We Need to Raise Awareness..

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touchdalight

touchdalight

Күн бұрын

This video got very emotional watch it at your own risk...If you are feeling suicidal please don't be afraid to tell someone! I love you all so much!
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@xCaptainNewZealandx
@xCaptainNewZealandx 6 жыл бұрын
You probably look at these comments and think you made a mistake, that you shouldn't have done it, etc. Sadly it isn't that simple for you. This was no mistake. This was a disgusting action taken by a completely self absorbed and atrocious human being. I feel bad so bad for your brother, knowing that you are the kind of person he had with him his whole life.
@KuninKat
@KuninKat 4 жыл бұрын
There using his death as views and likes and money they don't even look sad
@teadea8339
@teadea8339 4 жыл бұрын
@masha go away, he is my cousin leave him alone
@madeleinegibson1650
@madeleinegibson1650 3 жыл бұрын
He’s not even his brother he’s his friend. They’re just saying it for views
@benlambkin5385
@benlambkin5385 5 жыл бұрын
Imagine asking for 5k likes then preceding to read someone’s last thoughts
@stevenlindhorst7579
@stevenlindhorst7579 4 жыл бұрын
This is the future some black mirror shit kinda person to film people in pain for views
@jaybze7290
@jaybze7290 4 жыл бұрын
It’s not even real
@hellhound1585
@hellhound1585 3 жыл бұрын
Kinda pathetic
@moistanklesock
@moistanklesock 6 жыл бұрын
Boi ur so insensitive
@nik-v8pesboi625
@nik-v8pesboi625 6 жыл бұрын
Please never ever make this kind of video again as a survivor of a suicidal attempt this really hurt me and I hope you see that.
@ryoss110
@ryoss110 4 жыл бұрын
He doesn't give a shit, he only cares about the money
@crvz1209
@crvz1209 4 жыл бұрын
just know I came to this video because I was ready to kill myself.. and if you need someone to just listen to you please reach out..
@amyhill7603
@amyhill7603 4 жыл бұрын
@@crvz1209 if you need someone to talk to im here ( almost killed myself but one slip saved me)
@stormy_bear3641
@stormy_bear3641 4 жыл бұрын
@@ryoss110 Wat he dosent want money he dosent care for money so dont be saying "HE DoSeNt GiVe sHiT He OnLy CaReS fOr ThE MoNeY" STOP
@gachaconnie921
@gachaconnie921 4 жыл бұрын
I tried suicide 😭
@TinaSoup
@TinaSoup 7 жыл бұрын
this clickbait title is so disrespectful and wrong
@siennah.4807
@siennah.4807 6 жыл бұрын
지국 it is
@riarichards8857
@riarichards8857 6 жыл бұрын
It’s not it has a capital letter so the letter at the end was call My Brothers Suicide Note ..
@julianapinter370
@julianapinter370 6 жыл бұрын
It’s not clickbait
@evelynnuman
@evelynnuman 6 жыл бұрын
he should have used '" like a normal person
@Voaid
@Voaid 6 жыл бұрын
Sage Jordan it is click bait, if you read someone else's family kids suicide note, and then claim its your brother when he's not, and you are doing that for views, that is disgusting and clickbaity as hell
@alejandrameza9031
@alejandrameza9031 5 жыл бұрын
I'm crying! I'm crying because you have no idea what this is like. It's not always drugs or voices, it's a chemical imbalance in your brain. The utter disrespect that this video contains is shocking. How can you be so inconsiderate and offensive. I'm astonished. This is unbelievable. That fact that you think it's funny to get views off of serious topics is inhumane. You try to make it seem that you care but you don't get it. Please rethink before you upload another video like this. Suicide is serious
@niamhdouglas5738
@niamhdouglas5738 4 жыл бұрын
Alejandra Meza I completely agree with you. The fact that they sit with emotionless faces is horrific. I hope you are and everybody else that this video has affected is ok.
@ameliamarshall5377
@ameliamarshall5377 4 жыл бұрын
I totally agree with you, what an utterly disrespectful video
@lanylolly7397
@lanylolly7397 4 жыл бұрын
My friend is Suicidal
@ameliamarshall5377
@ameliamarshall5377 4 жыл бұрын
lany lolly please, please, please, I’m begging you, tell someone who can help. My friend committed suicide because he felt he was so alone. Please tell someone
@lanylolly7397
@lanylolly7397 4 жыл бұрын
@@ameliamarshall5377 I did yesterday
@olliebear535
@olliebear535 6 жыл бұрын
Holy shit this is wrong on every level
@mkf_turboyt1206
@mkf_turboyt1206 4 жыл бұрын
Nicholas Bohmer how
@thatgirl_55.-.81
@thatgirl_55.-.81 4 жыл бұрын
Howwww?????????
@pixinein1880
@pixinein1880 4 жыл бұрын
@@thatgirl_55.-.81 he's using someone's DEATH for VIEWS AND MONEY there are MANY THINGS WRONG WITH THIS
@cheech8082
@cheech8082 6 жыл бұрын
r/iamatotalpieceofshit
@russianduck8985
@russianduck8985 6 жыл бұрын
Arckah12 maybe because he is using his brothers suicide to make money
@foreskinmcfat-nutsjr
@foreskinmcfat-nutsjr 6 жыл бұрын
I came from r/trashy
@ComicWriter-ml3qt
@ComicWriter-ml3qt 6 жыл бұрын
Arckah12 and r/rage
@ComicWriter-ml3qt
@ComicWriter-ml3qt 6 жыл бұрын
Russian Duck it’s not his brother’s suicide note it’s just someone else’s brother’s suicide note
@gracelizzie248
@gracelizzie248 6 жыл бұрын
r/ihavereddit
@likeastarbaby
@likeastarbaby 6 жыл бұрын
"i'm sorry that this was so emotional" - had completely stoic face the entire video
@angrychick4253
@angrychick4253 6 жыл бұрын
if you don’t know how to talk about such a sensitive subject, don’t talk about it at all.
@pearlkelly6337
@pearlkelly6337 5 жыл бұрын
I was just about to say that
@user-up4zz2lj8o
@user-up4zz2lj8o 5 жыл бұрын
Angry Chick right
@callumfairweather2934
@callumfairweather2934 5 жыл бұрын
You couldn’t have said it better
@Jf_productions556
@Jf_productions556 3 жыл бұрын
FUCK TOUCHDELIGHT
@level69chad86
@level69chad86 3 жыл бұрын
@@Jf_productions556 touchdalight, more like uhh Uh Umm Hang on im working on something... Uhh I GOT IT FUCKBOI
@jedkemekt2062
@jedkemekt2062 6 жыл бұрын
"This is going to be a serious video on a serious topic ...so smash that like button, make sure you subscribe..."
@cutelittleReis90
@cutelittleReis90 6 жыл бұрын
people can be the worst when it comes to their own ego.
@btbh5681
@btbh5681 6 жыл бұрын
Make sure you "suiciscribe"
@asthinecrowflies
@asthinecrowflies 5 жыл бұрын
yea
@raniah4352
@raniah4352 5 жыл бұрын
Peter Griffin this is the first time I typed “lmao” while laughing
@torimay7065
@torimay7065 5 жыл бұрын
i want to like this comment but i’m conflicted since it’s at 666 likes lol
@alicesmart1101
@alicesmart1101 5 жыл бұрын
Ok just look at the clock on the wall behind them here in the beginning of the vid 1:54 Now look in the middle of the vid 4:55 So you know it’s a fully functioning clock Here’s where his friend or whatever broke down crying 6:16 then they cut The next scene was literally not even minutes after. His friend “ran of crying” and he continued the video seconds after. I don’t know but something seems off 🤔
@HollyLaing
@HollyLaing 7 жыл бұрын
"If you're offended by this, Please let me know in the comments where I dont really care"
@HollyLaing
@HollyLaing 7 жыл бұрын
jordan10 no no I love Carmie, and I do believe he loves his fans. His humour can just be offensive haha. I found it funny
@CupcakKeKreations
@CupcakKeKreations 7 жыл бұрын
It’s not thrilling to have a video with this title show up right after you found found out your friend actually killed himself.
@alicephilippa8447
@alicephilippa8447 7 жыл бұрын
+Jordan10 It was a joke. He's basically saying he doesn't listen to the negative comments. He reads his fans comments and hearts them. But he doesn't give a shit about the haters is what he is saying.
@alicephilippa8447
@alicephilippa8447 7 жыл бұрын
+CupcakKe Kreations I'm sorry to hear that but unfortunately on youtube sometimes videos with certain titles come up at the wrong time.
@ellie6465
@ellie6465 7 жыл бұрын
it was a joke hehe x
@hermionemoul3714
@hermionemoul3714 6 жыл бұрын
“THESE ARE REAL PEOPLE’S SUICIDE NOTES” how can you emphasize that point and still think what you are doing is ok?!?!?
@erikmedhatten8469
@erikmedhatten8469 5 жыл бұрын
Yeah
@cherrymochatea9877
@cherrymochatea9877 5 жыл бұрын
HE IS TRYING TO HELP!
@evanfrench5227
@evanfrench5227 6 жыл бұрын
Honestly, using suicide for views, I actually have friends who attempt. It's so un-sensitive, real or not. Good Messages about suicide, not really the best idea.
@aprilthemonth1623
@aprilthemonth1623 6 жыл бұрын
Evan French who said he was using it for views
@linden5713
@linden5713 6 жыл бұрын
It’s insensitive not un-sensitive
@yaboiialex2232
@yaboiialex2232 5 жыл бұрын
Evan French I had a friend recently kill himself
@vel-
@vel- 5 жыл бұрын
@@aprilthemonth1623 well for one he did not read his brother's suicide note
@aprilthemonth1623
@aprilthemonth1623 5 жыл бұрын
ProbablyDead _ ?
@cutelittleReis90
@cutelittleReis90 6 жыл бұрын
I'm so angry at this right now. Suicide and even reading notes with this kind of attitude. and sorry if I'm wrong, I don't even believe it was your friends brothers note you read it didn't seem genuine and real (I lost my brother by suicide and this is not how you react, crying and coming back, not even red eyes? No, that's not how that works. And I wouldn't even put my brothers suicide note on the internet with a bunch of others, just to think what they might have thought). You shouldn't even think about what could go throught that persons mind if you don't know that person. It's a private thing. Also, this isn't hepling at all, it's just making fun of sucide notes kind of, because you're not experienced on that subject, you didn't educate yourself, you just assumed. And people who actually think of suicide might feel joked about or not taken serious. I'm sure you're not a bad person. But don't use something for clickbait you don't know anything about (And even promoting your instagram is sickening. It's the worst feeling in the world to loose somone like that. (I apologise if my grammar is bad, english isn't my first language)
@stupidtreehugger
@stupidtreehugger 6 жыл бұрын
I am very sorry for your family's loss. I had similar. I hope with all my heart that you see through and past all the doom-mongering and go on to make a lovely, big, strong family of your own
@kayleyburkitt730
@kayleyburkitt730 5 жыл бұрын
cutelittleReis90 shururup
@keagsj4618
@keagsj4618 5 жыл бұрын
Well said, it's sad what money and fame does too people. I am sorry for your loss 🖤.
@aight33
@aight33 5 жыл бұрын
true, my brother killed himself two weeks ago and we found a suicide note a day after his death under his bed and I would NEVER publish it on the fucking internet. Maybe on some educative platform for research purposes to help people with depression who feel suicidal but NEVER in a KZbin video on some entertainment channel, that's so very disrespectful to the person who committed suicide and to their family and to other people who are suicidal.
@Lexi-jp1mk
@Lexi-jp1mk 5 жыл бұрын
I'm so sorry about your brother
@jacob.g.l1592
@jacob.g.l1592 6 жыл бұрын
This is so insensitive.
@kayleeblanton679
@kayleeblanton679 6 жыл бұрын
like I was literally triggered only a few minutes in the video
@naahida3113
@naahida3113 6 жыл бұрын
Why did you carry on watching it
@frogfleamarket
@frogfleamarket 5 жыл бұрын
@Ashleigh Senior oh yeah sure. STFU. It's not, and you know it's not. He doesn't care. He doesn't give two shots about you. All he wants is money and veiws to get money.
@rhiannerussell1444
@rhiannerussell1444 7 жыл бұрын
I've had times where I've thought the government were trying to kill me and I wouldn't change out of my clothes or bath/shower for weeks because my mental health took over. I'm doing much better now. I love you a lot for speaking about this. Mental health is so important.xx
@katrinafernandez4170
@katrinafernandez4170 7 жыл бұрын
Rhianne Russell this is hard to watch. I suffer from mental illness so I can relate.
@odeiup
@odeiup 6 жыл бұрын
Rhianne Russell why was the government trying to kill you?
@rhiannerussell1444
@rhiannerussell1444 6 жыл бұрын
They wasn't really. I was suffering from psychosis. I thought very unrealistic things were real and happening. X
@alyssiagra
@alyssiagra 6 жыл бұрын
Rhianne Russell my mum use to have mental health but lit was before I was born and she's fine now( I didn't even know she use to have it)
@rhiannerussell1444
@rhiannerussell1444 6 жыл бұрын
Aww I’m glad she no longer suffers, that’s lovely to hear! X
@KatiecusK
@KatiecusK 6 жыл бұрын
I have been severely suicidal and still struggle each day to get up and try live. This video made me feel worse than I thought it would. The fact that 2 random men could read my last personal thoughts and post it for the world to see makes me feel so uneasy. I have wrote notes like these and in no way do I feel like if I shared my notes they would help the world, so in no way do I feel by them sharing peoples last words they wished to say is helpful. Yes you may have a family member who committed suicide, but would you like if his/her letter was read out to the world. I hate to be mean and all, but this video showed a side to human kind I wish did not exist...
@ryantoombs8858
@ryantoombs8858 6 жыл бұрын
Its for the people that don't realize that people do these things. It is to show awareness for people that don't know how bad some people could be. Like it could be their best friend doing these things and they would never know. It shows what people struggle through and these guys seek to show the world that a lot of people go darker than the average person ever would. I'm very suicidal, with depression, anxiety, and many others to follow as to why I hate myself but these videos can help people. Seek the happiness where its hardest to find.
@vertober4300
@vertober4300 6 жыл бұрын
Exactly these videos make me feel worse, and think deeper about things.
@camomiletea7357
@camomiletea7357 6 жыл бұрын
and it doesn't help how distasteful he is about it please stay strong do not let this side of the human race be your entire opinion, there are actually smart people and people that are standing above all overs
@Jesus_L0v3s_U
@Jesus_L0v3s_U 6 жыл бұрын
KatiecusK same
@gennovie9680
@gennovie9680 6 жыл бұрын
KatiecusK yes me to I told my sis that I wanted to die and see said why I would talk like that and I said it's true
@wendyferry2967
@wendyferry2967 6 жыл бұрын
The first sentence made me feel sad. Mental health is VERY real and a REAL issue out there that gets push under the rug.
@suntrail4860
@suntrail4860 6 жыл бұрын
Why would you share something so personal on the internet? Like wtf he’s your brother!
@crymzz8337
@crymzz8337 6 жыл бұрын
Sun Trail for views.
@deehughes609
@deehughes609 6 жыл бұрын
Sun Trail. Well you might not like it but it takes Balls and i mean BALLS to do something like this. So if you don’t like it leave his channel alone
@joeboddy457
@joeboddy457 6 жыл бұрын
And why does he seem so positive about it
@ng6574
@ng6574 6 жыл бұрын
I just think most of his videos are just banter.
@suntrail4860
@suntrail4860 6 жыл бұрын
Nick Ward Someone commiting suicide isn’t banter.
@tinamarmara-salter4935
@tinamarmara-salter4935 6 жыл бұрын
He literally made a vid reading suicide notes for dem views. The new Logan Paul
@MarmadukeDormedius
@MarmadukeDormedius 6 жыл бұрын
Tina Marmara-Salter this is two years old but I get where you're going
@angelagavroska3749
@angelagavroska3749 5 жыл бұрын
What is your problem? You're probably an adult seeing by your profile pic and yet your still here judging other people. Why do people have to be so cruel like for real everyone has made mistakes even you, how would you feel if someone judged you for them
@lastlyme1215
@lastlyme1215 5 жыл бұрын
Angela Gavroska Well mate I’m god damn sorry you havent grown the fuck up yet. You think the internet is gonna be filled with good people? Well here’s reality for you: no one gives a shit about your opinion. Aight?
@mexican_bacon4999
@mexican_bacon4999 6 жыл бұрын
This video makes me sick. Using other people’s suicide notes for your own personal benefit is sick. He doesn’t even read his brothers own text suicide note, he reads other people’s. Luckily, Memeulous made an amazing video on this explaining my points deeper, you should check it out.
@candacewesley4794
@candacewesley4794 6 жыл бұрын
Ikr
@gtfokailyn
@gtfokailyn 6 жыл бұрын
Jill Harris they weren't promoting their own channel dumbass
@lexi6906
@lexi6906 6 жыл бұрын
ToxicAssJager this vid is about not killing yourself and awareness and your telling her to kill herself wtf is wrong with you
@cliodhnamurray7865
@cliodhnamurray7865 6 жыл бұрын
C00kiez4U u make me sick
@devahmcshane8733
@devahmcshane8733 6 жыл бұрын
Jill Harris ur right bro
@gendagoon1828
@gendagoon1828 6 жыл бұрын
Are you freaking serious?!?! Your using the pain of others for you prosperity its disgusting. I cant belive people actully liked this. Its just like wtf he is you brother and if u really cared i dont really think you would do this.
@bex1489
@bex1489 7 жыл бұрын
When Jacob cried my heart honestly melted 😭💔
@asad_am1
@asad_am1 6 жыл бұрын
Using suicide for clickbait is next level🤬
@_coughing_4734
@_coughing_4734 5 жыл бұрын
Ik( ⚈̥̥̥̥̥́⌢⚈̥̥̥̥̥̀)
@chelsea103000
@chelsea103000 6 жыл бұрын
Painful that you’re making money off of other people’s heart aches and pain.
@fastnate07
@fastnate07 6 жыл бұрын
Brooklyn Shields I wanna like the comment because if he’s not sincere then he’s a piece of shit but if he’s sincere about the helping part then I feel like it’s ok
@octvber
@octvber 6 жыл бұрын
He’s actually not making any money there’s no ads
@chelsea103000
@chelsea103000 6 жыл бұрын
DAILY HYPEBEAST when I watched it I got a pre role so maybe he changed it but I’m not sure.
@crnquaso1508
@crnquaso1508 6 жыл бұрын
P F he has no ads so he’s not making money learn how KZbin works
@emmahall6716
@emmahall6716 6 жыл бұрын
honestly this is a really good video because it is out there to help others and in all honesty this video helped me a lot and if you read the other comments you can tell that it helped others.
@travmx
@travmx 5 жыл бұрын
Title: Reading my brothers suicide note Video: WaSsUp hOmIeS
@JoeyCHROME1
@JoeyCHROME1 6 жыл бұрын
*reading my brothers suicide note* YO GUYS MAKE SURE U SMASH THAT LIKE BUTTON WOO HOOO
@Saltyman22
@Saltyman22 6 жыл бұрын
wannabe logan paul.... what a Dick
@andrewwatson7389
@andrewwatson7389 6 жыл бұрын
shut up
@josephporter287
@josephporter287 6 жыл бұрын
X X con we get fife fowfan fumbs up?
@annasherry1615
@annasherry1615 6 жыл бұрын
X X EXACTLY WHAT I SAID
@alicethewriter6569
@alicethewriter6569 6 жыл бұрын
X X i couldn’t agree more with your comment. “i want to make more serious videos” yet he’s saying “5000 LIKES!!!” and surely (my opinion) this should be a video on its own, considering how deeply saddening the concept of suicide really is.... not reading a bunch of other notes too.
@katesnothere7637
@katesnothere7637 6 жыл бұрын
I had a brother that committed suicide, and I was only 6 years old when he did it. Now I struggle with daily suicidal thoughts and actions, and it just gets harder and harder every day. I'm sorry to anyone that has been affected by suicide, I know the feeling. Stay strong🖤
@amberprice2188
@amberprice2188 6 жыл бұрын
family friendly alternative content I’m am so sorry 😐 for you and your family. If you what to I will be your friend.
@crankthatfact2494
@crankthatfact2494 6 жыл бұрын
family friendly alternative content Stay alive. |-/
@pvzblizzard5806
@pvzblizzard5806 6 жыл бұрын
Stay alive my fren |-/
@ieat_emokids3419
@ieat_emokids3419 6 жыл бұрын
💜
@evylitt
@evylitt 6 жыл бұрын
Keep holding on, don’t give up, you’re stronger thank you think & stronger than you know.
@whatthehck4604
@whatthehck4604 6 жыл бұрын
well hello Logan Paul #2
@Ameliajasmine-cg3ph
@Ameliajasmine-cg3ph 6 жыл бұрын
Shut up
@Ameliajasmine-cg3ph
@Ameliajasmine-cg3ph 6 жыл бұрын
I have tried to kill myself 7 times and it is not a joke
@beautruex7012
@beautruex7012 6 жыл бұрын
wonders of photography and art I’ll succeed where you failed.
@Ameliajasmine-cg3ph
@Ameliajasmine-cg3ph 6 жыл бұрын
@@beautruex7012 what do you mean?
@mariovanda9504
@mariovanda9504 6 жыл бұрын
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@TGF-nw1mz
@TGF-nw1mz 6 жыл бұрын
It's nice to know that someone is trying to put it out there that people are actually suicidal.
@hotcheetos8757
@hotcheetos8757 6 жыл бұрын
holy shit it broke my heart when jacob started crying
@emzie7599
@emzie7599 6 жыл бұрын
tupac relish same though but that shows he is a real man. honestly when he started to cry this was my exact reaction : *he starts to cry* me: woah. woah. woah. ok now your gonna make me cry. *pauses video and takes deep breath* *plays video* *he comes back* noooo my heart just broke all over again!
@creepyundead9271
@creepyundead9271 6 жыл бұрын
hot cheetos is it bad I started laghing when he said he had to leave couse he was crying to much
@mileditrujillo4011
@mileditrujillo4011 6 жыл бұрын
Ticci toby if you laugh then maybe you should click away from a video that talks about a serious topic
@emilyadams4709
@emilyadams4709 6 жыл бұрын
hot cheetos same
@lizbeth9152
@lizbeth9152 6 жыл бұрын
My best friend grew up in a really bad neighborhood. Literally everyday someone was murdered. Her parents split up because her dad abused her and her mother. He threatened to kill her little sister. She began too hear voices in her head. She went to a hospital for her disorder. But, she became depressed. Unfortunately, she started slitting her wrists. Then, she started skipping school and became a bad influence on me. One day, people started making fun of her. She heard voices in her head. “They” told her to stab herself with a pencil. She walked out of class and my teacher ran after her. It wasn’t her that got stabbed, it was my teacher. She went home and didn’t go to school the next day. My mother found out that she ran away from home and left her phone behind. I started crying and didn’t go to school that day. I was putting up flyers, calling close relatives, etc. The next week later the police found her. She hung herself in her grandmothers bathroom. When my mother told me what happened. I probably didn’t go to school for a couple of weeks. Crying myself to sleep. Nobody knew. A few weeks later was her funeral. But my mother thought it would be best if I didn’t go. So, I missed my best friends funeral. I thought I was the worst friend. I cried every day after that. Rumors were spreading around our school. Now at the beginning of the school year, we have awareness meetings. And yes, people made fun of her for hearing voices. They called her really nasty names which made her kill herself. R.I.P Jasmine🥀 “Everything happens for a reason”💔
@prodchristi5383
@prodchristi5383 6 жыл бұрын
Oml. I care.
@maisierosesmith581
@maisierosesmith581 6 жыл бұрын
Lizbeth Vazquez I'm sorry for your loss ❤ I can't begin to imagine how it feels. And yes I too believe 'everything happens for a reason'
@jasminemarie8354
@jasminemarie8354 6 жыл бұрын
Lizbeth Vazquez Im Suicidal, And it really just hit me when you said : RIP Jasmine : Because my names Jasmine
@nikitanicholls7501
@nikitanicholls7501 6 жыл бұрын
Lizbeth Vazquez yeah I know how it feels I lost my best friend to suicide at the start of the year and my mum wouldn't let me go to her funeral because she didn't want me to see her like that she wanted my memories of my friend to be good but they're not every time I think of her I see her hanging from the tree and I break down crying.
@marylinton86
@marylinton86 6 жыл бұрын
Depression is different to being sad
@chloeshaw1675
@chloeshaw1675 6 жыл бұрын
Emo hates Everything just to say depression is loads of things , sad , stressed , in pain ! It can be anything
@alexzanderterwilliger8061
@alexzanderterwilliger8061 6 жыл бұрын
I have been bullied! I wanna do it. But I know people care about me.. I don't think I can do it.. people told me to do it!!! I can't!
@justchillin6420
@justchillin6420 6 жыл бұрын
Imperfect sniper elite 3D don’t
@excalibur_media
@excalibur_media 6 жыл бұрын
Yeah
@feudreckless3439
@feudreckless3439 6 жыл бұрын
Feeling depressed and being depressed are two different things
@maxinehuber3185
@maxinehuber3185 5 жыл бұрын
This just made me problems WORSE!!
@comet6740
@comet6740 6 жыл бұрын
Sometimes your family can sometimes be more toxic than your friends!
@anon5658
@anon5658 6 жыл бұрын
Comet67 yeessss. And when your family doesn’t understand that instead they want to say your selfish and you don’t gaf about your family you care more about your friends...it’s so frustrating.
@jeremylacasse2400
@jeremylacasse2400 6 жыл бұрын
I'm not offended that you are reading people's suicide notes, but for future reference maybe a less upbeat intro because the vid isn't supposed to be upbeat, you said that yourself
@michelle-hu9qf
@michelle-hu9qf 6 жыл бұрын
agreed lmao and the "let's get this video to 5000 likes" like the fuck, is that really necessary on a video about suicide
@suspish2240
@suspish2240 6 жыл бұрын
I don't really find offense to his intro, man people these days are getting offended over the most stupidest things in the world. You could always just skip that segment you know and not post a complaint in the comment section. Thanks -_-
@Lexiikidd
@Lexiikidd 6 жыл бұрын
jeremy lacasse I thought the same
@matthewsullivan9727
@matthewsullivan9727 6 жыл бұрын
MASKY04:ROBLOX,RANTS AND MORE boi u literally just posted a complaint of a complaint.
@elizabethschannel7568
@elizabethschannel7568 6 жыл бұрын
Stop getting triggered
@rhiannerussell1444
@rhiannerussell1444 7 жыл бұрын
It can be both drugs and mental illness or even both combined. Many people use drugs to suppress the voices etc but it makes the, worse in the long run. Speaking for, experience. I hate how much I relate to these notes. But life is worth it, recovery is amazing.
@xGHOST-WOLFx1999
@xGHOST-WOLFx1999 6 жыл бұрын
I have depression and mental health and there getting worse just cant do it no more tbh 😭😭
@terricampbell3179
@terricampbell3179 6 жыл бұрын
I have depression, can't really tell if I still have ADD, started taking amphetamine(adderall) when I was 5 then when I started smoking weed at 14 I would sell my shit every month and buy a quarter pound of loud with it which is WAY better than taking amphetamine. I took my first Percocet 5mg when I was 14 and I took opiates here and there throughout the years without a problem until I turned 18. I could afford stupid amounts of any drug, and the drug I chose was opiates, mostly Percocet 10mgs because I had the plug getting them for 2 dollars a pill and then selling them for 10 dollars. It felt so good and was amazing at first, I had never taken anything more than 5mgs before, but when I took 10mgs I was hooked. I am 22 now and can chew fentanyl patches without passing out (which would kill 2 normal people probably) and it's like I am in Hell. I'm 3 months into my suboxone treatment now and I am thinking about grabbing 180 Percocet 10s and weaning myself off of those after I take my last dose of suboxone, because suboxone is fucking worse I don't know why they use it to treat opiate addiction. It's weak but more potent (2mg of suboxone = 30mg of oxycodone(in Percocet/OxyContin) and the half life is around 1-3 days so the withdrawal takes a lot longer than other opiates and I'm not trying to feel like shit for more than a week, so I'd rather do that coming off of a 15-20mg per day oxycodone routine. Basically what I'm saying is, I am dying inside while trying to get out of this cage at the same time...
@terricampbell3179
@terricampbell3179 6 жыл бұрын
Rhianne Russell I think they should try using levorphanol to treat opiate addiction, it's half life isn't as long as suboxone(buperenorphine) but it is long enough to be useful for treatment. About 11-16 hours compared to buprenorphine which is 36-72 hours depending on your metabolism.
@jammy5296
@jammy5296 6 жыл бұрын
*did it get to that point in life that people get clout from this*
@yzzyeve5561
@yzzyeve5561 7 жыл бұрын
IF ANYONE IS A TEACHER HERE , STOP TEACHING US ABOUT USELESS THINGS.PEOPLE NEED TO UNDERSTAND WHAT MENTAL HEALTH IS AND THE SAD CONSEQUENCES.I love you all so so much and if you ever need to talk just hmu , love you all😔💛
@simisola8321
@simisola8321 6 жыл бұрын
The teachers teach what they teach because it’s in the curriculum so stfu
@LuLi.L.u.c.y
@LuLi.L.u.c.y 6 жыл бұрын
Christina Cowie Some one gets it!! Thank you! Omfg!👏👏👏👏👏👏👏
@elliemcloughlin5588
@elliemcloughlin5588 6 жыл бұрын
You should move school because my school doesn't stop talking about these things
@amaka0873
@amaka0873 6 жыл бұрын
I go to a grammar school and they do assemblies about mental health but at one point they where literally doing assemblies about it every week and everyone was getting bored of it so I agree, schools are doing it wrong
@kyrlics6515
@kyrlics6515 6 жыл бұрын
Yzzy eve no u dont lol
@cordeliaread7847
@cordeliaread7847 6 жыл бұрын
*'i wanna make a serious video'* TRY AND SMASH 5,000 THUMBS UP
@Koirittle
@Koirittle 6 жыл бұрын
cordelia read SMASH IT
@Koirittle
@Koirittle 6 жыл бұрын
cordelia read *DaB*
@cordeliaread7847
@cordeliaread7847 6 жыл бұрын
Hunting People lol
@jamesgraham7084
@jamesgraham7084 6 жыл бұрын
Ikr. But smash it!!!!!!! Lol
@frogfleamarket
@frogfleamarket 5 жыл бұрын
Fucking disgusting.
@Flaurealis
@Flaurealis 6 жыл бұрын
Don't you think it's a little disrespectful to read someone's last sentence before death? :/
@camomiletea7357
@camomiletea7357 6 жыл бұрын
yep it is, that's why he did it, for fame and controversy
@miguelchirilov1650
@miguelchirilov1650 6 жыл бұрын
Nah
@taff_2981
@taff_2981 6 жыл бұрын
yeah, it is pretty disrespectful if the person who committed suicide didn't want this to be read.
@ananda9404
@ananda9404 6 жыл бұрын
Well thats still ok than filming a dead body in a suicide forest
@Flaurealis
@Flaurealis 6 жыл бұрын
Black Raven I know that, bUT how do they know the writer of the suicide note didn't want them to read it to the world? Again, that is unbelievable rude to do to someone that is DEAD.
@mansonsacidtrip6862
@mansonsacidtrip6862 5 жыл бұрын
You're as interesting as a speed bump at Walmart.
@mygirlfriendhasasmalldick7141
@mygirlfriendhasasmalldick7141 4 жыл бұрын
Would make a good one too
@noitsjustsalty
@noitsjustsalty 4 жыл бұрын
You and this comment are about the only thing that made me laugh crazily and the question why I have just laughed so much.😂
@rejoiceamieghemen4638
@rejoiceamieghemen4638 4 жыл бұрын
Nah the way I laughed😭😭😭😭😭
@alyah9098
@alyah9098 4 жыл бұрын
using this thank you
@tillyfantham9612
@tillyfantham9612 4 жыл бұрын
Why r u here hating on him when u can just not watch he’s just trying to help ur just rude.
@rubiksnotrubix6285
@rubiksnotrubix6285 6 жыл бұрын
the reason for why I'm angry with this video is that u just feel the need to use your brother's suicide note to get views even if your intention is to help people out do it another way your brother probably doesn't want to get used for views i don't know this annoys me because I'm feeling suicidal right now and if my brother made a video about my suicide note that was supposed to be private and for my family i would be pissed off (if was still alive but in that case i wouldn't be). thank you if you read this
@artenthusiast3201
@artenthusiast3201 6 жыл бұрын
Rubik's not rubix And it pissed me off too because he didnt even read his brothers suicide note. Like why would you name your video that. This guy pisses me off so much. He honestly cant talk about this stuff cause he has never been through it and if he has, he makes fun of it. Like he has no respect for what people go through when tbey have depression. I hate this guy so much.
@loneaxolotl
@loneaxolotl 6 жыл бұрын
He doesn't have ads, so he's not making money. The fuck!
@rubiksnotrubix6285
@rubiksnotrubix6285 6 жыл бұрын
its not about making money on this video he doesn't make money but the amount of views he'll get will attract new people/subscribers thus more views on his other vids that are monetized anyway
@artenthusiast3201
@artenthusiast3201 6 жыл бұрын
Rubik's not rubix I agree. This guy pisses me off so much. And most people are prob like she is doin this for attention but im not. I said what i said because he talks about depression ans suicide like it is an every day thing. Which makes those of us who have it feel terrible. He says things that offends so many people. If he really wanted to help people he would research the topic first and talk to us intelligently instead of sayin we are messed up. He just needs to learn that this stuff is serious and lots of people go through it. Yes its scary but that doesnt give him the right to call us messed up.
@rubiksnotrubix6285
@rubiksnotrubix6285 6 жыл бұрын
Breanna White thank you I agree with you completely
@aliciawilson4785
@aliciawilson4785 7 жыл бұрын
My friend killed him self on Saturday, he was only 15, he was such a happy funny person and I know if he thought about what he was doing, he wouldn’t have done it, it was just that split second thought. I wish he had more people to tell him everything would be okay. Thankyou for spreading awareness carmie❤️ I wish he could see this video ❤️
@louisewilliams5701
@louisewilliams5701 7 жыл бұрын
Megan Wilson hey Megan I’ve just read this. Please if you ever want to message me on Instagram louise_williams706 to just chat I know what it is like. Stay strong things will get better, stay safe x
@kcs2003
@kcs2003 7 жыл бұрын
Megan Wilson I'm sorry for your loss
@jujubug2000
@jujubug2000 6 жыл бұрын
One of my friends killed themselves on Friday 3 weeks ago. He was 15 years old as well. I relate to this comment so much
@cole.wayman
@cole.wayman 6 жыл бұрын
Faze apex
@KatiecusK
@KatiecusK 6 жыл бұрын
Don't call somebody's suicide note creepy...YOU DONT understand!! You state ye are teens from England and ye don't 100% get or understand what is going on... Then please let the dead lie in peace, they struggled as they lived don't make them struggle in death....
@camomiletea7357
@camomiletea7357 6 жыл бұрын
words of wisdom
@aaliyahetc.6687
@aaliyahetc.6687 6 жыл бұрын
its still creepy tho.
@ellyciajade7384
@ellyciajade7384 6 жыл бұрын
Ye 😂
@caitd8280
@caitd8280 6 жыл бұрын
Gl1tchh bc that’s what they said. “Teens from England”
@idyllicparadise9678
@idyllicparadise9678 6 жыл бұрын
Bitch wtf u sayin
@Cz.wm00
@Cz.wm00 6 жыл бұрын
Hi Logan Paul Edit: thanks so much for the likes
@soundingnu2357
@soundingnu2357 4 жыл бұрын
Lmao
@Asm0_d3us
@Asm0_d3us 4 жыл бұрын
silent one honestly tho
@ellaroes22
@ellaroes22 6 жыл бұрын
I get that this video was trying to raise awareness for mental health. But you went about it the wrong way, this was a very insensitive video. Being depressed isn’t being messed up in the head. To educate you on the matter. Depression is the result of a chemical imbalance & that being said it doesn’t even begin to explain how complex the disease is. Before making comments like ‘messed in the head’ think about what your saying. Especially if you’re trying to build a channel because you’ve lost me as a viewer at the moment
@RW-hx2xe
@RW-hx2xe 6 жыл бұрын
Katie Cavezza it’s not to raise awareness, it’s just made to look like it is. Let’s just say, there’s a reason he put “Logan all suicide forest” in the tags
@520bert420
@520bert420 6 жыл бұрын
If you have a chemical imbalance in your head you're literally messed up in the head. Stop being so sensitive.
@torimay7065
@torimay7065 5 жыл бұрын
Lillie Stanhope and that’s you and your experience, doesn’t mean other people are okay with being told that.
@torimay7065
@torimay7065 5 жыл бұрын
@Lillie Stanhope Just cause it's a "nicer" way to put it doesn't mean it's okay to say to anyone, period. Also, extremely ignorant to tell people to not be "so sensitive" on the subject of mental health.Mental Health at its core is already an extremely sensitive subject. If you mean you are taking "tests" online, this is not accurate and only a health care professional can diagnose you. You are adding to the stigma by self-diagnosing yourself and telling other people how they should react to offensive remarks.
@torimay7065
@torimay7065 5 жыл бұрын
Lillie Stanhope Lillie Stanhope I never said you *were* taking tests online i said “if you were-“ because your original comment only mentioned “tests” and that you weren’t going to a gp, nothing about counselors or what you just mentioned right now. literally all you said is, “i took a load of tests and i SHOULD be seeing a gp but i’m not.” ~Clarification is key~
@daniellebrown3700
@daniellebrown3700 6 жыл бұрын
I’ve made 5 suicide notes in the past 3 years. I suffer from depression and anxiety. I know there’s no way I can be perfect. But I try and if I don’t succeed, I cut myself. When ever I tell some one that I’m sad, they would say I’m fine: I need help.
@templatesbymargo
@templatesbymargo 6 жыл бұрын
Legit Depressed yo u can talk to me
@esmeethrockmorton2630
@esmeethrockmorton2630 6 жыл бұрын
Legit Depressed I have depression and anxiety too. I used to cut but I'm doing my best not to anymore. Please talk to me because we're going to get through this together.
@faypapas1685
@faypapas1685 6 жыл бұрын
Legit Depressed You don't have to be perfect. Trying to be perfect always gets you the opposite results. I have depression and it sucks. (I even made a stupid suicide attempt overdosing on pills in the past). But I've come to realize that it can be manageable. I don't know if anything gets really better(it hasn't for me I won't lie), but I know that seeking help really helps. I wish you the best 💜!
@evabviramontes2194
@evabviramontes2194 6 жыл бұрын
You can talk to me anytime you want I'll always be here for you❤ I know what youre going through (add me on snapchat: thebae_eva)or (Instagram: eva.beti) or (messenger: Eva Beti)
@parib7707
@parib7707 6 жыл бұрын
omg.. honey there is no need. it just hurts me for someone even to say that. u r and will always be loved, whether u know it or not. if u ever need anyone to talk to add me on snap (pari 🌹)
@jellsies
@jellsies 6 жыл бұрын
I take huge offense to this....as someone who has attempted suicide I am sickened by your lack of respect for those who have taken their own lives, you say that you are spreading awareness but what you are actually doing is using the concept of suicide to gain money. You are using the death of your brother for attention, I am bewildered by this insufferable amount of insolence and I request you stop it immediately.
@nevequirk5293
@nevequirk5293 6 жыл бұрын
why the fuck would he use his brothers suicide for attention you stupid fuck
@eruusky
@eruusky 6 жыл бұрын
@@nevequirk5293 Because that's what he is doing?
@saggerad6849
@saggerad6849 6 жыл бұрын
@@nevequirk5293 thats just thick
@xswxdegree9152
@xswxdegree9152 6 жыл бұрын
Neve Quirk exactly why...
@anti-skub2164
@anti-skub2164 6 жыл бұрын
@@nevequirk5293 he prefaced this video with a plug for his friends channel and said "smash subscribe" Seriously , how fucking stupid are you
@daisy_maeHQ
@daisy_maeHQ 4 жыл бұрын
This is a massively offensive video, it needs to be taken down!!!! 🤬🤬
@jarritotae9014
@jarritotae9014 6 жыл бұрын
Stay Strong. I suffer from Major Depression and Anxiety and I know what it feels like to feel alone and worthless. Suicide is not a joke. People don't realize that what they say hurts. I tried to take my life 2 years ago. i felt like i didn't belong at all. My dad was always just drinking and he still does. Him and my mom argue all the time. My sisters call me names all the time. My family is just so messed up. People at school bullied me. It's like I was alive but i was wishing i couldn't feel a damn thing at all. Crying myself to sleep at nights because I had voices in my mind reminding me of how ugly, stupid, and worthless I was. Thank you for this video. It has helped me.
@itstj7411
@itstj7411 6 жыл бұрын
FangirlFandoms no one is ever ugly. You just need to find the right person. Have a wonderful day with happy thoughts.
@zmelonz9464
@zmelonz9464 6 жыл бұрын
Plinkpony123 no, some people are definitely ugly.
@lexicon3411
@lexicon3411 6 жыл бұрын
Plinkpony123 if that's you in the picture your beautifulllll, take note that all girls don't know their pretty so they call themselves ugly until someone tells them
@TheTrueJNR
@TheTrueJNR 6 жыл бұрын
real _rapperr most have mental problems for sure, you just wont get depressive and suicidal just because you think you are "ugly" or someone else says that when in fact you aren't. just get some help. i read stories of people especially girls with depression and most of the times their reasoning was mobbing and the self picture of being ugly, and they were not. it's definitely mental. and sure there are ugly people but define ugly ...
@notmy_name6098
@notmy_name6098 6 жыл бұрын
There was a girl in my primary school that didn't wash herself and people looked at her funny and always said she smelled I was one of the people who liked her personality and I would talk to her once and a while she was putting messages and photos up of her with cuts on her wrists and I was worried but a few months later thank god.I met her in town and I seen her with a boy and things looked like they toolkit a turn for the best i was so happy when I seen her having a good time I also didn't recognise her until she said hi
@NotAsalei
@NotAsalei 6 жыл бұрын
Thanks for posting that- it's so, so sweet to read she's doing better. I hope things are going amazingly for you as well.
@sp1re889
@sp1re889 6 жыл бұрын
This doesn't help anyone though
@cherriesgirl5178
@cherriesgirl5178 5 жыл бұрын
tsa_marc / tcs clan hey u are so rude
@frogfleamarket
@frogfleamarket 5 жыл бұрын
It doesn't your exactly right, because he doesn't even know how it is. He just wants veiws and money. Fucking disgusting.
@chartender61
@chartender61 5 жыл бұрын
Well it helped me idiot
@thedevilyouknow951
@thedevilyouknow951 5 жыл бұрын
@@frogfleamarket cooool
@frogfleamarket
@frogfleamarket 5 жыл бұрын
@@thedevilyouknow951 oh shut up
@yangzhou07
@yangzhou07 4 жыл бұрын
“That was so emotional...” To be honest he said it in a monotone voice...
@MaybiPerfect
@MaybiPerfect 7 жыл бұрын
jacob crying makes me so sad
@Itslibby_b
@Itslibby_b 7 жыл бұрын
abi & maya same
@nicole-cr8dh
@nicole-cr8dh 7 жыл бұрын
same, but I cried too
@charlottes9591
@charlottes9591 7 жыл бұрын
i started crying when he did
@ellajscandling5347
@ellajscandling5347 7 жыл бұрын
Charlotte Slaughter sameee😩
@tmansimpson1
@tmansimpson1 7 жыл бұрын
shame it was fake innit
@x_t0xic_r0se_x91
@x_t0xic_r0se_x91 6 жыл бұрын
I hate it when people tell me "it will get better" it really doesn't, it just gets more manageable.
@benmorris
@benmorris 7 жыл бұрын
♥️
@lacticbumbleb207
@lacticbumbleb207 7 жыл бұрын
Ben Morris you look like the KZbind jmx
@risingstars3478
@risingstars3478 7 жыл бұрын
Lactic BumbleB omg he actually does. wow they look like twins
@megatkinson1390
@megatkinson1390 7 жыл бұрын
Lactic BumbleB Rising Stars Errmm that’s because they’re brothers you fucking tards 🤦‍♀️
@lacticbumbleb207
@lacticbumbleb207 7 жыл бұрын
Meg Atkinson no shit mate
@louisewilliams5701
@louisewilliams5701 7 жыл бұрын
❤️❤️
@katmeltwm8694
@katmeltwm8694 6 жыл бұрын
I have lost ppl close to me from Suicide. In fact one of my closest childhood friends Husband killed himself 4 days ago leaving her a single mom of seven. She wasn't left a note! The why's are tearing her apart just as bad as his death. She has to walk into their bedroom, the room he shot himself in..in their bed may I add and play those images over and over. She said he showed no visible signs of depression or Mental illnesses. She has worked in Mental Health for years and even had her own practice. She is working on her second PHD. What I'm getting at is someone with years of experience didn't see if coming. He has never threatened it nor tried it. I myself have attempted suicide in the past so I told her how I was feeling and it actually helped her. As crazy as this sounds hearing these may in some way help the families understand what one may be thinking before their loved one took their life. You can clearly see the way a person with Mental illness may be thinking. It doesn't mean that your loved one was like that but some ppl think the only thing their loved one was thinking is they are doing it because of the loved ones and it's all their fault. I understand it all sides. It's just another way to look at it.
@jaebirdie8028
@jaebirdie8028 6 жыл бұрын
im 13, and I'm suicidal. But a specific band helped me with that. They're BTS. I've been a fan of the since 2014. They taught me that you can't end pain by suicide, the pain just spreads. Love yourself love myself. I know I can get through it. If I do, I will tell my story. Every event, every dark thought, every drawing, every cut. Each person has their own story. Each one is different. But at the same time, they're all the same
@suhairawsaj3638
@suhairawsaj3638 6 жыл бұрын
Jungshook Af usually I am annoyed by ARMYs but damn...I hope you get better! 💖
@parkjimin.kittypawspro2029
@parkjimin.kittypawspro2029 6 жыл бұрын
Bts makes me feel better too...
@moragmccolm1578
@moragmccolm1578 6 жыл бұрын
Am 13too am am suicidal too and bits makes it better to it calms me down
@minecrafterselite1
@minecrafterselite1 6 жыл бұрын
Listen to heavy death metal to feel better. Thank me later.
@오뮤려뉴냦
@오뮤려뉴냦 6 жыл бұрын
Jungshook Af Army😭❤
@kenmaster2661
@kenmaster2661 6 жыл бұрын
I find this video not appropriate. He's your brother. Why r u reading it in front of all the KZbin users. Privacy.
@mikalahhodge3181
@mikalahhodge3181 6 жыл бұрын
Seriously carmie this was WAY to far.
@myraames4531
@myraames4531 5 жыл бұрын
Leave him alone
@a.cnugget0323
@a.cnugget0323 5 жыл бұрын
@@myraames4531 ? No.. How about YOU leave THIS PERSON alone . He's or she's allowed to express HER or HIS opinions chill.
@myraames4531
@myraames4531 5 жыл бұрын
@@a.cnugget0323 can you please not, he even says in the video it id serious and im sure he doesnt mean to make it a super serious thing
@a.cnugget0323
@a.cnugget0323 5 жыл бұрын
@@myraames4531?????? What the fuck ????.
@a.cnugget0323
@a.cnugget0323 5 жыл бұрын
@@myraames4531 I know that. And this person is even saying it's way to far to . And your freaking out on this person over his opinion. Chill.
@kyliemay3466
@kyliemay3466 6 жыл бұрын
"It does get better'' When.....
@logolessscenes531
@logolessscenes531 6 жыл бұрын
Everything gets better with time, wether it’s a month, a year or 5 years. Just imagine how different your life could be in like 20 years. A wound will heal with time, just like your state of mind can.
@kyliemay3466
@kyliemay3466 6 жыл бұрын
sami 2808 🙂thanks for the kind words
@maxuelmosley4671
@maxuelmosley4671 6 жыл бұрын
I don’t think life is worth it
@fbiagent6939
@fbiagent6939 6 жыл бұрын
Eva Mosley I think the same.
@Koirittle
@Koirittle 6 жыл бұрын
Kylie Rushworth shut the fuck up
@kirstenhouse8840
@kirstenhouse8840 7 жыл бұрын
The song in the background makes it 10x worse
@RodzChris
@RodzChris 7 жыл бұрын
Do you know the name of the song??
@kirstenhouse8840
@kirstenhouse8840 7 жыл бұрын
RodzChris no sorry :)
@ashtonbezares8312
@ashtonbezares8312 7 жыл бұрын
RodzChris tomorrow by bensound
@Zampj
@Zampj 6 жыл бұрын
RodzChris ben sound.tomorrow
@hanatuaine5355
@hanatuaine5355 6 жыл бұрын
The song I was thinking of that I like better is called, Lulu Interlude love
@user-mx2zd7sc2y
@user-mx2zd7sc2y 7 жыл бұрын
aw bless Jacob he genuinely looked so sad x
@h3834
@h3834 7 жыл бұрын
Tamara Victoria It looks/sounds like he actually might have lowkey related.
@Wow30035
@Wow30035 6 жыл бұрын
“That was our video it was obviously emotional” Carrion:has a straight face through the whole video
@Wow30035
@Wow30035 4 жыл бұрын
Ellie Willetts what? Is that supposed to be a insult?
@Wow30035
@Wow30035 4 жыл бұрын
Ellie Willetts I don’t have hitler in my comment.
@ayatfarhat2705
@ayatfarhat2705 6 жыл бұрын
is it just me or do you kinda look like sam smith?
@x.ayshaaa
@x.ayshaaa 6 жыл бұрын
Ayat Farhat that's literally what I'm thinking
@clairecollins4863
@clairecollins4863 6 жыл бұрын
I thought that too
@kyriabrown5193
@kyriabrown5193 6 жыл бұрын
I thought the same thing!
@nickwilliams6645
@nickwilliams6645 6 жыл бұрын
Ayat Farhat it’s just you
@makeazy
@makeazy 6 жыл бұрын
Ayat Farhat Just you LOL
@kbmusic3506
@kbmusic3506 7 жыл бұрын
Title- ' Reading my "Brothers" suicide not????anyone else here like wtf!!!
@phiaoconnor
@phiaoconnor 7 жыл бұрын
yeah why is he using fucking clickbait still
@celebait2751
@celebait2751 7 жыл бұрын
so fucking disrespectful
@sashapantoja
@sashapantoja 7 жыл бұрын
He is exploiting his brothers death for views
@kamillavestergaard8611
@kamillavestergaard8611 7 жыл бұрын
That is so low of him...
@kaceylaity1215
@kaceylaity1215 7 жыл бұрын
Do you really have to hate??? So what your just creating more shit for the world not worth it peopleeeee
@janishawilliams6318
@janishawilliams6318 7 жыл бұрын
Carmie I love when you make serious videos please make more
@mollyxoxo1676
@mollyxoxo1676 5 жыл бұрын
Who else is here because of jack mate??
@bella-tw8zq
@bella-tw8zq 5 жыл бұрын
Molly Barker mee
@lailahhannah2037
@lailahhannah2037 5 жыл бұрын
Love him
@dobrawaaa
@dobrawaaa 4 жыл бұрын
Lol me hes hilarious😂
@OK-yv1uu
@OK-yv1uu 6 жыл бұрын
I'm not sure why he would capitalize on this, I would keep this personal. Such a shame our generation would do everything for attention.
@jazzy2595
@jazzy2595 6 жыл бұрын
O K this is so true he said the other one got a lot of attention so he did this for some attention
@passthabluntplz
@passthabluntplz 6 жыл бұрын
Well this isn't a story that you decide to tell if he wanted to share this story then let him tell this story have some respect
@stayskyehigh
@stayskyehigh 6 жыл бұрын
O K he's using his platform to spread awareness for a subject that many people avoid and ghost over. There's no shame in that. The only shame is in censoring it.
@TanishFX
@TanishFX 6 жыл бұрын
He is making money off it, and so many people know what "sucide" is. He just needs the money and views.
@koopatroopafan5919
@koopatroopafan5919 6 жыл бұрын
its a shame that you are shaming him for capitalizing something
@linkapaola6737
@linkapaola6737 6 жыл бұрын
People think I'm always happy but they never know what I actually feel inside
@elloitsmadge6323
@elloitsmadge6323 6 жыл бұрын
Linka PaolA I feel u❤️❤️❤️
@aleiiagreen682
@aleiiagreen682 6 жыл бұрын
Linka PaolA if you ever need someone to message you can message me.. 727-478-9693. Im here for you.
@carlapriest8918
@carlapriest8918 6 жыл бұрын
Linka PaolA me to girl
@cp4886
@cp4886 6 жыл бұрын
Suicide hotlines don’t help. They don’t actually understand. They think you’re like some retarded two year and treat you like one. Talk to a real person
@aleiiagreen682
@aleiiagreen682 6 жыл бұрын
CP48 yeah thats true. Thats why i gave my number. Ive been through it and i wanna help others through it.
@pheolixliamchalk6733
@pheolixliamchalk6733 6 жыл бұрын
What I find scary is that a couple months ago I was so close to writing one of these and stuff like this comes up on my recommend quite often please continue to make videos like this they usually really help me
@mrmop2997
@mrmop2997 6 жыл бұрын
I hope you get through this with a smile on your face, not a fake one, but one with real joy. Live life to the fullest, there's so many things you can do with your life.
@mileditrujillo4011
@mileditrujillo4011 6 жыл бұрын
same. we only live once, let’s just enjoy life.
@brantsmith3136
@brantsmith3136 6 жыл бұрын
depressedshadowed yeemo hey. I know you don't know me. But I want you to know that so many people care for u. Suicide is not the answer. Talk to someone. It may sound weird but I'll be here. My Instagram is @brant5329 if u ever need someone. I'm willing to talk through ur pain.
@kryut172
@kryut172 6 жыл бұрын
Suicide is never the answer, hun. Like Brant Smith (@brant5329) said, talk to someone. We are there for you. Take care, lovely.
@haru-qk1qz
@haru-qk1qz 6 жыл бұрын
we’re here to help you too!!
@eddsworldreacts1592
@eddsworldreacts1592 6 жыл бұрын
This is VERY offensive because you faked the title and acting in a voice that show you dont care about anything these people have done to themselves and being suicidal myself this is very rude im suprised of your lack of respect for these poor people who have taken their own lives away from themselves. No wait ITS NOT EVEN YOUR BROTHER ITS YOUR FRIENDS DUDE THAT IS CLICKBAIT!!!!!
@JD-gb9zk
@JD-gb9zk 5 жыл бұрын
Eddsworld Reacts!! It’s from people that he doesn’t even know
@zachhatesu5374
@zachhatesu5374 6 жыл бұрын
Who else raised their hand when he said "and if you don't have any friends-" 🙋
@hupsuhehkek4782
@hupsuhehkek4782 6 жыл бұрын
Whimsy Oddities i dont hav frends and i lost all
@zachhatesu5374
@zachhatesu5374 6 жыл бұрын
WolvezFor Life Same 😩
@hupsuhehkek4782
@hupsuhehkek4782 6 жыл бұрын
Whimsy Oddities i lost my bestfriend and im so broke 😥😭😭😭
@maddogwolf7501
@maddogwolf7501 6 жыл бұрын
Me
@mj-kv6fk
@mj-kv6fk 6 жыл бұрын
Whimsy Oddities me
@loser7092
@loser7092 6 жыл бұрын
Hold up, How are you helping by just reading suicide notes?? They're already gone, so aremyou just trying to "honor" them or something??
@microsoftsucksdick7624
@microsoftsucksdick7624 6 жыл бұрын
they're trying to help us as the people
@maschaorsomething
@maschaorsomething 6 жыл бұрын
GOATAT NBA 2K18 What the fuck does that mean.
@cerealmilkshake
@cerealmilkshake 6 жыл бұрын
GOATAT NBA 2K18 but it's disrespectful to go and read someone's personal stuff, especially the letter they write before taking their life. their last words. sooo...it's very insensitive of them.
@wolfaygarcia5632
@wolfaygarcia5632 6 жыл бұрын
Weirdo Trio in a way it is but they are reading them to show what the person who died is missing out.
@izzywilliford813
@izzywilliford813 6 жыл бұрын
JayJay Sanderson great way to say it
@ToyMuseum-lw3pz
@ToyMuseum-lw3pz 6 жыл бұрын
I'm phisically, mentally, and emotionally drained. it's the holidays so that is why I think lately I have thlese thoughts. There is so much more to say but I have faith that this too shall pass.
@annalysseturner5833
@annalysseturner5833 6 жыл бұрын
V Vvv One day at-a-time, if that's too much, take it one hour or even one minute at a time. Just focus on getting through the day. I believe you can do it 😘🙂
@elisepalmersheim6506
@elisepalmersheim6506 6 жыл бұрын
please DM me on instagram @palmersheim@elise if you ever need someone to talk to. i know how you feel and i hope you get better!
@catluva74
@catluva74 6 жыл бұрын
I hear you. It will get better then worse and better again and so on. The only thing that doesn't change it nothing changes.
@expectcarry7403
@expectcarry7403 6 жыл бұрын
Keep trying to get attention
@livfullthrottle
@livfullthrottle 6 жыл бұрын
These guys earn some money , made something of their own , and think that they have got everything figured out , and they are now so woke to talk about anything now
@imtheelephant
@imtheelephant 7 жыл бұрын
"I love you and it gets better" you know that phrase never helps right?
@elizabethschannel7568
@elizabethschannel7568 6 жыл бұрын
minkook he's trying🙄
@montannachelee4284
@montannachelee4284 6 жыл бұрын
Nothing helps... but he's trying as much as he can to help
@natalyapalma8816
@natalyapalma8816 6 жыл бұрын
Once you’ve made up your mind nothing that anyone says means shit. Nothing is comforting. You don’t care about how much they care. How much they beg and plea. You’re too caught up in your own emotions and your own head. You want someone to save you in a way but at the same time they can’t. They can physically keep you from doing it but the words mean nothing
@skelpir7606
@skelpir7606 6 жыл бұрын
minkook, it helps some. And it helped me a bit
@emilyjones4753
@emilyjones4753 6 жыл бұрын
Robyn maybe you weren't as broken as you thought maybe you could be saved. that's not everyone's story.
@cheyenneg6799
@cheyenneg6799 6 жыл бұрын
if you are having suicidal thoughts and you want to end it, the unbearable sadness, loneliness and emptiness. i want to ask you to wait and hear me and countless of other people out. i know how you feel, i've been there and a part of me still is in that empty space. but i couldn't go through with it, i wanted to but my anxiety would render me immobile. i would lie on the floor spinning my thoughts and screaming internally. my anxiety saved me, because it wouldn't let me die, i had no other choice then to keep on living in this mind set. i thought maybe i could change it. i got help for professionals and support from family. i knew i was still not ok. i was incredibly lonely and empty. then i asked myself how do i rid myself of this loneliness? the answer i came up with was: make friends. and i tried, failed a couple times and tried again. until i found some people who i could talk to, even if they only stayed with me for a few weeks. i would make friends again. because that's life, making friends, they leave, and make new friends. friends aren't forever, but the feeling they gave you is forever. i know that this might not be in your alley because we felt different things, but i at least hope you got something out of it. remember that there's hope and that you do matter even if you can't see it yet. message me if you wanna talk and built a new friendship :) your new friend, Cheyenne
@jamieiguess4757
@jamieiguess4757 6 жыл бұрын
shit like this makes me hope there isn't an afterlife cause if your brother has to witness you, exploiting the most personal of personal things imaginable with the world for clicks and money - good god.
@bobmiggins761
@bobmiggins761 4 жыл бұрын
The crying was clearly fake! This is so insensitive and disrespectful
@chatswithmols7377
@chatswithmols7377 7 жыл бұрын
I love you two. Remember if anyone is feeling depressed or suicidal, it will get better, there are people you can reach out to and there is help, you can do it
@laurenwaddell6992
@laurenwaddell6992 6 жыл бұрын
I suffer from depression, anxiety, etc. and I can totally relate to a lot of things that those people wrote. I know it sometimes sounds really dumb, and I don’t blame you for feeling that way, but it’s all true. I spend most of my life being controlled by the voices in my head. I know it sounds weird, and I absolutely hate it, but it is true.
@sarahgray9594
@sarahgray9594 6 жыл бұрын
T r o u b l e m a k e r please don't do this. If you feel like it again call up someone Xx
@Steven.re4
@Steven.re4 6 жыл бұрын
T r o u b l e m a k e r tell your parents
@laurenwaddell6992
@laurenwaddell6992 6 жыл бұрын
Sarah Gray ok
@laurenwaddell6992
@laurenwaddell6992 6 жыл бұрын
Xœlø they won’t listen😔
@Steven.re4
@Steven.re4 6 жыл бұрын
T r o u b l e m a k e r tell them “i going to kill my self”
@louiepindahouse5423
@louiepindahouse5423 7 жыл бұрын
Wait what. ???
@zilly4285
@zilly4285 6 жыл бұрын
Sniper Fox ikr
@jalenbutterfield9472
@jalenbutterfield9472 6 жыл бұрын
Louie P in da house I feel like I want a little bit of everything like I want to make everyone happy it won’t happen I know that but I want peace I’m happy sometimes like 1 min then sad again I don’t know what to do anymore cry out for help? Idk maybe I need help I love all
@niamhmckechnie4032
@niamhmckechnie4032 6 жыл бұрын
Jalen Butterfield I’m sorry that you feel like that but why are you commenting to the persons original comment?
@lexic6390
@lexic6390 6 жыл бұрын
You may have Bipolar personality disorder. I have it.
@lexic6390
@lexic6390 6 жыл бұрын
Also You @dawn predator That is not nice at all. That is cyberbulling if u hadn't noticed.
@btssugaismybiasbiaswrecker3956
@btssugaismybiasbiaswrecker3956 5 жыл бұрын
Are u guys sure you two loved him? Why would u guys share something so personal? This is crazy man. Wow
@Snakexkiller1
@Snakexkiller1 4 жыл бұрын
It''s fake they did it for views
@slimmy6098
@slimmy6098 6 жыл бұрын
I tried to commit suicide by hanging myself. When I started to get where I couldn't breath... I saw my whole life flash before my life and I saw only bad memories at first, then I saw my grandma... I saw how much I would've hurt her, my sisters, my brothers, my... family. I started to taste something sour in my mouth and I felt my life slip away. I was scared. I met death himself. I was in a dark place, pitch black, I ran and ran until I saw a light but it was like some window and u saw my family crying. Well my grandma,sisters,brothers. My parents I don't think cared. That was the whole reason in the first place. Because they were never there for me and I wanted to feel loved by them. But after I woke up on the ground because I hung myself from a tree, and the rope was still around my neck but I had broke from the tree. I was still alive and I walked into the house with the rope still on my neck and my dad didn't even ask about it. But I'm glad that I lived I know that life is hard because I have a hard life. I know that god is right there beside you. No matter what you think and I still think it sometimes but you are loved when you think your not. If you don't think anyone does I do!!❤❤
@SharkRockstar
@SharkRockstar 6 жыл бұрын
Kaniah Wolfe okay we care
@zanematarieh2434
@zanematarieh2434 6 жыл бұрын
Just Zazzy don’t be a jerk
@randomperson-of9bg
@randomperson-of9bg 6 жыл бұрын
Zon his not being a jerk boi
@zanematarieh2434
@zanematarieh2434 6 жыл бұрын
Wanteh Mohamad how is he not he just said I don’t care if you wanted to commit suicide
@ok-cb2yq
@ok-cb2yq 6 жыл бұрын
Kaniah Wolfe zon, yeah because he doesn’t give two shits
@skyemc5455
@skyemc5455 7 жыл бұрын
Carmie, I sent you an email recently as I don’t have Instagram or snapchat so I couldn’t contact you any other way. I still love you so much but you didn’t respond even though You saw it. I love you so much. I have had so many thoughts like this.
@sunfloweremily8814
@sunfloweremily8814 7 жыл бұрын
Skye Mc hey. i don't know what ur situation is but if it is about ur mental health then just know that something is waiting for you something great u just have to hold on
@skyemc5455
@skyemc5455 7 жыл бұрын
emily tiger thank you x
@jazmineingalls4710
@jazmineingalls4710 6 жыл бұрын
Skye Mc hi how are you feeling??
@ell8929
@ell8929 7 жыл бұрын
Carmie im not going to lie but I've never really liked you because I thought you were quite rude and obviously you have something against Alfie but after watching this I have gained so much respect for you and seen a different side to you. You are honestly amazing I'm glad you have spoken up about suicide because not many youtubers would. Much love xx
@eh9846
@eh9846 5 жыл бұрын
I love how he says that he says “I’ll kill myself!” (sarcasm) what a jerk, how can he be so insensitive about this, he says that?! How can you say that and think that it’s a joke?!
@rhiannerussell1444
@rhiannerussell1444 7 жыл бұрын
If anyone here ever needs to chat, my twitter is @keshasrainbow_ and my Instagram is @rhiannerussell - I have MH problems and I totally understand. I relate to so much in this video which is sad but I'm in recovery now getting intense therapy and I'd love to try and help people even if it's just listening. Sending you all lots of love ❤️❤️❤️❤️
@isabellasherod1487
@isabellasherod1487 7 жыл бұрын
Rhianne Russell do u have snapchat
@rhiannerussell1444
@rhiannerussell1444 6 жыл бұрын
yes I do, rhianne_rjaay 💖
@sabrinasanchez5062
@sabrinasanchez5062 6 жыл бұрын
Rhianne Russell add me on snap please @sabrinagrier13
@GraciisBettas
@GraciisBettas 7 жыл бұрын
im also always about if anyone feeling crap wants a chat xxxx
@danielcorrea6161
@danielcorrea6161 6 жыл бұрын
My brother committed suicide the 27th of April, 2016. This video is so insensitive, so cold, so distant from the emotions that I feel as the loner that's left in this world after my loved one's suicide, that I respectfully urge you to reconsider if the pain that you cause me, and the rest of us, real world victims of the topic of your viral video is about, is worth the social/monetary advantages you get by having a heart-breaking 2 million-view video where you disrespectfully publicize the last thoughts and words of a broken and hopeless person who decided to end their life despite the horrible pain they would cause us, their close family members who eternally loved and cared for them. Your video simply breaks the little bread crumbs of strength I thought I had. You are the opposite of what a victim of this kind of tragedy needs to move on. I don't think you're deliberately proposing to harm victims of a suicide, but as a primary source of such kind of tragedy, let me assure you that you are.
@sagittariusvexa8396
@sagittariusvexa8396 4 жыл бұрын
1:31 Never felt this angry before. Legitimately asked RIGHT AFTER you asked for likes.
@marshalk6321
@marshalk6321 6 жыл бұрын
I slit my throat and I somehow survived so I think god put me on the earth for a reason
@Elladraske
@Elladraske 6 жыл бұрын
will it run god blessed you I'm crying off your comment
@annalysseturner5833
@annalysseturner5833 6 жыл бұрын
That sounds really scary, I'm sorry you had to go through that, don't listen to these butt faces that are saying mean things. They're dumb and mean. I hope you're doing okay now, you have someone that cares about you :)
@annalysseturner5833
@annalysseturner5833 6 жыл бұрын
To you mean butt faces, these victims are not "attention whores". They are people who need desperate help and are brave enough to reach out and say something!!!!!!!!! 😡😠 So please stop being so mean and adding to their pain!!!!! Think about how it makes them feel, jeez!!!
@hafidabenmakhlouf7216
@hafidabenmakhlouf7216 6 жыл бұрын
Hokarion if you were smart enough, you'd know there is something called a 'hospital'. You dumb shit.
@simplyyselena
@simplyyselena 6 жыл бұрын
Hokarion shut up
@LiamSilcox
@LiamSilcox 7 жыл бұрын
Respect you both so much for this, sent from the live stream❤️
@cosmoid
@cosmoid 6 жыл бұрын
People say it gets better, but people lie.
@courtneyshucart1527
@courtneyshucart1527 6 жыл бұрын
Honestly, I see u want to help spread awareness and help the world, but if it's a topic you truly don't understand, you shouldn't be talking about it nor reading real notes. People can get extremely triggered by this. I will say it was also quite rude of u to want likes and subcribes from a suicide awareness video. Also, you shouldn't label it 'reading my brothers suicide note' if you don't even know this person. It's genuinely disrespectful. Especially to your friend who has past experience and even got extremely emotional while filming this.
А что бы ты сделал? @LimbLossBoss
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