Agree

Also Courtney knew the legacy that would be left in the void of Kurt. She knew his success was monumental and phenomenal and if he died young it would cement his place in history. Which guaranteed her royalties for the rest of her life so that she'd never have to work again. Look up details about all the people that she hooked up with before she hooked up with Kurt. She was looking for somebody to use, sadly we all lost Kurt because of it. Also en utero is all about Courtney and Kurt's growing hatred towards her. Yes he acted like he was fine just like he acted fine in every other way even when he was on drugs, but deep down he felt trapped, Heart-Shaped box, tar pit trap umbilical noose. These are all references to how Courtney snared him. Also look up the lyrics to I hate myself and I want to die. Think of how a castrated horse feels? Then the Jack Handy quote in the middle of the song. This song wasn't about wanting to die, it was Kurt pointing out people's hypocrisy and stupidity about how they thought they knew about everything in his life. Sadly they would use this against him to make it look like he killed himself. And all these years later people still don't get it.

One more clue, in the song All apologies. Just before the end he says clear as day "married buried" oh and heart shaped box has another line, forever in debt to your priceless advice. She was always telling him what to do.

Man these lyrics are full of clues, choking on the ashes of her enemy. Kurt was her enemy because he was going to leave her divorce her. And guess what her final wishes for the dearly Departed, cremation.

As if I need to keep going is it an obvious that Kurt's drug of choice was heroin, Courtney's drug of choice was Valium. What is Valium? Benzodiazepine. She tried to kill him in Rome first it didn't work he lived. She thought he was dead which was the only reason she contacted anybody but he miraculously he survived her first attempt. Is anybody else seen this?

Oh my gosh you even know about the private detective do you know that that guy has a whole series on how she did this? He's been trying to get this case reopened for years!! Wow how do you live with yourself knowing all of this information but keeping it secret.

I really believe that towards the end of his life, he didn't give a shit about the fans, the music, his friends or family, none of it mattered anymore. He ruined himself with drugs and it killed his soul. I've seen it happen to many cool people. Stay away from drugs. Imagine if he never did any drugs? He would have continued to make awesome music for at least another 5 years I'd say. It's just sad that such a talented dude destroyed himself for some dope.