I was diagnosed with a life altering illness. You are still alive but the potential of the life you wanted to live is gone. That died. You grieve the loss over and over. Sneaks up on you. But you are not dead, you will rise and live and move forward every day. I do it for myself, my family but mostly for those who did not get to live. I celebrate each birthday in honor of those who didn't get these years.
@dannylionsmom4 ай бұрын
I live for my son. 24/7 caregiver to him. He has a rare brain disease that has no cure. He is my hero.
@angierobertson13684 ай бұрын
AMEN ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤
@monicawarren36784 ай бұрын
Beautiful ❤
@tatieeeeee3 ай бұрын
that’s beautiful 🥹. reminds of a book i recently read called “how to keep rolling after a fall”. you have pretty much the same mind set as the main guy, pax. i would def recommend reading it
@anitapeludat2563 ай бұрын
@@acmeallpurpose4974 Getting to live another year is something I am joyously grateful for . It's a privilege to me. I'm always surprised, I'm still here! Like a little kid . 🎉
@Tilite904 ай бұрын
I was paralyzed when I was about 4, and I see those old pictures and still wonder what he would have done...
@ErinField4 ай бұрын
It's so hard not to wonder what if! Sending you love♥️
@awallett35884 ай бұрын
I am SO SORRY!!!
@Fawn2184 ай бұрын
What happened?
@butterflyrebelde4 ай бұрын
❤
@Ch4rlies_..Lıttl3.Añg3ls3 ай бұрын
@@Fawn218a chimney collapsed on her
@danielgould83324 ай бұрын
It must be tough, but you are a ray of sunshine. You are gorgeous and you have a good man that loves you.❤😊
@ErinField4 ай бұрын
Thank you so much! I am very grateful!♥️🥹
@jondra16934 ай бұрын
Thank you for being so open and sharing your story. I can’t pretend to know what it must be like to process what you’ve been and continue going through. I struggle daily with things that aren’t even in the same ballpark as what you experience and most days I feel like I’m drowning. I’ve read about and watched clips about your story many times and find you so inspiring. I’m hesitant to even say it because I’m sure there are days you would rather be visible & inspiring for a reason other than your injury. I’m sending love your way❣️
@ErinField4 ай бұрын
Thank you so much, that really does mean a lot! If I can make one person day better, that makes me happy♥️
@awallett35884 ай бұрын
I honestly tried to say something but I didn't know how to phrase it. This explains much of it and is said very well.... Thank you both, especially you Erin!
@RobbiXRobbi2 ай бұрын
❤❤
@abbygail95564 ай бұрын
This broke my heart genuinely the song added so much
@michellewilson67483 ай бұрын
Honestly me too 😢
@SookunSheilaАй бұрын
Me too 😢😢
@scottferguson484 ай бұрын
Thank you for sharing I do understand ware your coming from . Because I came ill and now I'm in a wheelchair now. I'm happy with life and I hope you are too. I wish you all the happiness . I wish you well. Scotland
@littlemissshihtzu4 ай бұрын
Your beautiful smile and brave soul will help so many people! So glad you are sharing your thoughts, feelings and parts of your life. You never know who you might help in the process! Much love to you Erin! xx
@ErinField4 ай бұрын
Thank you so much!!🥹🫶🏻
@akhilsaxena52264 ай бұрын
You're still the same Dearest Erin... 💕
@ErinField4 ай бұрын
Thank you so much!🥹♥️
@anitapeludat2564 ай бұрын
Thank you for sharing your story . Perfect song, too. At 60, I was diagnosed with a progressive disease of my feet. My bones and tendons break easily. I was a walker, for exercise. I also was a shoe person. Loved shoes. That's all gone now, I have super expensive, extremely ugly shoes. Frankenstein shoes. One pair. A daily life changing event is hard for me . I'm pretty tough, but this can get me down. It's changed everything. But, I had a great life walking a heck of a lot and did a lot of traveling on a shoe string budget, for 60 years. I'm very grateful I did so much at a young age.
@kbwoodcock3 ай бұрын
God bless love. 🙏🏻❤️🤗
@MontanaParra13 ай бұрын
I’m Sorry. 💔
@anitapeludat2563 ай бұрын
@@kbwoodcock Thank you. You're very kind.
@anitapeludat2563 ай бұрын
@@MontanaParra1 You are generous. I whined. Someone always has it worse. ❤
@1Psalmaday2 ай бұрын
You are a beacon of light. I can't even begin to understand what you have to endure and what you overcome and battle every day. I don't understand why our paths in life can be so hard, but I know God uses it for good if we trust in him.
@ErinField2 ай бұрын
You are so kind! Thanks so much🫶🏻
@aoppligern3 ай бұрын
Eres un ejemplo maravilloso de querer es poder !!! Positivaaaaaaa y estás rodeada de amor y de una familia maravillosa ❤
@ErinField3 ай бұрын
Thank you!! 🥰
@jamielauro26232 ай бұрын
That’s very deep and moving
@ashleycastro60644 ай бұрын
Today is my first time, actually seeing, watching, and learning your story. You are absolutely BEAUTIFUL and a TRUE INSPIRATION TO THE WORLD! Your perseverance and graciousness will never allow you to falter. Keep Going! I will be watching and continuing to cheer you on through your journey. Forever and always. ❤
@ErinField4 ай бұрын
Awww thank you so much, you're so kind! I really appreciate that🥹♥️
@ashleycastro60644 ай бұрын
@@ErinField I found myself dropping tears watching your videos. They are so heartfelt. Yet so inspiring. You're amazing, Jack is awesome, LOL. In a world of such craziness sometimes, you and your story promotes so much clarity and hope. Thank you girl. 😊 #yournewhugefan
@Daft_Dhwelk4 ай бұрын
Its people like you who inspire doctors like us to help patients with spinal cord injuries. Whenever some relative asks me, is this the end, I tell them no, it doesn't have to be.... Keep inspiring. 🥰🥰🥰🥰
@nidzaboricua32944 ай бұрын
We also need to thank the doctors who put their all into finding ways to help others. Your determination is admirable and appreciated!
@ErinField4 ай бұрын
Thank you so much 🥰
@Casper-jx1zd4 ай бұрын
I mean, whose to say that you won’t walk again? With all of the medical advances happening in this world, I wouldn’t be surprised to see you fully restored one day. Blessings to you and your fiancé 🌟 💯🌟
@lorisalou4 ай бұрын
I was thinking the same thing
@ErinField4 ай бұрын
You never know! It's not something I really think about often, because it's not really just walking. It's my finger function, bladder, bowel. Of course I'm always optimistic, but there's a lot to it.
@sarahdeckert94404 ай бұрын
Yes! I had stem cell injections done, and my mobility drastically improved!
@samhood98434 ай бұрын
Maybe having your legs taken from you is what’s meant to be? Maybe it in itself is the lesson?
@iLitAfuseiCantStop4 ай бұрын
@@samhood9843Not helpful bro
@s1weetman3 ай бұрын
Your thoughts are normal. It's natural to remember the days. I understand you miss how things were. That's ok. Remember to keep moving forward cherishing the days of old. God wants us to not look back, but be in the present with Him guiding us. I was born with a disability and never experienced the freedom of moving around without assistance. However I'm grateful for the abilities I do have. What I've learned is that no matter our physical condition, our looks, etc we are still who we are inside. Imagine soldiers who go to war healthy and come back disfigured, limbs missing, body parts burned, etc. It's good to be grateful for what we have. You're doing great and really appreciate your videos. You and your husband are awesome people with great values is what I see. ❤
@ErinField3 ай бұрын
Aww thank you so much! Those are all really good points, I appreciate it🥹🫶🏻
@estelavalenzuela55594 ай бұрын
Eres una luchadora imparable sigue así … ya pronto verás los resultados ! ❤ Dios te bendiga siempre
@ErinField4 ай бұрын
Thank you so much!!🥹🫶🏻
@DebraGiangiulio-et7up4 ай бұрын
You’re an inspiration sweetness. Young, beautiful with an amazing husband. Amazing medical advances happening every day. I’m sending you all good vibes & positive energy!!!💙🤍💙
@ErinField4 ай бұрын
Thank you so much 🥰
@HenrietteDrennan-xg6vj4 ай бұрын
❤❤Beautiful song heartfelt feelings of gratitude for the blessings over your life Erin we can learn from ❤❤
@ErinField4 ай бұрын
Thank you so much 🥰🙏🏻
@katpic94704 ай бұрын
Its difficult to remember our old selves but oue new lives are awesome too.. 😊❤❤🫶 thank u for the beautiful message..
@MistyBialys3 ай бұрын
❤️❤️🩹🫂🌷 Thank you for sharing your journey, beautiful lady. I'm really moved and I feel so much for you. ❤
@ErinField3 ай бұрын
Thank you so much!🥹🥰🙏🏻
@benotafraid32314 ай бұрын
There is still beauty for you, and joy. Life is for the living. Live. ❤
@ErinField4 ай бұрын
Thank you 🥰
@kurtisdyke81934 ай бұрын
Everything happens for a reason. You may not understand why it happened to you right now but one day you will. Theres a popurse to it. Stay strong and look for the blessings and new opportunities.
@Kim089764 ай бұрын
Keep going girl ❤
@MetalxxDragoness4 ай бұрын
Letting go and radical acceptance of circumstances has got to be extremely hard from your perspective. Its really hard from mine. I want to be grateful when I am grateful. Be angry when I am angry, Be sad when I am sad, happy when I am happy, joyful, surprised, whatever you are when you are Be That! Be Here Now! Wherever that is. You are human! We'll get back to grateful always but we can't just always be in that one emotion. Because life happens. Much love to you I wish you to have more happy moments then sad❤🌹
@ErinField4 ай бұрын
Thank you so much 🥰
@cariethomas-zz2ld4 ай бұрын
I feel you , and I should be thankful, be now summer , it hurts worse. I would go walk or run 5miles. It’s so hard. I know amsome would love to have as much as I do , but that doesn’t make it better. You are such a beautiful girl! Love❤ your videos! Take Care Erin you are a great inspiration
@ErinField4 ай бұрын
You got this! Thank you so much 🥰
@cariethomas-zz2ld4 ай бұрын
@@ErinField thank you ! As you know or I imagine .. as with it take diving deep to move past , it my only choice . And thank you for the message back ! You are lovely
@spicychicken43nuggets35Ай бұрын
I also look at myself when I was walking… I wonder what life would be like if I still had that ability but even though I have been in my chair now for 24 years, I love life the people in it the good the bad and every day I give it 100% The old me is gone, but I look forward to my future❤ Stay strong Erin, I get it, from one hot wheels girl to another.
@ErinFieldАй бұрын
Awww I love that 🥰
@christiancarballo41274 ай бұрын
🤍🪽 keep hanging in there Erin you are still the same beautiful soul ✨
@ErinField4 ай бұрын
Thank you, I will🥹♥️
@lezliwelge96264 ай бұрын
Thank you for sharing your story it's got a lot of great massages in it and it shows how life is what you make of it , and you two give so much happiness to the world!
@ErinField4 ай бұрын
Thank you so much ♥️🥹🙏🏻
@petra30494 ай бұрын
I am listening to you . Thank you for sharing how you feel. 💖💖
@ErinField4 ай бұрын
Thank you so much 🥰
@claudiaruen95274 ай бұрын
❤❤❤❤I wish you healt and happiness time passing to be in your favor
@xSetsunaExia4 ай бұрын
By the power of God, you will walk again one day IJN! In this life or the beautiful next to come with our new incorruptible bodies🙏🏼🙏🏼
@reddixdebbix65404 ай бұрын
I don't know you beauty, but I know there are people who love you dearly, and are thankful you are there ❤
@ErinField4 ай бұрын
Thank you so much 🥰
@blocklogic.123 ай бұрын
Thats hard, im so sorry for your loss
@HaleyMarburger4 ай бұрын
I'm sorry baby it's hard I have nothing like your strong mindset but i torn my all three times in 3 Years in high school I had to quit soccer for the rest of my life at that moment and if I new I wouldn't have underappriated the team and sport so much I miss it
@David-mf1gj4 ай бұрын
You are an amazing inspiration rock on and God bless 😁
@ErinField4 ай бұрын
Thank you! You too!
@darrenpaxson98354 ай бұрын
Still a beautiful woman on the outside, and from the message to the video you are on the inside as well!
@ErinField4 ай бұрын
Wow, thank you!
@alix.sb214 ай бұрын
This is my favorite music... 🥰
@LA-864 ай бұрын
This brought tears
@SirMrNarwhal4 ай бұрын
this is very brave of you to post. thank you
@ErinField4 ай бұрын
I appreciate that🥹🫶🏻
@Jens-mg4ol4 ай бұрын
Guten Morgen wünsche ich dir von ganzem Herzen. Auch all den Menschen die sich hier bei dir geborgen fühlen und eine Geschichte zu hören und lernen dass das Leben immer wieder neue positive Überraschungen bereithalten kann.......
@natileecosine12944 ай бұрын
Continue prayers ❤😊for your healing, , you do great Things Jesus loves, you give it All to God ,
@brandogrl3 ай бұрын
🥺🥺😥😢 you're a strong, brave woman. Have you ever seen the inspirational speaker Nick Vujicic? I REALY feel like he may be someone that may help you on your journey. He's BEYOND amazing!!!!
@jacky3714 ай бұрын
La vida es muy dura muchas veces, admiro tu fortaleza y resilencia. 😢😢😢
@ErinField4 ай бұрын
Thank you so much 🥰
@carmenrodriguez88143 ай бұрын
It cannot be easy🙏🙏🙏❤️🌹
@ErinField3 ай бұрын
It's hard sometimes for sure ♥️
@carmenrodriguez88143 ай бұрын
@@ErinField 🙏🙏🙏🌹
@pete46334 ай бұрын
Christ has a new mission for you now. It was always supposed to be this way. Your strength and the love you share with your family is a reminder of the strength of love. This wasn’t an accident. This was always how it was going to be. And we’re all witnesses to the greatness you’ve become ❤❤❤❤❤❤
@martinasvatosova56504 ай бұрын
Beautiful😍😍
@ErinField4 ай бұрын
Thank you! 😊
@KadyCampos4 ай бұрын
I’m new to your videos … did u get into an accident… you are so very beautiful and blessed to have such a great love u have done more w ur life than most do w 2 working legs…people take so much for granted…
@ErinField4 ай бұрын
A chimney collapsed on me and I broke my neck
@butterflyrebelde4 ай бұрын
I'm sorry 😢
@ErinField4 ай бұрын
Don't be 🥰🫶🏻
@bernardflint93384 ай бұрын
You are her. Still beautiful.
@ErinField4 ай бұрын
Thank you so much 🥰
@jeremyshoemaker10584 ай бұрын
Keep your head up things could be worse
@angiemazzitelli81324 ай бұрын
So true..😢
@angiemazzitelli81324 ай бұрын
I do the same Erin 😔 Three years ago I had my right leg (below knee) amputated due to being diagnosed with an autoimmune disease. My whole world, life changed. We fight demons every day.. The worse thing you can say to me is ‘Stay Strong’ 😏 it’s a very lonely, sad life we lead. We put on fronts for the sake of others but our minds are full of sadness..
@KimmySaurusRex444 ай бұрын
I gave a spinal injury also (cauda equina). Not wheelchair bound but no where near as active as i used to be. I used to climb mountains and carry 24 foot tipi poles from one end of a valley to anothet, now i can barely climb my stairs.
@monicahawkins13884 ай бұрын
God bless you in Jesus name Amen.
@nilanperera66524 ай бұрын
God Bleassing with holly family and pray amen
@a.m.94743 ай бұрын
::hugs::
@carlosmartinnn4 ай бұрын
Que deus te abençoe moça. 🙏Hi 🇧🇷♥️
@shayshayw83654 ай бұрын
U are beautiful ❤
@ErinField4 ай бұрын
Aw thank you so much!🥹♥️
@shayshayw83654 ай бұрын
@@ErinField welcome ❤️
@stella.k054 ай бұрын
how’d you get paralyzed?❤❤
@ErinField4 ай бұрын
A chimney collapsed on me while I was in a hammock♥️
@picilocarnal4 ай бұрын
@@ErinFielda freak accident. It’s inspiring to see how you haven’t stopped making the best of your life.
@stella.k054 ай бұрын
@@ErinField omg!! that’s crazy!!! i’m so proud of you! love u girl!💗💗
@danielasuncion99914 ай бұрын
@@ErinField Hi, Erin. Dan from Canada, here. Last night, I was about to ask you that same question, but I thought that I should google, first. It was then that I saw a Boston article: TRULY a one-in-a-billion tragic event. Not fair, at all. Your story calls attention to what can happen, when a structure is no longer up to code. I mean, the combined weight of you + your boyfriend could not have been very much! From the photographs, it is obvious that you were a gifted athlete! 💚 I'm wondering: Do you ever dream that you are playing those sports, able bodied, like before? The reason I ask is that I have an acquaintance who lost most of her sight, quite suddenly (while she was driving, actually). But, in her dreams, she can see - often, in supersaturated colors. It's wonderful for her. A TRUE break from what has happened to her.
@ErinField4 ай бұрын
Yes, I am almost never in my wheelchair in my dreams, but the wheelchair is always somewhere in the dream lol I'm just not in it
@barbarahill63654 ай бұрын
My son is in a chair since 2009. Life changes. Try to find things you’ve gained from this experience.
@ErinField4 ай бұрын
Oh yes, I absolutely have! I hope he's doing well♥️
@faouziaalla94094 ай бұрын
💕💕💕💕
@happyhippie67574 ай бұрын
Don't give up, beautiful girl. MedBed is at our doors. Just use this time to learn what all this is teaching you and transforming you into something much better than you were. Beleive 😉 Cuz it's not about creed, MedBed is TRUE. Wait and you will see.
@mariarosapilla7111Ай бұрын
Bella, Dios tiene un gran propósito en tu vida y con tu vida; en este mismo instante no te das una idea de a cuántas personas estas salvando, cuantos pensamientos estas cambiando, cuanta motivación estas dando. No puedo siquiera imaginarme por cuanto has pasado y como son tus batallas dia a día, solo se que Dios está de tu lado, el Padre no suelta la mano de ninguno de sus hijos, sos sal y luz para el mundo y un milagro está obrando a tu favor. No te lamentes de lo que fue ni de lo que hubiese sido, en cambió buscá a Cristo en cada circunstancia, no Le preguntes por qué?? Más bien pregúntale para qué?? El milagro está en camino, espera en el Señor, Sus planes son perfectos. Busca el testimonio de Joni Eareckson Tada, ella es inspiración al igual que vos. Bendiciones 🙌❤
@sb_13894 ай бұрын
You might like the book Izzy, Willy-Nilly.
@Hasti-n5u4 ай бұрын
Have you ever heard of something about remedy with divine conscious?I know it seems very unlikely and weird but it can help you... if you want to try it I become honoured to be at your service...for any kind of explanation or doing that for you ❤❤❤
@Aabidah3323 ай бұрын
😭😭😭
@ceceyez30264 ай бұрын
I pray in Jesus name and I thank Him that you are healed and no matter what we see you will get up and walk and ski and run again. Let me know how God blesses you! Stay strong and talk to Jesus!😊
@ErinField4 ай бұрын
I would be happy just with hand function!
@Elsieplazroblox1234 ай бұрын
What happened?
@danielasuncion99914 ай бұрын
She has a video, now, where she explains.
@RipperYouTubeOfficial3 ай бұрын
Have you researched lion's Mane mushrooms yet?
@denise30334 ай бұрын
Find YHWH, the Creator and Yeshua our Saviour. Be strong and Courageous...
@shaye65984 ай бұрын
I can’t tell you how to feel or what to do. The one thing I do know is you are beautiful and brave, just stay that way 🌟🩷
@ErinField4 ай бұрын
Thank you very much!♥️
@littlemelvin55724 ай бұрын
😘😍🥰❤️🫶🌞
@aquaearthnfirequ_pinsnsavi17214 ай бұрын
#uNeverKnow
@Kymbus-mu8mj4 ай бұрын
Invest in Elon Musk's neuralink when its possible. You will make money and he will make technology for you to walk again
@ErinField4 ай бұрын
Nooooo
@tonynguyen67704 ай бұрын
Beautiful
@Bladerunner9863 ай бұрын
Love from india Erin...love you n stay hard
@ErinField3 ай бұрын
Thank you so much!♥️
@happyhippie67574 ай бұрын
Don't give up, beautiful girl. MedBed is at our doors. Just use this time to learn what all this is teaching you and transforming you into something much better than you were. Beleive 😉 Cuz it's not about creed, MedBed is TRUE. Wait and you will see.