【KAITO】 1/4 【Vocaloid Original】

[@_ODDEEO_]

>Circus. >You've_been_growing_and_developing_as_an_artist. >But_this_track_has_been_such_an_exponential_leap_of_progress_regarding_lyrical_prose,_music_composition,_and_painstakingly_attentive_tuning_compared_to_everything_you've_done_before. >I_am_so_proud_of_you. >I_am_so_amazed_by_you. >You_are_wonderful. >Please_keep_gracing_us_with_more_of_your_work.

[@VocaCircus]

Oddeeo you are the sweetest robot I have ever known, make sure all that sugar isn't clogging up your hard drives ❤❤❤

[@bloodyskylel]

This comment got 666 likes. wow. (edit: not anymore)

[@jakllenW402]

ODDEEOofficial you got a great point but >WHAT_THE_FRICK_IS_THIS No offense.

[@ramoxfireleaderofgauntlets3554]

Camellia-Daliah Pro A vocaloid

[@dust7962]

Jacqueline Wong Computers cannot understand spaces so underscores are used instead

[@felicitynguyen1291]

"The worst part? ...I always knew" CIRCUS, STOP BREAKING MY HEART EVERYTIME YOU RELEASE A NEW SONG.

[@PrimrosePetals]

*its his job now* *messing with our emotions* ... *He's doin a hella good job*

[@lillyp7208]

Kaito is back in business with emotional Vocaloid songs!

[@jaziellara6984]

😭😭😭😭😭

[@winglessangel1482]

I love this so much. especially since Kaito singing in low/normal tone is rare. usually people make him sing super high notes. and this song makes me feel but it's gorgeous

[@averyclareduecker4163]

WinglessAngel14 i love it when he sings low!!

[@Ekraelum]

I can't even comprehend why people want him to sing in super high notes and make him sound like Kermit the Frog when his normal tone is enough :'(

[@GcorpCoPrez]

Ekraelum same. His normal voice is the best~

[@Indee___]

I love it when people embrace the lower range of vocaloids that they have. There's a cover of Baka Mitai(the Dame da ne meme- Also i think thats how its spelled-?) that someone made which has Miku singing a lot lower, and it sounds so good!

[@shui3827]

@@Indee___ IKR!

[@bellinha558]

i want vocacircus to use kaito more

[@mamanmutelamutetela6417]

Same

[@nelly8682]

me 2

[@incoherentlly]

Other kaitos = kermit

[@vocarockrefrain6749]

Me too

[@kek7525]

@@incoherentlly yep hheehhe

[@LizzieNya]

It's never gonna be the "last Fxxxck you" if I keep repeating this song...

[@karenrosero2288]

I feel you. It feels just so stupid to repeat this kind of song again and again.

[@strinkfamily1940]

That's my no u infinity card

[@chimewire360]

It might be 1/4 but it get's 4/4 of my attention ;D

[@wiemotobie7547]

A* in math

[@0flyingmintbunny0]

Enneki - I agree completely

[@bananachips_gaysquad_2937]

Enneki - You now have all A's on your report card! Great Job!

[@runatiz_]

Enneki me: 100/4

[@tehyat8956]

Enneki 👌👌👌👌👌👌

[@eleven2492]

This song is so painfully relatable. I had a girlfriend about four and a half years ago, and I loved her to death. She was my everything. And then, without warning, she broke up with me. I never got over it...until I heard this song. The part from "I remember now all your fire," to the very end made me realise that she wasn't really a great girlfriend. She was manipulative, she was aggressive, and she was only using me to bring me down into the deep whole of depression that she was in because, as the saying goes, "Misery loves company." One day, despite me begging her not to, she cut herself, and then sent me pictures of the cuts. She knew I was sensitive that stuff because I really struggled with cutting myself. I didn't realise until I heard this song how emotionally abusive she was. And the lyrics "Here's my final fuck you" helped me get over her. When I heard that, I said to myself "You know what? Yea. Fuck you." She's the reason I was a complete wreck for so long. But after giving her "my final fuck you," it hit me that I don't need her anymore. So thank you, VocaCircus, for helping me get over a girl that I clung to for way too long.

[@canalalex0119]

Hope you are doing better now, two years later

[@dieprobably]

@@canalalex0119 What they said ^

[@mewmew899]

You deserve better than her💖

[@Staticwolf387]

Im in the same boat as you, my boyfriend broke up with me and tried to manipulate me into thinking that i was the problem by saying that i never gsve them a chance and that i always hurt them when i was the one left in tears when i tired to take care of him and show him that i loved them more than life itself, he went going to parties and getting high when i was in a dark state and yelled at me saying " Inever let him live his life" when i waited until 11pm everyday just to tell them i loved them and all i got was a "ok" or a "yea" and he always left me when i just wanted to just lay on his chest and hear his soft heartbeat. He always chose friends over me. The timees where he stayed with me to hold me he always got pissed and said "now you're going to do this?" Which made me more upset cause i started crying. When we broke up i started just asking the same questions as in the song, then it hit me and thw final lines of this song is what i want to scream at him.

[@Pangkasrapih]

Same

[@echowoods7977]

You make Kaito English sound so good!

[@snowbyferxa7173]

Heather Sims ikr !! its so good i can listen to it all day

[@lucadasillywolf]

You do realize this is a collab read the description

[@Infoholic]

But Circus tuned

[@MisunderstoodAmnesia]

*_Lyrics:_* Watch my heart beat out of my chest We've done something wrong Was it you? or Am I the one here taking the blame? Feel my throat sink deeper and deeper i'm gasping for air Is it me? or Are you not feeling this feeling this feeling the same? _(Oh-ooh-woah-oh-oh) (Oh-ooh-woah-oh-oh)_ I've done everything perfect to instruction _(Oh-ooh-woah-oh-oh) (Oh-ooh-woah-oh-oh)_ Tell my you're trying, tell me I'm lying _(Oh-ooh-woah-oh-oh) (Oh-ooh-woah-oh-oh)_ I've done everything perfect for destruction _(Oh-ooh-woah-oh-oh) (Oh-ooh-woah-oh-oh)_ I can't be alone with this feeling Am I the only one That's holding on for far too long? Was it all just a dream? Am I wrong? Was there no you and me? Scream and call me hopeless Shout out that you have nothing left Something, just say anything Don't end this with words left unsaid _(ooh)_ Don't you hear me crying out for you As you turn away? Is it true or Are you not feeling this feeling this feeling the same? _(Oh-ooh-woah-oh-oh) (Oh-ooh-woah-oh-oh)_ I've done everything perfect to instruction _(Oh-ooh-woah-oh-oh) (Oh-ooh-woah-oh-oh)_ Tell my you're kidding, it's the beginning _(Oh-ooh-woah-oh-oh) (Oh-ooh-woah-oh-oh)_ I've done everything perfect for destruction _(Oh-ooh-woah-oh-oh) (Oh-ooh-woah-oh-oh)_ I can't be alone in my grieving Am I the only one That's holding on for far too long? Was it all just a dream? Am I wrong? Was there no you and me? Scream and call me worthless Shout out that you have nothing left Something, just say anything I can't push on with emptiness _(various lyrics)_ Am I the only one? That can't feel anything at all? All the guilt and all the lies All the times I gave it my best try. I'll be real, I am tired I remember now, all your fire And all the things that you put me through Tore my heart into two Was I supposed to just me okay With everything that you did? I was broken, I was hurting But I'm meant to forgive? You cut me to pieces It's your fault I'm a complete wreck And I guess I didn't matter to you The worst part? I always knew So here's my final "Fxxk you".

[@zorinb3403]

thank you!

[@megaforsetus911]

THANK YOU I was searching the lyrics like in one comment

[@euryethl]

Okay, I get the reason for putting this in the comments, but... Isn't there actual lyrics on the video itself?

[@lolasum_sumi_san]

@@euryethl singing along with the video is hard, that's why its best when all of the lyrics is present in one place for sing-along.

[@kokorosugar3681]

Woow

[@asiamiller4791]

Dude, you can hear the hurt in his voice. I pray to the gods that this is the reply song to Lie and I (love) because if it is, Kaito has had enough. I love it because this song legitimately just described what I'm feeling and going through right now. Ever since I heard the rumor that he was gonna sing the next song, I got excited 💜. Your songs are always //so// relatable and I love it.

[@gone5111]

I can't actually comprehend what the song really means, so I will need some help... pls ?

[@replayarena8429]

It’s a song about abuse. At the end the person leaves their abuser after being done with their crap. That’s really all I can put it.

[@lillyp7208]

I find the scenario he's singing about so relatable, it just breaks my heart to see Kaito so upset!

[@corbeaudejugement]

yeah no it’s not sorry

[@nostraightanswer]

YAY IT'S UP Thank you again for letting me work on this video, it was super super fun ;w;

[@boymermaid_]

Yas i rlly see your style in this video

[@acicle3046]

nostraightanswer you are the god of mvs

[@crimsonplantnurse]

I really love your editing style ;w;

[@NekomiSon]

nostraightanswer what program do you use?

[@rex198]

nostraightanswer nOBODY LIKE THE COMMENT.

[@EmpathP]

omg I've been hype about this song for, like, a million years now, it's so good.

[@insektas]

that "f##k you" was unexpected lol

[@vierretenebrae1159]

I carcked up

[@denial4896]

Cracked**

[@Astarays]

There’s a vocaloid song called f##k you by Rin and Len. search it up XD

[@CJCroen1393]

It's hard for me to find it funny considering the context.

[@aubshine532]

ストーカー I kno right? 😂 I read it and I’m like oof right there

[@catsmeowingatcaramel]

Who came here without planning to get addicted?

[@MommyEliya]

N O M E A N S N O me XD

[@amandaa212]

I think this is like the 20th time I've listened to this in like an hour.

[@nuggetmachine7400]

This is...I think the 50th time listening to this song

[@echoalexander72]

Not me, I knew I was gonna get addicted.

[@KangieDarling]

Me but plans never work lmaooo

[@mioniodio431]

I CLICKED ON IT AS SOON AS I SAW KAITO AND VOCA CIRCUS

[@rebekahcastro9936]

I obsess over everything sameeee

[@dghsdjk44]

Same fam

[@LizzieNya]

I just love your username xD

[@beingcreative141]

I obsess over everything same

[@raye7868]

SAME!!!!!!!! XD

[@ASyarifZNst]

That illlustration is so badass... I love it... Kaito is so different here... XD

[@moved4017]

FIVE SECONDS IN AND I'M IN LOVE.

[@krrobertson4181]

Vinyl Plastic ミーム 0.00000001 seconds more like 😂👌🏻

[@yamamori_ikr]

日本人です！！！ この曲大好きで、投稿された日からずっと聞いてます！！ 大好きです！これからも頑張ってください！！

[@Kaoru_MaiAmeTsuchi9683]

スーパーリアタイ日本人が居たのか…世の中は広いなぁ… 一方、あんまりにもアレ過ぎてローマ字で紛れ込んでた俺ェ…

[@mforest4383]

@@Kaoru_MaiAmeTsuchi9683 ローマ字で紛れてたのwwここ、見つけなかったら私コメントするの諦めてたのに…

[@farvall]

AGGHH... your songs are always very relatable because they're about something personal but it's vague enough to apply it to anyone's life. i hope to mix as great as you do one day ;-;

[@Nanominyo]

KAITO deserves more love than he gets. My fave vocaloid at any time.

[@justgizl]

That last line tho Damn

[@soupsoup296]

KAITO said a bad word! I'm calling the police!!!!!!

[@MisunderstoodAmnesia]

Your profile picture is so fitting

[@dino_119_]

Pinkie me Dolphin wait... when did he curse?

[@MisunderstoodAmnesia]

DinoSamurai The last line...

[@ericacearborea]

LET KAITO SAY FUCK

[@Beanbandana99]

"i'll be real, i am tired" me everyday

[@demagnetizer100yearsago5]

Moodddd

[@lyleslabyrinth21]

Same tho 😂

[@Blcoleman2711]

relatable

[@ネお]

Hello, I'm Japanese! I love you and let me comment ...! ! I'm sorry if there's something weird because I use this trick ...! ! I love all the songs by Voca Circus. But I may like this song best! You can sympathize in various ways, and it will have a positive effect on your heart when you listen. I also like Circus Monster ...! ! I will continue to support you. I still love it.（ ⑉´ᯅ`⑉ ）💖

[@hotaruishere2133]

あなたの日本語は上手と思います！私はアメリカ人です。第一の言語は英語 ^_^

[@Sirniokelsey]

I just wanted to say that I've always been curious about Japan and I always will

[@gomennasai989]

Finally a Kaito song where he doesn't sound like Kermit the Frog!

[@amorelli2585]

Yay, i'm not alone.

[@relaxinyourbed7265]

Lmao

[@ZoeyHope]

izzybird toxiccroissant ARMY!!!!!!!

[@isabellalopez5099]

Lmao ikr

[@imewkai]

Gomen Nasai LOLOL OH MY GOD THIS KILLED ME.

[@hithere]

IT'S UP ON YOUR CHANNEL YEEEEEEEEE This is so good god bless everyone who worked on this. (oh-ooh-woah-oh-oh)

[@nesoberries]

IKR (andomgiloveyourprofilepicture)

[@Miyotan]

I like your profile pic as well ^^

[@speedpaitpl6279]

+miyotan miyo

[@eve-chanbushido6953]

mmmyessss its so beaut i could cry

[@theminecat2556]

What is this (DANGANRONPA HELL YEAS)

[@シン-u9i]

珍しいKAITOの英語の曲！この曲の意味が知りたくてもっと英語を学びました！ KAITOの英語が思ったよりカッコよくて驚きました。曲の内容も感動しました。

[@Poof12303]

I literally yelled out "Holy f*ck" just in the first minute and a half alone when I listened to the lyrics because just like all other songs, either by Gumi, Miku or others, this one hits way too close. Relating to this song means oh so much and my feels can't handle this.

[@kuroki-chan5466]

Yea this song hits a little close to home for me as well. I’ve just recently come out to my friends as genderfluid and bisexual and I’m nervous to tell some of them cuz they’re already mean about me just being me and don’t even know I’m gf and bi. Also I do have a wattpad account so if you wanna follow me or anything like that don’t sub to my channel on here I don’t ever post.

[@kuroki-chan5466]

And I pretty much just figured out that I have slight social anxiety so this song hits really close to home.

[@lillyp7208]

I find this kinda relatable too. I wasn't in a abusive relationship, it was just controlling, and I got scared, and I got dumped, just because I was doing what I believed was right!

[@jordanthesponge736]

Circus really loves his Woah-oh-woah-ohs.

[@CatalystPuppet]

Do my eyes deceive me? Has Circus used Kaito? My god! It has happened! Edit: My god does this hit me in the feels like a truck!

[@Cherished.Beloved]

Catalyst Puppet truck-kun

[@skeouspace]

it's been five years but this is still fantastic! i think you're one of the few producers that can skillfully make kaito's english legible while nice sounding, amazing job!

[@AsmileInfinite]

i didn't know it was possible to be this dead

[@alicexia423]

this song's so sad!!! when i saw kaito crying i just want to travel through screen and give him a huge hug!!!!

[@candysoulz2489]

Omg this is so good!!! The tuning is literally perfection. I think this is the best use of Kaito English I've ever heard. This is my new favorite song..

[@hidexon8787]

soo heres my final fuuuuck youuuu... Finally Kaito FINALLY

[@wouldyoulikesomewiessedtea8757]

I really don’t understand

[@v4cauliflower672]

FAN RWBY

[@ghostgirl7089]

I almost thought it wasn't Kaito! This is so incredible!!

[@hydrogeddonn]

*THE EVIL SEED OF WHAT YOU HAVE DONE GERMINATES WITHIN YOU.*

[@v_kishi07]

I didn't knew Kaito could sound THAT emotional. I've got goosebumps. VERY well done, Circus.

[@zerotheicecreamho253]

thank you again circus. I remember hearing this song before... and back then I was only like, half a fourth from recovering from a past relationship. now its been a few months and im glad to say I'm progressing so much more. I'm glad to say I'm 3/4s from myself again love you man, we all appreciate you so much dude

[@scipio6744]

The rage in his eyes, masked by the rest of him screaming out for help through a tough time..... I didn't think I could ever feel an image more than I do right now.

[@nashiakii]

-unholy screeching intensifies-

[@kawathekiwi4306]

-joins the unholy screeching since there is a motherfucking vsqx-

[@fluff1an294]

-screehes in the distance-

[@jaunewota7332]

Olikase Vocaloid unbless you

[@butchiang2126]

*screeches*

[@Akiaki00000]

-Is Jungshook-

[@クリネコ-f7l]

友達に勧められて聴きに来ました めちゃくちゃカッコイイやん､､､毎日聴こ､､､✨

[@Tsumi_]

Hey!! It's finally up on your channel! Nice! Cool new profile pic, by the way!!

[@johannacasas1412]

Can people stop with the "Finally a Kaito song where he doesn't sound like Kermit the Frog!" comments? It's literally under every Kaito song, and if all his songs doesn't sound like that.... maybe it's bc he doesn't sound like that in the first place? I know it's hard to find producers who uses Kaito, but give him a chance and listen more songs of his! You'll be surprised on how many amazing songs he has

[@fairyjam]

Americans be reading it like: One Fourth British be reading it like: One quarter

[@thereisnousernorname]

One divided by Four

[@thereisnousernorname]

NarChan I was making a joke about how to read it where you can also interpret it as 1 divided by 4 but yeah, a quarter is one fourth in America.

[@keipirate]

NarChan i read it as one fourth because it says that in the thumbnail! (1/4th)

[@hinaychigo]

Pu-She and mexicans like : *Un cuarto* xD

[@keldoofthescyre4861]

Pu-She Is is not one quarter?

[@ナノみゅう]

この曲大好きで、定期的に聞きに来ます。 KAITOの発声も、イラストの表情も、歌詞も、切実で。胸が締め付けられるようです。でも、何故か分からないけど、ものすごい色気を感じます…。 魅力的。惹かれる。 わかってくれる人いるかな？？

[@dezi5183]

OMG THIS SONG IT IS PERFECT I AM CRY DUDE I CANT HELP BUT SCREAM THANKYOU FOR MAKING THIS I AM LITERALLY SOBBING dude... /replays 100000000000000000000 more times/

[@mevyuu6078]

This amazing song will always be so significant to me...as a kid when it first came out, it was a big favorite to help me out of a terrible, super dark place. Thank you so much

[@symply_Sym]

Holy shit I've never heard Kaito like this before! How??

[@alexhndr]

The sad thing is.. If this is truly the final song of the _Love_ trilogy, then Kaito is the one that suffered the most Luka (if Circus Monster is in line with the trilogy) commits suicide without ever giving Kaito a closure. So Kaito can only cry and cry because he thought he was abandoned without any reason whatsoever. And he KNEW that Luka didnt love him, but never knew WHO Luka actually loves. Such a sad trilogy. Circus.. you broke so many hearts

[@lyleslabyrinth21]

Circus just wants to beak everyone's hearts 😞

[@MintMilky]

@@lyleslabyrinth21 Well, the trialogy love is between Lie, (I) Love and 1/4

[@iatemycat5320]

And that was gumi but Luka couldn't accept it....

[@CaityCat]

I initially saw the guy in the video as Joker from Persona 5, and now I can't unsee it. Welp.

[@luckycloud4896]

Caity Cat I KNOW RIGHT? The song kinda fits him in the beginning of the game :p

[@kurosugurinouta]

I can’t unsee it either oh god

[@N0ST4LG14]

God... Why

[@Ekraelum]

Same.

[@Lauren-qo7cr]

Caity Cat Dammit, I’m trying so freaking hard to see Kaito again but I just can’t! (Don’t get me wrong, Joker is

[@ネお]

ずっとこの曲を聴いています…あなたのつくる曲が本当にずっと好きです。これからも応援しています💘🥰

[@trasherin]

awesome kaito's voice is just so f**k*ng purrfect 💙👌👌

[@ゴンザレス226]

最初は興味本位で聞いてみたけど、自分の心に刺さって今でも聞いてます。

[@Dunder-P]

When will Circus punch me in the face?

[@雪夜-h9t]

物凄く良い...かっこよい... 歌詞もとても切ない...

[@可愛い猫-q9m]

this needs more views

[@dghsdjk44]

Just wait a few

[@beamoflight4610]

It was literally just uploaded

[@可愛い猫-q9m]

still needs more

[@dghsdjk44]

Yup

[@kiteflight]

And five years later, still deserves more

[@rayleighk.2728]

Holy shit okay not gonna lie, I've seen this song a bunch of times pop up on my recommendations but I've never listened to it until now bUT OMG DO I EVER REGRET THAT, THIS IS A MASTER PIECE. Kaito sounds so good! Not many artists can do that honestly, this is hands down the best English Kaito song I've ever heard Update: Just finished listening to the entire song and I'm crying

[@altsee]

This song has a special place for me. The "fuck you" at the end gets me all the time. Circus, what we've been through has been tough, but we'll stay strong. Thank you for teaching me this. Song of the years.

[@sillygooseenergy]

I always hated the way kaito sounded, but you make him sound, like, amazing. I love this so much- and not just the fact that kaito sounds *GOOD FOR ONCE* (actually amazing)- but the meaning behind it. I love this, I'm in love with this song. Ah

[@japanese3852]

今日初めて聴いたけど海外のKAITO様イケメンすぎん？いや日本もイケメンだけどあと日本以外でもボカロが愛されていて僕はうれしいよ

[@karamatsugirl0220]

うおおお、KAITOにぃ英語歌えてたのか知らなかった！ しかも、超かっけぇぇ

[@anikayakushi4266]

Such a beautiful song; I love the lyrics! Kaito sounds amazing with this god tier tuning.

[@catbroke1797]

Dude, you okay? Please stay in this world, so many people love your work... I relate to your pain from a time when I wanted to die, I hope this was a good outlet for you...

[@RinkuRosecosplay]

I heard about a theory that this song may be the third song after ''I'' and ''Lie'', is it possible?

[@nh-8014]

Rinku Rose YES! phew im not the only one who thought so

[@nikulyne8807]

Well according to the wiki the next song in the Lie/I (love) series is suppose to be sang by Kaito so I think this is it

[@aminishnamedvaati]

Rinku Rose That's what I thought

[@TimeFrost]

Omg, that again? I forgot about that. If so... damn Luka, make up your mind.

[@kola9061]

Rinku Rose oh my gosh I thought the same thing

[@MysticPuma1]

I have been waiting so long for you to grace us with a song using Kaito! Finally, my favourite vocaloid artist and my favourite vocaloid coming together in sheer perfection

[@alymiwaa-saa9110]

my reaction to seeing this in my sub box: oooOOOOOOoooooOOOOOoooooOO YeS PleaSE

[@plaguedoctor5259]

When you think the KAITO song of the Love series is finally out

[@eggsinabasket]

Chubby Meiko I(love) and Lie? Cause I think this is it

[@plaguedoctor5259]

who knows

[@kuyar_moonshadow0501]

Poor Kaito... this just makes me want to hug him. But seriously, though... I really love this song! Excellent work, like always, Circus!

[@after0819]

大好きですありがとうございます

[@after0819]

ほんと好きです

[@billyig]

what if... this is like a continuation of I (love) and Lie? But from Kaito's prospect and it's about the way he feels about Luka?

[@ayumi-sanx3898]

OH MA GOSH, I THOUGHT I WAS THE ONLY ONE WHO'S THINKING THIS!

[@breadf5399]

THIS IS ONE OF THE VERY FEW KAITO SONGS THAT ACTUALLY SOUNDS GOOD AND THE ENGLISH IS FAIRLY HEARABLE WOW THIS IS AN AMAZING SONNGGGGG

[@楪深月]

おわぁぁぁぁ！！？？ガッゴイ"イ"ィ"！！！英語の発音が綺麗すぎる！！V3かな？

[@after0819]

今日も聞きに来た、最高

[@yashiraisu]

I always come back here

[@yuagiin]

is this finally the elusive sequel to lie and I (love)? mother of god....

[@jacefray]

no that song is old

[@valerie8059]

thank you so much for all the effort and emotions that you put into your music, the song is as beautiful as always! ps.: I actually shed a tear because the lyrics are so relatable ;;

[@dino_119_]

Yay! a song with Kaito! grat song btw (I can relate alot with the lyrics)

[@oof3457]

Oh, another song to cry too! How fun, I'll use this quite a bit! Very nice use of Kaito :)

[@syahidatul26athirah48]

My mom was about to call a shaman since she thought i was possessed by a certain ghost because i was screaming hysterically after i saw the notification and play the video

[@elliedear9534]

lol suuure

[@van1llapup]

A... GHOST?

[@moonfeathertheshiny5942]

CandyGirlKawaii ...I see what you did there.

[@TELEK1NET1C]

...i see what you did there-

[@miakithao4549]

oooff the shaman 😂 can relate

[@Kaoru_MaiAmeTsuchi9683]

日本語字幕も完備されていたのか…有難い…この曲に概ねリアタイで出会ってから まるで上昇した気がしないクソザコ英語力じゃ全容を把握できなかったんだ…

[@AstraRoseV]

You are absolutely incredible, Circus. I'm proud of how far you've come since you started out and I'm glad to say you're one of my absolute favorite producers! Your songs are so relatable and comforting in some cases.

[@yamihoshi4364]

Amazing...how come I didn't know such a good kaito song exist?

[@hele4299]

GODLIKE TUNIG OMG

[@planetpompom8679]

好きです！

[@ゴンザレス226]

格好いいッスよね！コレ！

[@atlas6270]

KAITO is my favorite Vocaloid and this is one of those songs that go so well with his voice. I love all of your works, and this is one of my favorites.

[@jujube95]

My interpretation to this song: I think it's possibly the continuation to 'I (Love)' and 'Lie'. In 'I (love)', Gumi says how she loves a girl, how she "won't let him take her away from her", how she “won’t let her do this to herself”. At the end, she also says, “I want you, I deeply need you, I won’t forget you”, which leads to the next song, ‘Lie’. In ‘Lie’, Luka frequently says, “I don’t want you, I don’t need you, I’ll forget you”, but proceeds 4 lines later with, “I love you”. This brings me to believe that Gumi and Luka were probably in love, but even though Gumi thought it was okay, Luka wasn’t ready to accept that she was lesbian. Luka would then proceed to get a boyfriend, Kaito, to prove to herself that she’s straight. I back this up with the line in ‘I (love)’ where Gumi says, “I won’t let you do this to yourself”. That would mean that Gumi knows Luka is lesbian, and wants Luka to “embrace” it. At the end of ‘Lie’, Luka says, “Maybe someday I’ll get to see your smile in the arms of someone who loves you like I do” and we see Gakupo in the arms of Gumi. This would lead many people to believe that she loves Gakupo and Gumi loves him too, but I believe that it’s the opposite. I think that she finally accepts that she loves Gumi and wants her to be happy after the pain that she caused her. Now, on to ‘¼’. Kaito goes on saying, “Was it me or, are you not feeling this feeling the same?”, indicating that he loves Luka, but that he notices that she doesn’t seem to love him. He also says, “Was I wrong, was there no you and me?”, meaning that he’s starting to realize that Luka wasn’t really into the relationship. In the second pre-chorus, he says, “Is it true, or are you not feeling this feeling the same?”, meaning that he probably heard a rumour about Luka being lebian. Finally, at the end of the song, he says, “I guess I didn’t matter to you. The worst part, I always knew”, proving that Luka wasn’t dating him because she loved him, but because didn’t want to accept that she wasn’t straight. That’s just my interpretation. A thought also crossed my mind… Circus-P said that these songs were inspired by his life. What if… :D

[@DameOfDiamonds]

It's not

[@akumablue7115]

Porque la gente tendrá esa interpretación de las canciones de circus de que luka es ██████

[@MightyMiello0]

I love this. Again you blessed us! it's hard finding good song with kaito and gosh i'm so happy you used him. You make his voice sound so amazing... wow! and I know for a fact that making kaito sing in English is hard! kudos!!!!

[@Lola2000machina]

Am I the only one who hears some Deja Vu during parts of the song?

[@iCuppcake]

I'm hearing a bit of Karma in the chorus

[@theinfantmetroid]

Nope, me too

[@uncomfortablekid8872]

LilacSora oh you guys too?

[@AtelierCallie]

And Copycat! Woooooaaaaahh part

[@dakotadelvecchio8625]

I heard Brick By Boring Brick at the beginning.

[@nanaananaa8748]

もう溶けそう…… 新曲が出るたび幸せ！！

[@g-vocapitcherhiatus2146]

Not sure what it is, but within Circus-P's songs, the lyrics sound really edgy, the music and tuning of the Vocaloid's vocals sounds pretty much the same. But this song right here? It sounds really good! The tuning and music sounds so good here! Great job as usual :3

[@gunnermassengale2379]

One of my favorite producers workimg with my favorite vocaloids. I am so happy that I might actually start crying. The song is so amazing. My baby sounds so amazing.

[@katkitsunebi660]

I keep coming back to this song even three years later. I doubt anyone will see this, but here goes. About five years ago, I was a part of a martial arts school. The school had two instructors, and I absolutely adored them. I loved them, wanted to be them, they were my super heroes. I drew them pictures of them as super heroes and always tried to be a good student. But it wasn’t until a year after I left the dojo until I realized what was actually happening. They were abusive, so abusive. “Scream and call me worthless” felt like it was taken from my experience completely. They would degrade and tear me apart. They blamed me for everything. There was name calling, humiliation in front of everyone, and worst of all when I’d be alone with them. But my adoration blinded me to it all. And they knew it. They used it all against me. Told me I needed to change. This went on for two years- and at times I was at the dojo more then I was at school. My parents finally caught wind of (some) of the abuse after my instructor told me he had left out razor blades for me to harm myself on. I finally told them a part of the situation, and they pulled me out. I’m 19 now. This all happened from ages 11-14. And I did change like they told me to. They changed me. I was finally diagnosed with PTSD after attempting to take my life due to the flashbacks last year in September. I just finally have begun the journey of telling the whole story, instead of doing what they forced of me; to hide and bear it on my own. Now there’s so much anger- not even an ounce of sadness or love. Just an enormous rage. They got off scot free and I’m stuck with a brain that changed because of them. A brain that makes me relive the trauma like it’s 2015 again. One day, I want to share my experience. With the world, to raise awareness and hopefully find closure. But for now, the anger is blinding my heart. One day I will, but for now I’ll stick with the comments. I hope to one day, very soon, finally say my final “Fuck you”.

[@graumirt6186]

I don't know what to say, but I hope you know that you are strong and so brave!

[@ethyelene]

I like the vibes in his songs. It's very powerful and emotional but sometimes comforting. Thanks for another beauty, Circus.

[@vio_o7]

Finally u posted I love this new song!

[@条九-g6r]

Kaitoの素敵な曲を載せてくださりとても嬉しいです♪ありがとうございます！

[@NogdWeaver]

This art so beautifull

[@emychan3227]

I cried so hard as I sang along. This song is so genuine and wholesome, a little too relatable. Thank you so much for posting this.

[@1968kdog]

In my opinion this is one of the best English songs by Kaito. Excellent job. :)

[@きゅてぃこ]

かっこいい！好きです✨😳❤️❤️

[@aspenswirl6317]

CIRCUS, YOU H A V E TO USE KAITO MORE-