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I'm using God to help me. There's no medicine that can help a broken heart. And person who used to help me a lot died in 2018 Dr Chuck Missler. I miss my father who died in 2016 and everyday it seems like he just died. It's not so much that he died but it's the way he died. I didn't go to the funeral because I don't want to remember him like that. My childhood was horrible but I love my father anyways and I hope God really forgive him. I did. My mother didn't. She was trying to hurt him I understand that and I had to protect him. Now it's just me my family got mad at me for telling the truth of my mother. I know she's not right but she's my mother and I pray everyday that God doesn't take her. She doesn't like to hear anything about Jesus. Even if I sing a song that's nice she blocks her ears. I wish Chuck Missler was here he would know what's going on with the world and prophecy. He would have good advice for me not to be sad. I feel like I can't wait to die. It's not so much that I want to die I just want to be with my father. My mother loves her life so much God should trade my life for her so she can live longer cuz she loves her life and all her things so much and that's all she will have. She's 89 and the thought of me being being alive and Young bothers her. I feel bad if I look pretty because she said look at me I'm old. All I see is beauty even if she doesn't love me. UC my mother was going to leave my father when my brother was nine because he was abusive to my brother. But my mother got pregnant for me that's what all the resentment start. I was the new sounding board the distraction from my brother being hit. We are not okay but we pretend we are. The only thing that gives me peace is my King James Bible and I used to pretend Chuck Missler with my father. He was from New Zealand. I just love those little koala bears. So I try to do a lot of things for other people and maybe it's change for them to love me even if it's just a little I feel like someone cares.

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I love u your spot on.my story is too long no tablet could help me cause I haven't taken one I've lost an adult daughter and son nothing will ever help me I feel so sorry for you I too love those k bears.did you see that one who ended up.in the Christmas tree on the news love and respect from Coventry England xx