What Wellbutrin Did To Me || My Depression

Hello beautiful people,
I open up to you in one of the most vulnerable shares I have ever made on the internet talking about my 30 year journey with depression. And more specifically I go into detail about my experiences on the antidepressant drug called Bupropion/Wellbutrin.
I hope that by telling my story it may be of help to someone else out there going through something similar.
I would love to hear from you in the comments section if you have gone through something similar, or are considering whether to take antidepressants in the future. What are your thoughts?
All the best!

[@isabellamartinez1747]

I had the exact same experience with Wellbutrin! A night and day difference in my depression after being weighed down since childhood.

[@megsley]

wellbutrin helped me SO MUCH - i struggled with really bad hypervigilance and intrusive thoughts of self violence, and both of those pretty much vanished overnight when I started wellbutrin. it's like it hard reset my nervous system so I could actually start living. I'll always be grateful for wellbutrin working when literally nothing else did 🙏

[@juliannewman8720]

Lol you have no idea. You think it’s a good thing to take something that resets your whole nervous system? Good luck in the long run because I’m telling you, your life won’t get better being on it

[@yosif8235]

​@@juliannewman8720lol thanks for your research doctor. Id rather take a higher dose than hear anything more from your rectum.

[@ashuvijay7031]

​@@juliannewman8720 is it safe for short term use ??

[@user-kf8wb2cq4f]

We're all similar, but also individuals. Some people may have additional co-existing Conditions that need a different treatment approach.

[@fonzie7097]

​@@juliannewman8720sounds like you need it.

[@JamiannRypkema]

I literally JUST started taking bupropion for depression. I had researched all antidepressants for literally a year before deciding… I feel that it was detrimental to my mental health to do this, in hindsight. I was trying to find one without certain chemical Ingredients that I don’t want, such as titanium dioxide that they use for color, when in the meantime, I was suffering mentally due to some horrific life experiences. I finally said screw the chemicals I need help! I have been taking Wellbutrin for 2 weeks exactly and am beginning to feel some of the good effects. I think you so much for this video Conor and it couldn’t have come at a better time! I love when I find those videos that I feel were made specifically for me ❤ xoxo

[@28Jerca]

Thank you for sharing your story Conor. I learnt a lot and I always appreciate your perspective!

[@ThePerceptionTrainersPT]

SO MUCH respect for you and for sharing all of this. It truly is such a complex situation to navigate because you're right - we don't FULLY understand it, and it's a different situation for every person. Being intelligently wary of the system, but also realizing where it *may* have it's place in some contexts for some people is massive to see, and a great amount of intelligent nuance to hold. Sometimes we do all we can, and then we need support and to show that, to advocate for that and to work to remove the stigma of that - it's a great service to offer the world. I am so glad you're feeling better, and that you were willing to share this - hopefully it will help in the movement towards destigmatization and inclusivity!

[@susyt6628]

Thank you so much for this video and being so open. I recently started taking it and my world has done a 180 in a positive way at the lowest dose. It also gives me tremendous hope that my body will tell me when it’s time to stop and I’ll be OK without it. ❤much love to you and honor for your journey

[@danie6247]

Beautiful honest story! I relate to feeling "i shouldn't need this" type thoughts. And i too realized that asking for a bridge between the depths and the light is so great, even if that bridge is a pharmaceutical.

[@Sokro63]

Just starting taking it today and was doing some research. So glad I came across your video.. it gives me hope. I don't want to be on drugs forever but this one is really helping just 8 hours on it! Hope it serves me well until I can operate on my own. Thanks for opening up and sharing your experience.

[@MinimallyMichele]

Related to a lot of this. Love listening to your eloquent clarity on yourself and experience. Thanks for sharing Conor.

[@ConorMcmillen]

So glad!

[@musliminfinalnd8688]

Thank you Conor❤️ i appreciate you sharing this

[@antopolskiy]

Conor, thank you very much for sharing this. Much love, you're awesome

[@ConorMcmillen]

You’re welcome. Thanks for being here 🙏

[@MorningDove]

I too am just starting Wellbutrin so I'm enjoying your suggestions and personal experiences. It helps so much. Thank you!!!

[@qdavis126]

I start my prescription today .. looking foward to change . But i also kno i gotta change my lifestyle & habits . Wish me luck

[@EmilyHarp]

thank you SO much for sharing this Conor! I've struggled even acknowledging that I experience depression and anxiety because I'm also very spiritual and I felt like those two things couldn't exist at once - like I'm failing my highest self by feeling in these unaligned states of being...:( I finally let myself acknowledge that about 6 months ago and started working on finding a drug that will help - I started with prozac but that hasn't seemed to help me at all, so my doctor is actually in the process of switching me over to Wellbutrin so great to hear your experiences. Thank you again! WE ARE ALL HUMANS!!!!!!!

[@erikahamberg8700]

I'm in the same situation, about to switch from ssri to wellbutrin. Hope it give us both that little extra needed for being able to start working towards feeling better.

[@anthonylombardo2869]

This video came in a perfect time for me. Thank you for sharing ❤

[@stephs3597]

I really enjoyed hearing your outlook on this! Thank you for sharing ❤

[@ConorMcmillen]

Glad you enjoyed it!

[@LatishaDickens]

I am so happy to see this video. Thank you for sharing this

[@moonafarms1621]

Connor, I appreciate you sharing this. It is healthy to question. There are many of us within the US/western health system who also strongly question treatments and what the 'experts' say is ideal, mandatory, or a 'one size fits all' for the greater good.' When you're told to not question, or are shamed when you have skepticism... that is what a religious cult does. Thank you for being authentic, especially during these recent times. HEALTH IS WEALTH!!!!!!!

[@FaerieTude]

Thank you so much for this Conor. I've struggled with depression my whole life and this winter got to a place of really considering medication but feeling so much fear and shame because of my orientation towards more anti establishment and "natural" remedies. I feel so much more ease in my body around the topic after hearing your story.

[@linneaenberg3653]

CAN'T LIKE THIS VIDEO ENOUGH!!❤

[@robertross8565]

I too have suffered from depression on and off for much of my life. It was triggered by the death of my twin brother when I was 8. It is no surprise that you were addicted to alcohol and drugs given your body's desire to try and find some sort of equilibrium. I also suffer from ADHD which can go hand in hand with depression. Thanks for sharing your story. It takes a lot of courage to do so.

[@user-wp5qo6qg7q]

Thanks for sharing Conor, I can definitely relate to the depression after dealing with it for years

[@AprilRose-iu9ju]

Thank you soooo much for sharing this. I to just started Wellbutrin , and I too was on the self care journey , exercise, journaling, eating healthy everything to try and overcome depression after a divorce. I just started Wellbutrin 4 days ago and I too had an instant relief. I’m so glad you mentioned that Was your experience also. I too have struggle with taking a drug to help. I’ve battled this for 3 yrs. You video was so helpful and encouraging for me. Very similar to my story. One thing you mentioned was the men’s group. How do I get involved in something like that. A women’s group I think would be very helpful and maybe I could help someone to. I think sometimes that the reason we have these battle and stories is To share to encourage and help. And your story diffenitly help me. Thank you again so much for being vulnerable and sharing. 💕

[@leyremanzanares]

Thank you for this video Connor ❤ I had the same exact experience

[@Gray1995.]

Thank you for being vulnerable and sharing about your experience with depression. I personally have been depressed for years, and went through the whole shame thing. I still sometimes think about that but I try to remind myself that if taking antidepressants is what I need then I would do that to take care of myself. I have used SSRI's for years and they did help a lot and once I got into a serious relationship I noticed they killed my sexual desire too. I switched recently to Wellbutrin and I hope it helps.

[@wojt4spes]

did it help?

[@oleksandrayatsenko2410]

Thank you for sharing your experience and showing a new perspective on taking AD.

[@missionimpossible143]

Hi😢

[@kckazcoll1]

I can so relate to anti-depressant meds kicking in quickly. Maybe 20 years ago, I felt relief the day after starting on it (an SSRI) and nobody believed it could work so fast. It was like the grey cloud lifted and I could actually relax and laugh again. Not on it now and still have low-level depression that can worsen at times, but I feel more able to cope and employ self-care

[@TheChance1991]

The placebo effect tends to work very fast.

[@KurtAnderson812]

I went on a combination of psych meds during the height of the coronavirus pandemic. It triggered my PTSD and depression in a pretty major way. I hated what they did to my body and honestly, it didn’t help my depression or anxiety and just numbed me from feeling anything After 2 years I’ve begun the process of weening myself from the medications which is going to take several months but hopefully I can say goodbye to meds permanently by the fall. Thank you for sharing your experience, it will definitely help many.

[@waltersteyger1215]

Good to hear people with the same experience. My doctors did not believe I felt relieve in a few days. there was a moment they stopped providing it to me because I told them that I do not take in months in a row. I take it for the weeks/months I feel I need it. The nice thing about Wellbutrin is that you start to feel normal but not drugged. I am only scared for long term effects.

[@Finnish69]

Just weigh pros and cons ? Do you smoke ? Drink ? How you eat ? How much the med helps you. Just try to live in the present. I know it can be scary. Quality of life and happiness is what really matters. Just my few cents

[@MsDF936]

This is so helpful, thanks for being vulnerable. Going on decades of CPTSD and I feel like the only the only thing left to try is medication.

[@michaelclementi226]

Conor thank you so much for making this video. my doctor just put me on Bupropion 150 mg and Citalopram 40mg which I have been taking for years. Feeling a little better but still going to see a psychiatrist and or therapist just to talk things out being alone and no kids and no family it is tough

[@johnpezzullo9644]

Thanks Sir, Very informative and helpful. Glad you doing so well now. :)

[@db165]

You're the last person I would've excepted to have depression, though you just never know what could be brewing at the core. I so freaking appreciate you being so transparent with us, the depression stigma needs to be eliminated. Just...NORMALZE EMOTIONS. I've struggled with depression for the past 10ish years and since November I've been on Effexor which is an SNRI. I use in conjunction with morning light, meditation, cold showers, nofap, etc and my mental health is the best it's been in years. Sure I still have deep dark depressive days where it's difficult to get outta bed, though like you said, maybe some things are just a part of being a human.

[@jorgegordon1894]

Hi. I am the same. Cold showrs and running 15k min helped too. Do you still feel cloudy? Ataraxia or dizziness of reality? I still feel it.

[@lindasorenson5079]

I loved what you said about using the medications to HELP YOU effect positive changes and facilitate solid self-care practices!! That is a purposeful way to move forward.

[@ConorMcmillen]

Absolutely!!

[@totoslifetotochicken3871]

Glad I found your videos. Thanks for the information. I just started Buprophin today. I suffer from adult ADHD and I believe much of it is due to lifetime hormonal imbalance. I started Menopause Hormone Replacement therapy 5 months ago but still find when I start experiencing PMDD symptoms still yet, my anxiety and depression come back full force. I'm hoping it works for me to even be allowed to focus and help me to complete some of the 30 projects I have going on. I agree with you that you can't just depend on the medication, but changing lifestyle habits that would work with the meds.🙏🙏🙏

[@Megan.eco-Instinct]

Conor, this is without a doubt *the* most open, frank, intellectually honest conversations I think I have ever heard about these particular emotional health issues and the pharmaceuticals surrounding them. I am familiar with these struggles and the medications (especially Wellbutrin) so you can imagine I have read and listened to a lot of research material --- *all* of the things I have seen would do well to link to this video of yours. Thanks so much Conor.

[@ConorMcmillen]

So glad it resonated

[@user-kf8wb2cq4f]

This podcast helped me--And the comments. Thanks.

[@lindatinucci5779]

Thank you for this share. I am contemplating using this drug. Your experiences have been good to know

[@habitpunk]

Hey Brother... this is really helpful. I'm similar and not a fan of ssri tried them before and going through another rough patch last 18 months. Trying all the self care stuff , journaling, counciling, reflecting on crap life events, willpower, sleep but its such a battle. Finances and life / work falling apart despite trying hard. I didnt want to admit failure and need a pharma solution.. but research has landed on wellbutrin. So gonna see if can give it a go.. see if it helps. Cheers for the rec on the mens groups too. I've followed your channel. This video has been really empowering that it's also okay to talk about this stuff too. Cheers !

[@lisawheeler4143]

Thank you. I appreciate your information. I just started taking it 💖

[@Tina.Lucille]

This is an excellent video. I had an almost identical experience as you. I'm also like you when it comes to my trust of the pharmaceutical industry/business. I'm off of Wellbutrin for now. With me, it only worked if it was brand Wellbutrin not the Bupropion generic. My body is super sensitive to medication of any kind. When I first was prescribed it, it was like a miracle switch. It was almost like a reset for my brain. It's true, at least for me, after a a time it does lose its efficacy. I have continued with my support systems and have had slip ups, however I don't feel the need to go back on. It also, unknowingly treated my ADHD.

[@breathinghereonearth]

I'm glad you had such good results. Thanks for deciding to share about it. I tried Wellbutrin twice in my 30's. It didn't help me, in fact it made things worse. I still struggle with depression. A lot. I'd say more about it but not in this public forum. Again. I'm really glad you've shared about it. Do you still use coffee? I wish I could function without it.

[@kathyjenkins4067]

I just started taking Wellbutrin two days ago. I felt the effects about two hours like you! I was born with depression. Some how I feel normal and non-depressed❤

[@vickyw9898]

Thank you for sharing this Conor.

[@ConorMcmillen]

My pleasure!

[@isaclover1983]

I took it short term to pull myself out of depression. After about 3 months I was able to come off of it. In the beginning taking it made me feel worse. Couldn’t function at all but that did improve. Personally I knew once I was out of the depths of the depression I could manage the rest more appropriately. My only unhealthy habit is smoking cigarettes, off and on sodas. I cannot speak about chronic long term depression. Mine began when within two wks of the birth of my first child after an emergency c-section I was sick in the hospital for a wk. then home alone with a newborn with zero help after a major surgery. Within the two wks after her birth my best friend passed away in an ATV wreck, and two other dear people to me passed. All back to back. It was such a challenging time and I got little to no support from my exhusband. I had to take matters into my own hands and despite my efforts to avoid medication it got to the one year mark without improvement. I had to do something. So I sucked it up and took it. I felt like you. Like I didn’t need it. I didn’t need meds. I’m stronger and better. But unfortunately that at times is to our detriment. I took it until I felt comfortable enough to go at it on my own again. And I did it. It’s ok to reach out for help and it’s ok to take meds. Doesn’t make you less of a person or less strong.

[@ashuvijay7031]

I don't have chemical imbalance but have fatigue tiredness lack of energy and body Pain due to my past depression ? Should I try wellburtin ?

[@erikahamberg8700]

Thank you! I can relate so much as it is very very similar to my own story. Started wellbutrin a week ago after the ssri I've been taking stopped having effect. I've been feeling that this will not work either, and I was so sure this video would confirm that for me :) An objective point of view was needed today!

[@beth5027]

It took about 4 weeks, but bupropion saved me.

[@user-rm3tw2zz2n]

I'm so glad it helped you!! Do you still take it? Any side effects? 😊

[@carrieseay7385]

Thank you for sharing your experience❤️

[@poeticposturing3850]

I never thought I was anxious and depressed until I went to a Natural path for another issue. After an hour and a half consultation, she prescribed Lavender oil to help calm me. It worked immediately, I think because of my sensitivity to all things in life. During this time, I was able to do things I couldn't do before, as you mentioned. I think it's important to practice new behaviors during this time, in order to build new neuro pathways in the brain, establishing new ways of responding to life. I am grateful. Thank you for your open heart.

[@jorgegordon1894]

Interesting. Can you describe more?

[@Sacredself_wellnesshub]

Thank you for sharing your experience 💚🕊️

[@jcbanbury]

❤

[@virgosmile]

I really relate to this... i did feel a bit high...energetically! At FIRST~ but... ugh... meds- i really feel you!

[@PandaHead602]

Thanks so much for your help

[@hondafreedom9329]

Thank you for being so fucking real about this.

[@MicPoitras]

Thanks men! It sound like you have been able to tap in neuroplasticity while on the med then it was embeded in you. Sond like the most desirable story. I try to do it by other mean (cold exposure, cardio, epa fish oil, gabba, creatine, doing hard task .... but i maybe will play the bupropion card to... i was just afraid to become hook to bigger dopamine level.... but your story of whitdrawl sound comforting. Sorry for my english! ❤ Mike

[@piperio]

I love you, Conor. ❤

[@katharinamuller4907]

thank you for sharing. everything seems so perfect with you guys always.

[@SBReviews33]

Started this week, been feeling much better

[@nl8643]

Beautiful video❤

[@nenadcubric2663]

After years od try many Anti Depressant Drugs, but not Wellbutrin, i felt like you, when a Doctor gave me 2.5mg Olanzapine (Zyprexa), first time in my Life i felt Normal

[@marcomonge9939]

I really pray that this works for me too. I have been taking for almost a month now and I still can't tell whether this is working for me or not but I certainly still have the insomnia you speak of. It is so bad that I have to use zzzquil in order to sleep because without it, I don't sleep for more than 4 hours. It has been challenging for sure.

[@vasyldoroshenko1417]

Thank's! Useful video.

[@piperio]

You're inspiring me to give this a try. I'm riddled with depression and anxiety. It's eating my life. I've never sought help. I always just keep going. Can someone let me know what online source I can go to? It's very hard for me to leave the house - especially to do stressful things.

[@stevee9576]

Hey Conor, I appreciate your video and insight. Was wondering about your mens group. Is that an online thing? Part of a church you go to? I'm hoping to find more of a support group for guys that battle anxiety) depression. I've been to some 12 step groups and they seem a bit sterile too me. Wondering if you have any suggestions? Thanks

[@KeefVape]

God bless you and thank you for sharing

[@danilaird]

I took Bupropion/Wellbutrin for a couple years. It did help my depression a lot. It started giving me stomach issues so I stopped taking it. I still have depression but I'm not taking anything anymore.

[@ashuvijay7031]

So what is the benifit of taking this while u still have depression. ?

[@Thailova]

Antidepressants work if you are severely depressed if you get the right medication. The problem is that most people think they are depressed when they are not. These people have negative experiences with antidepressants

[@rockfitclub]

Today I took 50 milligram dosage and I feel laser sharp focus.i haven't craved sugar and so much food.i had high blood pressure and some stress but overall i feel good

[@kater8730]

Once I stopped WB my anxiety, racing fluttering heartbeat, tachycardia went away, sleep better, feel better. I took it for many years, it did help at first but then all the other stuff started and I hope I haven't permanently damaged my brain taking it for so long and not realizing it was the cause of my other health issues.

[@leocadiarocha8083]

Hi @kater8730 I stopped taking last December and went down the road. Panic attacks everyday, went to the emergency room so many times thinking I was having a heart attack. I wonder why I can’t just quit?! Do you still off or start taking it? Thank you

[@micheleviera9347]

My God you are awesome ❤❤❤

[@you-vi2tm]

Do you think wanting to be in an open relationship and get the "high" from emotional and sexual highs and lows could had been a part of your way of trying to beat depression and the dullness of life?

[@jcbanbury]

Well yeah of course

[@TFGcine]

I like Wellbutrin XL. I've seen so many negative reviews on this medication before starting the treatment. Everyone have different side effects and you have to try it before assuming it will harm you.

[@swiftymcgarnagle4567]

Every medication has a crap load of negative reviews…. I swear some people just like to complain.

[@TFGcine]

@@swiftymcgarnagle4567 I agree. After reading the reviews at one point I was afraid to take it. Then I found out two of my friends have been taking it for years. I decided fuck it let's try it. I did have some side effects but they were not horrible like I've read from others online. Best to just try it and see how it works for you.

[@nyna_hey]

Thanks for sharing!

[@ConorMcmillen]

Thanks for watching!

[@_LAND_OF_THE_FREE_]

Talk about energy 😂 it's my 3rd day, and I feel so pumped it's almost Too much .

[@rockfitclub]

Today I took 50 milligram dosage and I feel laser sharp focus.i haven't craved sugar and so much food.i had high blood pressure and some stress but overall i feel good

[@rayharter401]

Not to be a downer but I’ve been on Wellbutrin XL 300mg for 20 days now and my depression is just as bad as ever, and my anxiety is off the chart. I really hoped this medication would be a breakthrough for me but sadly not so. Suicidal thoughts, depression, and waking up with anxiety daily, I honestly think I was better before the medication. I know everyone reacts differently to medications but my experience has not been positive.

[@zenakassab5455]

Thanks so much opinion matters 🙏

[@hashamrehman1616]

doctor told me i can stop phentermine , because i cant sleep at night and she said i can take bupropian? i wanted to take for weight loss? does it worth it?

[@doug5372]

Thank you for sharing

[@Polecat-qz5om]

Thank you 🙏

[@davidjonburke2729]

Hey man thank you for sharing your story You're such a sensitive guy and I can relate.. I'm thinking about taking this for quitting smoking and maybe a tinge of depression has anyone tried it for quitting smoking?

[@XtianApi]

Microdosing psilocybin can really have a great effect in rewiring as well.

[@fredrikekuepper3680]

I was wondering: have you talked to a therapist about ADHD as underlying to your depression?

[@jonathanberry9502]

Wellbutrin worked for me from the first day. I think that if someone has symptoms of ADHD and depression they should try it, even if just a short course, even if just one pill to see if they get an effect. It does take longer for some and some might need 300mg a day. But I think this one can transform so many lives it should be handed out like candy, at least one pill to anyone with those symptoms. I had plenty or reluctance also but these conditions are far more unhealthy than the pill will be for most, and very hard to move by more wholistic means.

[@rockfitclub]

Today I took 50 milligram dosage and I feel laser sharp focus.i haven't craved sugar and so much food.i had high blood pressure and some stress but overall i feel good

[@-supremebeing-]

How long were you on Wellbutrin for?

[@farrellrichartz7403]

thank you

[@heatherbastress956]

I came off of it and experienced withdrawal with psychosis. But I felt wonderful while I was on it . But coming off of it caused me hallucinations.

[@lemurianchick]

That's terrifying. No drug should cause that.

[@lindatinucci5779]

Did you take the med in the morning?

[@tishslack1089]

Not supposed to quit taking any antidepressants at one time. Need to ease off.

[@rmooremarine]

So you had relief the first day??? Did I hear that correct?

[@jcbanbury]

Not sure the video is too long 🙄

[@Telluride7324]

He said that, yes. Same here.

[@salliecinnamon]

I used to say to myself, “Well, what did early man do for depression? Cavemen worked through it without a prescription!” Thankfully, years on, I’ve opened up to trauma therapy and psychiatric help.

[@gregpendrey6711]

Simply died young of course.

[@iamthefiremanjj]

Anyone get relief from low energy . Some anhedonia and dissociation?

[@ediz333]

Do we need prescription for anti depressants?

[@TheAnticsofTom]

Yes

[@ushantharamachandra7714]

Hi, Nice vedio. Is it good to take a vitamin B complex supplement with Bupropion. I am on bupropion SR 150 mg. Appreciate if you could give me your idea on this. Thank you.

[@ushantharamachandra7714]

​@stanwilswhat is it please

[@roxannecortez2455]

Omg I took Wellbutrin and it knocked me out! Has anyone ever experienced that?

[@hannahmote2213]

Good info

[@rythumrichard]

im on citrlopham its awesome

[@mirandamcafee6024]

Thank you so much for sharing, Connor. I am exploring my own journey having gotten back on an SSRI for anxiety. I tried medication for the first time after a traumatic period in my life when I reached a plateau in my therapy at the time, despite tremendous effort and progress. My body was creating a lot of pain from the stress and I was starting to disassociate. I had a similar experience on the medication where my brain felt "quiet" for the first time in my life. I stopped the medication and therapy a few years later due to lack of access. I had gotten to a better place anyway. However, another few years later I had moved state, gotten my first "adult job" out of grad school and as we were coming out of the pandemic, then unexpectedly moved to a position with higher responsibility during a time of fundamental change at my office. I decided to get back on an SSRI as I was experiencing a lack of control of my system. Now I am much better able to manage myself and my responses and feel like I have a much better chance at actually living my life. This has left me very curious about wether I may need to take medication for the rest of my life, if I am now more ok with that conclusion, and if it would even be useful/efficacious if I did. Hearing your experience is very informative and encouraging- both from the perspective of being on medication (Ive struggled with many of the thoughts and questions you did. I think many of us do ) and also from the perspective of life after them. I super appreciate if you find the time to read this novel 😂 - but I want you to know your sharing is so appreciated. It's great to know both that people have shared experiences with these things and also that some parts of the experience are unique. I also think you are definitely onto something with the idea of it having lasting effects even after going off it, and particularly if you are able to use that time to build a healthier life. I think I've experienced that, but I've got more work to do, yet. ❤

[@lifeisartreality]

Congratulations on your maridge, and welcome to the U.S. ☕️☕️

[@werlkj567]

Have you looked into lamotrigine for depression? For the people it works well with, they have zero side effects.

[@strandedinseattle9931]

I was put on Wellbutrin back in 2019. It was an escalating roller coaster of anxiety for me. From point of waking to point of sleeping (and a lot of disrupted sleep), I was in survival mode with super high anxiety and nonstop panic attacks back to back. After two months I isolated the cause and realized I wasn't about to have my head explode like those people in the movie Scanners. Stopped taking it and went back to my humble, depressed self which is a far more preferable experience than what Wellbutrin put me through. lol

[@maxpainmedia]

Did you have Vivid nightmares too? I would be scared to go to sleep!

[@nenadcubric2663]

Did you tryed Trazodone?

[@lemurianchick]

@@maxpainmediaThat is scary because your dream state is spiritual.

[@Weird_guy79]

i have to stop taking it, its making me massively aggressive.