We Lost Our Baby | Pregnancy & Miscarriage Story

[@AkAk-os3ol]

Going through a Miscarriage is never easy. I had a Miscarriage at 6 weeks, my friend has had 16 Miscarriages and 1 still birth and last year she was blessed with a baby girl 2 days after ramadan. May Allah bless you with good health and iman and may all your dua's come true.xx

[@piqueny8872]

Cousins baby died 8 months full formed in belly, heart sudden stoped few months before they had a gender reveal party for the baby boy next they were planning a funeral

[@biancaleon3532]

25 years ago I had a miscarriage and never spoke of it. Later in group therapy I spoke of the shame I felt that it was somehow my fault. It is important to talk about this.

[@niqueybingham3489]

I missed you guys so much and I am sorry to hear about your lost. Thank you so much for being open and sharing this part of the journey with us. I can only imagine what you guys are going through but ik you're gonna be okay. Sending you both lot of light, healing and positive juju ❤

[@TheXs.Official]

Thank you so much, Niquey. 💕🌸

[@omaramcfarlanewilliams2368]

I am happy that you had your husband's support. That is a big blessing.

[@allisonhinds8384]

It was beautiful for you guys to share. I just love you guys.

[@brendyjones4883]

Sorry for your loss I feel pain I have been through that four times and the last one was twins and I finally have a boy who is 5 years old now. Hugs

[@peterchase5198]

Hi Amara, my name is Bernice and I live in Barbados! 🇧🇧 Thanks for sharing your experience with us! I think you and your husband are so brave to share that most intimate of experiences. My husband and I lost two babies that came to full term and those days were very hard but God has gifted us with a son and a happy grandson. I pray that in due course you will have your fill of babies. Amara, you are a mother and you will be the very best mom. Your children shall call you blessed. The Almighty's timing Is good timing and it shall happen soon, give thanks. Bless you, both💐💐 My brother you and Amara are beautiful people and you will come out of this just fine. When Bernice and I lost the kids I was nowhere as mature or grounded in faith as you are. You are an inspirational man. Your willingness to share your experience will help others. I am sorry for the pain you have had to endure, grow roots deep in your love and your faith. Peace and love to you both.

[@TheXs.Official]

Hi Bernice ❤️ I can't imagine the pain that comes with losing a child at full term let alone two. 😔 The strength you must have had to grow to move through that ...I can only imagine. Your story inspires me to have strength through my little test. I truly believe that God only tests you with what you can handle or will give you the strength to get through. No one's timing is better than The Almighty's and I'm so excited for whenever that right time is. I'm so sorry for all the pain you had to go through and my love is with you. Thank you so much for messaging us. Lots of love to you both. 💖 - Amara Thank you, my brother. Your words are very comforting. I am sorry for everything you had to go through and also filled with joy to hear that about your son and grandchild. I always look out for your comments, so thank you again. My prayers and blessings to your family. - Suf

[@allisonhinds8384]

Hi Xs I am so so sorry .. but all will be well.

[@pandapanda-tn3zt]

Your story resonates so much with my first pregnancy. I ended up flushing what I passed too and initially regret played in my mind but time heals. And I saw my husband cry for the first time when loss was confirmed. MashA you’ve supported each other well at a traumatic time. Just remember Almighty tests those he loves and that baby will be there for you in heaven. I named my baby a male and female name and still mention him/her to my children. And yes, there is hope. Your body has been pregnant before so it will be ready for it again InshA. May Almighty bless you both and reward your sabr. X

[@TheXs.Official]

❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

[@rebeccafishburne2641]

So sorry to hear about your lost. Sending love, hugs and prayers

[@TheXs.Official]

Thank you, Rebecca. ❤️

[@shelisshepp-nduom3803]

I’m so heartbroken for you guys. I’m so glad you had the support of your husband during this and he has yours because men grieve miscarriages also.

[@shelisshepp-nduom3803]

I hit like not because I liked what happened but because of the courage and love I see in you both for each other.

[@kimdean9085]

You helped more people than you think or know. I pray the Creator blesses you and your womb. Much blessings to the two of you!

[@iqra1297]

Take all the time you need to heal. Keeping you both in my prayers❤️

[@TheXs.Official]

Thank you, Iqra 🌸

[@varshniejagdeo2738]

You guys are made for each other! So sorry for your lost🕊

[@TheXs.Official]

💖

[@caylenehughes5199]

Sorry 😔😔💔💔 don't give up. May you be blessed when the time is right, by god's grace.

[@TheXs.Official]

Yes ❤️❤️❤️🤲 Thank you, Caylene. X

[@xemma1983x1]

Firstly, I’m so very sorry for your loss. What astounded me throughout this video was the pure and utter love and devotion you have for each other as a couple, mashallah! May your faith carry you through this difficult time and inshallah you will be blessed again 🤲

[@TheXs.Official]

Ameen 🤲❤️ thank you so much, Emma. X

[@sugabaybee22]

I’m in a interracial marriage and we recently went through this together. Very similar story, except I was the one who wanted to check the pregnancy sac. He turned his head and told me not to but I couldn’t bear to flush it without knowing. The doctor said it was so small so I wouldn’t see anything but he lied. I saw the sac and I saw the baby. I flipped it over and saw the eye and saw the umbilical cord. My husband said the best thing would be to flush it so he closed the toilet, we said a prayer for the baby and I flushed it. I was hurt and sad and went through the emotions of what if we put it in a bag and threw it in the trash versus flushing it. But I know we did the best thing. I’m writing this as I’m still going through the entire process. Yesterday was the day it happened.

[@nicolegordon129]

Thank you for sharing your experience. I’m sorry for your loss. I had a miscarriage as well. I was three months at the time. My husband and I were devastated. We called our friends who had experienced a miscarriage to get some guidance. We went to the hospital and we had in fact miscarried. We had two children at the time. Three to five months after our miscarriage, we got pregnant with our baby girl. God is faithful and able. It’s so true about prayer and support from my husband helped me. For me it was the Bible, and it’s word gave me such peace. It does take time to work through the emotions and the grief. Take the time you need to heal and grieve. God bless you guys.

[@TheXs.Official]

I'm so sorry for your loss, Nicole, and so happy for your blessings!!! 🥰❤️❤️❤️❤️ God bless you x

[@nicolegordon129]

@@TheXs.Official Thank you guys. I appreciate it.

[@brittanykimber]

I'm only at 11 minutes, and I have cried sad tears and happy tears. Our stories are similar, and I immediately had that sick gut feeling reading the title. You two are such a beautiful couple. Thank you for always being so transparent. There is knowledge to be gained through your laughter and now your heartache. I know that there will be many blessings to come for you both! Amara, like always, I'll send you a message on IG. 🥰

[@TheXs.Official]

So many of us have been through such similar traumas with this; so horrible, but at least we are not alone. Thank you for always recognising the transparency and seeing our hearts, friend. ❤️

[@amnabrown1810]

I’m so sorry :( love you both x

[@TheXs.Official]

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[@nickashamaragh5875]

My sweet, sweet Amirah, I wish I could give you a hug. As an OB RN of 14 years I have held many female hands in a similar situation. I applaud the X’s for sharing. Cry if you must. It’s healthy to grieve. I’m happy that your husband is, and has been extremely supportive, as usual🙂. Yes, abortions especially missed abortion is very common. Yes, God is in control. Our body is beautifully, and wonderfully made, it has a way to rid pregnancies that possibly would have been abnormal. I’m happy you have a ultrasound showing the heart beat of the embryo 😌..memories for life! Yes guys blessing in three folds, so much sooner than your maybe expecting!Triplets?? BLESS guys🇯🇲🇪🇹

[@ghurabaa114xx]

It needs to be more common knowledge that early scanning increases chances of miscarriage. . .6 weeks scans should be scrapped all together they do more harm than good

[@TheXs.Official]

I'm cyber hugging you right now 🤗❤️ thank you for your touching message. & Triplets 🙈🙈😂❤️❤️❤️

[@claudettegill8400]

Tears flowed for both of you. I am so sorry. Thank you for sharing something so personal. Never been through it, but I have learned so much from you all. I love your belief about life. I am a grandmother but I am still learning so much from both of you. May you be blessed always, and I may you soon be given the beautiful joy of that baby which your hearts desire. You are not alone. Love that both of you are so very supportive with each other. You both were meant to be. 🙏🏽🙏🏽🕊🕊💐❤️

[@TheXs.Official]

Awwww, Ms Claudette. ❤️ Thank you for listening and sending us so much love, always. There's something extra comforting and warm knowing that you are a grandmother. There's extra wisdom within you and your words just hit our hearts so deeply. Ameen to your beautiful prayers for us, may God protect you always and keep you and your family blessed in abundance. So much love to you 💖🌸

[@hannanabdurahman1368]

You two are truly inspirational, I wish y’all the best and may Allah grant you lots of righteous babies and may your love also grow. Sending love from Ethiopia♥️

[@TheXs.Official]

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[@OfficialMNIB]

- I can only imagine what you're both going through - May Allah be pleased - 🤲🏼

[@TheXs.Official]

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[@anumahmed1244]

Thank you for sharing this with us, this must have been a difficult process for the both of you, May Allah make it easier and bless you both with offspring's that cool your eyes and bring nothing but Allah's rehmat, mercy & happiness. Ameen ❤️❤️❤️ Hope you guys know we are always here to support you

[@TheXs.Official]

Ameen to your beautiful duas for us. 🤲❤️ Thank you so much, Anum.

[@alleitaamoako1181]

Sorry for your lost. May God bless you with healthy kids in the future🙏🏽

[@TheXs.Official]

Ameeen 🤲❤️

[@yvonnebacchas5435]

Im so sorry for your lost. I can see the hurt in her eyes. God be with you both.

[@TheXs.Official]

❤️❤️❤️

[@deewebb2506]

I’m so so sorry! Your honesty and bravery will help others, for sure! Bless you and yours. xo

[@TheXs.Official]

Love and blessings to you too. 💖

[@nimosaid5151]

I'm super sorry my dear sister.I lost my twins 9 months ago.They were 26 weeks.I know the feeling.May Allah(sw) give you patience.

[@melissapimentel8033]

I’m so sorry 😞, I lost 7 pregnancies and I totally understand. I had my rainbow baby in 2019 so although I know it hard to hear, you will have your rainbow baby 🧡 Edit to add: the part you mention self guilt and that maybe u are being punished i know it to well and I know all that go thru a miscarriage experience it so u aren’t alone, what pulled me out of it was prayers, and I had an epiphany, god was merciful with me because although my miscarriages broke me I felt loved one day because I rather lose the pregnancy early than lose the baby in the middle of the pregnancy and give birth or give birth to a stillborn or have my baby born with problems and suffer or die of Sids. Because god knew i couldn’t handle that. I really admire a woman that has gone thru that horrible experience and find strength in it all. I have a friend with pcos that lost 3 and the first was at 17 a week before her gender reveal and after her first round of fertility meds she finally pregnant again after 3 yrs after losing her last pregnancy. I’ve been there thru it all with her and support is valuable. You aren’t alone and you have a wonderful husband and family and friends and this community as well 🧡🧡

[@TheXs.Official]

Hey sweet Melissa ❤️ I can't comprehend the struggle of going through 7 when this 1 has felt so painful. The strength and faith you must have built within yourself to still speak so positively ❤️ I admire that so much. & Yes, I feel like it was a mercy that if it had to be, that it was early. It's another level of a test when the baby is so much further along let alone SIDS. 😔 God tests us with what He knows we can handle / gives us the strength to be able to handle it. It's made me feel even closer to other women. So many of us have gone through the same trauma. Love to you ❤️

[@homesteadfromseed1996]

Our stories are sooo similar. My first pregnancy I lost at 7.5 weeks and I lost it in this lonely bathroom in the hospital on my way to get bloodwork to see if I was miscarrying cause I had been bleeding for about a week and it was getting heavier. I saw my tiny little sac and baby in the toilet but had nothing to get it and didnt know what to do with it either especially being alone and just genuinely not knowing what to do. It doesnt sit well with me to this very day. I know Allah is the most merciful and knows our intentions but still in my mind it hurts knowing the outcome. I am now a mother to three beautiful children on this Earth and alhamdullilah one tiny little baby in Jannah and I pray that Allah swt blesses you with the most pious and beautiful children and with more blessings than you know what to do with. I will keep you in my prayers inshaAllah. Mu’adh ibn Jabal reported: The Prophet, peace and blessings be upon him, said, “By the One in whose hand is my soul, the miscarried fetus will carry his mother by his umbilical cord into Paradise, if she was seeking its reward.” Source: Sunan Ibn Mājah 1609 Grade: Sahih (authentic) according to Al-Albani

[@gloriajoseph8221]

I am so sorry you guys had to go through this...hugs and more hugs. Yes, I know this video will help many who are going through this or will be going it.🙏🏾🙏🏾 🤗🤗💞💞

[@TheXs.Official]

❤️❤️❤️ I really hope so x

[@Keishabrath]

This video was super emotional to watch because I felt as though I was going through everything with you guys by just listening/watching 😣☹️ I’ve never been through a miscarriage but I can only imagine how you guys felt hugs 🤗 I even felt guilty liking the video because it seem like doing something mean I prayer you guys gel even tighter than you already are, very soon a blessing will come, I am pretty sure you will make amazing parents at the right time ❤️❤️❤️🤗🙏🏿 Continue to be patient and have faith 🙏🏿 Just remember nothing happens before it’s time 🤗 I absolutely love you guys Love coming all the way from Barbados 🇧🇧

[@TheXs.Official]

Hey Keisha ❤️ you've been with us a while so it's sweet that you felt that way. 🤗 You're right, nothing happens before it's time, and God's timing is the best. 🤲💖 Thank you for the love and prayers 😘 lots of love back to you xxx

[@jovanharris3565]

The Most High is Good, and always in control. Bless up✊🏽 stay firm.

[@TheXs.Official]

Yes indeed. 🤲❤️

[@buggybill2003]

Oh I`m so sorry. Bless you both.

[@TheXs.Official]

Thank you, Mr Preece. ❤️

[@brendatheobalds1033]

I thank God you are okay I too have had two ectopic pregnancy, Its was devastating! Never taught I will ever be able to have a baby, I pray long and faithfully I stay constantly on my knees. Glory to God he bless me with an amazing son. You will never forget this experience , you will get pregnant again. He knows best. Love you guys and I turly missed you.

[@TheXs.Official]

Congratulations on your son, Brenda! ❤️❤️❤️ So happy for you 🤗 lots of love to you x

[@butterfly-kb4cn]

This breaks my heart for you both! I’m so sorry for your loss and may God heal your pain and loss. I pray you and God bless you in your journey. 💕

[@TheXs.Official]

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[@VeryUniqueIndividual]

I'm so sorry to hear about your loss, I can only pray you are blessed with a healthy pregnancy and baby inshallah. I also really admire both of your strength. To open up about pregnancy loss isn't easy but the reminders you gave are just what I (and I'm sure many others) needed to hear so thank you! Sending you lots of love! I thought I'd just give ectopic pregnancies a mention too because many women don't know about them but they are pregnancies that if not removed early enough, put the mothers life in danger. Symptoms can be very similar to miscarriage so it's really important for all women to know about. I don't have a platform with a huge following where I can raise awareness of this issue but hopefully some people will cast an eye on this and become aware of it.

[@donnap3234]

I am a parent of one child and I feel the pain of your loss. You said it best. See this as a space for a more bountiful blessings. Thank you for being so open and raw and I am sure this will help others who are faced with miscarriage to know they are not alone facing this. Stay blessed

[@TheXs.Official]

Thank you so much, Donna. 🤲❤️

[@rose-mariecelestine8147]

So sorry for your lost. I pray you find comfort in knowing that there’s nothing you could have done differently. You did nothing wrong, Take your time to heal and it is not weak for you to cry,

[@glossyshine1]

The way Amara said her name just made me so sad. You guys were so positive while talking it was so beautiful to hear. I pray Allah makes it easier for you both and at least you know you can get pregnant. Insha’Allah it does happen for you both when you are both ready. Just know Amara you haven’t let anyone down. Some things happen for a reason and just know when it’s suppose to happen it will💕. You are both in my duas. X

[@TheXs.Official]

Yes, alhamdulilah that we were at least able to get pregnant, as that was a worry in itself. I'm glad that even though it was a sad topic, that you found it positively done. That makes me really happy xx

[@earlygrey7983]

This is painful. Remember this is a test and Allah will reward you with many beautiful children Ameen.

[@TheXs.Official]

Ameen 🤲❤️

[@safiyassacredspace]

I am sorry for your loss. Thank you for sharing! Be gentle w/ yourselves through this journey of healing, and may the ancestors welcome your first born w/ warmth and tenderness. I have faith that the Most High has great things in store for you both... 🙏

[@TheXs.Official]

❤️❤️❤️❤️🤲

[@dee_1989]

So sorry for your loss. Thank you for sharing your story, now I have a better understanding of what people go through when they miscarriage. ❤️

[@shirleybanks6582]

So sorry to hear about your miscarriage 🙏🏽❤️❤️ I pray for you to be blessed with future pregnancies Insha Allah! Missed you both !!

[@TheXs.Official]

Thank you, Shirley. Always sending us the love 🤗💖❤️

[@azizayt]

Inna lillahi wa inna ilayhi raji’oon . First off I’d like to say you are both strong, incredible people, so positive Allahumabarik. May Allah preserve these traits in you always, ameen. I’m so glad you’ve made this video to raise awareness of the realities of miscarriage especially within the Muslim community. sSo important! I’m not sure if while doing your searches on miscarriage you came across my story, but listening to your story reminded me of my miscarried baby and the immense love I had and still have for him/her and how much I miss that precious baby of ours. I know that love will never fade regardless of what happens in life as I know it won’t for you. You both are most definitely parents and no-one can take that title and blessing away from you. I’m so glad you had each other while going through your loss. Through my personal experience, I’ve learned grief is not linear and it’s completely fine to be good some days and not so great the others. I guess I just want to thank you both for making a much needed video and helping those who have miscarried whether years ago or recently still come to terms with their loss and almost reminisce (?) the experience to invoke thankfulness of Allah SWT for the hikmah behind Him returning our babies to Him. Alhamdullilah ya rabb. May Allah bless you both in abundance for your patience and grant you babies upon babies! May He reunite you both with your angel baby in Jannah where you’ll rejoice and forget you were ever grieving. May Allah expiate your sins with the beautiful patience you have displayed and continue to display as you grieve your precious baby. Ameen. 🤍🕊

[@TheXs.Official]

Salaam sis ❤️ Firstly, ameen to your beautiful duas 🤲 thank you so much. All the babies upon babies iA iA iA 😂💕 Secondly, yes I did come across your video when I was searching! It's one of the videos that gave me real comfort during my most lonely moments. Sufyan was at work and I was in bed sobbing but had your video and some others to keep me company and help guide me through. I watched it a few times because it was so comforting and cathartic to me. Thank you so much. 💖 I also saw that alhamdulilah you got pregnant after which made me so happy and hopeful! 🤗 I craved so much to hear the Islamic perspective of things especially and your video gave me that. I am so grateful and so touched that you've come across ours. & It is a bit of a rollercoaster. At the time of filming this I felt like I was really healing up and feeling good again, then the past few days have been a real struggle like before. It definitely isn't linear and I'm glad you said that. ❤️ Allah's wisdom is behind everything and in Him we trust 🤲. I'm so happy to have heard from you. Xx

[@deewebb2506]

Please don’t ever feel ashamed.

[@Abijoho]

Aw guys :( I’m so so sad to hear you have been through this, but your attitude and support for each other is amazing and a blessing. I will keep you in my duaas and inshallah you will have all your duaas answered soon💕

[@T.N.1992]

In'Sha'Allah Allah will bless you soon! I had 2 chemical pregnancy miscarriages in the past year and no sympathy from my inlaws (who I live with) and my husband showed it barely. One day our time will come 🙏

[@S4FX]

May Allah swt make it easy for you and grant you pious, healthy pregnancies and children Ameen 🤲❤️ May Allah swt put barakah and love in the hearts of your husband and in-laws towards you Ameen 🤲

[@blususpect]

I don’t even know what to say…💔 I just wish peace,blessing, & the strength to heal during this time. InshAllah 🤲🏽.

[@TheXs.Official]

❤️❤️❤️

[@Coachnicolab]

My deepest sympathies. Thank you for sharing your incredible insights and journey.

[@TheXs.Official]

Thank you 🙏❤️

[@dervinwright662]

You are such a beautiful couple 💑. My prayers 🙏 and love are with you both❤

[@TheXs.Official]

Thank you ❤️

[@aishamuslimah5513]

Indeed your such a beautiful couple❤️ thanks for sharing ..it's a test from Allah and inshallah you will over come it soon..Amara you are so blessed to have such a loving husband he's such a nice person.may Allah continue blessing you

[@mawalbrahim4139]

I'm sorry for your loss 🥺

[@TheXs.Official]

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[@ammarsajid7284]

I’m very sorry to hear about your loss. I hope that one day soon IA you grow your family ❤️

[@carlatawilliams2656]

Praying 🙏 ❣️💙 It's going to happen for you.

[@TheXs.Official]

In shaa Allah 🤲❤️❤️❤️

[@sherryl7602]

Seeing you so quiet in your intro is so not like you 😢 may Allah swt grant you both strength and imaan. You guys are so sweet to each other MashaAllah. May Allah swt protect your marriage and grant you healthy children who will be the coolness of your eyes And among the righteous ♥️🤲🏼

[@fatxisaid9942]

Am so sorry for your loss. Thank you for sharing this heartbreaking story with us

[@TheXs.Official]

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[@khadijaharoun5674]

I don't know why I cried while watching this video...I love you guys so much ❤️ May Allah reward you with happiness ❤️

[@TheXs.Official]

Ameen 🤲❤️ thank you, Khadija x

[@kemdafne5633]

😢 I’m so saddened and 💔. I have no words…I’m so sorry.

[@Hnc194]

The Messenger of Allah (صلى الله عليه وسلم) said, “By the One in Whose hands is my soul, the miscarried fetus will drag his mother to paradise by his [umbilical] cord if she was patient [with the miscarriage], hoping to be rewarded.” [Ahmad] 💚

[@TheXs.Official]

🤲❤️

[@shanicegeorge5361]

God gives his Hardest battles for his Strongest Soldiers, Yall Guardian Angel going to look after yall, Your blessings will overflow in due time

[@TheXs.Official]

🤲❤️❤️❤️

[@bbutler7158]

Blessings to both of you🤗🤗❤️❤️❤️. Your healthy family is in progress ☺️❤️❤️❤️. Prayers for your continued strength and the beautiful life you both live❤️❤️❤️❤️

[@jessicaking5298]

Wow thank you so much for sharing so openly. Its so important to talk about miscarriage, especially all the graphic details because its the reality and so important for women not to feel alone, and also for the partners too. Thank you again, sending you both so much love xxx

[@childrenofalovingheavenlyf4433]

Sending a lot of love and hugs your way ❤️ I pray that you're strengthened at this time. Even in this difficult time, God is still God and will forever remain faithful. We will forever sing his praises. All my love 💗

[@TheXs.Official]

Yes 🤲❤️❤️❤️

[@namujjuzeinab3045]

The end where sufyaan pours his heart out to Amaarah 😩😩you guys are beautiful inspiring strong adorable,May Allah increase you in barakah oh and your iman is incredible subhana Allah,may Allah bless you more and more,thank you for sharing,it’s beautiful

[@TheXs.Official]

❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️🤲

[@anisahkhan3268]

I feel ur pain I miscarriaged twice last year its horrible. Hope u heal and get pregnant soon again x

[@TheXs.Official]

I'm so sorry sis ❤️ I pray your duas are answered too x

[@lawatuni3936]

I am so so so sorry for your loss. I got pregnant at the same time and lost just like you too - also with pcos. I have given you so so so many duas Jazakallah khayr for sharing your experience I was genuinely having a big fat cry about it an hour ago and this video has really really helped. May Allah shower your family with blessings and some lovely healthy babies !! ameen ameen ameen!

[@TheXs.Official]

SubhanAllah, I've been waiting for you sis ❤️ someone going through it now and needing some company and hope. You're not alone and I'm so so so sorry for your loss too. 😞 Literally the same time... subhanAllah. 💔 May Allah SWT bless us with healthy babies and the strength to have a beautiful kind of sabr until then (the struggle 😂😭). 🤲 I love you so much for the sake of Allah and am giving you a cuddle right now. 🤗❤️ P.S. I still cry too (had a big fat cry earlier today) and I think that's just the journey for a while, but I'm so humbled that our video has helped you in some way. Take care of yourself and take all the time you need. After this hardship will surely come ease, in shaa Allah. Ramadan soon too. 🌸 Everything will be okay. X

[@FawzeeTalks]

So sorry about the lost guys 😓 May Allah grant another one who is here to stay ❤️❤️

[@TheXs.Official]

❤️ in shaa Allah!

[@angellove4557]

I am really so sorry to hear. I do pray all will go well in the future.

[@TheXs.Official]

Thank you x

[@pamelabryan9046]

So sorry for your loss! Thanks for sharing. Everything will work out. 🙏🏽🙏🏽

[@aelet17]

I’m so sorry guys! May God surround you in strength and comfort💗💗💗

[@TheXs.Official]

💖💖💖

[@studytune1012]

With every hardship comes ease. Now you have your baby girl mashallah!

[@Sona77.]

I’m so sorry for your loss. Sending you lots of love and strength ❤️

[@TheXs.Official]

❤️

[@Amzy_co]

😭😭😭😭 may allah give you lots of sabr and strength. You are not at fault at all. Hope for a positive future what’s past has passed. Alhumdulillah hope all husbands are like sufiyan. Lots of hugs for Amara x

[@fathimah4572]

i loved you guys since your weddings videos and i just want to say you are so brave for not only getting through this but also sharing this and i’m so sorry for your loss. may Allah sbt grant you with happiness always ameen.

[@TheXs.Official]

Ameen ❤️

[@idontknowwhattosay4863]

Aww u two man im sorry u both had to go through that hardship in shaa allah one day you will become parents after every hardship comes ease x

[@TheXs.Official]

Ameeen ❤️ thank you so much

[@donnaneckles2588]

Sending hugs of condolences! Trusting in God for healing. You both will be blessed beyond measure...in his perfect timing!

[@marisolmartinez2603]

So sorry for your loss! You guys are a beautiful couple. All the best to you both.

[@kimcole6852]

Thank you for sharing your story. My heart feels your pain. With that said, it's my belief that everything happens in God's timing. Before that fetus was there, God's knows what was going to happen. Don't blame yourselves, for it was NOTHING that you did wrong. When God says it time, he will BLESS you with a beautiful baby. I believe that. Take your time and grieve. That baby was only supposed to be here for that long. Who knows, by the end of the year you will probably be with child. I can feel it. I am pray for you guys. Trust in him.

[@Iam_MJ876]

I'm so sorry for your loss. Sending you both hugs. It was so lovely to hear Sufiyan spoke so lovingly to about how he loves and will always be supportive and you to him. I wish you both good health and to your future babies. I'm happy to hear Sufiyan expressed how he was affected, men don't really get the chance to express their feelings during this difficult time. God bless your family. 💐❤🇯🇲

[@Amina-ws7ly]

Assalamu Alaikum, I'm so sorry to hear about your lost.May Allah taa'ala bless you with a children soon. ❤

[@veniadolph7375]

Came back to this video now. The doctor said there’s no heartbeat and I started bleeding when I got home. Can’t believe I’m going through this too💔 Thank you for this video, I feel less alone.

[@TheXs.Official]

I'm so sorry sweet angel.😞💔 It's going to be a really difficult rollercoaster of a test, but I promise you have the strength to get through, even if you feel shattered into pieces. Let yourself crumble and feel whatever you feel. It's a heartbreaking, traumatic experience and it deserves mourning. I promise you, in time, the pain and trauma of it gets easier to bear. Just let yourself feel, surround yourself with comfort and grieve for now. It's a huge thing happening. 😞 Just remember, God is only ever 'for' you, even if it feels like punishment. Don't be tricked while you're hurting into thinking He's not protecting you . There will be peace and joy again after this storm as hard as it is to imagine. 🤲❤️ You will be a bit changed. For now, just feel what you feel. Message me on insta if you want to talk x

[@sammyhaq]

Salam Lots of dua’s for you both InshAllah khyr, whatever Allah swt wills I got told at 24 years of age I couldn’t have children ever and I was beyond devastated, after exploring all our options we decided to go down the adoption route, I adopted my son in January 2008 when he was a six month old baby, he’s going to be 15 years of age this year, what can I say without getting tearful, he’s my diamond, my Jannah baby, our Lord is the best of planners, after becoming his mother I’ve always said if God had given me a choice a child of my own body or my adopted son without any hesitation I would say my adopted milk son Rayyan Muhammad May Allah swt bless the ummah with khyr and bless us with righteous children Ameen Lots of love ❤️

[@TheXs.Official]

SubhanAllah, your story really melted our hearts. 🥺❤️❤️❤️ So, so beautiful. Allah is the best of planners! Xxx

[@afshakhizar1875]

I totally feel your pain, I have had two miscarriges, it is the hardest and emotionalist time to break. I started to write a preganancy journey diary for my baby to read when it was older which had all the special moments like the best feeling in becoming a mother, to check my stomach to see if the baby bump was growing yet, putting weight on, planning all sorts for the baby further into trimesters feeling a stronger connextion with the baby, shopping, planning and the beautiful life to live after the birth of the baby to feeling empty and lost for words feeling and emotions. No doubt Allah is the best of planner, and plans the best for his people. I make Dua, Allah fills your laps with joy, happiness and blessings of a little Sufiyan or Amara. Ameen & In'Sha'Allah. Sending you lots of love and hugs. In'Sha'Allah Allah will reward you again for all your sabr xx

[@lisagab]

This was the first thing that came to mind when we last chat, but i wanted to stay positive and told myself maybe u are just moving and busy. I am so sorry for ur lost, keep the faith and the Lord will provide in due time. 😍😍 much love.

[@TheXs.Official]

Thank you for always checking on us and sending us love ❤️ we love you and look out for your comments always. Yes, The Almighty is the best of planners 🤲💖💖💖 trying to keep our heads up. Lots of love to you xxx

[@lisagab]

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[@anak5183]

Thank you so much for sharing your story. That took a lot of courage. You are such a beautiful couple...💗 May Almight God bless you with another child soon! 🙏🙏🙏

[@TheXs.Official]

❤️❤️❤️

[@muniiibaa]

I am so sorry for your loss. I love how positive you both are about it. Shout out to Sufiyan for being so mature and understanding. Please continue looking out for Amara♥️ MashAllah you both make such a cute couple♥️ InshaaAllah you both are going to have a beautiful healthy baby soon. Praying for you both♥️ Stay Blessed always InshaaAllah 💖

[@TheXs.Official]

Thank you so much for your duas, Muniba. Ameen ❤️🤲 Sufyan's the best ma shaa Allah, never lets anything feel too lonely in life. 🤗💖 May Allah SWT bless and protect you x

[@penpad12ify]

Surely ALLAH tests those HE love...May ALL AH will give you a beautiful baby..you have been through so much and it seem to have increased you both in faith in ALLAH.

[@pameladavisgod]

This is so heartbreaking 💔. I’m sincerely sorry for your loss. Pls keep the faith 🙏🏾

[@kureshaali7574]

I’m so sorry to hear that .... I had miscarriage on 12/15/2021 and I was bleeding so hard and I lost the baby..... I was 6 weeks pregnant 🤰 😢😢😢

[@tashawnajamison9415]

So Sorry. God will bless you with another baby in time.

[@nnaseilneleh8674]

I missed you both, thank you for sharing your experiences ❤....the best is yet to come for you both.....having a miscarriage is never easy it takes a toll on your body and your mental...I had three pregnancies all normal delivery, then there was a fourth time to be blessed with another opportunity to bring forth life, Unfortunately at around my six week period I had an Etopic pregnancy(we were blessed with twins....but only one survived😪 after we the next time will be even better.

[@TheXs.Official]

I'm so sorry you went through that ❤️ it must have been so hard. I pray you are reunited with your lost child in heaven. May God bless you for the pain you must've gone through. Yes, the mental journey has been tougher than the physical (I imagine it's a lot harder physically when you're further along). I trust that God and time will heal all. 🤲💕

[@ronaldcuieii4775]

Stay strong guys. Bless your hearts🤗🤗❤.

[@TheXs.Official]

❤️

[@danl5961]

This was sooo helpful guys, thank you so much. Although I’m not Muslim I 100% relate. I was told I had a illness at 22 and instantly cried too as it would mean complications in terms of a future pregnancy. Then I miscarried at 28. Hoping we have our babies soon 💕✨💕

[@HaroonKhan-ix3xs]

May Allah give sabar on this and grant healthy pious kids in future🤲

[@TheXs.Official]

💖

[@yayafl1986]

The most wholesome people in the time of tribulation keeping your faith and your integrity. I’m sorry for your loss and I pray you receive a blessing of being parents soon.

[@TheXs.Official]

Thank you so much, Yajaira. ❤️

[@rosalindvaondjozanguvauva2193]

Thank you guys for sharing, I really like how you two care for each other. God is faithful and merciful. He knows what is best for His children and yes start afresh. Love from Africa!💖

[@TheXs.Official]

🤲❤️❤️❤️

[@maxinehall5382]

I know this story, my love and prayers for you both. You both are united and strong, oh the memories you brought bad, then I think about what the heavens gave me later and I smile. NO REGRETS, ALLAH be with you,YOU WILL HAVE YOUR CILD❤️❤️❤️

[@TheXs.Official]

Oh, Maxine. ❤️❤️❤️🥺

[@loyalty2398]

Im so sorry :( stay strong!

[@TheXs.Official]

❤️

[@wasswass_]

I lost my baby in December at 8 weeks . There was nothing in the scan , not even a sac and it was weird because I didn’t feel pregnant anymore . No more swelling , no more full feeling in my stomach , and I was bleeding, first a little then a lot . Lots of “plops” came out , I could see skin , and lots of clots . It’s important that you miscarry because it means something is wrong and Allah is preventing a greater pain . When you said “I miss feeling pregnant” that hit me so hard because that’s EXACTLY what I told everyone . I missed the swelling , I missed even the tiredness and everything that comes with a baby . Now I’m about 13 weeks with a little girl . May allah grant you dozens of baby’s ameen !

[@saida7320]

you’re a beautiful couple, inside and out Allahuma Baarik. may Allah ease the pain of your loss and allow you both to continue to hope and pray for a family of your own, Aamiin! AND MAY HE PROVIDE YOU WITH AS MANY BEAUTIFUL CHILDREN AS YOU WANT IN THIS LIFE AND REUNITE YOU ALL IN THE NEXT, AAMIIN! thank you for sharing your story with us, i’m certain it is appreciated more than you know❤️‍🔥

[@TheXs.Official]

Ameen 🤲, thank you so much. ❤️❤️❤️

[@user-lt3yb4fm6q]

I am so sorry for your loss

[@TheXs.Official]

❤️

[@annasingankutti5832]

Thank you so much for making this video 💚🥰 I’m so sorry you had to go through this but you are definitely getting through it and this video has taught me a lot. Blessings to you guys. May you have many beautiful babies in the future. Lots of love from the Netherlands xx

[@eyeheartmusic6683]

This is the first time seeing any videos on your channel and I want to say thank you for posting this. My beliefs are different from yours but so much of what you felt and experienced resonated with me. I had two miscarriages in 2019 within a 3 month time period. I too struggle with feelings of guilt because I know I flushed my babies down the toilet, although at the time I didn’t realize it. And like you Amara, even though it’s been 3 yrs I still yearn to grow a baby inside me. I pray you find comfort and peace and don’t give up on growing your family.