Trying to fix my ART BLOCK! Did it work?

[@BlackBeanCMS]

HEY!! Thank you so much for watching! What's your ways of getting out of Art Block? Also SO SORRY ABOUT THE AUDIO BEING LOUD IT SOME PARTS!!!! Get creative today!

[@winterose460]

Omg! Missed you so much and happy early Christmas.

[@ava3359]

hii!!

[@winterose460]

I usually take a break for myself and my mental state.When I have art block its because I'm all burnt out because of school or just people. I also sometimes like to spend time in quiet places or go outside to regain myself and find inspiration in the little things.

[@lilcrazyart8306]

🥳🤙🏾Mary Christmas ☃️

[@danikajennings4473]

I basically go to KZbin and watch completely random sketchbook tours from other artists until I find some kind of inspiration. And I’ll watch my favorite artists on KZbin make stuff

[@aart1187]

I forgot to add I found your channel because I was looking for something different than what other art youtubers were doing. They were getting boring. You are unique, funny, weird, AUTHENTIC, and I love your art style. Don't worry so much about the algorithm. Continue to BE you, and people will find you.

[@BlackBeanCMS]

Thank you!!! 😊 It's definitely a struggle not worrying but sometimes you gotta have a couple flops to find the diamonds! Have a fantastic holiday friend!

[@aart1187]

@@BlackBeanCMS You got this!

[@Muichiro_Tokito463]

I just watched you for the first time and really enjoyed your video! You are really funny, weird and cool...like we're from the same Tribe, which may be funny to you because I'm a 67 year old white lady. Anyway when you feel the vibe, you tribe! You are blessed to be so talented. I used to draw and paint but haven't done so in many years..but I need that in my life and you inspired me. Thank you 👑

[@sheheeteehee2964]

@@BlackBeanCMS hello buddy!!! In all honesty, the day I found your art is also the day I asked myself what more can I give to satisfy the artist in me. I can somehow connect to you, bizarre but I embrace it. Kind of empathy between the screens. Your soul is just as colorful as your art, you are part of my current art inspirations. I can only offer kind words for now, also watching some KZbin art channels but you are on my top picks! Keep that passion burning and maybe let's find source of our art together. Won't let colors turned gray and desaturated.

[@dianamcdavis1335]

The "Big Art" side of this platform has the tendency to prioritize flashy content and trends, which can get repetitive and superficial very quickly. You, however, have your own thing- art instincts, video structure, personality, and the like. I'm just saying, don't feel left behind. Quite the opposite, you're a vibrant gem! Things I do amid art block: observe nature, photography, cranking out very quick thumbnails, wait for inspiration. I wish you the very best!!!!!!!!!

[@lacamina]

I absolutely agree. "Big Art" youTube feels like it's more about entertainment than art which I'm growing more and more tired of. I'm really more interested in casual videos of artists sharing their life and work than challenges or people cranking out videos like clockwork.

[@alittleunconventional.3333]

I also did not even know of this side you both speak of? (Other side of Art YT). How do I find so I can fully understand his dilemma!? Plz & Thank you.

[@Shinigamisocks]

CHRISTIAN! I missed seeing you so much! I want you to know that there are plenty of us here who will watch anything and everything you put out, simply because it's you. You and your art are so comforting and inspiring, and I feel like you don't realize that. We love you💜

[@wanderlustaesthete4117]

Check out Devon Rodriquez recent little documentary and he explains how he blew up. As an artist I can totally relate and one thing is we can not compare ourselves to others cos in the end it’s a let down. You got this boo boo. Sending you positive and creative vibes ✌🏽💟☮️🕉

[@teehlfx5238]

Absolutely agree 💜 comparing yourself to others is never a winning game and just throws you off your game.

[@BlackBeanCMS]

Oh my gosh!! Its on my watch list right now! Thank you!!! And absolutely, comparing to others is the the worst, but it's human nature 😭 I can't help it! I will definitely try my best not to though. We gotta stay creative and motivated! Happy Holidays!! ☺️

[@alittleunconventional.3333]

Yeah! I agree he's a great artist too.

[@aart1187]

OH MY GOSH I AM SO GLAD TO SEE YOU!!!!. I got worried!!!! 😭 Also do not worry. We ALL go through art block, and it does come back. Be kind to yourself when it happens.

[@BlackBeanCMS]

Thank you so much! I will definitely be a lot easier on myself! Art block can be so draining sometimes! I hope you are getting creative friend! Thank you so much for being here 🥺❤️

[@clairejolliffe6475]

The first time I watched you draw I thought “this person has it”. I have one of your beautiful pieces hanging in my kitchen and every morning I get to enjoy it. I’m an actor and have recently felt no motivation to audition because it had been so long since I got any good news. Hearing you speak so candidly about your experience made me feel like I can get out of this rut, I just have to try. So thank you for the inspiration you bring me everyday

[@Mayasoflya]

I come for the art AND the conversation. I love watching you Because you are so unique! There is no one to compare you to. You do you, that's what we love.

[@BlackBeanCMS]

Thank you!!! 😊❤️

[@AlbertKamut]

It sounds like you are grappling with what legitimacy as an artist means to you. I can empathize. If you make clickbait titles, don’t fret, we all understand you need to make money alongside sharing your art. Your candid video speaks to my current state of mind/being. Thank you for sharing.

[@no-pe4mn]

I’m new here, but I was viewing your videos a few months ago. I love your style and energy! I’ve had a lack of motivation for this whole pandemic and haven’t been able to paint or draw anything original. I usually do a refresher, take a shower, exercise, go out to eat with friends, clean and clear my room, get myself excited for literally anything. But it’s okay to lack motivation, everyone has art block and I’m happy you decided to find inspiration through having fun in NY. Trying is the best thing you can do when you feel down, so even if you don’t have any ideas I would still watch your vids because when I found your channel I was sooo incredibly inspired, and hope you can bring yourself back up.

[@BlackBeanCMS]

Thank you so so much! Yeah these last 2 years were rough! Also thank you for the tips! I kinda lost you at the exercise part 😂 but yes! I always used to organize or do small little tasks to try and get myself going again! Thank you for reminding me of that! I hope you are staying creative and inspired friend! ☺️

[@MizzEanaj]

Definitely needed the transparency in this video. Also, I’ll watch anything from this channel. ANYTHING!

[@teehlfx5238]

Agreed!

[@BlackBeanCMS]

Thank you so much! I just think it's really nice when artist share their struggles so here's me doing that same haha! I hope you are staying creative today! ☺️

[@Mysticfl3sh]

"Art is the visible manifestation of love in the life we create. Creation is the product of love." One of my favorite quotes that link to art block. You'll grow from this brother, it seems as if you already are 💚 you'll always be blessed by the cosmic muse

[@BlackBeanCMS]

Thank you! I love this quote! Thank you for sharing! 😊

[@-.Anima.-]

I appreciate your honesty in this video. I needed this. Feels better to have someone who understands and has the words to express these feelings when not everyone can. You could try finding movies, video games, and music that give you inspiration. Sometimes it takes friends, and sometimes you just need a break. I think it sounds like u need to maintain your happiness and take care of yourself. Less saddness, more fun, and the inspiration will come. Inspiration can come from sadness too though. Art for me is about of expressing feelings onto a canvas, whether material, vocal, or digital. I find it difficult to create when i have blocked emotions. Especially stress.

[@BlackBeanCMS]

Thank you for watching! I love love love movies! Any recommendations!? I do think the little break I took helped, but I really believe I need a change in environment and people! I'm almost sure it will help. Less sadness is definitely the goal! Sending inspiration and motivation vibes to the both of us. No art block allowed in 2022!

[@-.Anima.-]

@@BlackBeanCMS Personally, i like Men in Black 3, Into the Spiderverse, and Super hero movies. As for shows, Adventure Time definitely, JoJo's Bizarre Adventure is so cool, Scissor Seven, The Umbrella Academy, and i havent tried Midnight Gospel yet. Then there's anime shows and movies like Dr.Stone, Avatar The Last Airbender, and Legend of Korra. but it depends on your personality. As for a change of environment, maybe Austin, Texas? I've been dealing with the same thing, honestly. Been trying to go back to my childhood, my roots, to the very things that fueled my Dreams.

[@cxrindgo]

algor ithm comment! but seriously, you and your art is such an inspiration to me, and i hope you can get back into appreciating the life of your work. it’s really hard when you’re chasing that groove or serenity or even views of your previous work, but pushing through it and just creating something, anything, helped me a lot! also, stopping myself from comparing my works too much, even to myself. the other thing i do is read webtoons or comic books whose art has really inspired me-it keeps me engaged with a storyline while also appreciating the art in it. something like The Sculptor by Scott McCloud is something i’d really recommend! it goes over something similar to what you’re going through, and really pulled me out of a funk

[@BlackBeanCMS]

Thank you!! I agree I feel like the chase is endless and I'm way too heavy to be running this long! 🏃😭 I will continue pushing through! Thank you for the tips as well! I'll check them out, they sound awesome!

[@honestfigurereviews]

Thanks for making this video and reassuring us that you're not going anywhere. We love your fun personality,your videos brighten up our days plus we love watching you draw ands do your scratchy scratchy! You need to keep doing what has been working for you, try and upload as much as you can and things can only get better but most of all you have to be enjoying making the videos just as much as we enjoy watching you make them .. You took a well needed break to NY and now it's time to pick up those oil pastels cuz we all know you love em! 😁 You've inspired my artwork considerably and everytime you've asked us 'have you been creative today' I answer yep! And feel like you're watching over us ,giving us that little push to create something .. I hope you get to read my comment and everyone else's and realise just how loved you are .. please keep going ... 🤗

[@nekocandynala]

I hope you get your art spark back, Bean. As a fellow artist myself, I understand that having art block is a pain, especially when you enjoy drawing, painting, etc. This piece is amazing and can't wait to see more of your content🥰💗💗!!

[@sarahtaylor4600]

You aren't alone in this weird art block I feel so many of us are in. I haven't been able to create a piece of art that I truly love in over a year, I have barely made anything in fact. I felt like a few years ago I was quickly improving but within the past few years I struggled to do what I love and what felt came so easily to me. I've been avoiding creating because I'm scared to be let down by myself and my art. It's a difficult fog to get out of for sure, and I'm not clear of my own art block either. I adore your work so much and it's such a huge inspiration for many of us, but please don't feel any negative way about being absent online. You're own emotional and mental health is so much more important than KZbin or TikTok, etc. I hope that the unique creativity in all of us blossoms this coming year and any art blocks just melt away. Sending so much love and support your way and I'll always look forward to anything you share in the future!

[@nickviana8424]

Ur honesty with ur process always motivates me to feel less discouraged due to getting caught up in what the rest the art community is doing, or in the lack of work ethic sometimes within myself, I adore ur videos n I’m glad ur back even if it’s for a little while. Also this piece turned out beautiful, it’s all ab trusting the process for realll

[@syrusangi8743]

I gotta say Bean, you've been one of my favorite artists on social media so far. I never even realized the possibility n diversity of oil pastels, hell, I didn't even know about the medium that much till I found your video. Your style n technique is mind blowing n so beautiful that leaks out so much personality n vigor. I'm glad you are getting back on your feet n you may not think it's true but by outside perspective, you have made very good n noticable progress from where you were at the beginning of the year or even last year. Oil pastel, crayons, oil painting, hell, even your Sculptures are awesome n your skill is versatile. The algorithm may not appreciate now but just remember, ur OP fans will always be there waiting for you n cheering you on. Researching artists n how they approach social media will definitely help along the way as well n I'm sure that within time, you'd be doing just as good on KZbin as you do in shorts n TikTok. It's just that short seconds/minute videos are the current trend n in high demand right now n your audience from there haven't fully migrated to your KZbin channel with longer time but consistency is key not just in time but content n genuineness as well. You'll definitely get there in time so take care, my g n never stop being creative. 😊

[@TheKindredblue]

I was so happy to see this video in my feed😭 I feel this so much, thanks for sharing your thoughts with us. During a hard/uncertain time of my life someone once shared with me that “you are exactly where you need to be” at this point in time. That’s always helped me to feel more present even when I feel lost ♥️☺️ love how the art piece turned out!!

[@Chaka_Davis]

You're not seeing yourself in the algorithm because you're not like anyone else on KZbin (which is why I follow you!). I absolutely adore your style, your commentary, your art, ALL of it! Please don't feel discouraged; your voice and perspective are needed. Love from France!

[@NellieChristopher]

I sympathize with your struggles. Would love to give you a big (grandmotherly) hug. Wish you joy, peace and new inspiration in the new year! 🌟🌅♥️

[@Ale-uf7id]

Exercing with oil pastels with your long video has really helped me with my bad days. Please don‘t stop doing what you do, you‘re amazing!

[@sinkingslowlywithasmile]

I just got back into art...watercolor is calling to me so that's what I'm focusing on...finding you makes my heart so happy. If I could have a percentage of your talent I would be a happy ole lady forever. So thank you for being you and making me remember to just keep creating.

[@christinareynolds7375]

You're at your best when you're just having fun! Drop the ego and ppl pleasing and just BE! YOU GOT THIS

[@frederickcousineau2818]

I've been struggling with artblock for years. Not drawing really messes you up when your whole personality growing up was built around drawing Your channel might actually be what's been helping me the most, thanks for taking the time putting yourself out there

[@AnhThuyArt]

I just talked about my artist block to a friend and how while I was on vacation I thought I would comeback ready to create but it felt like the opposite. This video really helped me not feel as lonely as an artist or person. Thank you for being transparent about your artist block and sharing a part of your thought process. Hope you have a great New Years 💛

[@madelinefisher67]

Don't feel discouraged! You are a breath of fresh air and I LOVE your videos and art. Keep being you because your personality is wonderful and we appreciate you keepin' it real. I am so much more moved, inspired and feel seen by watching videos like yours versus click baity overproduced videos. Thank you for being you.

[@ShaniFenderson]

Honey, listen!!!! I was on YT long before the huge trend and even became a partner. I was seeking the numbers and the check👩🏽‍💻 Because of that, I failed my purpose and did not enjoy the work needed to put into something I wasn’t. Stay true to you. If you have days where you aren’t inspired, go through that day reconnecting to your purpose; your purpose is you first and the things that define who you are. Create when you are guided and you’ll begin to love what you do and your definition of you, even more. I get all of what you’re saying and it is okay. I love seeing your art and don’t worry about if you fit into a category. Your work and you are recognized by those that matter; by those that see who you are completely. Much love and respect, sunshine!!!❤️❤️

[@ritawilbur7343]

We love our Bean so much! The Algorizm is an idiot! I've seen other art KZbinrs go through something similar, with the battle to get likes, but how that drags you down and takes over your life. I don't know anything about the business side of things, but I absolutely LOVE LOVE LOVE you and your energy and humor, and your MAGNIFICENT art!!! And being on your own like that, while the pandemic never ending, I'm not particularly an extrovert, but I've found it very hard too. Thank you for speaking your truth, one that so many people can relate to. And I'm glad you had a great trip to NYC, and we will always be here for you. Take care of yourself, lovely! Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year! Surely one of these years is gonna be better, right? Aww now I jinxed it....

[@BlackBeanCMS]

Thank you so much for watching! Yes it's definitely very frustrating! Especially when you have no control at all! 😭 But your are 💯 right! It really can drag you down and take over! I really have to get out of that mindset. I hope you're having a creative and amazing Christmas!! ☺️

[@ritawilbur7343]

@@BlackBeanCMS Haha, well I got COVID! On the plus side, having to isolate in my room for ten days means I'm making a lot of art!

[@illeana5995]

First off I LOVE your videos your art is so inspiring. I think “art block” is just a normal part of the process, you are not a machine & we shouldn’t expect artists to constantly come up with original unique ideas AND execute them perfectly every day. I love seeing when a piece doesn’t go the way you expected it to, and you actually SHOW that process instead of scrapping the video and only showing us the successful pieces. A lot of things I make don’t go how I want them to, and seeing those big art KZbinrs that nail these massive projects every time makes me feel like I’m not growing at the rate I should be. But your content shows me another artist feeling the same things I do. You’re authentic, you’re real & you’re unique. Keep doing you boo and take your time, we’re rooting for you.

[@Awen_newA]

I love your awareness and reflection. You're not a robot. You're here, on earth, having the human experience 😊 And that my friend is a growing experience. And growing can cause growing pains. You're so authentic. And that adds a lot to your channel. You're art is amazing because of you. 🙏🏾🤗

[@sarahgeorges2017]

Don’t ever stop making videos please. Your art has inspired me and given me a lot of courage. Motivation is over rated and you’re not gonna love most of the things you love, but you keep going for that one master piece. It’s all worth it. You might not see your progress because you have high standards, but trust that you are getting better and that you’ll one day see it.

[@tonyaricucci7659]

So good to see you. I love to watch you being you. As much as I enjoy watching you work with the oil pastels (which I really do), I'd watch you just talking. Artblock and anxiety suck. Love to you, Bean. May next year be fabulous!

[@aimanzahry]

I personally fell in love with you and your art from watching just one short that popped up out of nowhere mid this year. Not much of a YT person myself, subscribing to only 6 people who showcases wonderful depth in their craft or passion mixed with their unique personality and stories, not concerned about the dollar driven algo's, something you can't find common anymore without discovering. Something YT has lost. I thought it was inspiring that you stuck to why you do it all. I've began writing myself after so long in architecture, and loved your stories and how it just flows with the art. It's very poetic, even to a point I just let your videos run in the background as I do my writing. A cozy feeling despite the agressiveness of your styles which makes it very unique. I think that's something you should celebrate. Your individuality, and I believe it'll shine once you let the world commission you so you have more content and stories perhaps? Consider it a suggestion if you may? With that, I hope you get a good start to 2022, the year of "unfinished business" from 2020. Cheers: to creative ways for you to release that energy. Glad you had fun in NY, returning with reflection that resonates. Take care and merry Christmas.

[@wombatcube]

Thank you for sharing yourself with us and being encouraging all the time! Thank you for coming back! Thank you, basically! For everything! You're not alone. So many folks who do youtube seem to burn out. Glad you got a new perspective. I think it's cool you have so many followers & your art in your store sells out so quickly! I think google/youtube depends on you feeling discouraged by not growing for them. They feed off your success. So in a way, you are successful at getting what you need, and NOT feeding them a million subscribers....because it's taxing for the average person to be a content creator that maintains a million + viewers. Keep the faith in yourself and your subscribers! We support ya and whatever you desire to make! We'll be here waiting for you to choke us lmao! (NOT IN A WEIRD WAY OMG)

[@sorlyzpagan6697]

Your channel is great and I love how your videos are not overproduced. It makes it feel more personal and I can tell how much you care about your work. 💕💕 good luck with everything and I will continue to watch

[@zephyrwiselee3967]

Dude your one of my favorite artists and creators. Whatever you do, keep it authentic

[@silvermyst3081]

,I love your art. It's a different style, and it's unique. Rembrant, Van Gogh, Picasso are all known for their style of painting. No one has ever look at a Rembrant and think it was a Van Gogh, Your art is unique, your style is you. So keep on doing you and love your art. One day we will reconize your art just by looking at the style and say that's a (Your Name Here). Your art is distinctively, you.

[@sjshapir]

Watching the colors blend and change is magical. Do what is you.

[@joculator9820]

Hearing someone talented and driven talk about their struggles with their art is extremely useful for amateurs like myself. Thanks for uploading this

[@redthunderbird7332]

For Joana Cidia: I never watched any of her videos, but after noticing she was gone when I tried to, I saw that somebody had ssid that she left because her body had built up an immunity to the medication she takes for eczema, and lately she's been having an especially bad eczema flare up, so she's taking this time to recover, but it's unknown when or if she'll return. As someone with eczema myself, I understand completelty.

[@sophlett]

Tbh I prefer your style of video-making compared to the "influencer" side of Art KZbin. It feels like we're hanging out and it feels very real, no fluff. Thank you, BlackBean for staying real

[@manusantiago3166]

This video felt like a conversation with a friend. You made me remember that it's ok to feel these feelings as an artist. Thank you. I hope you have a great day. 💜

[@Thehighpriestess108]

You are so special and amazing. I know other art KZbinr’s may get more views but your videos are so unique and personal. You inspired me to create for the first time and I’m 44! Please don’t stop making art. Your presence is very necessary. ♥️

[@missalexajane]

Your shorts are how I discovered your channel. I'm thankful you made them. It's your commitment to putting your work out there even if you feel like it's not your best. It's better than not putting your stuff out there like me.

[@victoriasartstudio]

I loved this video, it was nice to listen to you be so real, and I think all artists will relate. I loved the little clips of you going to new York! I hope your art block goes away soon, for now, just enjoy art galleries, going for walks and taking pics of nice things, to create a visual scrapbook 😊😊

[@carirakai2588]

Don't fuss about what other youtubers might do with their videos. My daughter and I keep an eye out for yours. Art videos are like COMPANY for us. You make me feel like I'm chatting about art with another artist, which I haven't been able to do for a few years now. Not every channel needs to fill the same niches! Keep doin what's good for you, the views will come eventually. As for motivation, I find motivation comes AFTER forcing myself to WORK. give myself a dumb project and force myself to DO IT. (Draw an animal from every letter of the alphabet over 2 weeks, whatever). Motivation comes with work, i find. Sending love from Canada 🇨🇦 ❤

[@junquito]

I sometimes feel sorry for some successful art KZbinrs (especially young ones) because they're so caught up with making popular videos and seem to have given up improving their art skills (if they find being KZbinrs is more meaningful than being good artists, I've nothing to say to that). I LOVE your videos because it contains actual process, useful techniques and most of all, your encouragement. I truly wish that you become financially successful and gain huge popularity, but I also wish that you enjoy healthy life and create more beautiful works, because your talent as an artist is so rare, unique and exceptional. It's OK to do nothing for a while ...life is long! I would live to see in some 30 years (if I'm alive) your great art in a museum and say, "I've known him since he was making videos in good old KZbin!!" Merry Christmas and hope a lot of good things happen to you next year❤

[@chloeford5168]

Bean! You are the reason I started to use oil pastels. I remember watching your lip and eye tutorials and pausing so often to try and learn. You are my #1 KZbin artist inspo and I’m so grateful you make videos. I’ve been in an art block for the last 5 months! And I watch your videos for inspo so you’re helping us out of our blocks too! Everything you said in this video was valid. I have felt this all, especially now. Please make art for yourself and the more candid/raw the videos are, the better. We just want to see you happy. MERRY CHRISTMAS BEAN❤️❤️

[@lunamarie5314]

I’ve been watching you for about 2 years now and honestly you’ve inspired me so much. I started oil pastels because of you, and I love it. And I know I’m not the only one who has this experience from you. You’re truly an amazing artist and what stands out is you doing YOU. Yea the art KZbin world is awesome but to be honest I can’t write one person who does oil pastels nvm has a similar niche as you. Because you stand out! You’re not the same as everyone else and that’s GOOD! Just because you’re not getting views doesn’t mean it’s not worth peoples time like the regular artist on here getting thousands of views. My only advice that I’ve noticed to work for artists is to just post more and stick with trends. But honestly you don’t even need to do that because supporters will find you and love you. That advice might speed up the process but you need to find what’s best for you. 🥺❤️ Also I’m SO happy to finally have another video and I do sincerely hope you’ll be posting more 🥺💞💞💖❤️

[@AmyMcScience]

Bean!!! It's so nice to see you! I'm really glad I found your channel and I've enjoyed every video you have created. I love your amazing sassy creative self and your fun artwork. I hope you will be able to overcome your art block and bless us with more awesome videos. Much love!

[@kailyn.bw.]

Thanks for opening up Christian. Art block is real. Feeling feels is really real. Thanks for coming back when you can. I love your content even when it’s not ultra edited. I’m so glad tiktok showed me you, I be a fan forever. 🌸♥️🌸♥️🌸

[@LarrivaArt]

You're an amazing artist and person and I appreciate you.

[@stickypages1689]

This 13-minute video managed to inspire me and think of being grounded and present. So thank you.❤️ I send you all my energies on this journey. This poor society measures worth in numbers and it’s sad to see people so affected by it. Just because you don’t see them doesn’t mean you aren’t being seen☺️ keep going!💪🏽

[@zamir6146]

I could completely relate to this video since recently I've been going through an artblock and it was mainly because i had started posting my art on instagram and after a while it wasn't about thr art it was about the numbers and likes that i was getting on my post and the amount of followers i was receiving, also seeing all the other instagram artist growing so fast was discouraging but watching this video made me realize im not alone it's a stage we all go through, so thank you for making this video in made me want to draw again for the first time in month's!❤

[@zamir6146]

It made me*

[@BlackBeanCMS]

Thank you for this comment! The world of social media is an amazing yet sad place. Especially for artists and content creators. I just have to keep reminding myself how I wouldn't be where I am today if I stopped posting my art. Please continue to post! Your comment really inspired me as well! I hope you have an amazing holiday! Stay creative!

[@CandySoulAndSoil]

You are so inspiring! I have just found you. Somebody recommend you to me in the comments on my channel and I’ve sat up half the night delighting in you, your art, your bright light! Then I sent links to all my kids to inspire them. Thank you! Keep shining 🥰⭐️

[@billyt9830]

Great Video! Glad to see you are back on KZbin. I just wanted to tell you that when I started watching your channel over a year ago, it was (and still is) very inspiring to me! It inspired me to take up painting and drawing! I work in the performing arts, so needless to say when COVID lockdowns happened, it really sucked here because EVERYTHING shut down! Switching to visual arts has been a blessing and a lifesaver! I was kinda blocked creatively for the past couple of months but recently finished a painting that I really like. Thank you for introducing me to working with pastels BTW! Love your latest drawing! Ironically I live exactly 3 blocks away from the Brooklyn Museum (I highly recommend a trip on your next visit to NYC) and I think it's about time I pay another trip there for some new inspiration. It's sad that I live in a city like this and don't stop to appreciate the art all around me. Anyway keep up the great work! Happy New Year! ✌🏽

[@kimiasedig8347]

I think this is the first comment I have ever made on a KZbin video, but I just wanted to say that watching your art over the last year and a half completely transformed the quality of my own art and taught me so many things I didn't know how to begin trying before. Whatever you decide is best for you, please know your artwork and style is not only beautiful and unique but also grounded and presented with a process that helps other artists improve their own crafts. Thank you! Wishing you all the best :)

[@buci131]

Comment for the algogods. I'm glad you're back! I've missed seeing your videos. I found your channel about 3 months ago when I was struggling with art block and I was electrified! I love your videos, both the shorts and the longer ones--your energy and personality are awesome to me. I'm very much an introvert so watching someone express their bold, vibrant personality in their art has been so inspiring. I'd never worked in oil pastels before (I'm more into watercolor) but your videos were exciting enough to me to jump in and play around with them and I've been loving it. I hope you get to feeling better and can find your motivation again but know that you have lots of fans who love your work, style and videos just as they are.

[@persephoneblack888]

You and your art are an inspiration to me. I stopped drawing almost 2yrs now and I want to draw again. It's the part of me that's missing and the reason I'm sad all the time is because I love art and haven't had any time to draw at all. I love these kinds of videos. I'm not in to the big and flashy videos. I love these peaceful chat and draws, and sketchbook flip throughs and paint alongs. 🎨 ♡

[@asmi3424]

I used to hate oil pastels before I saw your videos… I’d never really seen anyone use oil pastels in this way before. I actually started liking oil pastels and wanting to create art with them because of you. You’ve been such a great inspiration to me! It’s actually kind of hard to be inspired by some bigger art you tubers the way I get inspired by artists like you. So, keep up the good work!

[@dollladie]

I totally understand. My niche is pretty much invisible in the YT art scene. I don't have the energy/motivation anymore to even load them. And, they're not really even videos - mostly slide shows showing my art. I'm a fauvism folk artist - and my market does not historically find me here. But, perhaps it doesn't matter. So, yes, sir, MAKE YOUR ART FOR THE SAKE OF ART! Not for the views, the approval and the masses - art is healing, so let it work for and on you. I've missed watching you - and so glad to see you back ... I'm especially glad to see you visited my home town (I haven't been back there since 1993). So, I need to push my fears of traveling in this current climate, and just go home. Thanks for the art ... Much Love.

[@JWhitneyArt]

I was thinking about you earlier today and then you post! I’m glad to see this. I’ve noticed that last year’s art-me is totally different from this year and it’s almost impossible to recreate that. We get to grow every day and a lot of us are in an evolution where we need the break to come back better. You’ll get past this ❤️

[@tommyd.5764]

It's your videos and your type of content that get me inspired to draw and paint! The bigger stuff is fun to watch, but I always feel connected to you when you post?? The energy you give, your art, the way you talk to us-- You are WONDERFUL at this. I'm losing track of my point, but I just wanted to say that you are super inspiring as an artist and I'm glad you got into KZbin because you make it brighter ☺

[@PsychoCacti]

The "algor" "izm" just dropped this gold nugget of a channel in my feed and this video hit me in a very tender spot in my little art goblin self. I stopped making art for almost five years I was in a very rough and dissociated state in my life. I didn't know were I was going or if I really even wanted to continue. It has been two years now that I am slowly getting back into my art. I have changed a lot and so has my art. It is hard for me to not urn for how I used to incorporate art into my life but that how it is. I used to draw and write at every moment I had alone. Now I have to feed my goblin lots of content and reference before I can motivate myself. My philosophy is that everyone's cup is half empty but what is in your cup is really were out perspective should be. A lot of the time we don't have control over what is poured into our cup but we still have to finish it before we can fill it with stuff we like and we tend to burn through the stuff we like a lot quicker then the stuff we don't. My way of getting through art block is simple letting it go away with time . Its time that should be spent learning introspectively, it is time for growth and when you feel ready you can share your blossoms again. No one gets angry at the plum tree when it comes to fall and its branches are bare, we say its out of season and we wait. I think we are no different. If everything was perfect and beautiful all the time there would be no place for art in this world. Our art comes from the joy we have after re discovering the beauty in the world we forgot we could see.

[@janetcollamer4048]

You are right Christian, forget the numbers! You have a gift in art and comedy and thank you for sharing them with us. If you only share a few how to videos with oil pastels, that's enough.♥️♥️♥️

[@bribabyzeroni]

Hi bean! Not sure if you’d ever see this seeing as it’s been so long but I’ve been watching you for for some time now, at least pre pandemic and it’s been so fantastic to see you grow in the many ways you have. To be so very transparent and honest about the ups and downs as an artist and allowing ourselves to be patient navigating social medias wants and needs alongside of it. I said all that to say, you inspired me to even begin creating/painting along with the other KZbinrs you’ve collaborated with recently. Thank you so much for being an inspiration! Your niche community will find you, time and time again for you being you. Keep growing♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️

[@JessieNebulous]

It's so good to see you again, you saucy & sassy Bean! I'm glad you had fun in NY, & I think the piece turned out well. You're absolutely right; we all have a right to feel our feelings. They're valid. That being said, I'm sorry you've been feeling disillusioned & uncertain for an extended period of time. That sucks. Art block sucks. And with all these stresses we live under in our current situation, it's very easy to get overwhelmed by burn out. Just be kind and patient with yourself, that's my advice. It's easy to get wrapped up in being an artist & forget about being a human being first. I think we're very good at neglecting our psychological needs in favor of getting art made, & it eventually blows up in our faces, & I think that's a lot of what art block is. Ok, sorry for writing a novel. Glad you're back, happy to see you dip your toes back in, & Merry Christmas! Much love to you 💙

[@anginatorr]

I found your channel because I was looking for oil pastel videos and I STAYED because your art is unique, creative, and different than other art I’ve seen before. It’s inspiring. Keep doing you and know that the audience that’s meant for you will find you when you stay true to yourself. I’m a writer and I haven’t picked up the pen in a hot minute so it’s comforting to see artists doing their best and always looking for inspiration. Thanks for reminding us the value in doing something creative every day💙💪🏽

[@missraraagirl]

Hey Bean just to say you inspired me to buy oil pastels and just draw. For Christmas I got oil paints, I’m getting creative all bc of you. Thank you so much!

[@joannaxnivis7850]

Hey, I just wanted to say that I don’t really care how entertaining your videos gonna be, I absolutely loooove your art style and your personality and I’m gonna watch whatever you’re gonna make 💕

[@banoya3108]

THE ICONIC, THE FABULOUS, THE GREAT, BLACKBEAN CMS IS BACKKKK

[@BlackBeanCMS]

🥺❤️

[@arlopratt2780]

Bro your work is honestly amazing and I just recently started visual art (painting to be precise) but you really seem to know about the colors and I can relate to having a creative block. I went from writing everyday for eight years and publishing two books while I was at it to literally not writing for weeks. Your personality and outlook on life feel golden and I’m lucky to have a creative as yourself to look up too. Will certainly be watching more of your content. Stay easy and happy holidays - Arlo

[@christianharbin7979]

Love your work! So expressive and full of character! Loving these silhouettes and profiles. Thanks for being candid about your experiences in finding inspiration. This was dope!

[@Specters0rd]

I hope you find your groove agains. As an artist who's having this issues to, the only we can do at least make something. It doesn't have to be perfect as long as you're having fun! Also how you blend in the different colors is awesommmeee... I love the colorsss so much.

[@Lyfling]

I’m so glad you’re back! I’m also so glad you took the time you needed to figure some stuff out and feel what you needed to feel. You’re a glorious human and EASILY my favorite artist on youtube right now. I don’t care if you post once a week or once a year, just keep doing what you need to do to take care of yourself and keep making art. I’m just happy to be along for the ride. 💖

[@kashiomi_art]

what i really like about your art and videos is the fact that they feel so authentic and true to you. a lot of big art youtubers use really flashy (and frankly, repetitive) style of editing, clickbait titles, the same trends and so forth. I enjoy their videos nonetheless and yt algorithm really loves their stuff too, but none were able to captivvate me like you. Your personality, your style, your variety, I haven't seen anything similar. Also I love that you share your struggles along with successes. I've been binge watching your videos for a week now and you're becoming my comfort youtuber. Keep doing what you're doing

[@Drizzerey]

I've been in a terrible depression and my life feels like it's falling apart, this year has been terrible for me, I barely did any art or writing this year. I'm trying to pick up the pieces and move forward. I do feel inspired by your video, so thank you for making it

[@BevChoy]

You ARE inspiring. You call it ‘rambling’ but what I hear is you making connections with those of us who do watch your videos from start to finish. ❤ You da bomb, baby.

[@boyDonavin]

You were serving looooks in NY! Glad to see you back💕

[@rebeccaburns8381]

Your subscribers love your videos and we'd never want you change your style of content as a result of comparing yourself to the less personal style of other art KZbinrs. You're personally a huge inspiration to me and been a part in reconnecting with my creative side and I just want to thank you! 💖

[@ever-fc9ft]

I love the PJ ❤ and I am so happy that I can spend this year with this family and see more of your lovable art 🎉HAPPY HOLIDAYS 🎉

[@BlackBeanCMS]

Thank you thank you!!!!!! I hope you have an amazing holiday! Stay creative friend! ☺️

[@Nerdicaful]

Girl, I gotta say this. It. Is. Not. Your. Fault. It's people's short attention spans. THAT'S why your quick videos get more views.

[@Serenity7250]

I knew it! You are a mere mortal after all. Its completely normal, ive learnt to ride and enjoy each creative wave as it comes and inevitably goes. Creativity has seasons I think. Appreciate where you are in it. Plot twist, art block only lifts when it wants too. It's a humbling experience all artists go through. It's about identifying the different phases of your creative process, how it works, when it comes and when it goes. Just enjoy the ride as I don't think we are in control of it!🤣🖤 ps. Forcing it can just be more frustrating than if you put your hands up and wait. Just don't wait too long, I've gone a decade before just waiting and not creating. The character building and building strength comes from picking up the pen, pencil, pastel and going for it regardless of the pain and self doubt. Pushing through helps you grow so much. This whole experience has helped you in a bigger and better way than you imagined. Everything happens for a reason. You are enough, you are perfect and you are exactly where you need to be.

[@cassandrasjoholm1327]

Commenting videos on KZbin scares me so much haha! But I really just wanted or say that I love your videos! Honestly, my fave person on KZbin.

[@teehlfx5238]

👋 Bean is pretty great 😊

[@BlackBeanCMS]

Thank you so much for watching! And commenting!! Your support means the world! I hope you're being creative today! ☺️

[@BlackBeanCMS]

🥺❤️

[@shaynanoone3653]

You inspired me to be creative and do more art. I did not understand how to use oil pastels until watching some of your videos. Now whenever I show my friends my sketchbooks they notice the drawings that were inspired by you and encourage me to do more. Thank you! 🥰💕

[@jarthepoolkid2755]

Your art makes me so happy and inspires me so much! Your videos and style are very different from everyone else on KZbin and that's what makes you, YOU! Your originality is so amazing and attention grabbing! Hope your art block goes away soon! 💛

[@mrs.noodles]

I LOVE your work. And your personality, too. I haven't been able to make any art for the last 18 months due to a horrible series of life events. Now that things are a bit more stable, I feel really worried that maybe I'll never get back to it again. Which leads to terrible self doubt, which leads to wondering if I'm even a "real" artist at all. UGH! So frustrated by the whole thing. Your videos and work have helped me at least stay connected to art - watching and learning is never a waste of time. LOVED the white boots, btw! Greetings from Montreal.

[@Nissy5991]

Keep being your beautiful self!! People tend to worry about views and what other people think and they get lost in the process!! Draw and paint whatever makes you happy , that's what matters ❤️❤️❤️

[@chimeracolors2402]

I just want to say, thank you for putting your art in the world for us, you have inspired me to get back into my coloring more and not be afraid to start the process of showing my coloring books to the world.

[@fifi336]

When you were like, “watching other artists discourages me cuz they’re so good” I was like THAT’S HOW I FEEL WATCHIN YOU! - I think the point of life and especially being an artist is that you’re never gonna always feel inspired & motivated, cuz ultimately that’s what YOU have to create for yourself. I’m still in my block but seein ppl like you comforts me man

[@sheheeteehee2964]

Your art style is so captivating. I do oil pastels and saw your videos before. And I love your works! You deserve the recognition and you deserve my support! You are amazing.

[@rainbird2372]

I feel like you’d be a really cool and fun friend. We are lucky to have you here.

[@helpyourcattodrive]

I. MISSED. YOU. I have been waiting for you to come back. I love it all. The skits, the fun, the talent, the medium.

[@tomishalovely-allen6091]

I love your videos and the simplicity of your art and video style. I enjoy watching your process and sharing your journey through the work. Wait until you start selling, I believe you will see the value of your work to your community and others who do not know you. Start selling!

[@khymerra]

Your videos are so refreshing and inspiring in this vast sea of "aesthetic art" vlogs that have become so popular on KZbin. I love the kind of videos you put out, your wit and characters are hilarious and it's just so nice watching your process unobstructed by flashy cuts and edits, pretentious narration and other bullshit people are coming up with in their rich white art kid vlogs. I won't ever get bored or tired by your videos, they're always so entertaining and your experience as an artist is very relatable, which I appreciate so much, because I can actually connect to the person behind the screen and all their flaws and hardships they go through with art, as opposed to the popular vlogs I mentioned, which seem toon pretty and perfect to be true.

[@bontleillustrations7100]

I've been sick for a week. I'm talking about sleepless nights. I'm new to your channel and I've been binge-watching your videos. Your videos really made me feel better and been helping me get through this sickness. They also inspired me to explore more oil pastels.

[@savannahnicoletv]

Another thing you can do for inspiration is to look at the emotions you go through most and turn them into environments or rooms within your art. It provides original and authentic ideas and it shows you how to connect with your work emotionally and spiritually . Like having a spiritual or happy experience for me means that I’d probably paint myself amongst trees or on a mountain using all my favorite color coordinations and then doing something maybe more dark and sad I’ll paint an environment that is more empty and tells a clear story and emotion I can share with people .

[@zsagerliza6160]

i loved this i thought you never get art block. you inspire me all the time! keep it up

[@BlackBeanCMS]

Thank you so much for watching! I definitely get art block a lot more than I'd like to admit 😭 but we gotta stay motivated! ☺️