The Fear of Being Disliked | Vlog

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[@freesiapark]

4k available! ✨

[@spunkransomownsme]

Just want to say that your editing and video quality are so top notch now!!!!! Been watching since your NY days and happy to see that you are leveling it up! I hope you get more and more and moreeee subscribers ❤ you deserve it!

[@yennypinky3175]

Love everything about u 😘😘😘

[@rmcalucag]

Hey Freesia! What caamera do you use? :)

[@katrinasangineto8120]

Could you give up a tutorial on how you do your Chanel?? Looks incredible ❤️

[@Maria-up5jx]

We love a Freesia and Esther moment!!! Icons 💅🏼🥰

[@cynthiamakao9198]

Omg!!! I've only seen the preview and I'm so excited!!!!!! Glad to see Freesia and Esther together!😭❤️✨

[@ninanegedu]

The vlog we didn’t know we needed😭❤️

[@ved3113]

Yes they’re the best. Seem so genuine

[@razinamarjan1110]

I used to have a fear of being disliked, it got so much better after I ditched 11 toxic "friends" around me and now I have so much confidence and am up to doing more things 😊😊

[@rj4356]

Omg....I'm in tears, lol at Rufus. Rufus was like, you want a paw, take five & stop playing. 🤣🤣🤣 Happy Fridyay Freesia!

[@freesiapark]

LMAO

[@yoona2497]

People may often feel lost during a transitioning phase and mistaken this important stage in their life to an identity crisis of some sort, but I think the statement that it's okay to take your time during this phase is so underrated - there is value in every moment, not just the point 'A' and then 'B' moments. Even from afar, I can see the change that is happening in your creative style and I think it's okay to try this or something completely different the next time you post. The creative process is never linear because the way human minds work isn't either. I think it's so natural and nice to see this and easier said than done, but the more you lean into the uncertainty with time your colour, your voice will naturally show itself to the world even before you realise it. Your banner at the end, your cuts, the angles you shoot from, the music and the general vibe of your videos I see is as much 'Freesia' as your vlogs when you were living in New York. I think it's nice to see you take a more purposeful approach with filming your content and whatever you experiment with I fully support it (not that you asked for my opinion lol) as I know it still has your touch on it and that is why I want to see your videos - not to see a perfect product but to see this real process of transition and the teething stage of growth. I feel inspired because I am looking at a real person not just a creator. Thank you for sharing your experience with us

[@freesiapark]

This made me tear up. Thank you Yoona! I really have the best support. 🥺🤍

[@_panuisthatyu]

The Freesia and Esther moment just made my week! 🥹💗

[@TheStellar75]

First of all you are not living in fear if you have a KZbin channel. Second you are truly an artist. You inspire me to cook. The way you present the cooking is so creative and such an art, I was telling my husband how talented you are. I don’t think anyone can dislike you. 😊

[@mikayla9146]

Don't worry if everyone doesn't like you. I'm sure you don't like everyone you meet. It doesn't mean there is anything bad about you, we all have our preferences. Enjoy those who do like you, forget about those who don't...

[@ulkeraycademir9511]

The cooking montage was so good! All love from Turkey, love all of your videos Freesia. Keep doing what you are doing!

[@FallintoYourMagic]

Happy New Year to you, Freesia! 🥳 May this year bring you many blessings. There are far more people liking and supporting you, than not. So just do Freesia. Whatever makes you comfortable and happy - do it. ☺️ Your content is always enjoyable to watch. ❤ xx

[@susanayre9016]

The food looks delicious! As far as being disliked, if you are true to yourself - what others think is on them!! You are open to sharing your days with us, you are a talented cook and I love that you got emotional during the Singles Inferno finale. ❤️ I too am a Jong-Wo and Seul-ki fan. Your you-tube fans support you! May 2023 bring you happiness and contentment.

[@usagimoon.x.o6256]

I used to feel like that but now that I'm older, it didn't matter. I'm more happier with myself now than before! *I love your videos so much!* ❤️

[@AlexandraBarbin]

Happy new year Fressia! Totally get the whole fear of being disliked, something I am also working on this year. But we'll get through it -- hopefully 🙃😅

[@joannacao]

If you were ever up to it, I think it would be super fun to watch a video of you watching shows like Singles Inferno and providing your own commentary and opinions 😁 i would definitely watch that LOL ALSO IM SO HAPPY TO SEE YOU AND ESTHER TOGETHER!!

[@elyse3884]

Such fun to see you with Esther! It’s nice to see you are friends! ❤ Rufus is just so cute-that look he gives you when you speak to him. 🐾 Lol. Your cooking skills are amazing! 🥰👏🏻👏🏻👏🏻

[@itsreyandrob]

Thanks for being vulnerable. You strike us as someone who is fearless and confident, but we all have our down moments. And that's ok. It's good you have great self-awareness, which means you can take action. You're great as you are, Freesia! Keep inspiring 💜

[@anjienomoto]

I love you Freesia! Very timely... 🥺 You are one of my inspirations in making my youtube channel 💕 🇵🇭🇨🇭

[@NataSaack]

My grandma have once taught me that when caning chairs start to bend in, you can poor water on and let them dry outside and apparently the caning will tighten up and go back to normal.. have never tried it myself, but maybe it can save your old dining chairs 🥰🥰

[@xPjunghyun]

the cooking sequence was so satisfying, i think the music choice made it incredibly soothing to watch

[@widurihariri]

I’m so happy to see you and Esther ❤ xx

[@Islandgirl671]

You are Amazing Freesia! You inspire thousands of people! That in itself is super Awesomeness! Go Freesia 2023!!!

[@ericalynn1910]

love seeing you two together!!

[@CRJR94]

You’re perfect just the way you are, that’s one of the things I love about you, you are way too smart to care about what others think, especially on social media, you keep it real, don’t change,

[@mirandatran]

Haha ur reactions to singles inferno finale 😂❤love your dog 🐶 he’s so funny and adorable! Thanks for being open and relatable, yessss be the FREESIA that you are ❤🎉 AHHH u and Esther reunited! 😊

[@n.c.467]

Your vids are becoming so cinematic and incredible. Love the cooking shots...I'm obsessed!!!

[@Zeeiconoclastic]

Don’t let anything steal your light, life has different phases but always remember that you’re the best and you’re super great at editing videos.🎉❤ Zanele South Africa🇿🇦

[@Mangobum23]

🥰 courageous energy for 2023! Sending you love! 🎉

[@n.c.467]

Loved seeing you and Esther enjoying time together!!

[@araofsunshine]

At the end I was like “I hope this isn’t the end”…and then it was the end of the video 🥲 love your videos freesia!

[@cindyc2004]

A masterpiece!! Love the way you film and edit :)

[@ffsnob]

thAT video quality!!! and the cooking cuts with classical music *chef kiss*

[@jo.l.e.e]

Video Quality 💯 It’s just fun to watch your vids and creativity!

[@maycee1928]

Yessss Freesia & Esther together! 😊 What you made looks sooo good. I'm going to make that.

[@conniechow6091]

thanks for being so real. sharing moments online isn't easy!! i love your videos. 😇also where did you get your necklaces they look so pretty 😍

[@sandrapeers9981]

Love your vlog! I got to try those cabbage rolls they looked delicious!

[@teenaweenaaa]

This video felt so short! Love your vlogs freesia ✨️

[@niavalencia22]

This is an amazing video. It has such a deep message. Thank you for this 😊

[@thekristineway]

i love the cooking with freesia!,

[@laynahlay2371]

I just stumbled across your channel, are you a chef?! The cooking montage was phenomenal 😍

[@mariahgunn7101]

definitely can relate to the fear of being disliked. Trying to conquer that fear also.

[@eunjishin]

4:38 Oh my my Rufus! You have one aggressive paw there LOL ❤

[@senjamir_]

Wow freesia and esther 🥰my heart is full

[@fadeairy6959]

It's always satisfying watching freesia cook something 👌🏻👌🏻

[@scotts4007]

Just keep doing you. There is not a dam thing wrong with you. You rock!!!!!!

[@apple.cheeks]

the quality feels like butter, so smooth! If you don't mind, what lens did you end up getting?

[@mirandatran]

Honestly, love your vids. ❤

[@freesiapark]

Thank you ❤

[@keamabuza858]

Oh yay!! I was getting ready to ask if you're still friends with Michele and Esther. It's so good to see a familiar face 😌 ☺️

[@Chrissyuv]

So happy you & Esther are reunited 😍

[@Tebbles99]

Surely telling a stranger you love them is valid 🥺😍

[@espressue]

so happy you're still friends!! 🤍

[@kathrynnrose]

okay ... but can we talk about the cooking segment?! that was beautiful!!!

[@dailydyaries]

loved this sooo much! the new lens looks incredible, can you please share which lens that is? :)

[@estherys]

2023 gonna be our year🤪

[@freesiapark]

😤

[@carlosdeleon6472]

She’s back ❤

[@tinaf.7941]

Rufus has human eyes - never noticed that before!❤️ Fressia, what did you do with the small fish in the dashi pack? Did you remove their insides? I did not know we needed to do that.😩😩😩

[@caitlynm924]

Rufus is EVERYTHING 🥹😅

[@lisalee5161]

your cooking skills are *chef's kiss*

[@michelleothon7593]

Where is your dining table from? It’s really pretty! Love your videos!!

[@thekristineway]

wow this video quality though!!! so nice!❤

[@bloomsterrr]

What a filming 😍❤️❤️

[@ffsnob]

And do you mind sharing where you got the white beaded necklace from? Love it!

[@TriciaArbolado]

I been watching y’all for a while and if Freesia and Michelle are still friends ?

[@kadeeeartiaga]

omg! I also watched that reality dating show! hahaha I’m hooked❤

[@gillianleigh4891]

WHERE did you get those PANTS you're wearing when you try out the chairs?? Also love your content!! ♡

[@bianca8434]

Girl you need to start a blog and share all your recipes

[@elizzztrrs]

OMG. My faves 🤩😍💖 I just finished watching Esther’s recent vlog and I’m waiting for your vlog, also. Yayyyy!!! 🥳💖 Hope u notice me. I’m a fan from ph. 🫶🏻🫰🏻

[@freesiapark]

🫶🤍

[@allmechichi1438]

I feel like u will conceive very soon...blesses 👨‍👨‍👦

[@dmybkris]

your necklace is so beautiful❤

[@mariamelsayem]

LOVE the new lense! what camera and lenses do you use? 💛

[@freesiapark]

Sony a7c and the 24-70mm!

[@mariamelsayem]

@@freesiapark Thank you 💛

[@mzweirdo]

hello! can you post the recipe for the thing you made?

[@Tebbles99]

When it comes to editing ? You are leading that game

[@TheMichaelCheung]

Esther yessss

[@sybc9679]

I wish I could try your cabbage rolls. I just know it’s bomb ❤😋

[@CiciDo1]

what lens is this

[@cathlapugot]

The paw-attitude of rufus @ 4:38 LMAO

[@cathlapugot]

The bg music while ur cooking got me sooo invested lol

[@victorlui5955]

😊

[@ByKristyLin]

could you share the song during the cooking segment? i feel like it's famous but i don't know the name!

[@Evader_hawaii]

What is the new lens?

[@Ds-ni6ts]

Make a cook book 🥺♥️

[@dorothyjean8673]

Love from the 🇵🇭 ❤️🖤❤️🖤❤️🖤✨

[@jesmarijulian5011]

Can you also link your dining table please?

[@freesiapark]

Anton table from west elm ✨

[@yoonmiseo6079]

Miss Freesia Park where is your crochet knit from 4:42

[@freesiapark]

Yesstyle!

[@Sheena3248]

11:11

[@freesiapark]

Unintentional but I hope it’s good luck! ☺️

[@arnoldlee7838]

Mariscos Jalisco or 4 vientos is way more fire than the silverlake spot.

[@Preschool4yo-7yo]

MINCED MEAT SSAM WITH PRETTY GARNISH♡ so good I'm so hungry. You like korean drama?! I don't watch. mm It's a fact when i was 20s I watched a lot too. I don't watch from some moments. I became old unnie so sad

[@hopenitrous]

!!! so early

[@freesiapark]

Love to see it 🥰

[@rachelyunchun0702]

its so therapeutic to watch you cook anything~

[@vuletshvhs4451]

I miss seeing Freesia, Esther and Michelle together.💛💛💛

[@user-up9qh3fg1w]

Esther and Michelle not a friends anymore

[@vuletshvhs4451]

@@user-up9qh3fg1w oh no.

[@allthingskanoo5974]

Hi 👋

[@dreamerbubz]

Where is michelle!

[@user-up9qh3fg1w]

she is not a friend with Esther anymore

[@TheMichaelCheung]

Also, your name spells it all. Be FREE. We live in an age where we sensationalise everything. Don't ever feel obligated to consume and appeal to the reader. The artist in you needs to thrive by blocking excess. Does any of this makes sense?