to be loved is to be changed (drawing again after months and dyeing my hair blue // a healing vlog)

I hope everyone is having a good day today and make sure to do something u love at least everyday so it can be a good day everday
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[@spacebar9733]

I was on pinterest yesterday and there was a tumblr post with two photos of a cat, when it was first rescued versus after theyd been taking care of it and the caption said "to be loved is to be changed" i was watching another video of yours and i felt called to this one with the kitty and the quote.

[@cecrop1a]

YESSS SOMEONE ELSE WHO LIKES CDS MORE THAN VINYL !!!! ur hair looks great btw

[@perplexedpencil4377]

You’re an incredibly interesting person. I love your overall style and vibe. I’m sorry you went through such a hard breakup, but seeing your hair progressively change through the vid felt like you slowly healing and phasing out of your relationship. Totally relate to the art aspect too as a fellow artist. It’s hard when you have a clear picture of what you want but your skill level isn’t at the point to where you could achieve it. Perfectionism sucks :/ but keep at it! When I saw your sketches my jaw literally dropped: 😧. Thanks for giving us a peak into your life. Blessings 🙏✝️🫶

[@flowlotl]

Hiii sorry for the late reply but I really appreciate your comment!! I'm so glad u enjoyed the video 🩷🩷 it's been an honor creating videos for awesome people like you 🥹

[@Pissgirlpanties]

We are so similar holy shit. Also, i used to work at Michael's and i hated when the old people would get upset about the self check out, they'd throw a fit.

[@flowlotl]

Yeah I saw a lady getting mad when I went and I felt so bad for the employee lol

[@user-do5lw3mr3u]

you have such a pretty voice! i've never come across your content before, but your calm demeanor and your way of doing things is very relaxing to crochet to. i personally look for longer types of videos to finish particularly bulky projects, and this was perfect. i am glad that you finally feel like yourself again.

[@flowlotl]

Omg thank you! I do the same thing whenever I'm sculpting with clay so it makes me happy that I could be that person for you

[@sincerelyhafsa]

this reminded me to change out my conch piercing omg-

[@kimchieri7960]

I saw you uploaded and screamed I am so happy 💗

[@flowlotl]

Yay I'm happy you're enjoying the vids 🙈

[@esmiumiu]

Loved this video. I'm so glad your channel showed up on my home feed, keep it up :)

[@buggiebaby]

hello, nice to meet you! i loved your drawing and your hair looks stunning!

[@flowlotl]

Thank u so much 🥹❤️❤️❤️

[@realrebelli0n]

The hair color makes you look mysterious and I think it looks pretty, and I prefer the look without the piercing. Decent choices imo 👌 Edit: oh towards the end you color your hair again 😅 well you seem to not give up easily, good for you! Looks great too! Edit2: maybe you can dedicate one sketchbook for actual quick sketches only, where you’re not allowed to make elaborate drawings, but only quick and dirty scribbles and sketches. Maybe you even need to establish a rule that these sketches cannot look pretty, they have to be ugly and quick. That could be very beneficial in loosening up both your hand and your mind.

[@flowlotl]

Thank you so much!! And the sketchbook idea sounds great bc I honestly feel like it would help me organize my art process more so will definitely keep that in mind

[@deeznuts-wy2td]

my breakup happened around the eclipse but not on the exact date and he was a taurus i’m a libra

[@flowlotl]

Wow that was libra season too 😳