason9871]

@@StillAPartofUs I'm so sorry for your loss 😭😭💔 I'll keep your family in my prayers. But can I kindly ask when did this happen I'm only asking bc most you tubers post videos that's happened like a years ago but again I'm so very sorry I lost my first baby boy when I was 6 months pregnant 😭😭🙏🙏

[@HaveyouLovedandbeenLoved]

I believe he said she was pregnant in 2015 and had her in 2016.

[@jamierothfuss7296]

So sorry for your loss, but thank you for sharing her story and your photos, she was a beautiful baby girl. May she rest in peace

[@coranford7463]

Im so sorry for your loss, a lovely little girl. Thank you for sharing your story. Rip little Breklyn 💖💝💖

[@marylynnrodgers1091]

I am so sorry for your loss, thank you for sharing something so dang personal with us public. I can't even begin to imagine how difficult that was❤

[@patriciasilvia1552]

Thank you for sharing your story. I’m so sorry that you had to go through this. I love that the hospital let you stay with your daughter as long as you both needed to. I loved every thing you did for the services as a celebration of life and such care in snuggling her and making her beautiful with her blanket and bear as she was placed in her crib for a long nap. I pray For the scriptures in the Bible to be full-filled soon so all those who are sleeping will be of the resurrection back to there families were they will have another Celebration of life but with happy tears. 💐💐💐💐💐💐

[@StillAPartofUs]

Thank you. It was very wonderful to hear that the hospital was so willing to let them stay with Breklyn for that precious time.

[@marthabrothers6005]

Tear jerker so sorry for your loss and pain... My condolences God bless 😊

[@christinevega7064]

I gave birth to my second daughter in 2017, and was diagnosed with Chiorioamnionitis in my birth report. We both went home as if nothing ever happened. The "worst" part in my case was NICU was waiting to make sure she was okay because she swallowed meconium. But I had no idea just how severe it could be. I'm actually shocked and so grateful. I'm sooooo sorry for your family's loss. I could just never imagine. I pray for your healing every day ❤

[@ann1260]

I’m so sorry for your loss. Heart breaking. I live in Kansas City, Missouri and even in 1988, if your waters broke, you were admitted to the hospital. My doctor sent me directly to the hospital from my checkup appointment at his office, 2 weeks prior to my due date & I was induced, I had been dilated to 5 for almost 2 weeks. In fact, my doctor took both of my kids 2 weeks early (I was induced both times) - I see all these stories of healthy babies lost at the end of pregnancy, and I’m thinking “what if the had been born, a week or 2 weeks earlier?” Your Breklyn was a very healthy 9#, my daughter was only 6# 11oz and my son, 5 years later was 7# 10oz.

[@rhondacreason9871]

Awww I'm so very sorry for your loss breaks my heart 💔 I lost my first son when I was almost 6 months pregnant keeping you and yours wife in my prayers

[@StillAPartofUs]

Thank you and we are so sorry for you own loss.

[@rhondacreason9871]

@@StillAPartofUs are you the actual parents or is it the ones in the video

[@StillAPartofUs]

Still A Part of Us was started by us, Winter and Lee, after we lost our own child due to stillbirth. We invite other parents of loss to come on and share their own children and stories. So, Mark and Corchele have come on and responded to a bunch of comments themselves, but I, Lee, have responded to everyone, as well.

[@billiebriggs7531]

I also lost my son at 6 months gestation. He was stillborn. He would be 32 years old now. But he is still in my heart and thoughts daily. I have two healthy grown adult children (31&29) for which I am greatful for.

[@spanky5428]

I’m so sorry for your loss. Thank you for being so brave as to share your story and lovely pictures of your gorgeous angel with us.

[@buglove515]

I think I watched your wife's as well. I have a Brecklyn Grace. She's 8 and such a blessing. My heart goes out to your family. Much love and prayers from Oklahoma ❤

[@StillAPartofUs]

Thank you, and that is such a cute name.

[@dorotagalas869]

You are the best dad ever !!! Just wanted you to know this ! People like you give me so much hope and healing ...you give me hope just to go on another day !

[@ruthpowell1944]

I'm so glad you were able to spend time with your little baby girl. She is beautiful and was rather large. My aunt and uncle were able to have one child. She was stillborn. Back then there was no way to monitor things. My uncle brought a little dress to the hospital for her to be dressed in and then told the nurse the baby was going to my aunt. The nurse told him oh, no, she couldn't see the baby or hold her. He put his foot down and told her that baby WAS going to my aunt and she did get to hold her and spend time with her. Back then, they thought if the mother didn't see the baby she wouldn't bond and hurt over the baby's death. Boy, what they didn't know back then. Babies didn't disappear from a mother's heart. That baby would be with the mother for the rest of her life. So glad that someone finally got it right and changed the way a mother and baby are treated after the baby's death.

[@carriem4096]

It's heart breaking watching the pics where you see a chubby, pink alive baby to pics where her pink, chubby, soft baby skin slowly starts going blue.💕💙 It just broke my heart. I was actually crying so hard my dogs thought something was wrong & were both trying to check on me.💔 Something also that struck me was the pics of dad & mom holding her at the viewing & funeral quite a bit. That's so special because normally at a funeral your loved one is confined to the coffin so you can't put your arms around them & hug them. Personally, I would not want to ever have to let go & put her in that coffin & I know someone would have to intervene. The thought of all these things while watching just made cry all the more. My heart truly goes out to all the parents who go through this. Also, that Dr who performed the C-section was a total asshole for holding that precious baby up & saying "Sorry your baby is dead"😫 Totally horrible & beyond inappropriate!! Dr's like that should NEVER be allowed to become pediatricians or gyno's!!😡 They should not be allowed to perform c-sections or deliver babies EVER!!

[@mygreatescape9617]

I'm so sorry for your loss I can't imagine losing your baby I am a mom off two beautiful kids and this is just heartbreaking my thoughts and prayers are with you and your family may you be blessed 🙏❤️

[@marykingsley508]

My prayers are with you and your family....sweet angel gained her wings she is flying high with Jesus💝🙏

[@StillAPartofUs]

Thank you.

[@maggiefarrell7333]

God bless you and your family ❤️❤️

[@StillAPartofUs]

Thank you so much.

[@ОксанаАверина-э7е]

Самое страшное это пережить своих детей😢. Мои самые искренние соболезнования.

[@tammynielsen4212]

Thank you so much for sharing your beautiful little girl Breklyn with us 💜💞

[@StillAPartofUs]

Thank you, and you are welcome.

[@robinblake2908]

So for your loss.... My son was 17yrs old when he passed away,the pain is still the same..... missing my son Rip... KNARDIE 7/21/89----3/28/07

[@StillAPartofUs]

We are so sorry for your loss.

[@twill1007]

Hugs and prayers to you, I’m so sorry 🙏🏽❣️

[@ellad9513]

I'm so sorry for ur loss ..sending u a big warm hug ❤🙏

[@correysuladie8956]

Everything does happen for a reason and her purpose her legacy is one to be super proud of! Ur daughter may not have lived the life u thought she would have-the lives of other babies that are saved now is how she is living on now! Much love to this sweet angel and to all the family ❤

[@melisa8256]

What a beautiful little soul ♥️

[@StillAPartofUs]

Thank you.

[@agnes2344]

Jesis I cant imagine the feeling you had when that idiot of a doctor held your baby up and said "sorry your baby has died"!!!!! Something needs to be done about this doctor, he obviously should not be the one talking to new parents about loss. The family is in my prayers. RIP beautiful baby you got your wings. 👼💞🙏

[@StillAPartofUs]

The bedside manners of some people are terrible. I don't know how this could be fixed (maybe just education on how to communicate in these situations), but it sounds like there was medical staff at the hospital that was so gentle and loving with them.

[@kimberlyknight4973]

I am a retired nurse except for my clinical’s while in school I worked 32 years in nursing homes and even in that setting at times physician’s and nurses can be without a appropriate “bedside manner” My sister and her husband lost their 3 rd baby a girl in 1997 still born at 40 weeks a beautiful dark haired chubby 10 lb 6 oz like her mama was. My sister had a horrible feeling something was wrong Hanna Faye wasn’t really moving the doc assessed heart tones but didn’t do a ultrasound which would have shown the cord was choking her. The next day my sister and her mother in law went back to the office no heart beat . The doc apologized and did write off their co payment and sent an expensive plant but that didn’t make it right. The physician soon was diagnosed with MS and had to retire. My opinion the doc never should have allowed my sister to wait for natural labor to start knowing she was carrying a large baby there should be legislation to prevent this . I know of many babies that have died from this my cousin and a friend’s niece are 2 of those also full term they could have been prevented. Should have been induced or C sect.

[@corchelesmith8998]

We have told everyone about our experience with this Dr. Rumor has it that the Dr will be retiring within the year. But I agree! This Dr needs to exit this work field.

[@jessicaholland3361]

I also lost my daughter to chorioamnionitis 💔 Thinking of you all during this incredibly hard time. Be kind to yourself.

[@StillAPartofUs]

So sorry to hear of your own loss.

[@khonkhosilelihle7414]

I'm sorry about your daughter.

[@patriciasimpson8194]

What is that condition I've never heard of it, if you don't mind me asking

[@Mamabear469-f7c]

@@patriciasimpson8194it’s an infection from water breaking to early in labor.

[@stephaniecrumpton1390]

@@patriciasimpson8194 an acute inflammation of the membranes and chorion of the placenta, typically due to ascending polymicrobial bacterial infection in the setting of membrane rupture

[@nscan2]

God be with you and bless you. I almost lost my little girl as my amniotic fluid was rapidly depleted with no water break, suspected high BP to be at fault. I am still immensely grateful to have been having a routine baby check up that day and an emergency caesarean saved my precious girl who is now almost 15. I went through loss with the pregnancy before her and no matter at what stage you lose a baby the grief is so real and all encompassing. It is an awful thing to go through and I commend this family on their courage in using their loss for the good of others.

[@susanowens6393]

I am so sorry to hear this. She was a beautiful baby girl and has become a beautiful angel. She isn't suffering anymore and she is with God now. God bless her and your family.

[@nataliemadrigal899]

She was so beautiful. I hope you guys keep growing your family.

[@Mammaj1963]

She was beautiful, god bless you both 🙏🏻 I hope god has blessed you with more children

[@shelley6746]

My thoughts and prayers for this family as they move through their ultimate grief♥️🙏🏻

[@StillAPartofUs]

Thank you. The way you say that this is the "ultimate grief" is so true. Thank you.

[@lindabishop7266]

So sad ur story I lost my son at 39 weeks he was born sleeping sending u all my hugs

[@StillAPartofUs]

Thank you, and we are so sorry for your loss.

[@lindabishop7266]

Thank you Matthew whould have been 33 years old xx

[@aliciamartinez7067]

What a poor sweet baby. May her soul rest with our lord and savior. I can’t imagine carrying a baby to term and not being able to bring that baby home. Thank you for keeping her memory alive.

[@Rebecca-1111]

My daughter passed in 97 from Edward's syndrome @3 weeks old.. A nurse in the NICU asked me why learn infant CPR? Because she is going to die. My mom handled her, I saw the nurse get walked out. I'm so sorry for your loss. Time does help with pain and couldn't do it without God. My daughter lived 3 weeks on hospice. I had a c section as well. The pain is physical, spiritual. I don't wish on anyone. 😢

[@dianelorig6557]

Sorry for your loss. I lost an Edwards Syndrome daughter in 1980. Unfortunately she was still born. Glad you got to know your baby.

[@charlayned]

Such a beautiful tribute to a soul. It reminds me of my niece, Nikki, who I never got to meet. My sister called me (this was in the 1980s) and said that she lost the baby. She was six months along. They had lost several, this one was the furthest along. Then she told me they wanted to bury her in Amarillo, her hometown and mine. She asked if I could talk to the priest about the memorial since I went to that church. I did. But she told me two other things. One, they couldn't afford to fly or ship, so they were going to drive that 12 hours from Houston to Amarillo with the baby in a cooler in the car. Broke my heart, so much, that I couldn't fix that. Then she told me that, because I was a wreck over it (I cry easily), she couldn't let me come to the graveside (the memorial was there) because if I did, she would never get through it. As much as I wanted to be there, I understood. We got her there, they got the casket and the service. I spent the time praying for them back at home. She and her husband passed away, he in January and she in August of 2016 and I miss them every day, but I know they now have Nikki with them and I'm here to make sure their son, who was born a couple years later, and his family, are happy and loved.

[@loricopus3293]

🙏 my deepest sympathy 🙏 I'm so sorry to hear this heartbreaking loss, it broke my heart . I do applaud you for your strength and your support on sharing your story , I lost a nephew at 2 weeks old to SIDS and I was 7 months pregnant at the time , it was so heartbreaking because the Dr's said I shouldn't go to see my nephew nor go to the funeral 😢 they said it's such an ordeal that could put me in early labor from anxiety but I went anyway to show my support. My family just made sure I didn't go into where the coffin was, I'm so sorry for your family's loss 😢 😔 ( I'm also sorry for such a long comment, I'm a chatterbox ) 😇😇

[@StillAPartofUs]

Thank you for sharing your story. The love and support you showed to your family was truly appreciated, I'm sure.

[@andreafraleigh3861]

Such a beautiful heart warming story, sorry for your loss 💖💖💖💖💖. She is now with our Lord Jesus Christ.

[@StillAPartofUs]

Thank you so much.

[@andreafraleigh3861]

@@StillAPartofUs yes always 💖💖💖💖

[@andreafraleigh3861]

@@StillAPartofUs Your welcome

[@playmistiforme]

I love that baby Breklyn May was a Seattle Sounders fan. TY for sharing her with us. ❤❤God Bless you Lawrence family.

[@marilynmills2273]

I’m so sorry for your loss, what a truely beautiful baby. My thoughts are with you

[@StillAPartofUs]

Thank you.

[@louiseuk4001]

Condolences to your family, I’m so sorry for your loss, what a beautiful baby xxxx

[@StillAPartofUs]

Thank you so much.

[@LouiseShinault]

I send my deepest condolence to you and your Family . Your story about your precious little girl may me cry she is a beautiful little blessing

[@Rmwmtjay1878]

This is the saddest channel KZbin is ever recommended me but glad to be here I'm so sorry for the loss of your daughter she was absolutely stunning What a beautiful idea with the bear I lost my father in 2017 I lost my spouse 3 years ago I'm 46 years old I haven't left the house in 3 years you find out who your real friends are real quick I'm so sorry for your loss II was a nurse I don't work anymore cuz I didn't want to hurt anybody because with lupus you're always sick but regardless that's not the point you would think it'd be illegal to send a mother home after you break her damn water

[@awwwshit1293]

Truly heartbreaking 💔. This has to be the worst pain a parent could ever feel! To tell your story and share it with the world is powerful and courageous in more ways than one!

[@dianedizayee5211]

Offering my condolences to the family of this precious baby. 💕🌹

[@StillAPartofUs]

Thank you.

[@littlegirllost2654]

I had a still born son named Michael. I wanted to forget because I couldn’t take the pain but a grief counselor came in and made me face it. I put it right back where I store all of my horrendous memories. But it keeps creeping in every now and then

[@marciajones2993]

So sorry for your loss. She was a beautiful little girl. Love and light to you all. 💙💙💙🕊🕊🕊

[@karoonboomie2813]

I look at the babies, children all over this world I know there is a Heaven, I do deeply believe that! So beautiful, so real.

[@R34P3R21]

My name is Holly and I lost my daughter the night before I was supposed to give birth to her from a placental abruption and massive hemorrhage so I understand the feeling it's a very hard one may God carrier souls forever with hers

[@roseannefitzlaff8756]

Your baby was so beautiful! Heaven is so blessed to have her!

[@mayhemmiracles700]

So sorry for your loss.I share the pain as I lost Twin boys .Thank you for sharing your story.Your daughter is so beautiful.

[@StillAPartofUs]

Thank you so much, and we are so sorry for your losses.

[@catherinemcguire8021]

God holds all of you in his hands and heart. May he continue to bless you and give you his love and strength always. When you need it and to help others. Remember The Holy Trinty is a part of your heart and family .Bless and prayers to you and your family and know God cradles your baby in his hands.

[@StillAPartofUs]

Thank you.