THE TIME I THOUGHT I WAS AN ANGEL (Schizophrenia)

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[@CreseyGratteau]

Synchronicity is a very cool thing…right before you said puzzle piece’s, I was thinking the exact same thing right before you said it, only because that is the way I described my “episode” as we call it. Everything is like puzzle pieces, the thoughts and feelings and connections that were happening and still do to this day. Just not as intense as it was that week. I don’t think what your saying is crazy at all, and I feel for you when it comes to the medicine. I don’t understand it completely, as I don’t take anything. I easily could have been put on something or encouraged to do so if I had been hospitalized during my episode. Or if it was reoccurring, I don’t know. It lasted about a week. I was heightened for much longer after. Long story short, saw 22 for a year leading to my episode, woke up on December 22 2018 and for a good week, it was the most intense experience of my entire life. Felt like death in the most beautiful way. It was as if my whole life led up to this moment and my soul met my body. I believed the Christ was born in me in that week and of course hallucinating a baby in my belly on Christmas of all days. I was aware this was all happening. I knew it was a miracle of some kind. I wept for days, by day 4 my tears were dry but I continued to weep. A cleansing of my whole being it seemed. So many things, too much to write. 100’s of puzzle pieces:) I have yet to put my story out there in a video, but maybe one day! Check out John St. Julien, he speaks about the blue light things your talking about. Would love to hear your thoughts if you check his channel out. Sending Love and Light, I see you and appreciate you Brother💚

[@gabrielthewarriorschizophr8646]

I was crying as well for days and days and it's exactly how you described. Thank you for checking out my channel!

[@CreseyGratteau]

@@gabrielthewarriorschizophr8646 There is definitely a reason for the things taking place. Spiritual battles in high places💚

[@SamGram-ej9if]

The spirtual world is very real man, schizophrenics are like the broken shamans of the world. I hope you find peace and love in your life man ✌️ ☮️

[@Someone_wrf]

You're an angel to someone out there, you know.

[@weepingwillow300]

Im far too scared to go to the doctor's incase they put me away. Ive already been diagnosed with borderline personality disorder and cptsd. Im very psychic and feel everyone's emotions.

[@Izlude7189]

It's all a game and it all makes sense when in psychosis. Just having a blast, running with it, like a child playing with their toys, lost in their own world.

[@Maryann1gallegos]

This person changed my life. I never felt that way. Before! His my angel Change the way I think. You never be the same. God bless you! Showing kindness to other people.

[@Miriam-ui5pw]

Thanks for sharing. I know firsthand how psychosis can be so scary.

[@JaisyStreetSoapery]

I know that was hard to share. Proud of you ❤

[@ShawnRKA]

Demons bro, demons. Call on jesus, get saved and delivered.

[@Sagacifer]

i dont think anyone is broken, its just labels from society because they dont know how to deal with things. if you're not out there murdering people or some shit then how can you label all these things bad? i remember hearing that when we used to be in tribes, the people who are now labeled as having mental illnesses were the same ones who would become the shamans, when a child had psychosis they would tell the child that they have a gift, and the shaman would teach the child how to deal with the "illness" and use it. so if i had some sort of psychosis i would definitely try to understand it and make friends with it

[@j.richardson-u9u]

How do you know that you aren't an angel? Is it because OTHER people told you that you were nothing special? What does God think of you? Find that out! Stop listening to people who have NO spiritual life !!!!

[@yungdemonslayer888]

exactly bro wtf

[@GabrieleRanonyte]

But why is it called psychosis if it all made sense?

[@meimeow2300]

I think because of the physical symptoms, like he could barely walk without his heart racing. To me he is just describing a typical spiritual expirience and I believe what he is describing is actually true, at least in part

[@thenightrider-x]

my brother is schizo. he hears a voice and talks to it. he sometimes says he's a prophet. i'm trying to learn about it. what helped you to break out of your delusion or did it end on it's own?

[@karlb.Am.I]

Speaking me ❤

[@lxxyy]

‭‭James‬ ‭2:19‬ ‭KJV‬‬ [19] Thou believest that there is one God; thou doest well: the devils also believe, and tremble. ‭‭John‬ ‭14:27‬ ‭KJV‬‬ [27] Peace I leave with you, my peace I give unto you: not as the world giveth, give I unto you. Let not your heart be troubled, neither let it be afraid. ‭‭Luke‬ ‭10:17‬ ‭KJV‬‬ [17] And the seventy returned again with joy, saying, Lord, even the devils are subject unto us through thy name.