Vlog | Co-Parenting Feelings | Target Haul

I filmed this vlog a week and a half ago…and it took me that long to ultimately decide to post it. I share a deeply vulnerable moment in this video. This is certainly a vulnerable time for all of us, collectively and individually. I truly believe that sharing these moments, however difficult, connects us. My heart is with you now and always, friends. Thanks for watching ☺
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[@allycatangel1]

Even though letting them go breaks your heart, thank GOD that Don wants to have them in his life. Because that alternative would break your heart a million times more. I promise you that!!!

[@dianavaldez2841]

That’s the realest thing ever. . I’m 34 and I can still feel the pain of waiting for my dad to pick us up and never showing up. Over and over. The pain of missing my dad and him promising to come get us and never coming. I have never forgotten. And I carry that to this day.

[@AlongOurLife]

Diana Valdez this is what my sister went through. I lived with my dad’s parents and never really cared about my dad visiting me or not cause my grandfather was may dad. But my dad would visit my sister who lived with my mom once in a year and then it extended to once in 5 years , then for never. Now my father is sick and old, begs to see my sister who is 46 now, and she says She does not have a dad and does not know him.

[@heyikindalikeyou]

Yes as a child I was uncared for by my father. I didn’t know him or grow up with him, i needed my dad terribly. Terribly

[@chiefswife1212]

Perspective is required, hundreds of thousands of women would have given ANYTHING to have the ex in kids lives, she's genuinely blessed

[@Fiobo823]

@@dianavaldez2841 As do I. It profoundly affects you, when you learn that your father can carry on with his life, and be absolutely fine that you are not in it. My whole life I have never really gotten over the pain of it. It's why I always really love to see those great dad's who truly adore their children just like mum does.

[@shemom4]

From a child of divorce, thank you for recognizing how important having a relationship with your dad is. My parents divorced when I was 13. My mom allowed us to go to my dad's house, but she alienated us from him with her words and actions. Here I am, 30 years later, and I still have issues about the divorce. Your children will one day recognize your sacrifice and heartache as proof of your immense love for them. They will love you all the more for it.

[@laclaireluna]

shemom4 thank you for sharing this. My mom did the same thing. Now after 20 years i have a great relationship with my dad and i dont see my mom anymore bc of the situation. It still haunts me every day. It is important for children to see both parents and that they keep the emotions between themselfs.

[@cecectconnecticut344]

It will become their new normal and your new normal too.

[@renaebrook5331]

shemom4 perfectly said

[@chafikabensadok-bouhacene8231]

My grandma used to say:” everything starts small then it gets bigger except pain, it starts huge and it becomes smaller little by little”. Stay well dear, stay safe and stay strong. May you feel peace and joy soon 🤗🍀

[@dawnfox9955]

The best description of motherhood I've ever heard is "It is watching your heart walk around outside of your body". It is true for me and obviously for you as well. Your feelings are a credit to you. What you are going through is hard and being made even harder by the pandemic. Be kind to yourself. You are doing so well!!!

[@WithWonder]

That feels very accurate to me as well. I wouldn't have it any other way ❤️

[@roadrunnerand1]

Hi Jen. My dad passed. N 4months later my husband left me...my daddy came to me in a dream he smiled at me n wiped my tears n said "You Have To Cry So You Will Open Your Eyes". ❤

[@firefox2023]

That’s a beautiful saying. I am so sorry your going through so much ☹️

[@debb9695]

This comment was absolutely beautiful.

[@AdairCty]

I can sympathize. My Dad died and a little over a year later my marriage ended. I lost the two men in my life and it’s been very tough. One day at a time. All the best to you.

[@amberladd8961]

My husband left me and then 4 months later my father was put in prison. Losing both of the men in your life is SO SO painful

[@readingteacher1168]

Girl my heart is breaking. When one hurts we all hurt. You'll be okay, we are all here for you. You inspire.

[@Amber-us9sl]

Never have a I wanted to reach through the screen and hug someone more! These are big hard emotions to work through and it’s ok to ride that wave. A mother’s love is deeply complex. You are doing amazing and you are so right that you are doing the best possible thing for your babies no matter how much it hurts. Hang in there! Love and hugs and prayers as you navigate this path.

[@Katie-ld6pz]

Hi Jen. Don't have kids yet but your emotion was so authentic, my eyes watered up. You're so brave. I hope to be as good of a mom as you.

[@toreishiables]

AGREE 1000% I have a 13 month old, so my heart is with you.

[@kiuka]

Katie same 100% jen you’re amazing

[@sarazapp936]

I always pictured my mother living her best life when we were away at our father’s home. As an adult she shared how hard it was but I could never picture it until now. I’m sobbing. This meant so much to me.

[@gabby2557]

Jen, I’ve been following you since 2012 and I’m so proud of the person you have become. You are a strong woman and just know it will get easier with time as I’ve gone through this myself. Just enjoy the peace and quiet and take care of yourself!

[@Lennireable]

You shared this so others wouldn't feel alone. I want you to know, that YOU aren't alone. I'm crying along with you. This is rough. And I'm realizing that this was my journey probably exactly a year ago. It does get better with time and you'll (eventually) be able to cherish your time to yourself. Many hugs to you. Thank you for being vulnerable and posting this one.

[@roachums123]

You're not alone in this, Jen. It is heart-breaking, and it sounds cliche, but it really does get easier. My kids are 12 and 16 now and I am always so happy to see them after their weekend with dad, but I have come to cherish my much-needed alone time too. Hugs!!

[@Mocha_Minimalist]

Never apologize for having real authentic feelings. Parenting is so hard together and apart. Children are the greatest of blessings and you have to thank God everyday that they have loving, caring, devoted parents that are willing to do everything for them. I commend and respect you for your honesty and transparency. It is appreciated. Love you Jen! God will cover you and calm your heart, soul, and spirit.

[@nsullivan12]

Jen, I cried with you at the beginning of the video. How brave of you to be so vulnerable! The way you feel about Brené Brown is the way I think of you-a role model for my generation. Thank you for being open and honest, and for showing us what that really looks like! Sending love to you and your family.

[@Tmcguire10]

I’m so sorry your heart is breaking and that you are going through this difficult time. You are smart, you are loving and you are LOVED!

[@channelsarah]

“I don’t know why I’m apologizing”. Jen!! You are such a sweet human. You have come so far in just my watching you since the beginning of your channel. It’s beautiful to watch.

[@yehizzy]

It’s ok to cry, I look like an alien when I cry, your kids will thank u for sharing their beautiful souls. You’ll grow because of this.

[@MusicalBec]

I remember watching you as a young teenager and being obsessed with your videos. I am now an adult (by certain terms, not all, haha) and I suddenly remembered "Who was that cheery organizer I used to watch obsessively?!" and stumbled back upon your channel. As much as it hurts my heart to see you this way, you are 100000% allowed to feel your feelings, just like you said. I know you don't need to hear that from anyone else to believe it, but you are such a wonderful, strong woman and an even stronger mother. The fact you acknowledge the importance of having that balance of mother and father time for your kids is the best thing you can ever do. Hang in there, Jen. I am proud of you.

[@breannastrother9501]

Jen, Thank you for sharing this moment of vulnerability. This is a great time if ever. While I don't have kids, I feel more connected on a human level to you and your family. I also have to point out that you have been one of my roll models for the past few years and that continues to remain constant. Your kindness, awareness and passion for what you love has helped me try and be the best person I can be. So thank you Jen. Breanna

[@briannacapik5967]

I've never commented before but have been a long time follower, I love how open and honest you are with us through this new season of your life and just wanted to let you know that you have people in your corner, cheering you on and sending you good vibes. Much love from New Jersey 💜💜

[@thedesertmisfit]

OMG, I have never loved you more than I do right now. I'm in my 60's...I've had to share my children and then watch my children have to share their children, no matter how good it is for them it is literally one of the most heartbreaking things a mother can go through. I wish that I could dry your tears, you are so lovely, but I PROMISE, this will hurt so much less in the future.

[@Twiland7]

breaks my heart to see you like this. sending you all the love in the world and i hope everything gets easier for you and your family from here on out ❤️

[@krissys8199]

I want to jump through the screen and hug you

[@IRunThings]

I had to go through divorce when my son was 15 months old. I totally understand what you are going through, and I didn't have to do it while in self isolation due to a global pandemic! Hang in there. It's not easy but it will get easier.

[@alonacomerfordeasybudgetin3963]

I Run Things So agree! I too got divorced when my baby was 1 and a half and it was by far the most challenging of times. He is about to turn 8 now 😱 and life had never been better for us 😃 except for the quarantine. That part sucks.

[@lareesab]

Sweet Jen, I couldn't help but cry with you. I was so touched by this. Your attitude through all of this is so admirable. How wonderful that you put your children's best interest before your feelings when so many others wouldn't and don't. You are in my prayers. ❤️

[@WithWonder]

❤️❤️❤️

[@AlongOurLife]

Jen My parents were divorced and I lived the life that your kids will live, love from both sides specially from grand parents. However they separated me and my sister! I lived with my dad’s parents and my sister lived with my mom, and that was the biggest mistake they ever did which is impossible to make up for. What ever you guys do, never ever separate the kids even for 1 day.

[@sandyslifestyle8149]

I’m so sorry you have to through these difficult emotions, Jen. 💗 I admire your selflessness and devotion to your kids. Remember that you’re not alone and you’re strong. 💕🤗

[@Samkeepgoing]

Let’s not get our judgy pants on 😂 I love the way you can still keep a sense of humour while struggling, hero mum x

[@gymgirl842]

Awe sweet girl. We are here for you. Make sure to take care of yourself!

[@Smalltowngurrl1]

Lifting you up in prayer. God heals the pain that life sometimes brings. I went through this in 2015. I didn’t have kids but the pain was still there and very real. You are an incredible and inspirational person and you are going to come out of this changed and stronger than ever. Please please know you are loved!!! 💕🙏🙏🙏💕

[@loriprichard2057]

I was EXACTLY where you were 20 years ago. My struggle.was sharing my kids with my ex but also having to accept he had someone new in his life and "they" were spending time with the kids. It absolutely broke my heart. It will get better with time. Several years later I met an amazing man who went through my same struggle and we successfully blended our 2 girls and 2 boys. They were your kids age when I went through my divorce as well. They are grown now and were perfectly happy and content growing up. Give yourself time for grief and give yourself grace. Hugs to you!!!

[@AgingGracefully]

Thank you for sharing. I went through this at a time in my past. It took me 10 years to share openly because of the flooded emotions you experience. Once I started sharing with others, I realized how I was able to help them. Sharing is important even when you don’t know who it helps. You are brave, and have a beautiful spirit.

[@charlene1168]

Thank you for sharing this part. I'm in tears because I know this time is coming for me at some point. Thank you for reminding me how important it will be for my girls and to put my pain aside.

[@WithWonder]

Sending lots of love your way 💕

[@danash968]

Jen, thank you for being so raw and real with us. Your vulnerability helps us way more than the highlight reels that KZbinrs always show. It's an honor and privilege that you trust us enough with your feelings and vulnerability. You are a brilliant Mother and know you are never alone. Even the Easter season reminds us that there is hope and rebirth and resurrection. It will get easier with time. You are so loved and adored! It's good that you feeling your feelings and keeping everything open, honest, in the light and well ventilated. Love you!

[@emszy13]

I really really like this version of Jen. To be honest, I stopped watching your videos for awhile because I felt like you were so perfect at life and I couldn't keep my own life that together, but I love how honest you are in these videos and how much more relatable and open your channel has been for the last couple of months, while still doing a great job of respecting Don and the kiddos' privacy. You got this!

[@conscioushomestead]

I adore your strength and vulnerability. I have been where you are. So much change is jarring to the soul. Find peace in the little things and keep coming back to that strength of yours. Lots of love Jen!

[@NdiNaija]

I'm so sorry Jen, and I understand. I cried intensely when I had to drop my then 14 month old with my ex for a week. My heartbreak was amplified by my being angry because of the circumstances and animosity my ex introduced into the whole thing. It does get slightly easier with time, and I think it gets easier when the parents broke up for reasons other than infidelity or abuse in some form. Like you're doing, it's important to feel your feelings and mourn the relationship that was, and what you hoped it would be. I'm so sorry. Glad you could get your parents their TP. I'm having to spray things down with Lysol before I give things to my parents. No judgey pants here. We have to take care of ourselves in any way until our bodies and minds get used to this new normal. So tortilla chip fix for the win! I got my son's Easter basket stuff from Dollar tree, and I made myself one too.

[@kristysimpson4922]

You are so brave. Everything you spoke about was incredibly truthful and spoke to my heart as a single mum, (I'm Aussie). Watching this vlog made me so proud to be a fellow mummy, woman and warrior. We are standing tall beside you all the way. Stay strong and feel those feelings!

[@TheGoldProject]

I wish I could give you a big hug, friend. My mom said she experienced this when my sister and I walked out the door to visit our dad. Let me say that you are doing the best thing as hard as it is. I have been in CC's position. Even though we went to my dad's every other weekend, he was never involved in my life and it has affected me tremendously. I needed a dad and I didn't have one that was there for me. So, please know you are doing the right thing. You are brave! And, you are even more brave to share this with the world, but you are helping so many people.

[@meredithbancroft1958]

Jen I am watching this 4 years later. I am so grateful that you posted it. At the time I couldn’t relate but I certainly do now. I am going through this pain now and it helps me to know that you got through it. Seeing how far you have come and that your children are good (as are you) gives me encouragement that it will get better. ❤️🙏🏻

[@Joy-zf6cs]

My heart breaks for you. I know in time this pain will ease but until then , lean on the people you love and take the best possible care of yourself.

[@stacipopp9398]

I was in this same situation 15 years ago and I still remember that bittersweet mix of pain and a strange happiness for the relationship they’re building away from me. God bless this journey for you and keep sharing. Your tribe is large ❤️

[@5kChristina]

Dear Jen, I am so sorry to see you go through such heartache... You are a brave person to share such a vulnerable moment.Sending you virtual hugs.

[@46nodoubt]

Ugh my eyes are watering as I type this. When my husband and I were separated when my daughter was 9 months old, podcasts and audio books helped me thru depression. You are a Badass and The Universe has Your Back were life changing books for me. Also the first night my daughter spent the night I had such bad anxiety I called him and 11 and told him to bring her back. Not my proudest moment but I literally couldn't breathe. Sending you all the love and light❤

[@lulu5803]

I wish I knew the magic words to make this easier for you. It breaks my heart because I've been there. It does get easier in time. Be kind to yourself and take this time alone to have some good cleansing cries. Praying for all of you.

[@leximargot]

Jen, I felt your pain. I’ve been watching your channel since 2014. I’m sending you the biggest hugs. You’re an amazing mother. You’re doing an incredible time, especially at handling all of these stressors at once. You’re so right to “feel your feelings”. Thank you for sharing your raw and vulnerable self so we can lift you up, tell you we love you, and you can show other parents struggling with the same thing, that they are not alone❤️

[@shawnasmith3046]

I know exactly how your feeling. I went thru the same emotions when my kids slept at there dads. It took along time to get over what I was going thru. Emotions are real!! Overtime it does get easier. A lot of crying in the weekends. Your stronger than you know Jen and this to shall pass

[@afifagilbeaux9533]

I’ve been watching your channel since 2012 and I want you to know how instrumental you were in helping me heal during my co parenting journey. It’s been 10 years since my breakup and my co parent is one of my best friends! It takes time to heal but things are going to be just fine. Be strong my sister! Much love from NC❤️

[@thaissilva4524]

You’re so strong in sharing this, in feeling your feelings and as a mom. Thank you for being vulnerable to help others feel less alone. Sending you love.

[@TheWithinBeauty]

Jen, you are a wonderful mother. You recognize how important it is for the kids to see their dad and as they get older they will always be grateful for that. I'm not a mom, so I'm not sure how you exactly feel, but I can see from your videos that your children are incredibly blessed. I've followed you on KZbin for years (I'm only 23 and have loved your organizing videos) and I have seen you enter motherhood with such grace. You're feelings are completely valid and it's okay to be upset. You are doing what is best for your kids. I'm sending you and your family so much love. Take a deep breathe. This too shall pass.

[@juliegreen9312]

Oh my goodness I’m so sorry. This breaks my heart. I’m so sorry

[@Nicole-jo6vz]

I’ve been watching your channel for years and I truly appreciate your openness, transparency, and ability to be vulnerable on camera! We are here for you ♥️

[@melissanoble1621]

Oh I am so sorry for this time in your life. Crying is good. Helps to work through the feelings. You will become stronger. Hang in there kiddo! Luv you

[@1bestfriend2u18]

From the bottom of my heart with the greatest amount of gratitude thank you for sharing and being yourself and sharing authentic thoughts and your reality. Giving your children and Don this time together is a gift for all involved. Peace and blessings

[@nicolesaraceno680]

I don’t know you, but I feel like you are an amazing mom! You have every right to have your moments and feelings. We all have them and especially right now during this time during a quarantine like you said we all have our ups and downs. I send lots of hugs and love your way and prayers things look up for you with everything! I love watching your videos and I feel they are very inspirational.

[@karenr2d238]

I've been there Jen, and no matter how many people tell you you'll get through it, you don't quite believe them! But you know what?? They were right, the pain will subside, you'll love the time to yourself and you'll get a whole new outlook on life. This is YOUR time now, you got this xx

[@samanthareiner7402]

You’re so brave and inspiring Jen I’m so proud of you putting your self out there keeping us close to you and just being so openly yourself. You always have and continue to be so inspiring! Stay well💜

[@couponingforshoes]

Omg Jen! I am so sad for you but proud of you at the same time! I haven’t watched your videos since my husband died 3 years ago. He lived your video when you shared your bar and did a dupe of it. 💔I know how much you love your family and this new normal will be ok. Good vibes to you and the kids🙂

[@simpletulip]

I’ll be a FTM in July and have been with my husband for 15 yrs before we decided to have children. A fear has always been what if we one day aren’t together and have kids? How could I deal? But your honesty and willingness to share has really made me confident in our choice to have a child and attempt a new part of life even if there are risks. So THANK YOU. Your strength and approach really makes the best sense and shows you’re an amazing mother. Something I’ll always keep in mind

[@WithWonder]

Congrats! Being a mom is an incredible journey. you've got this 💕

[@lyriclovercrafts]

You’re amazing and so strong. You aren’t alone either. Please know that your videos inspire and enrich so many lives. Your transparency and genuine soul is beyond words. Lots and lots of love to you, Jen. xo Amber ❤️

[@KS-ug7zg]

Aww Jenn, this really put me in so many feels for you. You’re such a strong woman to get on here and share your life. I’m so proud of you... you have so much support and you’ll get through this ❤️

[@tiffanygracemarie7947]

I have been watching you for years and years. Your willingness to share helps so many people. We may not all face the same struggles or experience the same joys but we all have both. Thank you for sharing yours with me 💗

[@annierigsby9062]

Everything you’re saying makes sense. You’re a great mom, Jen 💙

[@athomeimmum2247]

You are so kind and so strong...doing what's right for your little ones even when it causes you to miss them so much it hurts. That is, quite simply, amazing parenting.

[@dianemaxwell7667]

Exciting times when you can get toilet paper for the people that you love! 😂❤️

[@debcrauthers1454]

My heart is broken for your turmoil and happy for your growth and that you are so willing to share to help others. Jen you are an amazing soul.

[@Malyan402]

Oh, honey! I feel you. My kids are teens and they've been living with their dad since late December. Can't wait to bring them back home. It does get easier. You'll be fine, eventually.

[@kathleenhilde9657]

So sorry for how painful this time is for you. I’m so glad you recognize that your kids need their dad. That is sooo important. You are a better mom for it. Sending you hugs and support!

[@nikalat86]

You are such an amazing person and Mama! Your sweet kids are so lucky to have you! Stay strong beautiful Jen!

[@rhianonanniemcdowell7369]

Your feelings are valid! Parents are always said be to source of comfort for their kids... but children bring such a sense of comfort for parents as well! You circle your days around them, you protect them from everything, and even though they’re with their dad who will protect and love them too, it’s hard to let go, even for a night! You are a WONDERFUL mother!

[@debscute]

I’ve been following you for a very long time- and really love you so much *distance hugs*. Thank you so much for sharing

[@sharonsutich3988]

Jen my heart truly goes out to you. Anyone can see what a loving and caring Mom you are! Day by day you are getting through this. Be proud of yourself and your inner strength! Hope you and the kids have a beautiful Easter. xoxo

[@WithWonder]

Thank you, same to you! 🐣

[@cynsue1618]

I wanted to hug you, rough times for all of us, but your suffering is compounded. Your a good mother.

[@IvyA0409]

Jen, thank you for sharing your real, raw feelings. We appreciate your honesty and that you're being so genuine and vulnerable with us. You are beautiful and strong and we are all here for you supporting you every step of the way.

[@shabxnam]

I just want to say I’m sorry you’re going through what you’re going through and I send you all my love and support!

[@brimand90]

Jen. The entire time you shared your story and cried i was smiling. I realized of course i would never find pleasure in your pain but i truly am so happy that you are strong enough to share and be vulnerable in this way.. Way to go! You are such a genuine sweet human.

[@greengiant3421]

Jen, I can only dream & pray for my daughters to be as good of a mom as you. I also have been where you are. It was a terrible time. Long story short, we remarried & have now been married over 35 years. I'm not sure that was the right decision. Anyway, I am sending you lots of love & prayers. xoxo

[@Nan7306]

I appreciate you being so honest and open about your feelings. I can't imagine what you are going through right now. I wish you lots of strength and all the best during this difficult time in your life!

[@sazzifrazz78]

I'm so happy to hear you express that you know this is the right thing, even if it is such a hard sacrifice for you.

[@alexd.4611]

Hey jen! I have been one of your silent viewers for years. Thank you for being so raw and vulnerable to us, letting us in on how you feel. I feel so honored to be here watching you share. And I want to thank you cause you are one of the people that I really admire on this platform. We are here for you❤

[@parrishlake7321]

“Don’t put your judgy pants on” and “don’t be a jerk”...... love it!!!

[@WithWonder]

Sometimes people need reminding 😜

[@aesthetic..peachy..builder4037]

Exactly! Mic drop 🎤!

[@thedailydonna4874]

It needed to be said. I am glad Jen is calling them out!

[@yoreliseday5392]

@@WithWonder Exactly lol

[@aimeeo4948]

Oh Jen!! I feel you! The first time my twins went to visit their Dad for two weeks was sooooo hard, he lives away from us and so their visits with him have always been long. I was in a deep depression for two weeks over them being gone! The best advice I got from a fellow single mom, was to take the time that your kids are away to pamper yourself so that you can be an even better Mom when they come back! So my heart goes to you, you are not alone and I have been there, so many of us have!! Cry your heart out, you can do this!! You are a strong woman!! ♥️

[@katrinascreationscrafting]

I had to laugh when I went to the store the other day. Almost all of the "necessities" like ice cream, frozen pizza, candy, and general snacky stuff was off the shelves. You are not alone with the treats. I think all of us are stress eating and watching TV. LOL

[@kyleedeebeautee08]

I so appreciate how beautifully raw you have been lately. I have been following your journey since housewife life/busy bee buzz Jen. I feel like you are finally showing us your heart and who you really are. Thank you for opening up your feelings through this. You are so strong. I really have needed these mental health support vlogs lately ❤️

[@grantandbrittany]

Driveway hellos are “keeping us going” in my family. It’s so good to see them even if we stay on our porch and they stay in their car. 😭

[@myview6852]

I’m watching you lay your heart open to us, and I’m crying having an idea what you are going through. I feel privileged to get an inside to your inner most precious feelings. The enormity of your feelings tell me that if there was anyway for you to keep the family unit intact, you would have. I stayed in the marriage for my kids sake. Will never know if I did the right thing, as their growing up in a household where the parents were not on the same page was not easy. Also, my family would have not been supportive at all! Best of luck to you and hoping you will see how your sacrifices benefit your kids and get joy out of that.

[@corineashley07]

These are my favourite kind of vlogs! The groceries, the cooking and Easter goodies! :)

[@WithWonder]

So glad you enjoyed it! This is apparently the direction my content is taking right now with all that is going on...so...there will be more like this 😉

[@piinksharpiie]

Oh Jen, my heart hurts for you. I have followed you for a VERY VERY long time, through all your ups and downs, and this made my heart sad. I don't have kids, but I can only imagine the sadness you're feeling. You are allowed to feel that. You are doing amazing things, and putting yourself aside to allow your children time with their father is a huge step. Hang in there! You got this momma! No judgement here, feel your feelings, you're allowed! You're HUMAN!

[@LeanneDickeyThibodeau]

I’m so sorry for the heartbreak you are feeling. Thank you for sharing. Love all of your videos!

[@RachelClareable]

You’re so sweet Jen. Seeing you cry broke my heart, but it’s so right and so brave of you to show us how you’re truly feeling. I’ve been a long time watcher and think you’re by far the most honest and true to yourself so much more now. Massive virtual hugs to you all the way from the UK. We’re all in this together and your content is cheering me up hugely in quarantine, thank you 😊 xx

[@TammySkipperTV]

Bless your heart, such big life changes to experience in the midst or the world changing 💕

[@xtina1822]

Jen I’ve been watching you since the VERY beginning, walking pharmacy days. I am sending you so much love. I don’t have any kids yet so i cant imagine how this feels, but you’re an amazing mom and you have such a good heart♥️

[@sanddollarsatx]

Thank you for sharing. It’s so hard. I have been through it to in a divorce I didn’t want. I cried with you as I watched this. Sending you so many hugs.

[@susbenja07]

It’s crazy alllll the things our parents go through and go to the greatest lengths to keep them from us so OUR lives go on as normal. This is why we see them as superheroes, at least how I see my mom. God bless you!

[@livinginthemoment8]

I am happy you uploaded and it's a 30 minute video, then I started crying...God bless you, Jen. Why are you still beautiful even if you're crying??? :) You're an inspiration, Jen. Thank you for sharing. A looonngggggg time viewer here. Stay strong and take care always.

[@purpleflower9864]

Sweetie your are brave you will get through this, may God comfort you. Thank you for sharing with us. You got this! Sending positive vibes ❤️

[@CheerleaderLifestyle]

Jen - I want to thank you so much for sharing this vulnerable moment for you! As a child of divorced parents this really hit home and made me realize how much my mom went through the first time I spent the night or the weekend or the week at my dad’s house! Although at the time I had no idea and was just excited to see my dad! Just remember that even when the kids are away they are still thinking of you and love you! Just thank you! Now I need to call my mom ❤️

[@jusu-craftangel]

This was full of emotions x it’s an emotional time all around without added pressures and anxiety. Hugs for you xx I even laughed at the Merry Christmas for the toilet roll gift lol

[@hannahgore589]

Girl I know how hard this is. It will get easier over time but you will always want them to stay with you. It’s good that the kids have two great parents. It sucks right now and it’s ok to be in your feelings. Im sorry you’re going through this and know that it will be better.

[@TinaMarieVlogs]

who else wants to be a mom just like her?! from a fellow youtuber :)

[@AutumnalSunests]

I would of LOVED to have had a Mom just like her as well !

[@sunnyrlc4411]

I wish she was my daughter in law or daughter. Such a blessing she would be!