The day Howie Mandel thought his life was over

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0:00 INTRODUCTION
2:45 THE START OF A CAREER
5:10 GROWING UP LONELY
8:38 LIVING WITH OCD
12:36 SPONSOR
14:25 WHEN EVERYONE FOUND OUT
16:27 EVERYONE IS UNIQUE
18:25 STAYING IN TOUCH
20:36 PUTTING ON A FACADE
23:53 THE PROLAPSE TIKTOK
27:25 BLOOPER

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[@mikegetto2338]

Love both of you!!! That should be an excellent interview!!!

[@SlothRSR]

@@DontReadMyProfilePhoto_2okay I won’t don’t wory

[@rampage8891]

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[@crafty9953]

I can’t wait!!! Kallmekris is the best, I think hearing her stories would be really great

[@laineracing]

​@@crafty9953 hope she talks about sam and colbys adventures with her

[@riweeanimations8369]

"I didn't know it was a prolapsed asshole" is the best way to start an interview video

[@seanceknowles2911]

I had avoided accidentally seen it but someone put on the subreddit and I clicked🙈 and there’s no way he thought it was cake.

[@robo7643]

​@@seanceknowles2911ultimate troll 😂

[@notyesbetothefallssorcerer3272]

Know enough that there's more than one way of getting it. I guess it happening to men is more surprising to people, but there's a whole f3tish dedicated to w0rshiping it. It happens to women too, but definitely not everyone can get it though.

[@katrabbit]

​@@notyesbetothefallssorcerer3272 It can happen to anyone. My ex assaulted me and resulted in prolapse. Ended up in the ER a few months later when it got worse and had corrective surgery. Surgery doesn't prevent it from happening again, though, so now it happens when I don't eat enough fiber or drink enough water. I also can't have children vaginally or else I risk it BIG TIME. If anyone puts anything up their butt without proper lubrication and relaxation then it can result in prolapse. If you spend more than 5 minutes trying to strain going to the bathroom, it'll happen to you, too. Just treat your butt with kindness folks... it's not fun at all.

[@notyesbetothefallssorcerer3272]

@@katrabbit I definitely been told that it really helps if awake during the process of it. Understanding avoiding the t0ilet afterwards for several hours is a must, if planning it ahead, definitely doing the all business in b@throom helps too. Unexpectedly even for that situation, definitely careful on the internet as the f3tish for it is going strong. I'm sure there are people who envy you, but sometimes knowing that makes it better as it could be a lot worse.

[@ianchung9709]

i appreciate how down to earth howie is. he doesnt force a smile 24/7 like most celebrities do during interviews. hes honest and self aware of his fame and how it genuinely affects his personal life. he doesn’t let his success taint his humanity

[@ric0ther0cker]

Taint… I see what you did there 👍

[@vintag3_l0ver]

@@ric0ther0cker What did they do?? /genq

[@whysosour935]

🙌🙌🙌 literally

[@shaunfernando5349]

That's because he just hit rock bottom and trying revive his status

[@matthewalvarojr.2634]

As someone who can't keep a smile up 24/7 in public cause of my own issues it's nice seeing someone with that kind of status so forthcoming with his issues and not forcing that on himself.

[@holosexual6607]

I’m so grateful for that man who saw Howie on the street and first showed him how common mental health struggles can be.

[@an6350]

broooooooo not the holosexual username that just brought up memories from another era of yt and my life lol

[@TheFiteShow]

do you think he knows how important that moment was

[@JonDotExe]

@@TheFiteShow Like a nexus point for mental health awareness in our timeline ❤

[@Sophtine]

I completely understand why Howie doesn't like being synonymous with OCD. But as someone who has had the disorder her whole life, growing up in the 90s there weren't many people (real or fiction) publicly living with OCD. Just Howie and Monk. I am so thankful to Howie for sharing his experiences.

[@rei-presidentofthegalaxy5029]

When I was a kid Monk, despite some parts being a bit of an exaggeration, was so helpful for me as a child with OCD. I actually has someone I could commiserate with. Especially when my parents still didn’t understand what was wrong with me at the time.

[@chrishan9122]

One of the first people aside from Howie(actually before I knew he had it), was Marc Summers. He was the host of Double Dare and he did or still does a show on the food network. I remember this coming out and him doing an interview about it

[@gabrielwatson7721]

Hey Pont. I hope this finds you doing well. I have a question for you, and if you don't want to answer it, I completely understand. I am curious as to how OCD effects your daily life? What is your biggest struggle, and how are you medically treated for it? Again, you don't have to share anything if it makes you uncomfortable. I have Epilepsy and know how hard it is for me everyday. And I can tell you what it's like on my end, if you'd like. Thank you so much! 😊

[@aldranzam3456]

Same. He's not his mental health struggles, but it is an experience I can relate to. And it feels good to know we're all fighting, it gives me courage.

[@taminoll]

Omg I totally forgot about Monk!!!!!! This is so true!!!

[@mystel_]

I cant believe how far Anthony has come. Like HOWIE MANDEL? ARE YOU KIDDING?? CONGRATS 👏👏

[@chunkysundae9418]

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[@dillonqaphsiel7977]

​@@chunkysundae9418the bots are wild

[@Floninjalo]

Anthony was recently on Howie Mandel Does Stuff, too. (Howie’s podcast). In case you or people didn’t know

[@karlismymiddlename]

You copied a bots comment before they wrote it

[@hudsoncampbell5064]

I can't believe how for Howie Mandel has come, made it onto Anthony's show!!

[@chay2257]

I‘ve never seen Howie like this and it‘s honestly really nice to see this side from him. The way he talks and how real it comes across. It’s admirable how open he is about his issues and his real feelings.

[@badshroud8767]

thats also definitely a testament to how great an interviewer anthony is

[@elizabethwofford1685]

His podcast is great! Such a huge production for so few subs haha. He's great

[@g-g43]

@@badshroud8767 Nah it’s all howie in this instance

[@nunpho]

You should see him in the h3 podcast. He's friends with Ethan and Ethan loves winding him up 😂

[@scocopat457]

when he says, "me too" I got chills and teared up a bit because I felt both of them really quick. the suicidal guy and the person whos relieved to finally have someone to relate to. powerful.

[@irishmud]

I really appreciate his transparency towards being medicated. Its not something thats talked about and its nice to hear someone as big as him say that hes on medication in order to be "functional"

[@xAstroBratx]

1000%. So many ppl with mental health issues feel shame over needing medication to function normally and its nice that he brings it up casually in conversation.

[@finnigan2010]

Anthony has a celeb that hasn't originated on the internet is crazy. Not saying having internet celebrities is bad but howie mandel is SOOO FAMOUS its crazy. So proud you Anthony ❤️

[@UMMrealLoud]

Agreed, he's bridging the generations different platforms! They had radio, TV, etc, we have internet, and he's bringing those together, which is something that has a bit of stigma from some people. Anthony is kicking ass and taking names 😉

[@Bun800]

Agreed. I don't really care about the "famous" TikTokers or Twitch streamers. Like sorry, who are you?

[@jakesorrentino7230]

I have the exact same OCD Howie has. Intrusive thoughts and rumination. I’m extremely fortunate I was able to get cognitive behavioral therapy as soon as I was diagnosed. It’s always a relief to hear someone someone else with the same ailment get their perspective

[@SakuraMoonflower]

I'm so glad you're getting the help you need, man!

[@zenmasterorwhatever]

I didn't know intrusive thoughts and rumination was OCD. I guess I should go get tested.

[@jameseiner]

@@zenmasterorwhatever Yes, please seek a professional opinion. The most dangerous thing about OCD stereotypes is people going _"ohmygosh, I'm so ocd hahaha"_ when all they mean is _"orderly"_ . Many people fail to recognise the actual (and dangerous) illness, because in the mainstream, it's just the _"quirky orderly and germaphobe"_ thing.

[@Cashcorn]

@@jameseiner I always thought that all my life. But recently I learned that I’m not the only one who has intrusive thoughts and I shouldn’t feel ashamed and that the stupid routines I can’t stop myself from are probably OCD. Maybe I should try to get a diagnosis.

[@happytriangles]

@@jameseiner Yup yup, I have OCD tendencies - as my psychologist puts it - and those alone make my depression and anxiety spirals exponentially worse. It has taken years of cognitive behavioral therapy to train myself to find the exit before the spirals get out of hand. I don't really attribute the intrusive thoughts to any one thing when my brain is basically a bullshit cocktail. Compulsive habits from things like dermatilomania and my obsessive anxiety with misophonia are still major issues and are probably the only points of embarrassment I feel about my mental health struggles. It's a point of sensitivity when I'm out trying to experience life because the stigma around people who get triggered by "minor" things are at best brushed off and at worst bullied for it. Depression is far more.... acceptable to talk about nowadays but OCD and related disorders are still pushed aside by public perception. It has a lot to due with ignorance and those stereotypes you mentioned. A lot of people who have them end up tucking themselves into a corner and I have no idea how many people go undiagnosed, let alone receive therapy, because of it.

[@keke9795]

Met him when I was 11 going through a major AGT phase. He let me sit in his judge chair and gave me a fist bump. Literally love him so much. So glad you did this video! :D

[@TheShayde2000]

Howie, If you ever happen to read this, I want you to know that you helped bring my son (30) into the world. I was watching your comedy bit about National Geographic. I laughed so hard that I went into labor!!True story! Love you! (I also have OCD)

[@yelhsasokolova8561]

Amazing!!

[@whitneyd6827]

I love the way Anthony can roll with literally any conversation with no hesitation or judgement. Just there to give people a platform, learn, and have a good time

[@dixierae3442]

I felt a bit of hesitation when how we asked him if he had ever sent a dick pic. LOL not implying just saying.

[@GlitterBunnyNL]

He’s so natural !!

[@KaityKat117]

this is why I love Anthony's channel. He brings people on and he lets them tell their own story. He'll offer questions to help guide the interview, but then he lets them tell their own story and he never judges them or tries to twist the story to fit his narrative, he's just there as a sounding board and a platform for his guest to tell their story.

[@SakuraMoonflower]

There are angels among us. 😇 To that random New Yorker who reached out to Howie coming out of the radio show and was honest with him: thank you, sir. You saved a life that day. I'm so glad Howie didn't do what he was thinking of doing that day. He's brought so much joy to so many people, he's one of my childhood heroes. Living proof we're all carrying a heavy load, but we don't have to do it alone and we can't. So let's lean on each other. It'll be alright..

[@SakuraMoonflower]

@@michellehuang3129 *hugs*

[@Kayko271997]

bro, you got me catching feelings about how much I love my chosen people. That was a hard lesson I had to finally learn: how to ask your loved ones for help.

[@isaacfalkenstine792]

AMONGUS

[@caitlinnance9431]

And by him saving Howies life, think of all of the other lives he touched through Howie

[@JxSTICK]

Amongus?

[@A.BrandonAlford]

Hey Anthony, I’m hoping you’ll see this. One of the people you interviewed with DID, DissociaDID, is currently getting sued for all they are worth. The person suing them is harassing them, and filing false copyrights against them. I’m hoping you can have them on the show again or at least highlight their legal fundraiser, because they’ve exhausted all their personal funds.

[@Magicalwolfgamer]

Dang!! Why?!

[@mah1na]

@@Magicalwolfgamer he volunteered to help, thought that meant they had to sext with him, they said no, he got pissy and got all of their videos/THEIR INCOME taken down because of one small contribution that they didn't even use anymore copyrighted. he's appealed FOUR times. so not only doesn't take no from them, but from the court either.

[@Magicalwolfgamer]

@@mah1na dang!! Wtf?! That’s horrible!!! That’s not right. They don’t deserve that. Man that’s messed up

[@mah1na]

@@Magicalwolfgamer extremely. their channel goes into it all if you want to learn more

[@oscarthagrouch]

weren’t they accused of faking their disorder?

[@MagickP00dle]

Howie Mandel is probably the biggest reason that I've never been afraid to be open about my bipolar disorder. The way that he's been able to just be himself in the public eye has always been a huge inspiration to me. Just having someone so great being so visible is so valuable. Such an easy guy to love. ❤

[@marissah1336]

We love Howie ❤ It’s sad to hear he was so embarrassed by his mental health issues being outed at first, but I’m happy to see him able to talk about it so openly now. It really does help to give people hope that things may not get way better, but they can be managed.

[@fatmambodje2944]

We heart howie he’s so cool.

[@momiji7789]

Howie Mendel not realizing that Anthony Padilla is old enough to know that phones used to have wires is low key a flex to his eternal youth.

[@indigonight]

Timestamp?

[@Skyk0_]

I have OCD and when I heard that Howie had it I felt so good because I realized that other people, not just average people but famous people, have these things too. I also heard Girl in red has it and I was so empowered.

[@zephrynnn]

Girl in red has OCD? It feels so soothing knowing I'm not alone.

[@hazel1446]

Genuinely crying because just one person saying "Me too" and choosing to share that connection literally saved this guy's life. Just thinking about how powerful representation and recognizing collective struggles is to humankind. Nobody is alone, it may seem like it sometimes but all it takes is one person to reach out and share their experience to save a life (or a thousand).

[@nickrayer3776]

Fun Fact: My grandpa (who has now passed away and who i love and miss him very much) was actually the manager of the carpet store that Howie worked in

[@Shaima_I]

Howie is like the uncle you want to have - has many interesting stories/lessons, talks about anything, great personality, unproblematic, etc..

[@digitalharmony26]

This has honestly changed my perspective of Howie. To be fair, I didn’t know much about the guy but I thought he always seemed standoffish and perhaps conceited, but that’s just how he talks and his sense of humour. Made me come to appreciate him a lot more and the shit he’s been through. Growing up ND in the 70’s must have been tough. It’s tough in any decade but so little was known about anything back then, I can only imagine. Glad he’s found his own and can embrace this stuff.

[@saralee8531]

Listening to his experience about him physically saying he had OCD really resonates with me. I was diagnosed with agoraphobia and I have a fear of just about everything. Mostly strangers and a fear of dying or being a victim of an attack.. I have those exact feelings when I am experiencing a panic attack. I have severe intrusive thoughts and when I get too nervous or overwhelmed I feel like I am going to black out and I have blacked out in the past.. which is why I fear it happening again more. Listening to his story started to make me have actual physical reactions to it.. like feeling nervous and anxious and having that dread feeling. It felt like hes almost telling my story in a way.. this is really special. To have someone like Howie explaining how serious this is for people like me. It's so hard to explain..

[@susanbennett9062]

There is treatment. Cognitive therapy and meds. You can overcome this. I promise. I did.

[@chloenichollea.lincopines3215]

Woah.. reminds me of CORPSE's song "Agoraphobic" he's a really nice guy, he talks a lot about mental illness and he also showed up in Anthony Padilla's show a 2nd time. You should go watch. I feel like you'd relate a lot to him too. 🖤

[@laptop8092]

Wow. This brought a tear to my eye, the fact that people who seem 'far away' or 'too famous' could also be going through or experiencing something similar to us. Thank you Anthony for the amazing video!

[@jarjarbinks5255]

I mean Id say the far away or too famous is something that everyone believes that isn't all that true, there people too, they're just well known people

[@anansispider95]

I have bipolar, and Howie Mandel's openness about his OCD was one of the deciding factors for me to be open about my struggles with mental illness in my own life. So glad for this interview!

[@rei-presidentofthegalaxy5029]

I never knew that Howie had OCD. I also have it and was diagnosed with it relatively young. To me, it’s always very discouraging that people usually don’t understand this disorder and even label themselves as such as a joke or for quirkiness. I’m really glad that someone that actually has this disorder is able to talk about it in the limelight. It causes such a tremendous amount of daily stress and it can make you feel so alone as some of the intrusive thoughts you get fixated on can’t be shared without people thinking your crazy or even dangerous with how misunderstood the disorder is.

[@linguineimpasta]

I don't have OCD but I have narcolepsy and I can relate

[@psibeat]

I never knew Howie suffered from depression and anxiety. As someone who's life has been greatly affected by these things, it's always nice seeing that you're not alone in these struggles and that people can continue to move forward despite all the negativity. 15:32 What Howie talks about here is essentially how this interview feels to me

[@Ace_Maus]

I lead a very "hermit-like" life, as someone who has also been diagnosed with depression, anxiety, and mild OCD, and I totally understand the horror of existing, especially around other people. I had always liked Howie, but now I admire him for pulling off being a public figure despite it all. I cannot imagine how hard it must be all the time.

[@HouseMDaddict]

I hope he's inspired you that maybe you can (if you want to) interact with the world too. A lot of the world is more mental health aware nowadays so it's easier to navigate than it was even a decade ago.

[@Ace_Maus]

​@@HouseMDaddict I do want to do something about it. Been struggling since I just moved put of home for the first time to another continent in a place with a language I barely know, and no one here I know, ofc. 😅 Have to find a way to meet people safely. But thanks for the good wishes.

[@LisaKokx]

@@Ace_Maus That is incredible! I hope you'll have lots of good experiences wherever you are now.

[@shehasthewisdom1406]

Wow, from one hermit to another I relate to that....the horror of existing around others... I wish you peace and contentment in your new living situation! ✌

[@Swanpawn_official]

From somebody who has ocd, Howie is one of my personal heroes

[@frillability]

It's really refreshing to hear Howie speak about his experiences so openly. I'm diagnosed Autistic with potentially undiagnosed OCD--OCD has been suggested by medical professionals, but I haven't pursued it further. I can relate to his contamination issues especially and how ignorant people can be, even cruel. Hearing him helps me feel a little less alone. I grew up listening to him in Gremlins and Muppet Babies, had no idea it was him!

[@tessadunn8572]

it's pretty easy for the need for some sort of routine, repeative behaviours & need for sameness for stability in autism to delve into the realm of ocd if the environment feels unstable to be honest. it's also can be quite deep rooted into it so there's really a lot of overlap. i personally am no where near ready to treat my ocd but i'm glad i was also given that diagnosis because it just helps me understand my brain a lot more

[@samstyles5789]

I have diagnosed OCD and howie has always been someone I’ve looked up to. OCD makes you feel so alone and isolated

[@noneofurbusiness3133]

as someone with ocd, especially with germs. Every time i wear short sleeves out i literally cant concentrate, alls im thinking about is how im going to open the next door. Hearing the story about them taking away the things that would help him literally almost made me panic.

[@emmiebug99]

If you don’t mind me asking, is this something that’s possible to grow out of? My brother used to do this in his early teens but stopped doing it after a couple years. Looking back, my parents didn’t necessarily “make fun” of him for it but they weren’t understanding that it could be OCD. So maybe he just stopped doing it because of the comments? He also washes his hands a lot/vigorously which isn’t as serve now, but his hands would be raw in the winter time. I understand I can find info online, but I would like to hear from someone who personally deals with this. Much love🤍

[@KR-vu9mo]

@@emmiebug99 I don’t know about “grow out of” but one of the treatments for OCD is cognitive behavioral therapy/exposure therapy. Not that this will work for everyone, but there are definitely compulsions which can get better with time

[@EightTobiins]

​@Emily Ann you can grow out of OCD to a degree. I think because the world forces you to sort of exposure therapy yourself. For some people the fact that you'll get these triggers over and over but don't end up having the bad things happen can mean, that just like in exposure therapy, you realize the likelihood of something bad happening isn't very high and stop being so bothered. This is more common in young people as they grow up. I used to have very weird OCD as a child, age 12 was the worst age, but at 28 I have completely grown out of it.

[@noneofurbusiness3133]

@@emmiebug99 yeah ive been working on exposer therapy that’s supposed to make it better!

[@Therealjayblue]

Wow I’ve watched him on American idol and had no clue. That’s amazing. I’m so glad that person came up to him and said “me too” and stopped him from running into traffic. This was an amazing video!!

[@snel556]

I’m 22 and I was diagnosed with OCD, depression, and PTSD at the end of last year. I hope Howie knows hearing him talk about his experience with it, the struggles and panic attacks because of it, really makes me feel less alone. I know how alienating it makes you feel, and I’m so happy he’s still around even if it’s hard existing. His story just really touched me as I’m still learning how to navigate life, as hard as it is already, with all this other shit like OCD making it worse. I hope things only get better for him, and that we all find peace in life.

[@christiankim6864]

I really enjoyed watching howie disarm Anthony’s sarcasm & cut through to a serious deep conversation, while still injecting humor when appropriate from both parties. And Anthony was able to pick up on that and roll with it. Really well executed interview!

[@ethanhoffer5268]

That one man that said, "Me too", saved Howie Mandel's life

[@aveskiss]

howie mandel has been EVERYWHERE lately this is a crazy interview

[@Chickn420]

get ready cause this is gonna be a tangent: When I was 13, I was first diagnosed with severe OCD. It took over my life and I legitimately believed that I would continue to suffer this way for the rest of my life. One day my dad sent me a video about Howie and his OCD that truly changed my life. I felt so alone and helpless, and seeing this successful comedian who found ways to make himself comfortable in the world and who is able to live a full and successful life brought me so much peace. OCD is terrifying and exhausting, but Howie sharing his experience made sure that I didn't feel so alone and I will always be thankful for that.

[@Nairozet]

The storie about Howie coming out from Stern's and talking to the guy made me quite emotional. That's the reason why i'm way more comfortable talking about mental health and issues nowadays. I am no longer embarassed by it AND it helps so many more people. It's especially awesome if you start talking to someone and you see them being nervous or uncomfortable and when you touch the subject and talk about your issues that they sudddenly relax more. Priceless.

[@musicalashley123]

Howie perfectly vocalizes much of the feelings I faced in my battles with mental health. It is so refreshing to hear his story and I hope it helps others who might be in a rough spot.

[@MirorR3fl3ction]

Damn Anthony taking this show to the next level now, huge congrats and massive props to Howie for opening up like this to Anthony's audience

[@MollyDollyy774]

2:47 Voice's in you're head, Depression, Anxiety, Wow those are relatable... Damn... That honesty hit's!

[@mahariwynn1339]

The feeling of "I'm NOT alone" is huge. It can make such a difference when a public figure comes forward with a mental struggle or physical disability, it honestly does help.

[@GlitterBunnyNL]

This interview brought out the most rawest of Howie! He has earned my respect on this one! Anthony is always the one and only I knew you is heading to become one of the greatest hosts! 👏🏻👏🏻👏🏻🤩🤩🤩

[@Nodeaa]

Now that's a name i never expected, but I'm glad he's here! Making big moves Anthony!

[@neckbackcripplinganxietyattack]

As someone with OCD, genuinely wouldn’t wish it on anyone. THE WORST thing ever.

[@Olibee1916]

As someone with contamination OCD, the door handle story is so real to me. I couldn’t imagine being put in that situation and just thinking about it makes me want to clean my body

[@ghost_boy2581]

You have no idea how much I can relate to the "not being able to open a door." I've had ocd since I was 13. I'm over 20 now. I've had so many panic attacks over the years and have had to deal with family and friends calling me crazy... The anxiety gets so bad sometimes it feels like it'll kill me. I have more support now than I used to, but still there's only a few people who take me seriously. I don't know anyone else who has ocd, but this video really helped me feel less alone/crazy. So thank you

[@Didi-wo7vd]

I feel it’s often taken for granted how open the internet can be with mental health now compared to back not that long ago. The power of owning it and helping other people not feel alone can be a beautiful thing.

[@Naota33]

I really wasn't expecting to cry watching Howie Mandel but this was a really beautiful interview

[@amymanicom1487]

The issue of perceiving us through others' eyes is so destructive. That is why my faith is so healing for me, because I know i am made wonderfully and do not need to earn love.

[@Bouleg]

i love the normalization of ocd through people with a larger platform. a lot of people have a warped sense of what ocd is and i love seeing other people coming out with their stories :)

[@Sammers7]

i didn't know howie mandel was such a good advice giver and so relatable, he said such true things and probably a lot of people needed to hear that thanks for interviewing him

[@sadmochineko]

howie's prolapse going from H3 to Anthony i love it

[@kristyncurnow1100]

I’ve always felt like Howie Mandel had this unique way of conveying himself to the world, and I really thank him for the impact that he has made on society.

[@kamiskool0465]

“If I’m not laughing then I’m crying” my life story

[@HarleyMarley13]

Never thought I would relate so much to Howie 😢I was diagnosed w OCD last year at 28, I also hid it my whole life. 😭 thank you for sharing Howie!!!! 🫶🫶🫶

[@thefear420]

I need to get diagnosed already, I've known I've had OCD since I was like 14 or 15 and now I'm 21. How was the process? Did it take a long time?

[@HarleyMarley13]

@@thefear420 I just went on psychology today and searched up an ocd therapist & sent an email to get an appointment!

[@matrixiekitty2127]

Howie is such an inspiration to me. As someone who suffers from intense anxiety, to see him go and do all of these amazing things, to pursue the things I wish to do, all while having anxiety?? It’s incredible to see, it gives me so much hope! And it’s also amazing to hear him talk about never closing himself off, and keeping open to the world, it’s comforting to hear the older generation speak like that!

[@Jeffiner_]

I don’t think I’ve ever related more to a guest on this channel than i have with Howie. He’s a true inspiration

[@REChronic54]

It’s kinda crazy that young Howie Mandel was not received so well in his day because he “looked like a girl”. Now a days, androgyny is one of the ‘it’ looks; people admire you for it and modeling agencies love it.

[@poyupoku]

For some reason, it's really heartwarming to know that that person appeared and talked to Howie when they did. That little thing did so much for Howie at that time. Amazing.

[@shmusht1530]

Anthony has officially broken the barrier with non internet celebrities

[@freak0la309]

As someone who has OCD and really struggled with my peers grow up, its kinda healing to hear that I'm not alone. I used to rush to my classes at least 5 minutes before to organise the desks perfectly and I ended up stopping because once people found out that i was doing that, they would purposely push desks over again and again and it definitely brought me many panic attacks because being the comedic relief while feeling like you're dying really effs you up long term, especially as a kid.

[@TheOMGdoughnuts]

Yes!! Love this light shone on OCD. It makes me feel wonderfully seen and understood. Thank you!! 🙏🖤

[@Meh_Lone_Bah]

Anthony is doing amazing and other guests agreeing to be on his show is even more amazing 💕🤗✨️

[@justincase7157]

I get chills listening to his stories, I feel like he’s so clearly on his path and he doesn’t take it for granted

[@LauraDora124]

It’s amazing to see this side of Howie. Outside of the banter of H3H3 also. I relate to your experience incredibly, Howie. It took me ages to be diagnosed as autistic. Anxiety and depression was diagnosed before that. But I’ve never gone for a OCD diagnosis. I know OCD and ASD can come hand in hand, but I’ve attributed things to ASD. I don’t know if it’s worth exploring another diagnosis, but it’ll probably be years waiting because I can’t pay for private. There’s so many presentations of OCD and so many stereotypes, so I assume that me having things like when I can feel the contamination after touching something. I won’t touch other things of mine until I’ve washed or sanitised. Sometimes it’s related to the smell of something though, like metal. I don’t want to transfer the smell of metal around, which is a sensory issue. Not always though. Idk. I don’t know if that’s enough to peruse it further. Maybe hearing more experiences would help me find where I relate. I need to listen to more stories from Howie. PS- I love that you’re still trying to fool us that you didn’t know it was a prolapsed anus 😉😘

[@ItsJustValHere]

I refuse to be fooled by this propaganda of him not knowing what it was lmao

[@caitlinthomasina]

This interview has reminded me that I should say yes more often ❤️

[@crazymike7883]

so i met howie about 10 ish years ago and he was a super sweat and awesome dude. love you Howie you are the best!

[@etherialtv]

I have severe OCD, so it's always so heart warming to see people in the public eye who are so open about it. It makes me feel less alone, especially about medication. If I didn't have my OCD meds, I don't know how I would survive. Another great episode, thank you Anthony! :D

[@Kraily4t8]

17:50 *don't mind me quoting, just loving this part "always trying to grasp and trying to find how are you like me, or what do we have in common. 'have you ever been to this restaurant?' 'YEA! It's the best restaurant, we've been there!' "If you can find something in common with somebody that has nothing in common there is some sort of attachment. That's the buoy of life, that's the lifesaver! That's the thing we're all drowning in our own little world. That's why you want to dress like- look like a Kardashian. You want to be like something-" "You don't want to be alone" "you don't want to be alone..."

[@whosMacyLou]

Wow hearing all of this is so inspiring… I have very severe OCD and Anxiety and most people have no idea what OCD even is! Mental illness is a real thing and I’m so glad people like him can open up about it because it’s real and SO MANY people struggle from it.

[@jarjarbinks5255]

I like Howie´s thing about needing to see other groups and not being stuck in a bubble and always being curious. I have always tried to do the same, whether it be space,music,math,etc. Its fascinating and I could never put it into words

[@Ella-gh7qh]

It's so amazing to see someone being so open about OCD and the struggles it brings. It really gives a good representation of what OCD is, and in a way makes it less scary to open up about it to others. :]

[@thegame-o-saurus]

I met Howie Mandel a few years ago and he seemed like a really calm and nice person! Super cool to se Anthony interview him

[@parker_smith72]

I had no idea he had OCD. It'd be so cool to meet him. I'm so happy he didn't take his life; I grew up watching him on AGT, I was diagnosed with OCD, I also struggle with extreme paranoia, it's so cool to hear someone so successful with similar struggles

[@cassieb2813]

As someone who struggles with depression, anxiety and OCD: “it’s nice to be wanted. It’s nice to be wanted. It’s nice to have you ask me to be here.” 🥰😍

[@joshuachin9341]

This was such a great talk. i really wish it was longer. I would definitely listen to a long podcast with Howie and Anthony

[@lovelmas]

So glad he brought up the tiktok.

[@diz.420]

Howie went on the H3 podcast and most of it is just them talking about it and how he never knew what a prolapsed asshole even was. Lmao.

[@woofnuggiez]

I relate a lot to Howie. Ocd, depression, anxiety, etc. It's crazy to think about how I've always wished I was someone else, someone successful, I want to BE somebody, not a nobody, and I hate the way I feel a lot of the time, but, even some successful people, feel like that too, and wishes THEY were someone else. Crazy to think about.

[@bbeth4]

i’ve always loved howie. he brought a whole different view to mental health in a time when it wasn’t talked about alot. i remember he started alot of conversations about mental health among my family and that gave me amazing chances to talk about my own mental health issues and because of that i was able to start having these conversations at age 12 and was able to be diagnosed and helped by 14 and i can easily say if i hadn’t received help that early i wouldn’t be here today. thank you howie 👏👏

[@UnityAshie]

I love this interview so much in particular. Its so intellegant and emtional but also so humerous when it needs to be. Ya'll are such a vibe

[@harshitdubey2059]

I don't know why but these interviews make my day 10x better

[@ashm7955]

Anthony... Thanks for giving a platform for messages which truly need to be heard. I had no idea this happened to Howie and now I have another person to look up to who is fighting mental illnesses.

[@flyywithme]

Anthony, you did so well handling this episode! You had on a major celeb, who commented about your intro and then made jokes with you as if you were Gen Z. But, you still found a way to connect with him, and in the end, you guys became on the same level. I enjoyed watching this. Can't wait for more

[@k.b.8941]

This interview is absolutely wild I love everything about it

[@candy123258]

Love Howie, he’s so genuine! Congrats Anthony! Great interview!

[@seansepticeye]

it just goes to show that the one thing that howie thought would ruin his whole life probably saved a whole load of other lives. thank you howie

[@apathysarahndrome6602]

I remember when i was going through it with newly diagnosed anxiety and my mom told me about how Howie Mandel had OCD and I had seen him on TV and it just made me feel like there was hope for success.

[@caitlinnance9431]

Howie, you're amazing. Your words echo so many of my feelings and it's nice to hear from such a huge voice. You give me hope and a little courage to push against my own mental health struggles. I really needed to hear this today.

[@Jim-Stick]

This is likely buried. Howie, you are a true gem. Thank you so much for doing what you do. From a fellow Canadian.

[@Amber24426]

It is so comforting and inspiring to me to hear the reality of Howie’s struggles, all the while knowing that he has come to cultivate his own vein of success in spite of what he has faced and continues to actively grapple with. I am someone who also struggles with OCD and other anxieties which greatly infringe upon my life, at times… sometimes my existence feels without hope, completely dismal, yet I know there are other times in which I feel good about my place in the world and the directions my life may take. There are many small moments sprinkled throughout my waking hours in which I truly feel I am able to embody and exude the essence of my “nature”, moments where I am intensely creative, wonderfully contemplative, emotions in perfect alignment with my inner self, as well as with the world around me… these moments are precious, poignant, profound. I guess what I am trying to say is that to be human is complicated, complex, often fraught with uncertain emotional intricacies, which can feel quite daunting and draining to face… so I greatly admire Howie’s candor, his openness to recognizing the depths of his own humanness, and the ways in which these depths both shed greater clarity on the peaks present in his life, as well as illuminating his most dark and dismal valleys… We all have our own peaks and valleys, though not everyone is able to see both ends of that spectrum for what they truly are. Thus, I feel a sincere and heartfelt appreciation for anyone who is able, and willing, to explore all facets of themselves.

[@nioo2375]

that story about the random person who came up to howie made me tear up. i have goosebumps. that was so beautiful, thank you for sharing

[@Rileyw239]

I recently got diagnosed with OCD and I’m still learning about all my own symptoms. Obviously everyone is different but Howie talking about his OCD made me think that some of the traits that I didn’t necessarily enjoy about my self might be related to my OCD and that’s actually a really comforting reminder to be kind to myself about those things.

[@monkey93xf]

Hearing his story is so amazing. I'm so glad that person caught his attention when he ran out onto the street. Sometimes all someone in mental crisis needs is for someone to say they see them.

[@KZesty]

I really enjoyed watching this! Howie comes across as so genuine and even though he has so much worry and fear, he also has so much wonder and appreciation

[@trashbandic00t]

I loved this so much! I grew up with Howie’s work always present in my home and I love how long he’s stayed in media. I’m also diagnosed with OCD, I love how open he is about his experience and how it effects him.

[@catguy1471]

Glad to hear people are talking about OCD. I've struggled with it since I was very young child and now 20 and just now getting help for it. Still struggle with it because I'm barely starting ERP therapy. It has changed my life though already but it takes a lot of work and dedication. I'd lose hours of sleep because of my religious OCD and other types that I didn't even know were OCD making me think I was a horrible person for the thoughts. I had things I thought I had to bury until one day they'd come up and I deal with them. Then I always thought it meant I was going to go crazy and hurt the people I loved and I assured myself it was okay by telling myself if I ever did start to feel like I was crazy. I could just end my life so that I didn't hurt anyone finding out it was OCD and that it doesn't mean I actually want those things it's really a huge thing and the fact that nobody talked about OCD and just now beginning to is insane to me. I'm so incredibly thankful for the support Anthony has given to people with OCD and the voice you've given to people with many different struggles and experiences they've had to go through through your videos. I can't speak for everyone else and what they're going through but I'm sure they're just as thankful to you. OCD meltdowns or something that I didn't hear. Talk about a lot and I literally have had so many embarrassing ones that made me feel like a freak for crying on the ground and screaming or I'd get so angry and freaked out. I'd break things I felt like a little kid having a tantrum but OCD is just something that can be so debilitating and the fact that kids nowadays might get that is amazing to me and the fact that I'm getting that help in this time is something I'm so thankful for. Please continue to show your support. You're a wonderful person

[@erins6497]

It’s so crazy to hear others talk about your problem. I have religious OCD as well and developed it at 9-10. It honestly ruined my life for such a long time. Now, years later, it is crazy to think that I am not as “in my head” as I used to be. A mixture of erp therapy and medicine helped me quite a bit. So many people don’t realize how horrible it is- I’ve lost years of my life to this… but even with that, ocd gets better :) I hope your erp journey is helping you and wishing a fellow person with OCD the best (things get better)