$uicideboy$ Get Real About Their Past Dr*g Use

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[@bungholeinspector2414]

I’m not joking 8 years ago when I really got into these guys I remember saying to myself “there’s absolutely no way these two will be alive in a few years.” Here we are 8 years later.

[@LTR1420]

Same. $crim looked like a walking corpse during those "IWTDINO" years.

[@Rocko1990]

Didn't they say they were gonna kill themselves if they didn't make it in music by the time they were 30

[@ic3cVlt]

@@Rocko1990yep

[@limpbizkitfan4206]

And 200 lbs later

[@bungholeinspector2414]

@@limpbizkitfan4206 I literally remember ruby posting on Twitter or something “Jesus Christ I’ve gained 20 pounds of depression”

[@Doleann]

"The first time in my life I felt comfortable in my own skin" yep. Yep.

[@kebokev7519]

Exactly what i went through to the T. Never felt comfortable, always something off when i found oxy thats what was missing from my life. 15 years later im finally clean.

[@Doleann]

@kebokev7519 very similar for me.

[@leviathanpvp1022]

Felt this way when I would take acid. It was like I actually don’t hate myself for once

[@TheBudCHUG]

​@@leviathanpvp1022if you hated yourself and your only way out was acid you are truly strong minded

[@LWgaming2020]

that was molly for me

[@staycegmst369]

I threw away my entire 20s doing shit I regret. I was in a dark hole. I’m thankful I survived, many don’t

[@banananaman87]

I can relate my friend. I'm happy you made it out

[@deluded2630]

you are now ahead of so many people mentally

[@yungsofa8084]

same here. i dont know how i survived.

[@haraldharam9334]

Knock on wood​@@deluded2630

[@whodat715]

Fuck man. Not tryna dump, just was nice to see I'm not alone in feeling that way... Turning 30 and am still working out how to feel about it now that I'm clean. We here now tho, best of luck bro.

[@Torrmac]

I was bumping the boy$ music for years when I was an alcoholic drug abuser and i still bump their music now 2 years sober on october 7th. I quit alcohol cold turkey and everything else followed instantly, took about 6 months to quit smoking and then vaping but im stone cold sober now and its worth every up and down.

[@seekprod.]

proud of you brotha, keep fighting💪

[@daniella5230]

congrats!!! you’ve come very far! i love reading these great comments and stories that you and others are sharing with us. bravo !!

[@DogsCoffeeNJesus]

Nice bro, congratulations on your sobriety. I'm a bit over 2 years clean, my last vice is still nicotine though, I quit fentanyl, alcohol, and meth, but nicotine is almost harder to quit. For now, I'll take it over using. Never alone never again

[@devohn11]

we got the same sober date 😭 i'll be 2 months in 3 days

[@wahterr6281]

God bless you man. That takes incredible strength.

[@chuckschwaab]

4 years clean from heroin 💪

[@Mr.InbetweenFX]

Fuck yeah bro, don’t touch that shit there’s people who need it and if you don’t need it count yourself lucky and just live and eat and be happy.

[@90s267]

@@Mr.InbetweenFXwell said

[@bradpnw1897]

Hell 👍 yeah.

[@unkown312]

Praise Christ! Jesus Christ is God.

[@Mr.InbetweenFX]

@@90s267 I say this as a former heroin addict myself. It’s not something to use if you’re not dying or honestly dying in pain. Not to tell anyone how to live, but i think good food, cool technology, close family and a girl that’s good for you is the best way to spend your time here.

[@SoteloJ93]

I just hit 5 years being sober yesterday. These 3 really helped me stay clean.

[@DanielleFoster.]

@SoteloJ93 awesome! I'm glad you made it! I hope life is genuinely good to you.

[@SigiliesdEyes]

Congrats. Big up!

[@ItsWhitneyduhh]

Congrats!

[@hllnz1999mr]

So so proud of you❤

[@Diesel_303]

soft willed mf

[@JackGeneiva]

Scrim switched through 3 sunglasses 🤣 thought I was tripping

[@SpaceTimeManipulatorSTM]

OK I really thought I was just seeing things myself. Tried to rewind and still couldn't figure it out.

[@ER1CNOIR]

Edittingggggggg

[@melissamartinez3593]

The boots !?

[@hhaste]

@@melissamartinez3593 Right, I didn't notice the glasses, I was too fixated on whatever the fuck those boots are.

[@melissamartinez3593]

@@hhaste he looks lame af lol

[@nerdicus15]

"Even if the finish line is far, keep on marching on" Proud of them and wishing them happiness

[@giannadiaz9604]

Hearing Theo talk about his issues always makes me love him so much more definitely one of the easiest comics to empathize with

[@Tallehatchi]

Definitely why the boy$ went on his show

[@austins.2495]

He’s a very relatable lesbian, probably thee most relatable.

[@Seenmikal]

He needs to shut up sometimes, dude cut them off so much this episode trying to force a shitty joke and then the subject would change.

[@chancecrump9609]

​@@Seenmikalwow. A former drug addict comedian would interject, in his own setting, to make jokes. Fucking baffling.

[@Yerboiy]

​So it's ok then?

[@haas4262]

Been clean from meth and heroin for almost 8 years. Still very vivid memories like it was yesterday. I don’t think that’ll ever change. Can’t imagine going back to that bondage.

[@DallasWB]

Im geeked rn

[@unrealmagic6519]

Im so geeked they call me a nerd​@@DallasWB

[@BlackLungRandy]

Hell ya man, keep it up, you are strong 🇱🇷

[@haas4262]

@@BlackLungRandy it’s all through Christ man. I was hopelessly addicted. God healed me to where it just wasn’t the same. Cravings were strong for about a year.

[@WhoisWavy]

slamming some brown as I type this comment

[@Beavisofficial]

videos like this where theyre open about depression make me feel better

[@peterpemrich6962]

Good for you boo boo you want a cookie. Life isn't forgiving. Don't look for reassurance be proud of yourself and what you do bro

[@peterpemrich6962]

If you are looking for reassurance that I'm proud of you that is not easy to do but do some David goggins shit drug world Weis get out of your comfort zone and make yourself proud not others you got this

[@Beavisofficial]

@@peterpemrich6962 yeah id like a cookie. ''life isnt all forgiving dont look for reasurance'' what makes you think im the opposer to your pseudointellectual beliefs? idgaf about them

[@Beavisofficial]

@@peterpemrich6962 i lost my father and mother in israel at the time i made this comment. a comment like this couldnt truly convey what i was going through, i dont have any friends or family in my life thus i find my ways to cheer me up and this was one of them. i didnt ask for pity asshole, you dont know the full extent of some of the shit suicidal people are keeping in

[@Beavisofficial]

@@peterpemrich6962 shut up bro stop being so patronizing. im literally not the image youre portraying on to me, i found my peace in life and it seems like you have not or you wouldnt be reccomending david goggins to a buddhist monk

[@mewxtwo]

I never actually listened to these guys music (no reason why, just never got around to it) but one of my close friends who passed from an OD was really into them. Everything they are saying is clicking with me on a super fundamental level. The homie was onto something for sure with trying to get me to listen to them. RIP Jacob your efforts were not in vain. I'll bump some $uicideboys now just for you bro. Your spirit can come kick it with me and catch a vibe while I listen. I love you man wish you were still here.

[@tatekenworthy8044]

Their music is demonic man, Jesus loves you and he will fill your deepest void brother

[@jacksonfields2519]

I'm really sorry for your loss

[@DanielleFoster.]

​@@tatekenworthy8044 you are attempting to spread God's love, yet you disparage those men. These men have hundreds of thousands of people that gain inspiration from the story of getting clean. They care about helping the people who are still carrying the same burden. I think God would call that, doing good works. Don't use faith, to be hateful please. Take care.

[@clikftp]

@@tatekenworthy8044if its demonic then why u listening, why u clicking on a podcast that has them on it? why make a comment calling it what it was to begin with?

[@tatekenworthy8044]

@@DanielleFoster. how did I once use faith to be hateful? I told him Jesus loves him and he will fill his deepest void. Is that hate? Yes their music is demonic, that is the truth. What matters in the end, if you’re sober or if you follow Jesus? Which one of those options gets you to heaven.

[@TommyPickles808]

I've never heard of these guys (Suicide Boys) but it's so beautiful to see 2 grown men be so vulnerable. The world is a scary place for a lot of people but the only way out is through. I hope everyone makes it through. Blessings friends.

[@MatrixKT]

Well said

[@jaimedelgado7529]

Listen to matt black. Ull be hooked

[@NisusGG]

had a few percs in the hospital and felt exactly like Scrim said. told the doc to not write a script. already was struggling with addiction with alc and other shit. These dude saved me for awhile

[@alexfernandez2628]

1 year sober off heroin, these guys have been with me through it all

[@MatrixKT]

Keep it up brother

[@crash21607]

praise be my g

[@macintoshesprit6119]

Struggled with Heroin now for about 1 year and 3 months after switching from pills and I am now finally in a clinic for withdrawal. It may be hard but there’s finally a ray of light in this abyss. Their music, especially Scrim’s, helped me a lot in the past few years, it even may be an Understatement to say that their music just helps… it’s like the last ember before the fire dims, my spirit and one of the only few things I really love in these dark times besides making music myself and my loved ones. Scrim and Ruby are the best examples that all of us can make it and that there’s a life beyond addiction, a life fulfilled with passion and love. Man, I hope everyone who reads that corny sh*t will make it and I hope that the boys just don’t live till they could tell their grand grand kids about their life, but also till infinity with the music and it’s message.. Big love from Germany and bless y’all

[@SeF01]

Be strong brotha ❤​@@macintoshesprit6119

[@owenrockenbach139]

Real drug addicts and alcoholics gets off on this video so hard. Just keep doing the next right thing. Willingness, honesty, humility

[@ShaneWorcester-m5r]

Honesty open-mindedness and willingness

[@BigKilla99]

11:17 "you want a fresh one?" certified King behavior 🙏🙏

[@Thiccbuu]

Scrim a real one for that , im trying to see what kind of vape he has

[@cdrxgon24]

just deleted my dealer's contact. its time.

[@anjr6282]

It’s been three weeks. How’s it going?

[@cdrxgon24]

@@anjr6282 relapsed like literally two days in 🤣. i have been clean since then though, thanks for the message

[@MoBiLoViNc3]

@@anjr6282 He's high probably 🤣

[@YungChem]

@@cdrxgon24 What is/was your DOC? Fetty?

[@cdrxgon24]

@@YungChem coke, percs and xanax. lethal combination

[@truaggro]

I was born with heroin and x in my system, my mother was an addict and my grandmother ended up getting custody of me when I was 1 month old. I've struggled with addiction my whole life and still to this day I smoke weed, and its the only thing that makes me feel normal. It's sad, but it is what it is. Love to everyone.

[@GavySunner]

Much love brother 💙🤙

[@EASFromTheWest]

I’ve been smoking with my gfs dad and she smokes a lot but sometimes i wonder if she has hyperemises from weed. Or maybe hypochondria into having some other things. But she also has a few other things it treats really well like p.o.t.s. (no joke that’s what it’s called) so i only recommend her natural non addictive seeotoneegic plant psychedelics or a little bit of salvia and OCCASIONAL nicotine no more because she tried mine. My mom smoked cigarettes when i was in the womb and i stopped growing for an entire trimester. maybe that’s why i like spliffs so much. anyway, i think her dad needs it the most because he also grew up as a born-heroin baby and struggled with meth. i think tho stimulants and kratom (no more) (but have tried vicodin) make ne feel normal bc i never did as a kid either and had heavy anxiety. i literally just turned 20 too. but she tells me: yeah you had childhood trauma. especially!!! especially with what me and my brother have recalled on mdma together before. she’s like “well for sure you were abused and have autism/possibly adhd” and i’m like yeah probably. but my brother was always the problem child so he would get more treatment and i was always kind of responsible for myself and always “listened” aka just didn’t wNn get my ass beat. so… yk. it is what it is. i’m 20 i probably won’t even buy alcohol often when i’m an adult. fuck all this shit.

[@pradabears]

🫶🏾 Love. May you live a long healthy life

[@theoldblood3804]

Smoking weed really isn't an addiction

[@YungChem]

@@theoldblood3804not true. An addiction is an addiction.

[@ezmoneybiz]

This is more inspirational than anything, I wish I could have showed this to some people who are gone already!

[@jamesbillingsby8043]

They may not have even listened, only ones ready get to move on.

[@ezmoneybiz]

@@jamesbillingsby8043 that’s the hard part

[@msavic88]

the boys are always so real.. legit legends among men!

[@InternetArbiter]

hurrr durrr we do dwugs and make mwusic durrrr look at all our heckin' tatooos durrr ....they aren't even unique bruh

[@msavic88]

@InternetArbiter someone's a sad lonely uninspired dropkick lol you just sound dumb asf.. all your favourite musicians and artists were tripp8ng balls, coked or smacked out of their minds when they made your fav tracks.. sit down

[@Chxll5992]

​@@InternetArbiterwhat have you done to change the world

[@InternetArbiter]

@@Chxll5992 I've served in every battlefield and call of duty since the 1st generations of both titles. don't @ me son. your time hasn't even come yet if you're still on six siege.

[@Chxll5992]

@@InternetArbiter boy I grew up on battlefield and cod don't at me

[@codyv308]

You can tell how intelligent Ruby is through the way he talks. When he starts a sentence you can hear him formulating new ways to say it, as he speaks he'll start to say a point and then provide an example to further clarify it.

[@stronk9760]

I was going to say that about scrim because he gets straight to the point without having to overthink what he’s going to say. He can articulate with ease

[@anonymous5072]

“Don’t wanna talk about my drug use, suffered through so much abuse Lost my back home, left my family all alone”

[@joshcruz7912]

Some might say..."you're still all alone...all alone..."

[@Chxll5992]

Its lyrics from scrim ​@@joshcruz7912

[@Sunshine78423]

now your family is also drug addicts LOL

[@susiekim5728]

wow, just found them through this video. they so well articulated one’s experience with depression and drug addiction along with childhood trauma. i wish them the best in their journey!

[@jamiecumbee4108]

I've been sober 6 years. The best thing to ever happen to Me. I just cold turkeyed everything. About the start of the 2nd month I was able to sleep and function like a normal human again.

[@marlonvelasquez228]

Same here felt like it was never ending but just one month of death and another of your body getting back to normal

[@tylerholt81]

Day 4

[@theKnowhereMan]

​@@tylerholt81homie check, you still going strong?

[@gagemclaren]

Off dope?

[@Homeschoolingu-c8j]

🥳 I love seeing people recover! Being an addict is so traumatic, it’s cool seeing 3 really dope people living clean and enjoying life.

[@completelytransparent6320]

Real shit right here from these guys. Wise and humble love yall

[@RosinGoblin]

Had 2 spine surgeries + a appendix removal last year and went down a dark road. Currently 3 days clean from a oxy, norco, tylenol 4, poppy seed, valium and alchohol addiction. I feel so bad its unbelievable but Jelly's music is helping. Please pray for me I legit feel like im dying 🙏🏼

[@austinprice606]

Prayers sent bro

[@RosinGoblin]

@@austinprice606 thanks man I seriously appreciate it. Today was the first day I slept a bit since I stopped. I have like restless body syndrome or something and feel extremely intense anxiety and stomach problems. It's so soooo bad

[@dereklawrence5949]

Damn dawg. Thats hardcore. Poppy seeds because it unrefined is like instant withdrawl the next day anyways. If I was you, go to a free government treatment place just to get somewhere and around nurses and sheet.

[@titsmagee4469]

POPPYSEED?!😂😂

[@madlad9822]

I quit smoking, drinking, and taking meds about 2 weeks ago now and I honestly can't say I have any desire to go back after learning to feel again.

[@FoggyRedwood]

That's awesome to hear man. How are you doing now?

[@giovannimorgan8728]

How are u doing now??

[@madlad9822]

@ I am doing fantastic, my drive is better, I’m thinking careers over, I’m athletic, back in the dojo, saving money, more social, etc.

[@grimshorts4834]

Just hit 2 years clean off fent. Even my worst days off opiates are better than my best days on them. Good shit

[@masterofwit339]

My son is a die hard fan of these dudes. Had no idea they were cousins and also in recovery. Seems like a great time to give em a listen. Much respect 🫡

[@Vincent_Wok]

These guys have literally been with me thru my drug abuse since I was like 15 I wanna say I’m 26 now I’m still not clean but I’ve been trying .. shout out $uicideboy$ for being able to get clean and still continue doing what they love and it not affecting there life style 🩵 they really inspire me to do the same ! I’m an MC myself and make beats and I grew up listening to a lot of 36 mafia so I can really relate to these guys so much on a whole other level.. after watching this I’m going to go harder for my sobriety 💜

[@flexxluthorr_8941]

Stay strong brother try and get sober if you can, I’m almost 4 years clean from heroin and I couldn’t be more happy, I hope you find that one day ❤

[@BigfootBottler-rc8te]

They probably ain’t clean lol, maybe Ruby but I think Scrim is full of it.

[@Dash1282]

Take it 1 day at a time

[@seanhagelbarger6801]

Stay strong bro I never thought I would get clean, no one had faith in me but now I'm 4 years clean and have a 3 year old daughter and a wife and I love my life.

[@jigsawpulse1139]

Quit listening to drug music

[@919Motorsports]

Just about every opiate addict will remember their first pain pill, I felt that when he said “I get it now”. So many people lose everything chasing that *exact* feeling

[@coleorange970]

When they said that they wanted everyone to like them so they could like themselves really hit home. I’m really struggling to love myself rn and it makes me feel better that other people feel the same way and have made steps to get through it. I know I’ll make it one day

[@StillMaya1]

Been sober 3 months. Their music has always been there for me and I'm so glad they're doing so well nowadays!

[@CaryPalmerr]

12 years sober. I know exactly what he means when he talks about that first pain pill. Thankful to be alive to see this video. So many people sacrificed a lot to keep giving me second chances. Bless up anyone struggling

[@FLINTmitten810]

Man this is the most relatable thing I’ve watched in a long time.

[@z7a0c7k]

I really relate a lot to what scrim and Ruby are both saying both in their music and these interviews. I’ve been addicted to subs for 5 years and it just feels normal to be on em and I feel like I can’t live without em. The both inspire me to one day to get completely sober.

[@Battery33]

You can do it bro

[@douBBle0306]

Been on subs for 3 years now I’m 24 shits the hardest thing I’ve ever done bro, been a couple times I’ve lost my stuff and had to sit through the most excruciating physical and mental withdrawals, people really don’t understand how we need this to function

[@Supreme___408]

@@douBBle0306damn I got prescribed it to get over withdrawals, it’s only been a month it has helped tremendously but hearing stuff like this I’m like shit lol gonna be hard to get off it eventually

[@tripsmcgee2474]

Been on Subs for like 13 years now. Shit sux. But better than chasing roxys and H..

[@Battery33]

@@douBBle0306 I’m 32 now if I could go back over the last decade I would of just got off the sub for me it was never able to block my fent and now I’m on 235 mgs a day of methadone for the last 4 years and getting increasingly miserable but surviving I feel you man that withdrawl from long half life opioids is HELL I wish I just stayed using dope sometimes

[@FaydinqFTW]

12 steps saved me too. To anyone struggling with addiction. Go to a NA or AA and find your faith in a higher power. There is always hope. Glad to see both these guys over come this disease.

[@OGbobbyKUSH]

I just can’t stand how hard religion is pushed there.

[@brandonk2313]

@@OGbobbyKUSHliterally bro

[@CowboyDerp]

@@OGbobbyKUSHits helpful way of living but I stopped going because I smoke weed.

[@billepperson2662]

Or better... Skip the disease model/cult stuff & go to a SMART, lifeboat or SOS meeting or any other local 12 step alternative 🤷

[@meechi8265]

Step 8 here. Ready to finish them, got 11 months and 9 days now 🙏🏽🙌🏽

[@carbon2574]

Glad to read that so many of you have stayed sober. Drugs are never the answer. They only lead to false sense of security and reality. You're WAYYY better off without them. Don't let it be you're personality. May God bless you all.

[@nihilvt]

every time I hear them get deep, it's always so relatable and genuine. especially with the drugs, they don't lie about who they are.

[@Thiccbuu]

I'll never forget when they called me on stage in San Antonio TX, gave me a hug and went on with the show, one of the realest people I've ever met 🙏🏽 scrim and ruby always show love I will always support them 🙏🏽

[@DeDe-by9se]

8:23 "What made you in so much pain, you think?" "Being born" real shit

[@evangreenberg1666]

Ya sometimes existence is just ehhh. Like if we do have a creator and I get the chance to talk to it, imma have some fuckin questions that’s for sure. Like if god is so perfect and omnipotent, why’d he create such imperfect beings like us? Idk man makes me think.

[@austins.2495]

Honestly this is how I feel about life, I’m working on changing that viewpoint but so far nothing has made me feel otherwise.

[@mateuszs5071]

@@evangreenberg1666 Humanity has tried to answer these questions throughout all of it's existence. Nobody found a perfect answer. In Old Testament God has created only Adam and Eve perfect. However, once they were tempted to commit the first sin, they were banished from Paradise and punished to live on Earth where the life is miserable and hurtful. So, human kind wasn't designed to be perfect by any means, at least to our ancestors common belief. Or if it was, then the first humans on Earth screwed it up. I highly recommend you read Jordan B Peterson's 12 Rules to Life - An antidote to chaos as he tries to answer this question throughout the book while bringing in Bible, ancient philosophers, modern philosophers, science and his own thoughts into play. It is all about your inner perception and belief. Hang in there, you're not alone.

[@thesunbehindthesun1574]

​@@mateuszs5071Amen well said 🙏

[@biggiesmalls3096]

😂. The way he casually said that killed me. True though I relate

[@NoOne-go6tc]

Just got 3 years a few days ago, and Theo was almost my first video about recovery. Thanks brother

[@marcusgomez1372]

I remember meeting these boys going to my first concert which was them! I was late so we stopped at the gas station down the steeet I guess their openers were still on SO they went to the gas station and we MET THEM❤❤❤ unbelievable experience I love yall.

[@viviank3yhada]

they explained it so well, big love and appreciation for this episode

[@LordConlano]

that hallelujah moment ruby was talking about is so spot on, i got a morphine drip in the hospital at 17 and it was exactly what they described, now i’m 25 still fighting to stay off fent, pressed bars, ect and im still chasing that first hallelujah feeling i got way back when

[@SkymanLancecaster]

You got this bro, if you ever want to reach out hmu. I'm not affiliated with shit like that but I'm recovering and a good while in. I was a Skante warrior 🪖, no harm in talking bro

[@grantlaw4690]

"It's hard to get a pill head to finish painting the baseboards " is so true and authentic theo. 😊😊😊

[@kittenpuke7239]

to have a friend like theo would be life saving.

[@k1ndafr3ak96]

I am so God damn proud scrim n ruby got sober! I have been a fan since 2016 and to see them progress and still keep it G is the realist shit I have ever seen out of most if not all music scenes right now. 💯

[@tonydalessio7262]

Never heard of these guys and my 15 year old daughter and her friend showed them to me. I was struggling with alcoholism at the time and just got sober when they talked me into taking them to a concert. i found out they were sober and the music hit different. Helped keep me strong. great music!

[@DimeszTV]

man, being employee of the month on pain pills is so relatable... i was full of energy, on opiates, super social... it was amazing... until i couldn't afford it anymore. shit was the worst

[@okaycoo4224]

It’s a damn shame. I was the most social, outgoing person on drugs. Now I don’t wanna talk to people at all lmao

[@DimeszTV]

@@okaycoo4224 facts man, i was the life of the party. could basically pull any girl... then eventually when i got super bad on opiates i couldnt afford it, so i got a rep for stealing smh

[@WhoGotTonio]

@@okaycoo4224 this so real dam bro

[@Rxslc]

came in thinking to hear some crazy drug stories but came out with some powerful messages theo has a way of putting the words together so well.

[@matpeachey3946]

I listened to the whole thing last night and it’s the first time I’ve ever actually listened to them talking. Quite surprised how well spoken and intelligent they both are. Particularly Scrim. Seem like great dudes ❤️

[@emilialopez3525]

Years ago, I started listening to $B especially during my drug days.. and now I’m three years clean still bumpin them ❤

[@Benvyious]

Love these guys. As someone that has struggled with clinical ocd so bad that it’s difficult to leave the house, it gives me great hope that it will get better. I still have trouble accepting this is who I am and feel ashamed when I spiral. Fortunately, for me I didn’t like drugs I have been prescribed enough to get hooked. I do feel alone at times even though I have a strong support from my family. I do hope everyone finds help out there to make it through this thing we call life. Much love to everyone going through something. Don’t quit.

[@wierdlybrent]

You got this! Keep your head up

[@ryansilva647]

These guys r too real. I related so much to scrim talking about not being okay in his own skin and how drugs made him feel better

[@ClipStreamSage]

I’m in New Orleans off them percocets like I’m Sean Payton

[@galaxycloud7797]

Who that ?

[@n0x1021]

WHO DAT

[@rizinMLG]

@@n0x1021 Sean Payton is an American football coach and former quarterback who is the head coach for the Denver Broncos of the National Football League. Previously, he served as the head coach of the New Orleans Saints from 2006 to 2021, leading the franchise to its first Super Bowl victory during the 2009 season.

[@solowtotheground]

@@rizinMLGwooooosh. Come to NOLA sometime 😂😂who dat???

[@eros558]

Bitches hit my line I said not today Satan

[@nicksmith1252]

This means the world to me after coming from the same bs. Sober life is 1,000x more rewarding. Keep doing your things guys!

[@ricoguapo7408]

scrims glow up from his past fashion sense to his attitude is so lovely to see, so much growth between the two of them.

[@rsc8889]

And his voice, so much more life and I swear I’ve never heard Scrim or Ruby truly laugh before this podcast

[@Greysprunkiyay]

Glow up? lol dude looks like an idiot with all the jailhouse tats on his face. Sadly a common example of people from my home state.

[@ghengisdong6714]

Those boots are fucking atrocious

[@thirtythreehz]

@@ghengisdong6714abominable

[@Edizzle15]

Are you on pills? He looks like an idiot.

[@tseimucS]

Overdosed twice with these boys playing in the background. 3 years clean in march. 2 kids. Never thought I’d be one of the “Family” men.

[@nickp978]

This is the Suicide Boys 2.0 interview we have all been waiting for.

[@-davi3s-901]

i used to be on the unholy trinity. now im 10yrs sober. whoever needs this "u got this keep pushing" 🙌

[@maxmullin4291]

“It’s more spiritual not a material answer “ these guys are so genuine and I wish them all the love in the world

[@leightonpowers2861]

Thanks bro, I appreciate this video. Trying to slow down smoking and it's been hard. Got some new motivation from this video. Love ya man

[@ajhudgins]

scrim saying when they got "there" wherever "there" was at like 10:00 really hit.

[@UnconventionalMarketing]

5 years clean from heroin, meth, and Xanax! I’m blessed to be alive, and am lucky to now have the chance to be a dad 🙏

[@emilymarie5369]

I’m proud of everyone who is sober I don’t care how long, if you’re 4 years or 4 days and starting your sobriety journey I’m proud of you

[@felipemendes8337]

ive been adicted to drugs since i was around 13, started with ritalin, then alcohol, weed, xan, lsd etc.... glad to see other people getting clean. its tough but its possible. keep it up guys, dont be afraid to seek help if you need it. good vibes to everyone!

[@wavybaby999]

14 months clean, yall 👏

[@Adam.OGorman]

Proud of you bro 👊

[@wavybaby999]

@@Adam.OGorman 👊

[@macabrew]

I'm so glad these guys didn't get taken out early and got it all together, we need to see some legends from our generation live on.

[@realmongolianhours6502]

Haven’t really listened to a lot of their new stuff ngl but I’m so happy to see them off the hard drugs man. Healthy and happy. Good for them.

[@kushhunter520]

i love this kinda content just like an open therpy round just chill everybody on the same level

[@MidwesternOutdoors01]

Never actually heard the boys sit down and speak like this… and who better to do it with then Mr.Von. Taking these heavy subjects and making smiles in the process ❤

[@Haleymorast3290]

I’m so happy for them. I can’t believe how big they got… been a fan since they barely had any listeners got yall tatted forever G59TTG

[@That.Squirrel-8]

"We'll nic it out" - Scrim

[@ChipHighlark]

Gettin straight up NICC'D

[@rawrbrz]

Prolly millions of us with the exact same story as scrim, every detail, he was just able to turn into consistent musical output. So dope to have these guys

[@paulhernandez8697]

Im 5 days clean off fentanyl this made my day

[@monatooo]

nice man keep going i hope its 7 days now

[@deshaundoyle3989]

Make it to 12?

[@diesaladbar]

Keep it up! You got this!

[@monatooo]

growth isnt a straight line, so dont give (yourself) up if you relapsed! starting again is also great, just dont stop trying!

[@paulhernandez8697]

Thank you all of yall fr fr

[@SwimminOnLand]

"I wanted to feel like this everyday" yessir

[@1990HondaEFHatch]

You’d think scrim was still on drugs wearing those god damn boots lol

[@fenrir5361]

I fucking hate them. I shouldn't be forced to look at that, nobody should.

[@jordynintonic]

I love how they’re so open about this, in conversation, too.

[@hughbrame4193]

Almost 3 years sober comin' up on Christmas! 🤘

[@hpsilentkill7888]

That's right myyy boa! 💪🏻💯

[@reagandesantis2047]

got sober at 20. so glad they’re sober & open abt it ty daddy bill w

[@1take989]

So glad they doing good now 🙏

[@Poopfvckkk]

Glad we still here yall.

[@dallasslim1838]

Damn it deep when Theo talking about his story got me choked up

[@tucker8429]

granny stickin up for Ruby is too funny lmfao

[@PaulaSchaper-o9j]

Ruby and Scrim I love you so much. Your music helped me in my darkest times… So proud of you and happy to hear your doung better🖤

[@andrewkost2625]

these guys get along so well it’s nice to see. cut from the same cloth, southern boys

[@simonjones2270]

Dang man I love seeing the brotherhood and community. Get clean stay clean 🧼

[@SatansBellEnd43]

At the end just makes me think of ruby screaming in the kitchen and scrim looking terrified for his life

[@SatansBellEnd43]

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[@sxarexrow]

thankful that i found the boy$ before i really had the opportunity to get into all that. love them and their music so much

[@tielorwehr6121]

he changed his glasses four times during the duration of this clip

[@ricoguapo7408]

lmaooo couldn't decide if he wanted to look badass or be able to actually see with the prescribed cartier's (i assume)

[@frankieneedlz]

I don’t get it?

[@dakota2386]

@@frankieneedlzyou don’t understand English?

[@rizinMLG]

@@ricoguapo7408 maybe he wanted to feel out theos vibes first and then once he saw he could connect he switched to clear.

[@isaiahneria5720]

Cause he’s fucking Scrim that’s why.

[@ironxYT]

i love these dudes as artists, and i mean this as respectfully as possible, im no longer in a place in life im interested in listening to their work. i wish them all the best

[@RoseanneSeason7]

I'm in the same boat. I just can't listen to them anymore now that I'm sober. Its like i forever tainted their music same with ghostmane and freddy dread. That music was so much apart of my tweaking days.

[@TakedownBOBO]

As a 27 yo heroin addict that feeling of being comfortable in your own skin is too relatable, as much as I don’t want to take any drug every day I don’t ever see myself getting off it, I admire the fact that they both got clean because whenever I’ve tried I feel like I’ve lost my best friend and that empty feeling inside is unbearable. Hats off to them both, glad I came across this video

[@pneuma6421]

Try methadone, atleast it wont kill you 🙏

[@sxrps501]

Been using Rx and street meds for 8 yrs, can relate to scrim on a disturbing level down to the chewing fenty patches. but to hear that he is now sober it inspired me to give NA ago aain and ive been clean for 3 months now. Dont loose hope mah Demons

[@usuallyonpercs2733]

SB music hit different, when you actually on that sht

[@macintoshesprit6119]

Struggled with Heroin now for about 1 year and 3 months after switching from pills and I am now finally in a clinic for withdrawal. It may be hard but there’s finally a ray of light in this abyss. Their music, especially Scrim’s, helped me a lot in the past few years, it even may be an Understatement to say that their music just helps… it’s like the last ember before the fire dims, my spirit and one of the only few things I really love in these dark times besides making music myself and my loved ones. Scrim and Ruby are the best examples that all of us can make it and that there’s a life beyond addiction, a life fulfilled with passion and love. Man, I hope everyone who reads that corny sh*t will make it and I hope that the boys just don’t live till they could tell their grand grand kids about their life, but also till infinity with the music and it’s message.. Big love from Germany and bless y’all

[@K.A-87]

im a big suicideboys fan from the netherlands from the beginning check every song im in the comments i look like the 3rd suicideboy how many people i told ABOUT THEM WE FROM THE SAME ERA 9-9-1987 they made me cry a lot nobody can do that love you guys and i try to better my self but its hard if you know what this world really is i cant go back suicide till i die

[@cantstopRAN]

“Be in my dark shit but not alone” HIT DEEP ASF