The Life of a Drug Addicted Prostitute-Amanda

[@paradiseproduction8845]

This is my daughters bio mother, I would love to meet her, hug her, and her daughter asks about her all the time and would love to be connected to her mama someday. We love you Amanda and pray for your recovery every day.

[@angelinagomez6092]

Wait so this is your babies mother? I hope ur not lying….

[@thatgardeninggirl2864]

​​@@angelinagomez6092YES sounds like Amanda is her daughter's Biological mother

[@sydneyfaysteiger]

Aw….. 🥺🥺🥺🥺

[@frightenedrabbitfan]

@@angelinagomez6092the little girl could be adopted by another mom.

[@ChineseBane...1243]

She’s not bad looking , this is coming from a Chinese guy

[@Amazingme17]

She has so much potential. Her family failed her. Her grandfather was DISGUSTING

[@malgola22]

O popiół ko

[@dominiquegio4046]

Articulate, insightful, reflective. Amanda has so much potential. Even after all of the trauma, she is still so polite and kind. I hope she finds her way out of the darkness. She has a lot to offer.

[@betsybingham3295]

She is definitely all of those things & has the potential to be about anything she wants. She needs to finish that journey of being a cosmetologist. She'd own the salon in about 3 months!

[@emilymccartney1593]

FS. 4 kids taken away, great human 🙄

[@sciencenotstigma9534]

Facts! People who have vivid memories of early childhood are highly intelligent.

[@chocolatedddrop]

@@emilymccartney1593I’m sure if you were raped at 3 and blamed for it you’d f up a couple times too. Have some empathy and grace or do you watch this channel just to be a hater

[@KaseyAngel222]

Yes deceptionally deceptive, very articulate

[@wellsmerehouse]

"Raped as Toddler" is more headline-worthy than "Drug Addicted". One reveals the abuse inflicted on her - a VICTIM - The other is an ordinary, expected coping mechanism. This lady deserves respect.

[@KirstineTermansen-cq9tk]

Sex abusers, create sex abusers wictim From industry Hollywoods dark side To Holly Day,

[@PoliticsFashion]

THIS.

[@vivsavagex]

Put the years of work in working with these people and start your own channel and you can title your videos however you want.

[@mauriciotye]

​@@vivsavagexwhy put on a cape and respond? That statement was nothing but a fact. Shots weren't being thrown but you got in your feelings. 😁

[@vivsavagex]

@@mauriciotye i got in MY feelings? 😂

[@kdeloris2225]

Her grandfather saying his male part is her 🍼is next level sick. He should've been put in prison. All women and children need protection. 🙏🏼

[@pr00de]

Everyone needs protection.

[@corriewatterson]

Grandma chose him over her own grandkids. That’s the family sickness she created.

[@starswan]

@@corriewattersonthe grandma knew and was in denial or a sicko herself

[@BlackPrimeMinister]

But men and boys don't need protection? Heartless, foolhardy comment. Take some time to reflect on what you just wrote and how attitudes like yours perpetuate harm.

[@HiGlowie]

Shame on any adults in that house allowing that to happen.

[@noramay4954]

Her vivid memories at the age of 3 are insane to me. Trauma either blocks your memories or makes them so clear even decades later. She remembers being upset about being transferred from bottle to sippy cup. But also those horrivle memories of her being a victim of her step grandfather. I wish you all the healing amanda. U deserve some peace ❤

[@MarleneTrujillo-uc8bj]

I can remember my abuse as far back as two years old. I’m 60 now you never forget just bury it sometimes

[@bartclam]

And she said he told her he was going to be the replacement for her grandmother , she said she was molested for one year , I can't remember being 5 and moving to a new country, I hate to say it but I'm not sure how much of this story is true , I hope it's not .

[@MrJennifur1]

​@@bartclamI'm so sorry you were abused.💛

[@MrJennifur1]

sorry...I meant that for Marlene

[@angelthomassakebow]

I remember being 2

[@ow3wells]

Amanda certainly didn’t have any protection growing up, I hope she gets enough therapy where she stops blaming herself.

[@GreyButterfly22]

The fact that she can tell this story without crying…..

[@irisdamberg115]

Around 17:10, it looks like she stops herself before she starts crying. My heart breaks for her

[@andrewheitmeyer9945]

Drugs and all the chemicals are used to numb the pain

[@Laylaseary67]

I’ve watched everyone of your interviews and for me this was the saddest one .This woman believes she deserves to be abused because some animal abused her at 3 yrs old ,wow .she will continue to accept being abused until she realises that she is worthwhile and just as special as anyone else in this world . I wish I could talk to her and tell her that she is beautiful and valued and should think more of herself

[@daniellemcmunn]

Me too. Hopefully she reads her messages and can be divinly saved and protected

[@SuperTooncesthecat]

I think a lot of people have spoken to her over the years.

[@sheepnomore8063]

Why do adults think it's okay to use children for their sick pleasures?

[@almabelhumeur6672]

Because a lot of time these abusers have been abused themselves and it becomes a vicious cycle. Kids in foster care have been sexually abused mainly over anything else. It is very sad because a lot of times they will accuse the wrong people and hide the abusers.

[@UniquelySustainable]

@@lvr8429 no, that is false. Most pedos were NOT assaulted as children, that is a false narrative that children who are abused grow up to be abusers. There are just sick disturbed people.

[@EuleneWages4644]

I wish I knew 😢

[@starswan]

@@almabelhumeur6672 it’s not a good excuse, though there are many survivors who would never do something like that. It’s about power and evil, and it’s mostly men. Even when boys are abused, it’s mostly by adult men.

[@SalRubino82]

2 REASONS A) They are doing what was done to them (Justifying why the world will pay for their pain) B)Very sick ppl whether or not they had any trauma themselves.

[@fear7012]

What was done to this girl is so messed up.

[@starswan]

And it’s mostly men doing it messing kids up and we wonder why there so many messed up adults. Also women who want good men out of their lives and let bad men around their kids instead of

[@patriaciasmith3499]

Psychedelics are just an exceptional mental health breakthrough. It's quite fascinating how effective they are against depression and anxiety. Saved my life.

[@APOLLINAIREBARTHOLOMIEU]

Can you help with the reliable source I would really appreciate it. Many people talk about mushrooms and psychedelics but nobody talks about where to get them. Very hard to get a reliable source here in Australia. Really need!

[@AnjeloValeriano]

Anxiety happens when you think you have to figure out everything all at once. Breathe. You're strong. You got this Take it day by day.

[@APOLLINAIREBARTHOLOMIEU]

Is he on instagram?

[@steceymorgan814]

Can Dr.sporees send to me in UK?

[@rhiannancaraway]

"He wouldn't marry me even if I was drop dead gorgeous..." I wonder if she is even able to see that she IS beautiful 💔 I'm so sorry for all that life has dealt you.

[@altairtheeagle]

As are you, wow

[@treehouse8501]

She’s like 40, she’s got a blocky masculine face, and a weird butt chin. Nice hair though but she ain’t drop dead goegeous, she’s not even pretty.

[@valerierose9942]

Right?! I was thinking the same, like girl you are STUNNING

[@yvonnedeboer7535]

She is gorgeous ❤❤❤❤

[@whiteyfisk9769]

Shes wearing a wig....shes not "gorgeous" at all.

[@JenaBakalov]

This channel makes me open and more understanding to others

[@sciencenotstigma9534]

This is a big part of the beauty and meaning of what Mark does. I am from this segment of society that he interviews, and I still had a biased understanding of these issues, when I came to this channel. I had so much anger toward every man on the street, and suspicion of anyone who was interested in what was going on. Now, I see that these are social and familial problems, and I truly believe most people do the best they know how. This project of Mark’s, and the interviewees, has allowed so many people to learn and grow. Whenever people ask questions and share what they learn, it has a positive impact on the world. ❤

[@samanthasorg7980]

Exactly! I feel the same. I watch it to hopefully grow my compassion toward others.

[@fixinfkinsandwiches6183]

Amanda, I hope you know you didn’t do anything wrong when you were just a child. You didn’t deserve any of it. You’re still a good person despite all of the abuse you endured. You truly deserve more in life and real happiness. You are worthy of love. Please start loving yourself more. God bless you.

[@ThunderLips730]

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[@fixinfkinsandwiches6183]

@@ThunderLips730 While you’re sounding that alert, go ahead and sound the one for trolls.

[@amymartin7533]

So devastating how evil adults destroy beautiful people. I hope Amanda finds the healing she deserves. ❤

[@zacharyfair6738]

i wasn't mentally ready for forcing kids to run a train on a little girl.... That is dark/twisted.

[@DH-uw3us]

Nope. I wasn't mentally ready for any of it.

[@olianajimenez5611]

I know right. The fact that he recorded it n sold the tapes is even more sick

[@chrisgotti6564]

@@olianajimenez5611where can I find these videos

[@jrahn66]

@@olianajimenez5611what is just as disgusting is that every time those CP videos are viewed, those children are continuing to be exploited over and over again.

[@joanneford356]

My heart breaks for the little girl she once was 💔 Xxx

[@cindyhill4864]

Never had the chance to be😢

[@maxinewells7539]

She's still that little girl. That's why she self medicate

[@917hazel]

Considering what this woman has been through she seems to have a kind heart.

[@Carjamrac]

Some people’s lives … my goodness.

[@jameschristenbury2625]

For real. Her grandfather was a horrible piece of trash.

[@leneo1731]

I know! I'm struggling with a lot of severe issues like OCD, anxiety and depression amongst others. And my childhood wasn't that bad. I can't even imagine my mental health if I'd been through traumas like hers. The sick motherfucker of a grandfather, and then the grandmother denying it and punnishing them for telling on the sick old bastard. And then all of her cousins as well! A whole damn, huge family! Like what the fuck kind of sick mindset , nothing in my brain is able to understand how people and especially children can be this depraved and seriously sick in the head. Unbelievable! I wish I was able to appreciate my own situation a bit more after seing people like her.

[@zannib6]

Sad stories…the things she downplays and minimizes and the way she giggles…she’s been thru it…sad to see how children in our country really get the ball dropped on them…heart breaking to see that she feels she’s deserving of abuse…she’s too smart and so lost…🙏🏼❤️

[@creaux71]

Amanda, when you said "he wouldn't have married me even if I was drop dead gorgeous " it broke my heart , you are drop dead gorgeous but more importantly you have a beautiful soul that wants to escape the lifestyle you have been forced into. I pray you find your way out 🙏

[@econhelp583]

32 years old, four kids (all taken from her because she was legally unfit), and now she is on drugs and paying for them by selling herself. This country has a problem.

[@craazyyy_gigi50]

the only victims are her kids. I have known people like this and they're a nightmare to deal with, the constant drama, lies, manipulation, drugs and all the sketchy people they surround themselves with. I feel like this girl is not ready to give up the streets 🤷‍♀

[@drewdoes]

Broken homes, breaking down of the nuclear family is the biggest problem in my opinion

[@bahed1]

This is not unique to this country, but it is unique to humans. I feel so sorry for her. An innocent born into the most dysfunctional family possible!

[@sallyhemings2295]

@@craazyyy_gigi50ohh so she’s not a VICTIM? I guess being RAPED as a child doesn’t count as being a VICTIM. A curse in you and your family!

[@Veritas419]

She has a problem.

[@epictho]

I’m so sorry for all the horrible things that have happened to you Amanda, you don’t deserve any of it. Hearing your story was so touching, I hope you find happiness in this world ❤

[@valval9277]

It’s shocking to think that she may, genuinely , not realize that a 3 year old child can’t be expected to rationalize or be held accountable for what her grandfather did to her…, I can’t wrap my head around the notion that someone in their thirties doesn’t know that. Life is brutal. I hope life decides to cut her a break someday… she seems like she could do some very positive things if given the opportunity. I’d like a follow up!!! ❤

[@smirkinatu5512]

Thank you for recording and posting this valuable educational video. I am so, so sorry to hear the story of your upbringing. You are worth more.

[@sammac92]

Amanda, I am SO sorry that you weren't protected as a child. You didn't deserve anything you went through, all the adults failed you. YOU didn't fail. you are so beautiful and worth so much, please continue seeking therapy and get back to a life you deserve!

[@Cspspack]

Amanda, you may already know this but you have reactive attachment disorder due to the neglect and a abuse you endured even before you were 3. That’s why you “self sabotage” and push ppl away when you love them. I am a therapist and RAD is treatable. You need a good trauma therapist who uses EMDR and IFS therapies. None of what happened to you as a child was your decision. Don’t try to make sense of crazy. You have a lot to live for, and deserve good things even if you’ve done things you feel are bad as an adult… you live in trauma brain. Your decisions are not yours they are purely survival with maladaptive coping mechanisms. That being said you are accountable for your actions so go get the trauma therapy and start thriving!! Find a CCS program. Don’t ever give up looking for the medical treatment you need.

[@sciencenotstigma9534]

It could be a lot of different diagnoses associated with trauma, or a normal response to trauma. Seeking help to recover from trauma is always a positive thing!

[@sunnycatc6491]

Yes EMDR worked for me!

[@starwoodanime1532]

Man this is the most horrible saddest most depressing interview

[@a.garcia8086]

Her hair is gorgeous

[@freezo244]

I thought the same then I realized it’s a wig

[@treehouse8501]

@@freezo244so the carpet don’t match the drapes!

[@onesuccessfulbitch1584]

That’s a wig

[@terrytownsend5583]

1980’s

[@martinignaciodefeo9235]

First girl I fell in love with was a blonde with curly hair... Beautiful in every sense of the word.

[@ArtCB]

You are such a strong person, Amanda. I’m sorry for the pain you’ve experienced as a child. It wasn’t your fault and you deserve all the love and happiness in the world. I wish you peace and strength. ❤

[@Big1nz]

She is genuinely well spoken for someone in this situation. Hope she can get of the drugs and life style, otherwise she'll die young and never see her kdis

[@indicavonhaze]

Please do not blame yourself for what happened to you when you were 3. You couldn’t have possibly known it was wrong. You did nothing wrong. That was 100% on the adult you were supposed to be able to trust and feel safe with. I am so sorry for all of your trauma. You are so worth and deserving of good things and I am sending you all the healing love and good energy. I hope you have a positive shift in your life that helps you see you deserve the best and then go make it happen. Love you. 💖

[@Qrstuv19]

❤

[@melissastinson9873]

Love you mark , You are so underrated, You’re the best interviewer, you have a way of making people comfortable sharing there stories love you so much ❤

[@JBE608]

Agree

[@daylenkelly5029]

you always take the most captivating pictures. Amanda is so pretty. I wish she knew

[@Gram72534]

GM Mark, I'm Glad you adjusted the way you censored these videos. I think this way is a lot easier to watch. Thanks for all you do!!!

[@birdseye2239]

"Do not pray for easier lives. Pray to be stronger men" -John F. Kennedy

[@Gram72534]

@@birdseye2239 JFK was on a heavy dose of methadone his entire presidency, sometimes we all need a little help.?.?.? If you don't believe me his med records are very "easily" found...

[@Gram72534]

JFK was on a heavy dose of methadone his entire presidency, sometimes we all need a little help.?.?.? If you don't believe me, his med records are "easily" found...

[@Gram72534]

@@tayloralexis1504 LMAO, no he won't!!! I have been here since the beginning he knows of my account very well!!!

[@Day-ZDuke]

@@quantumbuddhist...yes there is reason to censor, it won’t get monetized otherwise. Even if it is age restricted He cannot make these for free, so he has to be able to recoup costs through ad revenue Mark does not do this for the money. He is rich, he was one of the top photographers in the world working for Apple, Rolex, BMW, etc, etc. But he deserves to at least break even for all the effort he puts into this

[@theinterupter4963]

I'm hurt and broken for her!!! Her story is sad...like beyond resignation!

[@cindyhill4864]

I cannot imagine the horrors she didnt talk about. For all the nameless, faceless Amanda's out there, we see you, our hearts break for you too. Stay safe out there😢😢😢

[@xxxxxxxxx1652]

This is truly disturbing. I've been a long time viewer and in most of these people's stories there's a history of childhood SA.. I cannot imagine how some people can hurt innocent children, ruin their self esteem and basically set them on a horrible, dark path. It was so disgusting to heat what that pos did to her, I had to skip forward... poor woman. I hope her life gets better. I hope she knows she's loved and there are many of us cheering her on.

[@sammiesacco8165]

I just want to give her a hug and tell her how she deserves so much more in life. Tell her how beautiful she is and help her get out of her situation.

[@WhizPill]

Dear god this girl suffered

[@watsonkaren3449]

Psychedelics saved me from years of uncontrollable depression, anxiety, alcoholism, smoking, and illicit pills addiction. Imagine carving heavy chains for over a decade and then all of a sudden that burden is gone. Believe it or not, in a couple of years they'll be all over for treatment of mental health related issues.

[@AnoukHendriks-fq2df]

Congrats on your recovery. Most people don't realize that psilocybin can be used as a miracle medication to save lives.

[@mendesenzo6943]

To be honest, mushrooms are one of the most amazing things on the planet and it is natural, they serve in many ways not only for mental related issues.

[@Weaver-gz4ox]

Can you help me with a reliable source I would really appreciate it. Many people talk about mushrooms and psychedelics but nobody talks about where to get them. It is very hard to get a reliable source here in Andorra. Really need!

[@AnoukHendriks-fq2df]

Yes, Sporeville. I have the same experience with anxiety, depression, PTSD, and addiction... Mushrooms definitely made a huge difference to why I'm clean today.

[@caradosoangelo3323]

Shrooms saved me from meth addiction too. Psychedelics could really help addicts a lot!

[@leeannshallcross2730]

My goodness her hair is gorgeous!!! I hope she finds happiness in life.

[@madisonbaxter9906]

This is by far the most trauma that I have ever heard from one person. My god I hope she gets help for herself, she seems like a great girl. ❤ Amanda, you can get better and live a better life! ❤️❤️❤️

[@themilosh895]

Second only to that one girl ~2yrs ago spoke about a graphic road trip with her grandfather...

[@pla4825]

I love the idea of you creating a Soft White Underbelly Book 😊

[@xxxxxx-tq4mw]

This woman has been completely broken like a horse.

[@agev8016]

Wow she is very articulate. Thank you for sharing your story. Humans can be so evil. I hope she is able to get away from the game and turn her life around.

[@savannahreyna2640]

As a young women growing up and still growing up it’s a harsh world out there! I appreciate her sharing her story and how strong she is I send all love to her

[@denise150]

This is how the brain works and protects itself from feeling like you are in a horror movie. It justifies the abuse and gives you a strong pain tolerance. A good lesson for us to learn how to retrain our minds to become healthy. She is a gift to all of us. A beautiful spirit. If she most likely dies her life is not wasted.

[@MS-ty8eq]

Five minutes in and i cant watch anymore. I cannot believe humans can do these things to each other. Makes me lose all hope. Praying for all victims everywhere ❤

[@carolynrupard2699]

She is beautiful and seems to be genuine. I hope she decides to change her life

[@Smilesbrite]

See this is living proof that therapy does help someone who could have easily been worse then Rebecca. The ONLY and I capitalized ONLY difference between her and Rebecca is she sought out help. I heart feels so sad that no one ever loved this beautiful girl enough to teach her she was more then selling her body and soul for money.

[@tmk_2544]

It was so wholesome when Mark offered to give her money to get coffee and she got so happy

[@torachan23]

She loves being given money

[@Heopful]

She's gonna really enjoy that c coffee

[@su....]

mark pays the people he interviews. it's probably why most of them even do it.

[@eddiegrant58]

"coffee"

[@oligreen1192]

What a beautiful girl. Heartbreaking. Too tragic. I hope she finds a safe way out. Such peaceful person. Such vulnerability. God Bless you.

[@allnaturaledgedesigns]

People judge others and who they are as adults but they have no idea what they have been through, all I have to say is walk a mile in someone's shoes

[@eddiegrant58]

So are you letting the grandfather off the hook?

[@couchprincess698]

Holy Hell. The commercial for Soft White Underbelly Book. i’m ordering it!

[@JBE608]

Me too

[@myaa3757]

Amanda your worth more than this lifestyle god bless you

[@joeygirl_]

I can’t imagine surviving life after having that start in life. She is so intelligent. I wish her so much more for her life. ❤

[@lauramason5667]

I watch and listen to stories like this I was asked myself, “how can make it out and make a life that’s healthier? Nobody seems to have these answers or ask these questions.❤

[@sciencenotstigma9534]

The only stupid question is the question not asked! ❤

[@lyndzsea8213]

How incredibly sad. Wtf to all the adults in her life who tragically failed her. Sending so much love and healing to her. 🙏

[@kellybishop7238]

Amanda is a survivor and has had a horrific childhood, this won’t be her life forever

[@uykuykuykkuhkhukuh]

What did she survive?

[@petarrakoc1416]

@@uykuykuykkuhkhukuhdid you watch the video?

[@uykuykuykkuhkhukuh]

@@petarrakoc1416 Yea, she was abused at 3 and then she decided to ruin her entire life and chose not to get over it even in her 30s

[@petarrakoc1416]

@@uykuykuykkuhkhukuh lol you’re a fucking idiot, hopefully you’re just trolling. No need to respond to someone who genuinely thinks like this, have a good day

[@umyea21584]

​@@uykuykuykkuhkhukuhyea just "get over" a childhood filled with abuse...sexual, physical, emotional. What a stupid and cruel comment to make. You should be ashamed of yourself

[@JIrjaMusic]

The things that she has endured are so heartbreaking. If you read this, please know that you are loved and you deserve better. I am a survivor of similar experiences and I can tell you that you can get out. I got out. I believe in you and if you ever need somebody to talk to you, I am here.

[@shellym9657]

You are clearly intelligent. You are beautiful and you are a survivor. You don’t need to stay in this life. You are in control of your life and can choose differently, the little girl inside of you deserves better. Show her you are in charge now and will protect her. ❤❤❤

[@haileyyhunter5245]

She has so much intelligence, insight and compassion to help others one day. Girl I know you can do it. You’re gonna be a cozy old lady one day if you be smart and take care of yourself first!!

[@DH-uw3us]

A lot of her actions sounds like a trauma response. A 3 year doesn't understand what's going on. I hate that she wasn't able to get proper healing for all of this. Hopefully one day she can escape this lifestyle and truly heal from all of this.

[@HoldOnStillProcessing]

Amanda deserves better

[@Last_Chance.]

She can have better if she truly wants it

[@HoldOnStillProcessing]

​@@Last_Chance. Truly knowing your worth is the challenge when you have been rXpX'd at 3 years old and throughout your entire childhood. It's not some personal failing of hers that she can't achieve the self worth she needs to make a better life for herself. A simple mind over matter comment like yours lacks compassion and is misleading. It would taker her years of mental and emotional work to achieve and when you don't have a single supportive person, nor the resources and knowledge to even get started it's an impossible task in which she is not to be blamed for.

[@eljoemissiletoe3438]

And only SHE can give herself better

[@HoldOnStillProcessing]

@@eljoemissiletoe3438 Absolutely not true. Humans are primates, the most social of all animals meaning we need others to survive and thrive. She will need herself AND at least one supportive person. She does not have that supportive person and that is not some personal failing on her part nor should she be blamed.

[@terrytownsend5583]

You reap what you sew

[@Andwhataboutithuh]

Honestly we need to normalize calling family members who harmed us, “ex ______”. They don’t deserve that title and it’s helpful for the victim to dissociate from them completely. Pretend they’re unalived. ❤ wishing her good

[@no-one.in.particular]

We could also normalise just not calling them anything, they don't need to be spoken to or about

[@Andwhataboutithuh]

@@no-one.in.particular I do agree that bringing the situation or person up again is also very painful, almost like you’re reliving it. Trust me ik, but the only way to get help is to speak to therapists, etc. and unfortunately u will have to relive it again regardless if you want better. Only way out is through. But when she gets out I hope she’s comfortable never speaking of them again and if she chooses to then to refer to them as someone that has no relation to you. Ex: “ex grandfather”.

[@Andwhataboutithuh]

@@no-one.in.particular I believe it creates more distance between them in the situation or person honestly. Then you remember the bad & don’t even want to remember the good/ try to go back. Calling them what their should have been roles are is giving them too much credit in your life. They’re ex’ed out!

[@CC-hz1qm]

Congrats on the coffee table book!

[@Kinann]

The first 30 seconds is 2 people reliving their childhood traumas. WOW.

[@binixi]

I’m so sorry for what they did to you. I’m so so sorry.

[@juanthyme1569]

That grandpa story pissed me all the way off 😡 Update: it’s get worse 😮‍💨

[@kimberlylittle8254]

She is still beautiful and I pray she gets her kids back and stop the cycle ❤

[@craazyyy_gigi50]

her kids deserve better, this girl is clearly not ready to give up her life on the streets

[@mermaidtails4391]

You think it’s wise for her to be raising kids at this point in her life?

[@kimberlylittle8254]

@@mermaidtails4391 if she believes in herself I do too

[@aces553]

Her kids have been legally adopted. So, no. She's not getting them back.

[@brianplunkett4002]

Just be thankful for what you have.

[@aces553]

She is a prostitute who lives in a tent near skid row. All 4 of her children have been taken away. What does she have?

[@Kelly-qy2hb]

Her biggest regret should have hands down been bringing kids into the world only to abandon them. Keep telling yourself “ oh there in great homes I don t need to worry about them!” You ve done to them what your mom did to you. So sad for those poor kids!

[@coritellastory]

Lovely, sex is absolutely your norm. And know its not sex, it was rape. Rape was your normal. It's good you can take care of yourself but nuture and tenderness and care and guidance are NOT limited to children. Please redirect your strength to help yourself change and let others help you. You are beautiful and deserve love, bigger than romance. You deserve to know who you are.

[@scriptedwhirled6313]

Another sad story.. my biggest question is she's been in therapy and not one therapist told her grandad was just a pe D o end of story! It wasn't because Granny cldnt do it right he likes children ,he's a monster predator!

[@daxtondurio1070]

Its so sad. Such a beautiful soul I hope that you find the courage and strength to find your way ❤️ 🙏 💛 God bless you

[@sciencenotstigma9534]

They say the only “dumb “ question is the question not asked. Unfortunately, a lot of people have been traumatized to the point that they stop asking questions. ❤

[@davidnowicki4024]

Sometimes the advice we give ourselves is good and sometimes it's not. I pray she finds the meaning and fulfillment she's earned and becomes her own best friend.

[@ruthb3870]

She criticized her mother for leaving her, and she pretty much did the same to hers.

[@Nsama_natasha]

I think it’s different because she made sure the kids were in good homes & situations verses the mother who left her and her siblings in the cold, dark place at 8 months old 😳

[@SuperTooncesthecat]

It's a cycle.

[@abbyweitz7011]

That book is beautiful

[@purplequeen1727]

Reach out and get help, get clean. You are WORTHY beyond measure and deserve a good life, as do your children. You can do it. ❤❤❤

[@davidcahan]

These videos are so real, difficult to watch and I would imagine somewhat therapeutic for the person being interviewed. When someone wants to hear your story it makes you feel important

[@MaiMai-ys4yg]

Her child hood was horrific! Horrific!!!! I have daughters. I couldn’t even imagine. My husband and I don’t have much of a social life or many date nights. Mostly family outings or family events. But - stories like these scare me so much. Honestly can’t trust anyone with your kids. Praying for this young lady. I am so sorry you went through so much

[@jlynn647]

First story that made me legitimately cry my eyes out. It hurts my heart. The way men just used and abused her all of her life and she still blames herself. I wish her so much love, hope, and healing in her life.

[@zuma4064]

She is so hight functioning, I would never guess she has this life. Just unbelievable how normal and adjusted she seems, scary really...

[@aces553]

High functioning? She is a prostitute and lives in a tent near skid row. How, exactly, is that high functioning?

[@jenniferwilliams7765]

It hurts to admit it that I can relate to her about guilt the shame and feeling like everything is and always has been my fault. Fortunately for me he had a heart attack and died after he got caught, I never had to look at him again. That still doesn't help that I'm messed up mentally for the rest of my life. I was only three then I'm 36 now.

[@tabithaann6423]

I really pray for this girl. She is smart and beautiful.

[@mickjames666]

🤡

[@brians7901]

I don't want to call her a liar, but something about it is just unbelievable to me.

[@GreatMindsSeekTruth]

I got exaggerative vibes myself.

[@brians7901]

@@GreatMindsSeekTruth yeah im aure there is some truth thrown in here, but a lot of thes3 people just lie their asses off on this channel. Everyone slurps it down as truth because they dont wanna call out bullshit from a person in such a horribly unenviable position in life. But im not buying this one

[@rp42069]

Good morning everyone! Stay cool in that heat today

[@PoliticsFashion]

This poor woman’s story is an example of every systemic failure imaginable. God bless you 🤍

[@mrmav1889]

WoW. She never stood a chance bless her❤

[@davevision]

Good luck Amanda ❤ she is a smart girl with so much potential. 💖

[@Unfluencer]

it all starts with the parents

[@tylershephard6559]

This is my sister, I’m glad she’s still alive.

[@JoyPaul-pe7ij]

I really like her. She's beautiful, intelligent, articulate, and you can tell she has a kind heart and beautiful soul. I hope she finds the strength and courage to get outta this lifestyle. She deserves so much more. Godspeed darlin' ❤

[@AshtonColeman-cr2wn]

This is really sad. Her entire family failed her.

[@waitaminute2015]

Im very confused as to why she would blame her grandma for not satisfying her grandfather resulting in the SA. Is she blaming Grandma? What is going on?

[@umyea21584]

Maybe it helps her try to make sense of why it happened to her....idk. Our minds tell us some crazy shit, especially when one survived a childhood like hers. ❤️

[@Qrstuv19]

It's very common. Many victims of SA don't understand the sickness of pedophiles. It is complicated. Do some research.

[@sciencenotstigma9534]

It doesn’t sound like that idea came from her. Her abuser used the idea that he was suffering from some terrible neglect to manipulate a small child into doing what he wanted. He had no right to do that.

[@benedettasavitri9644]

Her grandma was very abusive too-she did not believe her, did not protect her

[@milessmith2171]

she's very pretty

[@terrytownsend5583]

Serial masterbaitor

[@Proud5050man]

Yea she is Wonder is she likes blac men😂

[@mickjames666]

🤡

[@havenly6133]

It's really heartbreaking. She's so pretty her hair is so pretty and healthy. She has a lot of potential, and I hope and pray for her to have an easier, safer, more healthy life.

[@toeps]

I hope that her children are really okay