Terrifying Hallucinations | Kyle Carpenter Order of Man Podcast Highlights

[@danielwhite2941]

I am gonna try to think of this Marine every time I complain about something trivial.

[@MandenTV]

Me too. It's really changed how I approach things and think about things. God bless him.

[@Keys879]

Buy his book and give it a read. Keep it on the coffee table or up front in the bookshelf. Harrowing tale.

[@yatiyeets4180]

My parents always said appreciate what you have cause it could be worse. Individuals like Kyle is who they were speaking about.

[@itsfunnyisee9005]

Amazing book is one soldiers war by arkady babchenko he served in chechnya for both wars as a russian soldier it shows you true hell. and humbles the shit out of you. The book opens with him on a BTR going into grozny, the truck driver behind him kept getting stuck he said he would look into his eyes like he knew something. The driver backed it up to het unstuck. 3 time this happened until the truck engulfed into flames by RPG rocket and he watched that man staring into his eyes flop beside the truck doused in diesel flames.

[@ben-jam-in6941]

I’m with you. What a great idea. I was already thinking ‘wow I need to stop complaining and having my self pity party’s’.

[@RandomGrenadeFilms]

Kind of sad that the biggest thing he was worried about while he was hallucinating was his parents having to pay his medical bills

[@justinsmall8489]

Selfless

[@poopiepantsmcgee456]

Very sad.

[@mannysikario]

Just shows how fucked up the healthcare system is

[@burnsloads]

No other country in the world would do what the US did for this soldier.

[@burnsloads]

@@mannysikario just shows that you know nothing. One of America's biggest industries is health tourism. Support legislation that taxes foreign health tourists to provide for Americans. Did you even listen to the lengths the government went through to save this guy?

[@lloydm2110]

stuff like this needs to be shared all over youtube. instead it's stupid, pointless stuff.

[@MrStefman87]

Keep watching stuff like this and it'll get pushed into the limelight. Game the algorithm :)

[@kyreex9878]

True

[@jabawokey8845]

This is so true, no one gives a fuck about fortnite, this is what people should be focused on

[@Autistic.Engineer.]

Lloyd M ok boomer

[@kyreex9878]

@@Autistic.Engineer. ok jace

[@sonnyspliff]

When he closes his eyes as he relives that moment, that shit made me cry.

[@FixDylann]

Puss puss

[@kolavadae4592]

@@FixDylann lmao If anyone was in that situation they would be pissin when reminded of

[@guccimane6116]

ツMario TO THE DEATH Yamasaki you glorify him for fighting some fake war hahahah I think you’re the little bitch

[@FixDylann]

@@kolavadae4592 if he was skilled enough he wouldn't be in that situation

[@SeanMichaelShack]

FixDylann shut your dumbass up the real world isn’t call of duty

[@oldschool8851]

My wife found me in the backyard naked in the middle of the night feeding invisible animals, I feel for you Kyle my injury was minor first day home. ( it was the meds)

[@hanslanda8303]

That’s kinda scary for your wife

[@xo4812]

Were the hallucinations a side effect of meds?

[@oldschool8851]

X O Yes had fragment taken out of my arm that morning and. Got sent home homie I woke up totally drugged out

[@xo4812]

Bill Gardner thank you.

[@aphysique]

@@oldschool8851 potent Meds, Wtf were thet feeding ya,? Sound like s LSD trip, was massive amounts of pain meds

[@sombrerosobecnos]

If they would want to make a statue of this man, they wouldn't have enough steel for his balls... Respect

[@Mike-ml7zi]

Man this story hit me when he was talking about him watching his funeral and what you do day to day life and be a good person

[@haydencook682]

I don't miss my hallucinations... Some of the most terrible moments of my life weren't even real. Absolutely insane how profound they can be.

[@dibrenn3432]

James Stone that is not what this is about. Please don’t compare your drug use to this mans hallucinations of pain and suffering .

[@LeRouxshnikov]

@@dibrenn3432 No, i think it's a good idea for Hayden and James here to compare their experiences. At the very least they could both benefit from it, anyone else reading might gain some insight as well. So its a win-win, essentially. Also, who are you to tell someone they can't politely ask someone a question about their experiences? Some of us want to understand eachother, and you're trying to get in the way of that.

[@haydencook682]

@@johnstock3282 to be honest I've never used anything psychedelic, so I can't tell you how similar it is. I imagine the main difference is that your hallucinations aren't coming from a place of extreme discomfort (I'm assuming), so that would be one major difference. As an example of how they I experienced them, one day I had gotten worked up and couldn't sleep, so I took a sleeping pill. That night I woke up to crazy text messages and phone calls saying some of the most insane things you can think of (none were actually real). I had almost no motor skills and my vision was blurred and kept zooming in and out. Then out of nowhere it stopped and it was like someone else took over my body (felt like I was being possessed). Next thing I knew I was dying the hospital from an OD on those sleeping pills (took the entire bottle apparently). They put me in a psych ward for an attempted suicide I didn't even try to commit. There's a lot more to that story that's not really KZbin material, but luckily I don't have any PTSD issues anymore...I edited this cause I worded it poorly and it seems like a lot of people are interested in this post.

[@haydencook682]

@@dibrenn3432 it's not that big of a deal man. The pain and suffering are gone and I'm one of the few people who can say that, so I actually don't mind talking about it.

[@sypex6873]

@@johnstock3282 Hallucinating and tripping are similar but different. Hallucinating is much more believable and much more involved. You are seeing and believing things that dont actually exist. This would 10x worse and more scary than mushrooms and Ive done more than a half Oz in one night before.

[@waynealtmanstorytime]

There are so precious few men worthy of being called heroes. This is one. I am so profoundly grateful men like this exist.

[@jacob5656]

This guy has literally been through hell and survived. Big respect to him, what a hero!

[@l-legend-l7641]

Bro what are talking about lmao , he just had a accident wich could have been avoided , i understand that he jumped into a grenade and stuff but cmon , there are people who survived worst accidents , there are people living hell

[@ryanreg8799]

@@l-legend-l7641 what are you talking about bro, your life must be so sad, hope you get help bro

[@IcyMike5.7]

God damn, this man deserves more.

[@rickfordmorningstar130]

when I was 12, in middle school, I got very, VERY sick, I don't remember how high the fever was, but the hallucinations were a LOT like that... It all seemed so real, and it felt like weeks. I was in a coma for 3 days, but I'd swear it was 3 weeks or so... Same sort of stuff, family flipping out, spiders on the walls, faces were... wrong, like, disordered. Hard to explain. I walked through a forest of bodies on spikes, was impaled myself. At one point, I was fighting demons off with a machete and getting torn into shreds. I "felt" all the pain from all of this. It seemed more real than reality. It fucked me up for a long, long, long time. I still have nightmares about some of it. The most prominent of these is looking into an empty pool and seeing my lifelong best friend at the bottom, sheet white and covered in gashes and dark and light blood, sightless eyes looking up. I jump in, drop like 15 feet, dislocate my knees when I land and tumble down the incline toward him. I drag myself the last 5 feet, and pull him into my lap. I start screaming "someone please! please help! help me!" and it's usually out loud and my current best friend/room mate wakes me up. when he isn't there, or doesn't hear me... The nightmare is worse. My lifelong best friend tries to speak, but I can never hear him. people start to gather at the rim of the pool, taunting me, saying I did it, and they're gonna burn me for this... I have these dreams at least a few times a month, and some are even worse, I won't go into it. these nightmare recurrences of the fever hallucinations have kept up from age 12 all the way to now at 31. My lifelong best friend in the dream died in 2016 to an OD, and it killed something deep in me when I lost him. Sorry to waste peoples time... I'm not trying to equate his experience and mine, I can't even imagine how terrible his must have been, and he's a fuckin' hero, while I'm just a useless fuck. it just brought it all flooding back and I felt an uncontrollable urge to write it down and share. I've never told anyone before, besides my now deceased best friend and room mate best friend. Once again, sorry to waste your time. I hope this hero fully recovers and is treated as the hero he is.

[@allusi1337]

Don't consider yourself useless or expendable in any way. No one deserves those kinds of hallucinations/nightmares and I hope you will do better one day fam.

[@jeffreyfritz6221]

You will never be a disappointment or be alone. Semper Fi. Thank you, Kyle.

[@luciferslettuce]

I recieved two purple hearts in Afghanistan in 07 and lost two friends from ambush attacks. I have been dealing with the struggles of life ever since and it's almost like I will never feel normal behavior again, I along with many brothers deal with crippling anxiety and depression and I wish that one day we can get through these thoughts and feelings! Anyways if anyone else is dealing with the same thing I wish you the best and hope you can find the happiness you deserve.

[@BarefootIguana]

Man just absolutely horrible that u went through this. So grateful you were able to recover.

[@Brandon_N420]

Get this man on the Joe Rogan podcast!

[@NoopPizza]

Brandon Lee Kyle: So I got blown up by a grenade.. Joe Rogan: Uhhh you ever tried DMT?

[@Brandon_N420]

Freddy Flores Good one 😂

[@ThunderDomeBoxingTalk]

This dude is way too real for Slow Rogan

[@Gannoh]

@@ThunderDomeBoxingTalk he had Dakota Meyer on, that dude is pretty fucking real

[@torreydavis6590]

Gannoh it’s just not a compatible platform

[@brandonblack40483]

Just started reading your book. I now know you weren’t born here in Georgia. But you lived here for a bit. You have a free beer and free tickets to Braves games. Your book has made me cry, and made me smile. Thanks for thinking that I’m worth it. I hope that one day we cross paths. Happy trails brother.

[@ktmeric1985]

Just a small example of how powerful the brain is that once thrown out of balance it can go in to horrific dark places that we can’t even imagine

[@peteperkins3859]

More people will miss him than he can imagine. An amazing man.

[@PARCE93]

Hopefully people take from what he says at the end. Be kind to others & strive to be a good person.

[@a.onailgisc954]

Marines are amongst if not the best trained soldiers in the world. Massive respect from France dude, I am happy you made it through

[@Matthew-oj2mq]

it’s not training ,it’s a mindset 🇺🇸🇺🇸

[@tannonlortonjr.1512]

Thank you Kyle for your service it means the world for us, you risked your life protecting us and you are truly a hero in my eyes.

[@jessaguilar4747]

I was a patient at Walter Reed when I was 5, I’m 32 now. My dad is military, I had Kawasaki Disease that presented with very abnormal symptoms along with an extremely high fever (at one point it was 106.3 my records say) The base doctors at Fort Drum couldn’t diagnose me so they sent me to WR. Bless those military doctors and all they do for our military members and their families. This mans story is amazing! So glad he is doing so well!!

[@gregcampbell7776]

Warrior! I'm sure America is very proud of this guy and all their troops. Love from across the pond 🏴󠁧󠁢󠁳󠁣󠁴󠁿🇬🇧

[@JB-ge3gi]

Something about the way you tell this story is amazing brother your a legend

[@rcnewman51.]

Thank you for your service. It makes me wonder how powerful the brain truly is. Heartbreaking to hear the struggles he had to go through and still does, I can’t even begin to imagine being home where you should feel safe, but your brain manifests total chaos.

[@jamessanchez6756]

Your interview style is amazing. Treat people like people and have a normal conversation. Earned my sub.

[@jabawokey8845]

This is the shit that makes men cry, I’m so glad you were able to recover from this awful situation, my heart goes out to you!

[@aedurr]

Josh I know it makes me cry I’m sitting here just thinking like wow

[@jabawokey8845]

Aedurr this renders me speechless, and we complain about life’s struggles, every time I think my life is difficult I’m going to remember this video

[@zachjones758]

Chills down my spine. So much respect. Can’t thank you enough for your service.

[@afireinside909]

I didn’t go though that dramatic of an experience, it was just cancer but what you said about being kind to other and wanting life you live it mean something and impact other in a positive was is exactly what I felt after going though my ordeal with cancer. I take every day and thank the lord I am blessed to still be here and do what ever I can to kind to others and be a good Shepard. Anyone can make a change in this word one kind act at a time.

[@mkraz8352]

The body will heal eventually but the Mind can’t always be healed. The more you talk about what you went through shows your amazing ability to adapt and overcome the hardest part of the healing process, God Bless you my man!!!!!

[@ZombieCartmanYT]

You are a true hero sir. From a fellow Marine Veteran thank you so much for your personal sacrifice and for showing us all what we are capable of.

[@jackfahy2283]

Respect to this guy, all the best from Ireland 🇮🇪

[@brandonblack40483]

I didn’t know he was a Georgia boy. I love this dude even more now. I’ll be looking for you. Drinks on me .

[@philliphutson7250]

Actually, he is from around Lexington, SC. My son taught and coached Kyle at King Academy in Saluda, SC.

[@lamadesurvivor5216]

Damn he said crashing a plane into turner field. That’s old Atlanta baseball right there. That chipper jones, Greg maddux, Tom glavine, andru Jones, and Tom smoltz baseball.

[@shamusmclowerlip6262]

Maddox,avery,smoltz,glavine,david justice, deion sanders,terry pendleton,mark lemke,jeff blauser,

[@emerica0102]

Man those near death hallucinations & dreams are some of the most bizarre, scary, and surreal experiences ever!

[@JackCarregan]

The worst thing about going insane is realizing your going insane and there is nothing you can do about it.

[@JackCarregan]

@stan sorensen You'll get through it

[@Yodasstuff]

You ARE an inspiration. Keep fighting the good fight.

[@bennygee3067]

We've got the same vision brother. Striving everyday to make a positive impact.

[@chrisbeck1748]

God kept you here for a reason sir, god bless you and thank you!

[@aphysique]

God bless this dude🙏.. Thank you my good sir, for all you that you went through & for your services!

[@bigbearcrouse2801]

Mr. Carpenter, thank you for all you have done. Thank you for all that you show. Thank you for being honest and real in your message. I wish you nothing but wellness and success for everything you do sir.

[@exploringfloridatrails1834]

Within the first 30 seconds of this video I must say God bless you my brother, thank you for everything 👍🇺🇸🇺🇸🇺🇸

[@maxspeed1842]

Kyle we have never met but we are brothers and I love you

[@Josh-ix2ot]

God bless you Kyle! Much love from New Zealand

[@johnsmithth3318]

Thank you for your service so much

[@encrypt3dbr0k3r]

Thank you for everything you have done for us regular citizen brother. You are a true American hero bro. God bless

[@grosebud4554]

Thank you Kyle. Im speechless. Just went through the whole series. I have so much more respect than i aready had for you boys out there. Thank you so much.

[@gggbeatcanelo2985]

I’ve said it before on other of his vids but he truly is saving lives by speaking on these things. Veterans are not alone ! Even at times when people seem ungrateful and ignorant. You have love and blessings from millions of Americans just for taking the job you have so we can live our lives safely and happily.

[@raysimms427]

Such a Great guy ,lots of really good lessons in his message and is always humble ,stay strong and Semper Fi !

[@Ahc_carping]

Thank you for you’re service

[@montetown8836]

Thank you KC

[@XxBloggs]

I hope you're still keeping things together mentally, Kyle. It must be tough day to day.

[@dclong-]

I was so scared to tell anyone that I had hallucinations too after my accident which was nothing in comparison. Thank you for being brave brother. Sua Sponte Godspeed

[@kojackrobinson8348]

Massive respect to you mate!

[@jamesshaw2139]

I honestly have so much respect for you

[@JW-hf1oc]

Thank you sir!

[@justinsmall8489]

I can’t thank him enough. I speak about him all the time when I talk about the Afghanistan war.

[@FXSVHO]

God had a plan for him and was not his time.

[@Anakin-Skywalker.]

This mans a hero🇺🇸 True American

[@davidgarber8116]

Kyle. You can lay on your couch for the rest of your life and do nothing. You will always be a hero. Hero for you is such an understatement. God Bless you and I we hope you live a very joy filled life. You are a Brave young Man.

[@JTVPaul]

Thank you bro

[@gpackwood1]

Yes, I agree this story needs to be told but don't be surprised to learn that few people can tolerate knowing about the specifics of your injuries and recovery. Provide us with content in your podcasts about your activities of daily living and what you can do now rather than what you can't do. And for your work in rehabilitation hospitals let the patients see your face without the beard and your arms without the coat. You yourself just standing straight are an inspiration for anyone who has been hurt and is fearful that others might not understand. Thank You for all that you do.

[@Nimrodbodeinejr]

As a combat wounded Veteran with 2 severe TBIs and cerebellum damage I don't see how he remembers that stuff ...I forget why I walk in the kitchen everyday I can't remember anything

[@lauracacon]

I’m sorry 😢 thank you for your service.

[@kaydenlewis9246]

You're a vet and you have that pfp?

[@Nimrodbodeinejr]

@@kaydenlewis9246 what's pfp

[@kaydenlewis9246]

@@Nimrodbodeinejr profile picture

[@Nimrodbodeinejr]

@@kaydenlewis9246 I'm a disabled army veteran bro lol all I do is smoke weed now sitting on my ass...that's all I have to do now lol I'm on IG at @codyevans11b if you think I'm full of shit

[@crackerbarrelkid5517]

I had same awful hallucinations when I was in hospital for something. Makes me sick thinking about it

[@faultdubz]

who tf could or even would give this a dislike? That man is a fucking Hero!

[@ricardohernandez-jg7ht]

God bless you Kyle. You've been through a lot and that's an understatement , I have been through a lot too and I think that God and Jesus are real and that it is important to have had a well lived life , this reminds me to take life seriously and make every moment count and to do my best with what I have , I can't imagine even now your struggles Kyle ....a tremendous hug to you and I made sure to stop typing and put in a prayer for you brother thank you.

[@ronnae0911]

So scary. Your mother is an amazing woman. I pray that God keeps my military kids safe. I dont know if I could be as strong as your mom.

[@jugg4649]

This hero done something u only see In movies....What a human

[@notrealatall196]

The poor man used his own body as a shield against a grenade to save his fellow soldiers and he worries about the legacy he has crrated. My dear... you created a heroic and kind legacy for yourself at such young age! When the time comes, you will have the whole nation in your funeral. Your kids will be proud. Your fellow soldiers.... parents and siblings will forever be proud of you! You have done enough .

[@OGUncleP]

A thank you will never be enough. You sir along with everyone any anyone who has sacrificed to allow me and every other American the opportunity to just simply live our lives get all the love and respect I have within my soul until my final day and I will make sure that others understand what you true patriots have given us. God bless my brother.

[@nomo4u886]

Hallucinations can be a trip forsure your own mind can be become your worst enemy.

[@itssilxnt2748]

This video right here proves how strong Marines and army men are mentally, this man hallucinated after waking up from surgery after he almost died from a grenade and talks about it on a pod cast remembering every detail and saying it normally when most people wouldn't be able to talk about it at all

[@sykokat]

Bro i been thru the same thing in solitary confinement, 4 days of movie like dream like hallucinations, like i was living them.. and they all made sense to my life shit was crazy

[@timexyemerald6290]

that medical bills part was fucking dark as hell damn. that fear is really common and fucked up fear

[@KodyVermaak]

Im from south africa man, but i appreciate you. And what you did.

[@MaxCavaleraification]

Kody Vermaak why does it matter where you are from?

[@Guero679]

orko because he’s from South African and he’s appreciating an American soldier

[@pjg_77]

That’s the painkillers that does that, been there & it’s bastard terrifying!!

[@pjg_77]

patrick king I had it whilst i was on morphine. It was all totally real to, was convinced the surgeons & Drs were out to kill me. Then I contracted sepsis & was just totally off this mortal coil. Death would of been a welcome gift at this point.

[@P4PKing]

@@pjg_77 Doesn't sepsis cause really bad hallucinations too?

[@pjg_77]

PoundFor PoundKing yeah it sure does. I’ve only just recovered, happened to me in July. Was hallucinating before the sepsis though. Like this marine said it was all totally real.

[@ericsalidbar1693]

PoundFor PoundKing hell yeah sepsis causes major hallucinations. I've seen in a couple of my patients. Can't say to much because of HIPAA. But man what some of these ppl say is do believable. The whole thing of mixing a very very small amount of Truth with lies is crazy. The thing is they weren't lieing they truly believed what they were saying and what was going on. If I hadn't known Thia patient before the sepsis induced psychosis thing would have ended really bad for her family members and everyone around her.

[@pjg_77]

The mind is a very strange & wonderful thing Lacy Monster hope your feeling better now though ?! I struggled for a few months afterwards. I’m still currently off work threw it all.

[@Jj.leenard]

listening to this story on jocko podcast was really sad but also inspiring

[@bboness713]

I has a similar reaction when coming out of a medically induced coma where I was shot in the face and lost an eye. They gave me Haldol which caused horrible hallucinations and I made them take me off that medicine.

[@MrGGlafrite]

Man i was in a coma for 2months due to wound in africa (french army), and I dreamt same" dreams". First thing I checked was my bank account. I blocked it because I failed unlocking my phone app 3 times lmao. My dad was trying to explaining how it wasnt necessary but man we're in another reality at that moment. I saw my men and my platoon leader getting shot for me too. It's really interesting to hear you talking about that. I just bought your book and i'm going to read it right now. You should watch "Jacob's ladder", it's a movie I think is really relatable after you lived through this experience. Courage to you and your family.

[@olilink4931]

Kyle Carpenter you are a true inspiration.

[@Ruffpuppys]

All i can say is wow..just wow..sad and amazing all in one.

[@timembry6012]

Dude!! Thanks!!

[@DtownChillin]

I remember in my 8 day medical coma it was so strange how you could still hear people around you but your are completely hallucinating, I thought I was strapped down in a psych ward when really I was tied to my bed because I was acting up from the meds when they first induced me( prop didn’t work so they had to use Zemeron I did use drugs at the time which caused propfol not to work. Now I hate gummy bears because I heard a high pitch song repeating for hours “I’m a gummy bear” over and over and over and on the t.v I saw a Hershey’s train with a bunch of starving Africans like you see in the commercial flooding out and it kept repeating over and over not to sound messed up but that’s what I saw. I just tripped on shrooms again I feel so much better and confident with the trauma I went through what a great week it’s been I love it

[@jaytash1021]

In another video it said his heart had stopped beating twice when he was in the coma. He can’t really pinpoint when these hallucinations were happening. What if he was experiencing death? What if when you die, your conscious basically goes through all of the worst scenarios your mind can think of?

[@detroitplaya1004]

Such a great guy man. I cant even put it into words.

[@jayfry895]

GOD BLESS this Brotha and ALL SOLDIERS IN THE FIGHT

[@Bear-nu8xm]

I just broke 3 ribs and suffered a punctured lung in a car crash. Compared to this mans injuries , its like a paper cut!

[@sarawhittekiend2013]

Kyle Carpenter is like my hero just the stories of him make me regret not being able to become apart of something bigger by joining the military.

[@chuckysosa2522]

And I’m over here worried about a dentist appointment I have smh...... thank you for your sacrifice ....Kyle for president

[@racingaddicted5383]

God bless you Hero.

[@civicsr2cool]

Why is the full podcast gone?

[@joselara5694]

This entire situation is eerily similar to the movie jacobs ladder.

[@alexnieves2145]

Where can I get that shirt Kyle is wearing?

[@crossroads2027]

Absolute gem this fella ❤️

[@eshelly4205]

Your legacy will not be that medal. It will be you. Kyle, you are creating it now. You are much bigger than that medal. Semper Fi from a Marine Veteran.

[@michaelschuhmann9034]

How could someone dislike this video Probs

[@jkdunk20001988]

It might not be disliking the content of this man's story more disliking more wasn't done for him. he put his life on the line. I don't believe he paid anything for medical expenses seeing he was active duty he had severe brain injuries. Now just imagine how hard it is for people who are paranoid schizophrenic that live every day like what he described. My uncle was paranoid schizophrenic and I use to feel so bad for him because he really believed men break into his home and sexual assault him he slammed on the brakes on the interstate and opened fire into the back seat because the men where climbing out the trunk into the backseat to kill him when he come by my grandma's house he would sleep in his car because if he didn't they would put a bomb or cut the break lines he knocked his sister out because she went against the grain and said no one's in the house your imagine stuff and he cold knocked he smooth out and said your working with them why are you doing this to me. Crazy thing is my family says unk wasn't like that till he came home from the military something changed him

[@Bill-xx2yh]

Is this PTSD "and" Medication? I’ve had this type of hallucination, but much "smaller". Blessings.

[@lewishazel3919]

Wow, I need this book

[@goose33]

Hallucinations are the weirdest/scariest shit It literally is like a separate reality. Idc what anyone says its REAL to the person experiencing it Thank you for your sacrifice/service kyle