Merkules - "In My Heart"

Prod : ENG
Mixed : Nato Down
Mastered : Terry Tran
Video : DTG
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[@diecastguykid8751]

I salute you sober people. Seriously. It's not easy.

[@darrylgreves2128]

You can do it too and I agree it is hard but we all have to learn in life when enough is enough 😉 keep on fighting it’s never to late respect 👊🏼

[@p-ydb]

fuck being sober live life!

[@JokerFromHell]

6 years clean and sober, 3 suicide attempts, 2 broken relationships and broken up with my family, i play this song everyday since it came out and it helps me with fighting my battle against my own demons, it makes me stronger.

[@stevenoest]

6 years is impressive as fuck my man. You definitely have a purpose on earth after all you've been through. Stay strong!

[@jimmythomas5979]

Can relate on every lvl brother. Fighting my demons everyday well trying to maintain my sobriety. 3 years ckean, youre not alone brother!!!

[@lukewayne4594]

Jan ist 2023 will be 7 years for me everyday is a struggle fighting demons since before i stopped it got alot worse when my dad past 3 years into my sobriety since then these demons really been fucking with me

[@TKN_Story]

bruh i have 0 attempts. don't announce failure so easily

[@cash2436]

Keep up the hard work.

[@pepsifire7361]

This song requires a second listen to fully understand the meaning of every verse. Masterpiece.

[@carnage2380]

GOOSEBUMPS... 8yrs sober and counting! 🙏

[@gazb4544]

I cant believe this song hasnt had more views. It's one of the most real songs he ever wrote

[@kaseylockhart340]

I love merkules been listening to him since panda. I don't know how the hell this is 4 years old and I'm just now hearing it for the first time. Just gave me GOOSEBUMPS.....

[@kaseylockhart340]

I don't even drink like that too. I love it. 🔥 🔥 🔥

[@2012WEEDMAN]

This is my absolute favourite song on the album. Gives me chills everytime

[@milessutton7503]

5

[@jamesgallan6070]

This song has me in tears, been battling alcohol for years, some days I win, most days I lose, merkules your the shit for being so real about it, thank you for this one

[@JustinLeon423]

Me to bro shit ain't easy CHEERS to that

[@xbenjo1710]

same

[@jamesgallan6070]

Good luck to everyone who struggles with this shit, we do have the power to overcome...and merk....you do too

[@chancebrady2]

Damn brother. I'm right there with ya

[@ss-eade]

Same brother it's a struggle day to day.

[@jeramystewart8431]

"you helped me at my lowest and left me in the darkness" I felt that in my soul.

[@martinporter6184]

No matter how many years roll by an I age from this young adult to a full grown elder man I will always play this song with headphones plugged in volume to max sit.... an just relate to the flow of lyrics strung together for a personal (story told).... whilst bop ahead along with the beat produced with so much passion an class to it... for murk to come an 100 🔥 🔥 🔥 murder with his lyrical talent along with emotional commitment 👏

[@7770robi]

This song hits something in my soul. On repeat for a few days now.

[@dereklewis1538]

Facts still blasting this shit stomp down killaz for life

[@rickymartinez6207]

I feel you brotha 🤙 I'll do the same thing I'm doing it right now 💯💯

[@cergeidawson7439]

MERK deserves the top 10 realist artist to ever spit. Real music

[@patrickvinion5655]

Facts

[@Alexander-mr8jq]

www.surreynowleader.com/entertainment/surrey-raised-merkules-raps-his-way-around-the-world/

[@meaganmarlborough7030]

I agree!

[@meaganmarlborough7030]

@WO0 yEAHHH yEAHHH right

[@jont5632]

💯

[@JeffintheFlesh420]

3 years sober next month. This song helped save my life. It couldn't be more accurate.

[@shaniahcarter284]

Shout out to everyone struggling with addiction! You can win this.

[@micahmartin2821]

Hell nah

[@randomuser3053]

Probably could its just nicotine

[@andrewg7878]

Addictions just a cheap trick.

[@coondaddyvlogs8679]

Thanks man , its always an uphill battle , even when you arent offered anything , or if you dont think of anything .... curiosity and temptation are always there in the shadows lurking ... waiting for you to go under the moonlight "just one last time" ........... being addicted to substance is hell honestly ...... but hey at least im damn honest enough to admit that after 2 years clean i still and always will have a drug problem wether im using drugs or wether im squeaky clean .... once a user always a user in todays society , just gotta prove ya worth

[@daveidduha]

@@randomuser3053 What always gets me is its so easy to quit im like "i can start again, its easy to quit!" such a trap

[@samclark410]

Real life shit I’m 57 days sober and shit is still in my heart..

[@puffingPurpleKush]

Good shit Bro. Keep going.

[@vladomelka7045]

keep going right way bruh 🕉

[@cavelvlan25]

That demon will never leave it's up to you to starve it to death

[@paulh6063]

Congrats man. Day 8 for me. Let's win it.

[@samclark410]

Thanks homies day 60 feels good

[@optimaprime8970]

Merk you'll never know how much you help. You make me wanna fight suicide and depression. Thank you

[@joshualichner2792]

Fuck yeah. Life a privilege, enjoy

[@johnphillips3937]

This helped me through bad times in a failing relationship, grasping at straws. For me its not about alcohol or substances at all, but love IS like a drug sometimes, its just which one and what is required to get that fix. Hope it helps everyone that hears it

[@miztahrayeproductions2942]

Sublime song about alcoholism. Thankyou. I cried on this one. My dad is an alcoholic. Got me thinking.

[@angelinajalbert7161]

fr same here but even tho my dad showed me this he doesnt fuckin see it

[@Cody-9309]

Man 4:00 to 4:05 in the song he says it even I’ve been writing about liquor all along

[@RoaR3000]

...Not just one of the greatest Merkules songs,Just one of the Greatest period!...Amazing track!...

[@LEEBANTON-iu4ss]

I'm in addition for 37 years and I am currently 48 and I think that this script will be relevant for a long time and will be as long as we struggle!long love and blessings to all of you under the rain!hope your journey ends well 😢❤❤

[@dallas454]

This hits me hard twice. For relationship and hard liquor habits.

[@sweetjimibignuts1300]

I was thinking the same dude

[@endlesspossibilities4852]

Agreed. Crazy how much it's both!

[@JAIMY3155]

For me it is relationship and speed and weed. Maybe liquer a bit but those 2 are my real devils😔

[@stratotesphoenix4085]

Erybody underminding Merks Greatness gets on my Nerves. He soooo- underated.

[@timfuller221]

I think life is gonna destroy me… I can’t get through this without a crutch

[@haydenrice7252]

This is one of my favourites off the album, the energy is unmatched 🔥🔥

[@JEEBUSxHIMSELF]

as a man whose been drunk everyday since 2016 this shit speaks to me on a different level

[@mrsdevine161]

good luck

[@nathanyoungblood6031]

Same here. Everyday for the past 16 years. I’m only 31. At 20 I had to go to a liver specialist. My blood count should have been 50 but it was 101. Have you heard Dax-dear alcohol. This song and Dax’s get me through a lot

[@liticalskate7061]

I'm a 41yo in Lou KY who first came across big Merk about 6-7 yrs ago and been standing by his talented skill set, swearing to MFs this man be the truth in the rap game!

[@AtomikGamez2]

3 1/2 years sober, found this song right before it all hit the bottom..... One of the REALEST songs Ive ever listened to about that fucking poison.

[@skinnyfatboymiller8851]

9 years sober and my life is still affected by what alcohol done to my life but I only get stronger God-bless this song.

[@c-logattigattis5522]

Heart, love and your soul, anything's possible. Never forget that

[@larrycooper4342]

This song helping me get through this 17 year addiction to opiates and meth

[@brandontrujillo2589]

2 months sober...this jam just gave me the determination to stay that way

[@miken8889]

this songs speaks to me about my current relationship so much! so much love and hate

[@runner5675]

The 1st of November! In the morning - Yelawolf's album, in the evening - Merkules's album! Damn!

[@spencerford9116]

40 days sober, and it’s been one hell of a battle but it’s possible, Y’all that are struggling holler at me if you need to talk #RecoveryIS Possible

[@TheNightKing22]

Ya know... I pray for your safe recovery. However, the Jameson bottle pic is a little contradictory lol

[@tumnassnr]

you are not truly free till you not counting dayz,,,, let that sink in

[@jessestevenson1496]

Good shit bro. But u know ur profile pic still a bottle right!?!

[@matthiasnilsson9057]

Keep going homie. I did one bad decision and in back after 100+ days clean from h

[@TwistedVizionzEnt]

54 days sober for me today. Keep up the good work dude. Recovery is definitely possible, it's not easy by any means but to everyone struggling, you CAN do it.

[@Lebsolja]

Shit I opened up youtube at the right time today

[@Stevebo30]

Not if u haven't heard yelawolf new album best thing on KZbin right now but this was dope too

[@juniorsworld3771]

What's is this the end of the year sale before black Friday lol ish everyone one from KZbin is bringing that heat like effin crazy whos else is gonna come out with heat and flames my ears are thirsty for noise

[@Lebsolja]

juniors world Flatbush zombies and the underachievers are where’s it’s at bro. If you don’t listen to then already check em out.

[@juniorsworld3771]

@@Lebsolja guessing I have to now to thanks man lol

[@Lebsolja]

juniors world Indigoism is probably my favourite album. Enjoy the music!

[@jasondeane6303]

I've been to rehab twice. I want to share a quote with you that has stuck with me. The darkest moments in our lives are not to be lost or forgotten. Rather, a memory to be called upon to remind us of the unrelenting human capacity to overcome the intolerable.

[@mattb9054]

Remembering how close to death I was and how aweful I felt is a huge driving force in my success today, both financially, mentally and physically

[@apexoutdooradventuresa.o.a2574]

CONGRATS to everyone seeking recovery from the dark holes we can find ourselves in! Every dark night has a bright sunrise...rain does subside to give way to beauty. And may we all stand strong TOGETHER to make a better today and a bright tomorrow! God bless

[@diecastguykid8751]

N/W Representative.

[@SelectTaxi24]

Listen so many nights, please come in UK 🇬🇧 need your voice here brother ❤️

[@hjejeejhej5920]

My sister and mom went to your show and you called my sister out on drugs.... MAD RESPECT unfortunately it never worked but you tried your best and i will always love you because if it. Most real rapper right here dont get it wrong people merkules is awesome

[@kevinm4664]

Don't stop ! We need more !!

[@vrsjah8870]

I just can not stress it enough how much I love this song.

[@greentea_23]

This song hits me hard. Almost as hard as the bottle did.

[@redwhitegreen3326]

Aight bruh LFG 🍀🚀

[@SidneyjLutz]

I legit had this song playing in my truck when I got a DUI. with my daughter dying I lost my shit and went off the rails, but then I thought about my 3 kids at home and have to get my shit together to be around for them. your music always has a way of speaking to me and helps me realize I'm not alone

[@Havok0ne]

One of few most important tracks in my life

[@simplythefresh4139]

brooooooooooooother!!! GOOSEBUMPS outta' HELL!!!!! ❤💥💥💥💥💥💥💥

[@lucaschilds9656]

Best song on the album hands down

[@darrylgreves2128]

Bro your a God send keep up the good work I’m 3 years clean now

[@HakunaMufasa66]

Whenever Merk pops I automatically add it to my playlist even if I can’t listen to it at that moment because everything he touches and speaks on is 🔥he is white biggie

[@gmc3148]

He is merkules 😄

[@meaganmarlborough7030]

Same here,i save everything to my Merk folder 🤣

[@DCRACKA]

WOOOO! MERK snapping like Ric Flair!

[@leviwalker7385]

3 years later and it's like this dropped yesterday 🍻

[@jamesboles1937]

Merkules never disappointing. Story telling rhymes is the shit

[@robertfarrin9151]

This is the song i will play until i stop drinking. Heres to day one....

[@johnnyqmusic]

Today is my 1 year mark clean off alcohol. This song right here got me through this. From rehab with the shakes to now feeling better. This helped save my life. Real talk. Thanks BIG MERK!

[@lHighGrade]

Can relate to this too much...This is art in its purist form...SDK 4 LIFE

[@kmkmakaveli]

Respect from Poland !!!!🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥

[@thedevinefeminine]

My fav song on the album. Love the lil screams! Aahhhhhhh

[@TheCassimiano]

Me too 👍 aagghH

[@DavidHall-qh1fb]

I feel you bro this song heart wrenching and warming at the same if you want it to get better it's possible you have want it bad enough

[@haroldhannum7198]

This shit hits me in so many different ways

[@GunBase]

last night i saw merkules live, when i walked past the tour bus the door flew open and he said "who hasn't gotten their greens today" and tried to hand me and other fans a veggie tray i froze with fear (EXTREME ANXIETYS) lol. when the show was over i made my way to the stage for an autograph or a picture and having the worst anxiety that was so stressful but i waited and waded through everyone to go up first,people shoved me out the way to shove merch on him by the time i finally made it up he was ready to go back and clean up, thankfully i got a good picture and to see the amazing show, i honestly don't think i really cared for the autograph as much as i wanted to say thank you, cause i wouldn't have ever pushed myself without this music. i would have stayed to drink and hang out but i couldnt drink coming from 5 cities down. maybe next year

[@rickymartinez6207]

7 years sober this December and never felt better this song helps so much 🤙💯

[@jordansalinas2421]

Damn. Once again. You delivered the people are not disappointed. Alcohol is a horrible addiction.

[@GrayMagicFrequency]

Thats my boy merk!! The raw flow of his emotions put into a form that all of us get to truly experience. Just like Notorious B I G he will grunt and scream in between verses, it gets to the point where his emotions can't be explained in words. Raw, beautiful, and real.

[@jigsaw4253]

Been struggling with substance abuse for over 3 years now.

[@EPSSofficial]

Sober from the bottle for over just under two years now, i still bump this when I have cravings, cuz it reminds me I can’t

[@endlesspossibilities4852]

Absolutely love this song! 🤘💙 Oh, and all the others! 😊✌️

[@derickb]

Truth has no boundaries. Going through this Dailey . It's harder then most say or lead you to believe. Until you wake up, then the world looks boring and the same again. Well played sir well played. Been hearing your words for a while now. Keep the work up, you put in the time and time will put it in for you. Thank you merk

[@stacyfrisbey8786]

Damn right all of it. Absolutely feel you .

[@ImTHATguy...]

We got us a whole album of the sickness! 🤙🤙

[@ErnestJLivfree]

Everything about this song speaks to me.. deep, thank you merk

[@splaxy8116]

Im sipping here vibing and listening to your lyrics and then 4:04 hits I look at my bottle. Damn bro... I'm not going to lie and say I'm going to quit, but I'm definitely making a change. Thanks man.

[@leonerdothe13th32]

There are no bad tracks on this album...but if you're reading this you probably knew that already. Great solo at the end too. peace

[@shaunhall606]

I don't know how but he totally nailed my situation

[@kenplageriii4551]

Love this song so much

[@ShawnHartwell]

This beat is completely savage. Let's just get that out there. And Merkules does it again capturing the essence of addictive behaviors and the relationship people can have with ALL FORMS of substances. The key for getting to the bottom of your addictive behaviors is understanding the answer to this question, "What symptoms am I attempting to self-medicate?" Because that's usually the root of why people abuse substances - mental health(BPD,Bipolar,depression,anxeity, you name it...)

[@MrSquires420]

3 weeks sober off drugs!.. tomorrow .. I have been an alcoholic for a bit but also tapering my intake of that and working my way off the methadone I hope I make it through the crazy times in life rn .. pray for you all and wish the very best ✊

[@jaimedilnik]

I totally know this feeling I have been an alcoholic and addict for 20 years and recovery is amazing but I keep testing the waters every few years just to find my self drowning again. This battle is crazy but I am the winner we can all do win I believe it’s possible

[@malachipeterson9661]

Most unknown and underrated rapper of all time

[@dblock4696]

Best one off the album 👌🏻👌🏻👌🏻👌🏻

[@Justyyne]

MERKKKK do a "listen to your heart" remix

[@CKBowling1]

This needs a radio edit...be tops on the play lists

[@jasoncox3861]

gives me chills every time i listen to it

[@seimkuruc]

A real song from the heart right here. Straight fire! 🔥

[@athanmonty2226]

For those that can't drink or gave it up I salute you. I will take a drink for your hard work. God bless you all.

[@landonfriesen4270]

Best song on the album by a mile. Merk straight up spits raw bars. The beat is fantastic. Head bobbing the whole song. Song is a masterpiece

[@brendonwatson8770]

Battled addiction my whole life merkules helps me threw it so much. Been sober from opiods 4 years now meth 2 years and now I just drink but I will overcome that soon too hopefully

[@TheLostmindz420]

Most underrated

[@jimmythomas5979]

FINALLY BROKE THE CYCLE OF ALCHOLISM AND DRUG ABUSE. THIS IS ONE OF MY BATTLE CRIES WHEN SOMEDAYS GET A LITTLE OVERWHELMING.

[@sweetjimibignuts1300]

Been dealing with alcohol and heartbreak for a while now, this song really hits home for both

[@mpmcglaun2]

The alcohol definitely is a BS drug

[@SurpriseHunters]

It gets better my man. Ive been dealig with heartbreak too. Merk does the work!

[@rakkup7572]

Riding with you on the same shit. This is the one that gets me too. this beat goes sooo hard tho I lose my shit during the chorus. “You would have never moved, if I hadn’t made you uncomfortable.”- The Universe

[@ikarusnarel139]

I'm there with you too. This song speaks to me hardcore. Lets be appreciative to merk for putting this together man, first time I hearing it and I know it will be in a constant rotation for the forseeable future.

[@envy_ups1095]

I think that's why we're all here!! Merk knows how to speak to your inner side

[@sirturtle4681]

I've liked almost everything this guy has put out. Everybody has wack songs but percentage wise this mans catalog is better than anybody elses

[@low-mercypredatorhunters6479]

DJ Khaled Anotha ONE 🔥💯🔥💯🔥 Seriously Merk SLOW DOWN with the Bangers it's hard to Keep up Sincerely every Fan 💯

[@meyounahanaha]

Merk killing it as usual.

[@markgelling6736]

6 years sober..It’s possible to be sting and carry on!Im proof!Stay on the path..Much love ..

[@miztahrayeproductions2942]

That beat is like an inferno to my ears. I'll take the heat, I live in the kitchen.

[@raw_si_siht]

Oct. 29th 2109 was one year clean of alcohol. Workout daily and eat right. Lost 80 lbs, crushing life. Blessings.

[@welcometotheweirdside2456]

I can relate to this song!! I love this song!!! 👊👊👊👊💯

[@MV-qx3ju]

.. DAMN no words, homie spits life.

[@michaelpatrick6202]

This song is a testament to how great you truly are merk. I've been listening to you for a years now and I've heard this song like everyday since this album has dropped. And now a time when I'm struggling with my drinking more then ever it speaks to me more then ever. You are truly a gifted and brilliant artist. I look forward to everything you drop and aways love putting all your older shit on repeat. Thanks for you you do for us merk. You have no idea how much you mean to so many of us out here. I hope for the chance to meet you the person one day.

[@nkv2580]

My new fave Merkules song.. I can totally relate to this right now.

[@meganhulslander4065]

Man my mind was blown on this track, I really am speechless and just played this 10 times back.