ANSWERING YOUR QUESTIONS! | Toxic Tears

[@tinashort9098]

I’m a 58 year old granny and I’m just now embracing my gothic side!!! I’ve always loved the music and the clothes. I’ve lived in a very small close minded town my whole life. But I’m a point in my life that I just don’t give a single shit what anybody thinks of me!! My hair is cut like yours but nowhere near as long!! I’ll be glad when it gets there!! I love you sweet Kaya❤️❤️❤️❤️. I just got 2 hearts on either side of my face…same area as your new tattoo❤❤❤

[@arisokit9866]

Goths and alternative people of all ages unite.

[@cara9467]

It's never too late ♡ Life is for living!

[@mermaidzombie23]

Go you ! Be who you want to be ❤

[@realong2506]

I'm 59 and embracing my Goth side as well. When I was younger I was worried about what peopole would think of me but as an old lady I really just don't give a flying F*ck anymore. lol

[@AreYouSufferingX]

Welcome to the subculture 🩶

[@ZombieliciousArt]

I couldn't agree more; the true horror isn't spooky abandoned buildings or the afterlife, but instead people themselves. 😂

[@ToxicTears]

Literally I have no time to be worrying about ghosts and ghouls when the world is full of men with questionable intentions 🥲

[@SpookiCooki]

True. I've been haunted before and I'd take ghosts any time before a living person with bad intentions. Ghosts can't kill me as far as I know.

[@shanelogan630]

As a practicing witch, let me tell as scary as demons and ghosts can be, people terrify me more because unlike demons, we can choose to be good and actively choose not to. That being said, I did experience a terrifying encounter with a malevolent spirit, and it was not fun.

[@TheRottingAngel47]

Got that right.😅

[@waterwitch8902]

10 years, i can't believe its been 10 years. Ive watched you when you were doing stuff in that house with he who shall not be named. I remember you setting up your room and all that. Anyway i love your videos, your very likeable and a creative creature. Stay healthy, happy, and safe always.

[@Terrestriellie]

10 years is CRAZY - i remember getting into your stuff when i was 10 and ive been on the goth / alt spectrum ever since - i turn 20 this year woohoo!

[@JigglyRat69]

Bro same!!!

[@realong2506]

If you get that fight or flight feeling please don't ignore it. If your primal self was telling you to leave then you did the right thing. Never ignore that feeling, if your driving and it kicks in go another direction, if that feeling tells you to not get on that flight then don't. Take care and be safe.

[@brandiehammond]

💯 !! My father had that complete dread doom feeling when he woke up one morning. It was eating at him severally and just felt horrible. I’m from the U.S. and in 91-92 we were in a war called dessert storm. My father was in the navy at the time and was actively involved. He and many of crew members from his ship were coming back from their ship to get to the docks. Order to do so , a boat fairy was required to transport. My father that day was informing his buddies, and others just not board the boat. Told em that something serious was gonna happen. My mom was watching the news as it was showing the military men coming back, my father had phone my mom couple days before letting her know he’ll be home. My brother and I were little, I was about 9/10 years old. My mom turned white and almost fell to the ground. It was broadcasted on live tv of the fairy boat capsizing suddenly and all these people struggling/ swimming trying to survive. Majority of the people on this boat drowned. For hours my mom didn’t know if my father was alive or dead. My mom got a phone call , picked up and cried. It ended up being my father on that end. My father helped dozens of his crew avoid being drowned . He’s like never ignore your gut instinct, it’s there for a reason. My mom almost became a widowed that day.

[@maneskinnnnn7190]

unless you have ocd and anxiety disorder and have that feeling 24/7

[@maneskinnnnn7190]

@@brandiehammond your gut instinct is always bad if you have ocd or anxiety disorder.

[@ordinarybread]

It's not always possible to follow your fight or flight.. I have CPTSD and my body goes into a fight/flight/freeze/flop a lot, I'd never get anything done or leave the house if I listened to my 'gut instinct'. But this is an extreme anxiety issue not a normal experience, which I appreciate

[@maneskinnnnn7190]

@@ordinarybread so true.. people without mental health disorders “always listen to your gut”… if us anxious /ocd / etc people did that we never leave our bed

[@ShayBaby427]

Lol I too want a '69 Continental because of the Marilyn Manson Tainted Love video

[@ToxicTears]

BINGO 😂

[@miriamhappe1066]

that car is NICE!!!! love it!

[@its-frickin-bats]

Ahhh that was it! I'm so not a car person and I was trying to remember if that was what Elvira drives. I had to look it up lol.

[@DOMINIC0424]

The Lincoln Continental-a lot of people would turn them into lowriders and make the interiors fluffy with the pink fluffy dash and seats as well as the door panels. Growing up, we used to call them the pimp mobiles.

[@DrinkYourNailPolish]

2:50 Once a week I take a "day of rest" where I sleep in late, try to stay off of social media, and focus on self care to recharge my batteries. If it's possible for you, try to take a day off at least once a month where you let yourself sleep in as late as you want and avoid doing anything that is conisdered work so you can feel refreshed and recharged. I hope you're able to take a "day of rest" beleive me it is a game changer!

[@AnnieNorthman89]

Part of me wants to visit abandoned places with friends but, as you mentioned, the people. I don’t necessarily want to go at night but it’s not the ghosts I’m scared of, it’s other people that may be lurking and hiding in there 😅

[@lilly6766]

The Black eyeshadow is perfektion!

[@thatgingergoth]

HELL YEAH FELLOW JEEP GOTH 🖤

[@cara9467]

Yes, Kaya! Can absolutely relate to the time pause daydream. Bernard's Watch!! Thats what sparked it for me in childhood i think.

[@ToxicTears]

YEEES I only have the vaguest memories of it now but I remember even as a child being like oh HELL YEAH

[@sarahbear203]

Congrats on 10 years! 🦇🪰🕸️🕷️🥀

[@martykingshott4397]

Thank you for the video, you made this elder goth smile.

[@Emily.d.v.]

A closet decluttering video would be soooo cool!! 😁

[@sarahkelly473]

I’ve been watching you pretty much from the start 😱 can’t believe it’s been ten years! You’ve been a big inspiration to me to embrace my true gothy self and not be scared to express myself 🖤

[@mindmuddleart2819]

Love the joy of you finding the other legwarmer, it's like finding money in a bag or coat you haven't used in a long time haha

[@Knight-of-Sarcasm]

I keep looking at your Sanderson pillow wanting to see it better. I bought 4 t-shirts from Amazon for Sandersons' businesses. One of course is the Witch Museum. One is an Apothocary. One is a Brewry. And the last, and my favorite is the Sanderson Inn. Children stay free. :D You sound a bit more upbeat than your last video so hopefully that means you are having some success at least finding possible places. As someone that moved last April, I know how tough it can be when you get 30 days to vacate--in my case because I was on month to month and they decided to not renew so they tacked a letter on my door telling me be out by April 1st. Thankfully I was able to get into where I am now, and it's smaller but calmer. If they fix the pool I'll have that too! I worry about you a lot so I'm glad to see your videos.

[@party_zhnb4929]

Your makeup SLAYED!!!!!

[@TheEmpressgoth]

In the brick area could be leftover residue Thanks for sharing ❤😊😊

[@christiebecerril8113]

Yessss shopping through your own wardrobe is a great thing! I adore my Sebastain plushie it is so cute. I also love your vlogs and diys and everything you post and hope you are doing well!

[@jackwolf9272]

lovely to see you back on here! :D

[@SpookiCooki]

Minecraft is so much more fun than it seems. Can definitely recommend!

[@hopee.wankenobi1085]

agreed!

[@melaniescribbles]

On the superpower thing; As an autistic person, I totally understand wanting to stop time sometimes! 😃 I often feel like there's not enough hours in a day, and deadlines tend to stress me out as well (even if I just set them for myself, lol). I'd go for either invisibility at will or mind-reading at will if I could pick a superpower, though; I'm goth but I have comorbid social anxiety, and I often found myself just straight-up wanting to teleport away, disappear for a bit, or otherwise just run if someone catcalls me or otherwise harasses me. So just visually just going 'poof I'm gone' in those situations would frankly be great, since that completely eliminates the risk of a harasser following you if you don't reply at all (that and walking a bit faster are usually my go-to instinct in such situations). But mind-reading also would be immensely helpful for my autism at times. Like, I can darned well do social context to a degree and thus, I can actually read the room to a certain point. But for example; it would be nice to actually know whether someone is just asking that question and expects you to answer 'good, or ACTUALLY wants to know how I'm doing (I can never just tell if someone asks me that question). So taking a quick snapshot of someone's thoughts in that particular moment would frankly clear A LOT of stuff like that up for me (but after clearing that up for myself, I'm darned well exiting their thoughts; the rest is their private business, and should frankly stay their private business).

[@pennyandtaylor]

I love watching your content! I could listen to you for hours! 🖤

[@damienb6184]

Congrats on 10 years!! 🎉 For the creative hobbies vs making something for a video, maybe have the first one you make for yourself and then film yourself making a second one? That way no pressure on the first one 😊 Also same for time! I have a chronic illness and miss out on a lot (especially the last year), I so wish I could pause or even rewind time!

[@moyaxoxo5923]

I liked your energy in this video . Felt relaxed . You worry to much about over doing your videos and you don’t need to do all that stressful prep. We watch for you more than the thing you’re doing I think. Being on the spectrum myself I can relate to being super into something then not at all the next minute but then will circle back in a month 😂 . some people can’t just do one thing and “stick with it” not all brains work that way. It’s healthy and normal to want to try many things. And this kind of job you do gives you the freedom to do anything you want and any time. Lean into it fully. Have doing all kinds of things be YOUR THING. Hope your well 🫶🏻✨

[@Cerridwen7777]

I LOVE that necklace! Gorgeous!

[@ashleysartattack5600]

Kaya, I would not get a Jeep Wrangler if I were you. I just went on a deep dive literally last night because on toktok, people were talking about how the newer jeep wranglers are being made with cheap parts. And there is something called, “The Death Wobble.” People are buying new jeeps off the lot and then they immediately start shaking and jerking and break down. My parents and my best friend are all mechanics. They said it’s an alignment issue with the jeeps. It’s super expensive to fix. I also have a jeep cherokee, and you dont even want to know the sounds it’s making right now. It sounds so insane when I drive it. But it’s too expensive for me to fix right now. On the flip side, my mom’s best guy friend bought an old hearse a few years ago, and he’s a pizza driver. He was tripping people out on Halloween one year because he dressed up as a funeral director and was delivering pizza in the hearse. It was amazing! He loves that car! And I mean, it is practical for hauling things. 😂

[@karinkier2503]

Happiness looks good on you

[@MaryEzernackNelson]

I have a hummer and a Jeep . I love them both. ❤

[@bitesize326]

You said hearse and the Lincoln and my first thought was Haley Rose on Tiktok and her Lincoln Town car hearse she named Lily after Lily Munster. LoL

[@ImmortalArt-]

Marilyn Manson had a 69 Lincoln Continental, it was in his Tainted Love video!! LOVE!! 🖤✌️

[@jadezdemon6665]

I'd love to see more makeup tutorials!!

[@s.elizabeth1753]

I def believe something awful happened in that room you went in! And that storage space was probably haunted! You are probably in tune with energy

[@ThursdayEave]

Have you ever seen "Out of This World" its a 90's Canadian sitcom, about a girl who can pause time because her father is an alien. Sounds weird but it was really good in the 90's.

[@festivalkyrie]

Can't believe that your channel is 10 year old! Would you do a small anniversary video or a live? Just drinking colorful things (maybe non-alcoholic cocktails), making a small cake, that would be lovely 🖤🖤🖤 As I learned english better and finished high school I remember I was watching your channel more and more to build up my new wardrobe (after not being home it was easier), I'm so glad to see you through the years, and hope you can have another 10 year with this platform with us (❁´◡`❁) Love you Kaya 🦇🦇

[@Stefanie_Lauren]

I’ve wanted a Hearse since I was a child😭

[@sabz2847]

Wait, there's a Sebastian plushie!? I need one in my life asap!, he can be my voids buddy =3 ❤

[@miriamhappe1066]

that last car tho.......damn.......the Lincoln one. :O

[@cjandauntieyaya1446]

That dread you felt in the room could very well have been because the floor is lower and there's a pool of noxious gases that you kicked up while walking around. Your body was sending alarms and you took it as fear, but really it was "Don't fall or you will die of asphyxiation". OR there were some critters in there you didn't see but your instincts could sense. I also lack belief in any supernatural stuff. IF such things did actually exist, we'd be living in some anime horror type world as EVERYONE would be affected by them.

[@emelfia]

I have a black cat named Xochi. I also call her my little void of sunshine and love. 🐈‍⬛🥰

[@honeylychee2000]

Your earrings are so pretty!!

[@SabraQueenoftheUnderworld1346]

😂😂😂 o kaya! A hummer would be awesome especially if you go off road 😜😂😂!!! But honestly I live in the states and we have hummers here and the people that own them say that they are gas guzzlers! They are not really worth the money 💀. Love you and your channel!!!!! Much love from the states 🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤 ps give Sebastian a few scratches for me!!!🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤

[@jorgerivera7465]

Marilyn Manson 69 Lincoln Continental from the video tainted Love!!!!!! I absolutely love that car!!!!!!

[@ToxicTears]

HELL YEAH 😎

[@arisokit9866]

I have a question: What kind of art style are you into? Such as something like a cartoon/illustration.

[@dominikamelnik7120]

Love the Q&As :) Are you planning on selling any accessories on vinted? I would love to support you and I went through your vinted, but we're different sizes T_T

[@ToxicTears]

I probably will at some point! Kinda working through bulkier items right now but I’ll keep this in mind and keep an eye out for accessories!

[@ValkyrieKitty777]

I could not stop losing when you kept saying "bricked up" so much cause all I could think of was the innuendo meaning instead the whole time

[@ToxicTears]

The way I didn’t notice when I was saying it but was VERY aware while editing 😭😂

[@poppybingham8204]

Where did you get your latest tattoo done? It looks great! I’ve been really wanting a similar kind of cross design🦇

[@ToxicTears]

My friend Kerri did it! She works at Croi Dubh in Belfast

[@MxPotato84]

My grandfather had a Lincoln. Its a really nice and sturdy car. But since im so small, its not for me. Its like trying to walk in clown shoes when it comes to driving big cars. I need a small Japanese car. Not a kei car, thats too small. But like a Toyota or Subaru. As long as I can see over the dashboard and see the front hood, im fine. If I can’t see the front hood, i get scared i will crash the car. Im only 5 foot 2 inches tall but I feel like i need a booster seat. Too bad it’s illegal for drivers to have them, at least the last time ive checked. Lol

[@angiearellano3737]

What lipstick are you wearing??? Love it!!

[@paulazzioska3753]

I agree i miss doing just nothing for log time and sleep😅❤❤❤❤

[@louisestothard6138]

Loved pokemon go but would BURN my battery so quick!

[@chrismacolley]

Such great videos, been playing Pokemon Go love the game but still don’t understand how I go about leveling up my Pokemon I know there are gyms but can’t find one, plus have no friends to play with.

[@Whatisthiseh]

Agree w u on the rest thing im constantly exhausted and feel like i need days n days of sleep to recover like the weekend seems to last 2 seconds n i spend most of it having to organise/ do shit or being anxious n exhausted lmaooo

[@ferretthegremlin]

omg that thing about pausing time hit me WAY to fuckin hard like omggggg

[@Terrestriellie]

Isn't it a 1969 Lincoln in the tainted love music video? Edit: manson not soft cell

[@itsAzzara]

First thought that came to mind when you mentioned Lincoln Continental was Marilyn Manson's car? I might be wrong lol x

[@garycollingwood4002]

" WHAT CAN I SAY .. ROCK N ROLL "

[@MareaRayneOleander]

Isn't Elvira's car a Lincoln Continental?🤨

[@allisondrummond951]

1959 ford thunderbird

[@ADei-kv6ww]

I also love my jeep renegade!

[@livingweapon]

looking amazing

[@tuulofdstrxn]

The first Matrix film had a mildly customized 1965 Continental in it, is it that?

[@nicohobson5251]

Adam’s family car?

[@cjandauntieyaya1446]

Castiel's Pimp Mobile?

[@ModifiedRabbit]

The merge/match games really are such feel good games for my autistic brain. lol I legit can play those all day.

[@Spooky-Sara]

I also got back into Pokémon go recently!

[@whiskeyjames23]

Love youuuuu 🦇🦇🦇

[@jenniferstewart8138]

Manson for the Lincoln Continental 😁

[@cmason9769]

Could you post your Vinted? I’d love to help while also getting a shopping fix 💜

[@ToxicTears]

It’s in the description ♥️

[@Dravasky]

I followed you on Vinted. Noticed there was no USD version 😢

[@spiritandconjure]

You should try Minecraft. I totally didn't think I would like it because it's not like anything I usually play. That said, it's really fun to just build on creative mode. I build all kinds of homes and such lol

[@minime2174]

Do you think being able to stop time would stop you from aging because you age with time?

[@ToxicTears]

That’s definitely one of the conditions I’ve considered for my hypothetical super power 😂 If I age normally while time is paused I don’t want it 😂

[@markfrancis1210]

Hey Kaya, you're looking great, I like your little ghost stuffed animal, it's very cute

[@leggi_bois4eva]

🖤🖤🖤

[@xtoxickissesx2138]

Im assuming this was recorded before the last video in which case the irony of you saying you have too much stuff and need to declutter incase you have to up and leave somewhere actually mad me want to cry for you same as the mention of saving and a few other things you said 😢

[@ToxicTears]

Yeeep!🙃 Deeeeply unfortunate timing lol

[@xtoxickissesx2138]

@@ToxicTears very 😭 it actually made me emotional for you, partly because ive been in situations myself where ive thought wow life is going well only for all hell to break lose so i feel that 🥴🤣

[@ToxicTears]

@xtoxickissesx2138 Hahaha honestlyyy when I was editing it and got to that part I was like ….*DEEP SIGH* 😒

[@xtoxickissesx2138]

@@ToxicTears i bet 🥴 one of those 'ugh seriously' moments 🤦🏻‍♀️

[@sleepialien]

what's your vinted profile called? xx

[@scaridaghostly]

Me every time Kaya says she doesn't believe in ghosts 🙃

[@ToxicTears]

😭😭😭😂

[@littleflowers7678]

Jeep and crocs goths UNITE!

[@effrayante.e]

I was playing a little match 3 mobile game while watching this 😂

[@nonameghostbrand]

Vlog idea: you go on Pokémon Go adventures and make it a vlog :D

[@ToxicTears]

I actually did this once back in like 2019, you should still be able to find it!😁 Maybe I’ll do another one sometime!

[@stitched-zombie]

What's ur pokemon friend code?? 🫡

[@dixierodriguez3149]

Cute new tattoo by left ear if right about that

[@Cazi1111]

I nearly got knocked over by a Hearst once, rushing to work 😂😂😂

[@metalheadholly6941]

I like you but can you try talking a bit slower at times sorry but I can’t understand what you are saying in some of this video

[@maneskinnnnn7190]

can you diy videos

[@Laura_Crawfield_Valo]

What do you think about the new avatars from pokemon go?

[@ToxicTears]

I’m not like AS enraged as some people but they are kinda ugly lol 🥲 And now there’s issues with clothes clipping and stuff. I kinda wish they’d just mostly left stuff alone but introduced new hairstyles and colour options tbh

[@debbiesazo7392]

People like big fancy cars and I'm here wishing I could have a tiny little smart car ❤😅

[@ToxicTears]

Smart cars scare me. If you’re in an accident you’re just gonna get smooshed 😭

[@babsie7996]

My guess with the Lincoln Continental is the sui**de doors?

[@ToxicTears]

I actually had to google what suicide doors are when another commenter mentioned them 😅 The door style is cool but that’s not the main reason!

[@babsie7996]

​@@ToxicTears😂

[@candyball4881]

Lincoln continentals had suicide doors

[@babsie7996]

I just commented the same!

[@edwardosantiago3296]

……..I want one….

[@maneskinnnnn7190]

rattus rattus youtibe channels diy videos are the best,

[@AshIsAWolf]

Take a shot every time kaya says bricked up

[@ToxicTears]

I didn’t realise until I was editing this 😭😂

[@christinakyleloves]

🖤❤️🖤❤️

[@smashing_guitars381]

😊😊🌻🌹

[@kevinsplinter8595]

What's your favorite New Horror Movies?

[@leastonhill7689]

I liked talk to me from last year

[@ToxicTears]

Not sure if this will be an unpopular opinion and I fully admit I don’t have much experience with the actual franchise itself but I REALLY enjoyed Evil Dead Rise. It was a good combination of a little bit silly and gory but also ACTUALLY horrifying lol

[@kevinsplinter8595]

@@leastonhill7689 Nice

[@kevinsplinter8595]

@@ToxicTears nice

[@kevinsplinter8595]

@@leastonhill7689 nice

[@manicmisfit7124]

I'm a sucker for a hearse.

[@autumnNight0606]

1969 fosho

[@danteshollowedgrounds]

🖤🤍❤

[@SecretSocietyofGoths]

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