You are doing more than most of us. The rest of us are stuck thinking what was done to our family and now we see the same thing happening to another tribe . It does not matter what tribe you belong to. . Taking what your family built, then send you to prison, then push you out of your country, then face more problems as a refugee. Wow! So after all that bad experience to have love for the country's history is very hard. So I hope you do not give up. You can self publish your book. It is cheap. . The question is how can you keep helping your country when the leaders continue to divide us. Some of us have given up. It is good to hear you will keep trying.