Why I deleted the discord server

Facebook : / ihaveschizophrenia
Instagram : / jacobbtyy
Twitter : / jacobbtylerr
Snapchat : jacobbty
My Discord : RareBeings#1798

[@Ihaveschizophrenia1]

My Discord : RareBeings#1798

[@matthewfurlani8647]

Why not let fans make a discord?

[@michellegimbert3251]

Maybe you should try going back on Lexapro, I'm no doctor but you don't seem to be doing well on the newer tablet according to your video on Depression earlier this year. I don't know, but that is what I would do. I've had so called "Schizophrenia" for 22 year's now and there is no way I could handle a Discord channel, don't let it get you down, do what's good for you. Sorry I never said hi, I don't use Discord. Also haven't watch much this year, but catching up now. Keep you chin up.

[@JCResDoc94]

cant choose your fans, thats true for all the internet. i probs joined, but likely never posted (i do that for all these socials). i snaped you once too, but couldnt get the sound to work: & i pretty much never open snap. i post to twitr & insta, but nvr check notifications. why? bc it is a hassle, & who needs it? i scroll them quickly once every month or two. & it is still pretty worthwhile. but despite me having every social: it is closer to me having none. really. i understand. ive found that the schizophranias/BiPD tend to be exaggeration echoes of normal systems. & the alarm systems are a problem. i think many ppl feel an edge of what you describe. just they do not have the social balz to del it or not check it. hope this finds you in a betr place. -JC

[@alexvidakovic]

What's a Discord? Sounds hostile. I mean, I know what a discord means as a word, I personally avoid any kind of discord and I do not have schizophrenia, I don't think discord is good for anyone, any kind of conflict should be avoided.

[@iPostiPodiEatiYuri]

cant find this username

[@Alan_Hero]

Dont be too hard on yourself. Your fans and close friends will understand. Wishing you a great summer. Things wont stay this way forever. We live in hope:)

[@ASMRconKiki]

Depression sucks. I am so sorry you are going through that. I had a relapse myself recently. It’s like my mind is full of charcoal and every day I dig and dig to clear a path. And the next day I need to start all over again. It’s always so nice to listen to you, you’re so relatable and charming. I pray you will feel better soon.

[@AnnaBulaklak369]

Hi Jacob! I’m AprilFlowers from your discord and that is okay that you deleted your discord server since it is making you feel uncomfortable. I have Schizophrenia so I understand and I think I would do the same too if I own a discord server. I’m still working on myself and just to say again that people like you give me hope in this world. So thank you. 💕

[@magdelanax2122]

Hey. I'm a new viewer. I admire that you are articulate about your cognitive state. I like the manner in which you talk and the topics you talk about because I never get to hear people like you in regular life. The things you are saying you are not good at are okay things to be not good at. Too many people love to own, to control, to lord over, to discipline. I'm sick of living tangled in a web of people who love to own. It is good you freed yourself from a burden. Be free. And I wish for you to find yourself rising out of what we call depression in the near future.

[@robertjr8474]

i enjoyed the discord but i completely feel you. i have a server with 15 ppl and even that is overwhelming to me sometimes. do what you need to do!

[@todoriliev3417]

Depression really sucks and i hope that you have someone close to you who could be there and ready to be supportive and get you out of it. The same way that you are helping people with your videos and making the difference, you should be lucky enough to find the person if not already who will be everything for you and both of you together to support eachother. Live your day with hope for better days ahead, make plans, look for the little signs, maybe our sickness is navigating our lives, but i believe that you have the guts to overturn the pattern. You can navigate successfully in your life and i can see it in you eyes. Edit: Earlier today i had a bit of trigers on myself and i might have not been aware while writing my comment initially, but now its edited to sound the way it is now. Sorry if i sound weirdly, but i its because of my ADHD and being on the autism spectrum as well.

[@Postcinct]

I'd only joined your server for a few weeks a year or so ago, but it seemed a nice enough place with some real nice people. I understand totally where you're coming from with this though, it's important to have something of a 'social detox' every now and then, focus on yourself. Hope things improve, man.

[@claire-ui6pu]

Sorry your feeling this way. My ex was bipolar my brother schizophrenic. You suffer for sure. You are a good leader by default, your leading this open channel. I’m in my thirties but I have to say you have great hair! And I have so much respect for the fact that your sharing your experiences with mental health because for instance my brother has never had anyone to share his experiences with. He had catatonic schizophrenia and for years never talked much at all. Your doing so much better than him. He ended up homeless and in a coma because no one recognised he needed help ( he’s now in uni and living with my mum) So even the fact you let people in you are helping soooo many more who suffer. Soooo much more than you will ever know. ❤️

[@olivierdube8110]

I stay to myself too and I've come tired of people suggesting it is not a normal way to be. Just be yourself, other people can't tell what's best for you. I totally understand.

[@KSWA1000]

Your voice is so soothing! I will fall asleep I have insomnia!

[@KSWA1000]

Truly your voice is peaceful.

[@1961maya]

Sorry you feel that way, hope you feel better soon

[@jayaldridge4444]

hang in there man dont beat your self up.

[@SteveMatthewKunnakatt]

God bless. Please don’t worry too much about it and please think that there are many friends out there. I really hope you come out of this depression. Praying for you 🙏

[@jh4271]

I miss the group but made a good call, left before you deleted it but man I miss the dbd gaming sessions it was the first time I ever did the mmo gaming with freinds it's like I had this great group for support. The people came who ruined it and said they were in the walls were such pathetic trolls. Im glad tho that I experienced it but I felt it too the stress too I wish I could have fixed it.

[@Piecier]

From what You're saying, at least it seems that You have insight into Your paranoia and delusions. I wish You, that You could just say "fuck it" and stop getting too preoccupied with all those paranoid thoughts. (OCD here, so I somewhat understand this issue) But having an insight, knowing that "this is influenced by my delusions", is already something You deserve to appreciate Yourself for. And it's something that may enable You to work on those paranoid thoughts. Like You said some time ago, You still have some ability to maintain logical thought. God Bless You man ;)

[@LilacUnderworld]

I've never run a Discord server but I can imagine it is a lot of responsibility. Sometimes you have to do what's best for your health so your decision is valid. You take care of yourself!

[@beautellelicious]

I hope you feel better soon Jacob and I'm sorry you have to deal with some of these dumb comments you're getting on this video.

[@suzannealsop3394]

Sounds like a good plan to me. I hear you.

[@rebeccamendez2691]

Jacob, plzzzzzzzzz get better. I'm sure that weeee don't want u to get worse. We want u to get better. I so so wish there was something we CD do to help u. Seriously! Pls don't go away from us. Mk a video everyday. Be live w us so u have someone there w u. U r alone to much! Plz get another cat or maybe another g friend. Something to help u. A special friend u can talk to . Pls get better n try to pull urself out of that depression. ❣️❣️❣️❤️❤️❤️. I know it's easier said than done. 😞

[@andersfreemann]

Glad you got that weight off your shoulder. It is important to remove stressors from your life and diminish them :)

[@tiannamonteverdi7995]

Understandable! 😌

[@baconboy222]

I totally understand where you’re coming from. Definitely your mental health is a priority.

[@Fee.1]

It won’t let me add you even from our past direct message sessions. It says you deleted discord and you have to both belong to the same discord to add someone as a friend. Can you like …join a public discord temporarily and tell me/is what it is so I can join and at least friend you again

[@pamdewall4588]

I’m ur fan for years

[@wendi2819]

Me too. I wish Jacob good health.

[@caitlinsalyers1017]

What bad people exactly I don't think this exists unfortunately............

[@Omegared_o]

I get it ppl be calling me an asshole for thinking theyre terrible ppl or some delusion haha then im the asshole nah jkjk i really liked the discord was happy it was there to hang out even though i rarely on discord but all is love have a good night 👍

[@Andthenbam]

Did the Discord server get deleted or was I banned?

[@rooster555555]

Go for walks and take cold showers. They're hard at first but u get used to it and it works like an antidepressant

[@Frogger-by1cu]

Sorry to hear that my DM’s are always open. I don’t like the way I look & paranoid that everyone hates me because of my disorder etc. I understand

[@caitlinsalyers1017]

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[@madsalt]

[@pamdewall4588]

Jacob hi!!!!!!!!!!

[@Fee.1]

Have you tried ketamine infusion therapy?

[@rebeccamendez2691]

What is that

[@caitlinsalyers1017]

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[@samanthamatus9534]

Yeah, your mental health is more important

[@caitlinsalyers1017]

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[@IlllIIIIlllIIIIlIlIIllIlIIlllI]

That server was overwhelming I left it long ago, props to you on deleting it. I suggest you to stop putting yourself out there, maybe delete this channel next, you might find peace. You owe the world NOTHING! Live private, calm. Close in, be safe.

[@IlllIIIIlllIIIIlIlIIllIlIIlllI]

You need to help yourself first, you owe people absolutely nothing as I’ve said, sent you a request and going to try to talk to you, my username starts with a D

[@louisupton3740]

Jesus died for our sins,if we turn from sin we'll be saved,Jesus is the only way not to go to hell

[@thetechnoking]

You should microdose Ayahuasca, it's great for depression. Only the Vine, without the leaves.

[@danthemanporto]

not good for someone with shizophrenia

[@caitlinsalyers1017]

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[@caitlinsalyers1017]

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