Why Can A Spiritual Awakening Ruin Your Life? (It Needs Ruined!)

[@spiritualrenaissance]

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[@Rmantvg]

@@spiritualrenaissance thank you i listened to i fell asleep

[@RayViolet-s9l]

Wild!!! You said it exactly the way it is. So honest. Thank you. I relate to everything you said. No one around me understands this. This brings me joy to know what im going through is “normal “. God bless. ❤🙏

[@Lee-xg1nx]

I often saw my awakening as a burden. These videos help me to understand more . The whole process of waking up and the sleeping people somehow is in a way funny ✨🙏

[@Jason.L.M.]

So true about no longer needing people to be able to understand us 9:37. Sitting alone in nature becomes more enjoyable and preferred! Thanks for the video Yash!

[@divinelightlounge]

I'm trying to imagine a little 12 year old Yash navigating this low frequency realm . .😊

[@RobBillyBob]

Technically he was never anything other than how you found him now

[@spiritualrenaissance]

🙂

[@gabrie.lila85]

I’ll never tire of you describing my life, I feel so seen & understood 😭🫶🙏🏽 God sent me you/your videos and I have one friend I can talk to. That’s enough. Thanks Yash. God willing, I will contact you for consultations soon, I’ll know when the time and finances are right but I feel it on the horizon.

[@kagetavares2586]

This sums it up for me as well. It’s just like a wiser version of myself talking to myself. Who already knows all this through experience. Yash simply puts it all in perspective. Eternally grateful for these videos ! ❤

[@spiritualrenaissance]

@ @gabrie.lila85 : Hi, I sent you an email

[@thepresentmoment369]

I feel the same way. It's like he's describing my life to a T. 👍🙂🧘‍♀️

[@tyronemana6479]

I love this community there's no judgement there's no condemnation there's no negativity(not that I know of lol) and there's no self righteousness(something I'm guilty of 😅) It's really nice to be apart of this community with all of you and yash!😊

[@lucaseternalspirit777]

Unconditional love to ya brother, it was the source that led your channel my way, you’ve been a soul brother on this journey, thank you 🙏🏽

[@Cuauhtemoc3]

Yeah i can't even watch TV or movies anymore. Going to parties or family gatherings is non existent for me. My want for material possessions is gone. I also have isolated myself from my so called friends. I have no need for attention or someone else's approval. It's as if my desires and so called dreams are all gone. Sometimes I question if this change is worth it.

[@rawshi7931]

Resonate, although my relationship with tv is on/off. I go through phases of not watching and then I wonder if my life is too imbalanced I.e. what am I doing for fun. So I try to watch a funny movie once a week. Life is about mastering balance, I’m not there yet, and often wonder how it’s possible because watching TV and seeing others (friends/family) means I’m accumulating more unnecessary info for my subconscious mind 🤷🏽‍♀️

[@Cuauhtemoc3]

@@rawshi7931 T.V is full of unnecessary nonsense. It's about nurturing the mind and T.V doesn't do that for me. Like u said we have to find a balance in life. Peace and blessings 🙏

[@Mimi-xs7gi]

@@Cuauhtemoc3…⚖️

[@kagetavares2586]

@@rawshi7931 this is spot on for me as well. For awhile I tried to maintain “balance” spirituality early in the day. More “earthly” things later on. You find balance . You do whatever you do. It’s not up to you anyway 😂😂❤️

[@rawshi7931]

@@kagetavares2586 the last line is key to remember 🙌🏾✨

[@genuinsanity]

Exactly ...i see it. I'm living this now.

[@jjrecon3024]

Enabling thyself to thrive with a deep dive, embracing Divine power to truly feel Alive, empowering thyself with forgiveness~ acceptance~ gratitude~ to open up & receive~ ° Perspectives before pills~ ° Parables before pronouns~ ° Proverbs before punches~ ° Patience before pushing or stealing other's lunches or dinner ~ Currently flowing with new cleaner and clearly sweeter river waters from sinner to winner, simply adjusting from summer to winter, grabbing a sweater or a short coat and a long Love note, before boarding and setting sail at last aboard Thy Lavish Lyfe Boat. ~ Beautiful share Yash, always timely with your delivery, and over the target with your subtle accuracy, with a bit of humor to seal the deal for real. 🙌🙏💛

[@thebest-ih1qv]

Everytime you post i feel like its made for me,the video its exactly telling me what i need to hear,the universe knows exactly the stage im at ,the timing is just amazing man.

[@Ziegler-di7xz]

"Always something to rub out" 😂

[@jannie6359]

Lord, this😊 current time is intense.

[@MATRICULAT3D]

I’m trying im trying. I’m don’t feel like me anymore. I’m not here anymore but yet I’m 100% present. I’m watching me. It’s watching me.

[@l.s9148]

@@MATRICULAT3D are you watching you or it? If you can see it watching you it’s still you how observe that

[@MATRICULAT3D]

@@l.s9148 I have to be very careful with my heart & mind. The flesh fights for control. I’m trying to only do empathy, sympathy, compassion, Mercy. There is still grace.

[@MATRICULAT3D]

KZbin keep erasing my response.

[@Moksha0108]

Yes you talk about my life.

[@robertcarhiboux3164]

feels so strange, I don't recognize myself in any of my past life events, probably some remains still here and there, trying to get rid of that old shell that can't really fit anymore neither entirely vanished. I'm looking at my past hobbies like, wtf how could get into those sort of things. I have no clue wher I am going, feels like I'm leaving earth or what was earth for me. Might die or not does not really matter anymore and I don't feel like "depressed" at all

[@SonjasStars]

Appreciate all your sharing, thank you 😊🙏

[@valentinarex94952]

Thank you for posting your serenity strolls. I deeply relate to your words 🐦‍🔥

[@oscarnoordberg9479]

Love this one already the first 15 seconds, thank you again Yash❤🎉

[@TheBorkka]

I don't know if i am going through a spirutal awakening or a change in my life but I feel worse than ever. I feel like I am a target for evil forces and that mistakes in my past is catching up to me. I just need divine protection more than ever now I feel. I read the bible every day and I hope I will get through this. I understand that I must stop drinking alcohol as well because everytime I drink I get weaker spirtually and I become vulnerable to attacks. I pray and ask for help from God. I hope someone read this and give me some prayer.

[@spiritualrenaissance]

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[@CristianoExperience7]

havent even watched the video yet, but i know its a good one!

[@ricedreem]

Thank you Yash, this video came just at the right time, LIKE ALWAYS ❤

[@NA-me6sh]

Be careful what you wish for... Once you pull the curtain back you can't go back..

[@AuntLorasHouse]

Yeah i tried going back out is actually not possible!

[@madameunique1982]

You make me blush & uplift my spirit so much - I can relate so very well with what your saying ( = Love it! Always looking out for your videos - so much sense in a world full of none sense = )

[@spiritualrenaissance]

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[@mildredmelan]

Yay can’t wait to buy your book, that’s awesome Yash god speed brother

[@spiritualrenaissance]

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[@anthonyg7181]

Such a good talk man 🙏❤️🙏

[@Snoozelightable]

Once doors of perception are thrown open, they are difficult to shut. Once the sublime waters rush through, it becomes a fight back against its unending current.

[@theycallmecraiger700]

two steps forward, one step back.

[@robertvandeloo]

Thank you for your videos they have been exactly on point with my dying experience

[@innerpeace0069]

Looking forward to the book although I did promise myself that I am done with the books 😄 I love listening to you, thank you for the work! 😘

[@AuntLorasHouse]

Have an awakening ✨ after you have kids os like... Really really really hard!

[@petrprochazka1696]

Hi Yash! The interesting thing is I always think something and you put up a video concerning that particular problem. For example, I quit my job and am ready for something different. Less people, less stress. These things I'm going to eliminate from my life as much as possible. Be more in nature, more exercise etc. But sometimes a very strange feeling occurs to me some fear from the unknown because I really have no idea as for now where exactly I am heading. Yash, thank you for everything you do. It's really helpful!! Much love from The Czech Republic! 👋❤❤❤👍🙏

[@spiritualrenaissance]

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[@cleener]

Listen, exactly correct. You have to know, there are others that have you in their cross hairs, you have to learn to avoid the BULLET. THIS IS YOUR SHOT TO MAKE THE CHANGE.

[@codyrebelcb]

The world seemed to change around me before my eyes but it was never real and the truth is I've changed. Everything just showed its true form, including myself.

[@travisjanz4738]

I had a deep revelation when I was 12 aswell but still perused diva instead of deva and the lessons didn’t become so clear till I was 30ish. Spot on Yashmate🤙🏼

[@phiddlehead]

Yes! Thank you, Yash. So clear, focused, genuine, and true, delivered in your flowing, gentle, loving, and heartfelt way. Your videos have helped me tremendously in the past year. You helped me cope with the situation I was in, and helped inspire me to begin praying for a solution. God provided it. Suddenly, I live in a different place with different people. It gives me a fresh perspective, and I'm looking at how I contributed to "my problems". This lesson opened my vision to aspects or layers I didn't see clearly, and gave me a flash of understanding. Thank you!!

[@vanessapotier4877]

Thank you

[@jaguar1879]

This is where I am at

[@Todd_Writersroom]

You nailed it (in this video) 💯

[@Mimi-xs7gi]

I agree….thank you💫

[@Ranaelibrik]

This one was felt very deeply. Your words describe perfectly and so accurately my own experience. I'm grateful you share those, it feels containing and assuring in a way, it's been a long time since I felt grounded at all, and somewhat this video did the trick. Thank you!

[@spiritualrenaissance]

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[@MATRICULAT3D]

The Being that Observes all is approaching our Transformation. We do have to raise our souls back up. The pain will continue as we have been put in our place.

[@Athanasiospaschos2963]

Thank you for the words🙏🏼

[@RudyRotor]

Wow your "sneak peek at what's available" happened at age 12, and they didn't throw you in the loony bin. (Or did they ?) Mine happened at age 45 and 3/4. 3 years on and starting to gradually surrender. Thank you Yash.

[@deonlion]

Love the video!!!!! 💜💜🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾🌞🌞

[@damonenzone1378]

Going through this now, 👍.

[@templar1111]

I've been trying to be a fiction writer my whole life. Failed screenwriting all through my twenties bc schizoid disorder made it hard to make connections in the industry. When Covid hit, I started my first novel, and after multiple world building and drafts over the last four years, I suddenly lost interest. To the point where its writer's block all day, every day. But spirit is so good to me, it graces me with motivation to write now and then, just not enough for me to be successful at it. Like: "Okay, you've been a good boy learning how to detach from the world lately, and you've been posting insightful spiritual insights on tiktok to help wake others up, so I'll give you a little inspiration on your 'novelists career' your ego wants so much... for now. 😜 Grace is weird. But I've realized I can give it to myself if I just sit for a few seconds and detach wherever I'm at. I've been through so much pain already I don't even need to pray for it. Just need to stop, be still... and it's mine. Whenever, wherever baby. (sorry for the long post)

[@spiritualrenaissance]

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[@DDXY2K]

Thanks. Happy Sunday 🙂

[@DDXY2K]

*everyone

[@DDXY2K]

**we're all connected

[@K_N_G1236]

Really amazing message “meet people where they’re at”. I remember one of the first videos you ever posted. It was about people that broadcast their awakening “ahhh, I’m awake” 😂.. was taking some San Pedro while listening and it made me laugh for 30 minutes. What made me laugh wasn’t the people themselves, it was the mind and how ridiculous it can be. Thanks brother 🙂🙏.

[@spiritualrenaissance]

lol.. nice...

[@realitydesigners]

This was another level. Keep this wave bro!

[@DavidKemp-xn4ln]

Thanks Yash

[@Jimmy_the_Pooh]

Wanna say something...words fall short. Wanna understand...when I try I can't. Wanna be a part of something...realize the more I think that the further away I am. Man, I'll tell you something but I wouldn't know what to say. ✌️❤️

[@spiritualrenaissance]

💯

[@letsbloodyseeshallwe]

love the thumbnail :,)

[@angelac320]

Thank you for this ❤

[@DermotHynes]

Thank you Godbless

[@Timbzz-dq8vn]

My awakening put me in the psych hospital. Meth was involved, but a crazy awakening no less. Ruined my life, went to prison, nearly killed my family. I think I could have went without this. Just another day, a little more jaded than before.

[@shucksful]

Great job. 😊

[@jetstreamjonny7]

Much love! Your videos have been a help on my journey back home

[@wayneyt2656]

Thank you for this.

[@ManniForu-r7g]

I tried to receive validation from the world about my experience but they had no interest. After doing that my experience was still real so I was convinced it was. I guess the Divine has a way of doing that.

[@thesoulfulhuman1111]

I’m so glad you popped up on my KZbin today. I forgot I was following you and love your vids.🙏🏽 I love everything about this! I had my 1st experience at 12 y.o. too, in Catholic church. Long story, but basically I walked out thinking “This isn’t it. I know there’s more.” After the first “high” moment, it then messed with me because then my mind went down a lot of wormholes with it - If that’s not it, what is it then? Where did we come from? What is god? What is the cosmos all about? Just 2 weeks back I came out of my 6+ dnots since my massive awakening started 3 years ago. It lasted about 6 weeks, but the really painful part was the last 2 weeks of it. It was dreadful, BUT I leveled up in ways I’ve been dreaming about. You’re right - the awakening never ends. Hopefully they’ll stop being full-blown dnots at some point😂 and be more like moments of clarity, which I also have, of course. At least they’re not nearly as long as my 1st dnots at 7 months.😭 Thought I’d have to go to a psych unit it was that bad. I’m a whole new person now, though. I used to curse that I “signed up for this”, but now I see the magic in it.🔮

[@LeoSG61]

It’s Ups and Downs, it never ends, We have to maintain these awakenings

[@namonrice1770]

Brother what hurts the most ! Is having nothing but love in my heart just to get lied to by GOD ! Wishing I never made an oath to GOD IF I KNEW HE WAS A LIAR I WOULD HAVE SOLD MY SOUL FOR THE LIFE I WANTED !

[@YasasJaya9]

Thank you!

[@markoajdukovich]

Have you ever had a beautiful day with an extremly empty and mindfull mind, that at the end of the day you actually feel bad and guilty on some level, because you deeply think that you dont deserve to feel that good by being mindfull to things? Maybe that is the final surrendering of the day... to surrender to the thought of not being valuable to feel that good for that reason.

[@rodneymcgough9456]

It's written in Isaiah 33 "woe to you destroyer, you who have not been destroyed. Woe to you betrayer, you who have not been betrayed. When you stop destroying, YOU WILL BE DESTROYED. When you stop betraying, you will be betrayed. Lord be gracious to us, we long for you. Be our strength every morning. Our salvation."

[@boblolo872]

How do i survive this. I can see every pattern i used to do without thought. The fear patterns are insane. I was a slave to fearfull thoughts. When i rest in empty awareness the emotions are insane and the mind relentlessly tries to steal the present moment from me. It does not want me in the present moment as empty oure awareness. I know rhis is my authentic self .

[@boblolo872]

The universe took my job my wife my parents and soon my ability to survive. I walk the street practicing to not engage the mind . Listening to mooji

[@andyakarudolfhessiansack7936]

Living with a dependant narsassist whilst rediscovering the true self is tough. One part of myself yearns for solitude and peace and silence, and the other is dealing with a very needy, selfish and destructive family member. Truth is, I am dependant on them for my housing and welfare needs. Its tough. Can't even work because she panics and goes crazy. I look forward to when I walk the dog or am alone for 15 mins or at bed time. It's my only sanctuary. But what I have now, I would never trade. Its rich and deep and meaningful. Tough times, but it's transistory and the mind narratives of having a great life are just delusional. I am content enough. Trouble is, it's not just the conditioned mind of my own I have to detach from, it's another mind in the form of a narc. And that mind is the worst sort of mind belive me.

[@spiritualrenaissance]

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[@PunishedKenny]

I saw The Matrix when I was 12. I had never considered the philosophical implications of reality not being real before watching this movie. I thought it was just going to have cool action scenes (which it did, groundbreaking at the time) but I was pleasantly surprised by the concepts to which it was introducing me.

[@Sentient_Cam]

Seems those damn temptations warrant them damn accolades, show the ego how it can have its prize if it wants. It use it as a catalyst to escape the maze, a false concept the mind makes up and it wants us to play to gain some superior participation "If i have that or get this then i get the reward, maybe get to the end of this maze then completely obtain my fulfilment" is true but only keeps us at limitation. Lured back into the cycle again of living for tomorrow "the weekend warrior" we must learn the now is the higher purpose. See you 😎

[@NSA-B0LT]

This is definitely where I’m at right now but I’m still a bot

[@Brutuscomedy]

So right... Hadn't drank in a good while yet did Saturday night and suffered a HORRENDOUS hangover the following day 😬😵‍💫🤮 7.13.24 Brutus's final drink of alcohol I mean, a 'lil in kombucha is all right though. 👍

[@nanasabia]

Hahahaha..why do you always make me laugh 😂 „you guys doused to be AI friends“ 😅🎉 „now you can’t“

[@spiritualrenaissance]

lol

[@mohamedadeloucief]

I'm 37 years old married man have 5 month old baby girl work job 9 to 5 h every day in big city lonely away from my small village where I was having spiritual friends i was free from job walking in woods like you everyday doing semen retention now I'm stressed wondering how this nightmare ends I wanna quit every day I wanna ruin it every day by my hands I m. Tired of awkwardness with people yes I lose the need for explaining myself but Irather be alone in the wood than be in wrong places and wrong people every day Namaste

[@RSTactical]

What country is the village In if you don't mind me asking ?

[@mohamedadeloucief]

@@RSTactical I m in Algeria my village in fact is a small beautiful city have very beautiful nature and Beach called "Jijel" Now if you don't mind I wanna know why you wonder to know my small village ? 😊

[@denali1122]

❤

[@andrewstavrakakes]

Recalibrated 4:20

[@CHAINSAW108]

I'm not sure if I like this awakening, if everyone else is still asleep when what... Im a loner in a world full of people

[@pangeanshores]

Got blasted a few time in my life 7:54

[@nicdaflic1931]

Hey when are your satsangs coming back so much has changed and I haven’t joined one ever

[@Rmantvg]

Man i had a whole plan and career but because of some injuries and health issues i can no longer do that. I am currently homeless living in my van. I have always had rap on the back burner and now that i have the opportunity to go for it full force i am also at a fork in the road where i wonder if chasing that goal now is meaningless. As well most of the music i make is me venting anger and depression. Im torn on my beliefs theres so many possibilities. I lean towards jesus but i know im just human so i cant say for sure. I feel best when i embrace my own darkness yet half the time im ashamed about it or doubt myslef because of fear of god. I am totalky lost. I ask myself should i continue pursuing these earthly temporary goals or not? If i dont what do i do, stop everythimg and learn to live off bare minimum? I would go full force i to a religion if i was certain of one but i always remain agnostic at the chore. Life is a never ending existential crisis for me

[@fanfantravel]

Me when I was 17 my compassion to the world is in heaven I was like Jesus.But I think there was an ego being involved in that moment.Also same reaction to yours I also want to get that consciousness back like you said there's no way I get that from my experience it was like givine to me from something like an awakening basically my consciousness being awakened from hearing high level words now I'm 20,I remember before my awakening happen I was a dopamine addict and always in rage and very perverted and adrenaline addict.

[@pangeanshores]

0:08 ruined a silly life.

[@Allonenotalone]

Been in bed for 6 days.

[@PunishedKenny]

Why?

[@Allonenotalone]

@@PunishedKenny don’t know bro. Feel like I have some brutal anxiety. Mostly social. I have no interest in talking about most things and I feel like I have to act to be a part of this society.

[@PunishedKenny]

@@Allonenotalone I'm the same way, without the anxiety. I've come to accept that I don't fit in with this society, and so I partake in it as little as I can. I don't really engage in conversation, and even when I'm among people I rarely say anything. I only speak when I'm compelled to, but otherwise I stay silent and I pay no mind to how people might perceive that. I spend a lot of my time walking in nature by myself, and I find it really helps stave away feelings of anxiety and depression. Semen retention goes with that of course. You do not have to put on an act for anyone, just be your authentic self with acceptance of your current circumstance, which will change.

[@Allonenotalone]

@@PunishedKenny thanks brother. I really appreciate your feedback. I don’t have any interaction w people that have a similar viewpoint. Could lose my job from this who knows. 46 years old a fam to support and everything I see now makes zero sense. Tricky situation.

[@Wackaflaka89]

literally mate

[@PhillipMiller-d8n]

Dream time...subconscious visions...how much of it is important? Perhaps all of it or in "bigger" picture none of it? I understand this duality (or do i) Whether my days are "higher or lower" this dream time seems to be always suffering for me? Always of the past, always "lost, confused, painful, degrading" Always wake w/"heaviness" ? In old days I didnt give a damn, lived total ego & unconsciousness yet had wonderful "levitating, astral flying dreams" ? Now I give a damn, actually hv "try & let go" mind yet in my dreams only anxiety, suffering, depressive heaviness tht seems to "taunt" me? Hv you done a video on this dream world & its significance? Does anyone relate? Thanks so much~

[@jamesvandyk4282]

I have experienced 4x manic episodes with psychosis. I KNOW that these were spiritual awakenings gone wrong. Anyone got any advice lmao?

[@prestonbobby2200]

Was the bliss you felt at 12 11:27 Self Love and acceptance ?

[@spiritualrenaissance]

yes Self (with a capital “S”)

[@ottohawkins7155]

If I leave they watch me if I stay they watch me what do I do

[@spiritualrenaissance]

..:) Let em watch

[@zucube6544]

What is one thing that god despises the most?

[@Enlightend1nee]

When you were in the military was your mind awakend or were you still unaware of awakenings and everything essential to spirituality? Currently in the military 11B and i find it hard to be here being awakend and aware of my surroundings. Just wanted someone else’s insight and perspective the vibes are pretty low here and i know it couldn’t only be me who finds this job and business contradicting to oneness and kundalini ascension

[@CrisostomoMagalonaIII]

sickness= spiritual awakening?

[@VisibletoanyoneonYoutubes]

It put me in the hospital 😂😂😂 funny game we play 🎭

[@rawshi7931]

4:40 this is interesting 🤔 I’m familiar that awakening never ends, but I am one who thinks that the souls journey is to awaken and purify itself until it gets to a level of internal being that allows the spirit to merge back with absolute being (god/universe/source). If this is a concept, are you saying that the great masters like Buddha, Krishna, Jesus etc. are souls that are still incarnating in this physical realm?

[@spiritualrenaissance]

they are usually incarnating in other subtle realms- astral, causal (no need to be here on this one). But if the divine ordains it- then they will come back here for a specific purpose. They just go where they go. We all do actually. If the spirit merges totally with absolute then there is no sense of life or existence. Thats why I say it cant happen 100 percent.

[@rawshi7931]

@@spiritualrenaissance thanks Yash. This is really helpful 🙏🏾✨

[@Shane-tr1up]

what does maya mean

[@PunishedKenny]

veil, I think

[@spiritualrenaissance]

Cosmic delusion

[@jockrot-fixit719]

Are you ruining your life or is it ruining you? Some apples never ripen and fall off the tree

[@Eight40]

Be careful not to do ayuhasca or 5meo and experience getting one hit - KO'D by some 6d mesopotamic demon in the DMT realm lol. otherwise, you'll become a crazy circus travelling hippie who quit their stable office job in the city. lol

[@Lunaticfromthewoods]

Its funny that you said that I had a huge shift in awareness while I was doing a spiritual practice I have no idea it might not have had anything to do with the practice. What are these spiritual practices anyway your not really doing anything.

[@inthesky7836]

I hope this lands well for you... but you kinda remind me of what Sean Strickland looks and acts like in 10-15 years from now. I mean well with that statement

[@spiritualrenaissance]

Agreed 👍

[@MorganBoykin]

To if you believe the myths of reality we were made by accident lol

[@Dante_Alligheri]

Dude

[@PunishedKenny]

Bro

[@naod5526]

Buddy