The Most Dangerous Parallel Reality - Teal Swan

The most dangerous parallel reality refers to the separate realities that we often find ourselves in with our relationships and perceptions of what others are thinking and feeling in their reality/realities. understanding each other's reality is paramount to good relationships and healing our current world.
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Please note that I do not respond to posts from this site. Please promptly reach out to a mental health practitioner near you discuss treatment options. My teachings on the subject of suicide are meant to supplement your treatment with a mental health practitioner and should not be in lieu of such treatment. The information contained on this site is not intended or implied to be a substitute for such professional medical or mental health advice. Always seek the advice of your own licensed and qualified medical and mental health professionals. The information provided in this site and in my videos should not be used for the diagnosis or treatment of any mental health condition. A licensed physician, psychologist, and/or mental health provider should be consulted for a diagnosis and treatment of any and all medical and mental health conditions. Please immediately call your physician, mental health professional or 911 for all emergencies.

[@Sehara]

I feel like I am in a waiting room. Always waiting for something while others live life.

[@corsicanlulu]

ditto

[@donnawoodward3163]

Yes!

[@lizabocharova4320]

Same!

[@jang.6097]

Thats One of the most important feelings, you realise that you lost your true self. Thats okay, we r all in the same boat... The waiting rooms next Door is you aka the Universe :)

[@antonyliberopoulos933]

Same here

[@Marcin79W]

Being alone is not that much of a problem as being with people who makes you feel alone.

[@nodumonotha8147]

i think there's a difference between being alone and feeling alone. Teal is talking about feeling alone with or without company.

[@loveinfinity8884]

It is this is what a parallel reality is

[@aaliyahsworldxd9352]

Marcin Wojtaszczyk So true.

[@bigsci8336]

True

[@bigsci8336]

It's like we don't exist to other people

[@gracepurcell7825]

Teal has more awareness and insight than almost all therapists I have seen since I was 19. Thank you Teal.

[@toohonestDee_Dee88]

Holy smokes. I have NEVER heard someone explain what I have felt and have been going through for most of my life. Teal said it in this video. I, myself, had a difficult time even trying to explain to someone else what it feels like. The cool part is that she explained a lot more than what I have been experiencing and I think it will help me when I look at other people. Thank you, thank you, thank you for this video. Even though I wish I would have seen it in 2017, I still have made it through to today...luckily, my suicide attempts actually failed and I didn't make myself a vegetable or a shell of a person.

[@privateprivate1865]

Same.. I ran my truck into a wall like massive electrical transformer head on at 100mph.. my truck was smooshed..I was busted up. But lived. I was driven off a 20ft cliff at 69mph, hit a tree which acted like a cusion and lived.. I was ready you jump off a high overpass, hanging off.. but a cop Said something only I knew of, which changed my mind and I went home.. The saying that we don't go until it's our time is real. We are living in a simulation.

[@noormurrar9935]

this video should have the most views on KZbin, this will literally save you years of therapy . Teal you are a genius

[@SeekTheCode117]

Noor Murrar I’m a simple man, I see a Bleach profile pic, I give a thumbs up

[@priyasebastian9491]

I came here to say the same thing. And indeed Teal has saved me many, many sessions in therapy.

[@mihai8784]

I used to look at people and feel as if they were literally from another world, but it was a very subtle feeling. The confidance they had, the attitude, their world was soo far apart from mine and I never quite knew how to put it into words

[@idabutterfly1600]

❤ I can relate to this ❤

[@1allience]

For the 1st time in my life someone has acknowledged/realized what some of us are living and i'm in tears of awe.

[@Chimalmita1]

This is soooo deep. Teal puts in words what we feel but we don't know how to express it in words.

[@supergamermadi3714]

I thought I was the only one behind this pane of glass. Thank you, Teal

[@docdave9511]

U are so amazingly insightful. U just described my life from age 3 to the very lonely, sad, incredibly excruciating painful teen years of early puberty into young adulthood. It just brought back so many reasons I was unable to cope because I had no one I could express any of my feelings to. Let alone my insecurities & tremendous fears were such overwhelming obstacles I couldn't cope with at all. I'm so surprised & so grateful I turned to multiple decades of self-destructive yet much slower rate of suicide, rather than the alternative of a much more immediate type of solution & quicker end to deal with all of my miseries I was never taught to express myself. Instead I turned to pornography & masturbation 1st & when my mother discovered thus she made me feel such an intolerable level of shame, guilt, embarrassment & deep humiliation I spent years as a virgin & had to pay prostitutes for sex because I still to this very day can never feel comfortable about expressing myself or communicate any honesty or interest in a woman sexually without fear of rejection by humiliation that repeats in my mind. I have been able to find a beautiful girlfriend( that was a lasting relationship relationship also. 5 yrs. together, both of us loyal to each other. )but that monkey came jumping onto my back once again & I chose that simian of drug abuse over the love of a very good woman I pushed away & right out of my life for good without really wanting to let her go. Only been with 2 other women since, basically just 1 night stands. Have a young woman who I've been friends with for about a year now & I know she must like me but I am feeling some type of strong reluctance for somw reason from letting her know how I honestly do feel attracted to her & would like to be more than just friends. If u have any advice please share it. Last time she was around when I made up my mind to finally tell her a situation came up & she had to leave for an undetermined amount of time during which I lost communication with her by losing my cellphone. She just recently returned to my surprise & once again she keeps coming over to my place every time she can but I can't open up. What's wrong with me? Is it her? Or me & bad memories of my mother. By the way, her & I have an uncanny innumerable amount of things in common. Can u help me Teal, please!

[@malissahenry5105]

Reading some of these comments is so heartbreaking, but I want you guys to know that even though I don't know you all personally...I love you. If your here watching this video, then your already on your way, and I have faith that you will make it through. 💖

[@navyamekera8145]

What a lovely message.

[@katjaabt]

Finally a logical explanation why I felt so lonely as a child and young adult! Amazing video Teal ❤️

[@stellarwulf]

That was one of the hardest parts of my depression in the past. No one could see I had an issue even though I kept trying to express it. I felt like the only way it would get noticed was that I had to keep getting worse to the point it couldn't be ignored anymore and become unquestionable shared reality. When I did come out and ask for a therapist one of the things that hurt the most to hear was "I didn't know. You seemed fine."

[@AragonaAlessandro]

I feel you sister ❤️❤️❤️ I had to be forcefully admitted to mental health clinic before someone would notice and even now they barely talk about it

[@dianeibsen5994]

The ignorance is sick. It's not easy being your own champion, but we must. There are others out there to get it. We're not alone.

[@magicmonster615]

I'm always isolated in my own reality. She is literally speaking about my life.

[@johntheherbalistg8756]

Magic Dragon we really always are, and always will be, alone in our own reality. The trick is to meet someone (ideally everyone) in the middle, so that you are not alone ✌

[@cmp-vegan5136]

me too...

[@rosisunny9302]

Magic monster 🌱💜🌱✌️🌱😲There are Millions off people as you,me to!!

[@tiarajessy9491]

😭it resonated a lot

[@amandalindgren315]

This video made me cry several times. Teal knows me better than anyone else without even knowing me haha..

[@WisdomClarity]

I needed to hear this. I was gaslighted and ignored my whole life and it’s caused a lot of issues for me mentally. Thank you so much for explaining the pain I felt in detail like that. It means a lot.

[@oldsoul7792]

Some people are highly sensitive to others emotions and literally need alone time because they are like a sponge that absorbs other people's energy around them. The only time they feel truly relaxed is when they are alone.

[@LiviaMaria-gu4cb]

thats not the point of this video tho

[@birdiebear1500]

That's me

[@theyoodoo]

Such people are called empaths. I am one and perhaps you are too. I am surprised that no one mentioned this to you. Teal has several excellent videos on the subject of empaths. You should check them out. This could help a great deal. I go through this every day myself.

[@davidjohn6253]

Yeah but why do they feel it’s too much.

[@Tatyana_Co]

Yep 👍

[@bokeh2392]

The real hell on earth is not suffering. It's suffering alone.

[@moulee7448]

True

[@silverline8855]

This is a wonderful quote, as sad and true as it is.

[@sexymary]

hmm.. for me, not really.

[@NoOneAlInOne]

most person experience pain, we are all connected

[@samantha-ellenlambert.7512]

I've been alone most of my life, even when I was with people.

[@kikolapersona]

Especially with people.

[@val.healingpractices]

:Samantha-Ellen: Lambert. Same here ..

[@tobikay3553]

I feel you! Always know you are loved and heared! ❤

[@Iron2011rob]

I get it

[@sanny-nk9re]

Teal is our therapists now

[@am_andastarseed9642]

Teal, I am valid proof you are a great healer. You have healed my codependent thinking, I, no longer become catatonic, feel depressed, panic or feel I do not matter. I'm going to quit using meth to cope with my feelings. I can not tell you how afraid I am, however, you taught me fear provides the opportunity to see how strong I can be and I have self-worth. I feel guilty asking Would you, could you please talk about Parental Alienation someday, I'm not sure how to ask, hopefully that is okay.

[@johntheherbalistg8756]

Parental alienation IS NOT THE PARENTS' FAULT! Could they maybe have done better for you? Absolutely. Did they know how? Um, obviously not. Parents fail their children so drastically, because what they were taught DOESN'T F'ING WORK FOR US, which is a symptom of humanity's coming "step up". For the last several generations (maybe more), we've been born at different evolutionary stages than our patents ever achieved. Stop blaming your parents because they weren't equipped to deal with a being like you. It isn't their fault, they literally couldn't. On the other side, we're gonna be unable to truly understand our own children in exactly the same way. Hopefully, we can understand that fact, and do better for our children than was done for us. Stop blaming your parents for causing your problems, and you'll be able to actually see that, regardless of the root cause of your problem, it is YOUR problem, and you have to solve it. Forgive your parents for doing the best they knew how (regardless of how f'd that may have seemed), and stop thinking about how they failed you.

[@rosisunny9302]

NPC 17.94.3A 🌱💜🌱✌️🌱🤔Soo true I learn that for my self,you can’t give if you did not gat it your self!But I gave my Best for my Daughter!!

[@malissahenry5105]

So proud of you, I hope your doing well 🌹I wish you a happy and fulfilled life.

[@lahicks9773]

@@johntheherbalistg8756 show some compassion. A person has to figure that out for themselves. I use to lecture like you however; it really stems from my own crap and guilt about my kids. Everyone has a right to grieve their childhood pain. The point is not to live there.

[@johntheherbalistg8756]

@@lahicks9773 I was speaking from the place of a misunderstood, mishandled child, not a guilty parent. I don't blame my parents for their mistakes. I never expected anyone to understand me, least of all my parents, since they were so different from me and separated by decades and cultural changes that they couldn't keep up with. Idk, it always seemed obvious to me that people usually do the best they can, so that's what my parents did. The rest is up to the individual to figure out

[@newyoda]

This video is very relevant to myself, and others in the truth movement who get isolated from friends and family for trying to acknowledge the reality of this world.

[@wrue7]

so very, very true. I was awakened in 2014 and my life since has never been the same. Often I wonder why I was awakened, considering how impossible a task it seems to awaken others--especially family and close friends. That said, I wouldn't want to go back to 'sleep' if given the choice.

[@firedragon5045]

newyoda very true , me too! Thanks!

[@suchismitagupta]

newyoda that_feels_good..Especially_if_we_r_not_a_piece-of-clothe_in_those_lives_anymore_and_they_realize_it.

[@AwakenedAspects]

This comment is so much more relevant during this time than any.

[@Bubblegum4289]

I can't even remember the last time I've commented on a video but I felt like I needed to tell you how grateful I am for you, Teal. Thank you for all your help

[@wilko527]

I always felt alone until I had children, i used to think my reality was the only reality and everything else was imagined. Not anymore.

[@survivalfarmcoach8727]

wilko congrats

[@brandnewyorker]

Be careful. It is just a temporary solution. I mean it in the best way Another experience. Another “game”

[@sedv999]

Your words describe my own life better than I ever could understand before. Thank You.

[@ourevilone]

this happened to me. im still living the parallel reality 30 years old now.

[@Irishstile]

"People never seem to understand what you're going through, until they are forced, to live through it themselves!" - Irishstile Perryman

[@yasaralzubaidi5989]

Just another awesome video Teal! Thanks from the bottom of my heart!

[@AbdullahAz383]

I used to think i have issues for being a loner I feel sad when i get around people , but now I understand how lucky I’m, when you can enjoy your time alone all the people around you will keep knocking your door for attention where you don’t need any of it , it’s a strong position in life to be a loner imo.

[@gingermarshy007]

When u feel positive yes. When depression hits no. Not at all

[@capgains]

Brave Heart how’s your money situation? Reason I ask is that, have you figured out how to make a comfortable living spending long periods of time alone

[@AbdullahAz383]

capgains I’m a final year engineering student i have a part time job which doesn’t require me to form any relationships with people ..at least for now , I’m fine with the idea of going out and working, this has never been an issue for me as long as I don’t need anyone help and I’m satisfied with what i have . unless you want to start a business&be rich you don’t actually need people or relationships , my plans for the future is to work online from home with an acceptable income as for me money is not a priority, I’m not looking for a fancy car or big house i just want a peaceful life .

[@AbdullahAz383]

bahalkali shimochi what’s your point? I have no issue in forming relationships btw I’ve been with a great girl for 9 years and we will get married soon i got great people around me , i just hate being around them i hate talking/spending time with people in general and they understand that with no problem , my gf is totally fine with me spending most of my time alone and for over 16 years I’ve never picked up the phone to call any of my childhood best friends they are always the ones who call me . While sometimes i ignore them they still reach out to me no matter what . as i said before it’s just a strong position in life to be a loner if you enjoy being alone it’s a win win .

[@gingermarshy007]

Brave Heart respect. Whatever works for u n keeps u happy. Wish my girlfriend of 4 years was so understanding haha ☺

[@Piecesoftheshadow]

I agree with ALL of this. Except some people with depression go out of their way to pretend to be okay, that when they do commit suicide, sometimes you really didn't see it coming. Sometimes you try to always be there for them and be open and connect and they simply wont let anyone in. I have been that person who wouldn't let anyone in even though I wanted to, and I've also been on the recieving end of someone deeply depressed closing everyone out even when I have sat with them, heart completely open. It can all be very complicated :/ but of course, I agree that being alone in that reality is the worst, and I believe in these cases where it's more difficult to tell, patience and persistence in being compassionate and open can make all the difference. Never giving up or checking on them, no matter how long it takes.

[@queengoblin]

I've been that depressed person who wanted to kill myself and pretended to be okay. It was because I literally had never experienced connection and did not think it was possible. For that person, what you have to do is let them know that it is understandable that they want to die. If you don't know they want to die it's because they don't feel connected to you, so her point still stands in the case you mentioned. The only thing that saved me was Teal's video on suicide. That was the first time I felt heard. The second I heard her, I knew I wasn't alone and that if there was one person who understood me, there were others. It's not your fault if a suicidal person doesn't feel connected to you. Sometimes it's theirs. We aren't taught to recognize emotional pain in others, we aren't taught to really get to know others well enough to connect on that level.

[@Ivana7002]

I remember good times when we were used to hang around together.Every day was so happy for me.I thin what God meant for me in this life is to be very connected with people and it was really that way until I lost my track.I disconnected from my inner being the more I placed trust in other people's opinions.Angels were giving me right nudges but for some reason I cherished opinions of well-meaning people.Now I'm praying to have more trust in my own ability to make decisons for myself.

[@ninaross1961]

Thank you for sharing. I feel that this video clearly explained to me the root of my pain. I could not understand why I felt so disconnected from people. I always felt that everyone was living in a reality that I had no access too, especially when i'm with my family. It made me feel crazy and delusional. People look at me and the situations of my life and expect that I should be happy, confident, and proud of myself. But I feel depressed most of the time, apathetic at best. I can't even fully enjoy good feelings because I distrust them. I really thought that I needed to spend more time alone to figure out my problems by myself but I cant get out of the loop of depression. I hope I can meet more people in the future who can understand my reality, so I wont feel so alone. Thank you again. What an insight.

[@sunlight8299]

Sydnae Sea Ditto. Have found someone/people? So now I'm also thinking my job/work is to find people to help who are open to understanding my reality and to let others know I want to understand theirs. There's a lot of work to be done but I think it's going to be amazing...a lovely lovely job. I think the first thing is to find a person who wants to know my reality so that you can recharge between connecting with others.

[@ninaross1961]

Sun Light I haven't found anyone yet to connect with on this level. I am open to it. You can email me at [e-mail] if you want to share realities

[@meecool4005]

Teal, once again you are absolutly right. I'm a transgender woman born in France in 1972, and what you describe here is what I've experienced during my childhood. I always knew I was "different" but couldn't express it because nobody thought to ask me : "are you a girl?" (do you grasp the idea?) I had to create my male character not to be always attack for taking feminine posture, expressing feminine ideas and feelings... I had to learn to control my emotional sphere/body to protect it... until last year! And this is it: no real intimacy (correct spelling?) with nobody. It's only when I watched testimonies on youtube from other transgender women that I felt this intimacy, this feeling of being understood. So thank tou, Teal, for your video that confirm this thru your concept of "parallel reality": it speaks to me. Love from France. Annaëlle

[@Guykleyn]

Thank you, for this! I don’t feel like a monster anymore 👹 I lost my dad recently and my friends/colleagues (one who has psychology bachelors degree) were very sympathetic for a few weeks, but after about 7weeks they started treating me as if I’m the one who is lost, the bad one, and that my actions and emotions are wrong towards them. I lost my brother at a young age so I thought I’d be stronger, but the loss of my dad has affected me differently, along with dealing with addiction, depression, demanding work as my dad happened to passed during our busy season- and it’s all progressed into one hot mess. My bereavement has be put on hold, as I’m the strong one at home and at work. I just need to feel my feels

[@jennakfae]

❤

[@JohnDoe-ne5ju]

Intimact, confiding in someone, that's all well and good until an argument or break up happens and now your most intimate vulnerable secret are used againt you.

[@char94]

I get this.

[@melissakemp2741]

Teal, this is powerful!

[@alcremie8772]

I cried so much. Some intense shadow work ahead of me. Thank you so much. I cannot even explain how grateful I am to you right now.

[@ageorge8127]

mahima rajiv good luck on your journey

[@karenrhodes5079]

This was my life, until 2 months ago. I was depressed, everything was pointless, and I could see a world that no one else could see. Fact is, that world is actually there, it's just that most people choose not to see it (the general concept, not hallucinations). But this is only the negative half of the truth. This truth can have a happy ending, but more often than not, it requires guidance. That reality you see, the fakeness you experience, is a reflection of you in that moment. You can't change that reality, by changing everyone around you. You change it, by going within, and finding your true self. Say you encounter a lot of angry or aggravating people in your day. So you become irritable over that day, and go home feeling annoyed. You encountered those people, because you yourself, were angry; they were a reflection of you. Everything in this way, is a reflection of you, the depression, the loneliness, the hate, the fear. This may not be true for serious mental disorders, but for the general concept of what's being discussed, it is true. Getting out of this rut, and finding happiness again, is easy to do; but takes time. You don't need money, you don't need to go outside (but being outside helps), and you can do it in total isolation if that's all you have (It's actually easier to do in isolation). You can't learn to ride a bike in a few seconds, it takes weeks, months, years; it requires you to invest the time to learn. The more time you invest, the faster you will learn. Since you're already here, look up videos on spiritual awakening, law of attraction etc. Their techniques and teachings will help you escape the painful reality you're in, and achieve happiness. I had depression, attempted suicide, gave up on life. The doctor tried every anti-depressant they had, and sure, some worked for a month. But sooner or later, the highest dose wasn't enough, and it was on to the next one. One day, I stumbled on Delores Cannon here on YT. I watched some of her videos, then clicked on law of attraction videos. I figured, "what the hell, I can't work, I'm just sitting here rotting away, I'll try it". Fast forward to now, I'm completely off medication, let go of my past hurts, and feeling like I'm ready to do back out to work. I'm not cured yet, but I'm on the road to recovery, I get better with each passing day. All because I learnt to change my reality, by discovering my true self. It's got nothing to do with religion, I'm not, nor will I ever be "religious". I just did what they said to do, and took back control of my reality. I don't serve reality, reality serves me. I don't need a "God", I'm the god of all I perceive. The only person I take affirmations from, is myself. No one can upset me or hurt me. My reality is beautiful everyday, and I'm here to share that reality with all of you. That's a far cry from the Karen that wasn't enough, that was lonely, that didn't see a point in living. If you know someone who suffers in ways that Teal Swan outlines, please give them this message, so they can discover the way back to happiness, like I have. If by sharing this, I've managed to help one person, then it was worth the time it took to write. But I hope that this can help so many more than just one. Remember though, don't force it. You can't force people to take the path out of hell, they have to choose it for themselves, or it won't work. All you can do, is show them the path, and be there to help them on those first few steps. If you try to force it on them, they'll just reject your help, and go deeper in to that hell. Illuminate the path for them, let them know it's an option, and one day, when they are ready, they'll choose to walk it.

[@priyasebastian9491]

The way you have verbalized this is so extraordinarily to the point. It is such a complex subject and so difficult to express. Your KZbin videos have saved me over and over again.

[@Gratitudejoy21]

THANK YOU SO, DEAR DEAR TEAL!!!!!!! I've CRIED and CRIED with this video!!!!! You're ABSOLUTELY SPOT ON!!!!!!!! THIS IS WHAT THIS WORLD TRUELY NEEDS!!!!!! LET'S ALL MAKE IT HAPPEN!!!!!!!!!!! THANK YOU for the WAKE UP CALL again!!!!!! MANY BLESSINGS!!!!! Eva

[@janefromcanada6943]

I agree completely with your assessment that suffering alone is much worse than starving people and victims of hurricanes. I have believed that for years and you are the only person i have ever heard agree with me. Thank you for the validation.

[@corsicanlulu]

of course its worse because their pain is so visible and they get help and sympathy, but if ur suffering alone...nobody knows or cares

[@wouterdesmedt1736]

Teal Swan, sharpening her machete of light and love, hacking and slaying more fiercely in every video lately. More! Harder! Harsher! The world needs you in full warrior mode!

[@anasoulstar6563]

This what Im going through😳 Thank you so much Teal for shedding light on this subject.🙏🏼❤️

[@georgiamathews1711]

I cannot go to a therapist here because they literally have to gaslight all their consumers in order to survive their occupation. That kind of blatant and obvious disconnection from my own reality makes it worse. Great video and thanks for explaining the root of all mental illnesses!

[@mylifejen6372]

Georgia Mathews not all therapists do that. My therapist listens to me, and never tries to tell me that my feelings/thoughts/perceptions aren’t valid. There are good ones out there.

[@bleumoccasin316]

Please let me know where you are. Maybe I can help you find a good one for you.

[@waregerneinvestiert9474]

Same here...

[@magdalenef2360]

For whatever reason I found these videos too late,I am unable to help my son and it has broken my heart.You are authentic and wise.Bless you

[@jamieazalea685]

I've lived the parallel reality too often and I feel like I need to find my like-minded community before I explode.

[@aitnyre2]

A J I feel the same. Please contact me

[@moon999i]

SAME!

[@Paula-ho9id]

Me too

[@applejaxx8310]

Hi guys

[@bleumoccasin316]

Me too

[@jaiganesh6071]

suffering alone and suffering with many people there comes a huge difference in reality, there is strong truth shining in her eyes , I can see

[@unconditionnallove9448]

WAOOOH THIS WAS HARDCORE, my twin died a year ago, suddenly, at 33 years old, overdose of methadone, and YES FOR ME TIME STOPPED TOTALLY

[@keldraalpine7091]

Love to you about this--my husband ODed right after I left him. He was a doll. And I have not had a real relationship in the 20 years that flew and crawled since.

[@sunlight8299]

I'm sorry that people around you don't understand your loss. Has anyone tried to understand?

[@unconditionnallove9448]

not even tried....only my little dog....

[@tishkerrville8942]

unconditionnallove my identical twin shot herself in 2013 ...but we were not close due to a horrifying childhood

[@unconditionnallove9448]

Waoooh, I can feel your message so profoundly.... almost as it was my own pain....thanks for your kind words, I feel less lonely in this...much love to you from my heart...

[@NaikoArt]

holy smokes she speaks so clear and concise is almost scary how good she is at this.

[@realisticthinking3490]

mind-blowing... I can't believe that I had lived most of my life in another reality unknowingly. I knew that there was something wrong and rotten in the world I just couldn't grasp my fingers on it. Around 3 months ago I figured out pretty much everything when I started to use cannabis It freed my mind to see what was wrong within myself and the world altogether. Now, I'm happy and grateful I don't even need weed anymore. There's a lot of knowledge inside each one of us waiting for being called forth.

[@tobikay3553]

Very nice to hear I feel happy for you 😊❤

[@Restoredtofull]

She was so pissed at oblivious people in this video, I live for this

[@AragonaAlessandro]

Ahhahaha I was thinking the same!!! She is Fierce

[@blair2993]

I live in this alternate reality because of my childhood. I don't know how to break out of it, because the things that should feel good don't.

[@MuseSunflower]

Wow Teal, great video! I know first-hand how frustrating it can be when people don't see you or take you seriously But I will also try to be more aware of others and be considerate of their realities too My question is, how can we be compassionate and understanding to others without bringing ourselves down? I'll be honest, some low vibrational people can end up making you depressed/drained too!

[@yusrabelharti3889]

Good question

[@MuseSunflower]

Honey Blossoms Yeah that's true. Have compassion and understanding but sometimes from a distance

[@garnetsword]

So.... here is an interesting thing... if we want to relate to someone 's joy and happiness what do we do? Bring ourselves up, right? Otherwise you'd probably feel jealous or envy. So what's the problem with the low vibe? You don't get it, you don't feel it, you don't see it unless you put yourself into the other person's shoes.

[@jconnor1337]

No one has that power unless you allow it. What I read from your comment is that your position in yourself maybe a bit frail, but that's okay. All it means is that you have some work to do on you. Believe in yourself. You are wonderful and no one can take that away. Don't question your position if you believe it's just. If your heart is filled with love and that is were you are speaking from, you have nothing to be disheartened from.

[@wioletakoziol2252]

This is your best video yet. Honest, passionate, and completely real. Thank you. 🙏 So powerful and much needed. You're amazing. 🙏

[@joanninac.7842]

I needed this... right now in my conscious reality.... I mean this hit home with what I am right now dealing with in my conscious reality... thank you Teal!!

[@kimelliot5283]

This is bang-on, I've always felt like "my wiring is off," that is what I told my Shaman therapist!

[@Kat-wr8dm]

Why doesn't everybody know this?

[@yogameditationinsight]

A couple years ago I watched Teal's videos every week, faithfully. But then I got interested in a few other teachers and my viewership declined. Lately when I watch a video she puts out every few weeks or so I find myself thinking, 'This is the best teaching Teal has ever delivered!' I find myself thinking that today and desiring to go back through all her videos to rewatch & learn. Thank you, Teal _()_

[@jessicatseng6734]

Thank you so incredibly much for this video. I don't think anyone has ever been able to explain the sensation behind suffering alone as clearly and as well as you did. Thanks for always putting words to my feelings. ❤️

[@meecool4005]

Teal... did you notice how lies are creating these parallel realities too? I now understand how managers lying to the others employees, ignoring their pains and fatigues, can't lead them to comitt suicide. That's so clear, now. Thank you, Teal. Annaëlle

[@slayqueen7741]

She is heaven sent thank you , it literally makes so much sense .

[@moulee7448]

True

[@ranirathi3379]

for many people, this is lifelong. before one comes to awareness and bringing consciousness, and during, they're still alone. dark night of the soul is so painful because we KNOW no one will be able to just see and accept where we are and that our realities, which were already so out of alignment, becomes even more distant, we feel more disconnected than we have EVER FELT. disconnected from who we were too and not knowing really who we are anymore.

[@AragonaAlessandro]

I so understand it, I truly don't know who I am anymore....been "alone" for too long! Wish I'd have access to this information 20 years ago at least

[@Freedom_and_Acceptance]

Man, this story tells me about my childhood. I was so extremely sensitive that I felt dizzy and tired after only an hour of playing with my friends. I came home crying every day when I first went to school at age 4, and my mother (what she told me when I was older) just felt bad for me but didn't take any action. When I was about 7 years old I faked being almost blind to get my parents attention, but my mother ignored it and didn't even tell my father. After this there was no hope for me, and indeed I partied andere did all the drugs from age 15 to 24. I had NO sense of who I was. Now at 28 I am a mother of a beautiful daughter, I am free of all my pain and in a few years I will be supporting others in finding or uncovering their true selves. I do believe that everything has purpose, right now I don't believe anything went 'wrong' in my life. Every step was necessary tot get me where I am today, very proud to have left it all behind.

[@DC502_]

May you continue to flourish and enjoy making these wonderful videos Teal. You are much appreciated.

[@krissykatportal]

This was amazing. I love how you say the things I've always felt but could never put into words. Your videos touch my heart. And I wish I could meet u as a little girl; I'd rescue u from that abuse and give u all the love u deserved❤

[@Anonymous-gq7kj]

Listening to you makes me feel that the Mental Health Profession is still light years behind in treating the mentally ill.

[@RY-cg9pp]

Teal, thank you and love you dearly! your words speak directly to my soul

[@raynestorm555]

I hope this comment can reach you one day but I wish everyone in the world could watch all your videos. Or even just this one. I believe this one video if everyone had an open mind and could accept this our entire world would dramatically become peaceful, and full of kindness and less pain. Thank you so much for making this content free. Thank you for having so much compassion for people. keep doing what you’re doing I hope that as time progresses more and more people will have more compassion and love for each other as well as within ourselves. 🙏🏼💙🧿

[@bigsci8336]

This was an amazing video thank you teal swan 💜

[@lilravergrl420]

Wow that was a powerful video which resonances with me so much. My twin flame has PTSD & I intuitively found that if I focus on my light I can be in a place mentally to deal with whatever darkness has come over him. I know past the ugly words is an inner child desperately wanting to be comforted. I will touch his arm, shoulder, or hug him. The physical touch alone changes the vibe. From there I listen to whatever needs to come out of his being & let him know I will always be there no matter what. I love him no matter what state of being he is in & that is unconditional love.

[@angelab3818]

Omg that was so.on point .i was raped at 11 and my.mom and family was like exactly what you describes its like they didn't care because of the believe family is family no matter what. Felt so alone all my life been working on myself most of it.

[@alexnettles5630]

I think getting rid of the ego is the "end all" solution. I am darn close to my ego being completely dissolved through several techniques. I can tell you, shame, guilt, anger and any other negative emotions are falling right along with my ego. It is true freedom. I am not completely there yet but I am most definitely seeing where this endeavor is heading. Thank you:).

[@lisac6139]

This reminds me of the Netflix Black Mirror series where the ultimate hell is suffering alone in a parallel reality. Think Charlie Brooker is certainly an expert on telling stories about primal fear.

[@battyrats]

I theorized last year that external denial was a direct link to mental illness. Thank you for this video!

[@BarbaraMerryGeng]

I have found, often when I am up, people will try to bring me down, and when I’m down, people will try to bring me up 😆😂😆 So when I’m feeling feisty, I end up in a power struggle ! It’s exhausting! I decided to just feel what I feel & keep it to myself. This way I don’t have to engage in power struggles about who’s right, who’s wrong 🤩

[@laurablood434]

How unbelievable and confusing right? Right.

[@hofhofandaway]

This is so accurate.

[@skyblue-lb9kr]

the most brilliant and succinct explanation of mental illness ever articulated!

[@fcmiller3]

The movie; Split powerful movie AND the worst suffering is being betrayed and deceived by someone you trusted.

[@jrosejustice]

My god, what a breath of fresh air.....

[@JM-vs9wf]

Hi teal, I love you so much but you are so intimidating haha! You are such a blessing in my life and I appreciate you so much. Thanks for your videos I tune in every week. I’d love to see more videos on feeling suicidal and on depression etc as I struggle with those topics. I find myself rewatching a lot of videos incase I missed anything or to just have it fresh in my mind. I watch your anger video a lot. It would be so amazing if you traveled to Australia! Honestly I’m scared to lose you if that makes sense. I’m scared that you’ll stop making KZbin videos and I’ll have no one. I think I have abandonment issues. I feel like I’ve woken up a lot more since I’ve discovered you. My family can’t understand though. It’s frustrating to see them not care about life. I’d also love to hear more about your son... of course his privacy is very important. I am just so interested in what it would be like to have you as a mom. You must be the best mom because you have more of an advantage when it comes to understanding needs. That’s amazing. Anyway I just love you and thank you.

[@HugBunnies]

Jessica Whoa, it almost feels like you're echoing my thoughts exactly. And that's awesome. If you want more content on Teal or her son, I'd suggest heading over to her website tealswan.com. I have a premium account there, which allows me access to more content. Feel free to join. There is also a LOT of free content if you can't. :) Best wishes!

[@johannaericaandren5092]

[@DesHinkle1]

Hi Jessica. I come from a background of abandonment and will share that you are NOT alone! Yes Teal is a great living example for us all, but sometimes its not realistic to be dependant on others in the long run. Just keep in mind that there exists like-minded people as yourself that are all over. Much love and integration!

[@stinelagerholm6438]

Where in Australia are you? I listen to Teal a lot too and would love to meet and talk and I am in Sydney.. We could do Shadow work together and find some of the core beliefs that hurt so much..

[@JM-vs9wf]

Stines Universe hey I’m from Melbourne! A little farther away Haha but it’s so nice to meet a member of the Australian teal tribe!!

[@aquagal8645]

Dear Teal, I really appreciate you for the life changing teachings. IN October 2015 I watched one of your videos, and it changed my Life completely. I am healed. IT ended my suffering! I was battling with something. It's very hard for me to explain it! You are an angel! You have a big place in my heart. May God bless you!

[@Gothicgirlfriend33]

I’ve been alone for so long, that it makes me extremely uncomfortable when people understand me or see me in my situations

[@maryalicesmith2626]

Janessa Diaz So True. I feel like saying, “Don’t Look at Me!” And because it so rarely happens, it’s a bit of a shock. But in another parallel Universe, I’ve known people I’m close to, would make me feel like a substance on a microscope slide. Trying so hard to figure me out. Telling me what I am, and what I do. I don’t need that. I don’t want it.

[@dwiputri1938]

I swear the older teal’s content is the heavier it gets like how can she explained something so complex and heavy long time ago when there’s not a lot of people understand it. She couldn’t stop fascinates me with her knowledge and ability to reach to one’s soul

[@infinitygemstones2848]

Excellent points made in this video Teal. I have always felt that the expression that so many say "actions speak louder than words" to be simplistically flawed. Cause what if others "parallel perceptional reality" doesn't allow them to even SEE your actions....

[@harbingersev-oh-wohne]

Around 17:30 when she said someone must be willing to share the reality I started crying cuz I recalled when only 3 months ago, a friend of mine had an adverse reaction to something was painful but *normal* for me, and suddenly by his compassion he validated my experience and I didn't feel so alone

[@michellemellard3432]

Teal visited me in dreamscape the other night. Before going to sleep I had a training session meditating on her frequency paintings and teaching myself how to perceive the light patterns and see the energy beyond the 2d shapes and colors. I was in a deeply meditative state just feeling those vibrations permeate my being, feeling myself entrain and thus making it easier to see the energy. I had an insane experience with the Arcturian Ascension Grid, which she does specify is very vibrationally powerful. I was viewing this beautiful stunning pattern of light, far more complex and powerful than the solely 3d perception. my higher self seeing through my body; merely a vessel and a tool. I felt such a rapid flourishing of high frequency, up and up and up and whirling and oscillating within seconds. it was blissful. anyways, in the dream scene we were behind my parents' house (where I recently was) and I shared my experience with her, describing my marvel at the pattern of light, smiling. we were walking together as we spoke. I said the pattern of light was "like a stained glass window" and she agreed and understood, smiling back, beaming like me, sharing in my wonder despite having created the art. I feel the wonder was directed towards the Arcturians and their role in the painting's creation. there was such a sisterly and balanced and supportive energy between us. true mirroring. mutual nourishment and safety. she was in a bit of a lower vibrational state at first, kind of an unfocused mild dejection. I noticed. this quickly changed as we talked, she reflected my joy and enthusiasm in sharing what I had experienced, and fully received me. we curved around to the front of the house and began walking on the road in the opposite direction , looking west. she communicated that she felt much better now, and then embraced me with her entire being as we walked. like, her arms were around me but it was literally as if I was cocooned in a massive orb of Teal's love. it was intended for me, she was offering it and giving it fully and intentionally. a gift. I remember feeling...as if that feeling of love and that level of utter safety was just unprecedented in this entire lifetime for me. like she was giving me a taste of something I'd never quite felt in its pure and true form. it was just exhilarating. there was also the understanding (emotionally, I was not 'thinking' any of this - just transposing the energy here) that it was perfectly okay to just allow myself to receive and bask in this love, she was giving it all to me and all I needed to do was accept it, no pressure to reciprocate or show gratitude, etc. the mutual experience was enough. she was offering all her love, and I all my surrender to it. it was just so lovely. thank you Teal 💜

[@huggiesunrise]

You mean.. Don't repress get real and don't judge. Got it.

[@charlotahatschbachova8780]

wow! I grew up in alcoholic household and this is exactly what I discover within myself during the last months, and now I hear it from someone else so precisely described and put into words.. thank you Teal!❤️🙏

[@user-xj1fn2se9e]

People are freakin weird ! LoL . . . I've always thought that since I was a little kid. Everybody is trying to grow up when growing up is so freakin stressful. And then when they grow up, they act like immature fools. Since 2009, I've started noticing how weird this world actually is, and more so the past 2 years. Going through this Awakening process in isolation and basically no intimacy, physically or emotionally is tough ! But hey, if "I" can do it, anybody with half a brain and half a heart could do it ! You are an Amazing Human and Woman ! I Honor and Respect you Teal and your Soul ! Hope to meet you one day ! Positive Energy of Love and Healing to you !

[@mmoviefan7]

roger that

[@presentfuture7563]

I've long suspected that the labels of so-called mental illness and mental health have it, in many cases, exactly backwards. Those of us who can't just fit in are the proverbial canaries in a coal mine. "It is no measure of health to be well adjusted to a profundly sick society." - Krishnamurti

[@ximenaiis7488]

I cried because i finally felt understood by somebody and not false ❤

[@valeriekay8015]

Yes! Intimacy is key

[@sasufreqchann]

Valerie Kay does this intimacy include the grammar too ? ;)

[@deannaweir-smyth3114]

@@sasufreqchann Are you talking about English Grammar?

[@321croatian123]

Teal You Said in that situation you feel hopeless. You are the one who recognizes the truth and be brave to step closer with your parallel reality and make a change

[@carleyanneart8068]

I love you Teal

[@ericak456]

The class I was with and the teacher wouldn't make room during lunch at a field trip to an art museum in grade 7 and I remember walking away feeling like a ghost. Forever thankful for the 2 older women who let me join their table. I won't ever forget that day and the bus ride back to school. Happened younger than that with my family too. My emotions did not exist outside of silly childhood antics. I still exist in the other world sometimes at 23.

[@magicmonster615]

Maybe that is why I feel so lonely, in a room FULL of people. Even with friends I've known sense 11. Lol I've been lonely for a good long time.

[@moulee7448]

Same...

[@andrewsnowmon2586]

Every Blues musician and singer needs to not just listen to this episode but study it. Till has given the secret to successful blues music. 🤔😎

[@radhikaprasad8012]

This is brilliant analysis!

[@highersoulhealing]

This has got to be one of the most truthful and profound videos I have seen. Teal, thank you for being so very real and sharing the realities that most don't want to look at. You just explained in one video, what I have known inside for so long, that I have tried to share with others but they don't listen.. Thank you for putting it into words, and describing the hell of being invisible in one's suffering.. This very subject is the heart of what I feel my mission is...to help others. To SEE them, to accept them, and to assist in whatever way they I can... Namaste

[@SadieP]

Congrats on 400K!!

[@SadieP]

I loved this one :)

[@dianedonofrio8724]

HOLY SHIT. The most amazing video I have ever seen....on human suffering and the absolute truth about it.....I am blown away by this video, and by Teal's absolutely amazing understanding, deeper understanding of this issue....My heart feels every word, every word she is saying....right to the core....as if this is what my heart has needed to hear, my entire life...This is the very reason I believe that in Teal's other video, 'Healing the Emotional Body'...she tells you to say to that hurt part of yourself, 'I am completely here with you now'...and because the reality is real, that when you were experiencing that trauma...no one really was....

[@cursedmale7490]

I haven't spoken to my sister in almost 2 years. She went from telling me I should feel and started telling me how i do feel. I lost it completely. I was heartbroken over someone who in contrast would give one of two rubber stamp lines. "Its OK." And its "not bad". One saying my thoughts and feelings were OK. The other denying I even have any. So yes, it broke me. I a was sad for loosing the one and attacked by the other for being sad about it.

[@TempleofInnocence-AlohaKeAkua]

oh dear teal, how can you become even more brilliant? ...the timing and message comes uncannily auspicious to me...unravelling more traps of the conditioning of the spiritual egoic mind. this one goes so deep and is so undeniable, it's a bit scary...'what now?', like when the orthopedist is just about to rectify your broken leg before casting...bless you teal