Morgan, I don’t think the answer is moving, you have done that in the past and still had the same outcome. You’ve put so much work into building a home for yourself, and you’ve come so far. Don’t give up! A lot of people run away from their problems and I used to as well, but I’ve learned that you never truly heal unless you face it head on, even though it is uncomfortable. In order to grow, you are going to have growing pains. Wishing you love and light. Again we are all so proud of the person you are, invest into yourself and don’t worry about what everyone else thinks. It’s your life, babe! You only have one!!!! ❤

Girly pop , i love you so so much, but chilllllllllllllllll! Do fun more stuff at home , enjoy!

Shit girl you need to start looking into and excepting you are adhd riddled it’s different for females

We love and support you, but as a mental health girly it’s giving “take a breath”. Let your body, heart, mind settle. The loneliness is internal and you should just stop. Take a moment. You’ve talked extensively about how much happiness this house brings you and it sounds like you miss your brother and nephews. These things are normal, but you need to sit with it and stop running ❤

grandma is killing mee

I just moved into an apartment with my boyfriend and a roommate. I am sad a lot. We decided to get a dog in a few months. It’s the only thing that brings me joy to think about.

How’s that ozempic treating you, holy crap LOOOL

Maybe try having a goal, something to work towards. The house did that, now what’s next?

It's the feeling of no responsibility. Being able to stay and not have any responsibility is what feels good and relaxing

Omg you should get trail cams so you can throw in lil shots of the deer in your video. See if you catch other wild animals at night 🦝

Morgan is so beautiful and has so many things many people wish to have! Such as carisma, a wonderful loving and supportive family and friends. It’s honestly hard to understand why she is constantly doubting herself. What is it that she is lacking? I think is self-love. I hope read learns to love and appreciate herself a bit more, because 1) she if physically beautiful: tall, great skin, beautiful face etc.. 2) smart as heck I’m sure! 3) a great friend and sister and daughter. Aww Morgan, it’s sad you often feel depressed and lonely. It’s all in your head hun, because we see different. Sending lots of love your way. I pray you embrace what God has giving you! And trust me you have a lot to be grateful for. 😘

Morgan- I can uniquely relate to this.. I lived in Las Vegas for 8 years.. was offered a home where Im from in Pennsylvania and tried it.. nothing has been working here. It's a beautiful home but Im still stuck. Felt like I just escaped my problems in Vegas and in hind sight wish I stayed. Im super lonely here. Im confused why I do this strange pattern too and this made me feel comforted that Im not the only one lol..

I love your cute lil bird target Christmas ornaments ❤🥰

12:28 “Morgan theirs liquor in here just so you know…” is that what’s being said???

get a grip on reality and start practicing some gratitude.

I just saw a Jewish girl crying I’ll be a little late to heaven sorry her chinchilla died btw

Babe, this is your ADHD-brain dopamine high talking. You need to learn to be by yourself. Buy a house and renovate it was also your ADHD. Now that you’re done, the dopamine went away. It will always be like this, no matter what you do and where you live. Breathe, relax and go to ADHD-therapy😂❤️ Love from an ADHD sister

100000% invite your family to yours for a weekend ! Get games and cozy food and I promise that chaos will bring the home-ly vibes to your house! Invite friends round, hold as many events as you can round yours I think that’s what you’re missing xxx

Morgan. I rarely comment on KZbin videos, and I apologize if this crosses some parasocial boundary but in case you do read this, DO NOT move back to LA. I agree with a lot of the commenters on here, most of them ones who have followed your journey since the beginning, in saying that no one or no place will fix your loneliness and discontent except YOU in your CURRENT PLACE! You mentioned not having memories of LA, and that time healed your wounds, but time healing wounds would not delete the memory - trauma responses might. I hope you're combing through all of these thoughts with a counselor and your family and that they might be able to provide some guidance. You have most of your family close, and don't Ryland and Shane have a Colorado house too? Visiting family you don't see often will always feel good, but it might not feel the same when you're there every day - the same way it started to not feel good when you were sleeping on a mattress on the floor of Shane's office and decided you needed your own apartment. Fleeing is not the move, you're young, you have financial stability and a HOME now. Travel all you desire, I'm sure Shane and Ryland would love to have you come, but you need a place to call your home base. Only you can create your own reality and comfort. I really hope you make the best decision for you but leaving your life behind in Colorado again for LA is really just giving history repeating itself. All love 🩷

Girl do not sell that house. You would do way better to rent it out and keep it as a asset

Watching Morgan’s vlogs has become my daily dose reminder that money can’t buy happiness. Morgan you need people in your house to make it a home ♥️

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I haven't seen a video of yours in a few years... I went to the comment section. Pieced together the back story. As someone who moved 1200 miles away from home to start over....I recently went back home to visit my daughter. I returned back to Florida....questioning staying here. It is hard. Meeting new people and having deep, genuine connections with them is difficult. Your video...is the random conversation that runs in my head. Hearing you, I mean no ill will, makes me realize that I have some serious work to do on myself. Your comment section reveals that too. I appreciate the honesty and support you have here. I'm 55. Single. Live in Florida. I am miserable. But I was miserable in Pittsburgh too. It's not the location....it's me...Hi...I'm th3 problem...it's me.

You need therapy, work on yourself. You are very blessed and are blind only trying to find something negative.

This was the best commercial for Zoloft ever. I’m making an appointment asap. I’ve always related so much to you and I would love to relate to this version of you as well. I’m so happy for you!

“kylie kardashian” 😭😭😭

Is trinity in TN?! Or no? I'm in TN

That is why they make gift cards😂

Get grandma enough slippers for everyone’s houses she goes to so there’s always a pair of slippers she likes and doesn’t have to travel with them or forget to take them home. =)

I feel that way when I travel and I always start looking into homes where ever I am and jobs there. It’s a personal/mental health issue, it’s not real. You won’t be happier in another location because you will still be the same wherever you go. You have to create happiness in the process of your life that way you can be happy anywhere.

I watch your videos because, you remind me so much of myself. I’ve been battling mental illness since I was essentially 12. I had my period at the ripe age of 10 and I got a ton of cystic acne also at the time. Then a couple years later, my mom passes away, so it’s crazy how someone’s life can change in just a few years. I had to grow up and live with my dad through his alcoholism. Which he still drinks to this day. I’m not around to see what he does at night but it’s gotten a little better. Then I moved out to go live with my current boyfriend at 18, because my dad’s house held too many negative memories for me to want to live there anymore. Even when I go visit to this day, I have the hardest time staying there just because of the state everything and everyone/animal at the house is in. Then I decided after a couple years that I wanted to start taking medication, but all the medications I’ve taken, just never worked for me. So I got off medication, but now I’m willing to try again because my mental health is not getting better. I haven’t tried Zoloft, so maybe I can give that a shot and see if it works for me. Sorry about the rant, just wanted to share!

i swear if she moves from this house back to LA i will unsubscribe lol

I need this bathrobe and I can’t find it! Please link us!

Great idea give it to Jane..not Jane, June! Lol but I'm just a couple years older than you well actually I'm older than you but I'm telling you that you that was a great idea about renting it out if you still don't feel that way in June and then that way you're still making something a profit out of what you did you know

You're gonna be surprise and you're right we're not a stagnant or stuck as we think we are love you girl❤

I've got mice I think the foundation possibly I don't know don't worry about it literally I think that you don't need to think of it as perfect but I agree that it would be less stressful to have it TurnKey ready... But you got to see when you're away from home what are you missing what were those feelings about maybe being around the boys and then of course your brother and Shane like you said and your grandma and your mom okay then maybe they need to move back to Colorado but maybe you all need to move in together

Memories and I'm in my I'm in my dream home but I have resentful things that have happened but you just have to work through those and forgive yourself first even for you know and at least take accountability for that that helped me, then I guess you know I know it sounds crazy but it is easier it's very hard to forgive another person and I went through a spiteful situation and being bitter but you know what once the forgiveness and all of that and not taking it personally that helped me a lot I don't know if it will help you? Time does heal though but I don't think you need to be running back to LA

Love you Morgan! I can relate! It's so sad you don't feel at home there. Maybe you should move your family in there! Is a gorgeous property I would not get rid of it but I mean your happiness is better but you know you're kind of like me and you I don't know you just get stagnant and then you want something new I can relate to that but I always want to be at my home but I think it's a thing more of a family and not things you know what I mean and remember you have literally only been in there, for not so long so give it a chance okay❤

Hi Morgan, i know you probably out won’t read this, but your talk about medication and how you feel now and how you felt before is literally how I felt. I’ve been on antidepressants/anti anxiety meds for about 2 months and my life has changed dramatically. Love you girlie! I hope the lexapro keeps lexaproing!

Those were all so good!

It's so draining to listen to you say the same thing year after year, over and over - you never change, and you seem to need constant distraction and chaos and being near your family all the time. You have so much but want so much more nearly all the time, and that's not relatable to most of us.

So you are telling me that you can afford a big ass house, let your situationship move in right away. Yet you can't take your ass to therapy? How do you expect to manifest happiness when you do nothing to better yourself but love to complain. Xoxo - tough love. Truth hurts I would know.

Not the marker being a mic tho😂

MORGAN. As someone that has moved around a bunch, your heart can be tied to more than one location. Which explains exactly why you were feeling this way! Also, baggage can be associated with both places. Life is life-in. You can love and hate both places for different reasons. <3

You might want to try doing what I did. Around 10 yrs ago I watched a video called What your pastor didnt tell you about Christmas. Its 4 parts. After the initial shock wore off and after accepting the fact every holiday revolves around one thing and it's designed that way. I have become WAY more cool calm and collected around the holidays. Like I dont even decorate most years, and I dont really do gifts anymore. Not like I used to anyways. I just try to do nice things for people year round, and I may give a little gift around christmas because not everyone has watched what I did and not everyone believes what I do, and sometimes I feel like a scrooge but I feel good when I give. I totally agree about renovations eff them. Totally. It might feel good to say eff the house. F*ck it. Go to a church and find a family who is homeless and give it to them for free. You will feel good. Make sure they dont get screwed on property taxes though...imagine how much you could change their lives Morgan. And yours.

I mean this in the most genuine way, the missing link is centering your life around Christ.

Haven’t watched the video yet but based on the some of the comments I just want to say that you’re not alone. I’m in a phase of my life where I feel like I’m hopping around trying on different homes and nothing feels right. Everyone tells me it’s internal and yet no amount of therapy or meds has gotten me to the point of moving past that. It’s a hard thing to deal with. So just based on these comments pls give yourself plenty of grace!

You already said it but i was going to say rent it . Definitely keep it so if you change your mind... my friend was on zoloft an she was like you total 160. That is so wild. Prozac isnt like that

Maybe you need a new boyfriend

Dang bro.