thank you, you wont be aware but i've kind of had you ''by my side'' in my mental health journey, you've helped me and it makes my sad that you don't really have any idea how many people you help. xx
@EmilySimsySims7 жыл бұрын
gothic skunk same here!
@marieroseeee7 жыл бұрын
+gothic skunk oh my gosh thankyou so much for this comment! Made me emosh haha thankyou! 😭💞
@ninaaishling78737 жыл бұрын
awww!! Thanks i'm really pleased that you read the comment and it got like my point across i suppose xx
@debbiewoodruff63003 жыл бұрын
When do you start feeling again
@jantaljaard8353 жыл бұрын
When I was depressed I made the terrible mistake of denying it.
@sarahfuller85422 жыл бұрын
Wow. It's literally like you're in my head...."the world would keep turning even without me".......hit the nail on the head there.
@nathalielestrange5007 ай бұрын
And it’s so sad that she had these thoughts in her head even 6 years later so she became another statistic 😢
@alannahfitzpatrick33356 жыл бұрын
I went to the doctor in the very early stages of my sort of bad thoughts and he didn’t take me seriously at all and it continued to get much worse and then I went again a year and a half later and told him I was suicidal and “want to be dead” and he told me I was just a normal teenager and I just needed to find stuff I like and do stuff that makes me happy and now I’m at the lowest point I’ve ever been and i have absolutely no vision of a future but your videos are really helping me in feeling less alone so thank you xx
@marieroseeee6 жыл бұрын
Oh alannah I’m so sorry that you were told this. It’s horrendous that they treated you that way and I’m so sorry about that, it must be awful ☹️ xxxx
@yasai23765 жыл бұрын
same I told my family because I was scared and confused but they just told me think positive its gonna be over and my therapist didn't take me serious because I didn't look that bad and when I told them im cutting again they were like we will book an appointment in a month, now I keep my mouth shut and only trust one person lol
@jcbartoni94983 жыл бұрын
The last time I saw this I was heading to the bridge.Its videos like yours that keep people like us going even when we dont always know how to
@leahelvin93257 жыл бұрын
You are such an inspiration Marie more then you are probably aware💗! Thankyou for everything you share , it helps so many including me love you lots 💘xxxx
@marieroseeee7 жыл бұрын
+Leah Elvin love you Leah 💞💞 miss you xxxxxx
@TheBirdLovingMan2 жыл бұрын
I've been alienated from my children for 10 years now, we were very close once... The most important thing in life is to enjoy the moment and have peace of mind... I used to enjoy every moment when I was with Son and Daughter..., It's impossible to enjoy the moment when you don't know if your own children are dead or alive, or where they are..., I've been through severe mental torture since being 3 years old because my Mother was raped... Was locked up in dark cupboard for the first 2 years at school.. I've also had many other things happen to my life now..., I've learned what don't kill you will only make you stronger, have a lovely day, just try to enjoy the moment, you won't enjoy it if your not happy with something or you worry or fear...
@curtisbemis6640 Жыл бұрын
Men don't talk about feelings or issues , we are expected to be strong. And it's not that way we are just like everyone else. We hurt internally . Society is horrible and I've hated people for so long
@gabriellamanley97793 ай бұрын
Hey I know you commented this over a year ago, but I really like what you have to say. You are completely correct and thank you for commenting this. Women truly do lean on each others much more than men do and I wish that men had more support. Like even just a simple compliment, women compliment each other all the time but for the guys it’s much less common. It’s a lot more common for men to commit suicide. I’m a 22 year old woman and for the longest time I was so focused on what I have to go through as a woman(such as periods, higher likelihood of assault, sexual harassment) that I forgot that men struggle do. Men often struggle in silence and their feelings matter just as much as women. I’m genuinely so sorry that you’ve had this experience, along with so many other men. Also, I don’t know if you still watch Marie these days but she did end up committing suicide last year. Just wanted to let you know.
@rainbowgirl4016 жыл бұрын
The River Flows In You is literally the song I’d always listen too when I was really struggling with mental illness too that’s crazzyyy
@hayleymckim97785 жыл бұрын
Marie, I love all your videos and I can relate to this one. As a person who struggles with depression, I have suicide thoughts almost every week. I love how your so honest. I almost cried when I watched this because it is so true. Lots of people (including myself) feel like they don't matter. You are my favorite youtuber because you tell things how they are. Just wanna say that I love you so much ❤❤
@20Unbelievable066 жыл бұрын
I found you (one of your other videos was in my recommendations, and I kept watching from that one) at (one of) the exact right time(s)! THANK YOU for speaking about mental health! and THANK YOU, from the absolute bottom of my heart, for keeping this video up so I could find it!
@hayleymarie80044 жыл бұрын
Just watching this again... whilst I'm not feeling my best. BPD is just so difficult to manage!!! 😣 Marie, you're absolutely incredible. Love you!! 💖 xxxxx
@1992disneyprincess7 жыл бұрын
Amazing...just amazing,so honest and real and raw ❤
@marieroseeee7 жыл бұрын
+emsrecovery92 thankyou so much em!! Xxxx
@tessecue6 жыл бұрын
I related to this video SO MUCH! When you say that you WANTED to feel sad and that it's safe, that is EXACTLY how I feel but I thought I was crazy and I was the only one who ever though that. I love that you speak from the heart as well as your head, because it inspires me to get up and do something about my mental health because as much as I avoid trying to admit it, my mental illness is ruining my life.
@vikkiclaydon94335 жыл бұрын
My fiance and eldest struggles as do I and its so hard to cope with this world and life you are SO right about everything I am so glad you are not ashamed anymore Marie sweetheart being ashamed is the worst I really respect you xxx😍
@NatashaWharton6 жыл бұрын
The worst thing is the effect our illness has on other people. If I could protect the people I care about from what I'm dealing with, literally box them off from the devastating effects, then I would. I feel so ashamed and humiliated whenever my illness encroaches on anybody else's life. I hate it. This is mine to deal with and nobody else should see it.
@zoeeee53877 жыл бұрын
this is so true, wow, i love you
@claireyfairytwomey7 жыл бұрын
Wowww🙌🏻 so glad you uploaded this seriously you are so incredible for *talking* and raising this awareness, soso important! I literally learn so much from you. You absolute legend💜
@marieroseeee7 жыл бұрын
+Claire Twomey ❤️ LOVE U ❤️
@Taylor-hl8vq7 жыл бұрын
So bloody proud of you!! love ya lots. You’ve got this, we’ve all got this xxx
@marieroseeee7 жыл бұрын
+Taylor love you gal xx
@katrinasmyth60175 жыл бұрын
When I was inpatient I played piano tiles a lot on my phone and my song of choice was always the river flows in you! I can’t play that game now let alone that song because it brings back too many memories of when I was ill but I thought it was weird how we both used the same song when we were ill
@Kim-md8bg6 жыл бұрын
My dad committed suicide. And I feel like im balancing on a tightrope of life myself. Slightest nodge and I’ll fall
@LollyisaWolly5 жыл бұрын
this is brilliant. i promise
@nicholascaley5014 жыл бұрын
I Love You.. I feel your pain... I wish I could take your pain and any one ele in pain..Bessings..
@caitxhood50477 жыл бұрын
💛💛💛
@tomkendrick78445 жыл бұрын
What happened to her hands?
@nicholascaley5014 жыл бұрын
Please dont off load this it meant so much to me..
@graceplatt93134 жыл бұрын
Nicholas Caley what?
@LollyisaWolly5 жыл бұрын
marie this is a brilliant video x it is sad and deep but it's true. society is fucked :/