Winter broken heart | Van life stories queer breakup

[@StephenWarrenArt]

Hope everything’s okay. I’m spending Christmas alone in my van this year but It’s not so bad. The days are beginning to lengthen and one day we’ll see the sun again 💛

[@FlossyRoxx]

@Stephen Warren sending you holiday wishes and cheer! Yes, thank goodness, we're over the hump!

[@captainbluefin9039]

Sending peace, tranquility, and support your way. The hurt will eventually go away even though it may feel like it won't at the moment.

[@FlossyRoxx]

Thank yooooouu that means a lot @Captain Bluefin

[@laurahampson301]

I’m just seeing this in Feb. 2024. You are so inspiring, Flossy. I’m crying right along with you. I’m grieving over a broken relationship still, after being apart 19 months now. It hurts less for sure but, loneliness sucks. I’m so happy that you’re feeling better in 2024.

[@FlossyRoxx]

@laurahampson301 sending you care and love. Time is a beautiful healing

[@Jernie64]

You are a warrior Flossy Roxx!! An amazing overcomer!!! Keep being you and keep on Vanin!!❤

[@FlossyRoxx]

@Rose Linder awwww thank you so much! I’m doing my best out here!

[@shakyhandpictures2185]

I type this through tear filled eyes. The courage you demonstrate just being vulnerable touches my heart. My broken heart will never heal. Losing my son to suicide, the impact on our family and the heartache I feel every single day for the last 8 fucking years is now my new normal. I am forever changed as we all change when shit happens in our lives. I’m touched by your honesty and by your ability to share the ups and downs of your life. Outstanding job, I wish I could get and give you a hug, so I’ll send a virtual hug of support and understanding. Rick

[@FlossyRoxx]

@Shaky Hand Pictures awwww Rick, I'm tearing up reading your beautiful comment. Hearts are such tender things, I don't believe grief goes away, we always hold it.. The tender way we hold space for the past and the future is always informed by our life changing experiences. I see your heartbreak and hold it with mine! Hugs back!

[@h.w.a.batterink1027]

Hello Flossy, yes this to shall pass. to quote Hamlet: Parting is such a sweet sorrow...

[@hannahsmith3132]

flossy you have so much love pouring in from your subscribers and we all will be here for you much love flossy and many happy travels to come your way

[@blessedveteran]

I recently went through a breakup. I allowed myself to grieve and cried a lot. Today I cry less and am thankful for that. I hope the same for you when your spirit is ready to let it go!

[@FlossyRoxx]

Yeah @blessedveteran I'm really trying to do the same, I think sometimes I'm the hardest on on myself! I really appreciate your kind words

[@hannahsmith3132]

flossy in that year you have come so far with the step van and im proud to see where you are now

[@brentguzman-leiva5724]

Wanted to hug you so big...squeeze all the sadness out...sending light and love

[@FlossyRoxx]

@Brent Guzman-Leiva thank you! Sadness takes a while to heal sometimes

[@luxmorgan-nadeau5022]

Wow, your authentic vulnerability is so moving! I'm sure sharing a bit of your emotional process wasn't easy, but it is so appreciated! Letting yourself feel your emotions is sooo powerful and getting to see a bit of what that is like for you is so empowering to my emotions as well. I was crying along side you at times, just tapping into what this felt like, even if it was many months ago now (I'm catching up on your past videos since I just started tuning in to your channel in Jan/Feb of this year). You have already come so far in the few months it's been since you premiered this video. And I love that you have the Kraken Hat to hold the energy of all of it. So beautiful! Thanks, as always for sharing your journey Flossy!

[@FlossyRoxx]

@Lux Morgan-Nadeau aawwww that's so freaking sweet of you! It was such a hard video to make! Yes, the karken hat is so so special to me, for so many reasons. I hope I can find a place for every to live in the new van! I'm so glad you're watching and feeling it all alongside with me. There's something about not being alone with it all.

[@bettykroll]

I crocheted a scarf out of the same yarn! Break ups are hard and it’s ok to allow ourselves time to grieve them. Sending light and positive vibes.

[@FlossyRoxx]

@Betty Kroll it's a beautiful one right! I love these colours. Thank you it's been a wild journey. 💔

[@margoburns9085]

You did a great job filming this. Real is hard, but it's also healing. Good video! Big hug back!

[@FlossyRoxx]

@Margo Burns aawwww thank you. It was really really hard. And yes healing, I've checked me along way with my heart since then ❤️ hugs

[@Twelvestonestacking]

Saltwater CURES everything! Loves ebbs and flows... contentment is sustained! Be still young one!

[@FlossyRoxx]

@Scott Hitt yesssss it does, and I am so so grateful for it, and being able to be in the ocean! 🌊

[@maryfonti6114]

God is sending a hug to you through the beautiful sunrise right behind you

[@helenatremblay4019]

The agony of heartbreak is indescribable! Unless it has happened to you it is also unfathomable!! Hope you have healed and finding joy! Merry Christmas 2022! 😍

[@tinyventuring2427]

Breakups are never easy. Know you are wonderful. Know you are amazing. Know you are strong. Know you are loved for you being YOU. You have come a long way and I look forward to seeing the places you go, the adventures you have, and the amazing build on your newer home. Much loves from down south in Iowa. Sending healing energies and will light a candle for strength and compassion for you. And a question? Do you take orders for crocheting things? Happy Holidays Flossy!

[@FlossyRoxx]

@tiny venturing awwwwww seriously!! Thank you ❤️ this means a lot to my lil ole heart! I'll get there, sometimes it's just so hard to see the wood for trees! Thank you for joining me on this journey and I really hope to share all that with you! ❤️❤️🕯️🕯️🕯️ Crochet things - maybe for patreons?? I don't know lol I considered making them and selling but the amount of time they take to make is a LOT vs what one could reasonably ask for it. The link to the pattern is in the video description, if you wanted to give it a go - I've never used a pattern before or done any more complex stitches and the instructions were so clear to walk me through it. You should give it a go yourself if you're wanting an octopus hat too lol

[@sallydansereau1270]

Wishing you peace and happiness is 2022. We all go through periods of grief. I am working through my own right now, not a break up but a life changing injury to someone close to me. Crafting and tactile ‘meditation’ are such calming ways to reflect. Looking forward to seeing your new van build progress over the next while. ☮️

[@FlossyRoxx]

Ooooh @Sally Dansereau that's a lot to carry I'm sure, sending you love! Yes crafting is definitely therapeutic for me right now! Next video will be a van build update - I'm excited for it!

[@charliesangel..brooklynn.y6071]

Bless your heart beautiful..we all eventually go through these hard times but things will get better..💗💗💗

[@FlossyRoxx]

I hope so... thank you.. It's a life transition for sure..

[@charliesangel..brooklynn.y6071]

@@FlossyRoxx like they say time will heal your broken heart..I've been there, I know the feeling all to 😢 well..your resilient you will bounce back..🙏❤️💪💪

[@Lolaandcassidyadventures]

Merry Christmas hope your heart heals. It’s been a rough few years on many of us. 🙏

[@FlossyRoxx]

thank you @dadab0y it really has!! I know it's usual for people to post happy xmas related videos, but heartbreak is real. I hope everyone can see the light at the end of the tunnel to keep on going..

[@RenayVildhjarta]

@@FlossyRoxx your willingness to reveal & share these EXPERIENCES & LEARNING is How EVOLVING Happens more Kindly & Pragmatically 🙏 YOU are a HERO💝 to Me😊 Sending Great Gratitude & Appreciation, Big Blessings & LOVE, Many Mercies & Compassion and All the Luck & Joy🍀✌🏽❤🙏🇨🇦May All be Free from Suffering

[@cyndeeh]

Oh hunni, I wish i was there to give you a never-ending hug! I'm so sorry ! I'm sending loving,and healing vibes to you this Christmas day hunni. I'm spending it alone. Glad we can spend part of it together.

[@FlossyRoxx]

Thank yooooouu @Cyndee H I really appreciate it xx

[@cyndeeh]

@@FlossyRoxx your welcome hunni

[@moiz85]

Such a beautiful place. May the ocean continue to be a balm to your broken heart.

[@FlossyRoxx]

Thank yooooouu, @Mercy Waters it's so beautiful and healing for the heart. I feel pulled, drawn irresistibly.

[@nancycoole5217]

Such a Majestic Sunset 🌅 Thanx for sharing such a wonderful gift

[@FlossyRoxx]

@nancy coole awww thank you!!

[@evapierce1090]

I've just started watching all your videos but I don't need to know much to feel your hearts pain. Im sending you love from Nashville TN. USA.

[@FlossyRoxx]

Aawwwww @Eva Pierce yeah, heartbreak is the worst. *Sigh thank you so much

[@goodandgreen]

Wow, what a journey. I honour your bravery and aptitude in making painful times into art movies. i think that cephalopod hat is actually part of you! when the colours matched your hair and you wear it on your head.... amazing, magical self expression.

[@FlossyRoxx]

I hope I can look back and really be proud of where I've been, what I've been through and how I've come through it and hopefully encouraged others to do so too! @goodandgreen It does match excellently :D Thanks for your support! xx

[@ReneaDooserider]

Sending love and light. To a very courageous woman. 🦋💕🌞

[@FlossyRoxx]

@Renea Dooserider thank you... it's been a bumpy time.

[@flywithholyspirit]

Buckets of Blessings

[@christinabryant5725]

Love and hugs being sent your way❤XO

[@DebReed54]

Loved the magical fairy island and the trees growing out of the rock. The ocean is so healing. 🧡

[@FlossyRoxx]

@Debra Reed it's an island with powerful energy and long indigenous history. I feel blessed to be able to cry here.. somewhere so beautiful

[@happydays59]

Wishing you a very Happy Holiday Season! I've been through my share of heartbreaks through my life, we can make them as short or as long as we want. I'm hoping yours will be on the shorter end. Stay busy. 🤗💕🥂🐙🦅💝

[@FlossyRoxx]

Thank you for your kind wishes, it's so nice to have all these beautiful comments today! @happy days I hope so too

[@sandyriley6421]

Saddened to hear about your breakup. Grief is to be expected under the circumstances. Devote all the time you need to the process. Sending hugs your way 💜💚

[@FlossyRoxx]

Thank you @Sandy Riley, I appreciate it

[@samanthasimpson4746]

The mechanic struggle is my most anxious part of vanlife. I was fortunate to have some amazing company during my last mechanic visit. 😉 Your hair looked magnificent in that sunshine. Sending healing hugs from the Interior today 💛 Hang in there, 2022 is bringing you a whole new life! 😘

[@FlossyRoxx]

I think it will... i'm definitely ready for lots of change! THANK YOU - I love my hair when it's this bright @Samantha Simpson Yeah mechanic stuff sucks hey, especially in winter! Thanks for your support

[@belindacarinaboco6410]

Hey Flossy...just came across your channel after watching Amanda's vlog..have a great day...

[@FlossyRoxx]

@Belinda Carina Boco ooooh!!! Welcome and I'm glad you're here, thank you so much for watching!

[@antoniobaez6282]

Merry Christmas 🎅. I hope you feel better. The only person you will ever need is you. Protect your heart and spread your wings.

[@FlossyRoxx]

@Antonio Baez thank you, sharing this has definitely helped! I'm working to heal my heart. Appreciate your support!

[@TheCaseyCunningham]

I hope you feel you’re feeling better.

[@FlossyRoxx]

@Stephen Kennedy maybe not better but different, shifted, changed? Which is something I guess?

[@TheCaseyCunningham]

@@FlossyRoxx Take care of yourself. If you’re ever in New Brunswick, I’ll show you some places you’ll never forget!

[@vj9195]

Hope this comment finds you at peace. Life is hard and I’m glad you have friends around you who care! Thank you for sharing your life with us! You and Amanda are great inspiration to women all over that we can be kind and loving and living our best life! Thank you and happy holidays

[@goodandgreen]

women and trans and non-binary people too

[@FlossyRoxx]

❤️❤️❤️🏳️‍🌈 @goodandgreen

[@FlossyRoxx]

@Vj I'm glad you enjoy the videos and find inspiration! May you have all the joy you desire in your life. Thank you for your support!

[@antoniafogarty7196]

A pain shared is better for your well being and we hope you will feel better soon

[@FlossyRoxx]

@Antonia Fogarty I was just saying this and how sharing this has helped me get through today! Thanks for being here!

[@ourspace1959]

Also sending you love and a big hug. I saw your van tour on Jasper's channel (Mr. Sunshine) I loved your energy. I look forward to following your journey.

[@FlossyRoxx]

@NatureBaby Thank you! Aaawww I appreciate it, thanks for following along - I've plenty more to come!

[@gembox86]

Awwww my beautiful friend love you so much.

[@FlossyRoxx]

Geeemmmmm!!!! 😍❤️😍❤️😍❤️😍🥰🥰 @Gemma Duncan I love you too

[@cdnchick1167]

I am so sorry about your recent break up! I love your photography and creative energy! Sending you a BIG comforting hug!

[@FlossyRoxx]

@Cdn Chick ooooh!! Did you check out the website? Thank yooooouu, creativity is medicine to my heart too! Thank you xx

[@cdnchick1167]

@@FlossyRoxx I actually just took a peek at your site! BEAUTIFUL!!! You are SO TALENTED! thank you for sharing your craft! :)

[@FlossyRoxx]

@Cdn Chick aaawwww!!!! Thank you, gosh! 🤭 It's been an honour to photograph so many amazing people!

[@cdnchick1167]

@@FlossyRoxx Psst...by the way, I am from BC as well! :) We are so blessed to live in such a beautiful part of our country!

[@FlossyRoxx]

@Cdn Chick ooohh awesome yay! Well let me know if you're ever around

[@debrandw246]

I am so sorry for your pain. Its been a rough month. So many unusual, crazy, cruel things have happened. Have the best Christmas possible. I hope things get better for you soon. Love and blessings.

[@FlossyRoxx]

@Deborah Beynon it's been a wild year and last few months! *sigh... I'm ready for a break and calm! Thank you for your love and hope you have had a lovely Xmas yourself x

[@lorraineowen7978]

Oh Flossy darling I'm so sorry you've been going through a tough time.. I'm sending you a big hug lovely .. 🤗🤗🤗 😊

[@FlossyRoxx]

@Lorraine Owen it can only go up hill from here right? 🤞 thank you for your support

[@tuesdaysadventures4128]

Sending you all the love and healing energy ❤

[@FlossyRoxx]

Thank you ❤️ @Tuesdays Adventures

[@Vancouver144]

Time after time.

[@paula7091]

Sending you happy, healing vibes.

[@FlossyRoxx]

@Paula thank yooooouu ❤️😭❤️

[@batwithglasses]

Can't have joy without sorrow, time is on your side.

[@FlossyRoxx]

Awww thank you @Benevolent Backpacker this is true. I appreciate it

[@albertaadventures7750]

Great video. Very raw. Sending virtual hugs. Love your hat!

[@FlossyRoxx]

@Alberta Skoolie Adventures I'm glad it touched you. Thank. I can't wait to show you all the finished hat!!

[@AlexDonnett]

That kraken hat design is epic

[@FlossyRoxx]

@Alex Donnett thank you! I'll show you the finished hat really soon too!!

[@SlyThePumpkinGuy]

Hey, beautiful. Never cry for that person who does not know the value of your tears.🎃

[@FlossyRoxx]

@G Messier 💔

[@ginettevestner6279]

Awwww sweetness, my heart broke for you. May peace find you soon xoxox

[@FlossyRoxx]

@Ginette Vestner thank you for being here with me through this xx

[@sunnyrivers]

Sending hugs your way darling❤️❤️❤️

[@FlossyRoxx]

Thank you @Sunny Rivers I appreciate it!

[@sonyak9879]

💜

[@sharonmayer7572]

Big hug 💛🧡

[@FlossyRoxx]

@Sharon Mayer thank you ❤️

[@janicemunn3868]

Your videos are the Your videos r always unique and thought inspiring. This one was the best eve tho and just what I needed today. What a wonderful way to channel your energy.

[@FlossyRoxx]

Awww I'm glad it was what you needed today @Janice Munn Sending you love too! 😊. Thank you

[@willallen7757]

Happy Christmas!

[@LauraE15]

I know tht in the moment it may seem like this will never pass, but I promise, this to shall pass. And there will be joy, happiness, and even trust once again. Just take some time for yourself. Live life to the fullest , without having any regrets. It will get better. And I promise, I will get to sending ya an email. It’s just been so hectic. Blessings 🙏 Merry Christmas 🎄😊🎅

[@FlossyRoxx]

Thank you so much, I'll do my best @Laura

[@coloringjenn1975]

🥰🥰🥰🥰♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️

[@StephenWarrenArt]

Beautiful editing

[@FlossyRoxx]

Aaawwww thank you. I love the crafting of a story and it's hard when you're the subject and the storyteller to do justice to the emotion without erring into self indulgence and still give value to the audience. *Sigh* I appreciate this a lot @Stephen Warren

[@juanitagreenspan5412]

Take care of yourself.

[@FlossyRoxx]

@Juanita Greenspan thank you, you too!

[@RenayVildhjarta]

Sending A BIG HUG Joining you Patreon too😍 ✌🏽❤🇨🇦✊🏽🙏

[@FlossyRoxx]

Aaawwwww thank yooooouu!!! @Renay May!! I really appreciate it! I've some white xmas to share with you there!!

[@RenayVildhjarta]

@@FlossyRoxx I'm l❤❤king 👀 at it All now🤗 So Happy to join the BEAUTIFUL COMMUNITY you are creating ❣

[@FlossyRoxx]

Thank you, you're very kind. I'm doing my best.. @Renay May

[@meandmysunshine1]

♥️💕♥️

[@FlossyRoxx]

@meandmysunshine1 ❤️

[@GodsChild212]

♥️♥️♥️

[@mizzloyce4439]

Sending u a virtual Hug.

[@FlossyRoxx]

@Mizz Loyce thank you 💔

[@mauricepowers3804]

💖😥💖

[@FlossyRoxx]

@Mauriece Powers thank you

[@davidkost418]

This was such an uplifting video! NOT - sorry your man left you. There are lots of great guys out there who will be right for you. Hang in there !

[@FlossyRoxx]

@David Kost there's a whole world of opportunities, people and experiences out there. Who knows what'll happen from here..

[@davidkost418]

@@FlossyRoxx I’m sorry, I didn’t know you were gay. I just assumed you broke up with a man.I just watched your other video. You only get one life. You are who you are. Be proud - if someone doesn’t like it that’s their problem not yours. I’m straight but have gay friends and I feel sorry when they have to hide that fact - who cares. Life’s too damn short. Get happy and get over your breakup. Tomorrow is another day. 💋

[@antoniafogarty7196]

call him Bert

[@Vancouver144]

i AM a mechanic, 1977 till know.

[@FlossyRoxx]

My lil 1977 van is still going strong, it's sure easier to work on older engines!!

[@Sharon-mu3hj]

Awe hugs I feel ya in same boat luv 💓 💖 💗

[@FlossyRoxx]

@Sharon awwww!!!! Sending you lots of love! Xxxxxx

[@saylaveenadmearedead]

I'm so sorry for your suffering, how can I help? Would coming to Hawai'i be of any consideration??? I have a sailboat that could use some love... otherwise I often advise getting a dog to heal...

[@FlossyRoxx]

@Rev Dr Malama awwww thank you. I'd love to come there one day but I really don't have the cash to travel, and I'm building the step van! Hopefully the chanel and patreon grow so I can - and I hope to get a fur baby (haven't decided better cat or dog) once the new van is built!

[@saylaveenadmearedead]

@@FlossyRoxx purrfect