A DAY OF MY LIFE SAVING TREATMENT FOR TERMINAL CANCER

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[@boytes55]

Re-watching these because I need a bit of Emily positivity at the moment. Wonder what she would have made of this covid stuff? X

[@Maevemcelwain]

You are helping so many people, it’s truly so selfless when you have so much going on in your life. Keep on going you’re doing amazing!!

[@jimmyjohnstone7258]

'Snowing like fuck'. London got a few isolated flakes. Love your vids. Keep doing them. Eat loads of carbs, get some prunes down you to get bowels moving. Shit a brick.

[@howbigisyourlove]

Please watch some of the videos from Dr. Suzanne Humphries on cancer and the immune system .. her work with high dosage liposomal vitamin c may be able to help you .. this is not bogus she is an expert in this field

[@Nicole_Toby]

it's sad watching back on these videos and knowing she dies 4 months later. I drive past your bus stop a lot and think of you.

[@randomstranger1768]

me next

[@bobbyfishcancerandamyloido6112]

Nicole Jenkinson yes, I’m living with cancer and it can be good and bad. Sorry for the young loss.

[@nnicollan]

'I was miss London and I've got emphysema due to smoking' ... What was left unsaid was 'I'm Emily Hayward and I've got terminal cancer and I just came from the gym'. #goals

[@erikaoxoxo936]

I wish I would have found Emily in the beginning of her journey with KZbin. She was absolutely amazing and forever will be one of the strongest woman I know 💪

[@mags102755]

I miss you like hell Emily. I really really miss you.

[@HumanKenDoll2024]

Emily deserved the world 🥺

[@blakec2013]

So beautiful and such an inspiration! I've learned to love and live life better because of you. Fly high angel 💕💕

[@christianedriesen1624]

2020.....empty wthout Emily

[@prettythang754]

ITS SO SAD WATCHING THESE VIDEOS. She’s a lovely girl and has really interesting and unique content.

[@lauramalizia9636]

So from the time she shaved her head til the end was less than 4 months? The vlogs just started showing up in my feed within the last 2 months.

[@Sparky12355]

Laura yes. I only discovered her after she passed away as well.

[@juliekeenan2868]

Wow if I had 12 months to live ,I wouldn’t be as happy as you. Think your great.

[@elastronaute1198]

Sadly in reality she only had 4, she was just a fighter and didn't let it get her down. We create our own reality in our minds first.

[@paulhunter123]

steriods are keeping her amped and just 4 months sadly

[@sallyphillips9175]

@@paulhunter123 She wasn't on steroids at this point. Those came a bit later.

[@charlottebarros2866]

Your the strongest girl I have ever watched on you tube ❤

[@douglasb5046]

Wonderful lady with SUPER attitude. RIP Emily

[@josephbader1243]

What i love about Emily is.. she absolutely loves her followers.. while some vloggers don't care or don't read the comments left by there followers.. Emily is a fuckin gem. When i read the comments left for her. I cry my eyes out. Feels like a big big family. ♥️♥️♥️👍👍👍

[@markr8762]

Me and my bro never got the chance to say bye since we left the gym, but we still follow your vlogs and find them uplifting and emotional as always. Along with many others, I’m sure, we are rooting for you. Keep pushing on 💪🏼

[@weavethehawk]

Never seen a comment about the lovely Cookie. Dogs always bring a smile to my face, all except the tiny snappy little bastards. The appearance of Cookie always makes me smile, she's a beauty.

[@jessej.m.e8430]

Editing on point yet again!! 12 months ... Suck mine 😅 💯 Most the time I'm off my tits due to pain meds & stuff but its all good 😅 Love Ya Guys xx xx

[@Sheyann_89]

I tell you what Emily was such an incredible person, she didn't let cancer get in the way from her being her. So positive and always found something to smile about. Emily was so much more than her cancer. It didn't define her and she made sure of it. She was a Beautiful soul! 💕

[@scottishpride6473]

God I miss you Emily💔

[@riawallace7560]

PS Although you're doing lots of positive stuff, Visualization is amazing once you get into it! 😘👍😘👍

[@TheSwedishParaCordNu]

I have a hard time understanding why you "only" have 1900 subscribers. I mean, your editing is really great, the content really interesting and you and Aisha is a beautyful couple. I have been on youtube since the day it launched its first video (yes, I am that old and have a daughter your age) and there are so very many channels that are completely uninteresting that have 100 000+ subscribers. Anyway, I will from now on share all your videos on my social media platforms to help you grow your channel. Please keep up the great work and the great fight against this terrible, terrible disease! I hope you´ll soon have you silver playbutton, ´cause you and Aisha is so worth it!

[@emilyhayward4726]

SwedishParaCordNut that is such a motivating comment Thankyou so much! Xx

[@shonaghify]

I’m old enough to be your mother but I love your videos. Wishing you all the very best and a long and healthy life. Your determination is truly inspiring, I don’t believe you will be going anywhere anytime soon. You are here to stay for a hell of a long time. Love and hugs!

[@sondracumberland3401]

Shonagh Elderin

[@margaretjordan2211]

Miss you so much gorgeous girl, never forgotten.

[@ourcorrectopinions6824]

"It's snowing like fuck! Proper snow, not pu$$y snow." hahaha love her.

[@zichenqiu5283]

Emily, you are amazing! You' re absolutely awesome and your videos definitely brighten my day each time I watched them. thank you for uploading them and thank you for being you :)

[@sabrinar.3917]

"pussy snow". that just made my day! haha.

[@SusiOfficial]

You are fucking amazing. And Aisha is such a lovely human too!

[@clairecarey8004]

Emily I researched your meds and studies have shown 5 year survival plus ... There is something with the medium at 9 to 12 months but I think you will smash it and there is something with the 5 years ? + so.... Keep positive the mind is a strong mistress ! Your editing and vlogs are just so great xxx

[@leslievanduzee9282]

Emily must have so much pain, she took a lot of pain meds and morphine and that girl still was so optimistic and loved living and life so much

[@leslievanduzee9282]

I’m American and Emily was always so cute about America. I miss her

[@madisonmelnik8921]

I love all your videos. You are an inspiration to me. I feel your videos provide me with hope and faith. Getting by day by day makes things easier when I watch your videos. I'm 31 years old and you are much younger than me and you have more strength and motivation than I do. I appreciate you taking the time to make these videos. Stay strong and keep living life the way you do. Never change who you are and be who you are which is a wonderful person.

[@aplainjaneproduction8285]

Wish you had had 12 months and much more! You were too good and too valuable to be taken so soon

[@royhallam]

Dignity brave honest. And a great help to me god bless you Emily ❤

[@rafarafarafarafa13]

Hey, I'm one of the recent subscriber, I don't know how I ended up finding your channel (I'm French, I don't have cancer and I don't watch vlogs!!) and I watch one of your videos out of curiosity. I thought It was quite "weird" as It was about cancer but not really, more like 90% about you 2 ladies living/enjoying life... I don't really watch videos about cancer, unless exceptions like the very powerful video of endometrial cancer / Bernadette Tynan, which should be watched by all. Anyway, what I wanted to say is that, at first, I was surprised at how a video could be labelled as bad results (for example) and still, we witness so much joy, life, going out, doing stuff, eating at nando's (a lot ;)) etc.. Now I love it ;), in my country, we would say that you give us une leçon de vie (In English, probably: a life lesson) in each video.... It's also snowing here in south of France but like you said (I don't know if it's a real english expression but I love it lol), it's only pussy snow !! And sorry for my english, I'm a bit limited on how to express myself (would be a lot nicer, precise in French ;)). I don't think I'll post again (I don't really like to write), but I'll keep watching and following all your adventures ! All the best for you 2 xx

[@BereanIshsha]

rafarafarafarafa13 Great response... I think you summed up (for most of us) why we are so drawn to Emily’s channel. I don’t watch vlogs except for these but I’d watch her irregardless of whether she had cancer or not - but it just so worked out that it was because of the cancer how I found her (the channel 4 documentary) - she stood out so much. Emily, if your reading this, you’re character through this is exemplary! X

[@thecraftyannapolitan5453]

rafarafarafarafa13 Your english is excellent. Many of us share your sentiments. Emily's vlog is compelling. Really enjoy it.

[@ourcorrectopinions6824]

I love every word of this comment.

[@jamiemarie4894]

I’m on a bunch of meds and know what it’s like to be backed up- it happens all the time but I started taking fiber tablets before bed and wake up and I’m able to poop now. 💩

[@barbaravyse660]

Lol American candy! I hear Brits hate it.

[@TammyGrosso]

Like Claire Carey said, You are going to smash it, when it comes to living longer than 12 months. I was given 3-6 months and that was almost 2 yrs ago!!!! But honestly, with my melanoma there are only 3-6 documented cases. And of those, only 1 person, that they weren't possitive had the same cancer, is still living past 4 yrs. And one other, who was able to have the majority of her tumor surgically removed, is alive 5 yrs later. My largest tumor which is in my mediastinum intertwines with my heart and major blood veins. So removal is impossible. But I have already loved way longer than expected. Which showes that they really don't know how long anyone will live. Especially when you are taking care of your body the way you are. You are kick-ass awesome!

[@kenzie-anne]

first let me say, because ive never said it, but you and ur lady are absolutely beautiful. second maybe you have tried, but eat dried prunes.. will help get the plumbing flowing properly. 3rd, this whole 12 months business.. its a guideline im sure but not a reality. its like lupus, docs always say alright, lets talk about the 10 year plan.. like what? 10 years? because they dont look past 10 years. stats show we die of infection first, kidney failure 2nd & heart disease, and because ive got irreversible kidney disease they cut about 20 years off my nature life and dont look past 10 from diagnosis. well screw em. ive got one more year till i hit the 10 year mark and im a fucking fighter, as are u! you continue to inspire me. as for last vlogs question, i could die at any moment, i cant afford a cold or infection so i just accept it and live life as normal, not gonna lie first year i went through a depression knowing my disease is progressive and eventually i will need a caregiver but... that just makes me love a little harder, dont deny myself something i would have put off and sometimes i get scared. but thats life, anyone could die at any time so maybe we should all just live a bit better everyday when we can.. u know, just in case. love from Montreal Canada xo

[@amydeblasio173]

Love Your Nike’s shoes 💪. Always praying for you.

[@RI_TREYAH]

New sub here. Your strength and spirit are infectious keep it up girl. Just wanted to say my sister in law was re diagnosed with breast cancer she had been cleared of a few years prior. He health quickly deteriorated and the nhs basically gave up on her. They told her she was lucky to still be alive. Been a polish citizen she decided to have private treatment in Poland. She is like a different person now. She was so skinny before and now she is getting a podge on. She hasn’t been given the all clear yet but she is doing much better. We hope and pray she gets better. If she had given up before she could be dead now. Never stop the fight. Much love xxx

[@RI_TREYAH]

Btw the treatment in the uk was covered by insurance. Not that it matters since her husband has been a high earner in the uk for ten years. But you never know someone may take offence to a pole getting cancer treatment on the nhs

[@rhondawhatley1591]

She is just so beautiful, amazing, uplifting and it pisses me off that the good die young and the dumb ,murder, drug dealing,racist people are still kicking. Just ain't write but again not for me to question or judge but man is it hard not to

[@ElaineSharon358]

Love you and your videos! You are such an inspiration! Keep going girl💕💖

[@stephanieb5219]

I miss you soooo much xoxoxo hope your dancing in the sky ❤️ 😇

[@sharonplant4102]

Hi just found your channel was just wondering do you smoke as you sounded a bit chesty. I’m gonna try n give up smoking after what that woman said. I think you’re awesome,I live in dorset uk we don’t normally get snow had loads today lol. ⛄️ ❄️

[@patricialouisebertrand4323]

you one brave beautiful soul life so cruel lost my friend to breast she just couldn't take the treatment so wouldn't take any but you are you look amazing hope your miricale comes true sending you blessing to you n your fiancée xxxxxxxxxxx

[@emilyhayward4726]

I’m aware of the spelling! I will change as soon as I’m at my computer! Ahhhh what a doughnut!

[@HLB313]

If anyone thinks that's what's important here....I can't...

[@desiderata333]

HLB word! Some people are ridiculously obnoxious! I love Emily and Aisha.

[@andrewjackson9368]

You are such a likable gal Emily, how old are you?

[@desiderata333]

Andrerw Jackson Emily is 24 and will be 25 in July.

[@andrewjackson9368]

Well, she seems quite awesome....love love love her attitude!

[@appalachianfamilyrecipes4647]

Hi Emily, I'm following your journey and wanted to ask if you've ever heard about how the keto diet can help those battling cancer. It might be worth looking into, the white papers on the subject are compelling... take care and thank you for inspiring me to live life more fully....

[@elsmore3104]

New sub😊

[@Cruella-Deville]

Eat dates they are good packed with vits and mins. Figs are too. Dried prunes whole oranges i hope this help with the plumbing lol

[@angelajames2756]

Try mixing fybogel with orange juice, it makes it slightly less disgusting.

[@charlottebarros2866]

We love you

[@timking2192]

after chimo blocks you up too.....wish i had morfeen, i like it ,,,,,,,lol

[@airbear832004]

I take pregablin, good stuff. I have neuropathy secondary to lupus

[@patricialouisebertrand4323]

I'm new sub too xx from Australia but I'm from Walthamstow I had a melonoma mine was tiny grown back been treated again so of to doctors tommorow at 4thwu said there got it

[@Barrie562]

Hi Emily, I was drawn to your channel and similar like it because I am going through certain tests to see if I'm about to join the same club, and so the interest started by finding all I can about cancer, a horrible thing when the body tries to kill itself, you are a incredible person on how you are dealing with it - enjoying life and continuing on with a positive attitude and not letting it stop you. Your videos are very entertaining, and also inspiring I'm sure to many people, both with and without your situation. I may be there as well, or not, depending on test results which could be good or bad. Don't think I could ever have the courage you have if bad, to fight it, but seeing your videos will certainly help.

[@julielynn86]

Great video Emily. I am curious. If you did not have cancer would you be living life any differently? Does the cancer actually have a positive benefit in that it helps you extract and savor the best out of every moment in your life? I would think that is how it would be but am interested in your thoughts. Big hugs. :)

[@vickyrogers3690]

You are the cutest ❤️

[@Emptynestballerina1]

Free Palestinians

[@ellamarson3882]

Your a bloody legend babe xxx luv from oz 💖💖🌈

[@Dolphinsz]

The smoking women is pretty good!

[@jimmyjohnstone7258]

Life saving ....v

[@staceyjames9482]

Miss you EM!! ❤

[@sarahdore7884]

I’ve been another fellow’s videos who also has terminal cancer and lives in England, PeeWee Toms. There was a discussion about other good cancer videos on youtube in the comments so I suggested your channel to everyone. Hope you get some new subs from it!

[@middlemarie7033]

I live in Vancouver, Canada and twice your age (or more, eeek). No idea how I stumbled across your vlog but I have been binge watching them. Fans everywhere in the world!

[@Maplelust]

I don't understand the point of this comment.

[@user-ef6yc7yd7w]

You will get through it. I promise

[@colliesworld6380]

Like proper snow not like Pussey snow!!!!!! Lol hilarious

[@stephaniejohns5435]

I love Cookie!

[@janineprice8810]

Hi from Sydney! My mum introduced me to your videos last week and now we both love following your journey, your attitude towards life is so inspiring. Rooting for you from downunder x

[@cammeronwall5841]

Love the video editing Em! Get it!

[@serinat2181]

Heyy, how are you today?

[@dashortnails]

please just read the books and stay away from the candies! it is me again the annoying vegan reminder! have you checked it yet? start with this one kzbin.info/www/bejne/bp2cdqqLqL2enLs loads of luv!

[@mothman411]

Do you pay prescription Emily ? Love your spirit !!

[@RachelDex]

Mike Beale No, she doesn't. Not sure what country you're from but the unemployed and Diabetics ( there's many many more!) get free prescriptions in the UK. So it's a dead cert that someone with cancer gets free prescriptions as well

[@ukeelady]

Rachel B •Farmiga Fan• The drugs are not free in fact. The taxpayer pays through their taxes for the benefit of all. I live in Canada and am gratefully on meds that are covered by the province/federal government through the provincial tax base. Nothing but love & life are free. 😉

[@RachelDex]

Carolyn Campbell Quit nit picking. We, in the UK, pay national insurance, which means we don't pay over the counter for certain meds and in certain situations. We can go to hospital and be treated at no direct cost to us, unlike a lot of other countries. Take your facetious ass elsewhere. It's not necessary, especially on Emily's videos

[@ukeelady]

Rachel B •Farmiga Fan• lol Truth is truth. I well know how it works in the UK. No. You pay for a tiny portion of the actual cost. The taxpayer pays the rest. Not sure that hardworking taxpayers would appreciate you calling their participation in the care of thousands and thousands of people nitpicking. My point was and is. It's not free. Don't misrepresent the facts if you don't wish the facts to be said.

[@RachelDex]

Carolyn Campbell I am tax payer you prat. Hard working also - i have never been unemployed since the age of 13. I get any hospital treatment or contraception FREE because i am a UK citizen and i contribute the amount i am supposed contribute via national insurance, as i have since the age of 18. I personally don't get any other medication free because i am healthy and i work full time. My "tiny portion" amounts to plenty, given that I've been paying NI for nearly 20 years

[@loveoftheladel]

💕💕

[@corinnayorke2422]

❤️

[@sapphireweeks]

❤️❤️

[@paulhunter123]

how someone so young own such a huge property

[@lindawatt6679]

It's aishas parents ..irrelevant

[@paulhunter123]

@@lindawatt6679 where do they live then

[@lindawatt6679]

@paulhunter123 at the time emily was living in Herne Bay with her parents. Aisha was living with hers in Bromley ,they had been renting together in Canterbury before this but the lease was up .. Emily moved to Bromley as much nearer for hospital appointments as they became more frequent ..plan was to get a place together ..sadly they never got the chance x

[@Maplelust]

welcome to the video guys!

[@karencurtis2697]

Hi guys Lisa and I both have a med bottom lol we take Bisacodyl 5mg 1 at bed time daily works well . We have been so lucky just a small amount of snow in Leicestershire keep warm everyone and take care x

[@greenweek9327]

Lots of love ❤️

[@meganlovesdisneyandcrafts4780]

Emily, I applaud you for doing this and saying and doing what YOU chose to. I saw a video that was kind of upsetting towards the Chronic illness community of vloggers. Basically the youtuber Amy's life put out a video saying that we ( I don't vlog but have chronic illness) Shouldn't have full videos surrounding what we have! What? It's not like we can ignore it or turn it off! Anyway, enjoy the snow...wear trousers! lol

[@timking2192]

after chimo blocks you up too.....wish i had morfeen, i like it ,,,,,,,lol

[@m.baysdan9159]

What is morfeen? Is that morphine? Not trying to start a war. I'm from Texas and I don't know if morfeen means morphine as this is the 2nd time I've seen it spelled morfeen on this thread.✌

[@deborahol]

@@m.baysdan9159 Yeh he meant 'Morphine' haha

[@m.baysdan9159]

O E, Thank you!!! I was just wondering if it was spelled differently in the UK. The liquid form of morphine Em used is not something I've seen here where you would drink it like water. It seems the UK may have a leg up on how to control cancer pain then the US. Peace!!!✌

[@deborahol]

@@m.baysdan9159 You're welcome. It's called 'Oramorph' I have it for my fibromyalgia though not as much as Em used to take god bless her soul. It's a pre mixed solution and you can take it on a spoon from the bottle. It's very strong tasting and hits the back of the throat but the taste of it isn't too bad in general. The best I can describe is it very much like a strong liqueur. It's used for breakthrough pain. I also take the slow release morphine tablets that last 12 hours each but even with those, I still get breakthrough pain in between. So the oramorph is used for that as a top up measure and it works very fast. It's really effective but can make you very drowsy in the beginning. You get used to it after a while and the side effects lessen. You may have something similar over there.

[@m.baysdan9159]

O E,, I wish I had known about Oramorph. My mother had breast cancer. She went through chemo, radiation, and had all her her nymph nodes on her breast removed. She was cancer free for years when it came back in her liver, femur, lung, and it just kept spreading. She was always in so much pain even with the morphine they prescribed and regulated throughout her battle with cancer. My stepfather and biological father as well died of cancer. The Oramorph should be given here as it is needed for those who suffer so much pain. I wish you the best. It just doesn't seem fair that you would be in continuous pain. After reading your posts and watching Em's vlogs I am humbled. God Bless!!✌🙏

[@Jaglilpill75]

I’d panic in the fear of not beeing able to see my kids grow up, my biggest fear of al, I think you are brave and keeping my fingers love from Sweden 🇸🇪 💙

[@donthaveachannelbcofwork4697]

Hey - since I'm stuck at home with the flu - I got to watch your video close to when it was actually posted!:) Cool. I'm going to consider myself an OLD subscriber - it makes me feel wiser for some reason - haha. I'm still voting for a girlfriend Q&A. Super simple for you to do and good content for new and old subscribers. You ask for subscriber questions and you and Aisha sit in front of the camera and answer them....subscribers are so demanding aren't we?? Hoping the fybogel works - that looked pretty nasty!

[@iprefersteve]

Ugh taking fiber is brutal! I’ve mixed it with everything and it’s still just like gobs of snot going down (sorry).. the key is definitely to hold your breath and guzzle. No way around it 😝

[@me.vs.disease.x3506]

I am at the end of the line as well with lyme disease and total food intolerance, I am wondering you know this treatment will not do much, why don't you go on full holistic while you still have time, there are many many cases that got cured on the gherson therapy, at least with that you have a change to live and beat it.

[@ranstxx]

Youre so lucky you managed to keep all of your hair xxx

[@lauraamante1044]

Emily, I just starting watching your videos and want to say that you are the most positive person I know. I have a question : How are your parents / family with dealing with your illness and do they go with you ever to the doctors or hospital ?

[@lauraamante1044]

Also, what kind of health insurance do you have in the UK?

[@murdershe......7378]

We have the National Health Service ( NHS ) which is free treatment at the point of contact, so everybody gets equal access to the newest treatments and it is paid for by the Government and we pay into the social security pot through our taxation. Basically we lose about 25% of our income on a 75k per year and that covers all your taxes and police and fire service apart from that you pay about $100 per month for bin collections and recycling and that is it, what you take home is yours to keep and do as you want with as pension contributions are also taken out before we even receive our pay packet, we also have dental care on the NHS for all Children for which is free and also free prescriptions as well. So although we will not all use it in our lifetime we all know people who have had to use the NHS so nobody minds paying our taxes as everybody gets free treatment and that seems the best way to do it to us. No system is without faults though and I think if you were to ask British people the thing they were most proud of the NHS would be in their top three for sure.

[@lisarowell691]

Emily how on earth are you on such a small dose of pregabalin? I'm taking 300mg twice a day and I'm not fighting terminal cancer, does it actually help you at that dose? X