to be loved is to be changed (drawing again after months and dyeing my hair blue // a healing vlog)

[@999angelicdemon]

not boring at all your vids heal my soul

[@Lazymoonhaze]

The way you describe what kind of artist you are resonates with me so deeply, it’s super validating to hear especially because it feels like no one really talks about those aspects and struggles of creating, and it’s not easy to put into words.

[@cecrop1a]

YESSS SOMEONE ELSE WHO LIKES CDS MORE THAN VINYL !!!! ur hair looks great btw

[@lillyarwen-p4p]

you have such a pretty voice! i've never come across your content before, but your calm demeanor and your way of doing things is very relaxing to crochet to. i personally look for longer types of videos to finish particularly bulky projects, and this was perfect. i am glad that you finally feel like yourself again.

[@flowlotl]

Omg thank you! I do the same thing whenever I'm sculpting with clay so it makes me happy that I could be that person for you

[@L33tski19]

I saw you uploaded and screamed I am so happy 💗

[@flowlotl]

Yay I'm happy you're enjoying the vids 🙈

[@Lazyeyedpup]

You’re an incredibly interesting person. I love your overall style and vibe. I’m sorry you went through such a hard breakup, but seeing your hair progressively change through the vid felt like you slowly healing and phasing out of your relationship. Totally relate to the art aspect too as a fellow artist. It’s hard when you have a clear picture of what you want but your skill level isn’t at the point to where you could achieve it. Perfectionism sucks :/ but keep at it! When I saw your sketches my jaw literally dropped: 😧. Thanks for giving us a peak into your life. Blessings 🙏✝️🫶

[@flowlotl]

Hiii sorry for the late reply but I really appreciate your comment!! I'm so glad u enjoyed the video 🩷🩷 it's been an honor creating videos for awesome people like you 🥹

[@knessy]

Man i just got out of a six year relationship where were both ended up just suffering bc we just didnt mesh the way we did when we first started dating. We both changed and needed each other to be different people than who we were. And after all of the pain we just decided we couldnt keep going anymore and we had to let each other go. I am happy it ended the way it did where we both agreed we needed to end it and that we both had love for each other the entire time and we just needed to set each other free. We tried our fucking hardest to make it work it just wasnt meant to be anymore. Hope youre doing better. Your words of wisdom are really helping me through this heartbreak

[@char-um9no]

Dude oh my godddd I’m not the type to comment but I just found ur channel and ur pretty much the only reason I watch KZbin rn. I felt such a connection to you and your content like lowkey on a spiritual level 😩 then 10:02 you say you’re a taurus ♉️😻 summed up I LOVE UR VIDOES TAURUS TWIN

[@flowlotl]

YIPIIEIEIEEE 🫶🫶 thank you for being here taurus twin 💗🥹

[@esmiumiu]

Loved this video. I'm so glad your channel showed up on my home feed, keep it up :)

[@sincerelyhafsa]

this reminded me to change out my conch piercing omg-

[@ayako-g9h]

the fur coat outfit is so nana coded

[@buggiebaby]

hello, nice to meet you! i loved your drawing and your hair looks stunning!

[@flowlotl]

Thank u so much 🥹❤️❤️❤️

[@dreamydemise]

my breakup happened around the eclipse but not on the exact date and he was a taurus i’m a libra

[@flowlotl]

Wow that was libra season too 😳

[@realrebelli0n]

The hair color makes you look mysterious and I think it looks pretty, and I prefer the look without the piercing. Decent choices imo 👌 Edit: oh towards the end you color your hair again 😅 well you seem to not give up easily, good for you! Looks great too! Edit2: maybe you can dedicate one sketchbook for actual quick sketches only, where you’re not allowed to make elaborate drawings, but only quick and dirty scribbles and sketches. Maybe you even need to establish a rule that these sketches cannot look pretty, they have to be ugly and quick. That could be very beneficial in loosening up both your hand and your mind.

[@flowlotl]

Thank you so much!! And the sketchbook idea sounds great bc I honestly feel like it would help me organize my art process more so will definitely keep that in mind