I feel very honored that you are allowing us to be a witness to this part of your life. You are such a beautiful person and have an amazing life. Sending love, hugs and positivity
@samellis167510 жыл бұрын
I'm glad most things are going well for you! This is completely irrelevant to the video but you have the most fantastic cheekbones! I'm so jealous.
@PaulThePuppetier10 жыл бұрын
I'm sorry that you got unconfortable talking about the sexual bit, Autumn, but at least it was indeed very informative and very interesting. Thanks for doing that part.
@Bhliwa10 жыл бұрын
I just started spironolactone and estradial yesterday, and this really is the first video I found with such a very personal and down-to-earth interpretation about how hormones might affect an MTF. I already knew a lot of what to expect, but after watching this I feel overall more informed about the huge process I've just started to undertake. So thanks for sharing your experience, I really appreciate it.
@Forevermikko10 жыл бұрын
I find you so inspiring very informative and just uplifting. keep it up girl haha :)
@TheGenderful8 жыл бұрын
One of the best video's i have seen on the subject.
@krissy33210 жыл бұрын
Thank you for making this video! I love you and wish you the best =)
@Sunbreaker79 жыл бұрын
balls of steel to talk about these things in front of a camera and share it, but I am very glad you did. This was really the kind of topic I was hoping to listen to and know more about.
@confusedzhumanz140410 жыл бұрын
Thank you massively for sharing your experience. It's really great to heat from someone so open and not...uptight, if that makes sense. I get the impression from a lot of other people that it's really a sensitive subject, however after watching your videos I can really relate and feel a lot more comfortable. You look fantastic :)
@alessandrag508610 жыл бұрын
Hello, Autumn. You changed my life. I just want you to know you convinced me to take this step. I was afraid cause I only feel attracted to women. But now I feel I have so much in common with you. I love technology as much as you do. I work at a recording studio and do video editing. I am a Hypno therapist. I love programming and computers and etc. I just want to thank you for showing me I'm actually doing the right thing. May I ask, what surgery have you had besides srs?
@aossi671211 жыл бұрын
A wealth of insight that is exactly what I was looking for, your videos have been so helpful; thank you so much for all that you've shared. :)
@Drakijy10 жыл бұрын
thank you for sharing all these very important points!
@paiganism9 жыл бұрын
i freaking love your look!
@tara1flirt10 жыл бұрын
What kind of at home laser hair treatment did you use? Can you please make a video about the body hair?
@IzzyNopw10 жыл бұрын
i love hearing u talk tho x) i am amazed by ur bravery going thru childhood disliking urseld the way u did and i, by watching ur videos, can understand so much more abt not only this but mental health. u r a really big help to my understanding of things and i want to thank u :')
@jeffersonmartin75855 жыл бұрын
Change your life before it's Up don't wait till judgement
@sjpd141610 жыл бұрын
I love it when ur eyebrows are higher like in this video!
@doggy9ish9 жыл бұрын
Its really so intrestin´ Sweet Sis ,also I´ll going start my HRT soon ,I mean 2or 3 month later ...I ´m so excited ...THX
@aveolelaweger84689 жыл бұрын
Geri Joe Good luck. I just started my HRT on the 29th.
@candicemaidment40828 жыл бұрын
You are beautiful and Strong inside and out! LOVE YOUR MAKEUP as well
@Georgina113811 жыл бұрын
Hi. Love the videos and you look really great. I can relate to so many of your feelings pre-transition. It was funny though you mentioning about losing height and shoe size on hormones, as I've experienced both too. I've never come across this when reading about the affects of female hormones on the male body. xxx
@pigmydmm4 жыл бұрын
in progress of these hormones
@MissAnarox110 жыл бұрын
I can hear the tiniest bit of an accent, especially in the way you pronounced "Source" at 1:32. What is it, I'm so curious. Is it from Boston? I don't mean to be insulting, I'm just curious. You're gorgeous by the way ;)
@curstinvisagie76898 жыл бұрын
Hey I'm really happy that you made that change...sure I'm a guy but i can imagine being the wrong gender ;( You're looking beautiful x
@ravencrescent23576 жыл бұрын
After hearing this I am so fucking glad I didn't do the injections and instead am doing the Estrodile patches two patches twice per week and blockers once. It feels so much better
@antkirky269 жыл бұрын
You are great!!!!! Keep that in your heart!!! :)
@StephanieElizabethMann10 жыл бұрын
I found that post surgery the physical changes are occurring more rapidly all the time. My breasts have even increased noticeably, as pointed out by some girlfriends and my flat mate, in the week or so I have been back from the surgery. I am on 4 mg of estradiol tablets and 1 mg of a topical gel.
@Hear-and-nessa8 жыл бұрын
Autumn, I love all your videos! I am struggling to start out on my transition. How can I connect and chat with you? You are amazing and thanks for the videos.
@alexanderlindquist56238 жыл бұрын
Interesting video you brought up here
@katalinalaurenwilliams38136 жыл бұрын
i love your vids...you are such an inspiration..i love your makeup and if you dont mind, will copy you....but not as gorgeous...xxooxx stay safe and happy new year xx umm can i link this vid on my blog please?
@Hashmall9111 жыл бұрын
Asphodel you look great! I wanted to ask you how you treated hair loss? Greetings and hugs.
@kreativify11 жыл бұрын
thank you for this video very helpful
@arlequinfinelune6310 жыл бұрын
Did it's possible to take natural products to go to an in between mtf state ? I want to be more feminine physically without loosing all my sexual drive, but maybe a little bit if it's possible. I'm also androgynous physically and mentally, i sometimes pass as a woman but most of times i pass as a man. I dont want to renege my male side because it's a part of myself but in the same time i assume that my feminine part is really present. I wanna accept it all and magnify my spiritual androgynous identity. The thing is that i'm not really sure with the chemical products, i dont feel it but i still searching for an alternative. I'm still full of anguish when i imagine myself as an mtf elder but at the same time i show myself as an hybrid in the 'normal' life. The half way was for me, if it's possible. You seems to know a lot more than me about mtf hormones. Can you please help me a little bit ! ^^
@celineypie10 жыл бұрын
you could probably just take a very low dosage of estrogen, and if you notice too many changes you can always cut back or stop completely
@emilphoryew94364 жыл бұрын
Autumn Asphodel: Did you try Reishi Mushroom. If so, what was your experience with it?
@rusalkaschwagelin80758 жыл бұрын
I have conflicted feelings, I always felt like I'm in the wrong body but...I'm not even sure if I should change my gender. I wouldn't feel comfortable with myself not being a woman biological I probably wouldn't like myself.
@days4day234 Жыл бұрын
I wished you weren't gone. I've seen some pictures of you dressed up and you're so much prettier.
@AnjaKestrel11 жыл бұрын
You're so great xD I want to be as pretty as you =O
@LHColliderX11 жыл бұрын
red clover saw palmetto, and vitex. I`ll remember that, thanks!
@artemisiak6779 жыл бұрын
PMS, haha.. it suck to be a girl. I get bad pms. Always have.
@totukimou9 жыл бұрын
Αρτεμισια αυτό που λες είναι άτοπον.
@dethofariel10 жыл бұрын
Ha. "That was a bust." I like watching you talk.
@liammccarthy123910 жыл бұрын
How did you take red clover? Did you buy it in pill form or like as a tea? I wanna start taking it and I cant find any answers online
@PartyLikeIts-ce4en10 жыл бұрын
Did red clover help you look more female? I'm curious.
@EinFreund9 жыл бұрын
This is just a random question (not THIS, per say...THIS is just a random sentence). But are the textual bits from someone else, Autumn (This is the question per say)? YOU obviously are the one in "control" NOW ;D
@EinFreund9 жыл бұрын
The text bits almost look like a parallel conversation. Host, Iris, are you "in" this video as well? ANYONE else? (Now I'm REALLY starting to OVERTHINK this...like y'all ;D) But PLEASE keep talking...just stop THINKING...
@affinityforanime8 жыл бұрын
8:10 How does smashing your growth lump inhibit breast growth? I'm trying to find some literature or scientific study to back up your claim Autumn, but I can't find anything. Also, how did you smash them? Did you run into something? Were you trying to massage away the soreness and you squished yourself too hard? Do you think that if you hadn't smashed your growth lumps that you'd have bigger breasts?
@mixturebeatz10 жыл бұрын
I was reading up that you need a psychologists ok to start hormones. Even with all of these mental disorders you were still ok'd? I am wondering because I also have some mental disorders.
@elementc10 жыл бұрын
I'm big supporter of science based medicine. If an herb or plant has been properly tested it is medicine. If it has not you simply don't know what you're getting.
@donnaraney69283 жыл бұрын
You are beautiful! Inside and out!
@CharityCatt9 жыл бұрын
Where are you from? Just curious :)
@krukuwka10 жыл бұрын
As an ftm i wish i could take pills :D.
@AutumnAsphodel10 жыл бұрын
Szymon Włóczykij Is there only testosterone injections? I don't know too much about FTM unfortunately, so if that's the case then I could assume it has to do with the efficiency and safety of testosterone being injected versus pills.
@krukuwka10 жыл бұрын
it has. testosterone as much stronger hormone will destroy liver much more as pills. ;) there are some testopills like undestor but they won't change much, almost anything. nice solution is testo in gel, but ill have to sell my soul to satan to afford it in polish prices reality XD.
@poetikj810 жыл бұрын
***** No, there aren't only injections. There are creams, patches, and pills.
@poetikj810 жыл бұрын
Szymon Włóczykij You should find a place like here where I am. I pay like 60 bucks for meds. The only thing about the creams and patches is that you can't really let girls come in contact with you for a little while.
@krukuwka10 жыл бұрын
i pay 50 zloty (around 17 dollars) for meds that lasts for 70 days. i never heard of any ftm here on patches or creams. guess its unavailable here. sadly poland is really undeveloped compared to rest of europe ;-;.
@thewonkafreak11 жыл бұрын
So interesting... I actually feel the oposite.(I'm female to male). But I like to hear about stories from my mtf sisters. About the boob thing, it also happens to bio-girls. When mine regretably grew when I was 13 I kept hurting my chest because I wasn't used to it...I still do and I'm 16 xD I miss my flat chest :'{
@Shadowchild66610 жыл бұрын
i look up to you i feel happy know this info you are amazing i am starting my transition
@andreschavez988210 жыл бұрын
what age did you start hormones and did you get your jawline reduced because i saw pictures of you before your jawline seems smaller now or do you think its the hormones
@GetWellSoonR.E.M.10 жыл бұрын
it could be because her face filled out more which is an effect of hormones. fat gets distributed differently throughout the body for females, especially in the face. that may be why
@40diandra9 жыл бұрын
you look great
@vanja5110 жыл бұрын
It always looks like she is reading something...
@GetWellSoonR.E.M.10 жыл бұрын
she explains in a video that she scripts out her videos to keep herself from jumping from topic to topic.
@friancrager46827 жыл бұрын
how old were you when you started?
@boredgay13418 жыл бұрын
I'm a trans guy and I am horrafide of needles...I get anxiety attacks when I have to take shots so I can't do the testosterone shots wich sucks ass and I can start taking it when I make a decision but I can't find eny other ways to get it....I've herd of the gell stuff and ive herd of that patches but I can't find them.....eny help
@wowdavid100010 жыл бұрын
I hope that's me soon
@papps46028 жыл бұрын
i like your voice.
@hesofficial14311 жыл бұрын
So taking spironolactone make you urinate more often? Im a mtf started hrt and im on spironolactone as testosterone blocker and i noticed i urinate a looot more.... Is this normal?
@vintageglam8110 жыл бұрын
Spironilactone is a diuretic and is commonly used to help treat hypertension and/or edema(water weight)
@tboy2219 жыл бұрын
do you know that when you sweat estrogen is in your sweat and animals can sense it
@jabriastyles19738 жыл бұрын
you look so much like Amy Lee omg
@anoncanon11006 жыл бұрын
im 36 27 36 (i was too lazy with the corset)
@tboy2219 жыл бұрын
wow, your t level was 700. damn that's a lot
@ABarbbb10 жыл бұрын
Fit*
@blackberrybunny9 жыл бұрын
I think you are great, but use way too much makeup, overcompensating. Your transition seems to be a success however. How brave of you! Kudos to you! Please do not be offended by my comment.
@alextolano543910 жыл бұрын
are u a gothic kinda TRANSGENDER WOMAN?just asking...a bit curious,thats all!!im a CURIOUS bisexual GUY by the way...
@leotardis689710 жыл бұрын
So as a man, you were going bald, but the hormones reversed that? That's so cool. If this knowledge was more publically available, I'm sure that Doctor's offices would be full of paranoid men trying to get onto hormones. The loss of height sounds freaky though, like something from a Sci-Fi movie. How could the body actually shrink in that way?
@abby111187 жыл бұрын
Leo Tardis changes in the ligaments and connective tissue cause someone to become shorter after being on estrogen.
@TeamClusterTruck9 жыл бұрын
You started getting breasts in a week. I'm coming on two months and I'm just now getting sore in the boob region.
@AutumnAsphodel9 жыл бұрын
It could also be because I was on testosterone blockers for a few months prior to taking the estrogen. Plus, injections can give your body a lot to work with. All the best to you and I hope things work out well!
@nicoletatum-ke3sq Жыл бұрын
I got to get my girl drown there
@JMeV11 жыл бұрын
Very beautiful n so sweet
@calebpickett28009 жыл бұрын
I know it's just her tounge and tooth, but it looks like she's always chewing gum. Also I love the little side comments
@powerpufflover110 жыл бұрын
Do you have periods?? And why do you want to be a girl?
@skullncrossbonesxD10 жыл бұрын
great
@UndercutgirlsAL8 жыл бұрын
i love you
@Lilcannibalmonster11 жыл бұрын
U remind me of amy lee
@PinkiSingh-jz7jw6 жыл бұрын
After changing you male to female you being pregnant
@ericstidham32076 жыл бұрын
Omg ur gourgous.....i would date you in a single moment
@ivnhjghb22467 жыл бұрын
frik
@rondinelesilva12535 жыл бұрын
you're só gorgeous from Head to toe
@mastaking50679 жыл бұрын
Lol gem Borg
@jeffersonmartin75855 жыл бұрын
Read the Bible homosexuals Won't enter in the kingdom Of heaven
@jeffersonmartin75855 жыл бұрын
This is a sin
@rozamundomand44515 жыл бұрын
Where did you get that idea from. Ye without sin caste the first stone. You are a vulgar ignorant moron apology for a human being. Perhaps you do not know this Jesus said love one another. Try to put that in your life. Sorry for being judgemental to such a moral virtues person that you assume yourself to be.
@Sgtvalentini Жыл бұрын
So is war, yall didn't mind sending me or my ancestors to slaughter strangers since the creation of this dumpster fire of a country
@keirafox19678 жыл бұрын
I totally wanna meet you. This was very informative for me.