VLOG: admitting into mental health facility, mom life, organizing + more

[@KyraShalise]

ILY Sarai! As someone who struggles with anxiety and don’t have many people who understand this helps so much

[@SaraiJones]

I love you❤

[@HaleysLifeAdventures]

I’ve done both inpatient and outpatient care, and it’s so amazing that you recognize you need help, and are willing to get help. Ik you will come out of this feeling stronger, even if just a little bit. Mental health is so important, especially as a mom. You got this!

[@alexissharmay]

I’ve been thinking of you Sarai! Mental health is so debilitating at times. Praying for better days ahead! ♥️

[@Squidneyyy49]

I love how honest you are; it does feel so lonely when you have anxiety. You talking about it makes me feel so valid for my feelings 😢❤

[@emilylynn914]

ive been inpatient and outpatient before and both were very helpful in their own ways!! you are so strong for noticing you need help and i love that youre taking care of yourself

[@katie.allsbury]

So happy you are getting help I know it’s not easy! Your an amazing mother, we are here for you! We love you!! ❤❤

[@Jessiecait2000]

Sending you love. I have bad anxiety and depression and it has been hard. So glad you are being open and sharing your experience. I appreciate that you are using your voice to help others not feel lonely.

[@ronniaebischer7078]

i love you sarai, you’ve got this!!

[@amillionroses4444]

We are soooooooo much alike . Please never stop being personal. You make me feel less alone. Thank you so so so much and WE LOVE YOU. ITS OKAY TO NOT BE OKAY GIRL❤

[@AliannaNicole01]

was just thinking about you last night girl! your vulnerability is so admirable . stay strong queen. my anxiety has been so bad lately too

[@taelyrloyer6177]

we love you Sarai! thank you for sharing with us and taking care of yourself 💖

[@Laurensmart111]

I love you so much and I am praying for you. Things will get better I’m glad you are going to start therapy again and take care of yourself. I have been subscribed to you for the longest and you are the best, I love hearing you talk especially about mentally health. It is so important

[@destiny5714]

Prayers to you Sarai and just really happy you are being so vulnerable with us

[@juliannaburnett6207]

I love you and your anxiety talk makes me feel less alone ❤

[@neneeweama]

We love u Sarai!! Take all the time u need and it’s good you’re getting assistance with it before it gets worse. Hope get better soon

[@hermionesspacexoxo]

Aw watching your vlogs is the cutest thing. Been watching you for about 5 years. Love you loads❤❤.

[@lexieamdzoe]

Sending you all the love ❤️ you got this. You’re an amazing human and an even better mom. I’m proud of you for doing what you need to do to get better

[@SaraiJones]

ugh thank you😭❤

[@lexieamdzoe]

@@SaraiJones you just made my day queen 🥰🥰 thanks for replying and it’s true. I’ve been following you since the beginning of it all! Keep your head up 💜💜

[@lindseyphibbs2736]

so proud of you for sharing this!!! going through super bad anxiety rn too, finding the right place and getting the right help is so important

[@katelyncouture07]

Sarai, I am so happy that you opened up about this. I can relate and it feels so nice knowing that other people struggle too. IOP has been a blessing in my life, and it's always okay to go back to it when you need a boost!

[@stephaniec7017]

ur the best mom, love you so much!

[@kenishabody8632]

i’m proud of you!

[@deseraenicole93]

Hey Sarai, Longtime viewer here. Been watching since pizza and coke lol but wanted to comment and say first off I’m praying for you during this time. Don’t know your beliefs but I struggled for years with anxiety and depression. The ONLY person that freed me from all of that was Jesus Christ. Never was a believer growing up. But when I got saved a few years ago he freed me from all of that. He took the cross and took on all of that for us. God sent his only son to save us from a fallen world. So we can have the Holy Spirit living inside of us. To be able to rebuke the enemy from attacking our lives. To have a chance at enternal life in heaven with Christ. Praying for you Sarai!❤️

[@MonicaaliciaArredondo]

You guys are the cutest family. Been watching you from the beginning ✨

[@AshE752]

Sarai, thank you for sharing and being so vulnerable… I am 8 weeks postpartum, currently struggling big time. It makes me feel… not alone.. to know there’s other people out there, especially having someone I watch regularly go through a struggle too, makes me feel like I am not alone and that we WILL get through this, some way, some how. Good luck to you and I’m so proud of you for seeking help!❤🎉

[@sofíaskogen]

Love u Sarai!! I always look forward to when you upload, comfort creator for sure!! You’re doing amazing with Crew, you should feel so proud!!❤❤❤

[@Nikki...]

Omgosh! So proud of you girl! You got this!❤

[@jamiecountway7576]

I am so proud of you for getting help. And sharing your journey. God's God you hun. I am praying for you. Hugs

[@okayuhleeyuh]

i feel like im such a ghost follower, but im commenting because i hear you and i feel you. dealing with mental health especially anxiety, can be very lonely. thank you for being vulnerable with us, its hard to share with loved ones in real life, let alone those online. i feel you, i had to go to a mental health facility last year and was at my lowest. I felt so alone, scared and anxious. i didn't tell much people in my life, but something about you sharing your story is inspiring and moving. the stigma with mental health is still very much real. i salute you for being open and authentic. I'm sending you so much love, thinking of you during this journey :)

[@emilyannrichison]

Cheers to a healing year you got this Mama much love🫶🫶🫶🫶🫶

[@EmilyHummingbird]

Thank you for sharing about your health and anxiety. It is inspiring others - and me. I have social anxiety and bipolar disorder and I got really sick in 2017 and again in 2023 (psychosis). Getting better is worth it. Love you Sarai. Crew is proud of you.

[@shelliz6]

Metal Health is so hard to describe if you are not in the thick of it. It is so dibilitating and lonely and I've been there and been admitted to the hospital once for a bad bad episode of anxiety and depression. You do have this girl, and the strength it takes to get through these feelings is unmatched! I work on my inner self every single day so I can be the best for my family and little boy! I'm in such a better place now mentally and to know there is light at the end of a very long dark tunnel is so comforting. Much love and 2025 is going to be a year of strength and recilience!

[@eslayaya3193]

Sarai, thank you for always sharing. I know it can be difficult and uncomfortable. I grew up watching you and had similar struggles. Do what YOU think is bets and beneficial for you. It will get better. Sometimes it doesnt help the times were living in but you focus on yourself and your family. XO

[@maddiejackson6118]

You go this girl! We are all rooting for you! ❤

[@cblank1539]

Your pregnancy journey and videos in general got me thru my pregnancy! Its so amazing watching you grow ive been here since 2017!

[@faithmarie874]

So proud of you for doing what you need to for your mental health. you are a ROCKSTARR! I’m praying for you and your heart 🥹✨

[@zahraadessaye]

Proud of u sarai for taking that step and trying to deal with your problems and actually seek help.. some people out there don’t get help cause they’re too scared to or are in denial..like to be handling it for u to be the best for crew is just such a great mindset..crew is lucky to have a great mom but yeah you’re such a good mum and an amazing person🫶sending u all the love

[@Sooamia]

Literally my favorite KZbinr I relate to you so much girly

[@xpeacemo]

Praying for you and sending all the positive vibes ❤

[@LoveCultureMakeup]

i love you so much sarai, take time for you momma🩷

[@ara3466]

I am soo proud of sarai life is hard you are amazing ❤ i love you

[@amy.gar87]

I love outpatient programs. One thing I learned was radical acceptance. Realizing that anxiety and depression may always be with us and because of that, we can be proactive rather than reactive. Things will come in waves but I wish you the best!!! You’re strong for going and stronger for willingly wanting to learn and get help :)

[@jessiepink666]

I love you. I ordered the box part

[@kiki.wnberg]

hiii, i have been following you forever. you are my comfort youtuber, i hope you feel better soon. as someone who has an extreme anxiety disorder myself, i know better than anyone how lonely it can be. things were going "well" for a very long time, until i lost my daughter in october at 17 weeks pregnant. my anxiety has become so extreme since then. i hope we can all live our lives with lots of happiness and health. i love you 🤍

[@juleshae]

You are amazing to share this. Know you’re not alone. It takes so much strength and courage to recognize needing help and especially when you know it’s what’s best for your precious baby. Sending love!!!! ❤

[@Badbarbie777]

Thank you for being vulnerable. I know how debilitating anxiety can be. I have struggled with ocd my entire life & it does feel isolating. You deserve to feel better, & there’s no shame in getting help.

[@angiegomez512]

I tried skims bras because of you and I love it!

[@ceceklyd8929]

mental health is important ❤ I'm struggling with depression especially being pregnant. I don't exactly feel like myself unless I run. That's been helping

[@stellamariana5674]

Sending love to you and hope your anxiety calms down ❤️ I deal with anxiety myself and feel it also has gotten worse recently. You got this queen❤️take all the rest you need

[@kyleee8]

*sending you so much love. I admire you and your willingness to admit you need help and taking the steps to really do it + being so vulnerable with us. you are helping so many people without even knowing. you got this mama.* 🩵

[@Turner__22345]

I got The same weighted blanket in grey for Christmas and I love it !!

[@SarahiLopez1433]

Thank you, i don't know how else to type everything i am trying to say but thank you. It was a small talk but it put some things in perspective. Love you and the content you create, can't wait to see more throughout the rest of the year. 💚

[@Gothqueen29]

I love your channel and love your vlogs

[@erinderricott]

I just one say from one momma/woman to another… I understand you and I hear you. I had my baby last April (can’t believe she’s almost a year old 😭) and last October I was admitted to a mental health behavioral hospital due to my PPD being so dangerously severe along with my normal anxiety/depression that I’ve had since I was a child. It was horrible, but so so needed. I felt like a crazy person for having to do that and considering the people that I was with, or that were in other units (self harm and addict recovering unit, skitzo and crazy unit, and then just addict unit). I wasn’t allowed to see my baby until I got out because she was under 13, but it was the most stressful/beautiful break I’ve ever had. I met some great people, got a different medicine that has changed my life, I have a better relationship with my husband and baby, and all in all I just feel like a better person. I obviously still have my days where I question if I’m back down at the bottom, but other than those days I am a new person. I had soooooo much support on the outside telling me that I was doing the right thing, doing it for my family and myself and that I was so strong for taking this step. I was taken from the hospital to the facility, but it was still technically “my choice”. I just want you to know that all of my people were so right. You are so freaking strong and valid for all of the feelings you have, and for needing to take the next step. Life is beautiful, and you deserve nothing but happiness. If you have to take drastic measures compared to everyone else, so be it. It’s your life, do what matters to you. We all love you so much and can’t wait to see you truly feeling good again❤

[@leahbeckwith6686]

Love you so much Sarai literally my comfort creator for real. So proud of you for taking care of yourself and your mental health. Thank you for showing the vulnerable side because we all love you and want the best for you ❤️❤️

[@makaylabaucom]

sending so much love 🤎🤎🤎 you got this!

[@natalieberger8306]

I’ll pray for you Sarai 💜

[@xomellmell]

rooting for you! you've got this ❤

[@Emily31662]

I’m glad you’re doing this for yourself! There’s so much maturity in that. You’re awesome and I wish you the best!! Goodluck and thanks for sharing. 💗

[@funfamily9436]

God bless you Sarai you will be healed 🤍

[@sssaran]

sending you so much love sarai🫶🏾

[@CassieGrande]

Love you Sarai! Hope you are well! This made my day💗💗

[@lacondrathompson1747]

Happy New Year Sarai🎉🎉

[@angelabtessier4826]

You are so strong and brave Sarai! Everytime I see your videos I hop on so quick to watch ! ❤ Mental health can be so hard - watching this makes me feel okay to have feelings to, I also struggle with anxiety. The place you are going too sounds amazing though!🤍

[@jwhighamr]

Virtual hugs for my girl Sarai ❤ We love you, you got this! 😊

[@jordanb9244]

I love you Sarai⭐️

[@StephieOmbre]

I just finished watching the avicii documentary im glad your taking those steps to take care of yourself instead of the alternative im gonna be sending you a bunch of hugs here 💜

[@mavelinnunez9221]

Will be keeping u in my prayers. Love u n just know we r here for u. 😘😘

[@kaylaherfi759]

Jalens impersonations are spot on!

[@tiffanymadsen546]

I wanna say I’m super proud of you for being so open and vulnerable about your mental health it’s very scary to talk about but it makes a difference. Also never be ashamed of needing extra help I have been to an inpatient facility twice for my depression and anxiety. I’m proud of you and you are an amazing person ❤

[@dawnkanouse745]

I mentioned something like that to my husband about our bathroom too and he made a good point, by removing the bathtub, your bathroom drops down to a half bath and decreases the value and resale value of your home. Good information if you decide not to stay in your home for good.

[@MahaBenyoussefJones]

As long as there is a shower it’s a full bath it doesn’t have to be a bathtub!

[@WinnieK97]

I thought half bath are toilet only bathrooms? But I agree I think removing bathtub does decrease value a bit unless the new walk in shower is done really well.

[@KarinaCappucci]

You're so strong. ❤

[@crystalmasawi3704]

Hi Sarai, I can relate to how you feel anxiety always gets the best of me but it’s gotten better over time I have my moments where it comes and it goes however if there’s a will there’s a way you got this sending lots of love and hugs.❤❤

[@charity.sanchez]

Sarai! I love you ❤ you will overcome this wave of anxiety, you’re doing the best thing possible right now by focusing on getting better. Also - gene testing helped me discover my SSRI intolerance and what would help my brain chill tf out better. Best of luck!!! Rooting for you girly.

[@ccret3969]

I have warhead sour spray in my car and purse in case of panic attacks and it’s been nice to have!! I recommend

[@KylieWinks]

Love you sarai you got this and you are my hero and my favorite KZbinr ever. I am with you through this. I love u and you are the best mom❤❤❤

[@Jessaybby]

Oh Sarai I am so emotional watching this! First and foremost I am so proud of you for doing what you know is right. I have struggled with depression and anxiety most of my life and understand how it feels for it to consume your every day. I promise you it gets better, I’m now in a place where I can function and do everyday things! My anxiety is still there but through therapy and medication I’ve found a way to get a hold of it. We are all rooting for you and there for you always ❤

[@iLindseyProvost]

I always, say this. You are; incredibly worthy, and loved, Sarai. You are amazing!! Keep going, love! 🩷🩷

[@ErikaObeso]

Take your time babe we will be here waiting for you ❤ I suffered from it too and I know how bad it is specially taking about to someone else ❤❤

[@Nathizen]

Sending you love 🤍

[@Valeriaya03]

No girl bc same I think there’s something in the air bc out of no where my anxiety came back as well and it’s absolutely the worst 😔😣 and then Working at a daycare is so bad

[@ChelseaBland0511]

Oh girly I feel for you! When I became a mom is when my anxiety came out now I am a mom of two and I have been on lexapro for 4 years now I still have days were I struggle so so much Know you are not alone mental health is so very real Thank you for talking about it

[@bbcakess]

My fav youtuber 🫶🏽

[@makenziebatstone]

Thank you for sharing and being transparent ❤❤ the more we talk about mental health and topics associated, the smaller the stigma gets. So proud of you for starting your new year off focusing on you. Sometimes our body tells us (in the worst ways albiet) that we need to slow down and focus on whats at hand. Cant wait to hear more about this gene study! So cool! ❤️❤️❤️

[@adriennej8730]

I had a huge breakdown today and now listening to you has made me not feel alone. Please take care of yourself before worrying about us.

[@taylorcorbin8967]

Long time subscriber and fellow anxious asf girly - I’m so proud of you! I recently starting reading books and deleting *some* social media & replacing books with scrolling has been amazing for me! LYL ❤️

[@withmashh]

As a long long long time subscriber - I’m so proud of the woman you’re becoming. We love and support you Sarai, you got this mama ❤️

[@Cheynakewa503]

I am so proud of you ! Youre so brave and strong you got this we believe in you !! You got this girl i promise 🤍🤍🤍🤍 i know how u feel its a struggling ! Youre not alone!!!!’

[@makaylahday1375]

We love you❤

[@EmpathEnergyMe]

Sarai you are so precious and loved by thousands. I struggle with severe anxiety among other invisible illnesses. You are not alone sweet mama. I agree with many commenters saying getting closer to God has helped them. One thing that I know for myself it’s true, no matter how deep or how bad it is I know one thing and that is God put me here for a reason and I will stay here and keep trying, and having faith for him. But, I was wondering if you ever considered your KZbin channel your purpose? You reach out and touch so many people on your platforms. I hope you know how many people have survived circumstances and have felt loved because of your posts. Maybe that’s your purpose aside from being mom and wife to your beautiful little family if that is your purpose let me tell ya honey… you are 100% rockin in out!!! Thank you for sharing your lives. Thank you for giving us your friendship and your strength to keep going. You my dear are what we call “A PHENOMENAL WOMAN”.🙏🙏🤍🤍✨✨

[@beckaybecca]

So happy you uploaded missed you mama 🤍✨

[@niahoward913]

I love you! I think it’s so admirable of you to open up about your mental health, so many people shy away from it and I can appreciate that by sharing your journey you are educating tons of people. I pray that God will get you through this (I know he will) and just know you are the best mom , partner , daughter , sister ,etc. ❤️! Krazyrayray fan forever 🫂

[@tamara_v]

We love you and support you ALWAYS ❤❤❤❤❤

[@ljhearn123]

We love you Sarai!!!!!!!! Please keep your head up we will all be here for you when you return 🥰🥰 love you momma!!!

[@that_muagirl_3746]

Girl you need to make that room under the stairs a play room/secret fort!!!

[@danyellesuits13]

he’s adorable i have a 10 month old myself

[@nylashaekiomie]

In the same boat with having an extremely hard time with my mental health. Sending love❤

[@Fabulously_Faith]

Girl I love you so much!! Take all the time you need away. We will be here when you’re ready. ❤❤❤

[@lauraackerman7762]

Hi, I have been watching you since I was in 6th grade I am now 23. I am so proud of you for taking the steps to go get help. I personally just got out of an intensive impatient program in Snohomish, WA. I was there for 11.5 weeks and it is not easy but it was so worth it. I hope you get the relief from anxiety/depression etc that you are looking for. Sending good vibes your way and good luck on your journey! 💌

[@allisonrose5747]

Sarai, you sharing this is so so important and so helpful. I’ve also struggled with my mental health for so long and kept thinking I could fix it myself but am finally taking steps to more intensely treat it and accept that it’s ok and normal to not be able to fix it yourself!! You’re helping to normalize getting help and help all of us feel less alone. There should be no stigma whatsoever- just like you need treatment for a physical health condition, it’s the same for mental and just as if not even more important at times. I’ve watched you for years and years since we were both so young and so proud of you❤❤

[@Sarahey702]

quiet follower here. YOU GOT THIS! You will come out stronger than ever! :)💙